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00:00Take me.
00:13Come here.
00:17Oh my god.
00:19No, no.
00:20Ale.
00:21I can't believe it.
00:22Wait, wait.
00:33Feels like forever.
00:34I'm happy.
00:35I'm so damn happy.
00:41My god, you're so beautiful.
00:44How are you?
00:48How are you feeling?
00:49I feel great.
00:50Oh my god.
00:52Right now?
00:53Elisa.
00:53Oh my god.
00:54Okay.
00:55My love, I've been waiting for this moment.
00:58I can't breathe.
00:59For so long.
01:03Will you marry me?
01:06Yes, I will.
01:15Okay, oh my god.
01:16Oh well.
01:21This is amazing.
01:22It's amazing to be here with you.
01:24I've been waiting for this moment.
01:26I feel at home when I'm like this with you.
01:29It's incredible to be able to touch her.
01:31To hug her.
01:32She's sexy.
01:34She smells incredible.
01:36My love.
01:37Let me look at you.
01:38You're so adorable.
01:39No, it's not true.
01:40I'm actually a bitch.
01:41It's all so strange, you know?
01:43But his touch, it makes me feel even more at ease.
01:48And it's, wow.
01:50I've waited so long for this.
01:52Do you feel ready?
01:54I'm so ready.
01:55Are you sure?
01:56Are we sure we're doing the right thing, huh?
01:58Like I said, you have to put in the work.
02:00She's already snapped at me, so...
02:03We're off to a good start.
02:04Come here.
02:05Okay.
02:06Will I make it?
02:07You got me?
02:08What do you think?
02:09Well, you better make it.
02:11I can't wait to be with her.
02:13I can't wait to...
02:15To enjoy this.
02:18Bye.
02:19To enjoy her every day.
02:21Bye.
02:22I'm leaving like this.
02:23You've messed up my dress.
02:25Cause you're the one I've chosen.
02:27Bye.
02:28See you soon.
02:29Bye.
02:30Bye.
02:33I'm getting married.
02:34And I'm okay.
02:38Love is truly blind.
02:41Oh, God.
02:55Love is truly blind.
02:58When this began, I had really intense feelings towards someone.
03:07Then there was a break, and that's when the other popped up.
03:11I mean, I'm starting to have really strong feelings for her.
03:18I don't know what I should do.
03:22No, seriously, I don't know who to keep and who to let go.
03:28When I'm with Nicola, I feel seen and understood.
03:31It's like we're in sync.
03:37I mean, I'm competing with Miss World for my future husband.
03:40She's gorgeous inside and out, you know?
03:42That's what's great about being different.
03:43You're like night and day.
03:44She's stunning.
03:45I like Davide right from the get-go, the way he is and his sense of humor.
03:51I see that you're all in tip-top shape, huh?
03:53But as much as I'm drawn to him, he scares me.
03:57Right now, I don't know, I don't trust him 100%.
04:00I have to let go and open up and really understand how I'm feeling.
04:05What needs to happen for me to feel like I can't live without him?
04:08I don't know, but it hasn't happened yet.
04:12Good morning.
04:13I didn't think I'd hear from you today.
04:15I, however, was absolutely sure.
04:17So, does this place smell good?
04:19It does.
04:20That is...
04:21Is that your cologne?
04:22Yes, it is.
04:23Ah, where could that...
04:24Oh, wow.
04:26Oh my God, I love this cologne.
04:29It drives me crazy.
04:31Well, thank God.
04:32It's so good.
04:34I did something right.
04:35Amazing.
04:36You just scored a bunch of brownie points.
04:38Why?
04:39Had I lost some?
04:40Yeah.
04:41I lost a bunch of brownie points yesterday.
04:42Wait, really?
04:43For real, you made me really angry.
04:45Truth is, I've been thinking a lot.
04:48Thinking about you, to be honest.
04:50Because you taught me a lesson.
04:53Oh, and what lesson is that?
04:56That I behaved like a fucking superficial prick.
04:58As usual.
05:03When I read bicycle, I swear, I wish I just could have crawled into a hole.
05:09Disappeared.
05:10Yeah.
05:11Yeah, yeah, yeah.
05:12Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
05:21You know, that really got me thinking.
05:24Because the woman I picture by my side, the moment I'm not thinking straight, she steps in and says,
05:31Wait a minute.
05:32Hold on.
05:33Where do you think you're going?
05:34What are you doing?
05:35So I thought about you all night.
05:37Honestly.
05:38Because I felt like such a piece of shit.
05:40And I said to myself...
05:41Oh!
05:42That little one...
05:43Yeah?
05:44I'll be nice and apologize.
05:45Yes.
05:47I really appreciate that.
05:48Happy to hear it, love.
05:53But...
05:54But?
05:55Be honest.
05:56Can I really trust you?
05:58Yes, you can trust me.
06:03And if I'm not hot, then what?
06:05You'll just walk away?
06:06No, I don't think so, babe.
06:08Because I'll definitely want to kiss you.
06:11No matter what?
06:12Yeah.
06:13Ludovica needs love.
06:15Because she needs a home.
06:17She needs a family.
06:18And I'm sure that I can give her that.
06:20You're making it hard for me.
06:22Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
06:24It's a good thing.
06:26It's a good thing.
06:29David is opening up more, but I'm honestly scared of both him and Nicola.
06:33I'm just really afraid of opening up.
06:38Because whenever I have feelings, I'm vulnerable.
06:40I have to admit that I've been thinking about you a lot.
06:49That makes me happy.
06:52I have an important question.
06:54Go ahead.
06:55In the future, I would like to create our own family traditions with my husband and my kids.
07:00Like the things I never got to experience.
07:02The Christmas tree, that kind of stuff, you know?
07:05I always did them with the nanny.
07:06Oh, really?
07:07Yep.
07:08To tell you the truth, even though I live with someone, I never put up a Christmas tree.
07:13You see?
07:14And it made me feel bad, you know?
07:17Not having a relationship where we would want to do these little things.
07:21We're exactly on the same page.
07:24Yeah.
07:25It's scary.
07:26It's a big problem.
07:27So scary.
07:29Have you tried to picture me?
07:31Like physically?
07:33Yeah, in general.
07:34No, I thought about how you'd picture me.
07:36I thought, what if he doesn't like me?
07:38What do we do?
07:39I was like, I have to make him promise he'll tell me.
07:42You...
07:43You think that's a possibility?
07:44I don't know.
07:47I hope not.
07:48I think you're a knockout, Ludo.
07:50I think you are too, but really think things through.
07:53I want you to choose me because you actually want me, alright?
07:56Ludo, Ludo, Ludo.
07:57Yeah?
07:58Don't do anything stupid.
08:00That goes double for you.
08:02Oh, thanks for your vote of confidence.
08:04Listen, I'm just being careful.
08:09My only doubt right now is that...
08:12I started off feeling one way, and I'm ending up another.
08:16And...
08:17I mean, my world has been turned upside down.
08:20With you.
08:21Yeah.
08:22So I'm really struggling right now.
08:26Only you can figure it out.
08:28Oh, thanks.
08:29Thanks for your help.
08:30Well...
08:35Bye, babe.
08:36See you later, babe.
08:37Bye.
08:38Bye-bye.
08:39Bye.
08:40Bye.
08:42I started to have really strong feelings for her.
08:44And, unfortunately, this makes me even more confused.
08:50What happened yesterday with Karen...
08:53...has definitely...
08:56...put the brakes on our relationship.
09:00I don't know how things will end up with her.
09:03Even though we argued yesterday,
09:05I told her that didn't change anything for me.
09:07me and the reality is i still like her a lot
09:16who's there what's up hi how are you surprised to find you here yeah pretty much yesterday was
09:27really hard for me i hated it i hated seeing you like that i couldn't get through to you
09:32but maybe it's also the fear of being happy that that holds me back a little can you elaborate
09:46when i'm happy with someone i tend to self-sabotage yeah
09:54i've been hurt badly in the past in my last relationship when we split up it didn't work out
10:07and we actually were living together and everything it i found myself alone out of nowhere in an empty
10:16house
10:28how you made me feel and the fact that things were going so well made me think like nicola you're
10:38you're putting too much on the line maybe okay
10:41to be honest the things i talked about with you i had never talked about before i was like
10:51fuck karen told me things that
10:55my mom would say you know meaning like that's not what you want to hear i know but it's true
11:02the mother figure is the mother figure is someone who cares about her child right
11:08in relationships i have always taken care of the other person
11:13and no one has ever taken care of me no one has ever has ever cared for me like you do
11:22i think what i like about you
11:23is your vulnerability
11:29i see myself in you i can relate to that feeling and i know how to handle that and because i know
11:35how to handle it it's almost as if i'm sure that i'm the right person for you and that you're the
11:42right person for me
11:48should we start over
11:51yes
11:54everything he said was really sweet and i really appreciated it
11:58but i still can't forget what happened and i don't feel like i can open myself up completely
12:05and trust him 100 percent
12:10i really like him every time i go to open that door waiting to hear his voice
12:14i mean my heart is racing yeah the only thing is that he took away the trust i had in him
12:19yeah i mean you're right what the you know what the is he doing
12:24i'm so confused i'm confused because i mean this morning i saw ludovica and
12:31between her and karen i mean i spent all of lunch thinking about ludovica
12:35then you saw the other one and i can't even remember who ludovica is
12:48in this experiment you can really feel it when someone's good for you and she's always on my mind
12:53do i look like an elementary school teacher no babe not at all not any teacher i had
12:59she just lights me up i need someone like that thankfully yesterday i didn't have lunch i fasted
13:07i planned it this way because i wanted to have lunch with her i'm so happy i got to do that
13:11the love of my life gone off the deep end huh you've lost your mind yeah by now she's the one
13:23it's her it's been her from the start
13:26i'm sure of what i want and i can only rely on that and we'll see how she reacts
13:36me out i'm wishing myself luck so
13:50hi good morning
13:59so listen i wrote a few words
14:04wow so if it's okay with you i'd like to read them sure of course
14:08we met in a labyrinth of souls looking for the same thing and with ease we saw ourselves reflected
14:16in each other both in our fears and in our past you have this power over me the power to make me happy
14:25and to think that i haven't even seen you yet you've always been my first choice
14:30yes and now i want you to be the first person i tell everything to
14:43i'm here on my knee before you
14:44and i really want to share my life with you
15:02and have you by my side i really do do you want to do this with me
15:14i don't know if we're being crazy or being brave but
15:28yes parmi i want to do this with you
15:31this is amazing i'm so happy
15:45i can't wait to see you me too man i really can't wait to see you damn bye bye
15:53are you with me i'm officially engaged
16:01are you with me it was the most exciting moment of my life it was it was just wow
16:11you're gonna get engaged i made the decision to follow my unhappiness without letting anything
16:26get in the way i'm waiting for the ring parmi
16:34so what'd she say she said yes yo obviously
16:42of course it'll be an uphill battle this thing with our parents will be
16:46interesting i mean i really thought about it and reflected on it and i think we need to talk
16:52about it more but i want to do it face to face in the flesh some things need to be said in person
16:59oh my god i'm so nervous
17:12i like alessandro
17:14i'm really into him even though i want to be careful about what i say
17:21i have to see what happens on our next dates
17:24hi hi
17:28obviously he won't be a perfect person
17:30but the important thing is that he's perfect for me
17:34how how do you picture our life together if there was a future possibility of living
17:41part of our life in milan and part of our life maybe in asia i still don't know where
17:47what would you say yeah i definitely um wouldn't mind letting our child
17:59spend time with my parents so they can see him when he's growing up
18:04and they can have this experience because on one hand
18:10i mean living just a second
18:13are you okay
18:23always waiting for a a call that will come someday
18:28no no yeah so i mean when i think about this i would really like my parents to have
18:37the privilege of seeing my child grow up
18:43hey yeah i mean living abroad means that
18:53the more time goes by
18:56the more i have this feeling that i won't have much time left to spend with my parents
19:03yeah i understand i think i felt something very similar a few years ago
19:09my parents actually live very close they're an hour and a half away from milan but since
19:13i was always working i didn't get to see them much and at a certain point i realized that
19:21they're getting older so i can't imagine what it must be like to be so far away
19:31you never told me about your parents do you have a good relationship with both of them
19:36well with my mom i do but with my dad
19:41there's a bit of distance because he was always very strict with me
19:48i mean growing up it was like being in the army because he was in the military
19:53to this day i use very formal language with my father like i address him as sir
20:00you address your dad as sir yeah
20:06regardless to me he's always been the number one dad even if
20:14i wasn't very happy when i was little
20:16of course god i wish i could hug you right now
20:23i wasn't expecting this you tell me a story like that
20:31all right
20:34i'm back
20:35i wish i could hold your hand
20:41i wish i could be there on the couch with you or on the floor wherever you are just i wish i could
20:46hold you i can't help but feel her pain i can't help it i really wanted to
20:53do you guys know what you want i know um i know what i want i really do he's the one yeah he's
21:05the one for me and i'm the one for him and i love that that's really sweet
21:10what do you think is the hottest physics oh it could be gargana but i don't know how about fiori
21:17i think fiori is really pretty what about ludovica well what can i tell you brunette blonde no she's
21:26definitely brunette with curly hair
21:33i haven't stopped thinking about ludovica for the past two days
21:39i've connected with her on so many levels she's really gotten me to open up and to me that's what
21:46love is it's it's feeling the freedom to be who we are without fear
21:56you wrote me a letter yes and do you have a copy yep i wanted to read it to you oh wow you're
22:03too sweet okay i believe that life is like a bicycle you have to keep moving forward so you don't lose
22:11balance okay i believe that we can learn a lot from a bicycle on this bike i am ready to go the
22:19distance with you by my side and i can't wait to teach you how to ride it i'm ready to face the
22:27uphill climbs the obstacles and difficulties we may face along our way and to take care of you if you
22:35were ever to fall me and you belong together
22:52it's not easy to leave me speechless
22:53so tell me tell you what
23:05i mean i'm happy but but what but you're still unsure i'm basically a yes 98 but i'm 98 to myself
23:14i want a hundred percent i know what 98 really means maybe you got me all confused with your
23:20sweet talk me bam bam bam bam i can't think straight that's love if you ask me yeah yep
23:31i can't afford to get hurt again so i i would never need a moment to think about it my feelings are
23:37really strong i know they are don't worry thank you for the things you said to me and thank you for
23:44understanding me but there's no but you don't like that's not true so i want you i do like you
23:52to make me a promise i promise i will make the right choice for us period all right bye beautiful bye
24:07right now she's thinking about it so you do what you think is best she said she's going to choose
24:15you no she said that we're we're like really compatible she said we're going to go to two
24:24weddings three trips all kinds of stuff and so on i really wasn't expecting this she said i need to
24:31take 24 hours to think no no so i think she's waiting to talk to you you do what you think it's
24:36best yeah but like so go talk to her if i go in there i'll tear her to off bro i know myself when i
24:42think about the things she told me the feeling she said she had for me the fact that she could also
24:47have these feelings towards someone else really hurts me because when i agreed to commit to this
24:51experiment i decided to put everything on the line
25:06i don't know
25:09hi who's that who do you think i don't know see anything over there no way
25:22god damn you why what's wrong everything okay okay what how did you come up with this i mean
25:30i love it are you surprised yeah i'm speechless
25:38so how are you i'm so confused why well because i heard some things i didn't like
25:45like let's just say i know you like talking to someone else okay and you told me certain things
25:51right yeah well i thought you only said those things to me it's really hard for me you know
25:57with him i feel this sense of belonging that i really can't explain and then with you it's like
26:05it's what i always wanted so then why are you confused i mean
26:11i'm afraid that once that once we're out of here you might not like me
26:14come on if that's what you're afraid of forget about it i swear i came in here
26:25you have no idea how emotional this made me i came in and saw the christmas tree i mean for me
26:29that's like you don't understand how much this means to me now it's even clear to me that if i have
26:36a bad day and i come home and see you've done something like this that's all i want in life
26:44i'm afraid of getting hurt yeah but where's the the tough woman i know who's ambitious and yeah but
26:52i'm also someone who i don't know how many times i can get back on my feet wait why do you think i'd knock
26:58you down it's really hard when you like two amazing people it's all a gamble anyway so i don't know the
27:08right thing to do i'll be back i can't i just wish i was ready to make a decision
27:39when davide opened up to me and said all those things he was so convincing and i really believed
27:46him he won me over so i said okay this could be it with nikola i always feel this kind of insecurity
27:56i don't know maybe i think i don't deserve him i don't know i don't think i deserve either of them
28:01that's why i've been alone for two years because i can't handle my feelings
28:08so
28:21are you there
28:23huh i was decorating the tree
28:26so i don't i on one hand
28:31okay listen
28:31i think that on the outside we'd be better off with other people
28:39i'm sorry wow i mean i swear i don't understand i know
28:46i'm scared
28:48but scared of what i already told you what i'm insecure about and the other guy doesn't bring that
28:54insecurity out
28:58yeah but i can't trust you i can't move forward why the do you think that i'm gonna hurt you i don't
29:03i'm scared i don't know what to say anymore i'm really sorry but i can't do this
29:09what does that even i am positive that when we get out of here we won't
29:16we'll want different things trust me what are you talking about trust me but we belong to two
29:22different worlds it is what it is you're not even listening to me if you want to be this way fine
29:27i'm i'm fucking sick of this place
29:31fuck off can you calm down
29:36nico
29:38fuck yourself
29:42this is the end
29:46the end
29:49the end
29:51well hey come here a mess oh no there's ludo
30:03it was so awful i panicked and i kind of lost it i think because of my insecurities i don't know
30:10if things would work out with nicola compared to how they could go with davide what makes you
30:15insecure about nicola what i look like but how do you know he's not you're not choosing him because
30:20you're insecure about your looks no because i think if he does it i think he's used to something
30:26else oh i see is he the former soccer player yeah i see league soccer player who cares
30:41finally we kissed for the first time whiskey on your lips mixed with cheap wine
30:49finally we kiss in the sunshine the day we found in love
30:54love the love the love the day we found alone
31:01my heart is racing i'm my whole body is pulsating i can feel my heart in my mouth
31:06and my stomach and my legs i feel it getting everywhere right now
31:09i found a beautiful soul and now i get to see her
31:23i don't know if i like him i'm so scared
31:25i just hope she's not that much taller than me that's it though really but even if she is
31:36finally we kissed for the first time whiskey on your lips the door is about to open and
31:43i don't know if i'll be able to walk
31:55i can't believe it keep smiling keep smiling
32:11hi
32:17finally your face finally
32:25he's hot he's so hot
32:32oh my god her eyes are incredible my god they're stunning she's gorgeous
32:38i couldn't picture your face with the tuscan accent you never would have imagined huh i know i know
32:44it was amazing to finally put a face to all those beautiful words
32:50it's you it's always been you so i don't want to waste any more time
32:55will you marry me
33:07yes yes did you say yes
33:15it's perfect
33:16i kissed him
33:22i kissed him me kissing someone i mean me who never kisses anyone
33:32i'm so happy everyone
33:37has their own personal issues family life and all that stuff but
33:41if i'm alone i won't make it it's a bit hard exactly
33:47but if we fight together i'm in and it's always been like this since the first day we talk
33:57are you ready i'm ready
34:00but with you me too
34:02his eyes are kind see you soon see you soon
34:13i really want to see her again and finally start this crazy journey together
34:20i'll walk backwards even if i crash into something
34:22i love that
34:33crazy
34:35oh
34:43yanni's making me laugh eating those blueberries
34:46careful not to leave the blueberries in your teeth
34:53perfect
34:56this is it it's time come on
35:02you got this
35:04my heart is racing
35:11deep breath
35:11good luck
35:14good luck
35:15i hope i don't mess it up
35:22she's the one because she makes me happy
35:30the way we communicate the things we said i can really imagine our future together
35:35and i was able to open up in a way i hadn't done in a long time
35:46good morning baby
35:47hi baby
35:51how are you
35:52i'm good
35:54and how'd you sleep last night
35:56well i slept very well
35:57me too yoni
36:02me too i really did
36:04i did
36:07yoni
36:08we had
36:10some amazing moments we laughed a lot
36:14we cried a little too
36:19and we got to know each other deeply
36:21we are
36:22we are attracted to one another like like two bodiless molecules just like you once talked about
36:34now i'm here on one knee in front of you in front of a wall asking you if you want to start this
36:42journey with me
36:55of course i do
37:01i can't wait to see you
37:03i can't wait and hug you
37:04i didn't want to say anything else today i just wanted to tell you this
37:11i'm so happy that we found each other among so many people i love alessandro because he
37:22chose me i wish i could squeeze you
37:27only by getting to know my inner self not by what i look like
37:31bye bye baby bye bye
37:36now i really can't wait to kiss her and look her in the eyes
37:52i'm engaged
37:55well she said she didn't say yes she said why of course
37:59oh thank god
38:02it happened
38:07did it go well yeah it went really well
38:12besides feeling protected and safe the chemistry is crazy between us so it will be a nice combination
38:23of everything so i was waiting for him to say will you marry me oh and what
38:29but he said do you want to continue this journey with me well that's but i wanted to hear the word
38:34mary
38:39she thinks i'm this super hot guy and that when we meet
38:42and it all falls apart it'll fall apart you get it
38:49what happened here did you cut yourself i smashed everything bro
38:55nicola yeah when there were moments of insecurity and he didn't know what to do
39:03he justified the reason for his insecurity but he never did anything wrong because even during
39:10that moment he always assured me that he still had very strong feelings for me
39:15since you told me everything i will too because tomorrow she might tell you look i want to be with
39:19you but that's bullshit sure i mean same thing to me till 10 minutes not like no that's why i'm telling
39:25you this because you were honest with me right i went in and found a christmas tree oh really if
39:30she were to start a relationship with someone else she wouldn't be happy and she wouldn't feel the
39:36same way i'm telling you so that you can make your own conclusions it's only right that you know
39:42i wanted to tell you because we're honest and we tell each other everything of course
39:48to be honest i'm a bit upset because i was confident that
39:56what i said to her especially what she said to me was true so obviously hearing this i'm not happy
40:02about it at all but i fell in love being in this situation is not easy because i have a lot of doubts
40:10this doesn't mean that i don't like ludovica anymore or that she made a mistake it's not like
40:16if tomorrow she says yes to me i'll say no to her but i'll definitely think about it a lot tonight
40:24the ball's in this court now bro yeah i get it yeah
40:34i woke up this morning feeling like i was about to make the best decision in the world i just can't
40:43explain it
40:48i'm really excited
40:52i'm sure he'll like me and that i'll like him back
40:55in good faith we'd sit down it's like i'm about to go see my girlfriend who i know very well
41:13from the very start i just want to touch him look at him wrap my arms around him kiss him
41:20the universe is probably pointing me in the right direction
41:34hi hi hi
41:58now that's what i call a smile
42:04he's a great kisser i think he's very handsome
42:24look at me
42:26you're breathtaking she's beautiful so beautiful
42:34i never want to feel a girl
42:39yoni will you marry me
42:48chemistry we have that for sure
43:04yeah off the charts
43:07i always knew i'd like you yeah me too i was absolutely sure absolutely that you'd like me
43:17and that i'd like you you were certain that i'd like you because i'm a knockout so a total knockout
43:23yeah you are that's for sure it's so crazy to be able to touch you wow i have chills you know
43:29i'm a bit tall i'm a bit tall i'm so freaking happy i feel like i'm gonna burst
43:42i wish i could have stayed with him a little longer but
43:58so yeah i wish i could sleep by his side tonight
44:07i can't wait to be with her
44:12i can't wait to be with her
44:18i can't wait to be with her
44:20in here i've had to wrestle with my inner demon
44:23which is my impulsive nature
44:28why can't i tend to be cut and dry in life
44:31you're either with me or against me
44:34and if i feel like someone wrongs me
44:38once i'm able to process it for me that person no longer exists
44:43i cut them out of my life then obviously i start thinking about things rationally
44:49karen i mean she's always been there except after we had that big fight one day
44:54how did you have time to have a fight in here maybe
44:57i should start listening to my gut and let myself feel things maybe the feelings i had from the
45:03beginning were right all along i hope so
45:11i had a bit of a crisis it's always hard to let yourself feel again to admit that maybe you want
45:16the opposite thing of what you thought was right for you i mean for example it's not like i'm positive
45:22she said she'll make the right choice but no one is positive i'm not so sure that if i go in there
45:26ask i'm gonna get a yes are you sure you'll never be sure
45:39ludovico was a test of strength for me
45:47i think we both started off on this journey treating each other
45:49a little superficially but then we got to know each other and opened up
45:58and that's exactly what i wanted
46:03so wait or i'll start crying
46:19i learned in my own way to always control things so that nothing could be unexpected you know
46:27because if i can't control everything then i can handle it and i can also control my emotions okay
46:34and you were the most unexpected thing the most unexpected person i could have ever found in here
46:41you're able to embarrass me you can even make me shut up you know
46:45i can when i talk you know what i'm talking about and when you talk i know what you're talking about
46:54and this made me so comfortable but i was also really scared i want to trust you because i really
47:01i mean i respect you as a person okay yeah i got you okay
47:19what i saw in you
47:22is how kind you are
47:23the fact that you were so guarded in the beginning for fear of opening up
47:29i saw myself reflected in you and i really like that because i'm looking for a kind soul a good person
47:37i would like to be by your by your side for the rest of my life
47:42i want to start a family with you i want to welcome you into my life and so
47:48my dear maria ludovica
47:54will you marry me yes i will i will as well my love i've already ordered carrie's blue heels thank god
48:04and only you know what i'm talking about obviously
48:10are you happy so happy i was really anxious yeah so anxious you were afraid i'd leave you hanging yeah
48:17i'm happy with my choice i just needed a moment to process it wait a sec is the ring nice yes of
48:25course if you give me a lollipop ring i might like that too you know yeah i thought about that don't worry
48:36ludovica gave me the chance to feel something again which was something i really missed and i
48:43was able to focus on all the things that are truly important to me and cast aside the
48:49and i rediscovered the real davide and it feels amazing bye my love bye see you soon not if i see you
48:58first
49:10i finally feel free even if it's a bit of a paradox what did you say
49:15will you marry me okay straight forward no need to beat around the bush nope
49:26that's nice room
49:30i'm totally fine with it but it's better this way yeah
49:33yeah yeah she made me shit my pants a little bit like we say in naples well done babe thank you
49:41thank you well done me we'll see what happens
49:45my heart is beating so fast right now i'm a little nervous but it's normal
50:11i have to see if he likes me if we get along well together if we can still tease each other and
50:25laugh about it to be honest i did think about the fact that we might not like each other i think i'm
50:34very handsome so hey hey friend you're far away but however long it takes i'm here for you
50:55hi hi
50:56baby you're gorgeous
51:12we hugged and you could feel everything in that hug
51:16am i as you imagined no no how did you picture me with curly curly yeah frizzy bob exactly
51:24i'm just in shock right now i was really nervous but at the same time i was confident in my choice
51:34yeah you were definitely absolutely sure what do you like the most that you make me laugh
51:40so do you and that you're a babe and so maria ludovica
51:44will you marry me
51:51yes okay
51:56it's beautiful by the way
52:03i was totally frozen i'm usually much more more relaxed and have so much more to say but i froze
52:11i have a gift for you what is it i want to give it to you over there
52:16gifts already do you want to spoil me forever of course
52:22i have to ask you again ludo seriously again do you want to marry me forever now i do even more so now
52:31now i need a minute to push away all my weird ideas my fears my anxieties my paranoias and relax
52:43are you ready or not it depends on me yeah it actually depends on how much you'll make me laugh
52:49how much you'll spoil me and take care of me if i had known all this i would have changed my mind
52:53you'd have run away no baby i was hoping to find someone like her pure simple beautiful
53:11so i want to give her all my love my heart is open
53:14i never thought about what he might look like he's not my usual type but he knew how to bring out in
53:29me what really matters
53:33i don't know i'm nervous babe i'm really nervous what's making you nervous though i'm completely
53:39confused i mean i just don't trust him a hundred percent after nicola and i had that argument my
53:47trust in him dropped dramatically i mean we've had feelings for each other from the beginning
53:53exactly but all this drama it really messed with my mind i have to weigh everything out and just
54:01listen to my heart and my head
54:03it's really hard if it weren't for you i've always been ruled by my head but for once i want to listen
54:13to what's inside and stop overthinking so let's try i just hope it's mutual because definitely
54:23the breakup with ludovica made me realize that for once in my life i really
54:28want to devote myself to a person who cares a lot about me karen she was like a lightning bolt
54:37and i hope she'll stick around for a long time
54:45hi bonjour
54:52what do we have here you like it is it yours it's the one i wore on our first date oh really
54:59yeah it's been a while huh yeah it's true when i wear it i almost feel protected by it it's like i
55:08have a shield you know i'd like to think that whatever problem there may be you know that
55:16i am there to protect you the longing i've had over the last few days
55:20helped clarify a lot for me for the last few years i've been living my life kind of scared to throw my
55:29all into things and to let myself feel free and happy with with what i'm doing
55:38and how do you feel now are you happy very
55:46i don't think i've ever been with someone in my life
55:48who's really wanted me i want to live my life to the fullest and most of all i don't want to do it
55:59i don't want to do it alone anymore
56:06and that's why
56:09i want to ask you
56:10do you want to spend the rest of your life with me
56:22do you want to spend the rest of your life with me
56:35you
56:37so
56:46you
56:46you
56:46you
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