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00:00Hello everybody, I am Radrani and welcome to Zoom Speak Easy.
00:04Unhone, ghar mein, itna ziyadah chaos, happiness or all kind of emotions ko dikhaya.
00:12Aur I think unke aane ke baad bhi unke charche khatam nahe ho raya.
00:16I am of course talking about Amal Malik.
00:18Thank you for doing this Amal.
00:19Oh God, now I feel good about doing this.
00:22I hope charche achche ho bas.
00:24But charche har jaga hai.
00:26Because when I was inside, I saw a lot of charche in this house, in the outside house.
00:32This is the question that I think you have answered many times, but I would like to do it from the start of the start of the whole show.
00:41During the whole show, during the weekend, it was often heard and sometimes it was often understood.
00:48And this was always discussed that Salman knows you and all of that.
00:53That used to happen even there.
00:55Correct.
00:56Some contestants bhi bolte tte tte.
00:57Correct.
00:58That was also happening in the weekend.
00:59And in the weekend, it was a lot of trouble with you and it was a lot of trouble with you.
01:03But when there were trends, there used to be discussions that there was a clear bias that when Amal was wrong, he would leave it in the middle of the day.
01:12And the rest of the day, there was a lot of pressure on the other side.
01:16So, a hundred percent, Amal will win.
01:19This is why I wanted to start here.
01:20That's why I didn't win.
01:21I didn't win.
01:22I thought that if you win, this discussion would have continued.
01:26Yeah, fully.
01:27But you are now, you've heard this in so many different ways.
01:30You have said that there is certain bias because he has known Salman for a really long time.
01:37Yeah, I wish there was then because there was none.
01:40See, I think this is a perception because we come from this legacy family and father has worked with Salman Khan.
01:49Uncle has worked with Salman Khan.
01:50Uncle has worked with Salman Khan.
01:51Uncle has worked with me.
01:52Uncle has worked with Salman Khan.
01:53Uncle has worked with Salman Khan.
01:54So, there is a family association.
01:55I exist in this industry as a music composer because of Salman Khan.
02:11But it's not like that I was sitting in a chair and sitting in a chair and saying,
02:15Oh, my son has done well.
02:17It's like that.
02:18I don't know.
02:22I'm seeing the episodes.
02:23So, many things seem chopped off and edited.
02:26If I got 30% art, I got 70% art.
02:31But then the whole episode is about me.
02:33So, they have to show parts of others also getting it.
02:37And fortunately, unfortunately,
02:40some people thought that Salman Khan talks only to Amal Malek.
02:44They are not talking about other people.
02:45They are not talking about others.
02:46No.
02:47But that week, if I did something, I will talk about it.
02:49But if I did something, I will talk about it.
02:50If I did something, what will be talking about?
02:52They are just saying, go, go, go, see a little game.
02:55Which you would tell GK.
02:56Which you would tell Mridul.
02:57Yeah.
02:58For me, two weeks, my health was bad.
03:00And because the timing was not a musician clock at all.
03:04Because I work at night and sleep at night.
03:07That was not working for this house.
03:09So, he has gone personal and said,
03:11This is the real Amal Malek.
03:13You have seen this in your house.
03:14And he had a little bit of thing with me in the start.
03:18Only that I had not told him I am coming for the show.
03:20So, he has entered a lot with me.
03:23I have no love introduction on stage.
03:26He said things in a fun way.
03:30And it was nice that, you know, he could do that.
03:33Lot of people felt,
03:34Let's go,
03:35Let's talk more about this topic.
03:36But many things have been said.
03:38I am sorry if it didn't make the cut.
03:40That's not in my hand.
03:41That is in Colors and Endemol's hand.
03:43And if they want to put out the footage of how many times Salman Khan has bashed me.
03:48Or bashed even Basir.
03:51Or even GK.
03:52Or even some of Lenny Ehal of Arana.
03:54They would feel that this is happening in all fan clubs.
03:58I am seeing it even now.
03:59That our eight contestants said that he didn't say that.
04:02No, brother.
04:03Our eight contestants have done more than me.
04:05And I have done more than him.
04:07So, I think mostly the weekend war was for me, Shahbaz and Farhana.
04:13I think we three really took the brunt of everything.
04:16I think equally we three have eaten a lot.
04:19In our amal, it is such that you were at home too.
04:23You are erratic.
04:24What you have said in your mind is what you have said.
04:26And whatever you say, you don't go back.
04:29Yeah.
04:30So, this is the true facts.
04:32I will tell you where I was a little surprised.
04:34Yeah.
04:35You are among the few people who have had the courage to speak out for people when they are wrong.
04:41Even if they are powerful.
04:42Yes.
04:43And I will talk about that of course because that also needs to be highlighted.
04:48Yes.
04:49But I feel like in the house, you are completely losing it.
04:52For you to comment on someone's mother is, I mean because you are very personal about your family and you fought for them.
05:00I didn't understand that.
05:01It seemed a real reaction.
05:03But I want to understand.
05:05Like, was it something that you were trying to control?
05:09The kind of abusive language or the kind of personal things?
05:12What happened?
05:13I think, see the thing is, obviously it's a different animal that house is not easy to be in.
05:18Second, many people were on a put on, on a performance.
05:23Playing a kirdaar or a character to be seen, perceived, loved, respected a certain way.
05:28And that's their game.
05:29I didn't plan that shit at all.
05:31I was like, Joe, who?
05:32And I am.
05:33In my fights, I have lost a bad word.
05:35I have fought with people.
05:37What happened with that girl on that incident was that it was a culmination of too many frustrated days.
05:44Yes.
05:45That was the only point in the show, which I felt like, yes, I crossed the line.
05:48Yes, I did wrong.
05:49I also felt bad.
05:50I felt bad.
05:51I felt bad.
05:52I felt bad.
05:53I felt bad.
05:54I felt bad.
05:55I felt bad.
05:56I felt bad.
05:57I felt bad.
05:58But hearing in the start, when you enter, the person doesn't know you and says,
06:04you're a musician.
06:05You're not a musician.
06:06You have no work.
06:07You're not a big boss.
06:08Salman Khan told yourself, you're not a big boss.
06:11You're not a big boss.
06:12You're not a big boss.
06:13You're not a big boss.
06:14So when you let an unknown person talk like that, I kept drawing lines with her.
06:18I said, don't do it.
06:19Don't do it.
06:20She would do it to someone else also.
06:21So she was getting scot-free away with many things.
06:24And I was like, you would not perceive it as a woman card or you would not perceive it,
06:28but she took advantage of being a girl.
06:31She was getting it.
06:32If that was a guy, I would have.
06:33I would have.
06:34I've done it.
06:35I would have given a slap and left the show.
06:37I'm capable of being like that to my real friends, to real enemies.
06:40I've had fights in this industry which maybe you hear, you don't hear.
06:44I am not just SA called the bad boy.
06:46I have a reason for it.
06:47Yeah.
06:48But their reasons have been legit.
06:49They have not been, I planned, prepared.
06:51I said, I will give you this.
06:52I will give you the answer.
06:53No.
06:54It happened.
06:55It happened.
06:56It happened.
06:57It happened.
06:58Some girl was vibrating on the side because this girl has shredded her letter.
06:59I understand the captaincy task.
07:01I thought that you could have been more mature.
07:03Come and just said, hey, listen, this captaincy matters for me.
07:06I am sorry I am going to do it.
07:08Especially when I have given that contestant her own letter.
07:11On the previous day, she has done this.
07:14I don't take this shit from the biggest stars of this industry.
07:17There have been heroes who have done this to me in a meeting and I never picked up their call after that.
07:21This is who Amal Malik is.
07:23So she was just another girl who has come here to make her name.
07:26And I am also someone who has a name and you've got her respected.
07:29who has crossed that line.
07:31If my mother and father have crossed the line, I don't have to talk a few months.
07:35What are you talking about?
07:36Someone who I don't know.
07:37And then she kept egging me.
07:40I kept going.
07:41The only thing is that I crossed too much of a boundary.
07:43Food throwing.
07:44It went into a place where I shouldn't have taken her.
07:47That's why they called dad.
07:49That's why I had to reach there and they had to pull me up and bring me to a little bit of senses.
07:54Because when you're sitting and you're talking in four groups,
07:59you're talking to Salman Khan.
08:01These things also play on your head.
08:04What are you doing with me?
08:07What are you doing with me?
08:09So many things culminated and then no regret and then eating and smoking
08:15and then dancing in the garden while someone else is crying, breaking down,
08:19not being able to breathe.
08:21I wanted to just see a letter from my freaking parents.
08:24And you've just had twice captaincy.
08:26I know there's no rule that why why do you become a third time?
08:28But there's a way that I do.
08:30I do this and my husband is also.
08:32The most rivalry in my home is because of the fact.
08:35Or because of the fact.
08:36If I can give my letter, I don't even give it.
08:38I'd say, listen, I'm sorry.
08:40I really want to be captain.
08:41And please don't take this to your heart.
08:44He also said that Neelam.
08:46I'd have not gotten into that space.
08:48And you took it into that side.
08:49He said, I'm a vampire.
08:51Now I'll show you.
08:53I'll show you.
08:54I said, there's only one person who is dumb to say, insults too.
08:59Because I know if I pushed it, she would also push it.
09:01She also went on my father and mother.
09:03She said that they will stay with me.
09:05She has previously said to me and Basir.
09:08And she has also been equally bhaagidar in this process.
09:12So, I was like, if you are going to bhaedo, then I will bhaedo.
09:15And it's never been just for me.
09:17It was for someone you should have just been nice to.
09:20Whoever it was.
09:21But the statement that I made before this.
09:24I think and I will stand by what I just said.
09:28That before you even join the show.
09:30I have watched the way you have stood by what is wrong and what is right.
09:37Stood against what is wrong and stood by what is right.
09:40It's very difficult.
09:41I want to understand how that conviction started for you.
09:45Because this has been a journey.
09:48And one more layer to this entire question is that when you are questioned constantly.
09:53Yeah.
09:54And your ideal ideologies are questioned.
09:56How are you reacting to that?
09:58Because for you this is,
10:00yeh toh ek, yeh joh personal ladai hai ki industry,
10:02Mere saath yeh hua hai toh aap bhot chote se aap kar dhaay ho yeh.
10:06So, I want to understand that journey.
10:09And the suffering that you have also had because of the calling out.
10:14Which also includes going against someone like your own uncle.
10:19Because he was me too accused.
10:20And honestly, I think.
10:22I think many things people don't expect me to do.
10:25And I don't plan it also.
10:27And it happens to me.
10:28I think whatever gives you decent sleep at night.
10:31And you can sleep with a less heavy heart.
10:33I do it.
10:34I've been blamed for it.
10:36I've been threatened for it.
10:37My parents have been called and said,
10:39What the hell is your son doing?
10:41Why does he have to get into this topic?
10:43And so many people from the industry.
10:45But I feel people say it after they have achieved it.
10:49They are sorted in their lives.
10:51All the money is flowing.
10:52Nothing to lose.
10:53I'm saying it at a time when I have everything to lose.
10:56But that's what should be inspiring to a next-gen composer, singer, songwriter.
11:00He said,
11:01There was one thing in our era that stood up.
11:03He kept talking about it.
11:05Before me and before my era,
11:07Sonu Nigam was that.
11:09Shreya was that.
11:10Sunidhi was that.
11:11Before Lata Ji stood for rights of people.
11:14Very few people are doing it.
11:16Independent artists doing it, it's fair.
11:18But standing within the film industry,
11:20It's always been very few.
11:21No one from my era comes to stand for the right thing.
11:24I don't see any of the people who are considered my contemporaries
11:28Ever say anything against a label.
11:31Ever say anything against an award function.
11:34Ever take a stand for what is going wrong.
11:36And so many musicians accused of such lewd behaviour and such things.
11:41Yeah, of her secular harassment.
11:43So then, and there are so many that have withheld names
11:47And those names, they must have gone through so much.
11:51And sometimes, I have even said this online.
11:54I tell even the girls,
11:55Judiciary is on your side.
11:59I know it's difficult being a woman in this country.
12:02And we all sometimes
12:04We all think that we are feminists.
12:06But we give the work a lot to the girls.
12:09You see it.
12:10If I am lying.
12:11No, absolutely not.
12:12I don't know.
12:13But I know that people have preconceived.
12:14I am glad you are calling it out.
12:15I feel people, not just in our industry,
12:17In the country have preconceived notions
12:19That this will be how it will do.
12:21This is the girl's name.
12:23But there are like,
12:25If I hired today someone to be Arman's manager,
12:28I don't think anyone could have done it better than a woman, my mother.
12:31So there are things at home we have seen.
12:33We have seen,
12:34She has been like,
12:35Jhasi ki Rani,
12:36Do talwar lege khaadi hai ki,
12:38Mere karan ar chun aengke.
12:39We have seen a strong woman.
12:41Yeah.
12:42So that also brings a lot of perspective.
12:44But the thing is that,
12:46That fine line that you have to understand,
12:49When you come from a legacy also,
12:51That you can be different.
12:53It is necessary that,
12:54That what I have said in my legacy,
12:55That what I have said in my legacy,
12:56That what I have said in my legacy,
12:57That what I will do.
12:58They will,
12:59Like your parents can guide you.
13:01They can say,
13:02If you go this way,
13:03Yeah.
13:04Yeah.
13:05Yeah.
13:06You will,
13:07You will,
13:08You will,
13:09You will,
13:10You will.
13:11Yeah.
13:12Yeah.
13:13It is a bad thing.
13:14It is a bad thing.
13:15It is a light at the end of the tunnel.
13:16How can I show you?
13:17I can show you friends, parents or brothers.
13:22I can show you what I want to do.
13:23Why I believe this is right and wrong for different perspectives, some people say you are not respecting
13:29elders, you are not listening to their opinion.
13:31You are not listening to their opinion in industry or in your own house.
13:34But I am happy that this one I have done and this one was my fault.
13:38Or this one I have done and this one was my decision.
13:41I don't want to wake up and tomorrow blame me.
13:44That guy told me that I took this film or my mother said that's why I left that job.
13:49No.
13:50I screwed up, I only screwed up.
13:52I don't like to point fingers on anyone's face.
13:54Yes, you can say fate is a thing.
13:56It keeps turning today.
13:57It is my time to do something nice.
13:59I may be the number one musician for a day.
14:02Next week it changes.
14:04It is how actors have Friday to Friday.
14:06We have released on release.
14:07Absolutely.
14:08So, this is the fear that I will call out and they will say that they will end it in industry.
14:15So, it has happened.
14:16So, you cannot end it.
14:17I am saying that they have threatened.
14:19They have said that.
14:20So, threaten and execute.
14:22So, I have in my life managed to out of the 130 songs that I have released, made 10 beautiful songs which remain in the hearts of people.
14:29Tomorrow I may not be successful.
14:31Tomorrow no one may want my interview.
14:33Tomorrow no one will want to listen or stream my music also.
14:36But I as an artist can say in 10 years I have 10 good songs which immortalize me.
14:42Which put me with the greatest.
14:44I have given my knowledge.
14:46I am in my generation without boasting.
14:49Shah Rukh Khan says he is king of romance.
14:51I am the king of romance in the music industry.
14:53Very rarely there is Mithun who is my senior as a composer who manages to challenge my soul.
15:00There is no one else.
15:01So, if I believe that and I want to preserve that who I am.
15:08And keep that innocence of that artist alive.
15:10I have to be the way I am.
15:12If I am in pressure, money, control or power games, I will not say anything about that feeling.
15:20I will not be able to survive that for myself.
15:22Which is why I think when people are accusing you of things that you might not have not done.
15:27And you are not responding to it.
15:29But there are a lot of people and your fans I think coming together and saying that why would this guy do it.
15:36Yeah, what is this onward?
15:38Like any particular thing?
15:40There are recent things also that have happened right.
15:42People accusing you of taking songs from them and not being all of that.
15:46And even in the past.
15:48When people have come and said.
15:49In the past.
15:50And someone said that no, you know.
15:51I feel like this is.
15:52He doesn't do remixes.
15:53But you know.
15:54All of that.
15:55But he has done.
15:56He has also been a part of it.
15:58You have always said that.
15:59But you have been very clear in what kind of choices you have made as a composer also.
16:03If in a 130 song career.
16:05If I have 5 recreations then that speaks enough that I didn't chase the bag.
16:09Yeah.
16:10There are boys of my generation who were afraid of the biggest labels of this country.
16:14And said that yes sir.
16:15And they made their 40 crores.
16:17I didn't care about the money.
16:18You still don't isn't it?
16:20Doesn't matter to me.
16:21My means are met in 3 grand.
16:23A day.
16:24I don't need more than that.
16:25Everything else is bonus.
16:27I don't need to spend anything.
16:29Sometimes I have my cigarette which is bad.
16:32And I am okay with living a simple life.
16:35When people threaten me to take away dreams that I only don't want.
16:38How will you win?
16:39I don't need the S class Maybacks or some ghar in town.
16:45Or like come out and stand in certain branded clothes.
16:49I am the brand.
16:50I believe I am the human who will be remembered for being himself.
16:54I don't want to fake it.
16:56It's not even these things.
16:58I don't even like to give interviews or sit and wear stylish clothes.
17:05Now because you are being seen, my mother gets more into that space.
17:09First of all she is like,
17:10I am very simple as a musician.
17:14And more realer as a human being.
17:16I am born on the same day as Tupac.
17:18I will take a bullet but say the truth.
17:21It's okay.
17:22If someone wants to align my name within the industry which they do.
17:26If someone wants to say through their interviews.
17:29Other artists say,
17:30He has also done a remix.
17:32How did it do?
17:33You can see it.
17:34Did someone get credit?
17:35No.
17:36Did someone get credit?
17:37No.
17:38Did someone say this song is mine?
17:39Or did I recreate it?
17:40People sit and put their names on other songs and say,
17:41I have made it.
17:43Never done that.
17:44Has any composer whose original I have touched ever woken up and said,
17:47He destroyed my song?
17:48Never.
17:49So you go and see what all has happened before.
17:52And they don't say it to my face.
17:54Because half of them are afraid of me.
17:56It's the truth.
17:57They don't come and talk to my face.
17:59They will say it on some Insta post.
18:01And then not do a court case.
18:03Anyone has a problem?
18:04Go to the court.
18:05Straight up.
18:06Go do a case.
18:07Whether it's defamation.
18:08Or if you feel I have copied your music.
18:10Come.
18:11Amal, how did you take care of your mental health inside the house?
18:15Because you have been very open about discussing your mental health amidst all the chaos
18:20every day of the weekend ka waar.
18:22And you trying to be as real as you can.
18:25I was picked on for those things by Kuneka ma'am also initially.
18:28She would say those things.
18:30Like my relationship with her eventually became incredible.
18:33Correct.
18:34And it became like Rajmata and Yuvraj.
18:36She became like the mama in the show for me.
18:39But everyone had that thing.
18:41Oh, what happened with your family?
18:43You put that post.
18:45Everyone wanted to talk about it.
18:46And then, oh, you are really depressed.
18:48What?
18:49Ya tu asi iske lihe bol rah hai ta ki ter pe thoda cum.
18:51Aise bhi bol hai.
18:52Lo ho mani bhaar nahi aati chize.
18:53Ya, te re saath lenient rahe hai.
18:55I used to just give a look and be like, vakt bataye ga bhai.
18:59I don't even know why I came through.
19:01But that's sad.
19:02So, they did pick on me.
19:03I don't want to name who.
19:04I hope there are videos of this.
19:05Nahi bhi hai ta they did that.
19:07So, those who started doing those things, even the show sometimes picked it up and told Kuneka ma'am ki, you know, the boy who fights all this and comes to do this.
19:17Ya.
19:18He's also a winner in a way.
19:19I mean, I have a whole image, name, family, legacy, all you have to keep in front of me.
19:27Be na soche samjhe ki kya ho sakta as ka repercussion, kya likhriya media, kya mere against PR.
19:33Kuch nahi socha hai maine.
19:35So, then eventually even they understood that these guys are picking on him and he's giving it back.
19:41So, you have to say that why he's giving it back.
19:44You can't make me a villain without seeing that people try to ignite that side.
19:48So, it's okay.
19:49I think it made me stronger.
19:51That's why I made it.
19:52Are you okay today?
19:53Yes.
19:54I think that is what I proudly want to say.
19:57I'm glad that I went in.
19:58The fame is a bonus.
20:00Getting known by so many people and having more people wanting your music.
20:05It sets me as an artist even more as a face.
20:09But more than that, it taught me how to make my own breakfast.
20:12I know how to make my chai coffee.
20:14I know how to do the bartans today.
20:16Thank God.
20:17My mother is not going to have any problems in her head like she always had.
20:20Like, how will you take care of this?
20:22She had before I went.
20:23Because I've not done it.
20:24I only focused on music.
20:25I've had people to do these things for me.
20:27But I enjoyed removing the garbage.
20:29I took fun in everything that I did.
20:32If I was collecting garbage, I used to sing a garbage song.
20:35If I was doing bartan, I did a bartan song.
20:37I lived my life as I would if I was living with strangers.
20:41And I first tried to find my friends in them.
20:44I mentally never went with aggression.
20:46They started showing so many different shades over days.
20:49Then I gravitated towards my 2-3 people.
20:52Let's dissect what you were talking about.
20:56Jishan, when he came out in my interview, he was very angry when he came out.
20:59And he felt that Basir and you...
21:01Did he target him?
21:03Yes, he did a lot of talk to him.
21:05And he also did.
21:06He did not.
21:07He did not.
21:08Everyone did.
21:09When you look at the show and look at the angle of the show,
21:11everyone thought that he was wrong with me.
21:13He was angry with me.
21:14But...
21:15Even when you talk to us,
21:18Aashnoor and Bajaj,
21:20he kept friends with a different stand.
21:22So we noticed that we don't fight about it.
21:25But me and Basir had a...
21:27There were times when I have also said about Basir to Jishan also,
21:29that he is playing his game.
21:31He is a pro reality show contestant.
21:34He will eat us up.
21:36He believes that he is superior.
21:38And I still say he is superior to us.
21:40I saw him higher than me in this game.
21:42So everyone has that edginess that you want to prove yourself.
21:46Now, when we talked about Zeeshan,
21:48we discussed something in our hearts.
21:50So if we did it,
21:51then he did it.
21:52He was a little upset.
21:53If I was...
21:54If you came out and you saw that,
21:56and you said this,
21:57then I would say,
21:58I have not done it.
21:59Like some people say.
22:00I am not saying it.
22:01I am saying it.
22:02I don't know the exact incident,
22:03but there are times when we have all spoken.
22:05Shahbaz and I have spoken.
22:06And both Zeeshan and Basir saying,
22:07these guys are not standing with us.
22:09They are getting the...
22:11They are going in a different route only.
22:13He is going with Nehal and Farhana.
22:15He is going with Tanya and Neelam.
22:16We are left alone.
22:17So what kind of commander is this?
22:20So there have been...
22:21He must have felt.
22:22And I have given myself a message.
22:24What do you say to me?
22:25I can play a game in four ways.
22:27If you want to play mind games...
22:28Because I realized,
22:29that everyone in one minute,
22:30what we are speaking,
22:31someone from here is going and telling it to that person,
22:34that there is no need.
22:35I said,
22:36if you want to play like this,
22:38then come here.
22:39I will show you two or four games.
22:41You will not even know what the source was.
22:44Who said it?
22:45So within the game parameters,
22:47I think I never picked on anyone too much.
22:49Whatever happened was my...
22:51Where I sincerely feel that I should have handled better
22:53was only the Farhana incident.
22:55And the rest was fine.
22:56The rest was just like...
22:57Certain lines I would not cross
22:59and didn't want others to cross.
23:01I think this expectation of Tanya,
23:03that I have done so much for me...
23:05That is a little unnecessary, I feel.
23:08And the fact that he feels that
23:10why I have felt that I have flirted with him.
23:12I didn't say that you did.
23:16I just want...
23:17I have questioned both in front of each other
23:19to know the truth.
23:20But I think both lied.
23:21So I don't know.
23:22I don't know if Malty said the truth
23:23or Tanya said the truth.
23:24But it's okay with me.
23:25Let bygones be bygones.
23:27I think throughout the season,
23:30you already...
23:32Yeah, I like someone.
23:34I have feelings for someone.
23:35So why should I...
23:36And I am not that guy who will go and
23:38for the game play with someone's heart
23:40and create feelings in a girl's heart
23:42and then make her feel that this was a game.
23:45I can't do that.
23:46So I don't do that.
23:47So why don't I do that?
23:48Why don't I do that?
23:50But I think when Malty is telling you
23:51and you are outside,
23:52the subtext is very different.
23:53I know.
23:54But why she has done it,
23:55she knows.
23:56Why do you think so?
23:57Drama.
23:58Attention.
23:59Build a game.
24:00Distract me.
24:01Try to show me as...
24:02Oh, like...
24:03Prettitious.
24:04Maybe.
24:05That is her game.
24:06I called her out also.
24:07I said,
24:08I don't know the girl only.
24:09But just because I know you
24:10and just because we have
24:11an association of friendship
24:13I don't know the girl only.
24:14So I never said that I don't know the girl only.
24:17But just because I know you
24:18and just because we have an association of friendship
24:21I have not done it to my boys.
24:23I can't do it.
24:24It's how you approach.
24:25There is a thin line between a man and a woman
24:26which I have tried to keep.
24:27I crossed that only once when it went to Farhana's chapter.
24:28Because she would say such demeaning things
24:30that you would reach the point of getting irked.
24:33You also are filled with emotions.
24:34But wherever someone's been,
24:35I have not crossed the line.
24:36I have not crossed the line,
24:37I have not crossed the line.
24:39and a woman which I have tried to keep. I crossed that only once when it went to Farhana's chapter
24:44because she would say such demeaning things that you would reach a point of getting irked.
24:48You also are filled with emotions. But wherever someone's been, I have not crossed the line.
24:53I have apologised to most of the women in the house if I have ever crossed anything,
24:56whether Kornika ji, Nehal also when I was accused of things. I didn't do it.
25:00That I think was very unfortunate which I have said also.
25:03And I didn't even blame her. Like I just understood.
25:05But I think you handle very well Amal. I want to say it.
25:07Certain things I did, as what I learned in my own way within the house,
25:11that if someone realizes or not, I will keep my own.
25:15But when it came to these things, I think over-expecting from anyone, a friendship or an anonymity,
25:21me and Bajaj have had the most serious fights and crazy. Yesterday we met and we recreated that
25:26head-butt pose also. Everywhere where people are saying,
25:29they are posing and look at it. Sur-suri task.
25:31That Sur-suri Amal was so unhaasari. What was that?
25:36So, imagine the kind of shit I am being put through and people say,
25:39not to be contestant with me, not to show. But that's how it is.
25:44They will show you what they want to and these guys will be how they want to,
25:47to just get something out. They understood. Later, I stopped getting baited.
25:51I was like, I am not a person.
25:52They will calm down. I was like,
25:54Malati kept saying,
25:55oh, your captaincy is so thanda. Why are you being so generous to Farana?
26:01I didn't want her to work me. And I didn't, even if anyone outside felt that Farana
26:06was scared. That's their perception. I got the girl to do the duty.
26:09And I got her to do it within my captaincy. No one. Other people, when they became captain,
26:14they would come to me and say, please help us out with Farana. So, then I was the most successful
26:19captain of the season, I can say that. Sab ne mere captaincy mein sab kuch ki hai.
26:24Now, you're out of the house.
26:25Aavez and Nagma had a lot. I know. I had seen that. A lot. You know, both of their individual
26:32interviews. Bohat kuch ki expect hi nahi tha. Ye bolna aur ye sab. Do you regret that as well?
26:38And you all met in a party, I want to know. Abhi. We were fine, but I don't expect them to be friends.
26:43And I don't want to carry that burden with that. I'll have mutual respect as an artist. I think one,
26:48two things which I said ki, ham in ko business deete, danda deete, that I think I should have
26:53controlled. That could have been worded better. Because the other things is when they went personal
26:59against my brother, my friend Basir and started, he and Bajaj started making very unnecessary
27:05statements about his personal life, his body and lot of things. That never got caught as body shaming
27:12and talking things. They even hinted like this, saying ki, ishne. Steroids. Ye sab leke bana hai.
27:17So, there were too many things that were going wrong and why should we take that? So, I almost
27:23went out of my way to expose Avis, but then I stopped. Because I didn't want to get into
27:28that and spoil anyone's life. I said it because my friend was agitated and I was like, yeah,
27:34because I know a lot of shit that I don't want to get out. I'm not a child, I want to tell everyone
27:38who is going to remove some chat and show. Whoever is doing that within this is playing
27:425-week Aksha ka big boss. Tell them to go back into the house again. Should have done it inside,
27:47now you are evict. If you have been evicted for three months, Amal Malik was saying,
27:52tell them. Democracy is also in India. But I have to appreciate the fact that,
27:57like you said, you have never denied anything. You have been self-aware, whether you have been
28:02called out. Yeah, mistakes happened. You have admitted it and I think that is a lot of things,
28:07I think a lot of people don't even do that. But you did that. Also, even though your relationship
28:14with Abhishek was not so right, but when he got the chance, I remember when he went out,
28:19you said that Abhishek should not go out. In fact, even in the press con, when GK was being
28:26targeted, I saw the first person who was offended that you had to go to your child and your wife
28:30and your wife. Yeah, I got damn pissed from that. So, and it's not like you all are best friends.
28:33No, no, we were warring each other. But that is human. That side is in me. I think that
28:40he doesn't stay alive. So, I think people just look like a villain. They saw that this kid has
28:46heart. He has feelings. He understands things. But sometimes he also misunderstands, gets into emotion,
28:52and that house makes you emotional on everything. How dare you say this about my friend or how dare
29:04you pick on this topic. So, people would not understand that if the host has come and said
29:09something to me, you're not supposed to take that and start fighting. Talman Khan came back later and
29:13explained that. That is my perception. You have no right to do. Which Farhan also at one point
29:19started saying about Bajaj's personal life and said,
29:21Teri ex bhaar rukiye. Unnecessary. Talk about the house things. That's where I realized I'm crossing
29:28the line. And Aave started crying. I went up to him. I apologize. I said, I'm sorry.
29:32But after that, if they came out and they didn't realize that I will ever come out and see this,
29:38then that's their stupidity. Because if today I want to get onto this angry space and do these things,
29:44then I will be unnecessarily looking that I'm also sour about things.
29:48Hmm. I think in the house it happened. I also have regrets about how it happened.
29:52But it happened because of friendship. Most of my problems have been other's problems and house
29:56issues. I have once or twice told me that GK has tried to demean my journey or Farhan
30:04has told me that you're Kai's musician or Joby or whatever. These two times I stood up for myself.
30:08Others have always been for someone else. I just want to say that,
30:11I thought that now, looking out a little bit. When you were in the house, obviously,
30:15you were in the house. You were in the house. You were in the house.
30:17I think it's a lot to catch up. I'm sure there will be more that you'll see.
30:22I know, Amal, who was playing a good game? Deserved to be in the place level.
30:28Who was playing well?
30:29Who was playing really well. Doesn't matter whether you're a bunny or a bunny.
30:31I will always say it like that. And the people that you genuinely don't want to be in touch with.
30:38That I would not be that harsh about. No, not about anybody. No, no, no.
30:41So then Tanya and you can probably meet outside, you think?
30:44I don't know if I'm going to meet anyone. I'm not going to make a plan with anyone.
30:47No, no, no, no. No chance. Basir, Zeeshan and Shaibaz are the only three who are in my heart.
30:53Correct. And that is also always going to be respectful when there is equal love and
30:58respect from the other side. I am that person. I cannot be in any friendship where there is
31:03fakeness. And luckily all three of them are pure hearts. Absolutely.
31:07They have come to me and come to me and say whatever they say, they will feel something.
31:10I don't know what was shown. We have also not met in a proper way to discuss these things
31:15because we have moved on from it. When I come to me and GK,
31:18as much as I am in the war, he is not my enemy.
31:21Tomorrow party will be.
31:22So I'm going to say, he's a little enemy.
31:24Even with someone like Farhana, extreme highs and lows of friendship we have seen.
31:32There have been times the whole house was in stress, why are these guys coming close?
31:37Yeah.
31:37Because they were afraid. Both are missiles of another level.
31:40The whole house was a problem. That minute we both fired guns together.
31:44Shaibaz always loved me too much. She was always like,
31:48Oh, my God. I don't want to sit with someone. So there are also friends in life.
31:54There are also friends in real life who say,
31:56Oh, you've gone. You haven't called me.
31:58There are also friends.
31:59So there are such friends.
32:00And because it was real, you can see that Shaibaz and my friendship was never,
32:04I wanted him to win this. Like I'm not upset with GK winning,
32:07but I was like, if I'm not, I hope Shaibaz gets to be there.
32:11Because he needs that for his career to be pushed. And so that people don't say,
32:15Shaibaz ka bhai hai, or Shukla ke fans pa hai.
32:18This is a lot of things that he has heard in his home.
32:19I have seen friends. Have you told the whole show about this?
32:23Absolutely. I didn't think about it.
32:26But because of that, GK is not the captain's fault.
32:30We didn't plan it, but if we had not done it, I used to think, then what?
32:34Because I took stands for everyone that I felt for.
32:38When the house was wrong against Tanya and Zeeshanan,
32:40Basir didn't fight with Kunnega ma'am when she spoke wrong.
32:44They did, but not to the extent of how she was demeaning her.
32:47I stood up. I was ready to nominate myself with Kunnega ma'am.
32:50I was like, now I'm going to out the game.
32:52I didn't have any doubt.
32:54Then I called me in the confession room.
32:56I didn't know that you cannot self-nominate it.
33:00I went against the whole system of Big Boss to fight for what's right.
33:05And so, if I did some things, you know, I said,
33:08let's go, it's unfair.
33:08I didn't mean to put the show down or put any disrespect
33:14because the platform is really big.
33:16It's made me bigger than who I was.
33:18But that hurt my heart, man.
33:20It was my friend's opportunity. He got more votes.
33:23So, I was like, he used to always sweetly be like,
33:25will my followers be big or will my fans be big?
33:29You know, he used to have anxiety issues.
33:32He used to always, at night, I would tell him, don't ask me this.
33:35I said, you will be weak.
33:37When he went away, didn't you see, like, I was really disturbed and I was crying my heart out.
33:42You had removed your mic when he went and you went inside to smoke, I think.
33:47Yeah.
33:47I remember that moment.
33:48I was like, done. I was like, this is impossible.
33:51Yeah.
33:52So, but I had to accept it and I had cried my heart out.
33:55I even sat with GK and Praneet came to me at that point.
33:58Because I was like, I was like, I have so much thought that I can see.
34:01I don't know if I can see.
34:03Because we have no control over the edit.
34:05We don't know what we are saying.
34:07Many people come to the house and say, this will not go, that will not go, that will go, that will go, that will go, that will be cut.
34:12And the host also says, this is not.
34:14In 24 hours, everything is happening.
34:16Beep, whatever, but if you are picking on a personal topic, someone's sexuality, so many things were happening in that house.
34:23All at once.
34:24That all of the mistakes have happened.
34:26So, I take it and even the song that I made in the end, I was like, for the show.
34:30That's also why I was called to the confession room.
34:33People don't understand this.
34:34The creators told me that the show last day, we need a song for the show.
34:41Who could do it?
34:42I brought all my emotions from my heart.
34:45Every contestant came after that and said, bro, what is the song?
34:48So, that means I understood what everyone felt in the house.
34:53So, I am not holding grudges, but if people want to go ahead and keep something in their heart.
34:57They were assuming that there is something different.
35:00Why are they calling in the confession room?
35:02I was eating pizza, something else.
35:04I got a burger, I got a chicken wings, extra cheese, pepsi, cola, everything I got.
35:12They didn't deserve it at home.
35:14So, Bigg Boss said, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing, the good thing.
35:19I just want to say, sarcasm.
35:20This is a cut-cut headline that we don't get to eat and Amal get to eat.
35:25Yes, it gets to eat.
35:25You should come with me.
35:27When I was going, you should have come once, one of them.
35:29But no, I know that you were in the room because there are many projects, but on that note, I think Sangeet kept you a little sane in that house.
35:41So, I think you continued, I think you were channelizing.
35:43I think once Shaibaz came through, we started jamming, writing rap songs, writing new songs, I think that musical side he brought about.
35:49Yeah.
35:50I think there was a very Jay Viru connection with him.
35:52Cute.
35:53It would come across every weekend, everyone would come and say, you guys are looking good, people are loving it.
35:58So, I found a very real friendship with Shaibaz.
36:02Extremely real.
36:03And in the highest and lowest moments, it was such a thing that both of them are saving money, but they are saving money and saving money.
36:13So, I think that is what I take back from this show.
36:15I think I found three real people who I may work with also tomorrow, but I know that they are in a way there for me when I need them.
36:23Correct.
36:24That kind of feeling I cannot say for everyone.
36:26There will always be mutual respect and a certain kind of contestant respect for everyone.
36:32I will never say Bajaj is my enemy unless he takes it in that way or we reach a situation in the real world like that, that's different.
36:39But you met him normally, right?
36:41Yeah, we were fine.
36:42Certain things happen when everyone one by one comes out from the house, they feel heavy about that day, their expectations, the fans' expectations.
36:50Plus, there are 10 people who have said this about me.
36:53So, you go full and go and give them interviews.
36:55And they are not that prepped with interviews.
36:59Lot of people in the house apart from Ajike or Ashnoor or me, to appoint Shaibaz to Zeeshan.
37:06We know how to handle and talk things from the heart and know that this is something.
37:10Many people have said something and came something.
37:13Because media is also looking, not everyone is looking to do it the right way.
37:16They are all looking for a tagline, a headline, a gossip line.
37:19So, they also may have not figured how to handle those emotions and say it.
37:23I have seen it all.
37:24I am okay with whatever dirt everyone put on me.
37:27I see it as a part of strategy that was planned because people would say things, their PR would pick it up and throw dirt on me.
37:34But the people have made me a champion in a way that you can't say anything.
37:39Even I can't say.
37:40It's that overwhelming.
37:41They are calling me Janata ka champion.
37:42I don't need the trophy.
37:43I don't need anything.
37:44But who do you think did the dirty PR against you?
37:47Everyone.
37:48Everyone.
37:49Every contestant must have done.
37:51I don't think anyone didn't do it.
37:54Because it was an opportunity to get on to someone who has been raw, who has said bad words, who has lost the plot in certain situations.
38:02It was easy.
38:03It was one of the targets.
38:04Take him.
38:05Take him.
38:06Take him.
38:07Take him.
38:08Take him.
38:09Take him.
38:10Take him.
38:11Take him.
38:12Take him.
38:13Take him.
38:14Take him.
38:15Take him.
38:16Take him.
38:17Take him.
38:18Take him.
38:19Take him.
38:20Take him.
38:21Take him.
38:22Take him.
38:23Take him.
38:24Take him.
38:25I would like to say something.
38:27Arman came to the house and he hugged you.
38:30He said, you are also popular.
38:33But it was a very raw map.
38:35You know, I have a sibling.
38:36I understand how proud he is of you.
38:38You know, it's been very difficult with the way you've grown up together.
38:42You know, the people around in the industry.
38:45Yeah.
38:46To pit brothers against.
38:47It's the most.
38:48It's done every day.
38:49It's a very toxic and a very horrible thing.
38:50And I understand why it impacted you.
38:52But I think it was such a beautiful moment.
38:53Like a full circle.
38:54He said, you know what you have done.
38:56You are more popular than I am.
38:57What I meant is that, you know, it was like I said, you are not Arman's brother or you are not, you know, Dabu's son or someone's whatever.
39:06You have finally come out as Amal Malik in the show.
39:08And I think the popularity shows us.
39:10Would you like to comment on that?
39:11I think it was sweet for him to say.
39:13I didn't have any impact in this moment because I wanted to just hug him and squish him becauseā¦
39:17But you see that now, right?
39:18Yeah, there is.
39:19People wouldā¦
39:20See, the thing is I understand also what my professional hazards are.
39:24When you are a music composer in today's era, we are very behind the scenes.
39:28We are not seen or heard if you don't sing.
39:32The composers who have sung three songs in their voice, they have always become stars or done shows or made a prize.
39:39Whether you seeā¦
39:40I would give an example simply of someone like Ankit Tevari who started on my era.
39:45Absolutely.
39:46Because the guy sang and sang and sang and sang.
39:49He became a superstar.
39:51Phenomenal.
39:52I did good work but I never got that love, monetarily, respect.
39:58It was just a composer.
39:59It was just a composer.
40:00I had to give 25 hits and people would say,
40:02I'm a new musician.
40:03When I did Suraj Dubai, it was straight Arijit Singh's new super hit.
40:07When I did some other song, this is Arman Malik's song.
40:11So, personally, I didn't have those people personally.
40:14But it was like, the guys who are creating this, they don't get enough due.
40:19That's also one of the reasons I went to Big Boss.
40:21I was like, let's be one of the guys to put this whole community on the map.
40:25That I'm a music composer, raw, real.
40:28And I want to keep it in my heart.
40:31So, see it, like it, hate it.
40:33You can't ignore it.
40:34I am who I am.
40:35I know in my own skin I'm comfortable.
40:37Chota bada contestant jaise bhi loog ne dekha.
40:40Or overconfident, some felt, some felt, rude hai.
40:43As long as everyone could make an opinion on me,
40:47that means there was something I had to offer.
40:49That's all I would take back from this.
40:51There's a lot that we can still discuss,
40:53but I think this is the beautiful way to end it.
40:55Yes sir, I would like to take that sentence again and say,
40:58you can hate him, you can love him,
41:00but you can't ignore Amal Malik.
41:02Amal, congratulations.
41:04Besides being top 5,
41:05I think your journey now will only get bigger, better.
41:08And we are so waiting to hear some beautiful songs from you again.
41:11It's coming through.
41:12Coming through.
41:13Thank you once again.
41:14As I reach home tonight, I begin.
41:15You begin.
41:16Thank you so much.
41:17And all the very best.
41:19Thank you so much.
41:20Thank you so much for doing this.
41:21Of course, thank you.
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