00:00And the winner is Korn Freak on a Leash!
00:14She's cute, huh?
00:16I have plenty of memories from when my dad was in Korn.
00:21I love you, daddy.
00:24Peek-a-boo.
00:26It changed my perspective on how I saw, like, love.
00:38It's like the ultimate way of everything you could ever want.
00:43I thought they were making their drinks, topping lines, rolling joints.
00:47I'm a new person. I'm gonna be a great dad.
00:50Hey, get down, please.
00:51I'll just have a couple beers.
00:54I saw, like, naked chicks, like, walking around.
00:57He was a master at hiding it.
01:01I was just scared that I was gonna screw up the kid like I was screwing up myself.
01:09I had addiction to meth, methamphetamine.
01:14All of the other kids had their mom and dad come to Mother's Day or Father's Day.
01:20I couldn't stop being bad to my body. I couldn't stop these addictions.
01:26I had become an animal.
01:28I just looked up and I just said, Father.
01:31I can't pray when I'm out of drugs.
01:33Do anything you want to my life.
01:35How do I pay a phone bill?
01:37How can you change so suddenly?
01:39How do I know this is real?
01:41I have to be afraid.
01:42It's like, yeah, I'm putting Korn, I'm gonna stay home.
01:45And I'm like, wait, is that even allowed?
01:48I was devastated.
01:49God's telling me to do this and God's telling me.
01:51I'm like...
01:52That was an act of love for himself and his daughter.
01:54But I immediately started making bad choices.
01:57She had been physical, punching holes in walls.
02:01She just couldn't connect with anybody.
02:03I assumed things were gonna be different.
02:05People offered her drugs, I'm like, dang it!
02:07I got physical, I flipped tables.
02:09I can't control my rage, I'm stressed out.
02:11I just wanted someone to realize I'm hurting.
02:13She says, I cut myself because of you.
02:16And I said, I hate you.
02:18You're a whore.
02:19I gave up everything for you.
02:27Everybody that doesn't live their life like this, that's who's crazy.
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