00:00I had some moments today where I could imagine
00:04doing the skiing across the finish line
00:07and to have this moment actually
00:11kind of for myself
00:12to connect with the people who can't be here
00:17also the people who are here
00:18but I don't get to see them immediately
00:21and for my family who is back home
00:24you know for my dad who didn't get to see this
00:28and this was a moment I have dreamed about
00:31I've also been very scared of this moment
00:34everything in life that you do
00:36after you lose someone you love
00:38is like a new experience
00:40it's like being born again
00:43and I still have
00:46so many moments where I resist this
00:50I don't want to
00:51I don't want to be in life without my dad
00:54um
00:59and maybe today was the first time
01:06that I could actually accept this
01:11like reality
01:13and instead of thinking
01:16I would be going in this moment without him
01:20to
01:23to take the moment to be silent with him
01:27i know
01:27to come in
01:27and
01:27an
01:27i know
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