00:00I accidentally pricked my hand while peeling a crab. I instinctively looked at the woman across
00:04from me, but the wife who used to peel crabs and place them in front of me was gone. Now the one
00:08sitting opposite me was my indifferent first love. I remembered how my wife used to panic whenever I
00:13scraped my hand, how she would gently put on a band-aid and coax me like a child, even though
00:18I never treated her well. She always smiled and let it go. Only at this moment did I finally
00:23realize that I had personally lost the one who loved me the most. Five years later, she got
00:27pregnant by accident. My mother forced me to throw her a grand celebration, but unexpectedly,
00:32my first love appeared. Crying and demanding, she returned me. My wife tried to calm her so the
00:37guests wouldn't laugh, but my first love grabbed a knife and held it to her wrist, forcing me to say
00:41who I truly loved to stop her from hurting herself. And because I never loved my wife, I said in front
00:46of everyone that my first love was the one I loved most. My wife froze on the spot. She couldn't
00:51believe years of effort couldn't warm my heart. She asked if I had ever loved her, but I disappointed
00:56her again. Then my cruel first love suddenly pushed my pregnant wife to the ground. I wanted to check
01:01on her, but was stopped. I told my mother to take care of her and carried my first love to the
01:05hospital, ignoring my wife's cries, ignoring my mother's scolding. I walked away without looking
01:10back. Only then did my wife realize how completely she had lost. At the hospital, she lost the baby,
01:15and the doctor said she might never get pregnant again. My mother held her hand and cried. She knew
01:19everything was my fault, but nothing could undo the damage, because I had cut a wound in my wife that
01:24could never heal. The next day, my sister-in-law handled the discharge procedures. My wife wanted
01:29some quiet and left first, but right outside the room. She saw me feeding my first love oranges.
01:34Worse, my first love grabbed my hand and said she was the woman I loved most. My wife said nothing.
01:39She turned and walked away despite the pain in that moment. Her heart broke completely. She handed me
01:44divorce papers. I thought she was playing hard to get again. I signed without hesitation, told her never
01:49to appear before me again. She pretended to be calm, but I didn't know that the moment I left,
01:53she collapsed in tears. I slammed the door, then suddenly felt something was wrong with her.
01:58I want to go back, but thought she loved me too much to ever leave, but I didn't know.
02:02She had already decided to end everything. She burned all her belongings, burned our wedding
02:06photos she insisted on displaying, even burned the ring I gave her. She burned every memory of me,
02:11then walked straight into the sea, letting the waves swallow her. A week later, I returned from a
02:16business trip. No one came to take my coat. For the first time, I panicked and called her name
02:20into the empty house.
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