11:52You're here because I want to tell you how sorry I am.
11:54All right?
11:59For what, exactly?
12:10Not turning up at the hotel?
12:11Well, I mean, okay, yeah, that was humiliating, sitting there with my little messy platter for two, but, uh, you know, you only had to look at me to see I've been stood up.
12:24Oh, and Debbie Webster got across it, by the way, you know, so it'll be all round the weather field by now. Thanks for that.
12:29Right, I know, I messed up and I'm sorry, but I did try to call you and explain, and, well, you ghosted me.
12:36I just didn't want to know what pathetic little excuse you'd got for not turning up.
12:42Because it meant that it wasn't important enough, which means I'm not important enough, which is all I need to know, Lisa.
12:56There's nothing more important to me than us.
12:58Really?
12:59Well, it didn't feel like that, not when I was trying to get Becky out of our house and you just stood there like a rabbit in the headlights.
13:06Why couldn't you just prioritise me just once?
13:10You are my priority.
13:11No.
13:12God, you are!
13:16Look, before we got together, I was, I was dead inside.
13:20You know, I was, I was functioning, but I wasn't living, I was just existing.
13:25It was head down, just get through the day.
13:31Just keep it all together and then...
13:36Meeting you, it...
13:39changed everything.
13:41changed me.
13:43And Betsy.
13:46And we're a family now.
13:49Which is funny because I actually feel like a...
13:51a spectator just standing in the sidelines watching, er...
13:57you trying to rekindle your relationship with Becky.
13:59That's not what's happening here.
14:02Well, that's easy to say, Lisa, but there's a connection.
14:05Oh, come on.
14:07Do you honestly think I'd be making this much effort with Becky if we didn't share a daughter?
14:13Do you?
14:15That's just it.
14:17I actually don't know anymore.
14:26I'm engaged to you.
14:28You're still married to her.
14:30You remember, long before we got together, and you were in the car, crying.
14:41And you came and sat with me.
14:43Mm-hmm.
14:43It was Betsy.
14:47She didn't want to leave the house you shared with Becky.
14:52But Carla, she was still grieving.
14:54Yeah.
14:54We both were.
14:55I know, but...
14:57But if I'd have told you that you could have Becky back alive and well, what would you have said?
15:09I'd have said you were off your head.
15:10I'm serious, Lisa.
15:13What would you have given to have all that back?
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