00:00It is on a day like this one, a little later, a little earlier, that you discover, without surprise, that something is wrong, that you don't know how to live, and that you never will.
00:23You don't know how to feel, you only know you should be seen feeling something.
00:30You wear your body slightly incorrectly, you swipe, you scroll without even thinking, you imitate others, you look at someone's profile as if you were not looking, you don't respond, you generate responses, instead of living you mimic a person who is living, day by day you become a machine, pretending to be a human, functioning, yet barely feeling.
00:59You come back to your room over and over again, as if you never went out.
01:08You remember a story about Antonioni, during the shooting of L'Eglise, he made Monica Vitti repeat the same walk over and over again, until the walk mean nothing.
01:23You are like that now, you sleep walk through streets, you swim in the city, as it were a river, you walk as if the walk means nothing, you don't know whether you are in a film, or in a dream.
01:45Or in a dream.
01:46You became a ghost lost in the city.
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