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00:00I'm a model. Well, the other type of model, if you know what I mean.
00:03People in my line of work tend to have sugar daddies of their own.
00:05They often switch from one sugar daddy to another.
00:07Naturally, I have one too.
00:08My sugar daddy is Jacob Griffin Wood.
00:09Now that I think about it, it's been almost a year since I first met him.
00:12There's less than half a year till our contract expires.
00:15According to the rules of this industry, we should have a proper discussion on
00:17whether or not we should extend the contract or part ways.
00:19After all, youth is my greatest asset.
00:20It's very rare to have met a nice sugar daddy.
00:21If the contract isn't extended, I need to find my next target as soon as possible.
00:24If I have to be honest, I'm quite satisfied with Jacob as my sugar daddy.
00:27If he's willing to extend our contract, I'll definitely celebrate it with champagne.
00:30Unfortunately, based on my knowledge of Jacob, it's hard to say.
00:33He's too attractive after all.
00:34When a man's wealth and power reaches a certain point,
00:36countless new people will flock to him in droves.
00:38No matter how much I flaunt my charms, the fact that I've reached my body's limit still stands.
00:42Over the year, we've tried everything in bed.
00:44Jacob is no longer interested in me.
00:46Jacob has assigned me a villa halfway up the mountain.
00:48That's almost 5,300 square feet.
00:50His previous lovers had stayed here.
00:51I'm not sure how many lovers Jacob had,
00:52but the thought of leaving this villa in half a month makes me depressed.
00:55When it's almost late night, Mary Atkins, the housekeeper, wakes me up
00:57and tells me that Jacob is here.
00:59Naturally, I have to be of service to him.
01:00This line of work isn't as easy as it looks.
01:01I can't just lie on the bed and do nothing.
01:03Besides being able to read the room and handle people, you also need a stroke of luck.
01:05If a model ends up with a questionable sugar daddy,
01:07not only does she lose all the money, but her body also gets ruined.
01:09I've been in this line of work for three years.
01:10A few of my colleagues need to wear diapers for the rest of their lives.
01:12I'm considered pretty lucky.
01:14Jacob doesn't have any flaws other than the fact that he loves tormenting me in bed.
01:16Also, he's very generous with money.
01:17I hurry down the stairs in a robe.
01:18Jacob is already lying on the couch with his eyes squinted.
01:25In a high-pitched voice, I call out to him softly.
01:27Have some tea, Mr. Wood.
01:28Jacob's last name is Griffin Wood, but he has a quirk.
01:30He hates it when others call him Mr. Griffin Wood.
01:31I'm a woman of zero culture, you see.
01:32I never knew that.
01:33Griffin Wood is an actual compound surname.
01:34That's how I accidentally got Jacob's attention.
01:36According to Jacob, many people tend to address him respectfully as Mr. Griffin Wood.
01:39Whenever it happens, he just feels like slapping him on the spot.
01:41Jacob manages to take two sips from the teacup before he frowns.
01:43Quickly, I remove the teacup from his lips.
01:45The mixture of the stench of alcohol and the fragrance of perfume disgusts me to no end.
01:48Still, I strip Jacob's clothes and socks off him and fetch a basin of warm water
01:50so that I can give him a proper white down while maintaining a straight face.
01:53Jacob is still conscious.
01:54He cooperates by moving his head and arm for me.
01:56Georgia, how long have we been together?
01:57It's been almost a year, Mr. Wood.
01:59Jacob nods in response.
02:00That means our contract is aspiring soon, right?
02:01My heart skips a beat.
02:02Jacob is going to discuss the contract with me now.
02:03If he doesn't plan on extending it, I wonder how lucrative of a breakup fee I can receive.
02:06Jacob is a generous man.
02:07If he gives me enough money, I'll quit being a model once and for all.
02:09Unfortunately, Jacob doesn't say anything else.
02:10After asking that question, I keep waiting for him to speak up as I sit next to him.
02:12All I hear is Jacob's deep breathing, seeing as he's falling asleep.
02:14The next day, my friend Alice Lane has invited me to a salon.
02:16If this were to happen before I turned 18, I'd never have thought that.
02:18I visit a place like the salon so frequently.
02:20Everyone in this line of work is very competitive.
02:21Although we earn a lot of money, our expenses are huge as well.
02:23New blood keeps gushing into this industry.
02:25Once age is no longer on my side, my skills and appearance require more upkeep.
02:27I go for the treatment packages that cover from head to toe.
02:29Every time I visit the salon, I have to spend at least $5,000.
02:31I send hundreds of thousands of most on the packages.
02:32Previously, I went for a package that cost me $200,000.
02:35My heart was practically bleeding when I paid for it.
02:36Then again, the effects were pretty amazing.
02:38That night, Jacob couldn't resist my allure at all.
02:39This is a rare occasion.
02:40After all, Jacob's self-control is insanely strong.
02:42I always give it my all in bed, but he tends to hold his urge in at the last moment.
02:45Alice asks me what I plan on doing next.
02:46She's gotten to know a pretty decent sugar daddy in the elite society.
02:49If I'm interested in getting to know him, she will take me with her to the next gathering.
02:51I turn her down on the spot.
02:53Although Jacob most likely won't extend our contract, I'm still within the contracted period.
02:56If I dare look for my next target behind his back, I'll be signing my own death warrant.
02:59I wonder who's lucky enough to become Jacob's next lover.
03:01Alice sounds quite jealous.
03:03No idea, I reply decisively.
03:05Jacob dislikes it when others speculate what he's thinking.
03:07But the thing is, it's already a natural impulse for people in this line of work
03:09to speculate what clients are thinking.
03:10Over the year of being with Jacob, many people deliver beautiful playthings to him,
03:13yet men or women.
03:13Truthfully speaking, sugar daddies don't mind their playthings genders at all.
03:15As long as they can make the sugar daddies happy, they will earn a lot of money.
03:17Jacob used to be passionate about me at first, but as time passed, he grew more nonchalant
03:20toward me.
03:21Perhaps the honeymoon phase has passed, and he's lost interest in me.
03:23Perhaps he'll get himself a new lover to have fun with next year.
03:25Halfway through my treatment package, I receive a phone call from Jacob.
03:28He gives me an address and tells me to head over immediately.
03:29The address belongs to a private estate.
03:30Only members are permitted entry, making the estate an extremely discreet place.
03:32I have vague feeling about what I can come next.
03:33When I arrive at the private estate, I find out that Jacob is entertaining some clients
03:35who hails from hell me on.
03:36The reason I'm there is so that I can entertain these clients using alternative ways.
03:40Well, this is my original job, so I'm back in my element.
03:42I keep downing glass after glass of alcohol while kissing up to the clients nonstop.
03:45The atmosphere in the private estate is very boisterous.
03:46In fact, one of the clients hands me his business card and tells me that he really likes me
03:49right in front of Jacob.
03:50I shoot a discreet glance at Jacob, hoping to probe his attitude.
03:53Unfortunately, I can never guess what Jacob is thinking, so I can't tell what he's feeling
03:57at the moment.
03:57I'm not that smart, but thankfully I'm a very cautious person.
04:00I won't do anything that might displease Jacob right in front of him, so I turn down
04:04the client in a tactful manner.
04:05I even tell the client that I forever belong to Jacob.
04:08Everyone is tickled pink by my statement.
04:09Well, everyone by Jacob.
04:10He remains seated on his chair in a nonchalant manner while gazing at me with those eyes
04:13I can never see through.
04:13I just smile brightly at him in return.
04:15When the business meeting with these VIP ends, the night is actually just beginning.
04:18Everyone soon switches to another location.
04:20In a huge private room, the coffee table is filled with a variety of expensive alcohol.
04:22Soon, Amadam brings a group of young men and women into the private room.
04:25They are like intricately packaged products, which are displayed on the shelf for the clients
04:27to pick them out.
04:28I even spot people who have just come of age in the group.
04:29Those who are involved in this line of work must have just extremely sharp eyes.
04:31I can tell at first glance who is truly young and who's just pretending to be young.
04:33Jacob draws out lazily.
04:34The one who has just come of age can stay.
04:36Immediately, I perk up an alert.
04:37Shady tricks and vile plots don't scare me.
04:38But the thing is, I can never win against age.
04:40I'm just pretending to be innocent, but that youngster is innocent by nature.
04:43Is this your first time entertaining a client?
04:43Jacob asks the youngster.
04:45She nods, feeling awkward and anxious.
04:46After that, she pours a glass of alcohol for Jacob clumsily.
04:47Maybe she's too nervous, for alcohol has spilled out of the glass.
04:50Jacob isn't angry at the young woman at all.
04:51Instead, he shoots me a look, which I understand immediately.
04:53I know I'll have to be the one doing such minuscule tasks.
04:54As for entertaining Jacob and the others, the youngster is capable of doing that.
04:57I pay attention to everyone and everything, while keeping my ears perked at all times.
04:58I'm the one refilling glasses, and seeing the higher things up.
05:00When the clients are in the mood for something better, I'm also the one dancing for everyone.
05:02Vaguely, I can hear Jacob chatting with the youngster, in that languid tone of his.
05:04He asks her what her name is, and how old she is.
05:06Apparently, the youngster, Mila Jones, is 18 years old, and hails from a coastal town far, far away.
05:09Her family is sick, and she's in a tough financial situation right now.
05:10Honestly speaking, the background of the story is overused by everyone.
05:13Not to mention it's so lame.
05:13I don't even bother using that story.
05:14Back when Jacob asked me why I was in this line of work, I just told him that I was
05:16lazy.
05:17I truly believed that, and didn't want to put in effort just to earn money.
05:18This refreshing, interesting, and honest excuse is the reason why Jacob developed an interest in me.
05:21Alas, Jacob actually believes Mila's excuse.
05:23He even digs out his checkbook, and writes her a check.
05:25The sight leaves me stunned.
05:26Had I known that selling a soft story works on Jacob, I wouldn't have waited till Mila proved it to
05:29me.
05:29If Jacob prefers people with tragic backgrounds, he could have told me from the start.
05:31Back when I was still a student, I was one of the top-ranking students with excellent grades.
05:33I always represented my school in essay competitions.
05:34Naturally, I could easily invent a sad story whenever I want.
05:35It's already 3 a.m.
05:36By the time the drinking party is over, Jacob has already left with Mila.
05:39Thankfully, he's not that big of an ingrate.
05:40At least he's kind enough to provide a ride home, considering how hard I work tonight.
05:43The air conditioner is turned on in the car, so the temperature is just right.
05:46But perhaps I've had too much to drink, or my body feels warmer than usual.
05:48See, in the back, I try my hardest to hold it in.
05:49In the end, I can't hold it any longer, so I have the driver stop the car.
05:51Before the car comes to a complete halt, I get out of the car instantly.
05:52As I cling to the dirty trash can by the side of the road, I vomit into it non-stop.
05:54One year with Jacob, and my tolerance for alcohol has plummeted.
05:56After only 8 bottles of mixed red and white wine tonight, I've reached my limit.
06:00The driver kindly gets out, and hands me some tissues.
06:02The bile I'm throwing up fills my mouth with bitterness.
06:04I awkwardly thank the driver.
06:05Are you okay?
06:06Should I take you to the hospital?
06:08It's okay.
06:08I wave it off.
06:09I'm fine.
06:10I know my body.
06:11It's not the first time I've drunk myself sick.
06:12I'm not that delicate.
06:13I force myself to head home.
06:14My brain feels like complete mush.
06:16I feel like I can drop dead into a deep sleep.
06:17The moment I close my eyes, yet, the second I hit the mattress, all traces of sleep vanish.
06:20I have this strong feeling that my position is about to be taken by Mila.
06:24How is she so lucky?
06:25It was her first time out, and she met Jacob?
06:27I'm freaking jealous.
06:28Turns out, I was right.
06:29For the next week, I don't see Jacob.
06:31But I hear about him from everyone.
06:34Mila has, unsurprisingly, become Jacob's new favorite.
06:36She's the talk of the town now.
06:37Every time I hear it, I just curse myself for choosing to be the understanding type back then.
06:40If I had been more spoiled and demanding, I could have confidently marched up to Jacob,
06:44and told him to not have a new woman replace me.
06:45Days pass, and eventually, the con-
06:47I'm smart.
06:48Before Jacob even asks me to leave, I've already packed my bags.
06:51I know that.
06:52He hasn't mentioned renewing the contract, because he doesn't want to continue.
06:55But what can I do?
06:56Going from luxury to simplicity is tough.
06:57I really don't want to give up this villa, or the housekeepers.
06:59Jacob sends his secretary to talk to me.
07:00He offers me an apartment.
07:01It's a full floor flat downtown, worth around six million dollars.
07:04My first thought is, to sell it and cash out.
07:05I'm not exactly flush with cash, and my expenses are through the roof.
07:07If I stay there a few months, I'll struggle to even pay the maintenance fees.
07:10The day after I move out of the villa, a business card comes into my hands.
07:13It's the one I turn down.
07:14At Jacob's dinner.
07:15Alice tells me, I think this guy is pretty good as a sugar daddy.
07:18You're done.
07:18With Jacob now?
07:19So you need to grab this chance.
07:20I hesitate.
07:21He's from Halmyon.
07:22I'm not keen on going there.
07:23I don't know that place.
07:24Oh, come on.
07:25You're worrying about nothing.
07:26A guy with a status?
07:26You won't be his only woman.
07:28He's probably got women.
07:29Stashed here and there, maybe even a dozen more overseas.
07:31Just have him rent you a place, and stay here.
07:33If he's ever in town for business, you can take care of him.
07:35Listen, you can't rest now.
07:36In our line of work, once you stop, you'll never get back up.
07:39You have to keep networking, and stay in touch with your sugar daddies.
07:41There are thousands of beautiful ladders and fun women out there.
07:43You need to give them a reason to spend big money on you.
07:45Noticing my silence, Alice narrows her eyes.
07:47Georgia, I don't tell you've actually fallen for Jacob.
07:49You're right, I finally say.
07:50I need to get myself together.
07:51I can't stop.
07:52I need to make more money.
07:53There's a golf event this weekend.
07:54I'll bring you along.
07:55Alice is pleased.
07:56You'd better seize the opportunity.
07:57I learn about the preferences of Lance Gordy, my sugar daddy from Halmyon.
07:59On the day of the golf event, the moment I see him, I can feel the weight of his gaze
08:02falling upon me.
08:03I know right away that my business for the year is set.
08:05I make Lance laugh with my charm.
08:07Pretending I don't know how to play, I lean in close to him.
08:09I'm busy with the club while he's busy with me.
08:11We both get what we need.
08:12From a distance, a golf cart approaches.
08:14I look up and see Jacob holding Mila in his arms.
08:17He's looking at me with an indifferent stare.
08:18I'm nestled in Lance's arms.
08:20The two of us move like a single entity as we swing the club.
08:23Following a solid thwack, the ball takes a nonsensical path.
08:26It flies up in the air and lands squarely on Jacob's head.
08:29At that moment, I've already picked out where my grave should be.
08:31I must have committed some horrible crime against this ball.
08:33This golf course is a thousand acres wide, so why does it have to hit?
08:36Jacob's head specifically?
08:37Lance behind me immediately lets go.
08:38He looks like he can't wait to cut ties with me.
08:40I get it.
08:41In this place, nobody wants to get on Jacob's bad side.
08:44Whether I actually hit that ball today doesn't matter.
08:45The result can only be, and will definitely be, that I hit it.
08:48Mr. Griffin would.
08:49I'm so sorry.
08:50Let me take you to the hospital right away.
08:51Lance rushes over, looking guilty.
08:53This is all my fault.
08:54I wasn't watching her closely enough.
08:55I raise my hand and rub my eyes.
08:57They instantly turn red.
08:57Looking panicked, I drop to my knees in front of Jacob.
09:00My voice shakes.
09:01Mr. Wood, I'm sorry.
09:02I'm so sorry.
09:03I really don't know what happened.
09:04Honestly though, this grass is pretty soft to kneel on.
09:06It doesn't hurt my knees at all.
09:07My head stays down, so I can't see Jacob's face.
09:09But everything around us goes silent.
09:10The mood is clearly serious.
09:12I was kind of hoping Jacob might go easy on me since I've served him.
09:15For a whole year.
09:17It seems like that's not happening.
09:18His bodyguards yank me up.
09:19Two guys, one on each side, grab my arms and practically drag me.
09:23Another step toward Jacob.
09:24Jacob sits there on his golf cart, looking down at me.
09:27His eyes are full of disgust.
09:28Looks like Mr. Cordy is quite taken with Georgia.
09:30He says it with a smile, but his voice is ice cold.
09:32Guess today.
09:33I'll be taking what belongs to someone else.
09:35She's just a plaything.
09:36How dare she hurt you.
09:37As long as you're satisfied.
09:38Mr. Griffin would.
09:39Do whatever you want.
09:40Lance sells me out without hesitation.
09:41You rarely visit.
09:42I wouldn't want you getting lonely.
09:44Jacob gives Mila a gentle nudge toward Lance.
09:47Think of her as a little gift from me.
09:48I hope you won't mind.
09:49People like us only exist to please others.
09:52So being treated like objects, traded or given away, happens all the time.
09:55I lost my new sugar daddy and pissed off my old one.
09:57My mind goes dark.
09:58I have no idea how Jacob will punish me.
10:00I'm scared of pain.
10:01I'm terrified of it.
10:02But I can't just end it all either.
10:03Because I want to live.
10:04I want to live so desperately.
10:06Jacob takes me to his actual home.
10:07A place I've never been.
10:08All of his homes are mansions.
10:10This one doesn't look that different from the one I used to stay in.
10:13The bodyguards throw me on the floor.
10:14Footsteps echo all around me.
10:15I curl up with my head pressed to the ground.
10:17Who's scared to move?
10:18After a while everything goes quiet.
10:19Jacob's voice comes from above me.
10:21Georgia, look up.
10:22I flinch.
10:23Then slowly lift my head to look at him.
10:24My face is covered in tears.
10:26Showing weakness is sometimes a tactic.
10:28It has nothing to do with gender.
10:29I never used to cry.
10:31I knew no one would care if I did.
10:32So I refused to let myself shed tears.
10:34Then I got into this line of work.
10:34And realized that men actually love watching us cry.
10:37They love being worshipped by the weak.
10:38Even more, they love crushing the weak beneath their feet.
10:39Grinding them down.
10:40Why are you crying?
10:41Jacob asks me.
10:42Subconsciously, I think his mood seems a bit better now.
10:44Because his posture is clearly more relaxed than when he was with Lance.
10:48I gather my courage and crawl toward him.
10:49Looking pitiful, I place my hands on his knees.
10:51My face is full of hurt.
10:53Mr. Wood, please forgive me.
10:54I really didn't mean to.
10:55Jacob's eyes darken.
10:56He reaches out and grabs my chin.
10:58His grip isn't hard.
10:59His thumb strokes my neck gently.
11:00Your new sugar daddy abandoned you.
11:02New sugar daddy, old sugar daddy.
11:04I only want you, Mr. Wood.
11:05I blink.
11:06And tears fall.
11:06But you don't want me anymore.
11:08You have someone new.
11:08An old toy like me isn't good enough for you anymore.
11:10Funny.
11:10I've never heard you say this before.
11:12Jacob says to me, I force a smile and lower my eyes.
11:14Someone in my position has no right to say such things.
11:17Then why say it today all of a sudden?
11:18I was scared that if I didn't say it now, I'd never get another chance.
11:20In your mind, am I really that cruel and heartless?
11:22Jacob forces me to look at him.
11:25Any idiot knows this is absolutely not the time to tell the truth.
11:27But if I lie, Jacob won't believe me either.
11:29What do I do?
11:30My life depends on this.
11:31I grip my teeth, straighten my back, tilt my head up, and kiss Jacob's thin lips.
11:34They say, people with thin lips are usually heartless.
11:36I think there's truth to that saying.
11:38Jacob doesn't push me away, but he doesn't kiss me back either.
11:40I close my eyes, kissing him carefully.
11:42My hands shake as I undo Jacob's belt.
11:44When it comes to pleasing men with my body, I'm way too good at it.
11:47As long as Jacob lets me see this through, today's incident will be forgiven.
11:50I work hard to please him.
11:51After a year with him, I know exactly how to satisfy him.
11:54Move back in tomorrow, he says.
11:55Don't bother packing your things.
11:56I'll have someone buy you new stuff.
11:58I don't know if this counts as a blessing in disguise.
11:59I'm back by Jacob's side, but this time, he doesn't make me sign a contract.
12:02Not only that, he no longer just visits the mansion.
12:05Once in a while, he moves in completely.
12:07My friends praise my tactics.
12:08I actually want Jacob back, and by the looks of it, I might actually become permanent.
12:12Going permanent doesn't mean becoming his wife.
12:14It means I'm qualified to stay with Jacob, not on a contract basis, but long-term and stable.
12:17The kind where I can rely on him for the rest of my life.
12:20That kind of relationship.
12:21Too bad I'm on pills.
12:21I can't have kids.
12:22Otherwise, if I gave Jacob a kid or two, my position would be completely secure.
12:25I don't really buy into all that.
12:26Never mind that I can't have kids.
12:27Even if I could, I would never have Jacob's child.
12:30At airport arrivals, I'm waiting eagerly.
12:32Jacob's been on this business trip for almost a month.
12:33Honestly, I actually kind of miss him.
12:35The display screen showed the plane had landed.
12:37I count down every second until finally, I spot Jacob in the distance.
12:40Mr. Wood, I throw my arm up excitedly, waving hard.
12:43Jacob looks over.
12:43It's rare, but his eyes hold a hint of warmth.
12:45Every once in a while, I catch myself thinking maybe we're just a normal couple,
12:49no different from the thousands of other couples in the world.
12:51Lost in that thought, my gaze drifts to the side.
12:54My eyes meet someone else's.
12:55What a surprise, of all places, I'm running into my birth mother at the airport.
12:58My birth wasn't exactly honorable.
12:59Getting into this line of work wasn't voluntary either, but trauma has a way of clustering together.
13:03My story might earn a few tears if it were on TV, but in this industry, it's nothing special.
13:07So I never play the victim.
13:08Plenty of people have it worse.
13:09Who am I to complain?
13:10The airport is crowded.
13:11I look away naturally and rush toward Jacob, throwing my arms around him to show how much I missed him.
13:16Jacob wraps one arm around me.
13:17His tone is casual, but his expression is soft.
13:19That happy to see me?
13:20Very happy.
13:21I nod enthusiastically.
13:22He chuckles, clearly pleased.
13:24Unusually, in front of others.
13:25He takes my hand.
13:26I'm completely floored.
13:27Jacob always travels with an entourage.
13:29My existence is an open secret, but my status was never respectable.
13:31He rarely shows affection to someone like me in public.
13:34I focus entirely on him, partly to show how much I missed him, partly to keep my gaze from wandering
13:38where it shouldn't.
13:39But in the end, I can't help myself.
13:40I glance back.
13:41My biological mother is chatting intimately with a young woman while smiling.
13:44That's probably my stepsister, someone I've never met before.
13:47What are you looking at?
13:48Jacob asks.
13:49Nothing.
13:49I quickly turn my gaze away and cautiously say,
13:52Mr. Wood, if you're going on a business trip again for so long, could you take me along?
13:55He doesn't answer.
13:56I suddenly realize that what I've said seems inappropriate.
13:58While I'm trying to think of a cover-up, he asks,
14:00Why?
14:00Do you want to come with me?
14:01No.
14:02I wrinkle my nose and say,
14:03It's just that I haven't seen you in a while, so I've missed you.
14:05How clingy.
14:06Jacob sighs.
14:07Despite his troubled expression, his gentle tone tells me he isn't upset.
14:11By my request.
14:12Next time, I'll have my secretary notify you.
14:14He says while scratching my chin, almost like petting a dog.
14:16There's nothing wrong with that.
14:17After all, a rich person's dog lives a better life than the people from poor families.
14:19The sex tonight leaves me exhausted.
14:21Jacob is like a wolf that hasn't eaten for a long time.
14:23Not a single part of me is left untouched.
14:24I guess his schedule this month must be very tight, and he has no time to release his needs.
14:28After all, he is a workaholic.
14:30Work always comes first for him, even when it conflicts with his needs.
14:32I'm so tired my eyes hurt and won't stay open.
14:35I wake briefly as he pulls away.
14:37He sees me looking at him, so he explains,
14:39I have work.
14:40Go ahead and sleep.
14:41In the past, I didn't have the right to spend the night in the same bed as Jacob.
14:44But ever since I returned to his side,
14:45occasionally, when it gets too late,
14:47Jacob stays in my room to rest.
14:48Didn't you just return from your business trip?
14:49I rub my eyes, forcing myself to sit up.
14:51My sugar daddy isn't sleeping, so how can I be?
14:53I don't have the guts for that.
14:54Sleep, be good.
14:55Jacob says firmly, pushing me back down.
14:56When he sees I won't close my eyes,
14:57he sighs softly and leaves the bedroom.
14:59I hesitate between getting up and giving in to the drowsiness.
15:02But Jacob returns, holding a thick file,
15:04filled with professional terms.
15:05In Asperian.
15:06Just a glance makes my head hurt.
15:07Sleep, I'll stay here and read.
15:08He half reclines beside me and turns on the desk lamp.
15:11With glasses on the bridge of his nose,
15:12he even puts an arm around me,
15:14so I can sleep while hugging it.
15:15I am over the moon.
15:16Then I fall asleep.
15:17The next morning, when I wake up,
15:19Jacob is no longer in the bedroom.
15:20I reflect deeply,
15:21thinking it is because Jacob has been a little too indulgent with me lately.
15:23People are like that.
15:24We easily get carried away.
15:25Although I deeply fear Jacob's power and influence,
15:27the tenderness he occasionally shows,
15:29is really hard to resist.
15:30I remind myself repeatedly not to let my guard down,
15:32but still find myself doing so without realizing it.
15:34While lost in thought,
15:35I sit on the bed and do a simple stretch
15:37to relieve the strain from the previous night's exertion.
15:38Then, I casually pick up the phone from the bedside table.
15:41I notice I have several missed calls
15:42from my biological father and mother.
15:44Ever since I get into this line of work,
15:45they only call me for one reason,
15:46and it is money.
15:47I am their cash machine.
15:49It was my biological father who led me into this line of work.
15:51He owed debts and used me as collateral.
15:52My first sugar daddy is my father's creditor.
15:54Back then, I was inexperienced
15:55and didn't know how to charm men,
15:57so I suffered a lot.
15:57Not long after,
15:58my first sugar daddy grew tired of me,
15:59and he sent me off for training for a few months.
16:01At a banquet,
16:01he handed me to my second sugar daddy.
16:03The second one had some fetishes,
16:04but he was very generous.
16:05With him,
16:06I paid off my father's gambling debts.
16:08Later,
16:08my biological mother heard
16:09that I was making a lot of money,
16:10so she called to say she needed some.
16:11I refused to give it to her,
16:12so she came to my place
16:13and caused trouble.
16:14That interrupted my work,
16:15and for that,
16:16my second sugar daddy slapped me
16:17and made me lose a tooth.
16:18After I got involved with Jacob,
16:19I always did whatever they asked.
16:20I was really afraid
16:21they would cause trouble again.
16:22Earning money is hard,
16:23but living well is even harder.
16:24I make a lot,
16:25but I also spend a lot.
16:26Along with my parents' bottomless needs,
16:28I am living a very hard life.
16:29I actually consider
16:30giving up this line of work,
16:31but it is hard to get out.
16:32Truthfully,
16:33I am used to this luxurious lifestyle too.
16:35Without any skills or qualifications,
16:36I can't make money if I leave this work.
16:37I won't be able to survive.
16:38Thinking about this,
16:39I expressionlessly call them back.
16:40Sure enough,
16:41my mother wants money.
16:42She saw me at the airport yesterday
16:43with Jacob.
16:44She believes I've gotten myself
16:45a rich guy.
16:46She feels what I give her isn't enough
16:47and asks me to.
16:48I don't have that much,
16:49I say.
16:50I checked with a friend
16:50at the housing bureau.
16:51You have a property under your name.
16:52You can transfer it to me.
16:53My mother says holly,
16:54your sister just graduated.
16:55She needs a place to stay.
16:56Not possible.
16:57I refuse.
16:58Georgia,
16:58I don't think that just because
16:59you found yourself a strong hacker
17:00that I won't be able to deal with you.
17:01Trust me,
17:02if I make trouble outside
17:03Jacob's company for a few days,
17:04Jacob will immediately dump you.
17:05I believe her.
17:06After all,
17:06I lost my previous sugar daddy.
17:07In the same way,
17:08they are only looking for fun
17:09and to relieve stress.
17:10Not to clean up my mess.
17:11I sigh deeply.
17:12Give me some time.
17:13Hurry up.
17:14I don't have much patience.
17:15She huffs in frustration
17:16and hangs up.
17:17I steady myself,
17:18then call my father.
17:19Lately,
17:20Jacob likes you a lot, huh?
17:21My father says,
17:22I have something I need you to do.
17:23Once it's done,
17:24I promise I won't ask you
17:25for money again.
17:25What is it?
17:26You need to steal a document.
17:27It's related to
17:28X company's merger plan.
17:29I am not highly educated,
17:30but I know that
17:31whatever he wants me to steal
17:32is definitely not just
17:33a simple merger document.
17:34How simple?
17:34What if I refuse?
17:35I ask.
17:36If you refuse,
17:36I'll die.
17:37My father grits his teeth.
17:39If I die,
17:40I'll take you down with me.
17:40I end the call.
17:41Why are you lost in thought?
17:42The bedroom door is open
17:43and Jacob is staring at me
17:44with his arms crossed.
17:45I don't know how long
17:46he has been there.
17:47I feel uneasy.
17:48I don't know how much
17:48he has heard.
17:49Nothing.
17:50Get up if you're awake,
17:51Jacob says.
17:51Come downstairs.
17:52I groggly get up
17:53and wash my face.
17:53When I got downstairs,
17:54I freeze at the sight.
17:55The living room
17:56has been redecorated.
17:57There are balloons everywhere.
17:58The wall in the center
17:59usually holds.
18:00A painting worth billions,
18:01but it is now removed
18:02and replaced with balloons.
18:03Spelling happy birthday.
18:04Jacob stands by the stairs,
18:05holding a party popper.
18:06With a loud bang,
18:07the confetti sprays all over me.
18:08George, a happy birthday.
18:09I haven't celebrated
18:10my birthday in so long,
18:10so when I see all the gift boxes
18:12and the two-tier cake
18:13in the middle of the living room,
18:14my first reaction isn't joy.
18:16It is unfamiliarity.
18:17Is today my birthday?
18:17I don't think so.
18:19Confused.
18:20I instinctively reach for my phone.
18:21Why aren't you happy?
18:22Jacob keenly notices my mood
18:23and the smile on his face
18:24fades a little,
18:25panicking at once.
18:26I rush up and force a bright smile.
18:28No, no.
18:29I'm just so surprised
18:30that I didn't know
18:30how to react at first.
18:32Mr. Wood,
18:32you're the first person
18:33to celebrate my birthday.
18:34I'm really, really happy.
18:35My own thoughts don't matter.
18:36What matters is not spoiling his mood.
18:37I am the main character
18:38of the birthday party,
18:39but Jacob is the director.
18:41As an actress,
18:41I have to follow
18:42the director's requests
18:43and perform.
18:43According to the script,
18:44Jacob has prepared
18:45many gifts for me.
18:46Among them are luxurious goods,
18:47sports cars,
18:48and even landed properties.
18:49His gifts have perfectly solved
18:49the urgent problem
18:50that has been plaguing me.
18:50If I accept these gifts,
18:52I'll have found myself
18:52to Jacob permanently.
18:53That means I'll have to deal
18:53with my biological parents
18:54for the rest of my life.
18:55I'll have to live in constant fear,
18:56but if I don't accept these gifts,
18:57I won't have any money at all.
18:58That means I won't be able to survive.
18:59Heck, I don't even know
19:00how long I can last without money.
19:00Thing is, I really love
19:07me.
19:07It's impossible for me
19:08to push them away.
19:09Happily, I reach out
19:10and accept the gifts.
19:10Then I give Jacob
19:11a loud and deep kiss
19:12on his cheek.
19:12I don't care anymore.
19:13Even if I die,
19:14I'll die with these assets
19:15in my arms.
19:15Just like that,
19:16I celebrate the grandest birthday
19:16I've ever known.
19:17Jacob is satisfied
19:18with my cooperation, too.
19:19He's supposed to be
19:19an extremely busy businessman,
19:21and yet he's able
19:21to block out a full day
19:21in his schedule
19:22just to spend time with me.
19:22He's been spoiling me
19:23the whole time,
19:23but I've always been
19:24insecure my whole life.
19:25I can't help but wonder
19:25where exactly Jacob's bottom line
19:26lies when it comes to me.
19:27He's able to tolerate
19:27my occasional spoiled
19:28and haughty antics.
19:28Just like how he's treating
19:29a pet dog that he adores,
19:29he can spare some time
19:30and effort to specifically
19:30keep me company.
19:31In fact,
19:31he even prepares a pot
19:32spicy seafood boil for me
19:32on that very night.
19:33Ever since I joined
19:34this line of work,
19:35I've never had spicy
19:35and greasy food ever again.
19:36I need to remain healthy
19:37to avoid having rashes
19:38and pimples marring my skin.
19:38Also, I don't want
19:39any dark circles
19:39under my eyes either.
19:40God knows just how much
19:40suffering I go through
19:41whenever I eat land salads
19:42while watching food
19:42influencers devouring
19:43amazing food on my phone.
19:44It's not an exaggeration
19:44to call it one of the greatest
19:45torture methods in the world.
19:45The smell of the spices
19:46keeps wafting up my nostrils
19:47uncontrollably.
19:48I take a deep breath
19:48and gulp loudly
19:49before turning the seafood boil down
19:50as much as it pains me.
19:51No, thank you, Mr. Wood.
19:52You don't like seafood boil?
19:53Jacob then adds,
19:54I remember you telling me
19:54you come from Corville.
19:55Corville is the city.
19:56Known for having the best seafood boil.
19:56I do like it.
19:57I reply, clearly embarrassed.
19:58Then again,
19:59my sugar daddy has prepared
19:59so many surprises.
20:00For my sake,
20:01tonight I must do whatever I can
20:01to show my gratitude to him in bed.
20:02But it's been far too long
20:03since I've had spicy food.
20:03What if my stomach can't handle
20:04the spice at all?
20:04What if I ruin everything
20:05when the time comes?
20:06I can't possibly imagine
20:06how disastrous things will become.
20:08Jacob can tell the reason
20:08behind my hesitation
20:09so he pulls a chair over
20:10and tells me to sit down.
20:10Don't worry.
20:11He bends down
20:12and murmurs into my ear.
20:13I'll be very busy these few days
20:14so my eyes light up.
20:16The table is laden
20:17with all my favorite dishes.
20:18I only hate that
20:18after years of dieting,
20:19my stomach had shrunk so much
20:20that I couldn't fit all the food in.
20:22Jacob likes his food
20:22on the lighter side
20:23so the spicy seafood boil
20:24is just a novelty for him.
20:25Most of the time,
20:25he sits there and drops food into my bowl.
20:27Not gonna lie,
20:27with the broth bubbling away
20:28on the table,
20:29the warm lights overhead
20:30and Jacob's occasional little reminders
20:31for me to eat slowly.
20:32The scene was pretty cozy
20:33but after some time,
20:34he didn't let me eat anymore.
20:35He says it's cause my stomach
20:35is puffed up like a balloon
20:36that will pop if I keep going.
20:37I'm really embarrassed.
20:38I didn't have much fat on my belly
20:39so the moment my stomach sticks out a little,
20:41it's painfully obvious.
20:42When he helps me upstairs,
20:42he looks utterly disappointed in me.
20:44I've never once restricted what you eat
20:45so just eat whatever you want.
20:47Why make yourself suffer like this?
20:48As if.
20:49Men are all liars.
20:50One time,
20:50I got a craving for something cold
20:51and ate half an ice cream.
20:52I'd end up with an upset stomach
20:52which meant I couldn't give Jacob
20:53what he wanted.
20:54He'd frowned in obvious displeasure
20:55and said I had no professional ethics.
20:57Didn't I know what I should
20:57and shouldn't be eating?
20:58Later that night,
20:59after Jacob falls asleep,
21:00I'm still awake
21:01cause I'm too stuffed.
21:01I climb out of bed
21:02and take out the expensive gifts
21:03looking over them again and again.
21:04I love them.
21:05They're the source of my security
21:06and the foundation
21:07to keep me standing.
21:08I quietly put them all away in the drawer
21:09then slipped out of the bedroom
21:10and headed to the study.
21:11It was a room
21:12that was full of mystery to me.
21:13Jacob hates being disturbed
21:14when he's working.
21:15His company's business is massive
21:16and the amounts are huge.
21:17I'm always afraid I'll see something
21:18that I shouldn't.
21:18Plus, it's packed with books
21:19that are all foreign texts
21:20that I can't make heads or tails of.
21:21It's always been a place
21:22of awe, fear, and respect for me.
21:24I can feel my heart pounding
21:24way too fast.
21:25I stand at the door
21:26giving myself a full-on pep talk
21:27but in the end,
21:27I don't dare to go in.
21:28I'm not stupid.
21:29In this city,
21:30if I offend my father
21:30and whatever big shot
21:31who is backing him from the shadows,
21:32I can still run.
21:33But if I offend Jacob,
21:34I'll be better off dead.
21:35After that day,
21:36I don't answer any more calls
21:37from my father.
21:38I also come up with a plan.
21:39I go to Alice for help
21:39and pay her to hire a bunch of thugs
21:41to teach my irresponsible parents
21:41a lesson they won't forget.
21:43I've never done anything like this before.
21:44Back then,
21:45staying alive was already hard enough.
21:46All I ever thought about
21:47was how I get through each day.
21:48But now,
21:48things are different.
21:48If I stay obediently by Jacob's side,
21:50even if he grows sick of me one day,
21:51I'll still have a way out.
21:52He won't make things too hard for me.
21:53Alice asks me how far
21:54I want to take this.
21:54I ask how far things can go.
21:56A verbal threat?
21:57A warning?
21:57Or even roughing them up?
21:59Or do you want to leave them
21:59with permanent injuries?
22:00Or maybe save a car crash
22:01to take them out?
22:02Different levels
22:03and different prices.
22:04I think about it.
22:04My father is going to need a beating.
22:06Or he won't take this seriously.
22:08As for my mother,
22:08get a few guys
22:09who look extra fierce
22:10and have them tail
22:10my half-sister for a few days.
22:12Then just give her
22:12a couple of nasty threats.
22:13She's my mother's whole world.
22:14My mother can't bear
22:15having anything happen to her.
22:16Oh, and one more thing.
22:16When the guy make their move,
22:17make sure my parents are aware
22:18that this is all my idea.
22:19Okay, wait for my good news.
22:21Alice works fast.
22:22In just a few days,
22:23my mother calls me.
22:24She's furious
22:24and swears she'll make me pay.
22:25I'd suggest you don't threaten me.
22:26I say calmly.
22:27The money's with me.
22:28If you manage to put me in a good mood,
22:29I might even toss you
22:30a little something.
22:30But if you piss me off,
22:31this time,
22:32your daughter was only
22:33a little shaken up.
22:33Next time,
22:34I can't promise it'll stop there.
22:35My mother curses me out.
22:35But in the end,
22:36all she can do
22:37is slam the phone down hard.
22:37How could I have been
22:38so dumb before?
22:39Why hadn't I ever thought
22:39of doing this?
22:40I'd handed over
22:40so much money for nothing.
22:41Honestly,
22:42they were all bark and no bite,
22:43like balloons that would burst
22:44once poked.
22:44Meanwhile,
22:45my father doesn't call me at all.
22:46I heard those thugs
22:46went a little overboard
22:47roughing him up,
22:48so he'd been recuperating
22:48and hadn't even left the house.
22:50I let out a shallow breath,
22:51thinking that maybe I can
22:52finally have peace for a while.
22:53Unfortunately,
22:53in my life,
22:54peace never seems to last long.
22:56I leave the house
22:57for a quick trip to the spa.
22:58When a van suddenly comes,
22:59screaming down the street.
23:00The door flies open,
23:00and several guys in masks
23:01grab me and drag me
23:02into the vehicle.
23:03I don't even have time to scream
23:04before a damn towel
23:05is pressed over my mouth and nose.
23:06I'm genuinely surprised
23:06that someone like me
23:07is actually getting killed.
23:08My life so far
23:09hasn't exactly been smooth sailing,
23:10but a kidnapping
23:11is definitely a first.
23:12After all,
23:12I'm not from a rich family,
23:13nor am I someone powerful.
23:14What's the point in kidnapping me?
23:15I wake up to a bucket of water
23:15in my face.
23:16It's pretty dark around me,
23:17so I'm guessing
23:17I'm in a basement or something.
23:19The ice-cold water
23:19has me shaking all over.
23:20I force my eyes open
23:21and splint
23:21at the guy before me.
23:22I don't know him,
23:23but my father
23:23is standing behind him.
23:24He looks as repulsive as ever.
23:26When he sees I'm awake,
23:26a trace of viciousness
23:27flashes across his face.
23:28He seems to want
23:28to teach me a lesson,
23:29but doesn't dare to do anything
23:30due to the presence and pressure
23:31from the man in front of him.
23:32George Elijah,
23:33I shrink back,
23:33too scared to make a sound.
23:34This guy radiates.
23:35That cold, ruthless dominance.
23:36The people on top
23:37used to crush the ones below.
23:37He's not someone
23:38I can afford to mess with.
23:38Your looks are nothing special.
23:39I wonder what about you
23:40has caught Jacob Griffinwood's eye.
23:41My father hurries to flatter him
23:42and says in a low voice,
23:43she was personally trained
23:44by Bob Jones.
23:44Bob Jones,
23:45my very first sugar daddy.
23:47Oh, him.
23:47I guess that means
23:48she's got some skills.
23:48The man narrows his eyes
23:49and sizes me up.
23:50Someone next to him
23:50is quick on his feet
23:51and steps forward.
23:52He'll light a cigar for him.
23:52He takes a dragon and exhales,
23:53blowing the smoke
23:54right into my face.
23:55So, what do you think?
23:56Consider being mine.
23:57I promise it'll be
23:57just as good as being with Jacob.
23:58I'm terrified,
23:59but I still force a smile
24:00to please him.
24:01Don't say that, sir.
24:02You and Mr. Wood
24:02are both outstanding men
24:03who are way out of my league.
24:04I'm in no position
24:05to pick and choose.
24:06If you know you can't
24:06afford to cross me,
24:07then why are you
24:07turning me down?
24:08He suddenly presses
24:09his lit cigar
24:09straight to one of my cheeks.
24:10The sharp pain
24:11instantly fills my eyes
24:11with tears.
24:12Before the burning sting
24:13even fades,
24:13a hard slap lands
24:14across my other cheek.
24:15The blow makes my ears buzz
24:16and my head spin.
24:17You dared to send someone
24:18to provoke me.
24:18You've got some nerve.
24:19I, I didn't.
24:20I tried to deny it.
24:21How dare you deny it?
24:22My father steps forward,
24:23looking arrogant and smug.
24:24I work for Mr. Lowell.
24:25You laid a hand on me,
24:26which is the same
24:26as laying a hand on him.
24:27Know who you're dealing with.
24:28Shame.
24:28You weren't much of a looker
24:29to begin with.
24:30Now that you're disfigured,
24:31do you think Jacob
24:31will still want you?
24:32Mr. Lowell's rough palm
24:33slides over my neck
24:34and suddenly tightens around it.
24:35The feeling of suffocation
24:35hits almost immediately.
24:37The instinct to live
24:37makes me struggle,
24:38but my wrists and ankles
24:39are bound.
24:39I can't fight back at all.
24:41Maybe I'm really gonna die here.
24:42I'm seriously unwilling.
24:43I don't wanna die.
24:44Being alive is painful,
24:45but in this exact second,
24:46I realize I still
24:47desperately want to live.
24:48Forget it.
24:49The hand at my throat
24:49abruptly lets go.
24:50I collapse to the floor
24:50and gasp for air.
24:51Do you wanna live?
24:52Mr. Lowell asks with a smile.
24:54I nod vigorously.
24:55That depends on what you can do.
24:56He waves a hand lazily,
24:57and the dozen or so men
24:58surrounding us
24:58immediately step forward.
24:59If you can satisfy all of them,
25:00I might consider
25:01letting you live.
25:03I curl up on the floor,
25:04powerless to do anything
25:05but watch.
25:05A camera is set up
25:06and aimed right at me.
25:07I hear Mr. Lowell say,
25:08give it your best shot.
25:09The first person
25:09to watch this blockbuster
25:10will be Jacob Griffin Wood.
25:11You know what to do, right?
25:12I lower my eyes.
25:13No, I don't.
25:13Look at my men.
25:14They're all young and strong.
25:16Jacob's an old man
25:16who's almost 40.
25:17You think he can compare to them?
25:18You just need to look
25:19into the camera
25:19and tell everyone the truth.
25:20No man can stand being mocked
25:21for not being good in bed.
25:22I'm Jacob's sugar baby.
25:23We've slept together
25:24countless times.
25:25If I face that camera
25:26and look like I'm enjoying myself
25:27while saying that
25:28Jacob can't hold a candle
25:28to these thugs,
25:29I can already imagine
25:30how utterly humiliated he'll be.
25:31But I want to stay alive
25:32even if it's just a few extra days.
25:34I drop my gaze
25:35then deliberately put on
25:36a properly chastened,
25:36fawning smile.
25:37Mr. Lowell,
25:38I know what to do now
25:39but I want to serve you first.
25:40The wound on my face
25:41still burns with pain
25:42but I don't dare touch it.
25:43I only look up at Mr. Lowell.
25:44He lets out a mocking laugh.
25:45You're a whore through and through.
25:46Don't think your price goes up
25:47just because you've served me.
25:48I'm not like Jacob Griffin Wood.
25:49People of your level
25:50doesn't even catch my eye.
25:51Despite his words,
25:52he still has someone
25:52untie my binds.
25:53I grind my pride into the dirt
25:55and crawl over to him.
25:56Truth is,
25:57I don't care about things like dignity.
25:58If I did,
25:59I wouldn't have survived this long.
26:00As a kid,
26:01I shamelessly begged,
26:02flattered,
26:02and grinned like an idiot.
26:03Decided getting beaten?
26:03All for a single bite of food.
26:05Now, to stay alive,
26:06I can lose whatever backbone I have
26:07and do every filthy,
26:08degrading thing there is.
26:08This is my line of work.
26:09Anyway, to me,
26:10it's just a matter of
26:11serving a different man.
26:12I look up at Mr. Lowell
26:13and smile faintly.
26:15Then I kick him hard
26:15between his legs.
26:16Ah, a scream tears through the air.
26:18Fists and random objects
26:19rain down on me.
26:20Warm, sticky blood drips
26:21from my forehead,
26:21blurring my vision.
26:22I let out a ragged laugh
26:23and watch as the men
26:24flock toward Mr. Lowell
26:25in a hurry,
26:26wanting to help
26:26but too scared to touch him.
26:27I watch him roar
26:27that he wants me seen alive
26:28and to suffer a fate
26:29worse than death.
26:29I really do want to live.
26:30I do.
26:31But when I was with Jacob,
26:31I lived like a human,
26:32if only just barely.
26:33I can't go back to living like a rat.
26:34Maybe all he gave me
26:35were scraps of warmth
26:36that cost him nothing,
26:37insincere greetings
26:37and perfunctory kindnesses,
26:38but even that was enough.
26:39It hurts.
26:40Every inch of me is in agony.
26:41My heart is deliriously alive,
26:42but I still can't ignore
26:43the physical pain.
26:44I collapse to the ground
26:45and curl up into a tight ball.
26:46Jacob,
26:47my cheap life may mean nothing to you
26:48and probably isn't even worth mentioning,
26:49but I'm about to lose it
26:50because of you.
26:51So,
26:52if it's not too much to ask,
26:53I hope you take a little longer
26:53to forget me.
26:54I wake up in a hospital.
26:56When I come to,
26:57my first thought is that
26:58I'm somehow not dead.
26:58Am I that tough?
26:59Has my love finally burned around
27:00after half a lifetime of suffering?
27:01My gaze shifts
27:02and I see Jacob.
27:02Oh,
27:03I get it now.
27:04Jacob wrenched my pathetic soul
27:05right out of the grim reaper's hands.
27:06Wait,
27:06something's off.
27:06Why does he look so worn out?
27:08I didn't steal his files.
27:09Did someone else
27:09leak his company's confidential documents
27:11and bankrupt him?
27:12I open my mouth to ask what happened.
27:13After all,
27:13I still have some money tucked away.
27:14I'm worried he'll try to take back.
27:15Whatever little money I have tucked away,
27:17I would have taken death over that.
27:18But before I can speak,
27:20Jacob leans in
27:20and carefully cups my cheek.
27:22I blink dazedly
27:23and watch him lean over me
27:24to press a reverent kiss to my forehead.
27:26He says hoarsely,
27:27you're awake.
27:28Something warm slides down my cheek
27:29and seeps into my collar.
27:30It must be coming from Jacob's eyes.
27:31All in all,
27:32the long and short of it
27:33is that I survived.
27:34I don't know how it happened.
27:35According to Jacob's secretary,
27:36he'd never seen
27:37Jacob lose control like that
27:38or look so wrecked.
27:39Ever since I woke up,
27:40Jacob hasn't left my line of sight.
27:41Even when he has video conferences,
27:43he sits somewhere,
27:43he can see me at a glance.
27:45And every 10 minutes or so,
27:46he looks at me to see what I'm doing.
27:47I'm really not used to him being like this.
27:49He's acting like I actually matter to him.
27:51The two things I care most about
27:52are money and my face.
27:53Thankfully,
27:53both have come through okay.
27:54The doctor did some work on my face.
27:55My cheek was burned by a cigar,
27:57but I'm not the type to start easily.
27:58With proper care,
27:59my looks won't take much of a hit.
28:00As for money,
28:01as long as Jacob doesn't go bankrupt,
28:01I probably won't ever be strapped for cash.
28:03I spend almost a month in the hospital.
28:04It's only when I feel like I'm about to go crazy
28:06that Jacob agrees to let me be discharged.
28:07After getting out,
28:08Jacob uses rest and recovery as an excuse
28:09to keep me at home for another two months.
28:10And from that point on,
28:12anytime I set foot outside,
28:12I must have a driver and bodyguards with me.
28:14My friends all say I'm in for good things
28:15now that I've cheated death.
28:16They can't believe that I actually managed
28:17to go legit with Jacob.
28:18Before this,
28:18everyone more or less thought
28:19I was set for life
28:20for as long as I stuck with him.
28:20But nobody expected
28:21that I become the official Mrs. Griffin Wood.
28:23From what I remember,
28:24Jacob has never once publicly acknowledged my status.
28:25How is this counted as going legit?
28:32I've never believed in men
28:32being capable of a platonic relationship.
28:34I've seen so many men in my life.
28:35Shouldn't I know better than anyone
28:35how much they're ruled
28:36by what's below the waist?
28:37Jacob has gone without sex for three months.
28:39In these three months,
28:39other than going to the bathroom,
28:40I wasn't allowed to leave his sight
28:41to take a shower.
28:42More than once,
28:43I've caught his dark and heavy gaze on me.
28:44Each time I think he's about to lose control,
28:46he still manages to hold himself back.
28:47I'm worried that he keeps doing this himself.
28:48Something will go wrong with him.
28:49This is directly related
28:49to the rest of my life's happiness,
28:50so I have to take it seriously, don't I?
28:52I do all my prep work.
28:52I set up a nice scent,
28:54slip into something sheer and revealing,
28:54and lie on the bed,
28:56like a consort waiting for the king to summon her.
28:57Taking care of Jacob in bed
28:57is now something I can do with my eyes closed.
28:58I know every one of his sensitive spots.
29:00I'm sure tonight will be a scorching,
29:01no holds, barred night.
29:02But, to my surprise,
29:03Jacob turns me down.
29:04It's not his first time rejecting me,
29:06but it is the only time
29:07that I'm caught off guard.
29:08I quickly adjust though,
29:09and back off,
29:10giving Jacob's face.
29:11In my softest voice I say,
29:12I'm sorry Mr. Wood,
29:13I overstepped my boundaries.
29:14Ultimately, I'd overestimated myself.
29:15I'd assumed that,
29:16after how he treated me these past few months,
29:17I'd at least carved out a special place,
29:18in his heart,
29:19even if he hadn't fallen in love with me.
29:21But the truth is,
29:21I can't even tell if he feels anything for me.
29:22Why would I be special to him?
29:23I thought that,
29:24nearly losing my life to protect Jacob's business,
29:25was a big deal,
29:26but in reality,
29:27I was probably more like a kitten,
29:28that happened to block a tiny pebble,
29:29for its owner.
29:29It looked like I'd almost died for him,
29:30but to him,
29:31it wasn't even worth mentioning.
29:32Jacob tells me not to overthink it,
29:33and that I should focus on getting better.
29:34I do as I'm told,
29:35and don't dwell on the matter.
29:36And then he starts coming to the villa,
29:37less and less.
29:37He doesn't even contact me often anymore.
29:38When I occasionally catch up with my friends,
29:40they tease me,
29:40saying I found a job I can't lose.
29:42They say I'll never have to worry about material things,
29:43for as long as I stick with him.
29:44I don't tell them,
29:45that I'm probably on the cusp of losing the job.
29:46This time,
29:47things are different,
29:47from when our contract expired.
29:48Back then,
29:49Jacob treated me the same as always,
29:50even though he didn't mention renewing the contract.
29:51This time,
29:52I can clearly feel him,
29:53pulling away on purpose.
29:54One day,
29:55I head to the spa for my usual maintenance.
29:56When I get home,
29:57I find Jacob on the couch,
29:58with a document in his hand.
29:59In that moment,
30:00I understand everything.
30:01Mr. Wood.
30:01I smile and walk over to him.
30:03Sit.
30:03He looks up at me,
30:04then slides the document across the table,
30:05toward me.
30:06Take a look.
30:07I obediently pick it up.
30:08Is this my severance pay?
30:09He sure is generous.
30:10Thank you for taking care of me all this time,
30:11Mr. Wood.
30:12I accept the contract with a smile,
30:13and don't cause a scene.
30:14What right do I have to throw a tantrum anyway?
30:15Jacob's face is devoid of emotion.
30:17I've given you more than enough money.
30:18From now on,
30:18turn over a new leaf,
30:19and live a decent life.
30:20Don't stay in this line of work anymore.
30:21Honestly,
30:22he doesn't need to do this in person.
30:23He could have sent,
30:24a secretary or assistant,
30:25like last time.
30:26I will.
30:26I stand up and give him a proper curtsy.
30:28I'll move out tomorrow,
30:29and this time,
30:30after moving out,
30:30I won't be coming back anymore.
30:31Our relationship is about to end,
30:33but I want to do my last shift properly.
30:34Jacob spends the night at the villa.
30:35I draw him a bath,
30:36and carefully give him a full body spa.
30:38The bathtub face is the floor to ceiling windows.
30:39The glass is one way,
30:40so when he's soaking in the tub,
30:41he can enjoy the view outside in privacy.
30:42How long have you been doing this?
30:44I don't remember.
30:44Maybe two, three, four, five years?
30:46That's good.
30:46You're not worn out yet,
30:47so you can find a good man to marry in the future.
30:49Mr. Wood,
30:50after being with a man like you,
30:51I'm afraid it's going to be hard for me,
30:51to ever be interested in other men again.
30:52Oh?
30:53Are you hinting that I shouldn't let you go?
30:54I wouldn't dare.
30:55I'm just being honest.
30:56I actually know exactly why.
30:57Jacob is letting me go.
30:57It's because he discovered my feelings for him.
30:59I have never claimed to be some morally noble person.
31:01In a life-or-death situation,
31:02I shouldn't be sacrificing my own life
31:04to protect Jacob's interests,
31:05but that's exactly what I did.
31:06I've fallen for him,
31:07which is why he can't keep me around anymore.
31:09Money and profits make the most solid bonds in this world.
31:11Jacob can give me plenty of that,
31:12but he won't give me even the slightest bit of love.
31:14I love him,
31:14so I can give up my life for him,
31:16but there's also a chance I'll hurt him,
31:17because he doesn't love me.
31:18I understand that,
31:19so I accept this outcome.
31:20After moving out of the villa,
31:21my life goes back to being peaceful.
31:23Jacob really is generous.
31:24Including this last severance payout,
31:25I now have three properties in my name,
31:27tens of millions in cash,
31:28and even some stocks.
31:28As long as I don't splurge in ways
31:30that might break the law,
31:31then what I have now will be enough
31:31to kick back and coast through the rest of my life.
31:32After grinding for more than 20 years,
31:33I can finally start my retirement early.
31:35Alice comes over to hang out with me.
31:36She's switched to a new sugar daddy lately.
31:37He's from Hutton,
31:38and apparently treats her pretty well.
31:39In just a few short months,
31:40he's already spent a ton of money on her.
31:41After cashing out on this job,
31:42I'm gonna retire too.
31:44She takes a drag of her cigarette.
31:45The smoke rolls around her face,
31:45so I can't make out her expression.
31:47I'm not getting any younger.
31:48It's time to settle down,
31:48and actually live a normal life.
31:49You?
31:50Saying stuff like that?
31:51That's not like you at all.
31:52You remember?
31:52My previous sugar daddy, right?
31:53The one from Jarton.
31:54Yeah.
31:54He's the only one who prematurely terminated
31:56his contract with you.
31:57I remember you cleaned him out
31:57right before you walked away.
31:58You were really proud of yourself,
31:59and kept bragging to me about it.
32:00He went bankrupt.
32:00Alice looks despondent.
32:02I only found out recently.
32:03That money I took from him back then
32:04was probably everything that he had left.
32:05What?
32:06I'm stunned.
32:07He knew he was going under.
32:08That's why he terminated the contract,
32:09and handed over pretty much
32:10all the liquid assets he had left to me.
32:11She stubs out her cigarette,
32:12and lets out a bitter laugh.
32:13If he were going to pull something like that,
32:14he should have hidden it better,
32:15and stopped others from finding out.
32:16Look at the situation he has me in now.
32:17It feels wrong to give everything back,
32:18but it's also wrong if I don't.
32:18You want to pay him back, though.
32:20I can see right through her.
32:21That's not all.
32:22You're even thinking of handing over
32:23all the money you've made
32:24to help him make a comeback.
32:25Alice looks miserable,
32:26but doesn't deny it.
32:27You're out of your mind.
32:28I shoot to my feet,
32:29frustrated by her idiocy.
32:30Do you even know what you're considering?
32:31With our history,
32:31we'll never be the kind
32:32who gets to sit at a nice table.
32:40And once you're old and ugly,
32:41there'll be a line of fresh faces.
32:42Prettier than you,
32:42sweeter than you,
32:43and wilder than you.
32:44When that time comes,
32:44how exactly will you compete with them?
32:45And what about you?
32:46You feel the same for Jacob Griffin Wood,
32:47don't you?
32:48I'm at a loss for words.
32:49Women really are soft-hearted creatures.
32:50We're in a line of work
32:50where we can't catch feelings.
32:51So it's all about
32:52getting what we need from each other.
32:53It's a simple transaction of interests.
32:54The lessons of the women who came before us
32:55are still fresh in our minds,
32:56yet we somehow always end up
32:57making the same mistakes they did.
32:58At least I took the money.
32:58I'll never have to worry about material things
33:00for the rest of my life.
33:00I say,
33:01I didn't and won't pay to be with him.
33:02That already puts me a step above you.
33:03That's because you got lucky
33:04and ran into Jacob Griffin Wood.
33:04That guy is a businessman
33:05who never makes a losing deal.
33:06Believe it or not,
33:07if Jacob's bankrupt right now,
33:08you'll throw money at him faster than I can.
33:09Don't jinx me.
33:10I quickly shut the conversation down.
33:11Some things just couldn't be said.
33:13I learned about Jacob's bankruptcy
33:14from the news.
33:15In the past,
33:16I never watched the news.
33:17People like me were barely even educated.
33:19Keeping up with the news was pointless.
33:20But since splitting up with Jacob,
33:21I've started watching it
33:22because every now and then,
33:22he shows up on the screen.
33:23How can you possibly go bankrupt?
33:24But as the reports pile up,
33:26it starts looking real.
33:26I go around asking a few friends.
33:28In the industry,
33:29their sugar daddies
33:29all have connections everywhere,
33:30so they help me ask around.
33:31Turns out the rumors are true.
33:32Alice also calls me.
33:33I asked around.
33:34It's probably the doing of the same people
33:35who kidnapped you last time.
33:36They're out to get Jacob.
33:37Jacob is far too influential in this city.
33:39He practically has a monopoly on the place.
33:40Unless someone drags him down,
33:41everyone else will be stuck.
33:42Fighting over scraps.
33:42That's what happens when one stands out.
33:44I spend a few restless days at home
33:45before starting to go over all my assets.
33:47Everything I have,
33:47I only manage to build up
33:48because of Jacob.
33:49I know that to him.
33:50What I've got is a drop in the bucket.
33:52But at least it's something
33:52for me to show where my loyalties lie.
33:53As Alice predicted,
33:55I was all righteous in giving her advice,
33:56but when I was in the same situation,
33:57I was throwing money in faster than anyone else
33:58and even more desperate than she ever was.
34:00At least Alice dreamed about
34:01spending the rest of her life
34:02with her sugar daddy.
34:03I didn't even dare
34:03entertain a thought like that.
34:05I have Jacob's private number,
34:06but he doesn't answer when I call.
34:07So I send him a message,
34:08weighing every word carefully.
34:10In the end,
34:10Jacob's secretary calls me back
34:11and turns me down.
34:12Miss Lodge,
34:13Mr. Woods said to tell you
34:14that he appreciates the gesture.
34:15He hopes you'll live well from now on
34:16and that you'll stop worrying
34:17about the people from your past.
34:18I fear as much given Jacob's personality.
34:19He's not accepting my kind gesture,
34:20but it's not necessarily for my best interest.
34:21It's most likely just his pride getting in the way,
34:23making him refuse that
34:23to accept charity from someone like me.
34:24I'm prepared for that outcome,
34:25but I still feel disappointed.
34:26I know all too well
34:27the huge gap between us.
34:28I can't even do
34:29the smallest things for him,
34:30but I still go ahead
34:31and do what I want to do.
34:32In all my years alive,
34:33I've rarely gotten to be willful
34:34and to follow my heart.
34:35So even if I'm throwing myself at him,
34:37I'm more than willing to do it.
34:38When Alice hands me the money,
34:39she prods me in the forehead
34:40and grumbles nonstop
34:41about how I'd have trouble paying her back.
34:42After borrowing so much from her,
34:43some other friends also feel bad for me
34:43when they lend me the money.
34:44They even suggest
34:45introducing me to a new sugar daddy.
34:46He's not exactly a great guy,
34:47but he's generous with his money.
34:48I'll only have to put up with him for a year.
34:49I turn them all down.
34:50I take that card holding everything I own
34:51and mail it to Jacob.
34:53Then I tell myself we're even our cab
34:54and I should never think about him again.
34:55I get an ordinary job
34:56and I got into online content creation.
34:58After hanging around sugar daddies
34:58for years,
34:59I'd at least seen a lot of the world.
35:01I'd picked up some knowledge
35:02about cosmetic procedures and makeup.
35:03I didn't have a proper education,
35:04so I need other ways to make money.
35:06Thankfully, my second video blew up.
35:08I've always felt like my luck
35:09was never really that bad.
35:10Sure, my parents didn't care about me,
35:11but at least they didn't let me starve.
35:13Later, I was out of options
35:13and went into modeling.
35:14It wasn't the most respectable line of work,
35:15but I only really suffered in the beginning.
35:16I got used to it after blending in.
35:18Then, when I failed to move up the ladder
35:19and Jacob no longer wanted me,
35:20he still made sure the rest of my life
35:21was taken care of.
35:22Food and bills stopped being a problem.
35:23And now, even though I'm broke again,
35:25my career,
35:25which has never taken off before,
35:26is suddenly on the verge of blowing up.
35:28Good, isn't it?
35:28That's why we need to stay alive.
35:30It means having something to look forward to
35:31and a future.
35:31I work a day job,
35:32shoot at night,
35:33and life keeps getting better.
35:34But one day,
35:34Alice suddenly calls me
35:35and says Jacob is back on top again.
35:37I've gone out of my way,
35:37not to keep up with him for a long time now.
35:39Hearing about him again
35:40feels like something from another lifetime.
35:41Really?
35:42That's good.
35:43I say earnestly,
35:44nothing will ever happen between us,
35:45but I still hope he does well.
35:46You really are hopeless.
35:48I'm doing pretty great,
35:49and I'm pretty happy too.
35:50I even try to talk Alice into it.
35:51If you're really gonna quit for good,
35:52then come work with me instead.
35:53I have a decent following now.
35:55I can send traffic your way.
35:55I'll come to you when I hit rock bottom.
35:57I'm just calling you today to update you,
35:58so you can stop worrying
35:59and forget about Jacob from now on.
36:00This call is unnecessary,
36:01really.
36:02I probably won't ever stop
36:03thinking about Jacob in this lifetime,
36:04but I'm also prepared
36:05to never see him again
36:06and to never check any news about him.
36:08I may seem like an idiot,
36:09but I'm actually really smart
36:10with anything or anyone
36:11that might make me sad or disappointed.
36:12I never let myself expect anything from them.
36:13Just like I never once hoped
36:14that my parents would love me,
36:15I also didn't dare hope
36:16that Jacob would look at me any differently.
36:17After expanding my horizons a bit,
36:18I made a lot of new friends.
36:19They don't know what I used to do
36:20and that I used to have sugar daddies.
36:22In their eyes,
36:23I'm kind, capable, and worldly.
36:24The comments they leave for me are all praise.
36:25Deep down,
36:26there's a faint uneasiness.
36:27Maybe there's a name for it.
36:28Something like PTSD,
36:29post-traumatic stress disorder.
36:30Someone like me
36:30isn't supposed to have things go so smoothly
36:31or be disliked.
36:32They think I'm perfect
36:34and flawless,
36:35but I know I'm tainted.
36:36Then, one day,
36:36the dirt on me starts spreading online.
36:38Along with a flood of hate
36:39and I suddenly feel at peace.
36:40Part of me laughs at myself
36:41for being weird
36:41and feeling happy about getting cursed out.
36:42The other part focuses on making a video
36:43of a sincere chat about myself.
36:44The whole process is even kind of fun.
36:45I have nothing about my past
36:46that I feel the need to hide.
36:47Each and every one of those incidents
36:48are what shaped who I am today.
36:50Life can knock me down,
36:51but I will never stay down.
36:52I'm prepared to not be accepted.
36:53I tell myself that at least
36:54I've earned pretty good money lately.
36:55The debt I'd originally planned
36:56to pay off in 10 years,
36:57I can probably not clear in just two.
36:58That's good enough for me.
36:58To my surprise,
36:59I'm accepted.
37:00Many people called me shameless
37:00and said I had no dignity
37:01for making such dirty money
37:02before trying to clean myself up now.
37:03But even more people
37:04left on a message to me on
37:05and tell me not to give up on life.
37:06They messaged me privately
37:07to share their own stories with me.
37:08It was like once
37:08all that suffering got spread out,
37:10it wasn't so unbearable anymore.
37:11I cry a lot, to be honest.
37:11In front of my sugar daddies,
37:12I would always whine,
37:14put on a pitiful act,
37:14or play the victim
37:15just to spark that sense
37:16of conquest in them.
37:17But that was a survival tactic.
37:18I'm not who I really was.
37:18I don't know what I ever did
37:19to deserve being accepted
37:20and liked by so many people.
37:21This world can actually be beautiful.
37:22If I hadn't found the courage
37:23to take that first step,
37:24maybe I never would have seen
37:25this side of the world's kindness.
37:26At the end of the year,
37:26I got an invitation from a platform
37:28inviting me to attend
37:29an awards ceremony.
37:29I dressed to the nines for it.
37:31The ceremony is a grand one.
37:32Besides a bunch of big name influencers,
37:33there are also several celebrities.
37:35I already know which award I'm getting,
37:36so I've prepared an acceptance speech.
37:37I'm about to go on stage,
37:38but I'm still memorizing it.
37:39Well, I do have a terrible memory.
37:40It's only a few lines,
37:41but they just won't stick.
37:43Next, let's welcome our award presenter,
37:44Griffin Wood Group CEO,
37:46Mr. Jacob Griffin Wood.
37:46The host beams at the crowd,
37:47and the audience erupts in surprise.
37:49My smile freezes on my face.
37:50Sure, it's now the era
37:51of influencer economics,
37:52and every influencer here
37:53easily makes tens of millions a year.
37:54But why would Jacob?
37:55I stand there and follow the host's
37:56line of sight.
37:57Under the spotlight,
37:58Jacob walks toward me,
37:59with all eyes on him.
37:59He still looks exactly the way I remember.
38:01He's lofty, untouchable,
38:02and immaculate.
38:02Congratulations.
38:03He takes the trophy
38:04and passes it to me with both hands.
38:05Thanks, I say in a small voice.
38:06You've done very well,
38:08better than I expected.
38:08He shakes my hand,
38:09and we stand shoulder to shoulder,
38:11facing the audience.
38:12I've never imagined a day like this,
38:13when I can openly stand by Jacob's side,
38:15accepting applause from an audience.
38:17Georgia, Jacob calls my name.
38:18Yeah?
38:19Do you want to be with me?
38:20I don't answer.
38:21This time, you have every right
38:22to stand by me openly as my fiancé.
38:25Jacob Griffin Wood first met Georgia Lodge
38:27at an ordinary cocktail party.
38:28Many people were eager
38:29to curry favor with him,
38:29but not everyone was qualified to do so.
38:31Everyone else respectfully
38:31dressed him as Mr. Griffin Wood.
38:33Only Georgia,
38:33like an uneducated brute,
38:35had called him Mr. Wood
38:36because he rarely heard
38:36that form of address.
38:37He'd given her a second glance.
38:39When someone held power,
38:39even a single look from them
38:40would be endlessly dissected
38:42and analyzed by the people below.
38:43He only looked at Georgia
38:43one extra time,
38:44but someone decided
38:45he must have taken a liking to her.
38:46And so, in no time at all,
38:47Georgia was delivered to his side,
38:48along with a full background check
38:49and a medical report.
38:50Coincidentally,
38:51he didn't have a companion then.
38:52Georgia stood in front of him,
38:53smiling stiffly.
38:54She hid it well,
38:55but he still caught the flicker
38:56of resentment and disgust in her eyes.
38:57The women sent to him
38:58were always thoroughly trained in advance.
38:59He was a little curious
39:00how long someone like Georgia
39:01could survive
39:02in this world of power and profit.
39:03Unfortunately,
39:04she turned out to be terribly boring.
39:05Jacob later realized that
39:06whatever emotions
39:06Georgia had felt that day
39:07would never have any real impact
39:08on his life.
39:10He could tell that she was trying her best
39:11to blend into his circle.
39:13She fond,
39:13acted cute,
39:14and bowed and scraped.
39:15To keep herself attractive to men,
39:16she spent a fortune
39:17on cosmetic procedures,
39:17even going in for those
39:18so-called miraculous tightening packages
39:19that sounded magical,
39:20but didn't even have
39:20basic safety guaranteed.
39:21That was the only time
39:22he'd ever lost control.
39:23It wasn't because
39:23the tightening treatment did anything.
39:24Jacob just happened to pass by that day
39:25and saw Georgia limping out of the spa,
39:27dressed to the nines,
39:28but with her face twisted in pain.
39:29She looked so gaudy.
39:30People around her threw her strange looks,
39:32but she seemed oblivious.
39:33But when she turned the corner,
39:34Jacob saw her
39:35with her arms around her knees
39:36and her head buried between them.
39:37She crouched there for a long time.
39:38She had a thin figure
39:39and she looked so lonely from the back.
39:40Jacob had seen
39:41way too many women like Georgia.
39:42Whether they made a fortune or not,
39:44their stories always seemed to end in tragedy.
39:45Almost none got a happy ending.
39:46In that instant,
39:47Jacob suddenly had a thought.
39:48It wasn't impossible
39:49to keep Georgia by his side forever.
39:50He could just
39:50treat her like a pampered pet
39:51and a distraction.
39:52Not that he'd ever told her about it.
39:54As the last day of their contract
39:55crept closer,
39:55Jacob watched as Georgia
39:56found it harder and harder
39:57to quiet her growing anxiety.
39:58He kept wondering
39:59when she would come to him
39:59and ask her to renew the contract.
40:01Unfortunately,
40:01she was just too well behaved.
40:02So much so,
40:03that she never overstepped,
40:04not even a little,
40:04even when he openly
40:05brought in someone new.
40:06All Georgia did
40:06was swallow her hurt in silence
40:08and play her part to perfection.
40:09Jacob saw the mockery in Georgia's eyes.
40:10When the newcomer told her sob story,
40:12he also saw the despair in her eyes.
40:14When the golf ball
40:14came crashing down on him.
40:16At the time,
40:16he wondered why.
40:16He was being so harsh
40:17with a semi-literate nobody.
40:18Since he was somewhat invested in her,
40:19he would just keep her by his side.
40:21What Georgia really thought
40:21didn't matter much.
40:22As long as he himself felt satisfied,
40:23that was good enough.
40:24After getting back together,
40:25Jacob would sometimes spend the night
40:26in Georgia's room,
40:27seeing her so sleepy
40:28that she could barely keep her eyes open
40:29and kept nodding off
40:30while swearing that she wasn't tired.
40:32It was pretty cute in his eyes.
40:32He'd never seriously considered
40:34what exactly Georgia meant to him.
40:35In any case,
40:36as long as he wanted her,
40:37she would never be able to leave him.
40:38Later,
40:38he realized he was wrong.
40:39Georgia could leave.
40:40After all,
40:41in this world,
40:41no one could bridge the distance
40:42between life and death.
40:43At first,
40:44when Jacob heard that
40:44Georgia had been kidnapped,
40:46he didn't panic.
40:46Kidnapping was always about profit
40:48and Georgia had always known
40:48when to Bend and when to Santal.
40:50They had an intimate relationship
40:51and she knew a thing or two
40:51about his affairs.
40:52As long as she told them
40:53what she knew,
40:54that would be enough
40:54to keep her alive.
40:55And with her skills,
40:56she could easily find
40:57another sugar daddy.
40:58So when Jacob's subordinates
40:59reported the news
40:59of Georgia's kidnapping,
41:00he hadn't even paused his meeting.
41:02She was just a pet
41:02he kept in a gilded cage.
41:03If a bag went missing,
41:04he would have the maids look for it.
41:05If it couldn't be found,
41:06he would simply buy another one.
41:07Things changed
41:08when his subordinates reported
41:08that Georgia had been found.
41:10They didn't know
41:10if she was alive or dead
41:10and her face was so swollen,
41:11they couldn't even tell
41:12what she used to look like.
41:13If anything,
41:13she should be thankful.
41:14She'd only have cosmetic treatments
41:15and not plastic surgery.
41:15Otherwise,
41:16the implants alone
41:16would have been driven
41:17straight into her skull.
41:17She had several broken ribs,
41:18some organ damage,
41:19and her limbs abused
41:20to the point of being
41:21twisted out of shape.
41:22When a video of the scene
41:22was sent back,
41:23Jacob took one look
41:23and tossed his phone aside.
41:24Then he headed straight
41:25to the hospital.
41:26Georgia was in the operating room
41:27for a full nine hours
41:28from nightfall until dawn.
41:29When she was finally wheeled out,
41:31she had tubes everywhere
41:31in her body.
41:32Jacob was busy,
41:33busy putting out fires
41:33at the company
41:34and busy dealing
41:34with his competitors' attacks.
41:35Once Georgia was transferred
41:36to the ICU,
41:37visits were limited
41:37to specific hours,
41:38so staying at the hospital
41:39wasn't of much use.
41:40Still,
41:40Jacob chose to follow
41:41what his heart told him to do
41:42and remained at the hospital.
41:43The accommodations there
41:44were of course
41:45far from comfortable.
41:45Even someone as tireless as Jacob
41:46couldn't help looking worn out,
41:48yet the rate at which
41:48he grew haggard
41:49was nothing compared to Georgia.
41:50She just lay there silently
41:51on that hospital bed
41:52and grew weaker
41:52with each passing day.
41:53The doctors said
41:54her will to live
41:54wasn't strong enough,
41:55which was why
41:55she still hadn't woken up.
41:57Jacob secretly mocked them
41:58for being liars.
41:58If she really didn't want to live,
42:00why would she have fought so hard
42:01to cling to that last breath
42:01and hold on until he could save her?
42:02Jacob had never bothered
42:03to figure out
42:04what exactly he felt for Georgia,
42:05but in that moment,
42:06he suddenly started to understand
42:06his own heart.
42:07The fact that deep down,
42:08he'd allowed Georgia
42:09to trade his secrets
42:10in exchange for her own life
42:11already meant he'd fallen for her.
42:12With Georgia,
42:13Jacob did indeed experience
42:14many emotions
42:15that were useless yet novel to him.
42:16For instance,
42:17the sheer joy and agitation he'd felt
42:18the moment Georgia finally woke up.
42:19For instance,
42:20the heartache he'd felt
42:21when she gritted her teeth through rehab
42:22and pretended to be fine,
42:23even forcing herself to smile at him.
42:24He patiently nursed Georgia back to health,
42:25throwing the best medical resources at her
42:26to rebuild her body
42:27and he assigned bodyguards
42:28to make sure she was always safe.
42:30Only he knew the genuine emotions
42:31he'd poured into all of that.
42:32To him,
42:33love was useless.
42:34Small doses of it
42:35were a fun distraction,
42:35but too much of it
42:36would only drag down his efficiency.
42:37And so,
42:38after thinking it through,
42:39Jacob ultimately decided
42:40to end the relationship.
42:41He knew he'd fallen for her
42:41and he knew
42:42Georgia had also fallen for him.
42:44But this is what the world was often like.
42:45Pure interests
42:45could keep a relationship going
42:47and sometimes even make it unbreakable.
42:48But when feelings got tangled up in it,
42:49the whole thing became fragile.
42:51Cutting their losses early
42:51was the best choice
42:52for both him and her.
42:54Georgia left without hesitation.
42:55She was never the type to cling
42:56and she vanished entirely from his life.
42:57She was too self-aware
42:58to do anything else.
42:59The first few days,
43:00Jacob hadn't been used to it,
43:00but as work piled up,
43:01he no longer had the time
43:02or space for romance.
43:03The traps he laid for so long
43:04were finally starting to play their role.
43:05Or his plan.
43:06News of his bankruptcy
43:07spread across the entire country.
43:08After that,
43:09he got a call from Georgia.
43:10He didn't answer it,
43:11so she sent him a message instead.
43:12Sounding as she always did,
43:13with her familiar flattery,
43:14afraid of saying anything
43:15that might upset him,
43:15Jacob had his secretary reply for him.
43:17But not long after,
43:17he'd still received a bank card.
43:18The amount on it
43:19was higher than he'd expected.
43:20Perhaps Georgia had asked
43:21her friends for help.
43:22They all had their own sugar daddies,
43:23so even if they didn't have too much money,
43:24it was still a sizable sum
43:25when put together.
43:26Still, Georgia had promised him
43:27she would quit that line of work.
43:28If she'd borrowed so much money,
43:29how was she planning on paying it back?
43:30Jacob later had his answer.
43:31She'd gone into doing online content
43:32and had gotten somewhat popular.
43:33Per your instructions,
43:34I staged an encounter
43:35with Miss Lodge yesterday.
43:36His assistant reported,
43:37She seems to be in pretty good spirits.
43:39She's set her career's on track now.
43:40She has lots of fans who like her
43:41and she's making good money.
43:42Is that so?
43:42But as far as Jacob knew,
43:44every single one of her videos
43:45had hate comments.
43:46People called her ugly
43:46and attention-seeking.
43:47And just a few days ago,
43:48someone had exposed her past
43:49and how she used to have
43:50rich sugar daddies.
43:51The internet was flooded with her haters.
43:52If not for that,
43:53Jacob wouldn't have gone out of his way
43:54to arrange the chance encounter.
43:55He was afraid Georgia would hurt herself
43:56because that was what she was like.
43:57Whenever it came to her own pain,
43:58she always brushed it off
43:59like it was nothing.
43:59Maybe it was because she knew
44:00no one really cared about her
44:01and that looking sad
44:01wouldn't change anything.
44:02But he knew perfectly well
44:03there was a bottle of pills
44:04hidden in her cabinet.
44:05The pills had been saved up
44:06one by one
44:07and over a long time,
44:08but Georgia had never taken them.
44:09When the contract had expired,
44:10Jacob had brought her back
44:11because he was afraid
44:12she would pop the pills.
44:13Later, he'd let her go
44:14because he was afraid
44:15she'd grow more attached.
44:16If he couldn't give her
44:16what she wanted,
44:17she might ultimately still end up
44:18taking those pills.
44:19And after that,
44:19when Georgia had mailed her card to him,
44:20he hadn't returned it
44:21because he wanted something
44:22tying her to this world.
44:23If she remembered
44:23that she owed her friends,
44:24she wouldn't give up on herself.
44:25She needed to be left
44:26with a little bit of hope.
44:26So she had a reason to keep living.
44:27Don't clean up.
44:28The mess aligned too perfectly.
44:30Jacob said,
44:30Georgia is smart.
44:32Overwhelmingly positive comments
44:32will only make her suspicious.
44:33Understood, sir.
44:34Jacob knew then that in the end,
44:35he really did treat Georgia differently.
44:36Different enough that he was willing
44:36to break his own rules for her
44:38and pay attention to these details.
44:40He was willing to give Georgia time
44:41and wait for her to be remade.
44:42She had to open her eyes
44:43and look at the world again.
44:43There would be good and bad,
44:49he owned shares in the streaming platform,
44:51but it was just
44:51one of many assets under his name.
44:52It wasn't particularly important.
44:53Even so,
44:54Jacob set up in full format attire.
44:55He did it
44:55so he could appear before Georgia again
44:57and give her an opening.
44:58This time,
44:58he wanted her
44:59to have the courage to speak up
45:00and keep hold of what she truly wanted.
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