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00:00:00Thank you for listening.
00:01:31Everything that went before is a dry leaf fallen from a dead tree.
00:01:36The tree's been cut down, the leaf crushed by feet and ground into earth.
00:01:42So now, there's only the memory of trees.
00:01:46I am the disease that rots the bark of trees.
00:01:52I am rust and gravity.
00:01:55In my dreams, we are all together again, and my mom is happy.
00:02:02But then the leaves all fall off the trees, and my dad is gone.
00:02:07I call out to him, but wherever he is, he can't hear me.
00:02:18Mr. Clark, please, this is AP English.
00:02:21If you can't extend a modicum of respect to your classmates, you are free to go right on down the hall to auto shop.
00:02:27Sorry.
00:02:27Oh, okay, thank you.
00:02:31Miss Denning, how do you feel about that piece of writing?
00:02:36Okay.
00:02:37Anyone else praise, criticism for Miss Denning's poem?
00:02:48It's very nice.
00:02:49Good work.
00:02:50Anyone interested in vying for the Discovery Award for Young Poets, we will be discussing the details today after school in Poets Circle, room 302.
00:03:02And just in case the $3,000 scholarship doesn't entice you, the finals are held in Florida over spring break.
00:03:11Journal to the box.
00:03:12Okay.
00:03:20Miss Denning, you can go deeper.
00:03:31You're not staying?
00:03:33I have to take care of my sister.
00:03:35Do you want me to pick up an application for you?
00:03:37You're not going to pick me.
00:03:39Officer's judging the finals.
00:03:41What do you say to you?
00:03:43Nothing.
00:03:43A man in Mexico bursts on the eardrums with a pencil and sewed his eyelids shut.
00:03:56He says because the government is deaf and blind to people's pain.
00:03:59Lily, shut up.
00:04:01Look.
00:04:04Stop it.
00:04:04Stop it.
00:04:04You better stay in there, you little brat.
00:04:25Stop it.
00:04:34Where's Lily?
00:04:40Megan?
00:04:42I didn't do anything.
00:04:45Sorry.
00:04:48Open the door.
00:04:49what's it gonna take huh get ready for bed it wasn't my fault i expect you to take care of her
00:05:04when i'm gone get a babysitter i can't afford a babysitter you do have a responsibility to this
00:05:12family you had her you take care of her what did you say get out of my sight
00:05:42it's gonna get infected
00:05:52you gotta stop hurting yourself lily
00:06:12mr blazick channeling bukowski very good
00:06:39mr capital i believe blowjob is two words or maybe it's a hyphen
00:06:47miss denning
00:06:49mr sadler another adventure story
00:07:09crap
00:07:33want a ride
00:07:47no it's okay
00:07:49come on
00:08:03so you're starting to look for colleges
00:08:12oh i think i'm just gonna stay here and go to sinclair
00:08:17well there are scholarships you know in addition to the contest
00:08:23well i just got a job so i'm kind of busy
00:08:27okay
00:08:28have your parents ever read your work
00:08:36my mom has school after um after her work so she's kind of busy and
00:08:43i don't really see my dad
00:08:45hmm
00:08:47ever
00:08:48birthdays and christmas and
00:08:52he and my mom don't really get along so it's kind of
00:08:57it's kind of easier that way
00:08:59easier for you
00:09:01where the building up on the on the right
00:09:10i'd like you to enter the poetry contest
00:09:19i can give you my lunch hour a few days a week to help you prepare
00:09:23but i'm not a poet
00:09:25not yet
00:09:25you missed the bus
00:09:36you see me on it
00:09:39no
00:09:40draw your own conclusions
00:09:42where'd you get those
00:09:47did you take them from the store space
00:09:51draw your own conclusions
00:09:53put them away before mom comes home
00:09:58who's this
00:10:02dad
00:10:05no the baby
00:10:07duh
00:10:08i wasn't an angel
00:10:11it's not me
00:10:14you have his face
00:10:15same chubby cheeks
00:10:17same eyes
00:10:18you look just like him
00:10:21it's not a boy
00:10:24it's not me
00:10:24it's not me
00:10:25it's not me
00:10:26it's not me
00:10:26it's not me
00:10:27it's not me
00:10:27it's not me
00:10:29it's not me
00:10:33that's me
00:10:34what you have my heart
00:10:34after facts
00:10:36it's also
00:10:38what you want
00:10:39to entertain
00:10:39the tune
00:10:40don't
00:10:40hello
00:10:41��는
00:10:42stuff
00:10:43guys
00:10:43comp monster
00:10:44like
00:10:45how i'm
00:10:46Nicole
00:10:47but
00:10:48I'm
00:10:49good
00:10:50Lily, get up.
00:10:59Lily, you better be ready to leave in two minutes!
00:11:10Why are you all dressed up?
00:11:12Do you have your lunch?
00:11:14No, I don't want it.
00:11:16Why are you wearing Mom's shirt?
00:11:18Why are you such a pest?
00:11:22That's his house.
00:11:24Oster's?
00:11:26Yup.
00:11:27He won some big award for writing a long time ago.
00:11:29You know that leather book he carries around?
00:11:31Yeah.
00:11:32It's his novel.
00:11:33How would you know?
00:11:35My parents used to be friends with him.
00:11:37If he told you to enter the contest, you're in it.
00:11:45Sorry.
00:11:46Oh, no, please.
00:11:48Don't be.
00:11:49Please, sir.
00:11:50Great poets touch the hidden nerve.
00:11:51So...
00:11:52Great poets touch the hidden nerve.
00:11:57So...
00:11:58We need a map of your nerve centers.
00:11:59If you're going to reveal them in your work, you need to know where they are.
00:12:03That's for later.
00:12:04That's for later.
00:12:05Great poets touch the hidden nerve, so we need a map of your nerve centers.
00:12:23If you're going to reveal them in your work, you need to know where they are.
00:12:31It's for later.
00:12:38What was the memory of trees about?
00:12:46You said, I am rust and gravity.
00:12:51What does that mean?
00:12:53That I felt bad.
00:12:55Was there a particular time when you felt bad, or you just felt bad in general?
00:13:03I don't know.
00:13:08All right.
00:13:09What was the poem about?
00:13:13My dad.
00:13:16Leaving.
00:13:18So what happened when your dad left?
00:13:21Was it day or night?
00:13:26Night.
00:13:27Did he say goodbye to you when he left?
00:13:34Miss Denning, I want you to write about that day.
00:13:37In detail.
00:13:38Write about the weather.
00:13:39Write about what you were wearing, what you were thinking.
00:13:42Be specific.
00:13:43A whole world emerges from little details.
00:13:54For example, when we buried my son, I had forgotten to put in my contact lenses.
00:14:02I stood over him before they closed the coffin, trying to fix him in my memory.
00:14:09I could see the red from his sweater and his blue pants.
00:14:17And there was a scab on his forehead that hadn't healed.
00:14:22It was from a bicycle accident.
00:14:24And I could feel that scab when I kissed him.
00:14:26But when I looked at him, he was out of focus.
00:14:35So when your dad left, what were you doing?
00:14:41I don't remember.
00:14:45Okay.
00:14:49Forget that I'm here.
00:14:51I'm not here.
00:14:52Now just close your eyes.
00:14:59Where are you standing?
00:15:04By my window.
00:15:07In my room.
00:15:09Did your dad leave in a van or a taxi?
00:15:13A car.
00:15:15A car.
00:15:17What color was the car?
00:15:20Blue.
00:15:23Okay.
00:15:24Go on.
00:15:26You are on a voyage across an uncharted sea.
00:15:29You must believe that there is land beyond the horizon.
00:15:32What land remains is a question mark.
00:15:34But that is the mystery.
00:15:35The joy of discovery.
00:15:37He doesn't write that stuff to me.
00:15:40Maybe he'll ask it to the prom.
00:15:42No.
00:15:43Shut up.
00:15:50Hey.
00:15:52Mom wants to talk to you.
00:15:57May, mom wants to talk to you.
00:16:08Hi.
00:16:10She wants, she's on a hunger strike.
00:16:19Well, I can't make her.
00:16:23I can't make her.
00:16:53Hello?
00:17:01I thought your class was only till nine.
00:17:10Whatever.
00:17:23What?
00:17:53Meg?
00:18:16Okay, you tell me.
00:18:36I don't know.
00:18:38Why not?
00:18:43What's funny?
00:18:45Nothing.
00:18:46Why did you laugh?
00:18:50I don't know.
00:18:52Are you afraid I'm going to tell you that your work stinks?
00:18:57Doesn't?
00:18:58What do you think?
00:19:01Probably. I don't know.
00:19:08Come back when you do.
00:19:13It doesn't stink.
00:19:14There's a line that I like.
00:19:22Which one?
00:19:25Lost leaves spin past the glass, but the trees don't go.
00:19:30They stay by my window.
00:19:34What about the rest of it?
00:19:36I could go deeper.
00:19:39Good for you.
00:19:40So, Meg, um, how are things going over at Seymour and Cedar?
00:19:46Fine.
00:19:49Did they say they were happy with her?
00:19:51Well, Steve hasn't called.
00:19:54Well, I guess that's good.
00:19:55You don't have school tomorrow, do you know?
00:20:00No, honey, my, uh, interview is tomorrow.
00:20:04Why?
00:20:05Well, I just have this thing, this writing contest where we, um, are going to read our stuff.
00:20:11What time?
00:20:14Um, after school.
00:20:17I don't know if I'll be able to make it.
00:20:19I don't know when I'll be done.
00:20:20I didn't call to confirm.
00:20:25It's all right.
00:20:26I talked to him this afternoon.
00:20:28Oh.
00:20:28Well, um, did he say who else he was considering?
00:20:30Hmm?
00:20:32Somebody in plastics.
00:20:33Hmm.
00:20:34A man or a woman?
00:20:36Dan, stop.
00:20:37Then you'll have to take the bus to Mrs. Rand's tomorrow, okay?
00:20:49Maybe when I get this job, we can all go out and celebrate, huh?
00:20:52The four of us?
00:20:54Hmm.
00:20:59Did you send down a thank you note?
00:21:01No.
00:21:02Oh, please do that.
00:21:03I didn't have to help you get that job.
00:21:07I'd like to read your story.
00:21:11It's not a story.
00:21:13Oh, well, I thought you said...
00:21:14It's a poem.
00:21:16Well, I would like to read it.
00:21:23Georgia in the contest, too?
00:21:25Yeah.
00:21:27Well, maybe her mom can drop you off at Mrs. Rand's.
00:21:30I don't want to go there, Mom.
00:21:32Her house stinks.
00:21:34Don't start.
00:21:37Don't go into a lot of trouble to get me this interview, and if I get that job, it'll be a lot more money for all of us.
00:21:42So, come on, don't be a pimp.
00:21:45Wish me luck.
00:21:46Good luck.
00:21:47Good girl.
00:21:48Good girl.
00:21:48This is called Blue Car.
00:22:03I rode my bike past her old house.
00:22:07A rusty chair keeps your place on the lawn.
00:22:10Lily cuts holes in herself to hurt you.
00:22:12But you just won't bleed.
00:22:15Now she won't eat.
00:22:18Since you left, Mom doesn't say your name.
00:22:22But even gone, I remember your face.
00:22:24The way the sun stays bright when I shut my eyes.
00:22:29The way a torch whipping the dark leaves a long red scar.
00:22:34Some nights when I wake up, I forget where we are.
00:22:40From our apartment, I can't see the stars or the horizon.
00:22:44Only the road.
00:22:48I know it goes to wherever you are.
00:22:54Miss Denning?
00:22:56Do you have a second?
00:22:59Sure.
00:22:59Sure.
00:22:59Losing a contest doesn't mean you lack talent any more than winning one makes you Ezra Pound.
00:23:23Do you understand that?
00:23:24Sure.
00:23:29All of your life you'll be judged.
00:23:32Some people will love you.
00:23:33Some will say you stink.
00:23:36None of it matters.
00:23:38The opinions of these judges, your friends, your mother, me.
00:23:42What matters is the condition of your soul.
00:23:46That it remain intact.
00:23:48And that you stay strong and you keep doing the work no matter what.
00:23:53I will.
00:23:54No matter what?
00:23:56I will.
00:23:57I will.
00:23:57I have to go.
00:24:00So, congratulations.
00:24:05I won?
00:24:07Yes, you did.
00:24:10So now, we have to talk about how to get you to the finals.
00:24:14Florida?
00:24:15Are you going to be there?
00:24:17Yeah, I'll be there.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:24Ms. Pound, you can, uh, you can go.
00:24:29I would actually be reporting directly to Don.
00:24:32Though, Frank would be my boss.
00:24:35So, when do you hear?
00:24:37Could be as soon as Monday.
00:24:39I know you've been picking up the slack lately.
00:24:48How does sperm get into the egg to fertilize it?
00:24:55I have some books at home.
00:24:56I've read those books.
00:24:58If the sperm is in the man's penis and then the egg is in the woman's urethus, so how do they come together?
00:25:06Did I give you permission to borrow my blouse?
00:25:12So, how does the egg come out of the urethus?
00:25:14Do we have to have another talk with Father Alwart?
00:25:17No, thank you.
00:25:18Keep your hands off of things that don't belong to you.
00:25:21How does the egg come out of the urethus?
00:25:24Uterus!
00:25:25Do you hear me?
00:25:26Don't touch my things without asking.
00:25:28So, our lives are difficult, and perhaps unpardonable, and the fae gods of youth have, as the old men told us they would, faded.
00:25:36But still, it is morning again this day.
00:25:39In the flowering trees, the birds take up their indifferent, elegant cries.
00:25:43Look around.
00:25:44Perhaps it isn't too late to make a fool of yourself again.
00:25:47Perhaps it isn't too late to flap your arms and cry out,
00:25:50to give one more cracked rendition of your singular aspirant song.
00:25:54Is this where they have it?
00:26:03Yep.
00:26:06Oh, you can hold on to that if you'd like.
00:26:12No lunch?
00:26:14No.
00:26:15Come on, here.
00:26:16Oh, no, thanks.
00:26:17No, no, I will be offended if you don't.
00:26:24What kind of bread is this?
00:26:26Um, it's a rosemary.
00:26:28You've never had it before?
00:26:30Mm-mm.
00:26:33Um, tell your mom if she has any questions, she can call me.
00:26:40Do you think she'll be able to come with you?
00:26:43I, um, I haven't asked her yet.
00:26:46Well, if your family can't afford to send you, the school might consider.
00:26:49We can afford it.
00:26:53Blue car.
00:26:54Do you think I could win?
00:26:59The girl wants to win.
00:27:00Uh, maybe I should write that here on the application.
00:27:04Well, no, maybe I should change my poem.
00:27:06Like, write about America, write about something nice.
00:27:09No.
00:27:11You write what you care about.
00:27:18Can you read me some of your novel?
00:27:21What do you mean, my novel?
00:27:23Georgia told me.
00:27:24I'm not going to copy you or anything, you know, just for inspiration.
00:27:29Hmm.
00:27:29Hmm.
00:27:34Um, okay.
00:27:36Okay.
00:27:42In one creative thought, a thousand nights of love revive, filling it with sublimity and exaltation.
00:27:51And those who come together in the night, in a rocking delight, do an earnest work and gather sweetnesses, gather depth and strength for the song of some coming poet,
00:28:04who will arise to speak of ecstasies beyond telling, and though they err and embrace blindly, the future comes all the same.
00:28:16It's beautiful.
00:28:17It's beautiful.
00:28:18Sorry.
00:28:19Yeah, I know.
00:28:20Um, what's up?
00:28:21Can I have some money for lunch?
00:28:22I think this is, uh, this is my son, Rob.
00:28:36It's big.
00:28:37Hi.
00:28:38Thanks.
00:28:39I never realized here's your son.
00:28:40That's my son.
00:28:41Ready or not, the future comes all the same.
00:28:42Where's mom?
00:28:43She took me to the doctor.
00:28:44What'd he do?
00:28:45The usual.
00:28:46We met Don afterwards.
00:28:47We met Don afterwards.
00:28:49Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:28:58Hi, thank you.
00:28:59Hi, »sfurth!«
00:29:00How old were you?
00:29:01Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no-no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:29:10Where's mom?
00:29:12She took me to the doctor.
00:29:14What'd he do?
00:29:15The usual.
00:29:16We met Don afterwards.
00:29:20Did she get the job?
00:29:53I don't look like anyone, not even myself.
00:30:23He said not to indulge her.
00:30:28When she gets hungry enough, she'll eat.
00:30:30He's a quack, Mom.
00:30:31She hasn't had anything but water in two weeks.
00:30:33She's probably eating at school.
00:30:37Maybe we can take her to Florida.
00:30:40Over spring break, it's a really good place for sick people.
00:30:43I cannot afford the bills I have, Megan.
00:30:46I can't take you on a vacation.
00:30:47Well, if you get the job, then...
00:30:49I'm not getting the job.
00:30:54Angels don't fall out of the sky.
00:30:56They emerge from within.
00:30:58There is an angel within each one of you.
00:31:01And he is your personal bridge to heaven.
00:31:03This is the body of Christ.
00:31:09This is the body of Christ.
00:31:15Blessed are the pure at heart, for they shall see God.
00:31:18I'm an angel.
00:31:19The Lord knows you are my child.
00:31:26The body of Christ.
00:31:32The body of Christ.
00:31:33Lily?
00:31:47Lily?
00:31:48Oh, God.
00:31:50Honey.
00:31:51Lily.
00:31:54Honey.
00:31:56Is she hurting you?
00:31:58Yes.
00:32:01Can she get the nurse to fix it?
00:32:02Mr. Oster, it's Meg Dunning.
00:32:30I'm sorry to bother you.
00:32:32Well, I just wanted to talk.
00:32:37My sister's not doing very well.
00:32:41Mr. Castron?
00:32:42Yeah?
00:32:43I have a family emergency.
00:32:44Is it okay if I go home early?
00:32:45My dad's here.
00:32:46Are there any customers upstairs?
00:32:47No.
00:32:48Go ahead.
00:32:53Megan, she's gonna be okay.
00:32:55I don't know.
00:32:57No, she will.
00:32:58She's in the hospital now, and they're gonna take very good care of her.
00:33:01It's okay.
00:33:02She's gonna be fine.
00:33:04I'm gonna take her to Florida.
00:33:06Everything's gonna be fine.
00:33:07It's okay.
00:33:08She's gonna be fine.
00:33:09I'm gonna take her to Florida.
00:33:10Everything's gonna be fine.
00:33:12I'm not gonna listen to my mommy.
00:33:14You're gonna be okay?
00:33:15Yeah.
00:33:16Sorry if I got stuff all over your shirt.
00:33:17It's not a problem.
00:33:18I'm gonna be fine.
00:33:19I'm gonna take her to Florida.
00:33:20I don't want to be fine.
00:33:21I don't want to be fine.
00:33:22I don't want to be fine.
00:33:23I don't want to be fine.
00:33:24You're gonna be okay?
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:26I'm gonna have to.
00:33:27I'm gonna have to.
00:33:28You're gonna be okay?
00:33:29Yeah.
00:33:30Sorry if I, um, got stuff all over your shirt.
00:33:31You gonna be okay?
00:33:33Yeah.
00:33:38Sorry if I, um, got stuff all over your shirt.
00:33:42It's not a problem.
00:33:49Why are you so nice to me?
00:33:55I mean, I'm glad.
00:34:01Thanks for coming.
00:34:04Anytime.
00:34:17Where the hell have you been?
00:34:18I forgot my backpack.
00:34:20Where were you?
00:34:21Work.
00:34:23I called work. They said that you were left with your father.
00:34:26How did you get home?
00:34:29A friend.
00:34:32I've been driving around for two hours looking for you.
00:34:36I called your father and he had absolutely no idea what I was talking about.
00:34:40You wanna go to Florida?
00:34:42I can't even trust you two miles from home. Get in there.
00:34:45You can go to school and to work and to the hospital. That's it.
00:34:54You will come straight home after work. And if you don't, then you don't get to work. Do you understand me?
00:34:58When I find out who your little boyfriend is, I'm gonna tell his parents he's an inconsiderate little brat.
00:35:11Unfortunately, we do need your mother to co-sign for any withdrawals.
00:35:13But it's my account.
00:35:14That's the way the account was originally set up.
00:35:16That's why the account was originally set up.
00:35:46I wish that you could stay with us. Do you guys drive?
00:36:03No, we fly. Unless Pat goes.
00:36:06He's on Pearl, thank God.
00:36:08The four of us in one car for ten hours is basically hell.
00:36:12You know, you probably could stay with us. I don't think Tampa's very far from Siesta Beach.
00:36:18That way, all you'd have to do is pay for the airline ticket.
00:36:23I don't know these people.
00:36:25They're really nice.
00:36:29Did they invite us or is this just Georgia?
00:36:33Georgia said that she was gonna ask her family.
00:36:37If you need to work, then, you know, I could take Lily and you can have a break.
00:36:42I don't know, Megan. I just...
00:36:47Hello?
00:36:49Could you...
00:36:51Close that door, honey?
00:36:52Yeah.
00:36:54Because I don't believe it.
00:36:56No.
00:36:57You...
00:37:00What about my thing?
00:37:16Here.
00:37:19I got you some chocolate, too.
00:37:22Your favorite.
00:37:28They can make you disappear in the night.
00:37:32They break the doors and windows, and then they amputate the wings.
00:37:38Can you see them?
00:37:39What?
00:37:40Wings.
00:37:45They won't grow because there's invisible food in the tubes.
00:37:52Lily, you don't need wings.
00:37:53We're gonna fly to Florida in a plane.
00:37:54The ceiling's too low.
00:37:55We're gonna fly to Florida in a plane.
00:37:56The ceiling's too low.
00:38:00It's too low.
00:38:01What do they say?
00:38:02They gotta move her.
00:38:03Where?
00:38:04Where?
00:38:05The psychiatric way.
00:38:07Hey.
00:38:09Everything okay?
00:38:10No, I'm just trying to stop and talk to me today.
00:38:17What do they say?
00:38:19They got a mover.
00:38:21Where?
00:38:24The psychiatric way.
00:38:34Hey, everything okay at home?
00:38:36Oh, yeah. Yeah, everything's fine.
00:38:38Um, I was just wondering if it'd be possible to get my pay in cash this week.
00:38:43That could probably be arranged.
00:38:44Thanks a lot.
00:38:45You bet.
00:38:58When did you purchase these?
00:39:01A couple weeks ago.
00:39:02They were like $40 each.
00:39:04You bought them here?
00:39:06Yeah.
00:39:07This isn't our stock.
00:39:09Perhaps if you can find your receipt.
00:39:11I got them at the Beermans in Oak Meadow.
00:39:13I'm afraid I can't help you.
00:39:25No.
00:39:26No.
00:39:27No.
00:39:28No.
00:39:29You told me we were gonna move it from the new floor.
00:39:31Oh, God, no.
00:39:32It's, it's lovely then.
00:39:43The window it was opened and she fell.
00:39:47Oh, Jesus.
00:39:48God, no.
00:39:49Oh, Jesus, God, no.
00:39:52We deliver her up to you, O Lord, to your arms and your mercy.
00:39:57The 23rd Psalm.
00:39:59The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
00:40:02He makes me lie down in green pastures.
00:40:04He leads me beside still waters.
00:40:06He restores my soul.
00:40:08He leads me in right paths for his name's sake.
00:40:12The 23rd Psalm.
00:40:14Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is in you.
00:40:19I don't belong here.
00:40:39Stay away.
00:40:40For God's sake, she's my daughter.
00:40:41You wouldn't know it.
00:40:44You don't come around.
00:40:45And whose fault is that, exactly?
00:40:47Am I the one trying to turn to kiss you?
00:40:49You don't get any kind, Bob.
00:40:51You never take it.
00:40:52You don't want to stay away from me.
00:40:55And you don't know what you've done.
00:40:56You don't know what you've done.
00:40:57You don't know what you've done.
00:40:58I don't know what you've done.
00:40:58I don't know what you've done.
00:42:01I'm going to work.
00:42:45I'm going to work.
00:43:15Good.
00:43:16Clear up.
00:43:17Your patient just about covered the cost of the ties.
00:43:22Get out of my store.
00:43:24I need my money.
00:43:25Yeah, you should have thought of that before you stole from me.
00:43:26What are you talking?
00:43:27I didn't steal anything.
00:43:28Come on, get out of here anyway.
00:43:29No, I didn't steal anything.
00:43:30No, I didn't steal anything.
00:43:32Asshole!
00:43:33What are you doing?
00:43:51Where are they?
00:43:52The things you stole.
00:43:54I didn't steal anything.
00:43:56I thought we were done with this.
00:43:59Get out of my room.
00:44:01When you contribute to the rent of this place, then it'll be your room.
00:44:04Hey, hey, that's my stuff.
00:44:10Go ahead, ground me.
00:44:12You're never even home.
00:44:13What are you going to do, hire an armed guard?
00:44:16I'm going to Florida or wherever else I want to go.
00:44:18It's none of your business.
00:44:19Then maybe you better find someplace else to live.
00:44:25Fine, I'll go live with Dad.
00:44:27Oh, good.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:29You think he is so wonderful?
00:44:30You go see how you like it over there.
00:44:32At least he doesn't try to control everything I do.
00:44:34Your father doesn't give a shit about you.
00:44:38How many times did he come around here last year?
00:44:40What, three?
00:44:40He doesn't come here because of you.
00:44:42He can't even manage to pay the lousy $60 a week in child support he owes me.
00:44:47I am up to here in debts trying to give you a life I can't afford.
00:44:51I go to work 12 hours a day and I go to school at night so that I can make life nice for you.
00:44:56And all that I ask is that you respect the few rules that I lay down.
00:45:00And when I stick my neck out to get you a job, you don't embarrass me in front of my friends.
00:45:06That's all you care about, isn't it?
00:45:07What?
00:45:08Your stupid friends.
00:45:09Stupid Dawn.
00:45:13You're an ungrateful brat.
00:45:17What do you think you're doing?
00:45:39You can't just pack her away into a storage unit like you did with Dad.
00:45:42Put her back in here.
00:45:44She's not yours, you fucking bitch!
00:45:46She's not yours.
00:45:56LAUGHTER
00:45:56I'm sure your mother feels
00:46:25a tremendous grief, and to lose a child is, well, my son Lucas was only four.
00:46:41Do you want to tell me how you feel?
00:46:47No.
00:46:48How do you think your sister would feel if she lost you?
00:47:02Sad.
00:47:03Yeah.
00:47:06I don't know.
00:47:11Mad at her.
00:47:11Well, who would she be mad at?
00:47:17My mom.
00:47:20Well, why would she be mad at your mom?
00:47:27Do you think your mom could have saved her?
00:47:32Maybe I...
00:47:33Maybe I could have...
00:47:37This is not your fault.
00:47:41It's not your fault.
00:47:42Come here.
00:47:42It's not your fault.
00:47:43It's not your fault.
00:47:43It's not your fault.
00:47:44It's not your fault.
00:47:45It's not your fault.
00:47:46It's not your fault.
00:47:47It's not your fault.
00:47:48It's not your fault.
00:47:49It's not your fault.
00:47:50It's not your fault.
00:47:51It's not your fault.
00:47:52It's not your fault.
00:47:53It's not your fault.
00:47:54It's not your fault.
00:47:55It's not your fault.
00:47:56It's not your fault.
00:47:57It's not your fault.
00:47:58It's not your fault.
00:47:59It's not your fault.
00:48:00It's not your fault.
00:48:01It's not your fault.
00:48:02It's not your fault.
00:48:03It's not your fault.
00:48:04It's not your fault.
00:48:05It's not your fault.
00:48:06It's not your fault.
00:48:07You are very beautiful, and you are, and you are very, listen, I should take some time,
00:48:35take all the time you need, and, you know, you can stay here.
00:48:55Okay. All right. We'll be home in half an hour. All right. Bye.
00:49:00It's okay. You can stay with us.
00:49:03Every time we have a break, he comes...
00:49:06You ladies have a full evening planned? Huh? Sex, drugs, and rock and roll?
00:49:12Pat's a delinquent. Pat's a delinquent. Na-na-na-na-na.
00:49:16Do I detect a fellow fuck-up?
00:49:20So I was lifting credit cards, because nobody ever checks that shit. I'd buy some stuff, okay, and I'd sell it for cash.
00:49:27Yeah. I've done a bunch of fucked-up shit that I'm not really proud of in my life, but, you know, now I'm really trying to make it up to the people I hurt, like my parents.
00:49:36They're so fucking cool. I'm sorry. But the fucking feds, okay, bust my ass in Vegas because some chick at the bank is supposed to tell the casino that I got some sort of line of credit set up, but instead she fucking bones me.
00:49:46Yeah. Do you believe that shit? She's my fucking French. But these motherfuckers, I'm sorry, cuff me, haul my ass down to jail, and my parents, they gotta fucking bail me out.
00:49:57Now, let me tell you something. You put that shit out there, it's coming back. You gotta set it straight. Seriously, it's like a boomerang.
00:50:03Well, I've done some things. Stole some things. Yeah? Well, you know, you just gotta try and find a balance. You know, you see a hungry guy? You give him some food, you know?
00:50:15Now, if I gotta take something from somebody, you know, I just gotta try and find a way to give something back. It's a give and take sort of thing.
00:50:25Yeah, I was trying to go to Florida. You going with my folks? No, no, I was trying to get the money so I could take a bus.
00:50:33You ever been on a bus before? Huh? Yeah. Yeah. Gonna sit beside some fat fucking bat, sorry, some fat guy, okay, for 14 hours. Forget about it, I'll take you.
00:50:45I'm heading down to the Bahamas, so when do you need to go? Well, I have this thing, this contest in a couple of days. Okay, I'll tell you.
00:50:53I don't, I don't have any money, but I could share the driving. Hey, don't worry about it, okay? If I, if I need a favor, you know, you'll do it for me, all right?
00:51:02You'll do it for me, all right? What's the name on the prescription?
00:51:05Uh, Gross. G-R-O-S-S. Her first name is Doris.
00:51:11Um, do you know when he called it in? This morning.
00:51:15Um, hang on.
00:51:16You all right? Yeah, yeah. You sure? Let's go over here, see what you got. All right. Show me the goods. We got bike it in. Nice. Good score. People pay a lot of money for it.
00:51:30Oxycontin, oh man, this stuff is so good, you know why? It bucks you up, okay?
00:51:37Because you know how fat people love this stuff, and that kind of, what the? I have no idea what the hell that is. Come on, what's in here?
00:51:42We got Viagra and contraception diaphragm. Nice. I don't know what these people are up to, huh? Good job, partner. Let's go to the bank.
00:51:54Oxycontin, oh man, what's in here?
00:51:56What's in here?
00:51:57We got Viagra and contraception diaphragm. Nice. I don't know what these people are up to, huh? Good job, partner. Let's go to the bank.
00:52:24The day I started GA, some dude says to me, going straight takes falls. So I got me some. There you are. Mad money for the lady. Huh? Give and take.
00:52:54You have the, uh, hour to write. Um, then please go back.
00:53:23Uh, then please put your journals in the box, and, uh, uh, bon vacance.
00:53:44I was gonna leave you a note.
00:53:53I guess I'll just see you in Florida.
00:53:56I guess I'll just see you in Florida.
00:54:08Is something wrong?
00:54:10I tell you everything.
00:54:23Did I do something?
00:54:27Come here.
00:54:40I wish I could show you how I feel.
00:54:58Hey. Hey. Whoa.
00:55:01Um, thank you for helping me.
00:55:03Yeah, that's great. Uh, well, I tie, uh, it's real nice. I'm gonna have to get myself a shirt.
00:55:10Yeah.
00:55:11So what are we leaving?
00:55:12Crack it on.
00:55:13Okay.
00:55:14Yeah, so, why don't you get your bon ass to bed?
00:55:15Yeah.
00:55:16All right.
00:55:17Good night.
00:55:18Good night.
00:55:19Good night.
00:55:21Um.
00:55:23We're allантиES.
00:55:25Um, good night.
00:55:26Don't like I share a picture?
00:55:27Yeah, and, uh, I'm just gonna get the procedure for myself here.
00:55:28Um, I'm going to just have a himself as a shirt, auntie.
00:55:31That's right.
00:55:32Isn't that bad?
00:55:33Correct thing you can do?
00:55:34night
00:55:52when was the last night last night did he give you any uh indication as to where he was going
00:55:59no so just the uh the jewelry uh coins and the car anything else some silver
00:56:13stupid idiot brother what happened he skipped his parole
00:56:19so maybe he's gonna come back he's not coming back he took my dad's watch collection
00:56:24and my mother's heirloom silver what time are you guys going to the airport
00:56:29we're not going
00:56:59so
00:57:10i'll give you 75 that's with the jacket and the bike that's a diamond yeah see that little brown
00:57:33spot that ain't worth nothing
00:57:44where you
00:57:55is
00:58:18just
00:58:20oh
00:58:31oh
00:58:33oh
00:58:43oh
00:58:45oh
00:58:56oh
00:58:58oh
00:59:16is this where the poaching contest is uh yes it is how much are the rooms they start about 189
00:59:21the um the front desk is this way oh no it's okay i'm at another hotel
00:59:36uh
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01:02:33uh
01:02:46let the relaxation begin
01:02:51who wants to play a game
01:02:53you're gonna cheat like you always do oh i never cheat i've never cheated in my life i'm
01:02:58constitutionally incapable of cheating
01:03:00of course i am a sore loser
01:03:02i mean yeah
01:03:03that's different
01:03:08so what kind of things do you write
01:03:10poems
01:03:12poems
01:03:15dear it's pronounced poem
01:03:18delia
01:03:19why
01:03:20i didn't
01:03:21i thought she'd want to know
01:03:23oh i'm sorry you're her teacher
01:03:28well i'm sure meg would like to go swimming with you darling
01:03:47would you like me to walk you home
01:03:50sure
01:03:52okay just let me get a sweater
01:03:58what time are you going out tonight
01:04:12night
01:04:15boys gonna behave yourselves
01:04:17probably not
01:04:28you okay
01:04:29you okay
01:04:35right as rave
01:04:37fine as what
01:04:38finish it
01:04:42all right
01:04:53you're a lovely girl
01:04:54you're welcome
01:04:56thanks
01:04:58you're welcome
01:05:01good luck in the contest tomorrow
01:05:06thank you
01:05:08i'm sure you'll do very well
01:05:10i might do a little work
01:05:22bravo
01:05:27your wife seems really smart
01:05:29she is
01:05:32she's also extremely unhappy
01:05:33we've known
01:05:37we've known each other for a long time
01:05:41well since we were children really
01:05:44younger than you
01:05:50does that make you feel uncomfortable
01:05:53no
01:05:55you should put this sweater on
01:05:56mom you look cold
01:06:12thank you
01:06:14all right
01:06:15it. What's funny? I don't know. It just feels funny. Good funny? I have a friend who is
01:06:43going to come down tomorrow. He edits the yard in review. I'm going to talk to him about
01:06:48publishing your new improved blue car. I have something for you. What? It's kind of stupid,
01:06:57but... What is this? A tie. Probably don't even wear ties.
01:07:13Is this okay? Are you sure?
01:07:30Is this where you write?
01:07:58No. Are you okay? Yeah. Yeah?
01:08:18You're warm now? Yeah. Yeah?
01:08:32Oh, you are so beautiful.
01:08:46Come here. You alright? Yeah.
01:09:10Yeah.
01:09:12Will you lie down with me?
01:09:40Will you lie down with me?
01:09:50Are you okay? Yeah.
01:09:52Do you want me? No. Do you want me?
01:09:56Say this. Say this. Say this. Say this.
01:10:02Do you want me? Do you want me?
01:10:04No.
01:10:06No.
01:10:08No.
01:10:10Come on, come on.
01:10:11Oh, come on.
01:10:12Come on.
01:10:13Come on.
01:10:14Come on.
01:10:22Come on.
01:10:23How are you?
01:10:28Oh, come on.
01:10:58Oh, come on.
01:11:28Come on.
01:11:58Come on.
01:12:28Come on.
01:12:58Do you need me to walk you home?
01:13:06No, it's okay.
01:13:07What's your book about?
01:13:20It's about an old man who falls for a young girl.
01:13:23Really?
01:13:24You don't believe me?
01:13:29How does it end?
01:13:32They make love and he is transformed.
01:13:41Make me proud tomorrow.
01:13:46No.
01:13:47No.
01:13:48Strike that.
01:13:50Make yourself proud and fame and fortune will follow.
01:13:55Good night, Debbie.
01:14:09Good night, Debbie.
01:14:11Good night.
01:14:12Are you sure you don't want something to eat?
01:14:19No, thanks.
01:14:22I'm fine.
01:14:22Hey, Ricky.
01:14:24Yeah?
01:14:24Make me some pancakes, will you?
01:14:26And put some bacon on the side.
01:14:28Do you like bacon?
01:14:29It's okay.
01:14:30I'm not hungry.
01:14:31And real syrup, too.
01:14:32None of that fake crap.
01:14:33Oh, wait, I need that.
01:14:44The napkin?
01:14:45Oh, I'm sorry, honey.
01:14:46I'm just trying to get some of this stuff out of your way.
01:14:48I never got a check.
01:14:50I never got a check.
01:14:51Oh, don't worry about it.
01:14:57Meg Dunning.
01:15:00Sue Axden.
01:15:04Sally Janet.
01:15:05Dini Parker.
01:15:10Hey, it's him.
01:15:15Good luck.
01:15:42So do not look up to me, my friend.
01:15:49For now, I realize that growing up is nothing more than knowing your own size.
01:15:56Thank you, guys.
01:16:25This poem is for Mr. Oster.
01:16:32It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:16:38I've memorized the lines.
01:16:43It was easy.
01:16:45The dirty white pages.
01:16:47A margin of fancy designs.
01:16:51You draw outlines of inverted hearts.
01:16:54But mine's real.
01:16:56Not a valentine.
01:17:01It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:17:02It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:17:04It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:17:06As for the details, fiction, fiction, lies, lies.
01:17:19I am the coming poet who will arise.
01:17:22Crippled Phoenix, I fly up from your bed of ashes.
01:17:26When my dad left, I cut off my hands and sewed up my eyes.
01:17:34But that didn't keep me from reaching for you.
01:17:39Thank you for the gold star and your leaving.
01:17:44Blue car, gold star, the leaving is a gift I will always hang onto.
01:18:19Blue car, gold star, the leaving is a path right.
01:18:38Questioner, go ahead.
01:18:42I'm going to Crippled Phoenix.
01:18:47Oh, this is it.
01:19:17Hi, um, is my dad there?
01:19:44Hi, Dad, it's, um, it's Meg.
01:20:10I called Dad.
01:20:12I know.
01:20:16Maybe it'll be better for a while.
01:20:20I'm sorry.
01:20:24Me too.
01:20:36I know he's not perfect.
01:20:48I know he's not perfect.
01:20:58I need him too.
01:21:08I know he's not perfect.
01:21:20I know he's not perfect.
01:21:32I know he's not perfect.
01:21:44I know he's not perfect.
01:21:46I know he's not perfect.
01:22:00I know he's not perfect.
01:22:14I know he's not perfect.
01:22:24I know he's not perfect.
01:22:26I know he's not perfect.
01:22:28He's not perfect.
01:22:30Do you remember when we drove into the country that one time?
01:22:34To the place where they sell penny candy?
01:22:38And it was you, me, Lily, and Mom.
01:22:44And we were driving over the bumps on the road so fast it felt like we were flying.
01:22:54I know he's not perfect.
01:22:56I know he's not perfect.
01:22:58I know he's not perfect.
01:23:00I know he's not perfect.
01:23:02I like this car.
01:23:04This old car likes you too.
01:23:08Suddenly you Buek.
01:23:10Goodbye.
01:23:11Bye.
01:23:12Bye.
01:23:14Bye.
01:23:15Bye.
01:23:18Bye.
01:23:20Bye.
01:23:22Bye.
01:23:24Let's go.
01:23:28Bye.
01:23:30Bye.
01:23:32Bye.
01:23:34Bye.
01:23:36Soon spring will come
01:23:39Is a trick of mind
01:23:45Can you feel the sun?
01:23:51Today the sun all shines
01:23:53Can you feel it?
01:23:59And I am away
01:24:06On your side
01:24:10But you may not believe
01:24:18And I know it's bad
01:24:26And in the sky I'll ride back
01:24:32I am always on your side
01:24:38I am always on your side
01:24:42I am always on your side
01:24:47If we should go at this time
01:24:55Then the living's done
01:25:01We should go at this time
01:25:06I'm in the shadow
01:25:10We should give up trying
01:25:16Then the living's done
01:25:21We should go at this time
01:25:25And what's the use been?
01:25:30And I am always on your side
01:25:42And I am always on your side
01:25:42And you may not believe
01:25:49And I know it's been an insane ride
01:26:02But I am always on your side
01:26:08I am always on your side
01:26:22I am always on your side
01:26:29I am always on your side
01:26:43I am always on your side
01:26:48I am always on your side
01:26:59I am always on your side
01:27:07I am always on your side
01:27:12I am always on your side
01:27:18I am always on your side
01:27:23I am always, I'm always on your side
01:27:33I am always on your side
01:27:43I am always on your side
01:27:44I am always on your side
01:27:45I am always on your side
01:27:46I am always on your side
01:27:47I am always on your side
01:27:48I am always on your side
01:27:49I am always on your side
01:27:50I am always on your side
01:27:51I am always on your side
01:27:52I am always on your side
01:27:53I am always on your side
01:27:54I am always on your side
01:27:55I am always on your side
01:27:56I am always on your side
01:27:57I am always on your side
01:27:58I am always on your side
01:27:59I am always on your side
01:28:00I am always on your side
01:28:01I am always on your side
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