00:13the challenge ultimately is is a mental you'll forget the pain you're never going to forget the
00:18failure the reason I decided to participate in the Marathon de Sable was I think to be with my
00:29brothers and to experience a challenge together I was just kind of like why now why would you risk
00:37yourself when you have three little kids in all honesty that the age gap is so so fast that actually
00:43we are we did grow up differently in different places you know I don't think that they probably
00:49were as close as they would have liked brotherhood was Christmases together me it's the most important
00:59thing as we do this together I think if if one of us finished ahead of the rest then I'll
01:04be
01:04disappointed get the MDS right and it's probably one of the best things you'll ever do in your
01:10whole life we are brothers
01:19challenges every part of you it challenges you intellectually you get it wrong and it can be
01:25absolutely horrible something happened running together staying together finishing together
01:36it's been a big debate for the last couple of months Henry wanting to race it and to finish at
01:42a high
01:43level others of us just wanting to finish do I stay with the boys or do I push my body
01:51and see what I've
01:51got because I haven't pushed myself yet people have different different types of depression and
01:56different depths of depression or anxiety I'm just got this constant fear that I'm going to get told
02:01I'm not good enough it really will expose any weakness you've got and it hits you very very hard so
02:09like
02:09you lose this job and I'm like you're not really still doing this are you I want them to have
02:19a lasting
02:19memory of me that inspires and motivates them to be better I think we're all paid when the boys said
02:28let's do this I thought it's a stupid idea the four of them being out here and me being at
02:34home they
02:35wouldn't let me they wouldn't let me live it down you have to make a decision whether you're going to
02:39help yourself or you're going to have to help the person next to you no one should be left behind
02:47I think we should finish top 100
02:53how are the boys doing no I didn't see Chris at all I think all the way to the end
02:58I was pretty angry
03:05the idea of the five brothers first in history and it sounds great but it's this this thing is personal
03:16you
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