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00:01Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing on my wrist, the Verity band.
00:07Mom was obsessed with science-based parenting.
00:11So when my twin sister Emma and I were born, she strapped these bands on us.
00:16Green light means truth.
00:18Red light means you're manipulating reality.
00:20Emma's band? Always green.
00:23She could literally cut up mom's designer dress and blame the cat,
00:27and that little device would glow like a Christmas tree.
00:30Not me.
00:31She'd say, green light, believed.
00:34Me? I'd say, mom, I'm hungry.
00:37And flash. Red light. Instant punishment.
00:41And mom's punishment wasn't gentle.
00:44No food, locked in my room, digital blackout, no phone, no Wi-Fi, nothing.
00:51She'd say, the machine doesn't lie, Stella. Starve now, learn later.
00:56I'm doing this for your own good.
00:58After ten years of this, I started believing it, too.
01:02Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:06New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:09My mom...
01:09New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:13Mom was getting ready to take Emma to see the ball drop in Times Square.
01:17And that's when the pain hit, like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:22I collapsed on the floor, my skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:27Mom, please. It hurts.
01:30The band flashed red.
01:31She looked down at me, disgust in her eyes.
01:34Nice try, Stella. Faking sick to crash our night? Pathological.
01:39She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:43I wanted to scream.
01:45But part of me thought, maybe she's right.
01:48The band is red.
01:50So I must be lying.
01:52I must not actually be in pain.
01:54Sorry, mom. I won't lie anymore.
01:56But the pain got worse.
01:59Way worse.
02:03New Year's Eve, the door handle turned.
02:06For one second, I thought,
02:08She's coming back.
02:09She's a doctor. She'll know something's wrong.
02:12Hurry up. The fireworks are starting.
02:14Emma's waiting.
02:16Please, something's really wrong.
02:19I feel like I'm dying.
02:21She glanced at my wrist.
02:23Red light flashing like crazy.
02:25She crouched down, grabbed my chin,
02:28forced me to look at her.
02:29Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:31Can't you just be honest?
02:33Stay here and think about what you've done.
02:36Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:39Mom stood up.
02:41Food?
02:41She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:44She won't starve.
02:45Brushing off her hands like I was dirt.
02:47Lock the door.
02:48When that band turns green, we'll talk.
02:51But...
02:52But what?
02:54Soft parenting is why she's like this.
02:56Look at Emma.
02:57Her band is always green.
02:59Stella's just a compulsive liar.
03:01She needs discipline.
03:03But my closet was empty.
03:05Emma stole that money.
03:06Emma ate those snacks.
03:09I tried to defend myself once.
03:12I didn't take it either.
03:14Red light.
03:15Three days locked up with nothing but bread and water.
03:20Emma peeked through the door, made a face at me.
03:23That's us.
03:24We're going to see the pretty fireworks.
03:27The door locked.
03:28The house went silent.
03:30Just me.
03:32Alone.
03:33The pain was unbearable.
03:36But I kept thinking.
03:37Mom's right.
03:39The machine doesn't lie.
03:41The band is red.
03:42So I must be lying.
03:44I'm not in pain.
03:46I'm not in pain.
03:48I'm not in pain.
03:51I crawled to my desk.
03:53I had to write.
03:54That was the rule.
03:56If the band glowed red, I had to pen a thousand-word apology essay, or Mom would never let me
04:02out.
04:02I am a liar.
04:05I opened my journal.
04:07Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:10But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:14My vision blurred.
04:15I could barely see.
04:17My hand shook as I wrote.
04:20Mom, I really love you.
04:22It really hurts.
04:24Why won't you believe me?
04:27Please believe me just once.
04:29The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
04:34Just gone.
04:36I felt light.
04:37Weightless.
04:38I looked down.
04:40I was floating.
04:42And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
04:46Motionless.
04:47The Verity band still flashing red on a dead girl's wrist.
04:52Oh.
04:53I'm dead.
04:54Emma pe-
04:55I heard laughter.
04:57Mom?
04:58Dad?
04:58Emma?
04:59Coming through the front door.
05:01Tonight's fireworks were amazing.
05:04Especially that smiley face one.
05:06Just like our Emma.
05:08Mom's voice was so warm.
05:10I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
05:14I wanted to help them take off their coats.
05:16That's what I always did.
05:18Mom!
05:19I reached out to hug her.
05:21My arms passed right through her body.
05:24Like wind.
05:25She shivered.
05:27Why is it so cold in here?
05:28Is the heat off?
05:30I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
05:34Right.
05:35Dead people can't hug the living.
05:37Should we check on Stella?
05:39Dad said casually.
05:40She hasn't eaten.
05:41If she finds me dead, will she be sad?
05:44Will she regret it?
05:56Still putting on an act?
05:58Think I'll carry you to bed?
06:01Stella, you're ten years old, not five.
06:03I screamed at her, only two feet away.
06:07Mom, I'm not playing.
06:09I'm dead.
06:11Look at me.
06:12Touch me.
06:13I'm freezing.
06:14Emma squeezed past her, held up her wrist with that smug little grin.
06:19Look, my band's green.
06:22Stella's is still red.
06:23She's lying, even in her dreams.
06:26Mom patted Emma's head.
06:28That's my good girl.
06:29Ignore the liar.
06:31Let her stay there.
06:32Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
06:34Dad peeked in.
06:36Should we at least put her in bed?
06:37It's freezing.
06:38Put her in bed?
06:39The parenting expert says cold treatment is the answer.
06:43Look at that red light.
06:44She's still in full defiance mode.
06:47Come on.
06:47We have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
06:49The door locked again.
06:51I floated next to my corpse, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
06:57Mom, if you'd just stepped closer, if you'd just touched my hand, you'd know I was ice cold.
07:04But you didn't.
07:05Still.
07:06That night, a rat crawled out of my empty closet.
07:09I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
07:12But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
07:17It bit into my toe.
07:19It's okay.
07:20You can't feel it anymore.
07:22It'll be over soon.
07:24The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
07:27No warmth reached my body.
07:29In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
07:33The smell of bacon and eggs crept under my door.
07:36My favorite.
07:37But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
07:41So, I only ever got steamed broccoli.
07:44She was claying the pans extra loud on purpose.
07:47Trying to tempt me out.
07:49Trying to make me give in and apologize for things I never did.
07:53In the old days, I might have caved.
07:56But I don't need food anymore.
08:00Stella still hasn't come out?
08:03That night, a...
08:04Stella still hasn't come out?
08:06Dad asked, reading his paper.
08:08She is so stubborn.
08:10She can eat or not.
08:12I don't care.
08:13Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
08:17Then she screamed dramatically.
08:19Mom!
08:20Stella's room smells gross.
08:23Did she poop in it?
08:24Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
08:27Stella!
08:28Are you an animal?
08:29The bathroom is right there.
08:31Did you seriously go on the floor just to spite me?
08:34I remembered being six.
08:36I had food poisoning.
08:38Couldn't make it to the bathroom in time.
08:40Soiled my pants.
08:41Mom didn't help me clean up.
08:43She made me stand in the yard.
08:45Pointed at me and told the neighbors.
08:47Look at this.
08:48She's such a mess she can't even use the toilet by herself.
08:52Now she thought I was dirty again.
08:54Leave her.
08:55Mom said, waving her hand like she was swatting a fly.
08:59Let her sit in her own stink.
09:01But Dad stood up, frowning.
09:03That smells really bad.
09:05I should check.
09:07Could be a dead mouse or something.
09:09Dad, please open the door.
09:11I'm right here.
09:13I waved my transparent arms frantically.
09:16Dad's hand touched the doorknob.
09:18Stella.
09:18His phone was ringing.
09:20Dad's face went pale.
09:23What?
09:23The server crashed.
09:25Okay, okay.
09:26I'm on my way.
09:27Honey, there's an emergency at work.
09:29I'll be gone for a few days.
09:31Wait, what about Stella?
09:33He was already out the door.
09:35If that call had come one second later, I would have been found.
09:38Maybe then, I wouldn't have rotted alone.
09:42That afternoon, Mom took Emma shopping.
09:45The house was empty except for my corpse.
09:48When they came back that night, loaded down with fancy lobster and gifts, the smell had gotten worse.
09:53Mom gagged the second she walked in.
09:57Stella, are you trying to turn this place into a dump?
09:59She didn't even open my door.
10:02She grabbed duct tape and sealed the gap at the bottom.
10:05You want to be disgusting?
10:07Fine.
10:08Stew in it.
10:08Don't stink up my house.
10:10She patted her hands together, satisfied.
10:13Then went to steam the lobster.
10:16I stared at that sealed door.
10:18My last shred of hope suffocated under that tape.
10:22His phone was ringing.
10:23By day three, even the duct tape couldn't contain the smell.
10:27Mom was arranging fresh flowers, trying to cover it up.
10:31But the stench of death is unmistakable.
10:34Sweet, rotten, oily.
10:38She cut a rose stem too hard.
10:40A thorn pierced her hand.
10:42She snapped.
10:44Stella!
10:45She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen, stormed toward my room.
10:49I'm done with you, you disgusting little brat.
10:52Time you learned what real pain feels like.
10:55Don't come in, Mom.
10:57Please.
10:58I'm decomposed.
10:59You'll be scared.
11:01Even though she never loved me, I didn't want her to see me like that.
11:06But she ripped the tape off, jammed the spare key in the lock,
11:11Bang!
11:12The door flew open.
11:14The smell hit her like a wall.
11:17She stumbled back, dry heaving.
11:20Stella, what are you doing?
11:22By day three, she saw me, still slumped over the desk, back turned, not moving.
11:29To her, this was the ultimate rebellion.
11:34I'm talking to you.
11:35She marched over, raised the rolling pin, but stopped.
11:40She wanted to see my face first.
11:43Wanted to see my defiant expression.
11:47Get up.
11:47The moment she touched me, she froze.
11:51Through the thin fabric, her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
11:55What?
11:56But momentum carried her forward.
11:58She yanked.
12:00My body, stiff as a board, toppled backward, taking the chair with it.
12:05And there was my face.
12:08On my blackened wrist, the Verity band hung lifeless.
12:12My journal slid off the desk, fell open at mom's feet.
12:17The last page stared up at her.
12:19Mom, my stomach really hurts.
12:22The band is broken.
12:24I'm not lying.
12:25Please don't punish me.
12:28She saw me, mom screamed.
12:31Not a human sound.
12:33A raw, guttural shriek that tore through her throat.
12:36She stumbled backward, slammed into the bookshelf.
12:40A vase shattered.
12:41But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
12:43She just stared at me, eyes wide, unblinking.
12:48No, no, no, no.
12:49This is makeup, special effects.
12:51Stella, get up.
12:52I'm not mad anymore.
12:54Stop scaring me.
12:56Her hand reached out, trembling to touch my arm.
12:59The second her skin made contact with my corpse,
13:02she recoiled like she'd been burned.
13:04That cold was too real.
13:07Mrs. Lisa from next door called 911.
13:09911, I heard a scream.
13:10She'd heard the screaming.
13:11When she saw what was in my room, she collapsed in the hallway.
13:15Within minutes, sirens.
13:17Police.
13:18A medical examiner.
13:19They pulled up the crime scene tape.
13:22Cameras flashed over my body.
13:24Mom sat on the couch, a female officer's hand on her shoulder.
13:28She was babbling.
13:29She was faking.
13:31She always lies.
13:32The band was red.
13:34Machines don't lie.
13:36I was just teaching her.
13:37I was doing it for her own good.
13:39No one responded.
13:40They all looked at her like she was a monster.
13:43The medical examiner crouched next to my body.
13:46He muttered under his breath.
13:48Severe malnutrition.
13:50Organ failure.
13:51This kid was starved for at least a month.
13:54He carefully tried to remove the Verity band.
13:57But it had...
13:58Fused.
14:00Damn.
14:01He cursed.
14:02He had to use tools to pry it off.
14:04Even dead, my soul flinched.
14:14A cop picked up my journal, put on gloves, started reading.
14:19Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
14:21Suddenly, she lunged for it.
14:24That's her confession.
14:25She admits she lied.
14:27Look, she wrote it herself.
14:29The officer pushed her back, slid the journal into an evidence bag.
14:33We'll determine what's true.
14:35That's when Dad got home.
14:36He saw the black body bag being wheeled out on a stretcher.
14:40Saw the long zipper that sealed away my entire life.
14:44His legs gave out.
14:46He collapsed.
14:47Wet himself.
14:49Emma stood nearby, sobbing in confusion.
14:53She pointed at the blood-stained Verity band on the evidence table.
14:57Why is Stella's band black?
14:59Mine's still green, see?
15:01She held up her wrist.
15:03The green light blinked cheerfully.
15:05It was grotesque.
15:08The cops started questioning Mom in the living room.
15:12She grabbed the Verity band off the table like it was a life raft.
15:16Test it.
15:17That band proved she was lying.
15:19Red light means lie.
15:21I never abused her.
15:22The machine told me.
15:23I was just educating her.
15:25The officer looked at her like she'd lost her mind.
15:29Ma'am, the victim shows signs of extreme malnutrition.
15:33That's discipline.
15:35That's teaching her to be honest.
15:37Mom was shrieking now.
15:39Then, she did something insane.
15:42You don't believe me?
15:43Fine.
15:44I'll wear it.
15:45I'm not lying.
15:46Watch.
15:47It'll be green.
15:48She snatched the band, still stained with my blood and bits of skin, and jammed it onto
15:54her own wrist.
15:56Click.
15:57Locked.
15:58The rubber pressed against her skin.
16:01Sticky.
16:02Cold.
16:03She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself.
16:07She needed to prove she was innocent.
16:10Needed to prove her parenting was right.
16:13She held up her wrist, eyes wild.
16:16Watch.
16:17I'm Rachel.
16:18I'm Stella's mother.
16:19That's a fact.
16:21Absolute truth.
16:22The red light exploded.
16:25Bright.
16:26Violent.
16:27Like a fresh wound tearing open.
16:30Mom's confident expression shattered.
16:33She slapped the band like it was a broken TV.
16:36What?
16:37No.
16:37I said the truth.
16:39I am Rachel.
16:41She started talking faster, panic rising in her voice.
16:45It's broken.
16:46The examiner broke it.
16:47Let me try again.
16:48I never abused her.
16:50I did it for her own good.
16:52I love her.
16:53The red light flashed faster.
16:55And suddenly, she remembered.
16:58Me.
16:59Ten years old.
17:00Getting the maximum punishment.
17:02Curled on the floor.
17:04Biting my lip so I wouldn't scream.
17:07Is this what it felt like?
17:09Mom lost it completely.
17:11She started screaming at the band.
17:13Spit flying.
17:15Why is it red?
17:16I'm telling the truth.
17:18Turn green, you piece of junk.
17:20You're framing me.
17:21But the red light kept flashing.
17:24Like it was mocking her.
17:26You're a liar.
17:28You're a liar.
17:29You're a liar.
17:32Dad couldn't take it anymore.
17:34This man who'd been invisible for ten years, who always stayed out of it, he snapped.
17:41He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
17:44You monster.
17:45What did you do?
17:47That was your daughter.
17:49You treated her like an animal.
17:51Mom fell to the floor.
17:53Blood at the corner of her mouth.
17:55But she didn't fight back.
17:57Didn't cry.
17:58She just stared into space, muttering,
18:01Not my fault.
18:02Not my fault.
18:04Then her eyes landed on Emma, cowering in the corner.
18:08It's her.
18:09It's Emma.
18:10Emma's band was always green.
18:12Emma was the good one.
18:14If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her, I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
18:19This is Emma's fault.
18:21All eyes turned to Emma.
18:23That little princess we'd all protected.
18:26The cop walked over.
18:27Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
18:31Took out a screwdriver.
18:32Pried it open right there.
18:34Crack.
18:35The plastic shell split.
18:38Inside?
18:39No sensors.
18:40No chips.
18:41No heart rate monitor.
18:43Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
18:47The circuit was hardwired.
18:48Power on.
18:50Green light.
18:51That's it.
18:52This is a $2 toy.
18:54Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
18:58No matter what she said, did, or lied about,
19:02it would glow green.
19:04Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
19:08A sick, biased joke.
19:11Dad couldn't take it anymore.
19:12No!
19:13Mom suddenly screamed.
19:15She clawed at the band.
19:16Get it off.
19:17Get it off.
19:18It's red.
19:19I'm not a liar.
19:20I'm not.
19:21But the clasp was jammed from her violent struggle.
19:24Wouldn't budge.
19:25I can't get it off.
19:27Stella, take it back.
19:28I'm sorry.
19:29It's all my fault.
19:31This little bit of pain, and she was breaking.
19:34Mom, I suffered for 10 years.
19:37The cops needed evidence for charges.
19:40And you better stop.
19:41Opened my journal in front of my parents.
19:44February 14th.
19:45Sunny.
19:46Mom put celery on my plate.
19:48I'm allergic.
19:49My throat swells.
19:50I can't breathe.
19:51I said I can't eat it.
19:53But because I was scared of making her angry,
19:55my heart raced.
19:57Red light.
19:58You stop!
19:59Mom said I was picky.
20:00Lying.
20:01Made me eat the whole plate.
20:03That night, I threw up blood.
20:06My throat felt like it was on fire.
20:08Mom saw it and said I'd snuck tomato juice.
20:11That I was faking.
20:12She punished me for 10 more minutes.
20:15Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
20:17She was shaking violently.
20:19She remembered that night.
20:21The officer turned the page.
20:23June 1st.
20:24Children's Day.
20:25Emma cut up mom's dress.
20:28Emma's heart rate is always slow.
20:30Green light.
20:31I tried to explain, but I was scared of getting beaten.
20:34So my heart raced.
20:36Red light.
20:38Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:39This man who'd been invisible for 10 years,
20:42who always stayed out of it,
20:45he snapped.
20:47Dad couldn't take it anymore.
20:49This man who'd been invisible for 10 years,
20:52who always stayed out of it,
20:54he snapped.
20:56He lunged at mom and slapped her across the face.
20:59You monster.
21:00What did you do?
21:02That was your daughter.
21:03You treated her like an animal.
21:06Mom fell to the floor.
21:08Blood at the corner of her mouth.
21:10But she didn't fight back.
21:12Didn't cry.
21:13She just stared into space, muttering,
21:16Not my fault.
21:17Not my fault.
21:19Then her eyes landed on Emma,
21:21cowering in the corner.
21:23It's her.
21:24It's Emma.
21:25Emma's band was always green.
21:27Emma was the good one.
21:29If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
21:32I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
21:34This is Emma's fault.
21:36All eyes turned to Emma.
21:38That little princess we'd all protected.
21:41The cop walked over.
21:42Gently removed the green Verity band from her wrist.
21:45Took out a screwdriver.
21:48Pried it open right there.
21:49Crack.
21:50The plastic shell split.
21:53Inside?
21:53No sensors.
21:55No chips.
21:56No heart rate monitor.
21:58Just two cheap LED lights and a watch battery.
22:01The circuit was hardwired.
22:03Power on.
22:04Green light.
22:06That's it.
22:07This is a $2 toy.
22:09Your younger daughter's band was factory set to always be green.
22:13No matter what she said, did, or lied about,
22:16it would glow green.
22:18Your so-called science-based parenting was a joke.
22:23A sick, biased joke.
22:26Dad couldn't.
22:27I laughed.
22:29Laughed until I cried.
22:31Turns out, ghosts can cry too.
22:34The officer turned to the last page of the journal.
22:37Her voice broke.
22:39The handwriting was a mess.
22:41Clearly written while dying.
22:44Mom, if I die, will the band stop glowing red?
22:48Or if it turns green, will you hug me then?
22:53I'm not lying.
22:54My stomach hurts so much.
22:57Like knives.
22:59Next life, please don't make me wear the band.
23:02Please.
23:03Mom stared at the shattered pieces of plastic on the table.
23:07That green light she trusted without question?
23:10A cheap piece of junk.
23:12Ha ha ha ha ha!
23:14Mom started laughing, her voice cracking with every sound.
23:19But it was the laugh of someone breaking, worse than crying.
23:23Fake.
23:24All fake.
23:25I killed my honest daughter, and I worshipped a liar.
23:30She'd lost her mind, for real this time.
23:35I laughed.
23:36My death became front page news.
23:39Mrs. Lisa the neighborhood gossip posted everything online title girls starved to
23:46death by fake science band she described my corpse in detail the band fused to
23:53rotting flesh the internet exploded monster murderer she doesn't deserve to
24:01be a mother comments poured in like an avalanche someone doxxed mom our address
24:08got leaked people through red paint on our door wrote death in huge letters dad
24:15got arrested to neglect failure to protect he wasn't there when I died so he
24:22got off light but his company fired him immediately to avoid the PR nightmare our
24:28family went bankrupt sold the house the car everything to pay legal fees dad
24:36couldn't stand living with that psycho anymore he took what little money was
24:41left and Emma and disappeared Emma was a bad seed sure but she was still his blood
24:48before they left Emma tried to take her green band dad stomped on it why the hell
24:54would you want that piece of trash Emma cried as he dragged her away my dad mom
25:00got out on bail the psych eval said she had severe PTSD and psychosis they left
25:07her alone in that rental apartment the one that still smelled like death her
25:13mental state deteriorated fast she started talking to me like I was still
25:17there and she refused to take off the red light band to punish herself she'd added a
25:23shock device to it one that delivered a jolt the second the light flashed red she
25:29said the small shocks were the only thing that eased her guilt she'd cook a
25:34whole table of food then talk to the empty air she'd pick up a piece of meat her
25:40hands shook the band flashed red she was anxious she smiled but her eyes were empty
25:48mom's heart is racing mom's lying liars don't deserve food picked up a remote one
25:56she'd rewired to trigger the shock on her wristband and shocked herself it hurts it
26:03hurts is this what Stella felt I'm sorry mom got out mom started reenacting my
26:10diary entries I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy so she forced
26:16herself to eat spoiled food until she vomited blood then swallowed it back down I
26:22was locked in isolation so she locked herself in my old room lights off and
26:28bowed to my photo until her forehead bled over and over blood on the floor late
26:37at night she'd see the red glow of the band reflected on the wall to her it
26:42looked like my bloody eyes watching she scribbled in red pen on the back of my
26:47journal I'm sorry I was wrong red light means pain red light means love please
26:55come back and say it hurts one more time I'll save you I promise too bad I'm dead
27:01dead people can't cry for help eventually the state intervened mom self-harm got so
27:09extreme she nearly killed herself that they committed her she ended up in a
27:15psychiatric facility she was the strangest patient there she'd found a red
27:21plastic ring somewhere and wore it around her neck like a collar her homemade
27:27band if anyone tried to remove it she'd bite them like a rabid dog don't touch my
27:34light Stella's watching she'll be mad if you take it she developed a Pavlovian
27:39response Rachel time to eat mom would touch her neck then start convulsing
27:45screaming red light red light don't punish me I'll eat I'll eat even if the food was
27:52scalding hot she'd gulp it down burning her esophagus wouldn't spit it out she was
27:59reenacting my final moments living my hell on repeat mom started reenacting my diet
28:07years later Emma grew up without proper guidance and with a trail of infamy behind
28:11her she ended up at the bottom of society when she ran out of money she
28:16remembered mom's still in that facility she showed up one day not for love for
28:31cash hey crazy lady dad's dead give me your hidden stash disgusting just like
28:38your dead daughter if you don't give me money I'll pull your tubes and send you to
28:43join her for a moment mom's cloudy eyes cleared she looked at Emma and suddenly
28:50remembered that band that always green toy that decade of deception it was you
28:59mom's voice was gravel you lied you're the fake green light you killed Stella give
29:07her back give her back the last shred of maternal love twisted into vengeance mom
29:15lunged grabbed Emma by the throat die you should have died not her you help Emma
29:24thrashed but couldn't break free from a madwoman's grip orderlies rushed in sedated
29:30mom pulled her off Emma stumbled out of the room terrified they're all insane she
29:38bolted for the exit a truck plowed into her she survived barely both legs
29:46shattered beyond repair wheelchair for life a total wreck meanwhile mom was
29:53strapped to a bed staring at the ceiling tears streaming in her dreams she
29:59finally saw me I was 10 again no band white dress smiling mom she reached for
30:08me crying with joy Stella but her hands sparked with electricity the second she
30:16touched me I burst into flames turned to ash no she woke up screaming heart rate
30:23through the roof if she'd been wearing that band it would have been blood red
30:28removal and six again and alot of tons of shadow
30:32years later I stood in the void watching it all mom and the facility Emma in a
30:39wheelchair begging on the streets dad drunk and dead in some gutter I felt nothing no
30:48satisfaction just a flat dead calm next to me was an old dog buddy my childhood pet mom
30:58Mom threw him out years ago, he'd been waiting for me at the boundary.
31:02Buddy nuzzled my leg, barked twice, as if to say, let's go, don't look back.
31:10Yeah, time to leave.
31:12This life was too bitter, nothing worth holding onto.
31:19I floated to Mom's hospital room one final time.
31:21She looked ancient, hair completely white, frail as paper.
31:28She sensed something.
31:30Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air, right where I stood.
31:35Stella, is that you?
31:37Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
31:41Mom destroyed the band.
31:42I don't believe in it anymore.
31:44Come back, please.
31:45I'll cook for you.
31:47No celery.
31:48I'll buy you new dresses, not Emma.
31:50Tears rolled down her face.
31:53I looked at the red marks on her neck from the homemade band.
31:58I sighed, reached out.
32:00My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
32:04Sleep, Mom.
32:06In sleep, there's no pain.
32:08A breeze blew through the room.
32:11The old journal on her nightstand flipped open.
32:14The last page, my dying words, stared up at the ceiling.
32:18But below it, in shaky handwriting, were new lines, written by Mom during a lucid moment.
32:26Next life, let me wear the band.
32:29Let me be the liar.
32:31Punish me however you want.
32:33Just don't leave me.
32:35I stared at those words.
32:37Felt nothing.
32:39Too late.
32:41Repentance means nothing to the dead.
32:44Mom, I don't hate you anymore, but I don't love you either.
32:50Let's not meet again.
32:52I turned away.
32:53Buddy wagged his tail.
32:55In the distance, a door of light appeared.
32:59The gateway to the next cycle.
33:02I looked at my wrist.
33:04The phantom Verity band, still there, even in spirit form.
33:10I grabbed it.
33:11It shattered into stardust.
33:14I felt weightless, free.
33:17No red light.
33:18No hunger.
33:20No lies.
33:21Just freedom.
33:24I flew.
33:25Morning came.
33:26A nurse pushed open the door.
33:28Rachel, time for your meds.
33:30No response.
33:31She walked closer.
33:32Rachel's hand clutched the torn journal.
33:34A single tear crystallized at the corner of her eye.
33:38On the heart monitor, the wavy line had gone flat.
33:41Morning.
33:42Passing through the light wasn't violent.
33:44No spinning.
33:45No chaos.
33:47Just warmth.
33:48Like sinking into a spring stream.
33:50Even the lingering ache in my soul, the phantom pains, started to fade.
33:55Buddy pressed into my palm.
33:57His fur wasn't translucent anymore.
33:59It was soft.
34:00Warm.
34:01Warm.
34:02Real.
34:03This was the living, breathing connection I'd craved as a kid.
34:07Come on, boy.
34:07I held his paw and walked toward the brightness.
34:10Behind me, the old life faded like a worn photograph.
34:14Mom's final tear.
34:15The red glow of the band.
34:17Blood on the diary pages.
34:19All of it blurred.
34:20All of it blurred.
34:20Dissolved.
34:46All of it blurred.
34:48Dissolved.
34:48I didn't look back.
34:48It's the two-year-old.
34:49It was a cold clinical distance.
34:50I blinked up at her.
34:52She had kind eyes.
34:54A soft smile.
34:56She cradled me like I was made of glass
34:59Grace is awake she murmured honey come quick our daughter just blinked a man appeared
35:06Tall a little awkward, but his face lit up when he saw me
35:10He touched my tiny hand with one finger his voice was deep warm
35:16Hey grace, I'm your dad
35:18Grace not Stella no weight no chains no lies
35:23Just grace sterling a name that meant something light something cherished
35:30When I open this house was small but clean
35:35cozy
35:37cartoon stickers on the walls plants on the balcony
35:40sunlight pouring through the windows warm on the floor I
35:44Realized fast this family was nothing like the last one. They never forced me to do anything
35:52There were no verity bands. I
35:55Grew learn to crawl to talk and when I was three mom made sauteed celery
36:02The green stalks on the plate triggered me I flashed back to choking throat swelling vomiting blood
36:10I stumbled backward shaking
36:13Tears came without permission
36:16Mom immediately put down the spatula crouched pulled me into a hug
36:21Grace, what's wrong? You don't like celery? I couldn't speak just shook my head sobbing
36:29Dad knelt to rubbed my back. Hey, it's okay
36:34You don't have to eat it. Can you tell us why their eyes were patient?
36:39gentle
36:41Finally I choked out
36:42It hurts my throat makes me bleed
36:47They didn't say the machine doesn't lie
36:49They didn't accuse me of faking. They took me to the doctor immediately
36:55Turns out I really do have a celery allergy
36:58Mild but it can flare up with stress
37:01After that celery never appeared in the house again
37:05Mom even added it to her phone notes
37:07Grace's allergies
37:09Celery mango
37:10She checked every time she shopped
37:13I lay in her arms that night smelling gardenias and realized
37:18This is what it feels like to be believed
37:21Love isn't measured by a machine
37:23It's listening
37:25Even when the story sounds impossible
37:27This house was small
37:28When I was four preschool had a health screening
37:31Blood draw
37:32I saw the needle and lost it
37:35Flashes of the band burning my wrist
37:38Flashes of starvation
37:39I screamed
37:41Clung to dad's leg
37:42The teacher sighed
37:44Grace it's just a little poke
37:46All the other kids were brave
37:48I couldn't stop shaking
37:50Don't punish me
37:52I'm not lying
37:53Dad immediately scooped me up
37:56Shielding me from the nurse
37:58Sorry
37:59He said firmly
38:00She's got trauma
38:03We'll skip this for now
38:04And take her to a pediatric psychologist
38:07On the drive home
38:08Dad didn't scold me for being weak
38:10He just asked gently
38:13Grace
38:14Did someone hurt you before?
38:16I buried my face in his shoulder
38:18Tears soaking his shirt
38:21Mom
38:22Band
38:23Red light
38:25I couldn't explain it clearly
38:28But he listened
38:29Nodded
38:30You've been through hell, haven't you?
38:33It's okay
38:34Dad's here now
38:36No one's ever hurting you again
38:39From then on
38:40They took me to a child therapist regularly
38:43Severe PTSD
38:45The doctor said
38:46My parents never complained
38:49Never made me feel like a burden
38:51They played honesty games with me
38:54Where I could say anything
38:55True or false
38:57I don't know
38:57And they'd just listen
38:59Guide me gently toward the truth
39:01They bought me colorful bracelets
39:03But never forced me to wear them
39:05These are just accessories, Grace
39:07Wear them if you want
39:09Take them off if you don't
39:10We'll love you either way
39:12Slowly I started to heal
39:14I could say
39:15I don't like this
39:17I don't like this
39:17Without fear
39:18I could say
39:20I'm scared
39:21Am I staying scared?
39:22I could say
39:22I want that
39:23I want that
39:24I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being evidence of a lie
39:29I started sharing my preschool stories with them
39:32I cried when I didn't get a toy
39:34I laughed when I got praise
39:37I was finally just a kid
39:39A normal, loved kid
39:42When I was four
39:44When I turned seven
39:45I started elementary school
39:47There was a girl in my class
39:49Annie Sullivan
39:50She looked exactly like Emma
39:53Same eyes
39:54But her hair was shorter
39:56And she was timid
39:59Scared
40:00The first time I saw her
40:02My heart clenched
40:04Flashbacks
40:05Emma's smug grin
40:07The green light mocking me
40:09I stepped back instinctively
40:11Annie noticed
40:12She looked down
40:14Voiced barely a whisper
40:16I'm Annie
40:18Do you want to be friends?
40:20Her tone was so careful
40:22So desperate to please
40:24Just like I used to be
40:26I glanced at her wrist
40:28She wore a cheap green cartoon bracelet
40:31My stomach turned
40:32Later
40:33I found out
40:34Annie's mom was strict too
40:37Demanded honesty
40:39Locked her in her room without food
40:41When she made mistakes
40:42One day
40:43Annie accidentally broke the teacher's mug
40:45She was trembling
40:47Too scared to admit it
40:48I saw her face
40:50Red rimmed eyes
40:51Barely holding back tears
40:53I remembered myself at that desk
40:56Writing
40:57I'm a liar
40:58A thousand times
41:00I walked over
41:02Took her hand
41:03Annie it's okay
41:04Accidents happen
41:06Let's tell the teacher together
41:08She won't be mad
41:09Annie looked at me
41:11Shocked
41:12But mom says liars are bad kids
41:15Being honest isn't about never making mistakes
41:18It's about owning up when you do
41:20And even if you tell the truth
41:22You shouldn't be punished for it
41:24If the teacher yells
41:26I'll protect you
41:27If your mom yells
41:28Come to my house
41:29My parents will help
41:32I gave her the courage I never had
41:34She confessed
41:35The teacher forgave her
41:37Told her to be more careful next time
41:39From that day on
41:41We were best friends
41:42When I told her
41:44I brought Annie home to meet my parents
41:46She saw how warm they were
41:48How they didn't yell
41:50Didn't punish over little things
41:53I told her
41:54You don't have to make everyone happy
41:57You're allowed to feel things
42:00Say things
42:02One day
42:03Annie's mom came to pick her up from school
42:06She saw us together and her face twisted
42:10She grabbed Annie's hand
42:12Did you mess up again?
42:14Is Grace covering for you?
42:16Annie immediately looked down
42:18I stepped in front of her
42:20I stepped in front of her
42:21Ma'am
42:22Annie didn't do anything wrong
42:24She's a good kid
42:26You shouldn't always assume the worst
42:29She's scared of you
42:30The mom froze
42:33Looked at me
42:34Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes
42:38Her expression softened
42:40That night
42:42She called my mom
42:43Thanked her
42:45You're welcome
42:46Said I'd opened her eyes
42:48Over time
42:50Annie's mom got gentler
42:52Started listening instead of yelling
42:54And Annie
42:57She blossomed
42:58We had a great day at school
42:59Confident
43:00Happy
43:02I watched her laugh freely one day
43:04And felt this warmth in my chest
43:08I didn't get saved in my last life
43:11I suffered alone in the dark
43:13But this time
43:15I could save someone else
43:18I could stop another Stella from happening
43:20Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me
43:25The ability to see pain
43:28And to heal it
43:31When I was ten
43:32My parents took me to visit Grandma in the countryside
43:35There was an old tree in her yard
43:37Just like the one at my old Grandma's house
43:40I sat under it
43:42Watching sunlight filter through the leaves
43:45Buddy does next to me
43:47Then I saw her
43:48An old woman
43:50White hair
43:51Hunched over a cane
43:53Wearing a faded blue shirt
43:56The second I saw her face
43:57I froze
43:58She looked exactly like Rachel
44:01My old mom
44:03Grandma noticed me too
44:05Walked over slowly
44:06Her eyes were hazy
44:09But there was something familiar in them
44:11What's your name child?
44:13Grace Sterling
44:14She repeated it softly
44:16Grace
44:17That's a beautiful name
44:19She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair
44:22Then hesitated
44:23Pulled back
44:24Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred
44:27My mom came over
44:29Studied her
44:30Mom, this is our daughter
44:32Grace
44:33So she was my grandma in this life
44:37Over the next few days
44:38Grandma watched me constantly
44:40Her expression unreadable
44:43One day
44:44She brought me a bowl of steak burger
44:45Grace
44:46Eat up
44:47This used to be your favorite
44:48I stared at the bowl
44:50In my last life
44:52I wrote in my dying breath
44:53I want to eat mom's steak burger
44:57And here was grandma
44:58Saying those exact words
45:01Tears blurred my vision
45:03This wasn't some distant wish anymore
45:05It was real
45:07Right in front of me
45:08I picked up a piece
45:11Bit into it
45:12Tender
45:13Sweet
45:14Perfect
45:16Grandma smiled
45:17A tired, guilty smile
45:20That night
45:21Lying in bed with Buddy
45:22Curled at my feet
45:23I thought about Rachel's last words
45:26Next life
45:27Let me be the one punished
45:29Just don't leave me
45:31I thought about her final tear
45:33The torn journal
45:35Honestly
45:36I didn't hate her anymore
45:38Hating someone
45:39Is like locking yourself in the past
45:41Chewing on pain forever
45:44This life's happiness
45:46Had already washed away the bitterness
45:48I just felt
45:49Sad
45:51Grandma stayed for a month
45:53Then went back home
45:54Before she left
45:55She held my hand
45:57Grace
45:58Live well
45:59Be happy
46:01Her voice was soft
46:02But heavy with meaning
46:04I nodded
46:05You too grandma
46:07Grandma
46:08I watched her walk away
46:10And I felt
46:10Nothing
46:13No anger
46:14No grief
46:14The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves
46:18Blown away by the wind
46:20I wasn't Stella anymore
46:22The girl trapped by a red light
46:25I was Grace Sterling
46:27Surrounded by love
46:28Free
46:30Grandma
46:30At 13
46:32At 13
46:32I graduated elementary school
46:33Got into the best middle school in the city
46:36My parents took me to the beach to celebrate
46:39I stood at the edge of the ocean
46:41Wind in my hair, salt on my lips
46:43I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom
46:47For a moment, I saw her
46:49My ghost self
46:51Floating
46:53Desperate to hug someone, but passing right through
46:56Grace
46:57What are you thinking?
46:59Dad handed me a soda
47:00I smiled
47:02Just
47:03I'm grateful
47:04To be alive
47:06To be with you guys
47:08Mom hugged me
47:10Silly girl
47:11We're the lucky ones
47:12Buddy chased the waves
47:14Barking joyfully
47:15I looked at my parents
47:17My dog
47:18My future
47:20I finally understood
47:22The suffering of my past life
47:24Taught me to treasure this one
47:26The pain taught me what love really means
47:29I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore
47:32I didn't need to fear red lights
47:35I could laugh
47:36Cry
47:37Speak freely
47:39I had parents who loved me
47:41A best friend
47:43A healthy body
47:44A bright future
47:47This was the life I died wishing for
47:50At thirt-
47:50That night I wrote in my journal
47:53Not the bloodstained confessions of my old life
47:56This one was full of happiness
47:59Growth
48:00Love
48:02I wrote
48:03Today I saw the ocean
48:05It's huge
48:07Blue
48:09Free
48:11I thought about my past self
48:13That little girl locked in a room
48:15Desperate to be loved
48:18She'd never believe that I could be this happy
48:21Mom and Dad love me
48:22They taught me honesty
48:24And bravery
48:26Annie's my best friend now
48:29She's confident and bright
48:31Grandma's healthy
48:32She calls me often
48:34Buddy's still a goofball
48:36Always nudging my hand
48:38I don't hate anyone anymore
48:40I don't cling to the past
48:43Those painful memories are like footprints in the sand
48:47Washed away by waves
48:49But they taught me to cherish every step forward
48:53I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved
48:58And I finally broke free
49:00I found real freedom
49:03I don't want to see them again
49:05I don't want to relive that life
49:07I just want to be Grace Sterling
49:10Simple
49:13Happy
49:14Loved
49:15That night
49:17The ocean was beautiful
49:19Life was beautiful
49:21I closed my journal
49:23Looked out the hotel window
49:26Moonlight shimmered on the water like a thousand stars
49:29Buddy's breathing was soft and steady beside me
49:33I smiled
49:34This life
49:36I finally became who I wanted to be
49:40No red lights
49:41No starvation
49:43No lies
49:45Just love
49:46Freedom
49:48Happiness
49:50And those scars from my past
49:52They became badges of survival
49:55Reminders that no matter how much darkness you face
49:58If you don't give up on the light
50:00You'll find your way to warmth
50:03To freedom
50:05The road ahead is long
50:07But I'll walk it with courage
50:09With joy
50:11Toward something even brighter
50:14The ocean
50:17Soon
50:17Come uno
50:17You
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