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00:02:58I love going to work while everyone else is going to bed.
00:03:03Everything gets better at night.
00:03:07Even Yonkers.
00:03:10There's no traffic, no aggravation, nice.
00:03:52I've been relieving Sanchez for the last five years, ever since she got back from Iraq.
00:03:58She's more a man than all the other guys on the 4 to 12 put together.
00:04:03She's like a friend.
00:04:05We share a vice.
00:04:07Hey.
00:04:08Hey.
00:04:10August 10th.
00:04:11Did you go?
00:04:12Check it out.
00:04:14Here.
00:04:16What's up and eat?
00:04:18A self-portrait?
00:04:19Oh, you gotta email me this.
00:04:21Put it on my MySpace.
00:04:22Hey, when you leaving?
00:04:24In the morning.
00:04:25You crazy?
00:04:27Man, you should've took a sick day.
00:04:28Come over to my place.
00:04:29Me and Tina gonna watch A&E.
00:04:31They got a Son of Sam documentary on, being his anniversary when they caught him.
00:04:35Nah, your name's on the schedule.
00:04:36You show up.
00:04:38I hate it when the guard relieves him.
00:04:39He's a no-show.
00:04:41Ain't right.
00:04:42Screw that.
00:04:43If I was going on my vacation the next day, I'd tell him all to blow me.
00:04:47I thought that's what Tina was for.
00:04:50So what you hidden?
00:04:53Definitely his boyhood home.
00:04:56Sure.
00:04:57And the juvie facility that had him in.
00:04:59Still there?
00:05:00Yeah.
00:05:00Closed it in 2000, but it's still there.
00:05:03Definitely wanna see that.
00:05:04Yeah.
00:05:05What about the church?
00:05:07Yeah.
00:05:08Church and, uh, in the shed.
00:05:10Up in the hills.
00:05:15Wow.
00:05:16Carl Meisler.
00:05:18You really doin' it?
00:05:20One of these years, I'm gonna go with you.
00:05:22Nah, my trip's on my own.
00:05:23You know that.
00:05:27Big Jim's goin' to Cali.
00:05:30Hey, if you see Jessica Alba, bang her for me.
00:05:34Hollywood.
00:05:35It's for faggots.
00:05:38Goin' about 150 miles north of that shithole.
00:05:41Take plenty of pictures.
00:05:42Go fuck yourself.
00:05:48I've been at Post One 15 years, almost.
00:05:52I got job security.
00:05:54Mostly because no one wants my shift.
00:05:57Most guards hate it down here.
00:06:00Down here, you're vulnerable.
00:06:02Couple guards been robbed.
00:06:04Been too drive-by shootings.
00:06:07My outside's too lonely.
00:06:11They go nuts after a few weeks.
00:06:14But not me.
00:06:16I never get lonely.
00:06:20I love it down here.
00:06:24I had this doctor.
00:06:25This little Jew fucker the court made me see after I got out of the hospital.
00:06:29Said it wasn't no good me being alone too much.
00:06:34He said it was unhealthy.
00:06:37I thought it was full of shit.
00:06:40I mean, the world's all fucked up because nobody ever gets a chance to be alone anymore.
00:06:46You got your emails, answering machines, personal computers.
00:06:52You always got someone up your ass.
00:06:55Makes people crazy.
00:06:58You're not in that shit down at Post One.
00:07:01That's why I like it down here.
00:07:04It's quiet.
00:07:07It gives you plenty of think time.
00:07:16All right.
00:07:22You're not in that shit here.
00:07:24You're not in that shit.
00:07:30So let's go for a moment.
00:07:31You're not in that shit.
00:07:33It's quiet.
00:07:36This is just a little bit too.
00:07:36You're not in that.
00:07:37So I'm out there.
00:07:38It's always in that.
00:08:18A morning rush.
00:08:20A long line of people going to their deaths.
00:08:23Morning, sunshine.
00:08:25I know they hate their lives.
00:08:28We're all caught in the same trap.
00:08:30You, hey, hey, hey.
00:08:32Todd, you gotta get your window fixed.
00:08:34Come on, people aren't gonna think you have a job.
00:08:36Get out of here.
00:08:38They're all sluts.
00:08:40Drug addicts.
00:08:42War mongers.
00:08:43Child molesters.
00:08:45I know they hate me.
00:08:47And they hate all the guards.
00:08:49Grumpy.
00:08:50Come on, Grumpy, get up here.
00:08:52Come on.
00:08:53I've been at this way too long not to know that.
00:08:56All right, have a great day.
00:08:58You see, they don't trust us.
00:08:59Look at you.
00:09:01You're the sunshine in my day.
00:09:02They think we're going through their desks and offices at night when they go home, and they're right.
00:09:07We are.
00:09:08We are worse than what they're paying us to keep out.
00:09:11So for 30 seconds each day, we all pretend we're buddies.
00:09:24Miss Newt book?
00:09:25Yeah.
00:09:26Every day this week, some of the onions.
00:09:29When's Petey getting back from the running city?
00:09:31Be back Friday.
00:09:34Degenerate gambler that he has packed yet?
00:09:38You know me, Ma.
00:09:39I've been packed for two weeks.
00:09:41California, right?
00:09:43Yeah.
00:09:44Little town called Hedicom.
00:09:46It's in my farm country.
00:09:49Farm country?
00:09:50This guy was a, uh, mass murder arsonist.
00:09:54Oh, lovely, yeah.
00:09:56Fucking awesome.
00:09:57Oh, great.
00:09:58Carl Marsnap.
00:09:59He burned down a church in 68.
00:10:01Killed a bunch of people.
00:10:02What the hell's wrong with people?
00:10:04Well, this guy was a gang wreck as a kid.
00:10:10That'll fuck you up, Ma.
00:10:15I don't get what you do.
00:10:16Right.
00:10:17You know, it's...
00:10:21Very macabre to me.
00:10:22Yeah, macabre.
00:10:24What about those people that go to the grassy knoll?
00:10:26What about them?
00:10:28To see where Kennedy's head exploded.
00:10:30Who's the president?
00:10:31And somehow, that's not weird.
00:10:34But what I do is.
00:10:38I don't know.
00:10:39Maybe you're right.
00:10:41I mean, I went to Graceland.
00:10:44Same thing.
00:10:44Same thing.
00:10:45He died in the shitter.
00:10:46He died in the shitter?
00:10:47Mm-hmm.
00:10:48Did they take pictures?
00:10:49Absolutely.
00:10:50No.
00:10:53I don't understand that.
00:11:00Good, Jean, the tech?
00:11:05You always smell so good.
00:11:09Thank you, sweetie.
00:11:11Just take care of yourself.
00:11:13Make sure that wherever you're staying,
00:11:15you go down by the pool.
00:11:17Relax.
00:11:20What do you want me to bring you back?
00:11:21I'll trust you.
00:11:24I'm gonna get that sundae going for you.
00:11:28Just be careful.
00:11:53You never took me to ballgames.
00:11:56Always cemeteries.
00:11:57You said they were peaceful.
00:12:01You hardly ever spoke.
00:12:03I didn't care.
00:12:03I just like being with you.
00:12:06You put something in my blood, Pop.
00:12:10You made me a grief tourist.
00:12:35I just like being with you.
00:12:41by the blisters.
00:12:46My song
00:12:48glided
00:12:51through the trees
00:12:55Till following
00:12:57with glee
00:13:00the lane
00:13:02coast
00:13:05Hai
00:13:06hai
00:13:33I hope you got air conditioning.
00:13:37Hot as hell out there.
00:13:39Yes, yes, yes, cool.
00:13:42Nice place at night.
00:13:45Good to hide.
00:13:49I'm on vacation.
00:13:51How long do you stay?
00:13:53Four nights.
00:13:58Got something by the pool?
00:14:01Here is your key, room 21.
00:14:04We have no pool.
00:14:05But it's good to look at the beautiful Puli girls anyway.
00:14:09Enjoy.
00:14:09Enjoy.
00:14:09Wait.
00:15:00This place is a dump, but I like it.
00:15:04It's cheap.
00:15:06There's better ways to spend your money on vacation
00:15:08than in a room you're hardly ever in.
00:15:58It's cheap.
00:16:26It's cheap.
00:16:30It's cheap.
00:16:43It's cheap.
00:16:46It's cheap.
00:17:04It's cheap.
00:17:04It's cheap.
00:17:10It's cheap.
00:17:34It's cheap.
00:17:37It's cheap.
00:17:51It's cheap.
00:18:07It's cheap.
00:18:11It's cheap.
00:18:11It's cheap.
00:18:11It's cheap.
00:18:13It's cheap.
00:18:14It's cheap.
00:18:15It's cheap.
00:18:16It's cheap.
00:18:16Well, I guess you must have really liked that.
00:18:20You should polish that off in a hurry.
00:18:25Uh, yeah.
00:18:26My father.
00:18:28He always said life's short, so, uh, eat quick.
00:18:32A dad of indigestion.
00:18:35Okay.
00:18:37Can I get you some dessert?
00:18:39Yeah.
00:18:40Yeah.
00:18:41Yeah?
00:18:41I think there was something here that's at the Ventura Volcano.
00:18:48Okay.
00:18:49Sounds like suicide may deserve.
00:18:50It is.
00:18:51I hope you got room for it.
00:18:52Oh, I always got room.
00:18:54I am a bottomless void.
00:18:58Oh, you know what?
00:18:59That guy was one of our more notorious citizens.
00:19:03You want some more coffee?
00:19:05Uh, sure.
00:19:06Yeah?
00:19:07Okay.
00:19:08I'll be back.
00:19:11Um, un volcano.
00:19:14Okay.
00:19:14Por favor.
00:19:15Can I get a whiskey down and fry?
00:19:18I was in the, uh, bookstore up the street and I saw this.
00:19:21I never heard of him.
00:19:23I figured I'm here.
00:19:24I might as well.
00:19:27Seems interesting.
00:19:28Oh, yeah.
00:19:28He was interesting.
00:19:29All right.
00:19:30You know, we get a lot of people coming through here, going to the places where he killed
00:19:34people.
00:19:35And also the teenagers like to go to that shack where he killed himself.
00:19:40You know, I don't get it why people like to go to those places.
00:19:44I mean, what kind of sick thrill do they get by doing that?
00:19:47You know?
00:19:50I don't know about those things.
00:19:52No.
00:19:53I do know that people like to go to ground zero.
00:19:56Yeah, I know.
00:19:57I think that's really sick too.
00:20:00Hey.
00:20:01You should come back for breakfast because it's much better than our dinners, okay?
00:20:06I'm gonna go get your sundae.
00:20:08I'm gonna go get you.
00:20:12Okay.
00:20:14Let's go.
00:20:43Call me when you get to Walnut and Herbs, all right?
00:20:47No, no, Walnut and Herbs.
00:20:51E-R-B-E-S.
00:20:54Yeah.
00:20:57Yeah, E-R-B-E-S.
00:21:02Go in, baby, I'll be right there.
00:21:08Hold on, go in, I'll be right there,
00:21:11just let me finish this.
00:21:14It's my door.
00:21:16Oh, this is yours?
00:21:20I thought you were someone else.
00:21:24Sorry.
00:21:25All right.
00:21:26Call me when you get there, Papa, and then I'll give you my address.
00:21:29Later.
00:21:32E-R-Section 8?
00:21:33Excuse me?
00:21:36E-R-Section 8 housing, or are you right?
00:21:39Visiting.
00:21:41I'll visit.
00:21:44Oh.
00:21:45Okay.
00:21:48Later.
00:21:49Yeah.
00:21:58Of course.
00:22:01This place is teaming with them.
00:22:12I love these preachers.
00:22:17Carl's father was one of these born-agains.
00:22:21Tomorrow I go to the ranch to see where this man of God tortured his son.
00:22:27The spot where Carl killed for the first time.
00:22:32His most intimate place.
00:22:36Tomorrow the tables turn.
00:22:39I love them.
00:22:40I love them.
00:22:40And I haunt you, Carl.
00:22:42I love them.
00:22:44I love them.
00:22:46I love them.
00:23:18It was a commodities family home in Hedicombe where Carl's father would tie him to a bed
00:23:22and beat him viciously with a razor's drop, sometimes burning his genitals with lit candles and cigars as punishment for
00:23:31minor behavioral offenses.
00:23:34Arseneff would begin his murderous spree at the family home on a warm September night in 1932.
00:23:39At the age of 14, he would bludgeon his parents to death with a hammer while they slept.
00:23:44He doused their bodies with gasoline and set the structure ablaze.
00:23:48Cold that night, he murdered his parents in the most thrilling event in his life.
00:23:55The victim had been so excited by the sight of his parents burning that he ejaculated for the first time.
00:24:03Carl, Carl, Carl.
00:24:48You had no remorse for what you did, did you, Carl?
00:24:53Of course you didn't.
00:24:56You used to say you didn't even know what remorse felt like.
00:25:00How could you?
00:25:02After what they did to you.
00:25:03...
00:25:09...
00:25:35I don't know.
00:25:40I don't know.
00:26:17I don't know.
00:26:30I don't know.
00:26:35I don't know.
00:26:37I don't know.
00:26:39I don't know.
00:27:06I don't know.
00:27:12I don't know.
00:27:33I don't know.
00:27:35I don't know.
00:27:39I don't know.
00:27:41I don't know.
00:27:55I don't know.
00:28:03I don't know.
00:28:04I don't know.
00:28:08I don't know.
00:29:04I don't know.
00:29:04I don't know.
00:29:14I don't know.
00:29:29I don't know.
00:29:32I don't know.
00:29:32I don't know.
00:29:33I don't like being next to that filthiness.
00:29:53I don't know.
00:30:01I don't know.
00:30:07I don't know.
00:30:30I don't know.
00:30:30I don't know.
00:30:39I don't know.
00:30:57I don't know.
00:30:57I don't know.
00:31:00I don't know.
00:31:02I don't know.
00:31:05I'm a friend of Bill W's.
00:31:12Saw you necklace.
00:31:17There might be a meeting tonight.
00:31:19Yeah.
00:31:20Yeah.
00:31:20There's one at the community church at eight o'clock.
00:31:23That's on Pauley Street.
00:31:32Uh, I'm Carl.
00:31:34Hi, Carl.
00:31:35I'm Betsy.
00:31:43Okay, I'm gonna get you some coffee, okay?
00:31:52Seems like a nice person.
00:31:54Shouldn't have lied to her.
00:31:56But the truth has never gotten me anywhere.
00:31:58So what if I don't have a sister?
00:32:00That's not important.
00:32:01The bottom line is I got pain.
00:32:03I got pain and she's got pain.
00:32:06The important thing is that grief touched.
00:32:26April 14th, 1968.
00:32:30Your masterpiece.
00:32:45I can feel you.
00:32:50Where are you?
00:33:16There was only three doors, you know.
00:33:24There was one.
00:33:25There was that one there.
00:33:33There's these two here.
00:33:44It took me two minutes to lock them all in the air.
00:33:59I had it fully burning in eight.
00:34:11Most of them, they trampled each other's in the panic.
00:34:24My old man, he was one of the church elders.
00:34:45Everybody knew.
00:34:47I knew what he was doing to me.
00:34:51I knew what he was doing to me.
00:34:59Oh, but nobody helped me a shit.
00:35:12I taught all these phony sons of bitches what being a victim felt like.
00:35:29I think it's time that you taught someone that sermon.
00:35:38I knew who had a baby.
00:35:50It's time for the Sabbath.
00:35:50The Sabbath is a lot, but never a habit.
00:35:57I knew what it was going to be a small man.
00:36:08I knew what it was going to be a great pothole.
00:36:30There was a man, and he was sprawled out on the bed naked.
00:36:35We had had sex. I was still so drunk. I called my husband. I gave him the address. He came
00:36:44and got me.
00:36:48That was my bottom. I cried for about three weeks after he left.
00:36:58He took my kids with him. But somehow, I found a room. August 5th, 1998. I'm one of the lucky
00:37:08ones.
00:37:09We're all lucky. We've all found rooms.
00:37:17And he had flung the couch. And he had been watching a book.
00:37:28Arrhythmogenic right ventricular dysplasia. The first symptom of that is sudden death.
00:37:37He was a vegetarian. He was a runner. He was in perfect health.
00:37:48He was dead at 45. Just like that. And it's been four years.
00:38:07It feels like it was yesterday. And I think I'm actually more distraught now than I was then.
00:38:15I mean, at least then I was in shock. You know? And now the pain just never goes away.
00:38:31So I know where you're going, Erica. I'm sorry.
00:38:40It's okay. It's okay.
00:38:49I'm glad you came to the meeting.
00:38:58I needed a... I don't know. Lately, I can't... I don't know what's going on. I just...
00:39:17I don't even know what's real.
00:39:23I know. I feel like that, too. Sometimes I don't know whether I'm coming or I'm going.
00:39:36But I fight through it. And I go to a meeting.
00:39:44Because in the end, Carl, the only thing that's real is right now. This. You know? Connecting with people.
00:39:58I thank God for my job. I thank God for these meetings.
00:40:05Because without them, I'm not sure what I would do.
00:40:18Anyway. I haven't even asked you where you're from. Where are you from, Carl?
00:40:32From Yonkers. It's in New York. How? Is it nice?
00:40:44No. No? No. It's, uh... It's not nice. It's, uh...
00:40:53Johnkers.
00:40:58So, are you...
00:41:02Here on business? Or are you just passing through?
00:41:09I mean, I say that because Hedicombe is the kind of place that you just go through, not to, you
00:41:16know?
00:41:23You smell good.
00:41:29Hmm.
00:41:34I'm hungry.
00:41:39So, what do you do?
00:41:40I'm a security guard.
00:41:42What else?
00:41:44Hmm. What do you want to know?
00:41:46What songs do you like?
00:41:51Um...
00:41:52Polka.
00:41:53Music.
00:41:54Okay.
00:41:57You laugh a lot.
00:41:59I know. I'm sorry.
00:42:01Why are you sorry?
00:42:04You're beautiful when you laugh.
00:42:08Susan takes you down
00:42:11To her place near the river
00:42:16You can hear the boats go by
00:42:19And you can't spend the night beside her
00:42:23And you know that she's half crazy
00:42:27But that's why you want to be there
00:42:31And she feeds you tea
00:42:34Hmm. W.T.
00:42:36What about your recovery?
00:42:41One bite at a time.
00:42:44Sorry.
00:42:46Your turn.
00:42:50It's very strong.
00:42:58You like it?
00:43:02No?
00:43:03Um...
00:43:04I do not.
00:43:06And you want to travel with her
00:43:06And you want to travel blind
00:43:10And you know that she will trust you
00:43:15Before you touched her perfect body
00:43:18With your mind
00:43:21Okay.
00:43:23Henry.
00:43:23He was born with her
00:43:23And she got to dream
00:43:24That she was born in the church
00:43:27When she was a sinner
00:43:31And she was a sinner
00:43:31When she walked upon the water
00:43:35And she spent long time watching
00:43:38From his lonely wooden tower
00:43:42And she was a sinner
00:43:45Only drowning men could see him
00:43:50He said all men will be sailors
00:43:54Then until the seas shall free them
00:43:58But he himself was broken
00:44:01Stop, don't kiss me, okay?
00:44:05Just stop.
00:44:06Why?
00:44:07Because I'm not.
00:44:08I'll come at your boyfriend.
00:44:11Right.
00:44:13I like all that mushy shit.
00:44:16What is wrong with you, Carl?
00:44:19Fucking don't call me that!
00:44:21You don't fucking know me!
00:44:25Bitch, Jesus Christ.
00:44:39Oh, shit!
00:44:42Oh!
00:44:43I don't know.
00:45:26Real women don't get your nut off anymore.
00:45:36I know the feeling.
00:45:41There's poison in you there.
00:45:43It's sex all backed up, infected.
00:45:50Got to come out.
00:45:54But you always let me build a no good.
00:46:08Go ahead, bud.
00:46:14Get it out.
00:46:20No.
00:46:22Knock on that door there.
00:46:39Get in there, Timmy.
00:46:52Hey.
00:46:56You know what I am?
00:47:02You know, you're supposed to make an appointment first.
00:47:08But since we need this, I can squeeze you in.
00:47:33Kiss me.
00:47:38I don't, uh...
00:47:42You a cop, asshole?
00:47:46No.
00:47:48Then give me a kiss or get out.
00:48:06On my neck.
00:48:08Open out.
00:48:23I can't sing a loud touch.
00:48:25I can't sing a loud touch.
00:48:25I can't sing a loud touch.
00:48:46What's that?
00:48:48A donation.
00:48:49From yesterday.
00:48:55Just can't hide away.
00:49:19Are you sure you want this?
00:49:26And take your clothes off and lay down.
00:49:46I want to get over.
00:49:52I'm down.
00:49:55No, I've got home.
00:50:00No, I can't come away.
00:50:05Run yesterday.
00:50:30This guy called me out.
00:50:34Get up!
00:50:35Hold him down!
00:50:37Please, you're not what's going on.
00:50:39Get out of me!
00:50:43Get out of me!
00:50:59Motherfuckers.
00:51:01They ruined me.
00:51:04Those fucking kids broke everything.
00:51:08I know, Jimmy. I know.
00:51:12They broke me too.
00:51:13Why didn't they fix me?
00:51:18They could've fixed me.
00:51:20I was just a kid.
00:51:21How could I not even try?
00:51:25It's too fucking late.
00:51:29I know, Jimmy.
00:51:32There ain't a soul alive on this miserable planet that don't know how to break shit up.
00:51:39Pound it into powder.
00:51:41Like they did to you and me.
00:51:48Yeah.
00:51:51We closer than kin that way.
00:52:04The End
00:52:17Perfectly.
00:52:18PIANO PLAYS
00:53:00PIANO PLAYS
00:53:25PIANO PLAYS
00:53:26PIANO PLAYS
00:53:27PIANO PLAYS
00:53:28PIANO PLAYS
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00:53:51Um, I know that we were both a little high, and sometimes people get weird.
00:53:59And I just wanted to say that if I made you feel uncomfortable or if I came on too strong,
00:54:06I'm sorry.
00:54:12I guess I could kind of let my sense of hospitality just get away from me, but it's just because
00:54:21I really like you.
00:54:29You're disgusting.
00:54:45That's for you.
00:54:47I don't know.
00:55:01I don't know.
00:55:05I don't know.
00:55:07I don't know.
00:55:19I don't know.
00:56:20We'll visit you this weekend, and we can go to Six Flags, okay?
00:56:25I love you, Cookie.
00:56:27Have a great day.
00:56:30Love you.
00:56:31Bye.
00:56:36Lord of all paths of battle night,
00:56:40Beating to normal hands,
00:56:43Behold dominion over harm and mind.
00:56:46Lord, God of hosts,
00:56:49Be with us yet,
00:56:50Let we forget,
00:56:52Let we forget.
00:56:55Yes, the tumult and the shouting died.
00:56:59The captains and the kings...
00:57:19Is it cool enough in here, sweetie,
00:57:21or you want me to turn it down some more?
00:57:23Damn, Santa Ana's got so hot today, huh?
00:57:27No, this is fun.
00:57:31I guess we don't want it too cold, do we?
00:57:35No, we don't.
00:57:38Why don't you turn over for me, baby?
00:57:41Oh, God.
00:57:49I like the stylish of my clients' backs.
00:57:51What the hell?
00:57:54You got a nice one.
00:57:56You work out.
00:57:59Yeah, a little.
00:58:00Yeah.
00:58:02Yeah, does that feel good?
00:58:04Ah, yes.
00:58:06Yeah, relax.
00:58:07Oh, God.
00:58:14That's really nice.
00:58:20Oh, God.
00:58:22Oh, God.
00:58:22Get out!
00:58:24What about me?
00:58:25Get out of me!
00:58:26Look, I'm a fag.
00:58:28Look.
00:58:28I'm a fag!
00:58:30You think I fucking like that shit?
00:58:34That was disgusting!
00:58:37Fucking whore!
00:58:42Shit.
00:58:43I fucking hate it!
00:58:44I'm a fag!
00:58:44Oh, shit.
00:58:53You know what you're doing?
00:58:54I'm a fag!
00:58:55Oh, shit!
00:58:55Oh, shit.
00:59:01Come on.
00:59:02Oh, shit!
00:59:13It was an accident, huh?
00:59:16Me ending up in room next door to you?
00:59:20It's an accident.
00:59:22It's him.
00:59:23It's God.
00:59:24Fuck it with me again!
00:59:27I didn't ask for this shit!
00:59:29He made those kids do that for me.
00:59:32Fuck you!
00:59:47I don't know.
01:00:18This is what it's like to be a victim.
01:00:40I don't know.
01:00:41I don't know.
01:00:47I don't know.
01:01:15I don't know.
01:01:43I don't know.
01:01:52I don't know.
01:02:05I don't know.
01:02:11That is the true telling of a thing like this.
01:02:20I don't know.
01:02:22I don't know.
01:02:22I don't know.
01:02:50I don't know.
01:03:00I don't know.
01:03:23I don't know.
01:03:25I don't know.
01:03:55I don't know.
01:04:23I don't know.
01:04:25That's why I want to kill the whore.
01:04:28I'm gonna go to the spot where I worked.
01:04:36And they're gonna want to know everything about me.
01:04:46I don't know.
01:04:59But I don't know.
01:05:16Oh, my God.
01:05:40Oh, my God.
01:06:03Oh, my God.
01:06:08Oh, Jimmy.
01:06:16You had no say about the way he was born,
01:06:21but you got all say about the way it's gonna end.
01:06:28When they think of Jim Tonna, they're gonna fear him.
01:06:34They're not gonna think of the victim he was.
01:06:38They're gonna think of the victims he made.
01:06:42It's all over now.
01:06:44They're gonna do it.
01:06:56They're gonna do it.
01:07:00They're gonna do it.
01:07:17You
01:07:17We're talking this morning about this ton of guy they found out there in California some of the
01:07:22I got my family out here and I just wish I could you know I could have grabbed my hand
01:07:27He was abused as a child I think it's very clear that Tana and Marsnap were both victims of abuse
01:07:33And this is what's possible when victims of abuse do not receive some people are looking at this as a
01:07:39hate crime
01:07:40Obviously hate crime you know he's hating somebody means killing somebody
01:07:52It's very
01:07:54Very freaky being here
01:07:56It's like you can feel him
01:07:57His energy
01:08:02It's wild
01:08:03My hair is standing up
01:08:05I love it
01:08:23He Reich
01:08:35He
01:08:36He
01:08:36He
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