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Love island All Stars S03 E19 (2026)
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00:12Previously on Love Island All Stars, the Americans made their moves.
00:18It does suck that we're not sharing the bad times.
00:20Don't put your head on me while you say that.
00:23Let me mug me off.
00:24I love your mouth.
00:26I need to experience this.
00:27No, you can't.
00:28I do fancy you.
00:30Yeah.
00:30I love being in love.
00:31Loving life.
00:33God bless America.
00:35And the two fellas reunited.
00:39We're home.
00:42Hello.
00:44So nice to see you again.
00:45How was it?
00:46Good fun?
00:47So much fun.
00:49We need a chat at some point.
00:50Really?
00:51I'm so disappointed.
00:54Do you know what, babe?
00:55With all due respect, leave me alone.
00:57I understand that that was really upset.
00:59I'm in here to meet potential boyfriends.
01:02I haven't just come here for the shits and gigs.
01:04Don't look at you like that.
01:05Don't look at you like that.
01:07Got some fear with Lucinda.
01:08Is it, yeah?
01:09I'm really sorry.
01:10You were sorry the first time.
01:11You were sorry the second time.
01:14He does deserve it.
01:15Do you want me to believe that?
01:18You're okay.
01:24Tonight.
01:27Relationships hit the rocks.
01:29For my friends to get with a girl who I said I really, really like.
01:33Especially when he's already got a good thing.
01:35It's not the greatest thing.
01:36I genuinely don't want you to be upset.
01:38I see for it.
01:39You do what you've got to do.
01:40You deserve each other.
01:41There were fireworks when Belle confronted Lucinda about her behavior.
02:07Now it's Tommy's turn.
02:08Although this one is less fireworks and more some sparklers in a bucket of sand.
02:15How have you been?
02:16I've been good, yeah.
02:17Have you?
02:18I've been getting to know Keira.
02:19We've had a couple of kisses.
02:22I don't know.
02:23It's still early days for me, I'll be honest.
02:25Yeah.
02:25I do want to spend more time with her, but I'm just not sure.
02:27I feel like there may be something missing, I'll be honest with you.
02:30Yeah.
02:31But I was just trying to explore the connections.
02:33No, I'm happy and obviously Sean told you what's been going on over here.
02:35Yeah, yeah.
02:36So he said he's been obviously spending a lot of time.
02:38Yeah.
02:39He was shitting himself less than to tell me.
02:40Yeah, we, no, both of us were shitting ourselves to tell you.
02:43Because we were like, I don't know.
02:45I feel like we've just both been brewing in this guilt.
02:48Where's your head at at the minute then?
02:50Are you pretty set on Sean?
02:51Obviously everyone's open.
02:52Yeah, obviously I am quite set on Sean.
02:55I think we and Sean have a really good thing.
02:58Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:58And like, I think it's just really difficult because like, I feel like both of you are very
03:04much my type and it's like, you're not very far away from each other.
03:07You know what I mean?
03:08Yeah, I know.
03:09We're both running an hour and a half away.
03:12It was a very similar type.
03:14Of course, yeah.
03:14No, I get it.
03:15Yeah.
03:16It's a difficult situation, Tommy.
03:18I'm like, I'm here for myself.
03:20Like, I want to make sure that whoever I'm with is the right person for me.
03:23Yeah, yeah.
03:24This whole Belle thing has just been a bit much tonight, I'm not going to lie.
03:29What have you spoke to Belle today?
03:30She doesn't want to speak to me.
03:31She's shouting at me and looking at me like I'm dirt on the bottom of her shoe.
03:34I think the reason she's so upset is because she was talking about Sean a lot.
03:37Yeah.
03:38And she was like, I can't wait to see Sean again, can't wait to see Sean again.
03:41You know when you spend time away from each other, it makes you realise, like, it's a bit make or break really, isn't it?
03:46Yeah.
03:48Yeah, I'm going to go out and bark.
03:49Are you?
03:50Yeah.
03:51I was there, so I was like, I'll go with an open mind.
03:54I'll go with an open mind.
03:55And then I was talking.
03:57And then, like, one minute, I'm talking for one minute, and then all of a sudden, you're brought up.
04:01And as soon as I went over there, I was like, oh, yeah, I'm open.
04:04I was like, but it'd be very, very, very hard to make me switch up.
04:07And then I was like, I was like, oh, you said, I was Italian.
04:09I'm saying this to every people.
04:13Good.
04:13You know what I mean?
04:14Yeah.
04:14It's not really cool, though, so.
04:15OK, fine.
04:16One minute, cool.
04:17Ah, lovely.
04:19Look at her smile.
04:20That's her first smile she's had in about three fucking days.
04:22I've been miserable.
04:24True.
04:25I hope there's a real couple in now.
04:37Right now.
04:38You been enjoying the villa?
04:40It's been boring, to be fair.
04:42Oh, you're missing the noise.
04:44You've been having all the fun over there.
04:45Yeah.
04:46I just think, before you went, obviously, the comment that you made about rather me going home than Shaq.
04:53Like, that was nothing against us.
04:56Just double question everything.
04:57Yeah.
05:00But, yeah, I just wanted to, like, the quick, I just wanted to know where your head was at with things.
05:04I'm confused.
05:06I'll be so real.
05:07I'm just, like, confused.
05:07I don't know, what made me confused was that comment.
05:10You deeped it, probably.
05:11I did, it sunk in, and I was like, because you've said it, has that come from, like, real meaning?
05:16I don't want to bring anything to do with what's happened over there into this conversation,
05:19because this is the conversation I wanted to have before.
05:21Yeah, I know.
05:22Because I want to see where we stand.
05:23Yeah.
05:25How are you feeling about things?
05:26About me and you?
05:28So much has happened.
05:29Yeah.
05:30I feel like with you, I'm a slow burner, because we laugh a lot.
05:33Yeah.
05:34We've not had the opportunity to get, like, necessarily deep, deep.
05:37He read me straight away.
05:39Mm-hmm.
05:39Like, the depth was, like, more, it's just been, like, in 24 hours was probably, like, the same as, like, the first five days of you.
05:49I understand that your connection must be quite good.
05:52I was gasped when I saw Yeamon, like, I'm not going to lie, like, I was, like...
05:56Your type.
05:57Everything about it, I was just like, yeah, but...
06:00Everything's confusing.
06:01Right, okay.
06:01Like, it's just all confusing for me right now.
06:03Mm-hmm.
06:04Yeah.
06:06I asked Curtis what his least favourite dance is.
06:09He said, you know what?
06:10I hate that American smooth.
06:12Millie jumped in and said, excuse me, his name's Zach.
06:16So what was the chat, like, over there?
06:19Uh, yeah, the nights are all good.
06:21They're all nice people.
06:23What did Zach say?
06:24He said he is sort of blocked on you.
06:27He said he's a little bit locked on you, yeah.
06:33So, yeah, so I feel like out of all of the three guys, he was the one that I was getting to know the most.
06:40Did you have a nice time, though?
06:41Was it good?
06:42It was.
06:43Yeah.
06:43I feel like I had an instant connection with him.
06:46Yeah.
06:47And, um, like, we had a kiss in a challenge and then we did kiss again outside of the challenge and then that...
06:57I'm joking.
07:00We showed a bed together every night.
07:05It was an instant spark.
07:07Yeah, I don't know what else to say.
07:08I mean, me fucking here, to be fair, I don't know what to say.
07:15Come here.
07:16Well, I'm happy that you've, uh...
07:17You're happy.
07:19Well, thank you.
07:21Thanks for being nice about it.
07:23I'm not going to be horrible about it, am I?
07:25There's no point of knowing you for a couple of days and you have every right to do whatever you need and want to do.
07:32I know, and it took me by surprise.
07:34Like, I didn't think that I was going to connect with someone.
07:39Some things aren't going to be in the end of the world.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Shit happens, doesn't it?
07:45Have you been okay, though?
07:47Er, yeah, I've been fine.
07:50Yeah?
07:50Yeah.
07:51I think something like that.
07:52I was not set on one day.
07:54I just think, when I...
07:55Well, I just think, oh, I can't be able to get into it, Sean, the Honest Truth.
07:59I'll end up crying again.
08:01Oh, no, don't!
08:02No!
08:02Now I'm getting off set.
08:03It's fucking ridiculous.
08:04I know, and it's not your fault.
08:06I think it is.
08:07It's just, yeah.
08:08I think I just maybe got more feelings faster.
08:13And, yeah, so...
08:13Oh, no, don't, don't, don't, don't.
08:15Shall we go sit?
08:16Come.
08:19Er, fuck it now.
08:22I'm a big boy.
08:27I can handle it.
08:28But also, like, it's such an intense environment.
08:31Oh, no.
08:31And, like, listen, I literally got upset up there on the terrace.
08:34Oh, no.
08:34Because I felt like, oh, my God, why am I feeling like this?
08:38You're such a nice person.
08:39And, like, you know, there was that.
08:40But then I just, there was something missing with you.
08:44The funny I love can bring you God right down
08:49When you should have been watching
08:51I know everything I do
08:54Feels like a lose, lose
08:59It's never nice, is it?
09:01Obviously, I mean, yeah, I feel gutted and shit
09:03But, it, I, I just want you to be happy and stuff
09:06So, yeah, it is what it is
09:07Oh, no, I don't like seeing you cry
09:09I don't like it
09:10I always don't like it
09:11No, you don't
09:12I just, I mean, I, I, I didn't expect to come here
09:16And actually have feelings for someone quite fast
09:18And I did with you, so, yeah
09:20But it's not the end of the world
09:22Stop, I can't actually sit here and watch you cry
09:26No, it's fine
09:27I'm really sorry
09:30Don't be sorry
09:31You don't, don't be sorry at all
09:32You don't need to be sorry
09:34I liked Mil, I really liked her
09:36Ah, it's just a kick in the teeth
09:39Into, you know, when you do actually like someone
09:41And that happens
09:43And you get on your horse
09:44And you, you keep going, you know
09:47Ready for me
10:02See you guys
10:03Hey
10:05Should we go to the terrace?
10:06We can go anywhere you want
10:08Honestly, I need a tour, so, yeah
10:09How are you?
10:13No, I just had an awful chat
10:15Yeah
10:16We'll talk about it when we get on stage
10:18Yeah, yeah, yeah
10:18Actually, wait, Kurt, it's not being there
10:21Oh
10:21Have you not just been in any conversations about what's been going on?
10:37Curtis is in there
10:38Go down, go down
10:39Okay, okay
10:39Go down
10:40Cheers
10:41Curtis bless him
10:43He's sitting in the bedroom
10:44And I've walked in on him
10:45And Zach's behind me
10:46And, oh my God
10:48Just like really awkward
10:50Oh, how are you feeling?
10:55I feel awful
10:57Yeah
10:58He's just cried
10:59It's hard, I'm sorry
11:03Oh, yeah, I'm going to say sorry to me
11:05Or sorry to anyone
11:07Well, I mean, it's hard to have those conversations, you know
11:10Like, it's never easy
11:11Especially when somebody is like so passionate about it
11:15Like, that's never fun to do
11:17And he does seem like a great person
11:19So
11:20You're so nice
11:23So are you
11:24Thank you
11:26Mm-hmm
11:27So
11:30Where are we going to sleep?
11:35Mm-hmm
11:35I feel like it'd be really weird if we were kissing in bed
11:38And Curtis was next to us
11:39Yeah
11:39There is one place that we could sleep
11:44Seeing as we're not in a couple
11:45Do you know where that would be?
11:49No
11:50I've never been there
11:51Huh
11:55Is that an invite?
12:00No, yeah
12:01I think that'd be great
12:02Oh, really?
12:03Yeah
12:03Yeah?
12:05So you would be down for that?
12:07Oh, yeah
12:07Hell, yeah
12:09Yes
12:09Tommy was really chill about Lucinda and Sean earlier
12:26But something tells me he has a long career in politics ahead
12:30Because this man loves a U-turn
12:33Do you think she actually really likes Sean?
12:36Or do you think she's just fucking with him?
12:38No
12:38Because...
12:38No, I think she's fucking with it
12:39Like, there's opportunity and there's boredom
12:41Like, from both ends
12:42Yeah
12:43Yeah
12:43I don't buy it
12:44I know
12:44Literally, in the last two days
12:47All they've had is a few chats
12:49I don't understand how in, like, two or three chats
12:51They can go from Sean shutting things down
12:54Completely with Belle
12:54And he's going to dead things off of her
12:56If that's the way he feels
12:57Then, you know, there's nothing wrong with that
12:58But more, like, losing the zen
13:00Like, for coming in and stealing Kieran from Sammy
13:03Causing the drama
13:04To going to Secret Garden of me
13:06Kissing me
13:07And then me going off
13:09And Sean, you reckon
13:10He's just going to end up getting hurt out of all of this
13:12Yeah
13:13I think so
13:15I've got to be honest with you
13:16I've not felt like a spark like this with somebody
13:18We've had great convo
13:20For me to open up and say them things about a girl
13:22To, like, my best friend in here
13:23And then for him to leave for, like, two nights
13:25And him do that
13:26And for my friend to get with a girl who I said I really, really like
13:29Especially when he's already got a good thing himself
13:32Yeah, exactly
13:32And it's not the greatest feeling, I'll be honest
13:35I think to come back
13:36And to see, like, my brother in here
13:38Is cracking on with the girl that I sort of spoke to him about
13:41It's a little bit of a kick in the teeth, to be honest with you
13:44Lucinda's tried twice to talk to Belle to no avail
13:48So now she's going to try a new tack
13:51Talking at her
13:52I know you don't want to talk to me
14:04And I totally get it, to be honest
14:05But I would really accept the same
14:07I'd leave it for a night
14:09Yeah, I will leave it for a night
14:11Because I know that it's obviously very painful
14:13And you obviously don't want to talk to me
14:15And I'm probably the worst person in the world right now
14:16That you want to talk to
14:17But I just want to tell you
14:19That I don't mean it from a malicious intent
14:22And I genuinely don't want you to be upset
14:24But I know this sounds whatever
14:26I think we both know what it is
14:28Yeah, I get that
14:30I get that
14:30I see through it, babe
14:31Respectfully, I see through it
14:33I see through what?
14:34I see through it
14:36You do what you've got to do
14:38You deserve each other
14:39Good luck
14:41Honestly, I've never seen someone look so fucking sexy
14:50While they cry
14:51I look insane when I cry
14:53It's not worth it, babe
14:59It's actually not worth it
15:01I know this is really, really hard for you right now
15:03But let her be, let her be angry
15:06Yeah, I'm letting all the shots fire, Mills
15:07I'm just going, yeah, okay
15:08Well, you know what?
15:09You fucking attack me
15:10I've been so sick after you over there
15:13Have you?
15:13I knew you were
15:14Because I could see you over there
15:15And I was like, Mills wouldn't let that happen
15:17But also, at the same time
15:19It's all a bit wild
15:20But
15:21This is Belle
15:23She's an emotional girl
15:25She says she's through it
15:27She's valuing her feelings
15:28I don't know what she means by that
15:29I genuinely don't know what she means
15:31Erm, but
15:33Let her be emotional tonight
15:35100%
15:36And then
15:37We'll deal with it in the morning
15:40Yeah
15:40Yeah?
15:42Yeah
15:42I think so
15:44Just leave her alone now
15:45Yeah
15:46I've got to stop it now
15:47It's all here for some time
15:49Yeah
15:50I think so too
15:52God, what a day
15:54Carrington, just so you know, mate
15:57The decking is a no smouldering area
15:59Because there's a lot of steps
16:00And you might erm
16:02Dahl
16:03Forget it
16:04Oh
16:04Should I go on, babe?
16:11Go on, Irina
16:13Do I go to secret garden?
16:15Do I go to secret garden?
16:15Do I go to secret garden?
16:16Do I go to secret garden?
16:16Oh
16:17Did you see me fucking fall on my ass?
16:18Yeah, I did
16:19You missed your step there, darling
16:20You're not very steady on your feet, are you?
16:33Just makes things exciting, doesn't it?
16:40This is exciting
16:42This is the most exciting I've had this whole trip
16:44Welcome to my Hummel of Ode
16:47Welcome to my gaff
16:51How are you feeling?
16:52Good
16:53Feel good?
16:54Yeah
16:55I feel good
16:56Really amongst all the drama, don't you want me to move this for you?
16:58The drama's not with me
17:01Man, that's tough
17:04Tough situation for her
17:06Shit situation
17:07Very shit
17:08Glad I'm not in that situation
17:09But how do you feel about that situation?
17:11Obviously you were getting to know her now that Sean may be out of the picture
17:15It doesn't change the fact that we had a couple of days where it's just stagnant
17:19And you know, I'm not thinking this situation can change that, you know what I mean?
17:25Like, I don't know, I don't know what she's expecting but I'm not
17:30Hanging on in there for the second option thing
17:33No, I'm not super thrilled about that
17:36How do you feel about me being in here?
17:39I'm glad you're back
17:40I mean, I'm not gonna lie
17:41Like, when I first came back that first night, I was like, yeah, fuck the Americans
17:46I would have said the same thing
17:48Yeah, I was like, I don't want to break them up
17:49I would have been a prick about it, yeah
17:51When you made that decision and then you had it out the next two days, did you ever think about me?
17:55I did
17:56I legitimately was like, mm, I wonder how this would be going if we had picked you
18:01I think you or anyone would feel the same way, you'd be thinking like
18:04What else could be going on?
18:06Yeah, what else could be going on if I had just simply said a different name?
18:10In here, I feel like I haven't really had that, like, connection with anyone
18:14Not that we've, like, had a connection like that, but, like, I fancy you
18:17But I feel like I didn't really give you much
18:19I don't know, I kind of feel like two peas in a pod situation
18:21What with us two?
18:22Yeah
18:23I'm glad you're back
18:24We're definitely getting to know each other quite a bit
18:29I've been dreaming
18:33Making you mine
18:38I've been dreaming
18:41You know, Belle rated me a nine
18:43I know
18:44What would you have rated it?
18:45Please just say a ten
18:47A bit 80.5
18:49I'll take it
18:50As long as it's above an eight, I set you up
18:54Do you know what it is in here?
18:56I think sometimes you just gotta shoot your shot
18:58He's come back into the villa
19:00I was like, I'm going for it
19:02I'm taking him straight to the secret garden
19:04But we had a little kiss
19:06And yeah, it was good
19:07Like, I mean, I'm keen for Carrington
19:11It's the first night our Brits and Americans are spending together
19:27And they're really getting into the spirit of it
19:29I mean, Zach and Millie are even going to the hideaway
19:32To explore this special relationship
19:34Oh, long day
19:44I've been very eventful
19:46Hey, are you sitting in the bed together?
19:48No, he can fuck off
19:49If I woke up there and he's in my bed
19:51He's going on David
19:59How was your chat, Helena?
20:01Yeah, good
20:02Yeah?
20:04Yeah
20:06Huh?
20:07Huh?
20:08Yeah
20:23She's had a connection with Zach
20:25Much better
20:26So I think it's Dawn
20:28Isn't this fun?
20:30I'm so glad all of you are back here as well
20:42Oh, you're actually holding it like an actual bartender as well
20:47Cheers
20:50Cheers
20:51Cheers
20:54It's my fault anyway
20:55That's fine
20:56I've tried my best to go about things respectfully as possible
20:59And you've got to do what you feel is right for you
21:05Oh
21:07Where am I going to sit with me?
21:08Angie
21:09Where am I staying?
21:10Don't care, not my problem
21:12That ain't happening
21:14Fair enough?
21:15I wouldn't be fucking hell you can say that to your actions for the last three days
21:21I will
21:26What are you going to show on?
21:27Fucking made to look like a fucking idiot
21:33Every action has a consequence
21:35Wait, you're not in a bed with Belle?
21:37No
21:38She kicked me out
21:39That's not good, is it?
21:42At least I've got you
21:44I never have much luck, do I?
21:47Did he ever really want to be with me?
21:49We're really ridiculous, aren't we?
21:51I know, we're crazy
21:55What's your middle name?
21:57Grace
21:58Grace
21:59Okay, what's your last name?
22:00Woodworth
22:01Woodworth?
22:02Yeah
22:03Millie Woodworth
22:05MGW
22:07I think it sounds good, don't you?
22:11Night
22:12Hi there, buddy
22:13Night
22:14Night
22:18This is so nice
22:20I just don't feel like you come across people like you often
22:24You seem pretty rare yourself there Mills
22:27Millie Grace
22:29Stop it
22:34Feel
22:36Feel
22:37Like I'm on the edge of the earth
22:39The unknown
22:41There's something right so long
22:44Feel
22:46Like you are a star that I've always known
22:53Doesn't make you feel
22:56Feel from next time
22:59The way that you make me free
23:00Feel
23:01I know, I know you know
23:02Feel
23:03I know, I know you know
23:05Feel
23:07That you are a star that I've always known
23:10Feel
23:11That you are a star that I've always known
23:12Film
23:22Famously, our islanders lived their life by the mantra
23:28Never go to sleep on an argument
23:30So instead, they went to sleep on about five of them
23:34Good work, team
23:35It was nice to be in here away from everyone else, wasn't it?
23:48Did you feel me be Big Spoon?
23:50Uh-huh. It was hot.
23:54Good morning, everybody.
23:55Good morning.
23:56Good morning.
23:57I'm excited. First day in the big villa.
24:00Oh, girls, stay out of trouble today for me.
24:02I feel like I just need to get it off my chest because I feel like I couldn't really talk to her about it, to be honest.
24:08Just got to shout it out.
24:11Can't you sleep here, man?
24:14I slept well, but then I woke up.
24:17That was.
24:23Good morning.
24:25Morning.
24:26Good morning.
24:28Morning, morning.
24:29Do you just enjoy your man sandwich there?
24:33My man sandwich.
24:34Good morning.
24:35Good morning.
24:36Good morning.
24:37Good morning.
24:38How are you doing?
24:39Good morning.
24:40Good morning.
24:41Our YouTube are glowing.
24:43How's the hard way?
24:45It was nice.
24:46It was very nice.
24:47Good morning.
24:48Good morning.
24:49Good morning.
24:50Oh.
24:51Go on.
24:52Go on.
24:53All right.
24:54Go on.
24:55What?
24:56What?
24:57Enjoy yourself?
24:58Yeah.
24:59Anything go down?
25:01Nothing crazy.
25:02We had a little snog and snuggle.
25:04snuggle. I don't fucking regret not getting to know him either.
25:08A bit dark is going to me in the moment. I'm so obsessed with you.
25:12You're amazing. Takes Helen and see God and kiss her. Same man, different fucking continent.
25:17What's happening with Lucinda now? She's always set her short.
25:19She's set her short? Yeah, yeah. None of it makes sense to Lucinda.
25:23I can't wrap my head around the shit she does and says.
25:34Oh, sure.
25:41Oh.
25:43Ooh, ah.
25:48Yeah, it's nice being back.
26:02It's nice being back had obviously a nice couple days away from you's but was missing the boys
26:07I had a lovely time had some really good connections with all the girls still gonna talk to all of them
26:11But I'm definitely like for me right now sure is like my number one
26:14Yeah, I mean like fancier the most I feel like our connections probably the strongest right now
26:18What's going on with you and you and where obviously we're still stick with coupled up. We're staying in the same bed and
26:25She's gone and like kissed you a man right in front of me. That was like I think where I need to draw the line
26:30Yeah, that's just muggy. Yeah
26:33Before bedtime obviously I've kissed Yeaman. I'll see Connor was there
26:37Do you feel like you're like that's completely dead for you? You feel like it's
26:41I said that we can still speak like obviously I'm going to say a man getting to know Connor
26:45He's now got three beautiful women to get to know as well
26:48And I mean we'll see where the tide takes us about Jack you go cozy yesterday
26:56He's really really sweet, and I'm not used to sweet
26:58I usually date assholes, so
27:00It's a nice change
27:02It's only been a few days, but I do like where it's going
27:05Mary Moos, how is it?
27:07Yeah
27:08Really?
27:09My gaff?
27:11He had a few snogs
27:13He's such a good kid
27:14Is he?
27:15Honestly the best kiss I've probably ever had
27:18No way
27:19Ever
27:20The spot there that you've been missing
27:21Yeah
27:22Did you speak to Curtis?
27:23Yeah, we spoke close now
27:24How was that?
27:25Um
27:26He didn't realise like how strong of feelings he had for me
27:30Bless him I just think he's a very emotional person, wears his heart on his sleeve doesn't he?
27:34How are you feeling Curtis?
27:35Yeah, I mean I can't just switch off my emotions like that, I'm not going to lie, I'm not a bloody robot
27:40We've all gone through that situation that you've been in right now, all your connections are done, you've explored as much as you can and then things in here can just change
27:48You just never know
27:49So quickly like, I can test through to that
27:51So like literally, today is a bitter pill to swallow I guess, but you just got to look at it as a brand new day, have a short memory
27:57Yeah
27:59I'm really enjoying getting to know Tommy some more, I think I'm searching for a little bit more pursuit, you know, and like I want to be courted
28:09I don't know if I've really gotten that side of him and I don't know if it's just because he's shy or like, I know the Lucinda thing has been weighing on him
28:17With the whole um, like, Lucinda thing maybe, it's bothered me more than I thought it would have, just the way it's all played out
28:24But I don't really care about her, the thing that's on my mind is just the Sean thing and the fact, he's my best friend
28:30And I told my best friend all these things about a girl that I fancy, gone for three days, come back, and my best friend who I told that to is now
28:37Cause it wouldn't matter how many days that happened on the outside, I wouldn't go anywhere near her
28:40I just don't know if a best friend would be, would act like that
28:44The last 24 hours I've had Carrington in my ear telling me how obsessed he is with me, how this sat in the other house, never got deep, blah blah blah blah blah
28:52And then he comes in and within three seconds he's kissing Helena in the Secret Garden
28:56Yesterday was fun, just Helena is just excitement
28:59You seem like a lot of sense
29:00She's very funny man, it's rare for me to get laughing, but she had me laughing quite a bit
29:07I do need to talk with Belle as well, obviously, yeah, going pretty hard for her
29:13And my only concern is this, I've noticed a shift in her energy since the blow up had happened with Sean
29:20Clearly he's done in her eyes
29:22Over at the American Villa, sure we had a conversation, we got along
29:25She brought up respect a lot about Sean and I appreciate that
29:28But you can still kind of further the dialogue and be interested in someone while being respectful
29:34And I feel like we just kind of hit a wall at one point
29:36I don't want to feel like she's pursuing me now all of a sudden just because
29:41It's us meeting
29:42Yeah
29:43Sean, how are you feeling my friend? I mean last night was...
29:47Oh, it was a grilling
29:49I think I tried my best to explain how I felt
29:52You know, if I really really liked I wouldn't have acted in the way I did
29:56And I can't help how I felt towards Lucinda
29:58I hope she finds someone amazing and I just don't think I was her person
30:02He's a weak man and a weak man doesn't deserve a strong woman
30:06Preacher
30:08Are you going to speak to, erm...
30:10I haven't got nothing to say to her, she knows exactly what I think of her
30:14And I think it's evident and to be honest with you
30:17I don't feel like it's my job to validate her shittiness
30:22But does she want to have a conversation with me so I can make her feel better and tell her it's alright
30:26It ain't alright
30:27I think if you do speak to Belle just ask her once
30:30But if she doesn't want to speak to her I think they'll allow her
30:32To be honest I think I'm actually going to wait until she comes to me
30:35Because it was quite clear yesterday that she absolutely did not want to speak to me
30:38Like I came anywhere near her circumference and it was literally I was getting yelled at saying leave me alone
30:44Conor's debating ending things with Whitney and while we're at it I'm debating ending my modelling career with Men's Health magazine
30:57I do like the hair today, it's cool
31:00Oh now you want to confront me in?
31:02Nah, I just wanted to have a chat
31:04I just think it's one of them ones where I'm not going to carry on putting energy into you when I know you've got something good going on over there
31:12I think as well after like last night that was like the cherry on the top for me like the kiss in front of me
31:19It wasn't right in front of you
31:20It was
31:21But anyway
31:22It was in your eye
31:23I just think with that it's kind of just solidified things and like I want you to find someone
31:28I want you to do your thing
31:30And I want you to find someone
31:31So yeah today just going to be getting to know people
31:33Yeah I put in a good word for you anyways everyone knows you're a great guy and you're fine shit so
31:37So yeah I just think with me and you we draw a line in the sand with that
31:40Okay
31:41But I do wish you all the best and you're a lovely girl
31:43And vice versa, you're like the best person ever
31:45In both ways
31:46Cool?
31:47Yeah
31:48Good
31:49Besties
31:50Besties, give me a cuddle
31:51Give me a cuddle
31:52I really feel the pressure of fucking the hell's in Helena
31:57I can feel it in the air
32:01Yeah
32:02It's like having options is cool in a normal way but when you're all in the same spot it's just
32:12Yeah
32:13It just is so like uncomfortable
32:15I think Belle's pretty pissed
32:17At what?
32:18Me?
32:19Yeah
32:20She shouldn't be mad at me
32:21Well she's just you know
32:24I think upset at the entirety of last night
32:30Yeah she wants to take it on me that's fine but the reality is
32:33I'm not going to turn down a kiss
32:35Yeah
32:36Yeah she's just mad at everything I think right now which I get it
32:42Uh oh Tommy's pulled Sean for a chat
32:49This is going to be a heated rivalry
32:52Someone give those boys some hockey sticks
32:55Yeah
32:56Just wanted to catch up with you
32:59Yeah
33:00I know we had a chat obviously yesterday
33:01Yeah
33:02I do obviously
33:03I do stand on everything I said
33:05The only thing that I feel inside is obviously I see you as not
33:11My best friend in here
33:13Yeah
33:14And Lucinda was on my mind a lot
33:16Yeah
33:17So to come back and like find out like my best friend is sort of
33:22Yeah
33:23I wouldn't say cracking on but like it seems like it do you know what I mean
33:26Yeah
33:27You're very close now
33:28Um
33:29I don't know I just had to get it off my chest a bit
33:30Yeah
33:31Cause I think we are good friends but it has been playing on my mind
33:33No I know
33:34And like
33:35Yeah I am sorry
33:37Mm
33:38Mm
33:39I don't know what to do in this situation
33:41Yeah
33:42You know when me and Lucinda have been together it's just been like
33:45Selfishly thinking for ourselves
33:47Mm
33:48And you know
33:49Yeah
33:50Like I don't
33:51I can only apologise
33:52No no
33:53I am deeply sorry
33:54I'm not like
33:55You don't have to be sorry man
33:56At the end of the day it just shocked me a little bit
33:58Yeah
33:59To come back and find out obviously I spoke to you about this girl that I really really liked
34:02Yeah
34:03And then to come back and see you sort of with her
34:05Yeah
34:06Fuck it
34:07Sorry bro
34:08Don't be sorry man
34:09It is what it is bro
34:19I don't know you anymore
34:23Soon as all your clothes hit the floor
34:27Yeah
34:28Connor is learning about the rules of comedy
34:30Rule number one
34:31If you laugh at your own joke normally the other person will join in out of embarrassment
34:35It's always what for me
34:38I think I'm like 5'11 but I say I'm six foot
34:41Ooh
34:42I heard six feet
34:44Yeah
34:45Just round up
34:46It's okay
34:47We'll round up to that
34:48But yeah how are you getting on are you enjoying yourself things going good
34:52I am enjoying myself
34:53Yeah
34:54It's been such a great like first day already
34:57Right
34:58Yeah how are you
34:59I'm good
35:00I mean I've just had a like chat with Whit and we've just kind of
35:03Okay
35:04Drew a line under it with friends and I think I feel like a weight's been lifted
35:06Mm-hmm
35:07I don't like no hard feelings but I just think you just have to be honest with yourself
35:10And I want to get to know people
35:11So what are you like in a relationship then?
35:13I'm very hard to like get into a relationship with because I'm like waiting to see if this is right for me
35:19Right
35:20But once I'm in a relationship like I'm so loyal I'm all for that person
35:25But I'm definitely like a lover very affectionate
35:28Mm-hmm
35:29Keep you on your toes
35:30I like that because it's like
35:31Yeah
35:32It shows that you care about that person
35:34Mm-hmm
35:35But then also at the same time I could play I could play the flip
35:38Mm-hmm
35:39Where I'm quite independent and I like
35:41I like to have my time
35:43Mm-hmm
35:44But then I like obviously like there's that feeling you have when you're with someone that you care about
35:47Yeah like separate time but together
35:49Going to the gym and going and doing my thing with the boys
35:51Yeah
35:52And then obviously there's time going out on dates
35:53Mm-hmm
35:54Like I like to be able to share the love if you know what I mean
35:56I love that
35:57How was your other seasons? Like what was your experience like?
36:00Good to be fair I was an OG on both of them and made it to the end on both of them
36:04But I mean nothing clearly lasted nothing worked
36:07I mean otherwise you wouldn't be here right?
36:08Yeah exactly
36:09I mean I hope you wouldn't be here if something was working for you on the outside
36:12Nothing's working for me on the outside
36:14Yeah
36:15I don't really date though to be fair
36:16Why not?
36:17Just don't, don't have time, don't do it
36:19I'd date to marry
36:20Yeah
36:21I want to have kids one day
36:22Yeah
36:23How many kids do you want?
36:24I want two
36:25Boys and girls
36:26Potentially more
36:27Boy and girl
36:28Oh okay I want two kids, I want two boys
36:30But if I have a little girl, I see a little girl walking around now
36:33I could see you being a girl dad too though
36:35She'd be my little princess
36:36I know
36:37She'd be spoilt to death
36:38I could tell
36:39Spoilt to death
36:40Yeah
36:41I wouldn't be able to say no to her I don't think and that's why I want two boys
36:44What's your normal type?
36:45Look, some personality if you're not the truth
36:47So someone athletic, someone with ambition, somebody that's um
36:50Like me? So you're describing me
36:52I actually sort of am at the moment
36:54I just need to get to know you a bit more
36:55I can tell
36:56Yeah
36:57I just want someone that's nice
36:59Yeah
37:00Good girl
37:01How are you and Tommy?
37:02We're good, we're good
37:03What?
37:04I love it
37:05Stop
37:07That was so a butt
37:09Wait, did you think there was a butt coming?
37:11I felt like there was
37:12Fuck
37:13So who is your top three?
37:14I mean, you're clearly up there
37:16You're clearly up there now
37:18Sorry to break up the party but any chance I could steal Kira for a chat?
37:21I thought you were going to steal me Jack
37:23I'm sorry bro
37:24I'll get to you later, we've got plenty of time
37:26We've got plenty of time
37:27Of course
37:28Where should I go?
37:29Sorry about that
37:30I don't want to be fair
37:31Do you want to go?
37:32It was a good chat
37:33Do you want to go fire a bit maybe?
37:34Sure
37:35Enjoy
37:36I'll catch you later
37:37I'll catch you later
37:38See you in a bit
37:40How are you, you alright?
37:41Good
37:42I haven't chatted with you since
37:43I know, it's been a minute
37:44Since we got here
37:45I know, I'm sorry
37:46It's been busy busy
37:47It's just like so much has been going on
37:48I know, I know
37:49The chaos
37:50I know
37:51The madness
37:52You settling in? How you doing?
37:53Good
37:54Obviously
37:55I know you and Tommy were
37:56Really getting to know each other over there
37:57Yeah, I love getting to know him
37:58And he makes me laugh
37:59There's a butt coming
38:02There's a butt?
38:03It sounded like there was a butt coming
38:04I was explaining to Curtis and he's like
38:05I'm hearing a butt coming
38:06Oh shit
38:07Shit
38:08No
38:09Go on, let me hear it
38:10I know he had a conversation with Lucinda
38:12And today I haven't even seen him
38:15I think he's having a tough morning to be fair
38:17Yeah, and so I wanted to pull him
38:18But like
38:19You know
38:20I don't
38:21I don't even see him
38:22Also at the same time
38:23Like I really love when a man pursues me
38:27I mean the reason I pulled you for a chat
38:28Is just to let you know
38:29That you know
38:30Obviously I am still open
38:31Like you know
38:32I think we did have some really good chats
38:33In the villa
38:34And I was obviously not shutting things down
38:36Or anything like that
38:37With anybody in here
38:38Or locking in on anybody right now
38:39But like obviously I do still want to get to know you
38:42A lot more
38:43I do think you're an amazing girl
38:44I think our chats have been great
38:46Belle has had a tough morning
38:48She cannot find her water bottle anywhere
38:51And she's going to be absolutely raging
38:53When she finds out who's taking it
38:55How are you?
38:57Not ideal
38:58Not going to lie
38:59Okay
39:00Had better days
39:01I mean I need to speak to Belle
39:03Because I feel like I just don't want this to drag on for so long
39:06And I know maybe she won't come up to me
39:09And that's fair enough
39:10Yeah
39:11Belle
39:12Yeah
39:13Do you want to go for a chat?
39:14Not really
39:15Yeah
39:16Okay
39:17That's that
39:18Okay
39:19That's that
39:20Do you want to come with us on the sun deck?
39:21Yeah
39:22Yeah
39:23Come
39:24What do you want to get out of the conversation?
39:26Do you know?
39:27Obviously I don't want her being really upset with me
39:30Yeah
39:31Constantly
39:32So it would be nice obviously for her to kind of like
39:34Hear my side of the story
39:36But I don't actually necessarily think it's majorly me that's in the wrong
39:41I'm not going to lie
39:43Literally
39:44Belle
39:45Yeah
39:46Can we talk?
39:47Yeah
39:48I just tried to speak to Belle again and she said no
39:51No
39:52Really?
39:53Yeah I mean I'm going to speak to her at some point but I don't think she wants to talk to me either
39:58So what are we going to do? Just never speak to her?
40:01We'll have a time to speak to her I think
40:04I just want to know what you're thinking like how you're feeling
40:07Um I feel better today
40:09I think yesterday was a lot
40:11Like being away coming back
40:13It was a lot
40:15If that didn't happen like how would you be feeling towards
40:20I wouldn't have felt any different towards our situation
40:24I would have had a conversation with him said that you know we're getting to know each other and
40:29Would have carried on or progressed
40:31And you stood across like around a business meeting
40:33Yeah I know it would have progressed however it would have
40:36Yeah yeah
40:37No and I appreciate that yeah
40:39I think the only thing overhanging now is you and your behaviour
40:44Talking around with people yeah
40:45Well what with my behaviour like chatting with new people or
40:48Well you went from the morning telling me that you're obsessed with me and how beautiful I am and how amazing I am
40:53Yeah
40:54To walking in in three minutes and kissing someone else so
40:56This is why I don't believe words
40:58I feel like coming in here with new people is just chatting around
41:01Doesn't mean I don't think you're still the Ickro
41:03You are
41:04And I think everyone knows that like you have
41:07You're still beautiful
41:08Get that
41:09So don't feel like everything I said is bullshit
41:10I think the main thing that I liked about you was how you beelined and you said what you said and you made a decision and stuck in it
41:16And as soon as we've got back here that's changed values have changed
41:21I want to say values have changed
41:23Well I would but that's fair enough
41:26From my perspective I get your saying that had nothing to do with us
41:31But in a way it kind of can feel that way
41:34Of course I understand that
41:35You know imagine so
41:36That's why I tried to reassure you on that
41:38And I got a little excited last night to admit I apologise that you know hurt your feelings
41:42Obviously I don't want to hurt your feelings I was just excited
41:45Bad timing babe
41:46New people
41:47Terrible timing
41:48So I apologise for that
41:50So I appreciate it
41:52I mean it
41:53Yep
41:54Yes
41:55I think
41:57I think what?
41:58I think what?
41:59I think what?
42:00I think what?
42:01I think what?
42:02Come on let's go
42:03What now?
42:04Yeah
42:05Oh my god
42:06Come on
42:07We're gonna go for a little chat me and Sean
42:09Leave you to it
42:17This is really awkward
42:22We're you two up
42:31It's just it's just so just in our fucking phase isn't it?
42:37They actually make me feel sick
42:41This is the longest walk ever
42:43I'll keep it laughing
42:44Yeah I know
42:48Vile
42:49It's not funny
42:50Absolutely fucking vile
42:51It's actually not funny
42:52It ain't funny
42:53Oh
42:54Oh my god
42:55We're safe
42:56We're safe
42:57Fucking hell
42:58We're safe
42:59Oh my god no
43:00What do you mean no?
43:02Why are you sitting so far away?
43:04Come over here
43:06Fucking laughing in front of my fucking face
43:09It's out of order
43:10It's out of order
43:11So out of order
43:12That's a fucking piss take
43:13Look at what she did to you two
43:14Mm
43:15What do you expect?
43:19Come on
43:20Oh
43:22God
43:25Can we just stay in here?
43:26Can we just stay away from everyone?
43:28And like
43:29And run away?
43:31Oh my god
43:33It does feel good
43:34I can't lie
43:35I don't think I've like
43:36It feels great
43:37I don't think I've genuinely felt like this since I've been here
43:40And like I don't know if I'm just in a bubble but
43:42I don't want the bubble to end
43:44Me neither
43:45I think you're beautiful inside and out
43:47Why babes?
43:48Have you not just seen them two?
43:49Lucinda laughing in the secret garden?
43:50Sean walking past me in front of my face laughing after I've been crying my fucking eyes out and then for her to sit there and laugh in front of my fucking face
43:53Yeah I can't lie it's both of them
43:54Yeah I can't lie it's both of them
43:55Yeah I can't lie it's both of them
43:56The pair of them make me feel sick to be quite honest with you it's disgusting they should be fucking ashamed of themselves
44:00I am genuinely so happy
44:07for us to sit there and laugh in front of my fucking face yeah i can't lie it's both of them
44:11the pair of them make me feel sick to be quite honest with you it's disgusting they should be
44:15fucking ashamed of themselves i am genuinely so happy and like i don't want it to end either no
44:23neither do i i'm so happy i could kiss you all day i could actually kiss you all day good yesterday
44:34at the fire pit this was all about you girls coming in and she's sitting there with a little
44:37fake she wasn't i promise she made that look like a cry i see it babe like i get it you want to stick
44:45up for her and you don't want everyone going in on her i i hear that i would love to be in your
44:50position i ain't that big of a woman what's happened to me and you is like just naturally
44:55happened yeah that's what's so special about it so when anyone talks to me about it i say it with
44:59my chest and i've got your back in here yeah regardless yeah and i know you've got mine and
45:03like if something was to happen in here i would actually deeply deeply care about it yeah i think
45:09that that you know what i've been looking for she doesn't even care about sean let's be honest
45:15she doesn't give a shit so she does it to everyone that's her character do you know what i mean that's
45:20who she is and that's fine keep it away from me you're actually the cutest thing ever i'll be the best
45:28boyfriend i promise i promise i promise oh yeah yeah i actually would be like you do you i wish
45:38you nothing but success and happiness in whatever show you want to call that relationship it was all
45:44worth it in the end it was worth it every bit give us a kiss
45:56good luck because you're both gonna need it
46:14tomorrow night they're fellas and i spend
46:25line up the free islanders you find most attractive
46:28last game i want you back
46:32i want you back
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