00:00I had some moments today where I could imagine doing the skiing, cross the finish line, and to have this
00:08moment actually kind of for myself, to connect with the people who can't be here, also the people who are
00:18here, but I don't get to see them immediately, and for my family who is back home, you know, for
00:26my dad who didn't get to see this.
00:28And this was a moment I have dreamed about. I've also been very scared of this moment. Everything in life
00:35that you do after you lose someone you love is like a new experience. It's like being born again, and
00:43I still have so many moments where I resist this.
00:50I don't want to be in life without my dad.
00:59And maybe today was the first time that I could actually accept this like reality, and instead of thinking I
01:17would be going in this moment without him,
01:20to take the moment to be silent with him.
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