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Love Island All Stars S03E19
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00:12Previously on Love Island All Stars, the Americans made their moves.
00:18It does suck that we're not sharing the bed, though.
00:21Don't put your head on me while you say that.
00:23Don't be mugging me off.
00:24I love your mouth.
00:26I need to experience this.
00:27No, you can't.
00:28I do fancy you.
00:30Yeah.
00:30I love being in love.
00:31Loving life.
00:33God bless America.
00:35And the two fellas reunited.
00:39We're home.
00:44So nice to see you again.
00:45How was it?
00:46Good fun.
00:47So much fun.
00:49We need a chat at some point.
00:50Really?
00:51I'm so disappointed.
00:54Do you know what, babe?
00:55With all due respect, leave me alone.
00:57I understand that Belle's really upset.
00:59I'm in here to meet potential boyfriend.
01:02I haven't just come here with the shits and gigs.
01:04Don't look at you like that.
01:05I will look at you like that.
01:07I've got some fear with Lucinda.
01:08Is it, yeah?
01:09I'm really sorry.
01:10You were sorry the first time.
01:12You were sorry the second time.
01:14He does deserve it.
01:15Do you want me to believe that?
01:18You're okay.
01:24Tonight, relationships hit the rocks.
01:30For my friend to get with the girl who I said I really, really like.
01:33Especially when he's already got a good thing.
01:35It's not the greatest for you.
01:36I genuinely don't want you to be upset.
01:38I see for it.
01:39You do what you've got to do.
01:40You deserve each other.
01:41I think I need to let you go to let you go.
02:02There were fireworks when Belle confronted Lucinda about her behaviour.
02:07Now it's Tommy's turn.
02:08Although this one is less fireworks and more some sparklers in a bucket of sand.
02:15How have you been?
02:16I've been good, yeah.
02:17Have you?
02:18I've been getting to know Keira.
02:19We've had a couple of kisses.
02:22I don't know, like, it's still early days for me, I'll be honest.
02:24Like, I do want to spend more time with her, but I'm just not sure.
02:27I feel like there may be something missing, I'll be honest with you.
02:30Yeah.
02:30But I was just trying to explore the connections.
02:32No, I'm happy and obviously Sean told you what's been going on over here.
02:35Yeah, yeah, so he said he's been, obviously, spending a lot of time with you.
02:38Yeah.
02:39He was shitting himself less than to tell me.
02:40Yeah, we know both of us were shitting ourselves to tell you,
02:43because we were like, I don't know.
02:45I feel like we've just both been brewing in this, like, guilt.
02:48Where is your head at at the minute, then?
02:49Are you pretty, like, set on Sean?
02:51Obviously, everyone's open.
02:52Yeah, obviously, I am quite set on Sean.
02:55I think, like, we and Sean have, like, a really good thing.
02:58Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:58And, like, I think it's just really difficult because, like,
03:02I feel like both of you are very much my type.
03:04And it's like, you're not very far away from each other.
03:07You know what I mean?
03:08Yeah, I know.
03:09We're both running out and a half away.
03:12It's a very similar type and, like...
03:14Of course, yeah, no, I get it.
03:16Yeah.
03:16It's a difficult situation, Tommy.
03:18Of course.
03:18I'm, like, I'm here for myself.
03:20Like, I want to make sure that whoever I'm with is the right person for me.
03:23Yeah, yeah.
03:24This whole Belle thing has just been a bit much tonight, I'm not going to lie, but...
03:29What have you spoke to Belle today?
03:30She doesn't want to speak to me.
03:31Yeah, shouting at me and looking at me like I'm down at the bottom of her show.
03:34I think the reason she's so upset is because she was talking about Sean a lot.
03:37Yeah.
03:38And she was like, I can't wait to see Sean again, can't wait to see Sean again.
03:41You know, when you spend time away from each other, it makes you realise, like,
03:44it's a bit make or break, really, isn't it?
03:46Yeah.
03:46Yeah, I'm glad I'm back.
03:49Are you?
03:50Yeah.
03:52I was there, so I was like, I'll go with an open mind.
03:54I'll go with an open mind.
03:55And then I was talking, and then, like, I'm talking for one minute, and then all of a sudden,
04:00you're brought up.
04:01And as soon as I went over there, I was like, oh, yeah, I am open.
04:04I was like, but it'd be very, very, very hard to make me switch up.
04:06Yeah.
04:07And then I was like, I was like, oh, you said I was Italian.
04:09I'm saying it's heavy people.
04:10I was like, oh, you know what I mean?
04:13Good.
04:14You know what I mean?
04:14Yeah.
04:14I was happy to be cool, though, so.
04:15OK, fine.
04:16I'm going to be cool.
04:17Ah, lovely.
04:19Look at her smile.
04:20That's her first smile she's had in about three fucking days.
04:22I've been miserable.
04:24Sorry.
04:35I hope there's a recap in now.
04:37Right now.
04:38You've been enjoying the bit long?
04:40Uh, it's been boring, to be fair.
04:42Oh, you're missing the noise.
04:44You've been having all the fun over there.
04:45Yeah.
04:46But now.
04:47I just think, before you went, obviously, the comment that you made
04:50about rather of me going home than Shaq.
04:53That was nothing against us.
04:56Just double question everything.
04:57Mm.
04:58Yeah.
05:00But, yeah, I just wanted to, like, the...
05:02I just wanted to know where your head was at with things.
05:05I'm confused.
05:06I'll be sober.
05:06I'm just, like, confused.
05:07What made me confused was that comment.
05:10You deeped it properly.
05:10I did...
05:11It sunk in.
05:12And I was like, because you've said it, has that come from, like, real meaning?
05:16I don't want to bring anything to do with what's happened over there
05:18into this conversation, because I...
05:20This is the conversation I wanted to have before.
05:21Yeah, I know, until we got shipped away, yeah.
05:24Um, how are you feeling about things?
05:26About me and you?
05:28So much has happened.
05:29Oh, yeah.
05:30I feel like with you, I'm a slow burner, because we laugh a lot.
05:33Yeah.
05:34We've not had the opportunity to get, like, necessarily deep, deep.
05:37He read me straight away.
05:38Mm-hm.
05:39Like, the depth was, like, more...
05:40It's just been, like, in 24 hours was probably, like, the same as, like,
05:45the first five days of you.
05:49I understand that your connection must be quite good.
05:52I was gasped when I saw Yeamon, like, I'm not going to lie, like, I was, like...
05:56Your type.
05:57Everything about it, I was just like, yeah, but...
05:59Everything's confusing.
06:01Right, OK.
06:01Like, it's just all confusing for me right now.
06:03Mm-hm.
06:04Yeah.
06:06I asked Curtis what his least favourite dance is.
06:09He said, do you know what?
06:10I hate that American smooth.
06:12Millie jumped in and said, excuse me?
06:14His name's Zach.
06:16So, what was the chat, like, over there?
06:18Er, yeah, the nights are all good.
06:20They're all nice people.
06:23What did Zach say?
06:24He said, he is sort of locked on you.
06:30Yeah.
06:31He said he's a little bit locked on you, yeah.
06:33So, yeah, so I feel like out of all of the three guys,
06:37he was the one that I was getting to know the most.
06:40Did you have a nice time, though? Was it good?
06:42It was.
06:43Yeah.
06:44I feel like I had an instant connection with them.
06:46Yeah.
06:47And, erm...
06:50Like, we had a kiss in a challenge,
06:52and then we did kiss again outside of the challenge,
06:56and then that...
06:56Errgh!
06:58I'm joking!
06:59We showed the bed together every night.
07:04It was an instant spark.
07:05Yeah, I don't know what else to say.
07:07I don't know what else to say.
07:08I mean, me fucking either, to be fair.
07:11I don't know what to say.
07:15Come here.
07:16Well, I'm happy that you've, er...
07:18You're happy.
07:19I'm like, thank you.
07:19Thanks for being nice about it.
07:23I'm not going to be horrible about it, am I?
07:25There's no point of knowing you for a couple of days,
07:27and you have every right to do whatever you need and want to do.
07:32I know, and I...
07:33It took me by surprise.
07:34Like, I didn't think...
07:35I didn't think that I was...
07:38going to connect with someone.
07:39Some things aren't going to be in the end of the world.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Shit happens, doesn't it?
07:45Have you been OK, though?
07:46Err...
07:48Yeah, I've been fine.
07:50Yeah?
07:50Yeah.
07:51Are you saying it like that?
07:52I was upset on one day.
07:54I just think, when I...
07:55Well, I just think,
07:57oh, I can't be asked to get into it,
07:58it's something on the truth.
07:59I'll end up crying again.
08:00Oh, no, don't!
08:02No!
08:02Look, now I'm getting off sound.
08:03It's fucking ridiculous.
08:04I know, and it's not your fault.
08:06I think it is, it's just, yeah.
08:08I think I just maybe got more feelings faster.
08:12And, yeah, so...
08:13Oh, no, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
08:15Shall we go sit? Come.
08:18Err, fucking hell.
08:26I'm a big boy, I can handle it.
08:28But also, like, such an intense environment.
08:31And, like, listen, I literally got upset up there on the terrace,
08:34because I felt like, oh, my God, like, why am I feeling like this?
08:38You're such a nice person, and, like, you know, there was that,
08:40but then I just, there was something missing with you.
08:43The funny I love can bring you God right down
08:49When you should have been watching
08:52I know everything I do
08:57Feels like I lose, lose
09:00It's never nice, is it?
09:01Obviously, I mean, yeah, I feel gutted and shit, but it...
09:04I just want you to be happy and stuff, so, yeah, it is what it is.
09:07Oh, no, I don't like seeing you cry. I don't like it, or I don't like that.
09:10No, you don't.
09:12I just, yeah, I mean, I didn't expect to come in here
09:16and actually have feelings for someone quite fast, and I did with you, so, yeah.
09:20But it's not the end of the world.
09:23Stop. I can't actually sit here and watch you cry.
09:26No, it's fine.
09:29I'm really sorry.
09:30Don't be sorry. You don't, don't be sorry at all.
09:32You don't need to be sorry.
09:34I liked Mil. I really liked her.
09:37Ah, it's just a kick in the teeth into, you know, when you do actually like someone,
09:42and that happens, and you get on your horse, and yeah, you keep going, you know?
09:47How are you?
10:00Yeah.
10:01For a season.
10:01Ready for me.
10:02See you guys.
10:04Hey.
10:05Should we go to the terrace?
10:06We can go anywhere you want. Honestly, I need a tour, so, yeah.
10:12How are you?
10:13No, I just had an awful job.
10:16Yeah.
10:17We'll talk about it when we get on the stairs.
10:18Yeah, yeah, yeah.
10:19Actually wait, Curtis might be in there.
10:20Oh.
10:29Have you not just been in any conversations about what's been going on?
10:37Curtis is in there.
10:38Go down, go down.
10:39OK, OK.
10:39Go down.
10:42Curtis, bless him, he's sitting in the bedroom,
10:44and I've walked in on him, and Zach's behind me, and oh my God, just like really awkward.
10:53Oh, how are you feeling?
10:56I feel awful.
10:57Yeah.
10:58He's just cried.
10:59It's hard, I'm sorry.
11:03Oh, you haven't got to say sorry to me.
11:06Or sorry to anyone.
11:07Well, I mean, it's hard to have those conversations, you know?
11:10Like, it's never easy.
11:13Especially when somebody is, like, so passionate about it.
11:15Like, that's never fun to do.
11:17And he does seem like a great person, so.
11:20You're so nice.
11:23So are you.
11:26Mm-hm.
11:30So...
11:33..where are we going to sleep?
11:34Mm-hm.
11:36I feel like it would be really weird if we were kissing in bed and Curtis was next to us.
11:39Yeah.
11:41There is one place that we could sleep, seeing as we're not in a couple.
11:46Hmm.
11:48Do you know where that would be?
11:49No.
11:50I've never been there.
11:55Huh.
11:57Is that an invite?
12:00No, yeah, I think that'd be great.
12:02Oh, really?
12:03Yeah.
12:04Yeah?
12:05So you would be down for that?
12:07Oh, yeah.
12:08Hell yeah.
12:09Yes.
12:16Oh, yeah.
12:24Tommy was really chill about Lucinda and Sean earlier,
12:26but something tells me he has a long career in politics ahead,
12:30because this man loves a U-turn.
12:34Do you think she actually really liked Sean,
12:36or do you think she's just fucking with him?
12:38Because...
12:38No, I think she's fucking with it.
12:39Like, there's opportunity and it's boredom, like, from both ends.
12:43Yeah, yeah.
12:43I don't buy it.
12:44I know.
12:45Literally, in the last two days, all they've had is a few chats.
12:49I don't understand how in, like, two or three chats,
12:52they can go from Sean shutting things down,
12:54completely with Belle, and he's going to dead things off of her.
12:56If that's the way he feels, then, you know, there's nothing wrong with that,
12:58but more, like, Lucinda's in.
13:00Like, for coming in and stealing Kieran from Sammy, causing the drama,
13:04to go and seek regard to me, kissing me, and then me going off.
13:09And Sean, you reckon he's just going to end up getting hurt out of all of this.
13:13Yeah.
13:14I think so.
13:15I've got to be honest with you, I've not felt like a spark like this with somebody.
13:18We've had great convo.
13:20For me to open up and say them things about a girl to, like, my best friend in here.
13:23And then for him...
13:24And then for me to leave for, like, two nights.
13:25And him do that.
13:26And for my friend to get with the girl who I said I really, really like.
13:29Especially when he's already got a good thing himself.
13:32Yeah, exactly.
13:32And it's not the greatest feeling, I'll be honest.
13:35I think to come back and to see, like, my brother in here is cracking on with the
13:39girl that I sort of spoke to him about, it's a little bit of a kick in the teeth,
13:43to be honest with you.
13:45Lucinda's tried twice to talk to Belle to no avail.
13:48So now she's going to try a new tack.
13:51Talking at her.
13:58I'm going to go get some treats.
14:00Sorry, guys.
14:00You OK, Belle?
14:02I know you don't want to talk to me and I totally get it, to be honest.
14:05But I would be the exact same.
14:07Huh?
14:08I'd leave it for a night.
14:09Yeah, I will leave it for a night.
14:11Because I know that it's obviously very painful.
14:13And you obviously don't want to talk to me.
14:15And I'm probably the worst person in the world right now that you want to talk to.
14:17But I just want to tell you that I don't mean it from a malicious intent.
14:22And I genuinely don't want you to be upset.
14:24But I know this sounds whatever.
14:26I think we both know what it is.
14:28Yeah.
14:29I get that.
14:30I get that.
14:30I see through it, babe.
14:31Respectfully, I see through it.
14:32I see through what?
14:33I see through what?
14:34I see through what?
14:35I see through it.
14:37You do what you've got to do.
14:38You deserve each other.
14:40Good luck.
14:45Honestly, I've never seen someone look so fucking sexy while they cry.
14:52I look insane when I cry.
14:53It's like, oh, cry dog.
14:56It's fine, cry, babe.
14:57It's not worth it, babe.
14:59It's actually not worth it.
15:01I know this is really, really hard for you right now, but let her be, let her be angry.
15:05Yeah, I'm letting all the shots fire, Nils.
15:07I'm just going, yeah, okay, well, you know what?
15:09You fucking attack me overnight.
15:11I've been so sick after you over there.
15:13Have you?
15:13I knew you were, because I could see you over there, and I was like, Mils wouldn't let that happen.
15:17Also, at the same time, it's all a bit wild, but...
15:22This is Belle.
15:23She's an emotional girl, and she's valuing her feelings.
15:28I don't know what she means by that.
15:29I genuinely don't know what she means.
15:32But let her be emotional tonight, and then we'll deal with it in the morning.
15:40Yeah.
15:42Yeah?
15:42Yeah.
15:43I think so.
15:44Just leave her alone now.
15:45Yeah.
15:46I'm going to stop it now.
15:48It's going to be over some time.
15:50Yeah.
15:51I think so, too.
15:53God, what a day.
15:55Carrington, just so you know, mate, the decking is a no smouldering area,
15:59because there's a lot of steps, and you might, um...
16:02Oh, forget it.
16:03Oh, we just have done a second.
16:10Shall I go grab it?
16:12Go on, Elena.
16:14Shall I go to Secret Garden?
16:15You've got a Secret Garden.
16:16Go on.
16:26Did you see me fucking fall on my ass?
16:30You missed your step there, darling.
16:32You're not very steady on your feet, are you?
16:38Just makes things exciting, doesn't it?
16:40This is exciting.
16:44The most exciting I've had this whole trip.
16:46Welcome to my humble abode.
16:48Welcome to my gaff.
16:51How are you feeling?
16:53Good.
16:54Feel good?
16:55Yeah, I feel good.
16:56Really, amongst all the drama, do you want me to move this for you?
16:58The drama's not with me.
17:02Man, that's tough.
17:06Tough situation for her.
17:07Shit situation.
17:08Very shit.
17:09Glad I'm not in that situation.
17:10But how do you feel about that situation?
17:12Obviously, you were getting to know her now that Sean may be out of the picture.
17:17It doesn't change the fact that we had a couple of days where it's just stagnant,
17:20and, you know, I'm not thinking this situation can change that, you know what I mean?
17:26Like, I don't know, I don't know what she's expecting, but I'm not...
17:30Hanging on in there for the second option thing.
17:34No, I'm not super thrilled about that.
17:37How do you feel about me being in here?
17:40I'm glad you're back.
17:41I mean, I'm not gonna lie.
17:42Like, when I first came back that first night, I was like, yeah, fuck the Americans.
17:47I would have said the same thing.
17:48Yeah, I was like, I don't want to...
17:50I would have been a prick about it, yeah.
17:51When you made that decision, and then you had, like, the next two days, did you ever think about me?
17:56I did.
17:57I legitimately was like, hmm, I wonder how this would be going if we had picked you.
18:02I think you or anyone would feel the same way.
18:04You'd be thinking, like...
18:06What else could be going on?
18:07Yeah, what else could be going on if I had just simply said a different name?
18:13In here, I feel like I haven't really had that, like, connection with anyone.
18:15Not that we've, like, had a connection like that, but, like, I fancy it.
18:19But I feel like I didn't really give you much.
18:20I don't know, I kind of feel like two peas in a pod situation.
18:23What with us two?
18:24Yeah.
18:24I'm glad you're back.
18:25We're definitely getting to know each other quite a bit.
18:42You know, Belle rated me a nine.
18:44I know.
18:44What would you have rated it?
18:46Please just say a ten.
18:488.5.
18:49I'll take it.
18:50As long as it's above an eight, I set you up.
18:55Do you know what it is in here?
18:57I think sometimes you've just got to shoot your shot.
18:59He's come back into the villa.
19:01I was like, I'm going for it.
19:03I'm taking him straight to the secret garden.
19:05But we had a little kiss and, yeah, it was good.
19:08Like, I mean, I'm keen for Carrington.
19:11It's the first night our Brits and Americans are spending together and they're really getting
19:29into the spirit of it.
19:30I mean, Zach and Millie are even going to the hideaway to explore this special relationship.
19:43Oh, long day.
19:45It's been very eventful.
19:48Are you sleeping in bed together?
19:49No, he can fuck off.
19:50If I walk up there and he's in my bed, he's going on David.
19:52How was your chat, Helena?
20:02Yeah, good.
20:02Yeah?
20:07Huh?
20:07Huh?
20:08Yeah.
20:09Oh, my God.
20:17Oh, my God.
20:23She's had a connection with Zach, much better.
20:27So I think it's Dawn.
20:30Isn't this fun?
20:40I'm so glad all of you are back here as well.
20:45Oh, you're actually holding it like an actual bartender as well.
20:50Cheers.
20:55It's my fault, and that's fine.
20:57I've tried my best to go about things as respectfully as possible.
21:00You've got to do what you feel is right for you.
21:06Oh.
21:06Where am I going to sit?
21:09And you.
21:09Where am I staying?
21:11Don't care.
21:11Not my problem.
21:13That ain't happening.
21:15Fair enough.
21:18I wouldn't be fucking out you can say that to your actions for the last three days.
21:22I will.
21:27What are you going to show on?
21:28Fucking made to look like a fucking idiot.
21:30Every action has a consequence.
21:36Wait, you're not in a bed with Belle?
21:38No.
21:39She kicked me out.
21:40That's not good, is it?
21:43I'm amazed I've got you.
21:45I never have much luck, do I?
21:47Did he ever really want to be with me?
21:50We're ridiculous, aren't we?
21:52I know, we're crazy.
21:56What's your middle name?
21:57Grace.
21:58Grace.
21:59Okay, what's your last name?
22:00Woodworth.
22:02Woodworth?
22:03Yeah.
22:03Millie Woodworth.
22:06MGW.
22:08I think it sounds good, don't you?
22:12Night.
22:12Hi there, buddy.
22:13Night.
22:14Night.
22:19This is so nice.
22:20I just don't feel like you come across people like you often.
22:24You seem pretty rare yourself there, Mills.
22:27Millie Grace.
22:29Stop her.
22:29Stop her.
22:30Something about your love.
22:34Feel like I'm on the edge of the earth, the unknown.
22:42And something about your love.
22:45Feel like you are a star that I've always known.
22:52Tech.
22:53Let's see bit searing.
22:54Talk.
22:56about sharing.
22:58Hope has followed us.
23:00What are you?
23:02I don't know.
23:03This is pretty.
23:05I think we can do life again.
23:06Talk to this is the way it's still.
23:09Talk to me, outta moore.
23:10All be strong than okay.
23:11It's always gone
23:13Famously, our islanders lived their life by the mantra
23:29Never go to sleep on an argument
23:31So instead, they went to sleep on about five of them
23:35Good work, team
23:36It was nice to be in here, away from everyone else, wasn't it?
23:48Did you feel me be Big Spoon?
23:52It's hot
23:52Good morning, everybody
23:56Good morning
23:56I'm excited for the first day in the big villa
24:00Oh, girls, stay out of trouble today for me
24:02I feel like I just need to get it off my chest
24:05Because I feel like I couldn't really talk to her about it, to be honest
24:08Just got to shout it out
24:10Can't you sleep here, Rob?
24:14I slept well
24:15But then I woke up
24:17Good morning
24:18Good morning
24:25Good morning
24:26Good morning
24:27Do you just enjoy your man sandwich?
24:31Good morning
24:32I'm pretty good
24:33Good morning
24:34Good morning
24:35Good morning
24:36Good morning
24:38How are you doing?
24:39Morning
24:40Good morning
24:41Our YouTube are glowing
24:42Yeah
24:43How's the right way?
24:44It was nice
24:45It was really nice
24:46It was really nice
24:47It was love
24:48You enjoy yourself?
24:50Yeah
24:51Anything God
24:52You know
24:53You show yourself?
24:54You'll find it hard, never fail.
24:57Enjoy yourself?
24:59Yeah.
25:00Anything go down?
25:02Nothing crazy.
25:03You had a little snog and snuggle.
25:05I don't fucking regret not getting to know him either.
25:08A bit like he's going to me in the moment.
25:10I'm so obsessed with you.
25:12You're amazing.
25:13Take Helen and see God and kiss her.
25:15Same man, different fucking continent.
25:17What's happening with Lucinda now?
25:18She's always set her short.
25:20She's set her short?
25:21Yeah, yeah.
25:22None of it makes sense with Lucinda.
25:23I can't wrap my head around the shit she does and says.
25:26Oh, walk it away
25:29Could've been my disco car girl
25:33But you rode up into the sunset
25:36With that disco car girl
25:39Oh, child.
25:41Oh.
25:42You could've been my disco car girl
25:46Ooh, ah.
25:48Without that disco car girl
25:51Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
25:54Here they'd be my disco car girl
25:56But you rode up into the sunset without me
25:58Yeah, it's nice being back.
26:04I had a nice couple of days away from you.
26:05But was missing the boys.
26:06I had a lovely time.
26:07I had some really good connections with all the girls.
26:09with all the girls still going to talk to all of them well definitely like for me right now sure
26:13is like my number one yeah i mean like fancier the most i feel like our connection is probably
26:17the strongest right now what's going on with you and uh you and wet obviously we're still
26:21staying we're coupled up we're staying in the same bed and she's gone and like kissed
26:26yamin right in front of me that was like i think where i need to draw the line yeah that's just
26:31muggy yeah before bedtime obviously i've kissed yamin oh obviously conan was there do you feel
26:37like you're like that's completely dead for you you feel like it's still there we can still speak
26:43like obviously i'm getting to the game and getting to know connor he's now got three beautiful women
26:47to get to know as well and i mean we'll see where the tide takes us about jack you got cozy yesterday
26:56he's really really sweet and i'm not used to sweet i usually date assholes so it's a nice change
27:02it's only been a few days but i do like where it's going mary moos how is it why yeah
27:10my gaff he had a few snogs he's such a good kid honestly the best kiss i've probably ever had
27:18no way ever the spot there that you've been missing yeah speak to curtis yeah we spoke class
27:24night how was that um he didn't realize like how strong of feelings he had for me bless him i just
27:31think he's a very emotional person wears his heart on his sleeve doesn't he how are you feeling
27:35curtis yeah i mean i can't just switch off my emotions like that i'm not gonna lie i'm not a
27:39bloody robot um but we've all gone through that yeah situation that you've been in right now all your
27:45connections are done you've explored as much as you can and then things can here can just change you
27:48just know quickly like i can test through to that right so like literally today is a bitter pill to
27:53swallow i guess but you just got to look at it as a brand new day have a short memory definitely
27:57yeah i'm really enjoying getting to know tommy some more i think i'm searching for a little bit
28:04more uh pursuit you know and like i want to be courted i i don't know if i've really gotten that
28:11side of him and i don't know if it's just because he's shy or like i know the lucinda thing has been
28:16weighing on him with the whole um like lucinda thing maybe it's bothered me more than i thought it
28:22would have just the way it's all played out but i don't really care about her the thing that's on
28:26my mind is just the sean thing and the fact he was he's my best friend and i told my best friend
28:31all these things about a girl that i fancy gone for three days come back and my best friend i told
28:36that to is now because it wouldn't matter how many days that happened on the outside yeah i wouldn't go
28:39anywhere near i just don't know if a best friend would be would act like that the last 24 hours i've
28:45had carrington in my ear telling me how obsessed he is with me how they sat in the other house never got deep
28:50blah blah blah and then he comes in and within three seconds he's kissing helena in the secret
28:56garden yesterday was fun just helena is just exciting a lot of sense she's very funny man it's it's rare
29:03for me to to get laughing but um she had me laughing quite a bit i do need to talk with bell as well
29:11obviously yeah going pretty hard for her and my only concern is this i've noticed a shift in her energy
29:17since the blow up had happened with sean clearly he's done in her eyes over at the american villa
29:24sure we had a conversation we got along she brought up respect a lot about sean and i appreciate that
29:29but you can still kind of further the dialogue and be interested in someone while being respectful
29:34and i feel like we just kind of hit a wall at one point i don't want to feel like she's
29:38pursuing me now all of a sudden just because this yeah sure now are you feeling my friend i mean last
29:47night was oh it was a grilling i think i tried my best to explain how i felt you know if i really
29:54really liked i wouldn't have acted in the way i did and i can't help how i felt towards lucinda i hope
29:59she finds someone amazing and i just don't think i was her her person he's a weak man and a weak man
30:05doesn't deserve a strong woman preacher are you going to speak to um since i haven't got nothing
30:12to say to her she knows exactly what i think of her and i think it's evident and to be honest with
30:17you i don't feel like it's my job to validate her shittiness but does she want to have a conversation
30:24with me so i can make her feel better and tell her it's all right it ain't all right i think if you
30:28do speak to bell just ask her once but if she doesn't want to speak to you i think allow her to be
30:32honest i think i'm actually going to wait until she comes to me because it was quite clear yesterday
30:36that she absolutely did not want to speak to me like i came anywhere near her circumference and
30:41it was literally i was getting yelled at saying leave me alone
30:50connor's debating ending things with whitney and while we're at it i'm debating ending my modeling
30:56career with men's health magazine yeah i do like i like the hair today it's cool oh now you want to
31:02comfort me no i just wanted to have a chat i just think it's one of them ones where i'm not going to
31:08carry on putting energy into you when i know you've got something good going on over there i think as
31:14well after like last night that was like the cherry on the top for me like the kiss in front of me it
31:19wasn't right in front of you it was but anyways i just think with that it's kind of just solidified
31:25things and like i want you to find someone i want you to and i want you to find someone so yeah today
31:32you're just going to be getting to know people yeah i put in a good word for you anyways everyone
31:35knows you're a great guy and you're fine so so yeah i just think with me and you we draw a line in the
31:40sound of that okay um but i do wish you all the best and you're a lovely girl and vice versa you're like
31:44the best person ever cool yeah good besties besties give me a cuddle give me a cuddle
31:54i already feel the pressure of fucking bells and helena
32:00i can feel it in the air
32:04yeah it's like having options is cool
32:09in a normal way but when you're all in the same spot it's just
32:13yeah it just is so like uncomfortable i think bell's pretty pissed
32:19at what me yeah she shouldn't be mad at me well she's just you know
32:28i think upset at the entirety of last night yeah if she wants to take it on me that's fine but
32:32the reality is i'm not going to turn down a kiss
32:35yeah yeah she's just mad at everything i think right now which i get it
32:42uh-oh tommy's pulled sean for a chat this is gonna be a heated rivalry someone give those boys some
32:54hockey sticks oh yeah just um wanted to catch up with you yeah yeah i know we had the chat obviously
33:01yesterday yeah i do obviously i do stand on everything i said the only thing that i feel
33:09inside is obviously i see you as like my best friend in here yeah and lucinda was on my mind a lot
33:17yeah so to come back and like find out like my best friend is sort of let's say cracking on but
33:25like it seems like it you know i mean you're very close now um i don't know i just had to
33:30get it off my chest a bit because i think we are good friends but it has been playing them on
33:33mind no i know and like yeah i'm sorry i don't know what to do in this situation
33:42you know when me and lucinda have been together it's just been like selfishly thinking for
33:47ourselves and you know like i i don't i can only apologize no no i'm not deeply sorry i'm not like
33:55you don't have to be sorry man in the day it just shocked me a little bit to come back and find out
33:59obviously i spoke to you about this girl that i really really liked and then to come back and see
34:04you sort of with her sorry bro don't be sorry man it is what it is bro
34:11i don't know you any more soon as all your clothes hit the floor
34:27connor is learning about the rules of comedy rule number one if you laugh at your own joke normally
34:33the other person will join in out of embarrassment it's always what for me
34:37i think i'm like 5 11 but i say i'm six foot
34:40oh i heard six feet just round up we'll round it up to that but yeah how are you uh how are you
34:49getting on are you enjoying yourself things going good i am enjoying myself it's been such a great like
34:56first day already right yeah how are you i'm good i mean i've just had a like chat with wit and we've just
35:02kind of drew a line under it with friends and i think i feel like a weight's been lifted i don't
35:07like no hard feelings but i just think you just have to be honest with yourself and i want to get
35:11to know people so what are you like in a relationship then i'm very hard to like get into a relationship
35:16with because i'm like waiting to see if this is right for me right but once i'm in a relationship
35:22like i'm so loyal i'm all for that person but i'm definitely like a lover very affectionate
35:29keep you on your toes i like that because it's like it shows that you care about that person
35:35but then also at the same time i could play i could play the flip where i'm quite independent and i
35:40like i like to have my time but then i like obviously like there's that feeling you have when
35:46you're with someone you care about yeah like separate time but together and going and doing my
35:50thing with the boys and then obviously there's going out on dates like i like to be able to share the
35:55love if you know what i mean i love that how was your other seasons like what was your experience
36:00like good to be fair i was an og on both of them i made it to the end on both of them but i mean
36:05nothing clearly lasted nothing worked i mean otherwise you wouldn't be here right yeah exactly
36:09i mean i hope you wouldn't be here if something was working for you on the outside nothing's working
36:13for me on the outside i don't really date though to be fair why not just don't don't have time don't
36:18do it i date to marry i want to have kids one day yeah how many kids you want i want two potentially
36:26more boy and girl oh okay i want two kids i want two boys but if i have a little girl i see a little
36:32girl i could see you being a girl dad too though she'd be my little princess i know she'd be spoiled
36:37today i could tell spoiled today yeah i wouldn't be able to say no to her i don't think and that's why
36:43i want two boys yeah what's your normal type look some personality if you're the truth so someone
36:47athletic someone with ambition somebody that's um like me so you're describing me i actually sort
36:53of i'm at the moment just need to get to know you a bit more yeah uh i just thought it was nice
36:59yeah good girl how are you and tommy we're good we're good um well i love it stop that was so
37:08wait wait did you did you think there was a butt coming i felt like there was so who is your top
37:14sorry i mean you're clearly up there you're feeling up there now sorry to break up the party but any
37:20chance i could steal kira for a chat oh i thought you're gonna steal me i'm sorry bro i'll get to
37:25you later we got plenty of time we got plenty of time of course where should we go sorry about that
37:30you want to go it's a good chat sorry but you want to go fire but maybe sure yeah enjoy thinking of
37:36somewhere with a bit of shade guys see you in a bit how are you you all right good i haven't
37:42chatted with you since i know it's been a minute since we got here i know i'm sorry it's been busy
37:46busy it's just like so much has been going on the chaos i know the madness you're settling in how you
37:52doing good how are your situations doing obviously i know you and tommy were really getting to know
37:56each other over there yeah i love getting to know him and he makes me laugh um there's a butt coming
38:02there's a blood sounded like there was a book i was explaining to curtis and he's like i'm hearing
38:05a butt coming oh no um come on let me hear it i know he had a conversation with lucinda
38:12and today i i haven't even seen him i think he's going i think he's having a tough morning to be
38:17fair yeah and so i wanted to pull him but like you know i i don't i don't even see him also at the
38:23same time like i really love when a man pursues me i mean the reason i pulled you for a chat is just
38:29to let you know that you know obviously i am still open like you know we i think we did have
38:32some really good chats in the villa and i would obviously not shutting things down or anything
38:37like that with anybody in here or locking in on anybody right now but like obviously i do still
38:41want to get to know you a lot more i do think you're an amazing girl i think our chats have been great
38:46bell has had a tough morning she cannot find her water bottle anywhere and she's going to be
38:51absolutely raging when she finds out who's taking it how are you not ideal not gonna lie okay had
39:00better days i mean i need to speak to bell because i feel like i just don't want this to drag on for
39:05so long and yeah i know maybe she won't come up to me and that's fair enough yeah well yeah do you want
39:13to go for a chat not really okay that's that jesus do you want to come with us on the sunday yeah yeah
39:24what do you what do you want to get out of the conversation do you know obviously i don't want
39:28her being really upset with me yeah constantly so it'd be nice obviously for her to kind of like
39:34hear my side of the story but i don't actually necessarily think it's majorly me that's in the
39:41wrong not gonna lie well yeah we talk yeah i just tried to speak to bell again and she said no
39:51really yeah i mean i'm gonna speak to her at some point but i don't think she wants to talk to me either
39:58so what are we gonna do just never speak to her we'll have a time to speak to her i think
40:04i just want to know what you're thinking like how you're feeling um i feel better today
40:09i think yesterday was a lot like being away coming back it was a lot if that didn't happen
40:18like how would you be feeling towards i wouldn't have felt any different towards our situation
40:24i would have had a conversation with him said that you know we're getting to know each other and
40:29would have carried on or progressed i need to sit across like around a business meeting yeah i know
40:34it would have progressed however it would have yeah yeah no and i know i appreciate that yeah
40:40i think the only thing overhanging now is you and your behavior talking around people yeah well what
40:46what with my behavior like chatting with new people you went from the morning telling me that you're
40:50obsessed with me and how beautiful i am and how amazing i am walking in in three minutes and kissing
40:55someone else so this is why i don't believe words i feel like coming in here with new people is just
41:01chatting around doesn't mean i don't think you're still the ichro you are and i think everyone
41:05knows that like you have you're still beautiful get that so don't feel like everything i said the
41:11main thing that i liked about you was how you beelined and you said what you said and you made a
41:15decision and stuck in it and as soon as we've got back here that's changed values have changed i want
41:21to say values have changed well i would but that's fair enough from my perspective i get your saying
41:28that had nothing to do with us but in a way it kind of can feel that way you know imagine so that's
41:36why i tried to reassure you on that and i got a little excited last night i do admit i apologize that
41:41you know hurt your feelings obviously i don't want to hurt your feelings i was just excited
41:46new people terrible timing so i apologize for that so i appreciate it i mean it yep
41:54what now yeah oh my god come on we're gonna go for a little chat me and sean leave you to it
42:11it's just it's just so just in our fucking phase isn't it
42:34they actually make me feel sick this is the longest walk ever
42:43i'll keep it laughing yeah i know
42:45vile it's not funny absolutely fucking vile it's actually not funny i ain't funny
42:53oh we're safe we're sorry now we're safe oh my god no
43:01what do you mean no why are you sitting so far away come over here
43:04what do you think i mean no why are you laughing in front of my fucking face
43:08it's a scuff mate it's a scap mate so out of order
43:12that's a fucking piss take look at what she did to you too
43:15what do you expect oh god can we just stay in here can we just stay away from everyone and run
43:29away oh my god it does feel good I can't lie I don't think I don't think I've generally felt
43:38like this since I've been here and like I don't know if I'm just in a bubble but I don't want
43:43the bubble to end me neither I think you're beautiful inside and out why babe have you
43:59not just seen them two Lucinda laughing into the secret garden with Sean walking past me in front
44:04of my face laughing after I've been crying my fucking eyes out and then for us to sit there
44:08and laugh in front of my fucking face yeah I like both of them the pair of them make me feel sick
44:12to be quite honest with you it's disgusting they should be fucking ashamed of themselves
44:17I am genuinely so happy and like I don't want it to end either no neither do I
44:24I'm so happy I could kiss you all day I could actually kiss you all day good yesterday at the
44:34fire pit this was all about you girls coming in and she's sitting there with a little fake
44:38she wasn't I probably said she made that look like a cry I see it babe look I get it you want
44:45to stick up for her and you don't want everyone going in on it I I hear that I would love to be
44:49in your position I ain't that big of a woman what's happened to me and you is like just naturally
44:55happened yeah so special about it so when anyone talks to me about it I say it with my chest and I've
45:00got your back in here yeah regardless yeah and I know you've got mine and like if something was
45:05that happening here I would actually deeply deeply care about it yeah that you know what I've been
45:11looking for she doesn't even care about Sean let's be honest she doesn't give a shit so she does it to
45:18everyone that's her character do you know I mean that's who she is and that's fine keep it away from me
45:24you're actually the cutest thing ever I'll be the best boyfriend I promise I promise I promise oh yeah
45:33yeah I actually would be like you do you I wish you nothing but success and happiness in whatever
45:41shit show you want to call that relationship it was all worth it in the end it was worth it every bit give
45:49kiss good luck because you're both gonna need it
45:59tomorrow night the bellows and a spin
46:21line up the free islanders you find most attractive
46:28that's giving I want you back
46:32I want you back
46:32charge it
46:58you
47:11you
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