00:02I always thought I was on a reality show, like I was in a documentary, but only God would see
00:08it and disapprove.
00:11I'm so sorry, I can't talk right now. We're shooting the final days of my life.
00:18There are certain people whose every minute of their life is photographed.
00:22Selma isn't that famous, but she's famous enough just to get the wrong kind of attention at the wrong time.
00:28You know, someone sees her walking with a limp. Are they gonna think she's drunk? Are they gonna think she's
00:33having problems?
00:34That was the onset of MS, which is just a symptom of a really unhealthy immune system.
00:39Don't worry, I know what I'm doing.
00:44Things were going backwards. The meds were just making me feel worse.
00:48I'm sick today.
00:49The options ran out. A stem cell transplant is the thing that's gonna help me if anything will.
00:55Selma's got grit like nobody.
00:58Arthur, wanna play a quick game of dodgeball?
01:00She wants to be able to be with her son.
01:02That was really hard.
01:04But there's so many dangers.
01:06You know how you called me maudlin before?
01:08You ain't seen nothing yet.
01:13This is my first round of chemo and it's fun.
01:17I'm watching, I go like that. My hair comes out and I'm like...
01:21I would like it to be as dramatic as I am.
01:24I was told to make plans for dying. Not because I have MS, because I'm fighting MS.
01:29I love you, Mama.
01:33I had a complication. Suddenly I was like the most horrible pain in my heart.
01:38And I couldn't say I can't breathe because I couldn't breathe.
01:44I'm so empty here.
01:45I feel like I'm in a Tom Hanks movie where he's stranded on an island.
01:50And I'm eating Wilson.
01:56I've been given a second chance at life.
02:00And I promised myself I wouldn't judge the process.
02:04And I'm judging the process.
02:07Everything beautiful that I've known, that I've encouraged other people.
02:12Will it be true for me too?
02:20I'm trying to look dead for a dramatic kidney.
