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00:00...born. Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing on my wrist, the Verity band.
00:07Mom was obsessed with science-based parenting. So when my twin sister Emma and I were born, she strapped these
00:14bands on us.
00:16Green light means truth. Red light means you're manipulating reality.
00:20Emma's band? Always green. She could literally cut up Mom's designer dress and blame the cat,
00:26and that little device would glow like a Christmas tree.
00:30Not me. She'd say. Green light. Believed.
00:34Me? I'd say, Mom, I'm hungry. And flash. Red light. Instant punishment.
00:41And Mom's punishment wasn't gentle. No food. Locked in my room. Digital blackout. No phone. No Wi-Fi. Nothing.
00:51She'd say. The machine doesn't lie, Stella. Starve now. Learn later. I'm doing this for your own good.
00:59After 10 years of this, I started believing it, too. Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:06New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:09My mom... New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:13Mom was getting ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square.
01:17And that's when the pain hit. Like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:22I collapsed on the floor. My skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:27Mom, please. It hurts.
01:30The band flashed red. She looked down at me, disgust in her eyes.
01:35Nice try, Stella. Faking sick to crash our night? Pathological.
01:39She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:43I wanted to scream.
01:45But part of me thought...
01:46Maybe she's right.
01:48The band is red.
01:50So I must be lying. I must not actually be in pain.
01:54Sorry, Mom. I won't lie anymore.
01:57But the pain got worse.
01:59Way worse.
02:03New Year's Eve, the door handle turned.
02:06For one second, I thought...
02:08She's coming back. She's a doctor. She'll know something's wrong.
02:12Hurry up. The fireworks are starting. Emma's waiting.
02:16Please. Something's really wrong.
02:19I feel like I'm dying.
02:21She glanced at my wrist.
02:23Red light flashing like crazy.
02:25She crouched down, grabbed my chin, forced me to look at her.
02:29Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:31Can't you just be honest?
02:33Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:35Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:39Mom stood up.
02:40Food? She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:44She won't starve.
02:45Brushing off her hands like I was dirt.
02:47Lock the door. When that band turns green, we'll talk.
02:51But...
02:52But what?
02:54Soft parenting is why she's like this.
02:56Look at Emma. Her band is always green.
02:59Stella's just a compulsive liar.
03:01She needs discipline.
03:03But my closet was empty.
03:05Emma stole that money.
03:06Emma ate those snacks.
03:09I tried to defend myself once.
03:12I didn't take it either.
03:14Red light.
03:15Three days locked up with nothing but bread and water.
03:20Emma peeked through the door, made a face at me.
03:23That's us. We're gonna see the pretty fireworks.
03:27The door locked.
03:28The house went silent.
03:30Just me.
03:32Alone.
03:33The pain was unbearable.
03:36But I kept thinking.
03:38Mom's right.
03:39The machine doesn't lie.
03:41The band is red, so I must be lying.
03:44I'm not in pain.
03:46I'm not in pain.
03:48I'm not in pain.
03:51I crawled to my desk.
03:53I had to write.
03:54That was the rule.
03:56If the band glowed red, I had to pen a thousand word apology essay, or Mom would never let me
04:02out.
04:03I am a liar.
04:04I opened my journal.
04:07Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:10But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:14My vision blurred.
04:15I could barely see.
04:17My hands shook as I wrote.
04:20Mom, I really love you.
04:22It really hurts.
04:24Why won't you believe me?
04:27Please believe me just once.
04:29The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
04:33Just... gone.
04:36I felt light.
04:37Weightless.
04:38I looked down.
04:40I was floating.
04:42And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
04:46Motionless.
04:47The Verity band still flashing red on a dead girl's wrist.
04:52Oh.
04:53I'm dead.
04:55Emma Pe-
04:55I heard laughter.
04:57Mom, Dad, Emma, coming through the front door.
05:01Tonight's fireworks were amazing.
05:04Especially that smiley face one.
05:06Just like our Emma.
05:08Mom's voice was so warm.
05:10I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
05:13I wanted to help them take off their coats.
05:16That's what I always did.
05:18Mom!
05:19I reached out to hug her.
05:21My arms passed right through her body.
05:24Like wind.
05:25She shivered.
05:27Why is it so cold in here?
05:29Is the heat off?
05:30I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
05:34Right.
05:35Dead people can't hug the living.
05:37Should we check on Stella?
05:39Dad said casually.
05:40She hasn't eaten.
05:41If she finds me dead, will she be sad?
05:44Will she regret it?
05:55I...
05:57Still putting on an act?
05:58Think I'll carry you to bed?
06:01Stella, you're ten years old, not five.
06:04I screamed at her, only two feet away.
06:07Mom!
06:07I'm not playing!
06:09I'm dead!
06:11Look at me!
06:12Touch me!
06:13I'm freezing!
06:14Emma squeezed past her, held up her wrist with that smug little grin.
06:19Look!
06:20My band's green!
06:21Stella's is still red.
06:23She's lying, even in her dreams.
06:26Mom patted Emma's head.
06:28That's my good girl.
06:29Ignore the liar.
06:31Let her stay there.
06:32Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
06:34Dad peeked in.
06:36Should we at least put her in bed?
06:37It's freezing.
06:38Put her in bed?
06:39The parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer.
06:43Look at that red light.
06:44She's still in full defiance mode.
06:46Come on, we have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
06:49The door locked again.
06:51I floated next to my corpse, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
06:57Mom, if you'd just stepped closer, if you'd just touched my hand, you'd know I was ice cold.
07:04But you didn't.
07:06Still...
07:06That night, a rat crawled out of my empty closet.
07:09I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
07:12But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
07:17It bit into my toe.
07:19It's okay. You can't feel it anymore.
07:22It'll be over soon.
07:23The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
07:27No warmth reached my body.
07:29In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
07:33The smell of bacon and eggs crept under my door.
07:36My favorite.
07:37But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:41So, I only ever got steamed broccoli.
07:43She was claying the pans extra loud on purpose.
07:47Trying to tempt me out.
07:49Trying to make me give in and apologize for things I never did.
07:53In the old days, I might have caved.
07:56But, I don't need food anymore.
08:00Stella still hasn't come out?
08:03That night, a...
08:04Stella still hasn't come out?
08:06Dad asked, reading his paper.
08:08She is so stubborn.
08:10She can eat or not, I don't care.
08:12Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
08:17Then she screamed dramatically.
08:20Mom! Stella's room smells gross!
08:22Did she poop in it?
08:24Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
08:27Stella! Are you an animal?
08:29The bathroom is right there!
08:31Did you seriously go on the floor just to spite me?
08:34I remembered being six.
08:36I had food poisoning, couldn't make it to the bathroom in time.
08:40Soiled my pants.
08:41Mom didn't help me clean up.
08:43She made me stand in the yard.
08:45Pointed at me and told the neighbors.
08:47Look at this!
08:48She's such a mess she can't even use the toilet by herself.
08:52Now she thought I was dirty again.
08:54Leave her!
08:55Mom said, waving her hand like she was swatting a fly.
08:59Let her sit in her own stink.
09:01But Dad stood up, frowning.
09:03That smells really bad.
09:05I should check.
09:06Could be a dead mouse or something.
09:09Dad!
09:10Please!
09:10Open the door!
09:11I'm right here!
09:13I waved my transparent arms frantically.
09:16Dad's hand touched the doorknob.
09:18Stella!
09:18His phone was ringing.
09:20Dad's face went pale.
09:22What?
09:23The server crashed?
09:25Okay, okay.
09:26I'm on my way.
09:27Honey, there's an emergency at work.
09:29I'll be gone for a few days.
09:31Wait, what about Stella?
09:33He was already out the door.
09:34If that call had come one second later, I would have been found.
09:39Maybe then, I wouldn't have rotted alone.
09:42That afternoon, Mom took Emma shopping.
09:45The house was empty except for my corpse.
09:48When they came back that night, loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts,
09:52the smell had gotten worse.
09:54Mom gagged the second she walked in.
09:57Stella, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
10:00She didn't even open my door.
10:02She grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom.
10:05You want to be disgusting?
10:07Fine.
10:07Stew in it.
10:08Don't stink up my house.
10:10She patted her hands together, satisfied.
10:13Then went to steam the lobster.
10:16I stared at that sealed door.
10:18My last shred of hope suffocated under that tape.
10:21His phone was ringing.
10:23By day three, even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:27Mom was arranging fresh flowers, trying to cover it up.
10:31But the stench of death is unmistakable.
10:34Sweet, rotten, oily.
10:37She cut a rose stem too hard.
10:40A thorn pierced her hand.
10:42She snapped.
10:44Stella!
10:45She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen, stormed toward my room.
10:49I'm done with you, you disgusting little brat.
10:52Time you learned what real pain feels like.
10:55Don't come in, Mom!
10:57Please!
10:58I'm decomposed!
10:59You'll be scared!
11:01Even though she never loved me, I didn't want her to see me like that.
11:06But she ripped the tape off, jammed the spare key in the lock.
11:11Bang!
11:12The door flew open.
11:14The smell hit her like a wall.
11:17She stumbled back, dry heaving.
11:20Stella, what are you doing?
11:22By day three, she saw me, still slumped over the desk, back turned, not moving.
11:30To her, this was the ultimate rebellion.
11:33I'm talking to you!
11:36She marched over, raised the rolling pin, but stopped.
11:40She wanted to see my face first.
11:43Wanted to see my defiant expression.
11:47Get up!
11:47The moment she touched me, she froze.
11:50Through the thin fabric, her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
11:55What?
11:56But momentum carried her forward.
11:58She yanked.
12:00My body, stiff as a board, toppled backward, taking the chair with it.
12:05And there was my face.
12:08On my blackened wrist, the Verity band hung lifeless.
12:12My journal slid off the desk, fell open at Mom's feet.
12:17The last page stared up at her.
12:19Mom, my stomach really hurts.
12:22The band is broken.
12:24I'm not lying.
12:25Please don't punish me.
12:28She saw me, Mom screamed.
12:31Not a human sound.
12:32A raw, guttural shriek that tore through her throat.
12:36She stumbled backward, slammed into the bookshelf.
12:40A vase shattered.
12:41But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
12:44She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
12:48No, no, no, no.
12:49This is makeup, special effects.
12:51Stella, get up!
12:52I'm not mad anymore!
12:54Stop scaring me!
12:56Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
12:59The second her skin made contact with my corpse, she recoiled like she'd been burned.
13:04That cold was too real.
13:07Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
13:09911, I heard a scream!
13:10She'd heard the screaming.
13:12When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
13:15Within minutes, sirens.
13:17Police.
13:18A medical examiner.
13:19They pulled up the crime scene tape.
13:22Cameras flashed over my body.
13:24Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
13:28She was babbling.
13:29She was faking.
13:31She always lies.
13:32The band was red.
13:34Machines don't lie.
13:35I was just teaching her.
13:37I was doing it for her own good.
13:39No one responded.
13:40They all looked at her like she was a monster.
13:43The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
13:46He muttered under his breath.
13:49Severe malnutrition.
13:50Organ failure.
13:51This kid was starved for at least a month.
13:54He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
13:57But it had...
13:59Fused.
14:00Damn.
14:00He cursed.
14:01He had to use tools to pry it off.
14:04Even dead, my soul flinched.
14:14A cop picked up my journal, put on gloves, started reading.
14:19Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
14:22Suddenly, she lunged for it.
14:24That's her confession.
14:25She admits she lied.
14:27Look, she wrote it herself.
14:29The officer pushed her back, slid the journal into an evidence bag.
14:33We'll determine what's true.
14:35That's when Dad got home.
14:36He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
14:40Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
14:44His legs gave out.
14:46He collapsed.
14:47Wet himself.
14:49Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
14:53She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
14:57Why is Stella's band black?
14:59Mine's still green, see?
15:01She held up her wrist.
15:03The green light blinked cheerfully.
15:05It was grotesque.
15:08The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
15:12She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
15:16Test it! That band proved she was lying.
15:19Red light means lie.
15:21I never abused her.
15:22The machine told me.
15:23I was just educating her.
15:25The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
15:29Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
15:33That's discipline.
15:35That's teaching her to be honest.
15:37Mom was shrieking now.
15:39Then, she did something insane.
15:41You don't believe me?
15:43Fine.
15:44I'll wear it.
15:45I'm not lying.
15:47Watch.
15:47It'll be green.
15:48She snatched the band.
15:50Still stained with my blood and bits of skin.
15:53And jammed it onto her own wrist.
15:56Click.
15:57Locked.
15:58The rubber pressed against her skin.
16:01Sticky.
16:02Cold.
16:03She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
16:07She needed to prove she was innocent.
16:10Needed to prove her parenting was right.
16:13She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
16:16Watch.
16:17I'm Rachel.
16:18I'm Stella's mother.
16:19That's a fact.
16:21Absolute truth.
16:23The red light exploded.
16:25Bright.
16:26Violent.
16:27Like a fresh wound tearing open.
16:30Mom's confident expression shattered.
16:33She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
16:36What?
16:37No.
16:37I said the truth.
16:39I am Rachel.
16:41She started talking faster.
16:43Panic rising in her voice.
16:45It's broken.
16:46The examiner broke it.
16:47Let me try again.
16:48I never abused her.
16:50I did it for her own good.
16:52I love her.
16:53The red light flashed faster.
16:55And suddenly, she remembered.
16:58Me.
16:59Ten years old.
17:00Getting the maximum punishment.
17:02Curled on the floor.
17:04Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
17:07Is this what it felt like?
17:09Mom lost it completely.
17:11She started screaming at the band.
17:13Spit flying.
17:15Why is it red?
17:16I'm telling the truth.
17:18Turn green, you piece of junk.
17:20You're framing me.
17:21But the red light kept flashing.
17:24Like it was mocking her.
17:26You're a liar.
17:28You're a liar.
17:29You're a liar.
17:32Dad couldn't take it anymore.
17:34This man who'd been invisible for ten years.
17:37Who always stayed out of it.
17:39He snapped.
17:40He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
17:45You monster.
17:46What did you do?
17:47That was your daughter.
17:49You treated her like an animal.
17:51Mom fell to the floor.
17:53Blood at the corner of her mouth.
17:55But she didn't fight back.
17:57Didn't cry.
17:58She just stared into space, muttering.
18:01Not my fault.
18:02Not my fault.
18:04Then her eyes landed on Emma.
18:06Cowering in the corner.
18:08It's her.
18:09It's Emma.
18:10Emma's band was always green.
18:12Emma was the good one.
18:14If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
18:17I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
18:19This is Emma's fault.
18:21All eyes turned to Emma.
18:23That little princess we'd all protected.
18:26The cop walked over.
18:27Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
18:31Took out a screwdriver.
18:33Pried it open right there.
18:35Crack.
18:35The plastic shell split.
18:37Inside?
18:39No sensors.
18:40No chips.
18:41No heart rate monitor.
18:43Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
18:46The circuit was hardwired.
18:48Power on.
18:49Green light.
18:51That's it.
18:52This is a $2 toy.
18:54Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
18:58No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
19:04Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
19:08A sick, biased joke.
19:11Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:13No!
19:13Mom suddenly screamed.
19:15She clawed at the band.
19:16Get it off.
19:17Get it off.
19:18It's red.
19:19I'm not a liar.
19:20I'm not.
19:21But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
19:24Wouldn't budge.
19:25I can't get it off.
19:27Stella, take it back.
19:28I'm sorry.
19:29It's all my fault.
19:30This little bit of pain, and she was breaking.
19:34Mom, I suffered for 10 years.
19:37The cops needed evidence for charges.
19:40I know you're watching this, and you better stop.
19:40So they opened my journal in front of my parents.
19:44February 14th.
19:45Sunny.
19:46Mom put celery on my plate.
19:48I'm allergic.
19:49My throat swells.
19:50I can't breathe.
19:51I said I can't eat it.
19:53But because I was scared of making her angry, my heart raced.
19:57Red light.
19:58You stop it!
19:59Mom said I was picky.
20:00Lying.
20:01Made me eat the whole plate.
20:03That night, I threw up blood.
20:05My throat felt like it was on fire.
20:08Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
20:11That I was faking.
20:12She punished me for 10 more minutes.
20:15Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
20:17She was shaking violently.
20:19She remembered that night.
20:21The officer turned the page.
20:23June 1st.
20:24Children's Day.
20:25Emma cut up Mom's dress.
20:27Emma's heart rate is always slow.
20:30Green light.
20:31I tried to explain, but I was scared of getting beaten.
20:34So my heart raced.
20:36Red light.
20:37Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:39This man who'd been invisible for 10 years, who always stayed out of it.
20:45He snapped.
20:56He lunged at Mom and slapped her across the face.
20:59You monster.
21:00What did you do?
21:02That was your daughter.
21:03You treated her like an animal.
21:06Mom fell to the floor.
21:08Blood at the corner of her mouth.
21:10But she didn't fight back.
21:12Didn't cry.
21:13She just stared into space, muttering,
21:16Not my fault.
21:17Not my fault.
21:19Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
21:22It's her.
21:24It's Emma.
21:25Emma's band was always green.
21:27Emma was the good one.
21:29If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
21:32I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
21:34This is Emma's fault.
21:36What?
21:36All eyes turned to Emma.
21:38That little princess we'd all protected.
21:41The cop walked over.
21:42Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
21:45Took out a screwdriver.
21:48Pried it open right there.
21:50Crack.
21:50The plastic shell split.
21:53Inside?
21:54No sensors.
21:55No chips.
21:56No heart rate monitor.
21:58Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
22:01The circuit was hardwired.
22:03Power on.
22:04Green light.
22:05That's it.
22:07This is a $2 toy.
22:09Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
22:13No matter what she said, did, or lied about, it would glow green.
22:18Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
22:23A sick, biased joke.
22:25Dad couldn't-
22:27I laughed.
22:28Laughed until I cried.
22:31Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
22:34The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
22:37Her voice broke.
22:39The handwriting was a mess.
22:41Clearly written while dying.
22:44Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
22:48Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
22:53I'm not lying.
22:54My stomach hurts so much.
22:57Like knives.
22:59Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
23:02Please.
23:03Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
23:06That green light she trusted without question?
23:10A cheap piece of junk.
23:14Mom started laughing.
23:16Her voice cracking with every sound.
23:19But it was the laugh of someone breaking.
23:21Worse than crying.
23:23Fake.
23:24All fake.
23:25I killed my honest daughter.
23:27And I worshipped a liar.
23:30She'd lost her mind.
23:31For real this time.
23:35I left.
23:36My death became front page news.
23:39Mrs. Lisa, the neighborhood gossip, posted everything online.
23:44Title.
23:45Girls Starved to Death by Fake Science Band.
23:49She described my corpse in detail.
23:51The band fused to rotting flesh.
23:54The internet exploded.
23:57Monster.
23:58Murderer.
23:59She doesn't deserve to be a mother.
24:02Comments poured in like an avalanche.
24:06Someone doxxed mom.
24:07Our address got leaked.
24:09People threw red paint on our door.
24:11Wrote death in huge letters.
24:15Dad got arrested too.
24:17Neglect.
24:18Failure to protect.
24:19He wasn't there when I died, so he got off light.
24:23But his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare.
24:27Our family went bankrupt.
24:30Sold the house.
24:31The car.
24:32Everything.
24:33To pay legal fees.
24:35Dad couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore.
24:39He took what little money was left.
24:41And Emma.
24:42And disappeared.
24:43Emma was a bad seed.
24:45Sure.
24:46But she was still his blood.
24:49Before they left, Emma tried to take her green band.
24:52Dad stomped on it.
24:54Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
24:56Emma cried as he dragged her away.
24:59My dad.
25:00Mom got out on bail.
25:02The psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis.
25:06They left her alone in that rental apartment.
25:09The one that still smelled like death.
25:12Her mental state deteriorated fast.
25:15She started talking to me like I was still there.
25:18And she refused to take off the red light band.
25:21To punish herself, she'd added a shock device to it.
25:25One that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red.
25:29She said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt.
25:33She'd cook a whole table of food.
25:35Then talk to the empty air.
25:37She'd pick up a piece of meat.
25:39Her hand shook.
25:41The band flashed red.
25:43She was anxious.
25:45She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
25:48Mom's heart is racing.
25:50Mom's lying.
25:52Liars don't deserve food.
25:54Picked up a remote.
25:55One she'd rewired to trigger the shock on her wristband.
25:59It hurts.
25:59And shocked herself.
26:01It hurts.
26:02It hurts.
26:04Is this what Stella felt?
26:06I'm sorry.
26:07Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
26:12I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
26:15So she forced herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood, then swallowed it back down.
26:22I was locked in isolation.
26:24So she locked herself in my old room, lights off, and bowed to my photo until her forehead bled.
26:31Over and over.
26:33Blood on the floor.
26:36Late at night, she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall.
26:40To her, it looked like my bloody eyes watching.
26:44She scribbled in red pen on the back of my journal.
26:47I'm sorry.
26:49I was wrong.
26:50Red light means pain.
26:52Red light means love.
26:54Please come back and say it hurts one more time.
26:57I'll save you.
26:58I promise.
27:00Too bad I'm dead.
27:02Dead people can't cry for help.
27:05Eventually, the state intervened.
27:08Mom's self-harm got so extreme, she nearly killed herself, that they committed her.
27:14She ended up in a psychiatric facility.
27:17She was the strangest patient there.
27:20She'd found a red plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar.
27:25Her homemade band.
27:28If anyone tried to remove it, she'd bite them like a rabid dog.
27:33Don't touch my light.
27:34Stella's watching.
27:36She'll be mad if you take it.
27:37She developed a Pavlovian response.
27:41Rachel, time to eat.
27:42Mom would touch her neck, then start convulsing, screaming.
27:47Red light.
27:48Red light.
27:48Don't punish me.
27:49I'll eat.
27:50I'll eat.
27:51Even if the food was scalding hot, she'd gulp it down, burning her esophagus.
27:56Wouldn't spit it out.
27:58She was reenacting my final moments.
28:01Living my hell on repeat.
28:05Mom started reenacting my diet.
28:07Years later, Emma grew up.
28:08Without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind her, she ended up at the bottom of society.
28:15When she ran out of money, she remembered.
28:18Mom's still in that facility.
28:19She showed up one day.
28:21Not for love.
28:23For cash.
28:31Hey, crazy lady.
28:33Dad's dead.
28:34Give me your hidden stash.
28:36Disgusting.
28:38Just like your dead daughter.
28:39If you don't give me money, I'll pull your tubes and send you to join her.
28:44For a moment, Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
28:47She looked at Emma and suddenly remembered.
28:51That band.
28:53That always green toy.
28:55That decade of deception.
28:57It was you.
28:59Mom's voice was gravel.
29:01You lied.
29:03You're the fake green light.
29:05You killed Stella.
29:07Give her back.
29:08Give.
29:09Her.
29:09Back.
29:11The last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance.
29:14Mom lunged.
29:16Grabbed Emma by the throat.
29:18Die.
29:19You should have died.
29:20Not her.
29:21You.
29:22Help!
29:23Emma thrashed but couldn't break free from a mad woman's grip.
29:28Orderlies rushed in.
29:29Sedated Mom.
29:30Pulled her off.
29:32Emma stumbled out of the room.
29:34Terrified.
29:35They're all insane.
29:37She bolted for the exit.
29:41A truck plowed into her.
29:43She survived.
29:44Barely.
29:45Both legs shattered beyond repair.
29:48Wheelchair for life.
29:50A total wreck.
29:51Meanwhile.
29:53Mom was strapped to a bed.
29:54Staring at the ceiling.
29:56Tears streaming.
29:57In her dreams.
29:59She finally saw me.
30:01I was ten again.
30:03No band.
30:04White dress.
30:05Smiling.
30:06Mom.
30:07She reached for me.
30:09Crying with joy.
30:11Stella.
30:12But her hands sparked with electricity.
30:15The second she touched me.
30:16I burst into flames.
30:18Turned to ash.
30:19No.
30:21She woke up screaming.
30:23Heart rate through the roof.
30:25If she'd been wearing that band.
30:27It would have been blood red.
30:29Eternal torment.
30:31Years later.
30:32I stood in the void.
30:34Watching it all.
30:36Mom in the facility.
30:38Emma in a wheelchair begging on the streets.
30:40Dad.
30:42Drunk and dead in some gutter.
30:44I felt.
30:46Nothing.
30:48No satisfaction.
30:50Just a flat.
30:51Dead calm.
30:53Next to me was an old dog.
30:55Buddy.
30:56My childhood pet.
30:57Mom threw him out years ago.
31:00He'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
31:02Buddy nuzzled my leg.
31:04Barked twice.
31:05As if to say.
31:06Let's go.
31:08Don't look back.
31:10Yeah.
31:11Time to leave.
31:13This life was too bitter.
31:15Nothing worth holding onto.
31:18I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
31:21She looked ancient.
31:24Hair completely white.
31:26Frail as paper.
31:28She sensed something.
31:30Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air.
31:33Right where I stood.
31:35Stella.
31:36Is that you?
31:37Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
31:41Mom destroyed the band.
31:42I don't believe in it anymore.
31:44Come back please.
31:45I'll cook for you.
31:47No celery.
31:48I'll buy you new dresses.
31:50Not Emma.
31:50Tears rolled down her face.
31:53I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
31:57I sighed.
31:59Reached out.
32:00My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
32:04Sleep, Mom.
32:06In sleep, there's no pain.
32:08A breeze blew through the room.
32:11The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
32:14The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
32:18But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines.
32:23Written by Mom during a lucid moment.
32:26Next life, let me wear the band.
32:29Let me be the liar.
32:31Punish me however you want.
32:33Just don't leave me.
32:34I stared at those words.
32:37Felt nothing.
32:39Too late.
32:40Repentance means nothing to the dead.
32:44Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
32:47But I don't love you either.
32:50Let's not meet again.
32:51I turned away.
32:53Buddy wagged his tail.
32:55In the distance, a door of light appeared.
32:59The gateway to the next cycle.
33:02I looked at my wrist.
33:04The Phantom Verity band.
33:06Still there.
33:08Even in spirit form.
33:10I grabbed it.
33:11It shattered into stardust.
33:13I felt weightless.
33:15Free.
33:17No red light.
33:18No hunger.
33:20No lies.
33:21Just freedom.
33:23I flew.
33:24Morning came.
33:26A nurse pushed open the door.
33:27Rachel, time for your meds.
33:29No response.
33:31She walked closer.
33:32Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
33:34A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
33:37On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
33:41Morning.
33:42Passing through the light wasn't violent.
33:44No spinning.
33:45No chaos.
33:47Just warmth.
33:48Like sinking into a spring stream.
33:50Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
33:55Buddy pressed into my palm.
33:57His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
33:59It was soft.
34:01Warm.
34:02Real.
34:02This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
34:06Come on, boy.
34:07I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
34:10Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
34:13Mom's final tear.
34:15The red glow of the band.
34:17Blood on the diary pages.
34:19All of it blurred.
34:20Dissolved.
34:21I didn't look back.
34:22That ten year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
34:27Passing through the night, when I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
34:31Wrapped in soft blankets.
34:33Someone was humming.
34:35A woman's voice.
34:37Gentle.
34:38Off key.
34:39But full of love.
34:39Her fingers brushed my cheek.
34:42The scent of gardenias.
34:44Not the sterile hospital smell of my old mom.
34:47Not the cold, clinical distance.
34:50I blinked up at her.
34:52She had kind eyes.
34:54A soft smile.
34:56She cradled me like I was made of glass.
34:59Grace is awake.
35:00She murmured.
35:02Honey, come quick.
35:03Our daughter just blinked.
35:04A man appeared.
35:06Tall.
35:07A little awkward.
35:08But his face lit up when he saw me.
35:10He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
35:13His voice was deep.
35:15Warm.
35:16Hey Grace.
35:17I'm your dad.
35:19Grace.
35:20Not Stella.
35:21No weight.
35:22No chains.
35:23No lies.
35:24Just Grace Sterling.
35:26A name that meant something light.
35:28Something cherished.
35:30When I opened my house.
35:32This house was small.
35:34But clean.
35:35Cozy.
35:36Cartoon stickers on the walls.
35:38Plants on the balcony.
35:40Sunlight pouring through the windows.
35:42Warm on the floor.
35:44I realized fast.
35:46This family was nothing like the last one.
35:49They never forced me to do anything.
35:52There were no Verity bands.
35:55I grew.
35:56Learned to crawl.
35:57To talk.
35:58And when I was three.
36:00Mom made sautéed celery.
36:02The green stalks on the plate triggered me.
36:05I flashed back to choking.
36:07Throat swelling.
36:09Vomiting blood.
36:10I stumbled backward.
36:12Shaking.
36:13Tears came without permission.
36:16Mom immediately put down the spatula.
36:18Crouched.
36:19Pulled me into a hug.
36:21Grace.
36:22What's wrong?
36:22You don't like celery?
36:24I couldn't speak.
36:26Just shook my head.
36:27Sobbing.
36:29Dad knelt too.
36:30Rubbed my back.
36:32Hey.
36:33It's okay.
36:34You don't have to eat it.
36:36Can you tell us why?
36:37Their eyes were patient.
36:39Gentle.
36:41Finally.
36:42I choked out.
36:43It hurts my throat.
36:45Makes me bleed.
36:47It hurts my throat.
36:47They didn't say.
36:48The machine doesn't lie.
36:50They didn't accuse me of faking.
36:52They took me to the doctor immediately.
36:55Turns out.
36:56I really do have a celery allergy.
36:59Mild.
36:59But it can flare up with stress.
37:01After that.
37:02Celery never appeared in the house again.
37:05Mom even added it to her phone notes.
37:08Grace's allergies.
37:09Celery.
37:10Mango.
37:11She checked every time she shopped.
37:13I lay in her arms that night.
37:16Smelling gardenias.
37:17And realized.
37:18This is what it feels like to be believed.
37:21Love isn't measured by a machine.
37:23It's listening.
37:24Even when the story sounds impossible.
37:27This house was small.
37:28When I was four.
37:30Preschool had a health screening.
37:32Blood draw.
37:32I saw the needle and lost it.
37:35Flashes of the band burning my wrist.
37:38Flashes of starvation.
37:40I screamed.
37:41Clung to dad's leg.
37:43The teacher sighed.
37:45Grace, it's just a little poke.
37:47All the other kids were brave.
37:49I couldn't stop shaking.
37:51Don't punish me.
37:52I'm not lying.
37:54Dad immediately scooped me up.
37:56Shielding me from the nurse.
37:58Sorry.
37:59He said firmly.
38:01She's got trauma.
38:03We'll skip this for now.
38:04And take her to a pediatric psychologist.
38:07On the drive home.
38:08Dad didn't scold me for being.
38:10Weak.
38:11He just asked gently.
38:13Grace.
38:14Did someone hurt you before?
38:16I buried my face in his shoulder.
38:19Tears soaking his shirt.
38:21Mom.
38:22Band.
38:24Red light.
38:25I couldn't explain it clearly.
38:28But he listened.
38:29Nodded.
38:31You've been through hell, haven't you?
38:33It's okay.
38:35Dad's here now.
38:36No one's ever hurting you again.
38:39From then on, they took me to a child therapist regularly.
38:43Severe PTSD, the doctor said.
38:46My parents never complained.
38:49Never made me feel like a burden.
38:51They played honesty games with me.
38:54Where I could say anything.
38:56True or false.
38:57And they'd just listen.
38:59Guide me gently toward the truth.
39:01They bought me colorful bracelets, but never forced me to wear them.
39:05These are just accessories, Grace.
39:08Wear them if you want.
39:09Take them off if you don't.
39:10We'll love you either way.
39:12Slowly, I started to heal.
39:14I could say.
39:15I don't like this.
39:16I don't like this.
39:17Without fear.
39:18I could say.
39:20I'm scared.
39:21Am I staying scared?
39:22I could say.
39:22I want that.
39:24I want that.
39:24I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie.
39:29I started sharing my preschool stories with them.
39:32I cried when I didn't get a toy.
39:35I laughed when I got praise.
39:37I was finally just a kid.
39:40A normal, loved kid.
39:43When I was four, when I turned seven, I started elementary school.
39:47There was a girl in my class, Annie Sullivan.
39:50She looked exactly like Emma.
39:53Same eyes.
39:54But her hair was shorter.
39:56And she was timid.
39:59Scared.
40:00The first time I saw her, my heart clenched.
40:04Flashbacks.
40:05Emma's smug grin.
40:07The green light mocking me.
40:09I stepped back instinctively.
40:11Annie noticed.
40:13She looked down, voiced barely a whisper.
40:16I'm Annie.
40:18Do you want to be friends?
40:20Her tone was so careful.
40:23So desperate to please.
40:24Just like I used to be.
40:26I glanced at her wrist.
40:28She wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet.
40:31My stomach turned.
40:33Later, I found out, Annie's mom was strict too.
40:37Demanded honesty.
40:39Locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
40:42One day, Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug.
40:45She was trembling.
40:47Too scared to admit it.
40:49I saw her face.
40:50Red rimmed eyes.
40:52Barely holding back tears.
40:54I remembered myself at that desk.
40:56Writing, I'm a liar.
40:58A thousand times.
41:00I walked over.
41:02Took her hand.
41:03Annie, it's okay.
41:05Accidents happen.
41:06Let's tell the teacher together.
41:08She won't be mad.
41:10Annie looked at me.
41:11Shocked.
41:11But mom says liars are bad kids.
41:15Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
41:19It's about owning up when you do.
41:21And even if you tell the truth, you shouldn't be punished for it.
41:24If the teacher yells, I'll protect you.
41:27If your mom yells, come to my house.
41:30My parents will help.
41:31I gave her the courage I never had.
41:34She confessed.
41:36The teacher forgave her.
41:37Told her to be more careful next time.
41:39From that day on, we were best friends.
41:43When I told her, I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
41:46She saw how warm they were.
41:49How they didn't yell.
41:51Didn't punish over little things.
41:53I told her,
41:55You don't have to make everyone happy.
41:58You're allowed to feel things.
42:00Say things.
42:02One day, Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
42:06She saw us together and her face twisted.
42:10She grabbed Annie's hand.
42:12Did you mess up again?
42:14Is Grace covering for you?
42:16Annie immediately looked down.
42:18I stepped in front of her.
42:21Ma'am, Annie didn't do anything wrong.
42:25She's a good kid.
42:27You shouldn't always assume the worst.
42:29She's scared of you.
42:31The mom froze.
42:33Looked at me.
42:35Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
42:38Her expression softened.
42:41That night, she called my mom.
42:44Thanked her.
42:45You're welcome.
42:46Said I'd opened her eyes.
42:49Over time, Annie's mom got gentler.
42:52Started listening instead of yelling.
42:55And Annie?
42:57She blossomed.
42:58We had a great day at school.
42:59Confident.
43:00We learned about the blue chain.
43:00Happy.
43:02I watched her laugh freely one day.
43:04And felt this warmth in my chest.
43:08I didn't get saved in my last life.
43:11I suffered alone in the dark.
43:13But this time, I could save someone else.
43:17I could stop another Stella from happening.
43:21Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
43:25The ability to see pain.
43:27And to heal it.
43:31When I was ten, my parents took me to visit grandma in the countryside.
43:35There was an old tree in her yard.
43:38Just like the one at my old grandma's house.
43:40I sat under it, watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
43:45Buddy dozed next to me.
43:46Then I saw her.
43:49An old woman.
43:50White hair.
43:51Hunched over a cane.
43:53Wearing a faded blue shirt.
43:55The second I saw her face, I froze.
43:59She looked exactly like Rachel.
44:02My old mom.
44:03Grandma noticed me too.
44:05Walked over slowly.
44:07Her eyes were hazy, but there was something familiar in them.
44:10What's your name, child?
44:13Grace Sterling.
44:14She repeated it softly.
44:17Grace.
44:17That's a beautiful name.
44:19She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair.
44:22Then hesitated.
44:23Pulled back.
44:24Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
44:28My mom came over.
44:29Studied her.
44:30Mom, this is our daughter.
44:32Grace.
44:33So she was my grandma in this life.
44:37Over the next few days, grandma watched me constantly.
44:40Her expression unreadable.
44:43One day, she brought me a bowl of steak burger.
44:46Grace, eat up.
44:47This used to be your favorite.
44:49I stared at the bowl.
44:50In my last life, I wrote in my dying breath.
44:54I want to eat mom's steak burger.
44:57And here was grandma, saying those exact words.
45:01Tears blurred my vision.
45:03This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
45:05It was real.
45:07Right in front of me.
45:09I picked up a piece.
45:11Bit into it.
45:12Tender.
45:13Sweet.
45:14Perfect.
45:16Grandma smiled.
45:17A tired, guilty smile.
45:20That night, lying in bed with Buddy curled at my feet,
45:23I thought about Rachel's last words.
45:26Next life, let me be the one punished.
45:29Just don't leave me.
45:31I thought about her final tear.
45:33The torn journal.
45:34Honestly, I didn't hate her anymore.
45:38Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
45:42Chewing on pain forever.
45:44This life's happiness had already washed away the bitterness.
45:47I just felt sad.
45:51Grandma stayed for a month, then went back home.
45:54Before she left, she held my hand.
45:57Grace, live well.
46:00Be happy.
46:01Her voice was soft, but heavy with meaning.
46:04I nodded.
46:05You too, Grandma.
46:08I watched her walk away, and I felt... nothing.
46:12No anger.
46:13No grief.
46:15The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves, blown away by the wind.
46:20I wasn't Stella anymore, the girl trapped by a red light.
46:24I was Grace Sterling.
46:26Surrounded by love.
46:28Free.
46:31At 13, I graduated elementary school.
46:34Got into the best middle school in the city.
46:36My parents took me to the beach to celebrate.
46:38I stood at the edge of the ocean, wind in my hair, salt on my lips.
46:43I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom.
46:47For a moment, I saw her.
46:49My ghost self.
46:51Floating.
46:53Desperate to hug someone, but passing right through.
46:56Grace, what are you thinking?
46:59Dad handed me a soda.
47:01I smiled.
47:03Just... I'm grateful.
47:05To be alive.
47:06To be with you guys.
47:08Mom hugged me.
47:10Silly girl.
47:11We're the lucky ones.
47:13Buddy chased the waves, barking joyfully.
47:16I looked at my parents.
47:17My dog.
47:18My future.
47:20I finally understood.
47:22The suffering of my past life taught me to treasure this one.
47:26The pain taught me what love really means.
47:29I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
47:33I didn't need to fear red lights.
47:35I could laugh.
47:37Cry.
47:38Speak freely.
47:39I had parents who loved me.
47:42A best friend.
47:43A healthy body.
47:45A bright future.
47:47This was the life I died wishing for.
47:50At thirt-
47:50That night I wrote in my journal.
47:53Not the blood stained confessions of my old life.
47:56This one was full of happiness.
47:59Growth.
48:00Love.
48:02I wrote...
48:03Today I saw the ocean.
48:06It's huge.
48:08Blue.
48:09Free.
48:10I thought about my past self.
48:13That little girl locked in a room.
48:15Desperate to be loved.
48:17She'd never believed that I could be this happy.
48:21Mom and dad love me.
48:23They taught me honesty and bravery.
48:27Annie is my best friend now.
48:28She's confident and bright.
48:31Grandma's healthy.
48:32She calls me often.
48:35Buddy's still a goofball.
48:36Always nudging my hand.
48:38I don't hate anyone anymore.
48:41I don't cling to the past.
48:43Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand.
48:47Washed away by waves.
48:50But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
48:53I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved.
48:58And I finally broke free.
49:00I found real freedom.
49:03I don't want to see them again.
49:05I don't want to relive that life.
49:08I just want to be Grace Sterling.
49:11Simple.
49:13Happy.
49:14Loved.
49:16That night, the ocean was beautiful.
49:19Life was beautiful.
49:21I closed my journal.
49:23Looked out the hotel window.
49:26Moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars.
49:30Buddy's breathing was soft and steady beside me.
49:33I smiled.
49:35This life, I finally became who I wanted to be.
49:40No red lights.
49:42No starvation.
49:43No lies.
49:45Just love.
49:46Freedom.
49:48Happiness.
49:49And those scars from my past?
49:52They became badges of survival.
49:55Reminders that no matter how much darkness you face.
49:58If you don't give up on the light.
50:01You'll find your way to warmth.
50:03To freedom.
50:05The road ahead is long.
50:07But I'll walk it with courage.
50:10With joy.
50:12Towards something even brighter.
50:14To be continued.
50:15To be continued.
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