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00:00:00Hiya.

00:00:01Right, have you got a minute?

00:00:03Yeah, sure, come in.

00:00:04No, I'll do it, it's fine.

00:00:06Okay.

00:00:10Listen, I think I might owe you an apology.

00:00:12What for?

00:00:13For making a hash of playing Cupid.

00:00:16What do you mean?

00:00:18Keith.

00:00:19What?

00:00:21Oh, I get it.

00:00:22You pretty much asking me out.

00:00:23Now, well, I might have just mentioned that I thought you fancied him, you know.

00:00:27You did what?

00:00:27Well, I was only trying to help, you know, get things moving.

00:00:30But I don't fancy Keith.

00:00:31Yeah, well, I know that now.

00:00:33You're really mad with me.

00:00:35Of course I am.

00:00:36You can't just go round telling people I fancy them.

00:00:39Sorry.

00:00:40I knew you fancied somebody, I just assumed it was him, you know.

00:00:43Well, you assumed wrong, didn't you?

00:00:49Is it someone at college?

00:00:52Go on.

00:00:53You can tell your local's not bad.

00:00:55You don't give up, do you?

00:00:56I know.

00:00:57Hey, that's the big secret, isn't it?

00:01:01Not a lad at all, is he?

00:01:03It's a lecturer.

00:01:05An older fella.

00:01:06Go on, I'm right, aren't I?

00:01:09Almost.

00:01:11So it is a lecturer, then?

00:01:13No.

00:01:16Well?

00:01:17You're right about it not being a lad, though.

00:01:23And it's not some older fella, either.

00:01:27So who is it, then?

00:01:30I don't know.

00:01:32I think...

00:01:33It's not a girl.

00:01:42I know, you know.

00:01:43Oh, hello, Beth.

00:01:57Hi.

00:01:57Look, I'll just get those things from upstairs, and I'll see Margaret later.

00:02:01All right, see you.

00:02:02Is Margaret not in there?

00:02:03No.

00:02:04Christmas shopping.

00:02:05Oh, well, I'll call back later, then.

00:02:06I just wanted to practice on the piano for the carol concert.

00:02:08She, er...

00:02:09She might be busy.

00:02:10I'm cooking a chilli for us.

00:02:17Who's the us?

00:02:18Me and Mark.

00:02:20So you two are an item, then?

00:02:22Hopefully.

00:02:23Look, I want to tidy the place up, so...

00:02:26So you mean leave?

00:02:28You are a joke, do you know that?

00:02:30You were chasing me the other day.

00:02:31Well, there was nothing down for me, was there?

00:02:33What, and there is with Margaret?

00:02:35Maybe.

00:02:36I like her.

00:02:36I wouldn't deny that.

00:02:40Well, she'll see straight through you.

00:02:46Hiya.

00:02:46Hi.

00:02:47Is your mum in?

00:02:48No, she's gone to Rachel's school carol concert.

00:02:52Look, er...

00:02:53I'm sorry for poking me nose and it causing a ruck with Keith.

00:02:58Have you talked to your mum about, you know, the other thing?

00:03:02Do you really think that I could tell her I'm attracted to another girl?

00:03:05Well, you told me.

00:03:06I'm sure she'd understand.

00:03:08She's got enough on her plate without worrying about me and boys, let alone a girl.

00:03:12Anyway, I don't think anyone would understand.

00:03:15Well, I do.

00:03:17Well, I mean, mate.

00:03:19Anyway, you could be mistaken, you know.

00:03:21It might be just a crush you've got on whoever she is.

00:03:24Do you think?

00:03:25Yeah.

00:03:25I mean, when did it happen?

00:03:29When you went to university?

00:03:32Yeah, I suppose.

00:03:33It's about that time.

00:03:34See, I've heard this sort of stuff goes on at universities.

00:03:37Well, you know, them lectures.

00:03:38I know some of them are, well, you know...

00:03:40Lesbians.

00:03:42Well, I wouldn't have called them that.

00:03:44Anyway, like I said, it's probably just a crush.

00:03:46I've heard it happens, you know.

00:03:48And it's never happened to me.

00:03:50The nearest I got to that sort of thing was wanting me hair cut like Kevin Keegan.

00:03:52Look, I know I'm naff at this sort of thing, but maybe if you spoke to someone your own age...

00:04:01I mean, Margaret, she's your mate, isn't she?

00:04:03No, I don't think so.

00:04:04See, if you watch all this Oprah Winfrey stuff, I mean, you're nothing like the women she has on there.

00:04:09But I don't know what it is.

00:04:12I've just got these feelings.

00:04:14These really strong feelings.

00:04:16And then it made me feel like I want to be nearer.

00:04:19I even think about it when I'm at university.

00:04:22See?

00:04:24I told you, there's nothing to worry about.

00:04:25It's just a crush.

00:04:27Defo!

00:04:27And it'll go away.

00:04:29Trust me.

00:04:31I am a doctor.

00:04:33Where are you?

00:04:34Come in.

00:04:35Hi.

00:04:37Um, I just wanted to go over the Christmas carols on the piano of last-minute practice.

00:04:41Yeah, fine.

00:04:42Hey, guess what?

00:04:43Keith's just cooked us a meal, and it wasn't pizza.

00:04:45Can you believe it?

00:04:46Excuse me.

00:04:47The boat calls.

00:04:48He's got us nice and cosy in here.

00:04:53Yeah, I think it's another one of his attempts to win me over.

00:04:57And is it working?

00:04:59Um, we're just good friends.

00:05:01Well, I'll be very careful how close you get to your friends.

00:05:04How do you mean?

00:05:06Well, the other week he was over asking me to go out with him.

00:05:08I knocked him back, and, well, looks like it's your turn now.

00:05:12Are you kidding?

00:05:13I wish I was, but you did ask me out.

00:05:20Is this right?

00:05:21You got knocked back by Beth, so now you're trying it on with me.

00:05:24It's not like that.

00:05:25Tell me what it is like, then.

00:05:28You're making a fool out of me.

00:05:29Look, I'm going out.

00:05:30I'm sorry, Mog.

00:05:32Cheers, mate.

00:05:32Look, I hope you don't think I was stirring things.

00:05:44I just thought you should know, that's all.

00:05:48You can't trust anyone these days, not even your neighbours.

00:05:50It's terrible, isn't it?

00:05:52Yes, I've been very let down.

00:05:53I mean, someone must know who it was.

00:05:58Right, well, I'll let you get on.

00:06:00See you later.

00:06:01See you.

00:06:01Bye.

00:06:03Thank God you rescued me.

00:06:05I feel like it's written all over me face whenever he mentions that photo.

00:06:08So he hasn't worked out it was Mike who sold it, then?

00:06:10No.

00:06:10I wouldn't like to be in Mike's shoes if he does.

00:06:13Anyway, why are you up so early?

00:06:14I thought you were on Christmas holidays.

00:06:16Oh, I couldn't sleep.

00:06:18Any more hassle from Keith?

00:06:19No.

00:06:20He's keeping a low profile since his failed seduction.

00:06:22Well, I'm not surprised.

00:06:24Where are you going?

00:06:24To the shops to get some bread.

00:06:26So am I.

00:06:26Oh, well, great, Mike.

00:06:27Think alike.

00:06:28I can't get over Keith being such a slag.

00:06:34I always thought it was a bit quieter and more sensitive than other lads.

00:06:37Well, they say the quiet ones are the worst, don't they?

00:06:39I can't believe I was trying to get off the bar.

00:06:40Oh, morning, girls.

00:06:42I was just on my way to remind you about the carol concert later.

00:06:45How could I forget?

00:06:45I've been looking forward to it for weeks.

00:06:47Hey, there might be a talent scout in the orchard so we could end up in the parade.

00:06:50You might be the Christmas number one.

00:06:52Oh, imagine.

00:06:53Well, as long as it's not Cliff Richard again.

00:06:55I'm telling you, with your long fingers and my voice, we could be the next Peter's, aren't they?

00:06:59Are they?

00:07:01What's up?

00:07:02Oh, Julia's just saying about our Christmas carol concert tonight.

00:07:06What, Peter's in Lee playing?

00:07:07No, she's just saying we think we can go far.

00:07:09I've even put my best frock in the dry cleaners because I want to look my best.

00:07:13Are you coming?

00:07:14Well, I'm not sure.

00:07:15Well, it's all around the corner, St Thomas' church hall.

00:07:17You could do a collection for Tony's appeal.

00:07:19Oh, that's a thought.

00:07:19Would that be all right, Julia?

00:07:21Oh, anything toward that poor lad's fine by me.

00:07:24After all, I'm practically a step-grandmother.

00:07:26How come?

00:07:27I was engaged to Cyril Ron's dad and then he passed on.

00:07:30Two years he's been dead this new year.

00:07:32Oh, it's really flown.

00:07:34So, uh, how is Tony?

00:07:36Has Mike said anything?

00:07:37Much the same, I think.

00:07:38Oh, it makes me want to weep.

00:07:40That poor young lad, he had his whole life in front of him.

00:07:43Well, he's still got his whole life in front of him, Julia.

00:07:45You never know what's round the corner, do you?

00:07:48No, you don't.

00:07:49I think I've got the right approach to life myself.

00:07:52I'm just like that Lena Martell.

00:07:54I take one day at a time.

00:07:55Yeah, well, uh, I'd better get off then.

00:07:58See ya.

00:07:59See ya.

00:08:00Bye.

00:08:00So what are you doing now?

00:08:03Um, I was just going to go round to Margaret's house.

00:08:05Oh, well, I might as well join you then, see you're not doing anything special.

00:08:08We could do with another rehearsal.

00:08:09Do you really think we need to?

00:08:11We don't want to be able to rehearse, do we?

00:08:13Practice makes perfect.

00:08:15That's the golden rule of show business.

00:08:17If I have to listen to Julia sing that song one more time...

00:08:27Yeah, well, at least we got rid of her fairly quickly.

00:08:29My fingers are down to the bone.

00:08:31And we've still got tonight to look forward to.

00:08:34Yeah, maybe we should get her cocked off with Keith.

00:08:36Yeah, he's pretty desperate for a woman.

00:08:38I can't believe the cheek of him, you know.

00:08:40I thought he really liked me.

00:08:41I never realised he was just on the sniff for anything he could get.

00:08:44I thought you'd want to know about him asking me out as well.

00:08:47I'm just glad I found out what it was really like before anything happened between us.

00:08:51You're right, you know.

00:08:52Fellas, who needs a mate?

00:08:58On the landing.

00:09:02What's that, then?

00:09:03Yeah, you look very glant.

00:09:04Well, one has to make an effort for these occasions, doesn't one?

00:09:07Oh, I haven't got dressed up if I don't know when you were.

00:09:09I feel dead scruffy now.

00:09:10You look lovely.

00:09:11Hiya.

00:09:12She's just on me waiting, Oz.

00:09:14I've gone out to your mum to come to this Christmas carol concert thing, you know, to cheer, you know.

00:09:17She's not in.

00:09:17She's gone to some late night shopping.

00:09:19Oh, never mind.

00:09:20What, down with us?

00:09:22Well, if you don't mind me being a gooseberry, like.

00:09:23He's my lovely young pianist.

00:09:30The lovely and talented Beth George Ash.

00:09:43Now tea, and then some more carols.

00:09:46I'm totally sorry.

00:09:47It is pneumonia.

00:09:48Better than I thought it would.

00:09:49It was the wrong one on the front row.

00:09:50She was crying.

00:09:51Oh, bless her.

00:09:53Yeah, but why was she crying?

00:09:54Hey, I hope you're not referring to my singing.

00:09:57Oh, would I do a thing like that, Julia?

00:09:59Anyway, I think we made about 18 quid for Tony's appeal.

00:10:02Oh, that's brilliant.

00:10:03How do you do we?

00:10:05I'll go and get her some tea.

00:10:06All right, right.

00:10:07So, how's it going?

00:10:11Not bad.

00:10:12I've been thinking about this other person, this one you've got a crush on.

00:10:15I know this is hard for you, but if you need someone to talk to, I might not have all the answers, but I'm a good listener.

00:10:21It's not that easy.

00:10:23I can't talk to anyone at the moment.

00:10:24Why?

00:10:26I don't know.

00:10:28I can't help the way I'm feeling.

00:10:30I'm just so confused.

00:10:31Is it because it's another girl?

00:10:33No, it's because I'm scared.

00:10:35I'm scared of how people might treat me if they find out.

00:10:38Well, if it makes you feel any better, I don't think any worse of you.

00:10:42Honest.

00:10:43Honest.

00:10:45I've never felt like this about anyone before.

00:10:48I'm not sleeping properly at night.

00:10:49I can hardly eat.

00:10:51I can't even concentrate at college.

00:10:54I think I'm weird, don't you?

00:10:56No.

00:10:56No, you read about this sort of thing all the time in the problem pages.

00:11:00Look, it's just a crush.

00:11:01You'll get over it.

00:11:02It'll make it sound like some sort of cold.

00:11:05I can't stop thinking about it.

00:11:08And when I'm not with her, I feel really down.

00:11:11Yeah.

00:11:17Look, how do you know this other person doesn't feel the same way about you?

00:11:21Sure she doesn't.

00:11:22Well, maybe you should find out.

00:11:24It's not that easy, is it?

00:11:26Well, why not?

00:11:26Why do you think?

00:11:28Look, if you feel so strongly about this other person, then you've got to find out how they feel.

00:11:31No, I couldn't.

00:11:35I like her too much, and I don't want to spoil things.

00:11:38I'd rather just have her as a friend than nothing at all.

00:11:40Well, who says you'll be spoiling things?

00:11:42You might be in for a surprise.

00:11:44This person might feel the same way about you.

00:11:45I should be so lucky.

00:11:47You've only one way of finding out, haven't you?

00:11:50See you.

00:11:50What did you want to talk to me about?

00:12:02Well, it's a bit awkward, really.

00:12:05Oh, don't mind him.

00:12:06He's my hands away.

00:12:06I don't really know where to start.

00:12:14What about the beginning?

00:12:16What's that about?

00:12:19It's about these feelings that I've got.

00:12:21I...

00:12:21Oh, this is really stupid.

00:12:24What sort of feelings?

00:12:26I've got to get them out of my system, otherwise I think I'm going to explode.

00:12:29It's okay, I'm all ears.

00:12:30The thing is...

00:12:35I think that I might be...

00:12:39I'll lose this.

00:12:42I'm sorry, I won't be a second.

00:12:46Now, it had nothing to do with me.

00:12:48They probably wanted you out anyway, so Penny could have the house to herself.

00:12:51I bet it's using this as an excuse.

00:12:53But it's stupid.

00:12:54It was only a matter of time before the press got a picture of her anyway.

00:12:57I know.

00:12:57She should have let them take one of her straight away, then none of this would have happened.

00:13:02You coming?

00:13:03Yeah.

00:13:05Look, I'm really sorry about all this.

00:13:07I'd have never sold that photo if I knew it would turn out like this.

00:13:10It's not all your fault.

00:13:11He's the one that's out of order.

00:13:13Yeah, but I feel last.

00:13:14He should be taking it out on me, not you and Keith.

00:13:17Give you back Keith's stuff.

00:13:18Yeah, I'll take it round to ours.

00:13:20You can pick it up when he gets back.

00:13:21Well, great Christmas surprise this is going to be for him.

00:13:24Yeah.

00:13:25I'll see you later.

00:13:26See ya.

00:13:27See ya.

00:13:27Well, thanks to that stupid bing, a great white Christmas I'm going to have.

00:13:35What are you going to do?

00:13:37I was going to go back to my mum's on Christmas Eve anyway.

00:13:39I'll just go now instead.

00:13:41Oh, don't.

00:13:42I'll be really bored if you go back to Oldham.

00:13:44What's there to stay here for?

00:13:46I've got no job and I've got no home now, thanks to him.

00:13:50Well, you could come and stay at ours.

00:13:52Nah, your mum would go mad.

00:13:53No, she wouldn't.

00:13:55Thanks anyway.

00:13:56Oh, please stay.

00:13:57Just till you go back to your mum's for Christmas Eve.

00:13:59For me.

00:14:00Are you sure she won't mind?

00:14:03I'm positive.

00:14:05Go on then, you twisted me arm.

00:14:06What?

00:14:11Before Bing the Merciless threw me out.

00:14:13What did you want to talk about?

00:14:14Oh, it was nothing important.

00:14:17It's a bit miserable looking in here, isn't it?

00:14:19Well, at least it's got a bed.

00:14:20That's all I'm bothered about at the moment.

00:14:22I'm shattered.

00:14:23Well, you could have my room if you like.

00:14:24I'll stay down here.

00:14:25No, don't wish it daft.

00:14:26You've done more than enough for me.

00:14:28Well, you find it more comfortable?

00:14:29No, honestly, I'll be fine down here.

00:14:32What was that for?

00:14:35Just for being such a good mate.

00:14:37Thanks.

00:14:39What?

00:14:40Like what?

00:14:42I don't know.

00:14:46Your dad must be well done in.

00:14:48Well with this and...

00:14:49Look, I'm all right.

00:14:52Have you had a chance to speak with your college friend?

00:14:55No, not yet.

00:14:56Well, make sure you do.

00:14:57Otherwise you'll never know, will you?

00:14:59Any news?

00:15:01Um, yeah, but it's all bad by the sound of it.

00:15:05Oh, thanks again for all your help, Mrs Shackleton.

00:15:09And me too.

00:15:11Bye then.

00:15:12Yeah, same to you.

00:15:14Bye.

00:15:17What did she say?

00:15:20Sorry, happy Christmas and goodbye.

00:15:23As soon as they find a buyer, we're out.

00:15:33What's the joke, girls?

00:15:35Um, we're just wondering, if we got hold of a decent wand,

00:15:38would you sit on top of the Christmas tree for the week?

00:15:41I'll take these all back home again in a minute.

00:15:42Oh, it looks good, doesn't it?

00:15:45Yeah, spot on.

00:15:46Would you like the honour of impaling the fairy?

00:15:48Okay.

00:15:49Yeah, I'll go and get your mum down, shall I?

00:15:51Yeah.

00:15:54Right, watch it.

00:15:55Mandy!

00:15:56Ooh.

00:15:57Come and have a look.

00:15:58Oh, hang on a minute.

00:16:00Oh!

00:16:00Are you all right?

00:16:06I'm sorry.

00:16:08What more?

00:16:10Nothing.

00:16:14Nothing at all.

00:16:15Do you see you soon, mate?

00:16:22Yeah.

00:16:23Listen, I'll be getting off now, hon.

00:16:24All right, I'll see you soon, then.

00:16:26Eh, Beth, eh, you know this girl you're like?

00:16:30Is it one of your teachers?

00:16:33I never said it was.

00:16:34You did.

00:16:36It isn't, is it?

00:16:37No.

00:16:39It's Margaret.

00:16:42Margaret?

00:16:43How come?

00:16:45Well, that's a bit of a daft question, isn't it?

00:16:47Yeah, but I thought...

00:16:49You thought what?

00:16:50Well, I thought it'd be with a lesbian girl.

00:16:54Why?

00:16:55Well, I don't know.

00:16:56Isn't that what happens?

00:16:57I honestly haven't got a clue.

00:16:59All I know is what I feel in here.

00:17:02But why with Margaret?

00:17:03I mean, she's your friend.

00:17:05So?

00:17:05So she's been engaged to a priest.

00:17:08So what?

00:17:10Well, she likes fellas, and she's your mate.

00:17:12Yeah, but she's more than that to me, isn't she?

00:17:15Are you sure?

00:17:17Are you sure it's not because you're all just mixed up inside me,

00:17:20what with everything you've been through?

00:17:21Well...

00:17:21This has got nothing to do with Dad or any of that.

00:17:24Hasn't it?

00:17:25No.

00:17:26It's to do with me and how I feel.

00:17:29But you can't tell her.

00:17:30Well, you've changed your tune.

00:17:32That's because I didn't realise who it was before.

00:17:35So why can't I tell her?

00:17:38Because I don't think she'll want to know.

00:17:40But it's like you said.

00:17:42If I don't tell her, I'll never know.

00:17:46Beth, don't do this.

00:17:47I'm sorry, but I've got to.

00:17:55Should we?

00:17:56Well, it seems to have to open them in different houses tomorrow morning.

00:18:00OK, go on then.

00:18:01Happy Christmas.

00:18:06Happy Christmas.

00:18:11Oh, it's my favourite.

00:18:13Oh, did you know?

00:18:14Would you please?

00:18:19Oh, this is gorgeous.

00:18:21Oh, what do you think?

00:18:27Mmm, it's lovely.

00:18:28Do you like it?

00:18:29Yeah, thanks.

00:18:31Can I pop it on my scarf?

00:18:32I'll do it.

00:18:36Mmm.

00:18:38What time's your mum picking you up?

00:18:40Anytime.

00:18:41Well, my stuff's packed.

00:18:43And then what are you going to do after Christmas?

00:18:44I don't know.

00:18:45We'll have to get in touch with Patricia about the house.

00:18:47Do you think she'll let you back in?

00:18:48Not if her dad is away.

00:18:49So you might not be coming back at all, then?

00:18:53I'll have to wait and see.

00:19:01Have you got everything?

00:19:03Yeah.

00:19:04My mum should be here soon.

00:19:06Go on.

00:19:09Ah.

00:19:12You will be coming back, won't you?

00:19:15I hope so.

00:19:16Me too.

00:19:17I know it sounds daft, but you're the only real friend I've got around here.

00:19:21I know what you mean.

00:19:23Do you?

00:19:24Of course.

00:19:29No sign yet.

00:19:31Margaret?

00:19:32Yeah?

00:19:34There's something I want to tell you.

00:19:36Better make it quick.

00:19:37There's somebody that I think I've sort of fallen for.

00:19:46You're in love.

00:19:49I don't know.

00:19:51You never said.

00:19:52Have you?

00:19:54Well, that's the problem.

00:19:57Come on.

00:19:58Spill.

00:19:59Who is it?

00:19:59It's not from college.

00:20:04No.

00:20:05Who then?

00:20:07It's not Mike or Keith.

00:20:09It's not a lad.

00:20:11A man?

00:20:12What?

00:20:13Is it one of your lecturers?

00:20:15He's not married, is he?

00:20:16It's not a lad and it's not a man.

00:20:18It's a girl.

00:20:29A girl?

00:20:31Oh, you think I'm weird, don't you?

00:20:32No, no, no.

00:20:36Are you sure you've got it right?

00:20:38Yeah.

00:20:40I've been thinking about nothing else for weeks.

00:20:42It's been killing me keeping it all inside.

00:20:43You've got it off your chest now.

00:20:49You're the only one I could tell.

00:20:52I'm glad you told me.

00:20:57My mum.

00:21:08No, don't go yet, please.

00:21:11Okay.

00:21:11You don't think any worse of me, do you?

00:21:16Of course I don't.

00:21:18You're my best friend.

00:21:20I love you.

00:21:25I love you too.

00:21:35No, Margaret, don't go.

00:21:39Margaret, I'm sorry.

00:21:40I've got to go.

00:21:41My mum's waiting.

00:21:42Margaret, I'm sorry.

00:21:56What?

00:21:59Who is it, look?

00:22:00It's all right, mum.

00:22:01It's for me.

00:22:01I was hoping this was the right house.

00:22:06What are you doing here?

00:22:09I don't know, really.

00:22:11You must have come for a reason.

00:22:14I wanted to see you.

00:22:17What do you mean, see me?

00:22:19Look, because I've come in, it's freezing out here.

00:22:21It's a bit difficult at the moment.

00:22:24Have you got someone with you?

00:22:26And my mum.

00:22:26Look, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gone.

00:22:31Eh.

00:22:33I know what you're thinking.

00:22:34I'm not thinking anything.

00:22:36You're thinking I'm going to stand up in front of your mum and start kissing you, aren't you?

00:22:39No, I'm not.

00:22:40Yes, you are.

00:22:41I thought you were supposed to be my friend.

00:22:46I am.

00:22:47Well, how can you be when you're too ashamed to even let me come in?

00:22:50I'm not ashamed of you.

00:22:52Look, I came to talk to you, not to stand on the street and show you up.

00:22:58I like you too much to do that.

00:23:01As a friend, I mean, that's all.

00:23:04Eh.

00:23:07I'm sorry for upsetting you.

00:23:08I'm just popping out, mum.

00:23:20Ben.

00:23:24You're walking back to the bus station.

00:23:26Yeah.

00:23:28There's a shark through the park.

00:23:31Oh, no, I get lost.

00:23:33Shall we?

00:23:34Very much, are we?

00:23:42When you said all the things you said to me last week and tried to kiss me, it wasn't quite what I was expecting.

00:23:52I just felt like I wanted to kiss you.

00:23:56And I thought you wanted me to.

00:23:58You could have asked me.

00:23:59I couldn't believe it.

00:24:02I felt like a vampire or something when I saw the look on your face.

00:24:05Well, this never happened to me before.

00:24:08I didn't stop to think what was happening.

00:24:09I just, I just liked it.

00:24:13So what do you think now?

00:24:15I don't know.

00:24:15I suppose I've been wondering how long you've been a lesbian.

00:24:25Well, it's news to me if I am.

00:24:27Well, if you've gone around wanting to kiss women all the time, it looks that way.

00:24:30I don't go around wanting to kiss women all the time.

00:24:32You know what I mean?

00:24:33I know it sounds boring.

00:24:40It's just, I had all these really strong feelings for you.

00:24:45And then I wanted to kiss you.

00:24:47To show you how I felt.

00:24:50Couldn't you have sent me a card or something?

00:24:52You know, something not quite so public.

00:24:56I mean, I was bound to be shocked, weren't I?

00:24:59It's only a few months since you were falling over yourself to get into Peter Harrison's pants.

00:25:02I know.

00:25:04And that's why I don't know how to describe the way I feel for you.

00:25:08It's not like I'm only out for you because you're a girl.

00:25:13I wanted to kiss you because you're you.

00:25:17I don't understand that.

00:25:19I mean, do you mean like because you fancy me?

00:25:22Well, I'm scared to say anything now in case I'll frighten you off again.

00:25:27Look, I promise I won't run away.

00:25:32I know I upset you the other day.

00:25:37And I'm sorry.

00:25:40Whatever was going on inside me just went over the edge.

00:25:42And then I tried to kiss you.

00:25:44But it's happened now and I can't change it.

00:25:49But I don't want to leave you frightened of me.

00:25:53I'm not.

00:25:53So, will you come back and carry on stone at us then?

00:25:59As a friend?

00:26:03I don't think it'd be a good idea.

00:26:06Look, I wouldn't creep up on you in the middle of the night and jump on you, you know.

00:26:10I've really screwed things up between us, haven't I?

00:26:19Look, and if I come back one day next week to get me stuff, we can have a coffee or something.

00:26:26And then what?

00:26:29Whatever.

00:26:32Meaning then we wouldn't see each other anymore.

00:26:34You make it sound like we've been going out with each other.

00:26:37Look, I'm going to get my bus and we won't be worried.

00:26:43Did you have a good Christmas in the end?

00:26:47Apart from missing you.

00:26:50As a friend, I mean.

00:26:54Look, when you come back,

00:26:57I promise I'll keep my distance.

00:27:00Well, a party peepers us three, aren't we?

00:27:08I feel terrible about poor Terry.

00:27:11Doesn't have the best of luck, does he?

00:27:15Why don't we go round to Mick's party?

00:27:18You're all dressed up.

00:27:19We'll go if you come with us.

00:27:22No, I'll be all right here on my own, thanks.

00:27:24After what we've been through this year,

00:27:25I'd rather we could all be together.

00:27:27Yeah, come on.

00:27:30No-one stays on their own for New Year.

00:27:35All right then.

00:27:38All right.

00:27:39Well, what about the lads from the sports project talking to Mick?

00:27:42I mean, they're fit, aren't they?

00:27:43Surely you must fancy one of them.

00:27:45No, thanks.

00:27:47I was only joking, you know.

00:27:49There must be somebody here that you fancy.

00:27:50You know you are fancy.

00:27:54Well, I think you're going to find you've got some competition there.

00:27:59Fine.

00:28:03You and Keith look as if he's set for the night.

00:28:05Yeah, I think he only invited me,

00:28:06because there was no one else to ask.

00:28:08Well, not an item or anything.

00:28:10Well, I wish he'd come talk to me instead.

00:28:11Welcome to the Royal Club, love, love.

00:28:26Cheers.

00:28:27Yeah, same to you.

00:28:30You're off early.

00:28:31Yeah.

00:28:33I suppose it's a long way back to Oldham.

00:28:35I'm not going back to Oldham.

00:28:37I've still got a set of keys for the Farnham's.

00:28:38I'm going to sneak in and stay there the night.

00:28:40With Keith?

00:28:44Yeah, with Keith.

00:28:46I thought there was nothing between you two.

00:28:49There wasn't.

00:28:51What, and there is now, suddenly?

00:28:53There might be.

00:28:56Look, I know what you're doing.

00:28:58I know you want people to see that you're out with a fella and not a girl.

00:29:01Bit of an extreme to go, though, don't you think?

00:29:06See ya.

00:29:08Yeah, Happy New Year.

00:29:10Oh, my God.

00:29:29No.

00:29:29Mum was saying that Anna didn't go through at the wedding.

00:29:39What happened?

00:29:40I don't know.

00:29:41Terry's doing his broken-hearted clown routine.

00:29:43I recognise the signs.

00:29:45Mum should be back any time.

00:29:46She's just taking Rachel to the cinema for a last-minute treat before she goes back to school.

00:29:50Well, any last-minute treats for you before you go back to college?

00:29:53I don't know.

00:29:54I might see if Margaret fancies going out for a quiet drink or something.

00:29:57I thought you'd have abandoned all up with Margaret after seeing her with Keith at Mick's party.

00:30:00Look, I'm not saying it didn't upset me.

00:30:04I've seen her throw herself at him like that.

00:30:06I did warn you that you'd be going out together.

00:30:08Yeah, but I just think I overreacted.

00:30:10I mean, I know Margaret's only using Keith to prove something to herself.

00:30:14But that she fancies fellas.

00:30:15I think she proved that, all right.

00:30:17You know they went back to the Farhams after Mick's party, don't they?

00:30:19No.

00:30:19It doesn't stop me from trying to get her back as a friend, though, does it?

00:30:23Even if something did happen between them.

00:30:25Yeah, well, it did.

00:30:27You can't know that.

00:30:28I do.

00:30:29Now, don't ask me how I know, because I don't want to hurt you with the details, all right?

00:30:33Well, I can handle that.

00:30:35Just because she's got a boyfriend doesn't mean she still doesn't need me.

00:30:37Oh, Beth, stop it, will you?

00:30:39Just forget about her for your own sake.

00:30:41They're together.

00:30:42It's best if you leave her alone.

00:30:44Well, that's easy enough for you to say, isn't it?

00:30:46But you tell me, how am I supposed to get rid of the way I feel about her?

00:30:49Hey, your mum's worried about you, you know.

00:30:57I know you're upset about this Margaret business.

00:30:59To you, it might just be this Margaret business.

00:31:02To me, it means I've lost a friend.

00:31:04But is that all you want to say it as?

00:31:06Just a friend?

00:31:07I don't know.

00:31:09I think so.

00:31:11I just know that I really miss her.

00:31:14And I'll screw things up, haven't I?

00:31:16All right, I'll do it, love.

00:31:18Yeah, I know.

00:31:19But listen...

00:31:21Oh, for God's sake.

00:31:23Please don't tell me that you know how I feel and I'll get over it.

00:31:26You know everything, don't you?

00:31:27It's a pity you don't know enough to mind your own business for once.

00:31:30Beth, what is the matter?

00:31:32And you're the same.

00:31:33Why can't you just leave me alone?

00:31:35Beth, love, is it your dad?

00:31:36Is that what's wrong?

00:31:37Oh, for God's sake, it's always got to be about him, hasn't it?

00:31:40You know nothing about me.

00:31:41I hate living here.

00:31:43I could be in London now, but instead I'm stuck in this dump, thanks to you.

00:31:49She didn't mean it.

00:31:51Yeah, she did.

00:31:52And let's face it, she's right, isn't she?

00:31:54I've ruined her chances.

00:31:55She says I've ruined everything for her.

00:32:04Beth, love.

00:32:05I'm just...

00:32:06All right.

00:32:07I heard you.

00:32:08Ah, hi.

00:32:13I didn't know you were psychic.

00:32:15Oh, I wish I knew what was going on in our Beth's head.

00:32:18Oh, she's still giving you a hard time, is she?

00:32:20Yeah, can't blame her, I suppose.

00:32:22I am responsible for everything she's been through.

00:32:24Well, you don't know that it's that, do you?

00:32:26You girls, that is.

00:32:27They're up and down like yo-yos, aren't they?

00:32:29Listen, I don't mean to add to your worries, but...

00:32:31Oh, God, what now?

00:32:32Well, I think I'm managed to put her off,

00:32:34but the barmaid from the club's been house-open for her sister.

00:32:36Well, they're interested in this place.

00:32:44Hey, yeah.

00:32:47I, um...

00:32:48I didn't think I should keep this.

00:32:52You were right, we shouldn't be friends anymore.

00:32:55Beth.

00:32:58You're doing this because you think I'm going out with Keith, aren't you?

00:33:01You're doing more than just going out with him, aren't you?

00:33:04We're not even doing that.

00:33:09Okay, so I got drunk and...

00:33:12Well, it was a stupid mistake.

00:33:15Honestly?

00:33:16Yeah.

00:33:19That doesn't mean to say it would be a mistake with any fella, though.

00:33:23I might find a man that it feels right with.

00:33:25That's what I meant about us not being friends anymore.

00:33:30I didn't want to lead you on.

00:33:31I didn't want you to...

00:33:33...misunderstand how I feel about you.

00:33:36And how do you feel about me?

00:33:43Just like I always did.

00:33:49I don't know, do I?

00:33:50Visitor for you.

00:34:16Hey, not disturbing, Yammer?

00:34:21No, no, not at all. Come in.

00:34:22You must be welcome. It's the first time in days I've seen her smile.

00:34:28I'm sorry I saw my daughter on you before.

00:34:32It's offering.

00:34:34Thanks.

00:34:35It seems daft us falling out.

00:34:40And I promise I won't produce the black leather catsuit.

00:34:43Or the matching whip.

00:34:47I'm still not sure how I feel, though, about how you feel about me.

00:34:52I just know I've missed you, that's all.

00:34:55Yeah?

00:34:56I haven't even noticed you not being around, really.

00:34:58Hey, you. I'll be having that back in a minute if you're not careful.

00:35:01Right.

00:35:03I'm just going to make a sandwich.

00:35:06Oh, right. I've got you some low-cost bread in for your diet.

00:35:10What diet?

00:35:11What diet?

00:35:13Oh, I've been a real cow, haven't I?

00:35:14It's just...

00:35:16I'll let the coursework I've been doing get on top of me.

00:35:18I know it's no excuse to take it out on you.

00:35:21I'm sorry, Mum.

00:35:22Sorry it's in bad.

00:35:23It's all right, love.

00:35:24Oh, can I help you?

00:35:33I'm sorry to disturb you, but we were just looking at a house over the road and...

00:35:37Ben?

00:35:40I've just got to turn around on yours.

00:35:46Why are they cutting the tree down?

00:35:47I don't know.

00:35:48It's something to do with the roots were affecting the foundations of the house or something.

00:35:52It's a shame I always liked that tree.

00:35:55I've had a terrible day.

00:35:57What's happened?

00:35:59I'm back in uni.

00:36:00Don't be daft.

00:36:13I'm being serious.

00:36:14They're not going to chuck you out, are they?

00:36:15They probably just want to give you a bit of a scare.

00:36:17Do you think?

00:36:17Yeah.

00:36:18I'm far behind you.

00:36:19Quite a bit.

00:36:20I just don't know if I was in the day to catch up.

00:36:23There's no put even attempting it.

00:36:24How long have you got?

00:36:26It was meant to be in today.

00:36:27I'll have to give you another deadline.

00:36:28Next Monday.

00:36:30Well, would it help if I typed up the reports for you?

00:36:33You could just dictate them to me.

00:36:35I mean, that'd be a lot easier.

00:36:36Would you mind?

00:36:37I've got nothing else to do.

00:36:39Patricia's laptop's upstairs.

00:36:40We could use that.

00:36:41Be a lot of work for you.

00:36:42Don't mind.

00:36:43Keep my mind occupied.

00:36:45Oh, that'd be brilliant.

00:36:46For work every night.

00:36:47We could have it done by the weekend.

00:36:48Yeah, well, that's that settled then.

00:36:50Oh, I'd be such a weight up my mind.

00:36:51When should we start?

00:36:53Well, there's no time like the present.

00:36:54I'll bring the computer down.

00:36:56All right.

00:36:57I'll go and get my folders.

00:36:58Hey, Margaret.

00:37:03I really appreciate this.

00:37:04Thanks.

00:37:06Oh, sorry.

00:37:07What for?

00:37:08Well, you know, you are allowed to touch me, you know.

00:37:11We are friends.

00:37:13Sorry, I just get paranoid in case I give you the wrong idea.

00:37:16Call me here.

00:37:16Give me a hug.

00:37:19Oh, I'm really glad things are back to normal between us.

00:37:21Yeah, so am I.

00:37:25I won't be a minute.

00:37:30So that's it.

00:37:33You had a good day?

00:37:34Yeah, but tiring.

00:37:36I bet the last thing you feel like doing now is more work.

00:37:38Well, it has to be done.

00:37:39I can't wait to get in next week and give them all this.

00:37:42That'll shut them up.

00:37:43I printed up the stuff from last night.

00:37:45I've put all the head in in italic and bold.

00:37:47Looks impressive, doesn't it?

00:37:48It looks great.

00:37:49Right, so what's the plan of action for tonight, then?

00:37:51Well, I think we should start with the coffee.

00:37:53Good idea.

00:37:54I was thinking if we get all this stuff done tonight, I'll take you out for a drink.

00:37:58My way of saying thanks.

00:37:59Okay, only if we finish on schedule, though.

00:38:01Of course.

00:38:02We'll just go down to Lalouf.

00:38:04Saves best round with buses, doesn't it?

00:38:05Right, well, we'd better get cracking if we want to make it before the shop.

00:38:12Told you, it wasn't my type.

00:38:14Well, you look pretty and grossed in conversation to me.

00:38:17Well, we're talking about football.

00:38:18Football?

00:38:19Yeah.

00:38:20Since I said I was from Oldham, we started going on about how Liverpool are going to thrash us,

00:38:23as it.

00:38:24Well, that must have been very exciting for you.

00:38:29Is that the only reason you weren't interested in him?

00:38:32Yeah, why?

00:38:33It wasn't because of me?

00:38:35What do you mean?

00:38:37Look, I don't be looking back, men, on account of me.

00:38:40I'm not going to give you a hard time or anything.

00:38:42I know you're not.

00:38:45You can go out with who you want to, unless you don't stop having me as a best friend.

00:38:49I just couldn't be bothered, really.

00:38:51I mean, it'd be just like Keith all over again.

00:38:54I'd just end up regretting it.

00:38:55What do you mean?

00:38:57Well, imagine if I had got off with him, right?

00:39:00Then he'd have insisted on walking me home.

00:39:02Then he'd have wanted a quick grope and a snug on the pathway.

00:39:05And I'd be standing there, going through the motions, wondering how I'm going to get rid of him.

00:39:08No, I'm glad we left when we did.

00:39:12Yeah, I've had a really good time tonight.

00:39:14It's been a laugh.

00:39:14I don't feel like going home.

00:39:16It's a bit late to go anywhere else.

00:39:18I could always stay here.

00:39:19Could have a gab.

00:39:20I don't know.

00:39:21I'm not even meant to be here myself.

00:39:23Well, no, no, no.

00:39:24We can be a pair of squatters.

00:39:26All right, then.

00:39:27You can have Thomas' room.

00:39:28I can't sleep.

00:39:35Can I come in and talk?

00:39:42It's been a laugh tonight, hasn't it?

00:39:44Mm.

00:39:45I'm glad everything's back to normal between us.

00:39:49Oh, it's freezing.

00:39:50Can I come under the covers?

00:39:52I don't think that's a good idea.

00:39:55Why?

00:39:56Well, there's two spare rooms.

00:40:01Yeah, but I'm not tired.

00:40:02I just feel like gabbing.

00:40:05Besides, I've slept in your bed plenty of times when I've stayed here before.

00:40:09Yeah, before.

00:40:11Things are a bit different now, aren't they?

00:40:14What do you think I'm going to do?

00:40:16Dive on top of you or something?

00:40:17Of course I don't.

00:40:20I thought you said things were back to normal.

00:40:23That we're best friends again.

00:40:25We are.

00:40:26But you don't feel safe sharing a bed with me?

00:40:30It's not that I don't feel safe.

00:40:32You just don't want to.

00:40:35No, I don't.

00:40:40All right, then.

00:40:42Um, I'll leave you to get to sleep, then.

00:40:45Good night.

00:40:51Good night.

00:40:52Night.

00:40:52Well, I'm sorry if you think I overstepped the mark last night.

00:41:05I don't really think we should be talking about it here.

00:41:08I don't want you to be scared of me.

00:41:10I know.

00:41:11And you don't have to lie.

00:41:12I don't blame you.

00:41:13It's a great unknown.

00:41:17I'm scared of myself these days.

00:41:20And last night.

00:41:22Are those spaces big enough for the diagrams?

00:41:24Yeah, they're fine.

00:41:26There's only a little bit left to do now.

00:41:28Well, it's Saturday tomorrow, so we can work all day if we want.

00:41:30Yeah, it should only take a few hours.

00:41:32And then I'll be totally up to date.

00:41:34Thanks to my expert typing.

00:41:36You don't have to remind me of that.

00:41:38I'll get you a little present next week.

00:41:39Don't be daft.

00:41:40All right, well, I won't bother then.

00:41:45About last night.

00:41:50Do we have to talk about that?

00:41:52Yes, it's important to me.

00:41:55I don't want you to be scared of me.

00:41:57I don't want you to think that every time we shower a bed, I'm going to seduce you.

00:42:02I don't think that.

00:42:05Well, if you want me to shut up, I will.

00:42:07But I can't stop thinking about the way I'm feeling.

00:42:10I can't just shut it up all inside.

00:42:12That won't make it go away.

00:42:14I know.

00:42:15And I know I keep going about it all the time, but...

00:42:18I just think it's better if we're up front.

00:42:22What exactly are you feeling?

00:42:26Well, nothing's changed.

00:42:28I still feel exactly the same way about you.

00:42:32I'm happy when I'm with you and I'm sad when I'm not.

00:42:35I just want to be with you all the time.

00:42:37Well, that's how I feel about you.

00:42:40We're best friends.

00:42:42Yeah, but it's not the same, is it?

00:42:43Why not?

00:42:45Because you don't fancy me.

00:42:48Well, I think you're very attractive, if that's what you mean.

00:42:52Yeah, but you don't fancy me.

00:42:54Well, you're my best mate.

00:42:57I get on brilliantly with you.

00:42:59I think you're dead good looking.

00:43:02So, I suppose if I was a fella, I'd fancy you.

00:43:05Yeah, but you're not a fella, are you?

00:43:07Not last time I looked.

00:43:09So, if you were a fella, you would fancy me?

00:43:13Yeah, I think so.

00:43:14But because you're a woman, you don't?

00:43:17I suppose not.

00:43:19Well, that's a pity you're not a fella then, isn't it?

00:43:21Well, you might not like me if it was.

00:43:23Yeah, but at least we'd know where to go from here.

00:43:25It's good we can be really honest with each other.

00:43:30Well, that's the way it should be.

00:43:32Why don't you stay here again tonight?

00:43:34No, it wouldn't be right.

00:43:36Why not?

00:43:38Well, if you want me to be totally honest, I wouldn't...

00:43:41I wouldn't feel content staying in the spare room.

00:43:45Jimmy.

00:43:48You know how I feel about you.

00:43:51It doesn't just end with me finding you attractive.

00:43:54Like, in your personality.

00:43:55I fancy you in the same way I fancied Peter Harrison.

00:44:03I want to kiss you the way I kissed him.

00:44:09Oh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.

00:44:12It's okay.

00:44:13No, it's not.

00:44:15I've said too much and I've spoiled everything.

00:44:18How can you possibly stay friends with me now?

00:44:21Because I want to.

00:44:25Look at me now.

00:44:27I hate it when you go all sad on me.

00:44:32Everything's going to be all right, you know.

00:44:33Well, we haven't been stroked by lightning yet.

00:45:00Oh, I'm sorry.

00:45:05Don't be.

00:45:10How about a girl?

00:45:11Oh, I made me jump.

00:45:28Sorry, I didn't mean to.

00:45:30I didn't hear you come in.

00:45:31I thought you might end up sleeping over at Margaret's again.

00:45:34No, I decided to come home.

00:45:36That woman called around again.

00:45:38Which one?

00:45:38The woman who came to visit the house last week with her sister.

00:45:42I think they're going to put an offer in.

00:45:44Are you joking?

00:45:45No, not, Beth.

00:45:46Looks like that's it.

00:45:48It's over.

00:45:49This is all my fault.

00:46:04The other night, the woman kissed.

00:46:16God, if anyone's listening.

00:46:17Oh, I'm not a lesbian.

00:46:26I know that.

00:46:27I mean, I just want to make it clear.

00:46:28I hate the words.

00:46:29I'm not a lesbian.

00:46:30I'm not gay.

00:46:32You know, the thought of kissing another...

00:46:34I mean, properly kissing another woman.

00:46:39It turns me still like a girl.

00:46:42Okay.

00:46:44But because it was you...

00:46:47I know it sort of seemed all right.

00:46:50Yeah, and it seemed all right to me, too.

00:46:53I mean, it didn't make me feel abnormal or anything.

00:46:56But it is abnormal.

00:46:58It's disgusting.

00:46:59I've never fancied another woman.

00:47:06Never in me life, you know.

00:47:08Well, neither have I.

00:47:09I've not fancied another woman.

00:47:10Well, I've never even thought about it.

00:47:12I've had hundreds of boyfriends.

00:47:15I mean, not hundreds, but...

00:47:17Do you know what I mean?

00:47:18I'm very normal like that.

00:47:20I like men.

00:47:22All my sort of fantasies are about men.

00:47:24Well, I don't really see what gender's got to do with it.

00:47:26I mean, people can't help who they fall in love with.

00:47:28Hmm.

00:47:29The thing is, the thing that I don't understand is...

00:47:33It didn't feel wrong kissing you.

00:47:38I sort of felt all right.

00:47:42What do you fancy doing?

00:47:45Oh, let's get a pizza and then go back to yours and watch telly.

00:47:48No, not mine.

00:47:49Mum's in a funny mood.

00:47:50She's dead worried.

00:47:51I think this lady's gonna put an offering for the house.

00:47:53That's quite yours.

00:47:54Oh, except I'm a bit scared.

00:47:56I think the crossbiz are due back this week.

00:47:57Well, Patricia could turn up any time.

00:48:00Oh, no.

00:48:00Is he gonna be homeless again?

00:48:02Well, you know, you're always welcome to come and stay at our house, don't you?

00:48:04That is, if we've still got our house.

00:48:06All right, girls.

00:48:07Oh, yeah.

00:48:08Hey, you two joined at the hip or something?

00:48:10Never seem to be apart these days, do you?

00:48:11Margaret?

00:48:15Margaret?

00:48:16Margaret, will you wait?

00:48:18They all know.

00:48:19Everybody's looking at us.

00:48:21What?

00:48:21What do they know?

00:48:23There's nothing to know.

00:48:27Now, come on, let's go back to yours.

00:48:28God, I'm too tired to even move.

00:48:38I suppose you ought to go, really.

00:48:42You don't have to.

00:48:45No, I don't want to embarrass you.

00:48:46The bed in Thomas' room's made up.

00:48:57Right.

00:49:00You're generously okay.

00:49:01You're...

00:49:01You're welcome.

00:49:31Are you asleep?

00:49:49No.

00:50:01That's a good idea.

00:50:05Well, we used to do it all the time before.

00:50:08You said yourself.

00:50:13Oh, your feet are cold.

00:50:15Sorry.

00:50:16They're freezing.

00:50:18What's up then?

00:50:21Better?

00:50:23I just wanted to...

00:50:28I couldn't sleep.

00:50:33No good eye.

00:50:38I wanted to...

00:50:44I thought...

00:50:51Would you hold me?

00:50:54Are you sure?

00:50:57I think so.

00:51:06This used to feel so easy.

00:51:08I feel really self-conscious now.

00:51:10Oh, is this okay?

00:51:13Yeah.

00:51:16Are your feet warming up?

00:51:18A bit.

00:51:19I feel so confused.

00:51:31I don't know what I'm feeling.

00:51:33Should we try kissing properly again?

00:51:47I thought you didn't like it.

00:51:51I don't know whether I did or not.

00:51:53I know I shouldn't have liked it.

00:52:03I don't want to.

00:52:06I mean...

00:52:08I don't want anything more than this.

00:52:10It's okay.

00:52:11I'm...

00:52:12I mean, I'm not ready to...

00:52:14You know, this is...

00:52:15This is hard enough for me.

00:52:16I just...

00:52:18I just wanted to...

00:52:19to see if...

00:52:28Are you comfy?

00:52:29Mm-hmm.

00:52:33Do you think you could fall asleep like this?

00:52:37I don't know.

00:52:41Oh, sorry, Charlie.

00:52:42Bye.

00:53:13How long have you been up?

00:53:17Ages.

00:53:19Oh, why didn't you wake me?

00:53:21You were flat out.

00:53:30Beth...

00:53:32I can't do this.

00:53:34Nobody's asking you to do anything.

00:53:36I woke up in the middle of the night like I used to wake up with Derek feeling...

00:53:40I'm not like that.

00:53:44I know I'm not.

00:53:45It's disgusting.

00:53:49You're saying I'm disgusting?

00:53:51No, of course I'm not.

00:53:54Yeah, well, I think you are.

00:53:55No, I'm saying it's disgusting.

00:53:57This...

00:53:58This whole thing...

00:54:00The way I felt when I woke up.

00:54:01Like...

00:54:02Like I wanted to...

00:54:05Anyway.

00:54:06I want to get to me on bed.

00:54:07Well...

00:54:10About three.

00:54:14Well, didn't...

00:54:18It was so nice just holding each other.

00:54:22You didn't even like that?

00:54:23Yeah, well, erm...

00:54:25I've got a lecture at ten.

00:54:26I don't want to be late.

00:54:27I'll see you around.

00:54:28I didn't mean to upset you.

00:54:29You're not upset.

00:54:30Yes, you are.

00:54:31Do you really find me so disgusting?

00:54:32No, I never said that.

00:54:33I've got a gun.

00:54:34I've got a gun.

00:54:35It's just all this.

00:54:36You know, I can't get my head around it.

00:54:37I don't want to get my head around it.

00:54:38I don't want to get my head around it.

00:54:39I don't want to get my head around it.

00:54:40I'm here at ten.

00:54:41I don't want to be late.

00:54:42I'll see you around.

00:54:43I didn't mean to upset you.

00:54:44You're not upset.

00:54:45Yes, you are.

00:54:46Do you really find me so disgusting?

00:54:47No, I never said that.

00:54:48I've got a gun.

00:54:49It's just all this, you know.

00:54:50I can't get my head around it.

00:54:52I don't want to be one of them.

00:54:53I can't bust the couch.

00:54:54No, I've got a gun.

00:54:56It's just all this.

00:54:59You know, I can't get my head around it.

00:55:03I don't want to be one of them and-

00:55:05I've got a busted couch.

00:55:07No, listen, listen.

00:55:10We had this teacher at our school, right?

00:55:16Last girl, right, Miss Drew, she taught us history.

00:55:21She used to wear men's trousers and have really short grey hair.

00:55:28We used to call her Dykey Drew.

00:55:32We were really mean to her. I mean, all of us. I was as bad as any of them.

00:55:35But we used to write stuff on the blackboard like Dykey Drew goes with lezzies and really crude pictures.

00:55:43We made her cry once.

00:55:46But she was so...

00:55:49You know, it was so horrible the way she...

00:55:52I don't want to be like that.

00:55:55You're not like that.

00:55:58What am I like then?

00:56:01Why did I let you kiss me?

00:56:03Why didn't Aaron a mile?

00:56:09Why did I like it?

00:56:13Did you like it?

00:56:16Yeah.

00:56:21You don't think that I'm like that, do you, this Miss Dykey Drew?

00:56:25No.

00:56:27Well, then, neither of us are.

00:56:32I just want to be dead ordinary.

00:56:34I just want to get married and have loads of kids and just be dead normal.

00:56:40That's what I am.

00:56:45Patricia, well, hasn't she got her keys?

00:56:47Um, I don't know. She might not have.

00:56:50Um, you go.

00:56:52Well, no, you go. I'm not even meant to be here.

00:56:53Neither am I.

00:56:54Just a minute.

00:57:01It's Mum.

00:57:01I thought we might need them for college.

00:57:06Something about physiology of the respiratory system.

00:57:08Oh, thanks.

00:57:09Where did you find them?

00:57:10In the kitchen, though.

00:57:11God knows how they got there.

00:57:12They're never in these days.

00:57:14Sorry.

00:57:15It's number ten.

00:57:16It's across the close.

00:57:17It's where you live.

00:57:18Mum.

00:57:19Why don't you bring Margaret round for tea tonight?

00:57:22That woman, the woman who's so interested in the house,

00:57:24she's made an appointment to look round again.

00:57:26Sorry, do you want me there?

00:57:27Well, not if you've got something else on.

00:57:31Let me know, eh?

00:57:33Well, thanks for the notes.

00:57:34So, we're going to yours for tea tonight, then?

00:57:48Do you want to?

00:57:51I'd rather you came back here.

00:57:55OK.

00:57:57Margaret, it's the man today.

00:58:01Margaret, I think we should talk.

00:58:04I don't want to talk about anything serious tonight.

00:58:07I just want a really good night out.

00:58:12Hey!

00:58:13What was that for?

00:58:15A messed up.

00:58:16Oh, yeah, right.

00:58:21Beth?

00:58:24Who is it?

00:58:25Beth?

00:58:26Mum?

00:58:27Beth?

00:58:29It's Mum.

00:58:34What's the matter?

00:58:39That woman, the one who's so interested in the house,

00:58:41she's going to put in an offer.

00:58:44We've had it.

00:58:45We've got no choice.

00:58:46We should never have buried him there.

00:58:49We're going to have to move him.

00:58:50Oh, thanks.

00:58:59Are you going to be late for college?

00:59:01No, there's some conference rather on today,

00:59:03so it means I've got a free day.

00:59:04Oh, great.

00:59:05What do you fancy doing, then?

00:59:06Well, I should really be spending time with Mum.

00:59:09Oh, you hardly ever get a day off.

00:59:10Yeah, I know.

00:59:11It's just it's business with the house.

00:59:13I think she needs me there.

00:59:14And she's started to notice the time I'm spending here.

00:59:16Well, she hasn't said anything to you, though, has she,

00:59:19about me and you?

00:59:21No, of course she hasn't, though.

00:59:22Of course you know.

00:59:25Couldn't your Mum buy the house?

00:59:27Well, not unless it waits until I've got my own clinic

00:59:29on Harley Street, no.

00:59:30Oh, I wish you could afford to buy it.

00:59:32I don't like the idea of you moving away.

00:59:35You wouldn't move too far, would you?

00:59:37Well, even if she does move far away,

00:59:39I'll still stay here, if I can.

00:59:41What do you mean if you can?

00:59:42Well, I don't know what's going to happen, do I?

00:59:44It's just turned us all upside down.

00:59:47Well, I'm sure it didn't come as that much

00:59:49of a surprise to your Mum.

00:59:51With the house being a refuge

00:59:52and your dad being gone now,

00:59:55she must have known you'd have had to move sooner or later.

00:59:57She's just worried about the future, that's all.

00:59:59Couldn't that Mrs Shackleton help you find a place?

01:00:02Yeah.

01:00:04We're on our own now.

01:00:06Well, perhaps it'll do her good, eh?

01:00:09Getting away from that house, all the bad memories.

01:00:11Why'd it have to be so...

01:00:15You wish you could hibernate all winter?

01:00:18What, I miss Christmas?

01:00:20Oh, no, I'd get up for Christmas.

01:00:22Then have a bit of a kick before New Year.

01:00:23Oh, my God, who's that?

01:00:29I'll be Max and Patricia.

01:00:30Quick, get dressed.

01:00:31They can't find us if you're like this.

01:00:33Well, can't you get them out of the house

01:00:34and I can sneak out the back door?

01:00:35Don't just sit there, get dressed.

01:00:37Oh, my God, Patricia's going to go mad.

01:00:40I'm not going to be able to explain this

01:00:42as being in bed together.

01:00:43I'm not even supposed to be here.

01:00:44Will you stop panicking?

01:00:46Oh, my God.

01:00:48Hello?

01:00:51Who's that?

01:00:52Hello?

01:00:54Yeah?

01:00:58Oh, I'm sorry if I woke you.

01:01:01Um, Beth just came round for a coffee.

01:01:04Margaret, I presume.

01:01:05How do you do?

01:01:07Hey, I'm Penny Crosby.

01:01:08Hiya.

01:01:10I'll be staying for a while,

01:01:11so, um, I'll fill you in on the details

01:01:14when you're ready.

01:01:19Oh, um, just a little fashion tip.

01:01:23You don't suit each other's genes.

01:01:27Oh, my God.

01:01:29Do you think she knows what's been going on?

01:01:31No, of course she doesn't.

01:01:33Well, the genes were a bit of a giveaway, weren't they?

01:01:35I'll wait if she tells Max and Patricia and everyone.

01:01:43Well, did she say anything?

01:01:44No, she just asked me to put the kettle on.

01:01:46Oh, I suppose she's used to having servants.

01:01:48Oh, I don't know what I'm going to do if she throws me out, you know.

01:01:52I mean, finding us upstairs together, it looks so bad.

01:01:55Yeah, but she didn't say anything.

01:01:56Well, we can't give her any reason to talk, OK?

01:01:58We've done enough already.

01:02:00Oh, good.

01:02:01The kettle's on.

01:02:02I'll do it for you if you like.

01:02:03Oh, I'd sooner if you don't mind.

01:02:05I'm afraid I'm a little bored of being molly-cuddled.

01:02:07Everyone's been very kind, but I feel it's time I started, well, doing things for myself a little.

01:02:14When are Mr and Mrs Crosby coming back?

01:02:15Not till next Friday.

01:02:17I've decided to risk the possibility of being pursued by reporters, just to have a week on my own.

01:02:22I don't think anybody recognised me on the train.

01:02:24Um, Mrs Crosby, I'm sorry you found us here when you got back.

01:02:33If you want me to leave, I can be out by tonight.

01:02:36My mum said she can come and stay at my house.

01:02:38Oh, no, I'm not pushing you out, no.

01:02:39You must stay till Max and Patricia get back.

01:02:41But Mr Crosby threw me out.

01:02:43What's he going to say?

01:02:45I'm afraid Patricia put her father rather firmly in his place on that one.

01:02:48She told me I was to let you back in.

01:02:50Oh, thanks.

01:02:52Tea, everybody.

01:02:52Um, no, not for me, thanks.

01:02:54I've got to get back and see my mum.

01:02:55Bye, then.

01:02:56Bye.

01:02:57See you later.

01:02:58Yeah, see you.

01:03:03Will you tell Mr Crosby I sneak back in?

01:03:05Don't be silly, no.

01:03:06Your little secret's quite safe with me.

01:03:08No harm, Danny.

01:03:10Thanks.

01:03:11So is your other little secret.

01:03:13Pardon?

01:03:15That getting dressed in each other's jeans and a panic.

01:03:17I do realise your friend stayed the night.

01:03:19Oh.

01:03:20No need to be embarrassed.

01:03:21I hate being alone in the house at night, too.

01:03:24Can't blame you for having a friend to stay.

01:03:26Tea.

01:03:28Thanks, Mrs Crosby.

01:03:29Let's stop that nonsense right now.

01:03:31Call me Penny.

01:03:32Oh, um, child to come up, Mum.

01:03:47Hiya.

01:03:48Oh, hi.

01:03:48Come in.

01:03:49I was wondering if you fancied going to town later having to look around the shops.

01:03:52Oh, I doubt it.

01:03:53I've got some coursework to hand and I haven't finished it yet.

01:03:55Oh, I'd best not bother you, then.

01:03:57No, you're all right for a minute.

01:04:01What are these?

01:04:03You don't have to learn about gay rights to be adopted, do you?

01:04:05No, I just put some leaflets up in the common room.

01:04:08Nobody saw you, did they?

01:04:10I don't know why.

01:04:11People might get the wrong idea.

01:04:13They're quite interesting.

01:04:14There's even a lesbian right society people can join.

01:04:16I'm not thinking of joining, are you?

01:04:18You don't have to be one to join.

01:04:19No, but everyone would think you were one.

01:04:21Well, I don't care what people think.

01:04:23You should have a right to do what you believe in.

01:04:26So what does this lesbian rights society do, then?

01:04:29Campaign for women to grow moustaches and wear dungarees?

01:04:31Oh, ha, ha.

01:04:33I don't know.

01:04:33I think they just organise meetings and go on demonstrations and things.

01:04:37Demonstrations?

01:04:38What do you mean, like, kissing each other in front of an audience?

01:04:41Oh, you're terrible, you are.

01:04:42It's a place you can go for advice if you feel that way inclined.

01:04:45You get into trouble hanging around with people like that.

01:04:47They're not still in their middle ages.

01:04:49They've stopped burning witches, you know.

01:04:52Put them away now.

01:04:54Why?

01:04:55Well, your mum's coming home.

01:04:56She might see them.

01:04:58Or so.

01:04:59There.

01:05:01You two all right?

01:05:02Yeah, fine.

01:05:04We were just talking.

01:05:07Well, girl talk.

01:05:08Yeah, you know, lads and that.

01:05:10Typical.

01:05:12Oh, I'll get it.

01:05:13I'll leave you two to it.

01:05:14I was going to say, if you've got anything that needs washing,

01:05:16bring it down for me.

01:05:17Thanks.

01:05:26I thought you were going to tell her what we were really talking about then.

01:05:30I nearly did.

01:05:31You can't tell your mum.

01:05:33I ain't got anything to tell her.

01:05:35I just hate keeping secrets from her.

01:05:37You can't talk to her about me and you.

01:05:39Well, I can talk to her about the way I feel.

01:05:41She'll just think the worst of us.

01:05:42Well, why should she?

01:05:44I know she's my mum, but we're more like sisters.

01:05:46I should be able to talk to her about things.

01:05:48I thought we were going to keep this as our secret.

01:05:50I know, but...

01:05:51Well, I could talk to one of the lecturers, I suppose.

01:05:57Everyone knows she's a lesbian.

01:05:59Why do you have to talk to anybody?

01:06:01Why can't you just write to a women's magazine or something?

01:06:05Because I need to talk to someone who might understand the way I'm feeling.

01:06:08And this lecturer would.

01:06:09She's brilliant.

01:06:10She don't care who knows what she is.

01:06:11She's a lecturer.

01:06:13That's all right for those sort of people.

01:06:15It's not for children's nannies, is it?

01:06:17I haven't been a nanny for ages.

01:06:18I might have to fall back on it one day, though.

01:06:21Look, I can understand you being scared of it.

01:06:23I am myself.

01:06:24I'm not scared of being close to you.

01:06:27I just don't want to walk around with some big label on me telling everyone I'm queer.

01:06:31That's all.

01:06:32Gay, you mean.

01:06:34Gay, then.

01:06:35I'm seeing you later.

01:06:39I, um, interrupted Beth and Margaret earlier on.

01:06:42All right.

01:06:43We'd love some heavy girl talk.

01:06:45Oh, I see.

01:06:46About men.

01:06:47All right.

01:06:49Mum, we weren't talking about men.

01:06:51Sorry about football, were you?

01:06:53No, we were talking about, um...

01:06:56Well, we were talking about relationships.

01:06:58Hey, that's weird, that.

01:06:59Cos me and your mum were talking about things like that before, weren't we?

01:07:02Relationships?

01:07:03Yeah, in general, like.

01:07:05Well, I was trying to explain something to Margaret, but it was really hard.

01:07:08What was that?

01:07:09Well, we were talking about me and her and the type of people we are.

01:07:13And we were trying to work out what made us the way we are.

01:07:16Oof.

01:07:17That sounds very deep to me.

01:07:18Hey.

01:07:19Too much ale made me the way I am.

01:07:21Well, we were trying to work out how other people can affect the way you turn out in life later.

01:07:26You know, like Dad.

01:07:28Or even someone you're close to, like Pete Harrison.

01:07:32Or even closer, like Margaret.

01:07:34Is there any more sugar there?

01:07:35It's getting a bit heavy, you know.

01:07:37I think you just turn out like you turn out, don't you?

01:07:40I think fate's got a lot to do with it.

01:07:41Well, I'm not sure about all this case-sat-ass-at-art business.

01:07:44Why not?

01:07:45Well, I think your mum's only saying that because of all the business about the house being sold.

01:07:48I mean, she's putting that down to fate and it's getting to her.

01:07:50Well, do you think I could put the way I am down to fate?

01:07:55What way?

01:07:56You mean slim with dark hair, don't you?

01:07:58Yeah, I suppose.

01:08:00Well, it's all in the genes, I suppose.

01:08:03I've been talking to your mum about the house being sold and she's got a lot on her mind at the moment.

01:08:06You know what I mean?

01:08:07Everything would be all right if we wouldn't the pools.

01:08:09Well, we might stand a chance if we even did the pools.

01:08:13I've been trying to persuade your mum to think about me and her buying this place.

01:08:17Do you think you could afford it?

01:08:18I don't.

01:08:19Well, can anyone really?

01:08:21And it's an investment.

01:08:22Tell her it's at least worth a go, eh?

01:08:24It might be worth a try, mightn't it?

01:08:27Oh, well, there's probably no harm in asking somewhere, I suppose.

01:08:30How are you?

01:08:35Get your clothes back ended then?

01:08:37Yeah, with about a minute, just fair.

01:08:38What did you get up to?

01:08:39Oh, nothing much.

01:08:41Watched a bit of telly.

01:08:42Got under pennies feet while she tidied up.

01:08:44How are you getting on with her?

01:08:45Well, she's not the sort of person I'd choose to share a house with, but she keeps herself to herself.

01:08:50Do you want some coffee?

01:08:50Yeah, go on.

01:08:52Is your mum out?

01:08:53Yeah, somewhere.

01:08:55I nearly told her this morning.

01:08:57About us?

01:08:58No, you're all right, I didn't.

01:08:59And Sinbad kept on at me how she's got a lot on her mind at the moment, you know, with the house and that.

01:09:03I don't want you going around telling people, especially not your mum.

01:09:07Oh, I came pretty close today.

01:09:08I'm going to have to put a gag on you the way you're going.

01:09:12Thanks for saying I'll...

01:09:13I would have said.

01:09:16Can we talk about something different?

01:09:18You're getting me paranoid here.

01:09:21I want to talk about us, though.

01:09:24I think you want to talk about you, not us.

01:09:26Well, do you think I'll find any answers in here?

01:09:30I hope not.

01:09:32Well, I know where I'm going tomorrow.

01:09:34Where?

01:09:35To see the lesbian rights officer.

01:09:39Beth.

01:09:40Well, if I can't talk to my mum or my best friend, I've got to talk to someone, haven't I?

01:09:44Why can't we just carry on as we are?

01:09:46Because I don't know how I am anymore.

01:09:49Maybe these people will help me find out.

01:09:50Come in.

01:10:02Oh, hi, Beth.

01:10:03Sorry, I'm just off.

01:10:04Don't tell me.

01:10:05You've lost your lecture notes.

01:10:06No, no, I'm fine.

01:10:07I'm keeping up.

01:10:08Well, trying to.

01:10:09Something you don't understand.

01:10:10No problem, I explain.

01:10:11Only please, not now.

01:10:14I've given up of my time to this place as it is.

01:10:16I don't intend to live here.

01:10:17Sorry, but I chose a bad time.

01:10:19I wish I'd come back tomorrow.

01:10:19Oh, no, no way.

01:10:21We've got visitors from Prague.

01:10:22I've got to show them around.

01:10:24Well, they can wait.

01:10:25I'll tell you what.

01:10:26Why don't you turn along now?

01:10:28I'm meeting a friend in the pub, but she's usually late.

01:10:30We can talk as we go, if that's all right.

01:10:32Yeah, that'd be great.

01:10:33Okay.

01:10:36The hands are hard.

01:10:37Took me ages to get my head around it all at first.

01:10:40No, I think I can see it now.

01:10:41You're worrying too much.

01:10:42Don't miss a lecture.

01:10:43Keep up with the notes.

01:10:44You won't have any problems.

01:10:46Well, not with the work, maybe.

01:10:47Oh, now, listen, Beth.

01:10:49If you're in some sort of emotional mess, I'm not your moral tutor or a student counselling

01:10:54service.

01:10:55I don't have the time or the expertise or the interest, if I'm honest.

01:11:00There are people far better qualified than I am.

01:11:02I don't think so.

01:11:04What makes you say that?

01:11:06It's just what all the other students say about you.

01:11:08Which is?

01:11:10Well, that you're gay.

01:11:12But you're upfront about it and open.

01:11:14I'm open if I'm arsed.

01:11:15I don't have problems with it.

01:11:16But I don't go around the medical school shouting it to the heavens.

01:11:20I wouldn't go down all that well with certain people if I did.

01:11:22No, I'm not saying there's gossip around.

01:11:24I'm just saying that it's kind of known, that's all.

01:11:27Look, I'm sorry I've messed this up.

01:11:29I shouldn't have come here.

01:11:30Beth, no more to get yourself worked up.

01:11:33There's a lesbian group in the university.

01:11:35Why don't you go along to them?

01:11:36Yeah, I did, and I came straight out again.

01:11:39Well, they all seem so pallor with each other and confident.

01:11:43And I don't know.

01:11:45I don't even know if I am gay, I mean, or what.

01:11:50Anyway, that's my problem.

01:11:52Thanks for that, I'll put out the hand.

01:11:56Beth.

01:11:57Okay, but just five minutes, that's all.

01:12:00Just so my friend gets here.

01:12:05Thanks.

01:12:07Why do you lot always come to me?

01:12:12You see, I won't go into it, but in my case,

01:12:13there's all sorts of reasons why I should turn against men.

01:12:16Maybe how I'm feeling now is just a reaction.

01:12:18Whatever it is, what difference does it make?

01:12:20Why not go with the flow?

01:12:22Because I feel I've got to know what I am.

01:12:23Why?

01:12:24If you do turn out to be gay, is it going to be shut horror?

01:12:27Well, Mum's not going to like it much, is she?

01:12:29Is that all?

01:12:30Most of this lot have got mums.

01:12:31They've managed to weather the storm okay.

01:12:34What, this is a gay pub?

01:12:36Well, not exclusively, but I feel comfortable in here.

01:12:38No one gets any hassle.

01:12:41Excuse me, here's my friend.

01:12:43Hiya.

01:12:44Hi.

01:12:44I'm sorry, I've got to go.

01:12:48Oh, right, same here.

01:12:49I understand.

01:12:51Just be yourself.

01:12:53And don't worry if your mates don't turn out the same way.

01:12:56They'll still be there for you,

01:12:57if the mate's worth having.

01:12:59Oh, haven't I seen you before in the window at Burton's?

01:13:12No, that joke has me in stitches every time I hear it.

01:13:15Look, I've got to go home late.

01:13:16Do you want mums in the kitchen?

01:13:17Yeah, where are you off?

01:13:18College?

01:13:18Yeah, a fun-packed day of cool physiology and biochemistry to look forward to.

01:13:22Thank God, I'm just a simple window clearer.

01:13:23See you later.

01:13:25Bye.

01:13:25Ta-da.

01:13:27Beth!

01:13:29Hiya.

01:13:30Hi.

01:13:31I wanted to catch you before you got off.

01:13:33Do you want to go and for a drink later?

01:13:34Yeah, great.

01:13:35I haven't got, I've only got about a fiver and Majero left,

01:13:38but I just wanted getting out.

01:13:40I won't be finished till late, but I can meet you in town about 7.

01:13:42Okay, whereabouts?

01:13:43Um, outside the playhouse.

01:13:44All right, see you later.

01:13:45All right then.

01:13:46Bye.

01:13:46Break.

01:13:46Have you been here before?

01:13:54Um, yeah, just once.

01:13:56I hope it.

01:13:57Chris.

01:13:58Chris, then?

01:14:01The lecture I was telling you about.

01:14:03Oh, yeah, the one you said was a lesbian.

01:14:05That's right.

01:14:07How come you were here with her?

01:14:09We're just talking.

01:14:10She's dead friendly.

01:14:11I thought you'd like her.

01:14:12What were you talking about?

01:14:14A lot of sorts of things.

01:14:16You want to talk about us?

01:14:19Um, yeah, we did actually.

01:14:21You didn't tell her anything had happened between us, did you?

01:14:29I can't believe this.

01:14:31You promised it was going to be a secret.

01:14:33No, you're blabbing your mouth off to complete strangers.

01:14:36I wasn't blabbing my mouth off.

01:14:38I needed to talk to someone, someone who might understand me.

01:14:40Yeah, and then what if she tells someone else and they tell someone else?

01:14:43I mean, before we know what all the world's going to know.

01:14:45Oh, you're just being paranoid.

01:14:46No, I'm not.

01:14:46I'm being realistic.

01:14:48I don't want other people knowing about us, Beth.

01:14:51It's too dangerous.

01:14:54Where are you going?

01:14:55To the toilet.

01:14:56How much longer are you going to ignore me for?

01:15:06I just can't believe you've told someone else about us.

01:15:09I told Chris in the strictest confidence.

01:15:12She's not like Julia Brogan.

01:15:13She's not going to go around telling everybody.

01:15:15You mustn't tell anybody else.

01:15:17You've got to promise me you'll never tell another soul.

01:15:20Promise me.

01:15:24Okay, I promise.

01:15:25I'll never open my mouth ever again.

01:15:32There's two lads at the fire-old events.

01:15:40Also, what?

01:15:42It doesn't matter in here.

01:15:43We can be together as a couple of loopy minds.

01:15:45I mind.

01:15:51What do you think you're playing at?

01:15:55This is...

01:15:57Why didn't you tell me this was...

01:15:59Because I knew you wouldn't come otherwise.

01:16:01I thought if I just brought you here,

01:16:03you might end up liking it.

01:16:05I can't believe you've done this to me.

01:16:09I'm not interested in a beginner's guide to being gay.

01:16:12Can't you understand?

01:16:14I'm not.

01:16:16You've gone too far this time.

01:16:19Where are you going now?

01:16:21Anywhere away from this, my place.

01:16:25Thanks a lot.

01:16:26It's here.

01:16:27Oh.

01:16:29Hiya.

01:16:29Make yourself a little mustache, you know.

01:16:33How are you?

01:16:36Alright.

01:16:39I guess it's my turn to apologise.

01:16:42And then it'll make it for all.

01:16:45I was really annoyed at you, you know.

01:16:47I felt so out of it in that gay bar.

01:16:51I just thought it'd make you feel as though you weren't alone.

01:16:54And then tell him that lecturer about us.

01:16:56Yeah, no, I'm sorry.

01:16:57I shouldn't have mentioned you to Chris without asking you first.

01:17:00I don't want anyone to know about it.

01:17:02It's gonna be our secret.

01:17:04Sorry, am I interrupting something?

01:17:08No, just girl talk.

01:17:10We'll go upstairs and talk.

01:17:12What's about you?

01:17:14You just kind of slipped out.

01:17:16But you told him my name.

01:17:17It's not some sort of witch hunt.

01:17:20You can't be arrested for it.

01:17:22And I don't think they can give you the electric shot treatment either anymore.

01:17:25Don't be funny.

01:17:28No, I didn't mean it like that.

01:17:30I don't know if I am a lesbian.

01:17:37And if I am, well, I don't know how to conduct myself.

01:17:41I don't know what you mean.

01:17:44Well, is one of us supposed to act like a man or something?

01:17:48Beth and me.

01:17:51I couldn't start dressing up.

01:17:53No, I didn't mean it.

01:17:56Well, I don't know what I'm talking about.

01:18:00That's why I had to tell Chris.

01:18:02Because, well, I didn't think anyone else could handle it.

01:18:06I think if I told my mum she'd crack up.

01:18:08I don't know why you want to make such a big issue out of it.

01:18:12Just be happy.

01:18:14You've got loads going on in your life.

01:18:16I mean, isn't that enough?

01:18:17You've got uni and your friends.

01:18:20Well, you're doing things.

01:18:23Meanwhile, I'm just sat here clicking my heels waiting for you to come home.

01:18:27But you've got to have your own life.

01:18:28I've got nothing else in my life except you.

01:18:32But I don't want everyone else to know that.

01:18:36They won't.

01:18:38Come here.

01:18:41I hate it when we argue.

01:18:43When do we ever do anything else?

01:18:46Look, we'll start going to different places.

01:18:50And I don't mean gay bars.

01:18:53Just somewhere we can have a laugh.

01:18:57Margaret?

01:18:58Yeah?

01:19:00I'm cooking lasagna and wondered if Beth fancied staying.

01:19:03Um, no, not for me, thanks.

01:19:04I've got to get going.

01:19:05Study to do.

01:19:06OK.

01:19:08Oh, hello.

01:19:15How are you?

01:19:16I'm buying.

01:19:16I could have had that biophysics, though.

01:19:18Is it just a step up from A level?

01:19:19I bet.

01:19:20How's your friend Margaret?

01:19:22Oh, yeah, she's all right.

01:19:24A hint of doubt in your voice.

01:19:26Well, I took her to that gay bar last week.

01:19:27Let me guess.

01:19:28She was horrified.

01:19:29It's not surprising, really, is it?

01:19:31Well, I thought it might make her feel as though she wasn't some sort of hubbard.

01:19:34I think it's OK, Barb.

01:19:35Make her feel like one.

01:19:36Especially if she hasn't really come out, you know.

01:19:38Yeah, well, I'm not sure I have yet.

01:19:41Oh, Beth?

01:19:42Look, uh, I'm the big 3-0 on Friday.

01:19:46Why don't you come along to the party and bring your friend Margaret, if you like?

01:19:50Oh, I'm not sure how she'd react.

01:19:51It's a straightforward birthday party.

01:19:54It's not going to be full of dykey women with shaven heads wearing bibs and braces.

01:19:58And I do have a lot of straight friends as well.

01:20:01All right, then.

01:20:02I've got an invite on your physical.

01:20:03Yeah, great.

01:20:04I'll see you Friday.

01:20:08Final round.

01:20:09How do you fancy going to a party tonight?

01:20:10Where at?

01:20:11I promise you won't go mad.

01:20:13But you know that lecturer, Chris, is at her place?

01:20:14Oh, I'm not sure.

01:20:16No, well, neither was I, but she said it's not going to be full of big butch women.

01:20:19She said that?

01:20:20Yeah.

01:20:20She had lots of her friends with a straight.

01:20:22Oh, come on.

01:20:23Could do with the night out.

01:20:24You've been stuck in all week.

01:20:25What's she inviting you for?

01:20:26She's inviting both of us.

01:20:28It's her 30th.

01:20:29Well, isn't it just going to be full of dead posh lecturers?

01:20:31No, because we'll be there together.

01:20:33Oh, come on.

01:20:34It'll be a laugh.

01:20:35All right, then.

01:20:36Make it.

01:20:37Happy birthday, please.

01:20:38Thanks.

01:20:39Shouldn't have.

01:20:41Oh, hello, Margaret.

01:20:42Pleased to meet you.

01:20:43Happy birthday.

01:20:43Come on.

01:20:44I'll get you a drink.

01:20:49No, I thought we were the first here.

01:20:50You're joking.

01:20:51My sister Louise kicked it off at about five o'clock.

01:20:54First drink.

01:20:55First in puncture fruit juice.

01:20:57Oh, the bed for me, please.

01:20:58Safe leave.

01:20:58Well, can you just help yourselves in a minute?

01:21:00I think it'll be like this.

01:21:02It's good, isn't it?

01:21:03Yeah.

01:21:04Are all these lecturers?

01:21:05I don't think so.

01:21:06I've seen a few of them in the lab.

01:21:08Oh, I wouldn't trust any of this lot near a Bunsenberg.

01:21:10There's someone from physiology you should talk to.

01:21:13Oh, right.

01:21:13I'll come see him in a minute.

01:21:14Get him now.

01:21:15Once he gets on the wine,

01:21:16he wouldn't know a proton from a tampon.

01:21:17I thought she was with you.

01:21:37No, I've been circulating.

01:21:38The good host.

01:21:40Left you here to wonder, has she?

01:21:41So, what are you reading?

01:21:45Sorry?

01:21:46Well, what subject are you doing?

01:21:48Oh, I'm not doing a degree.

01:21:50I used to be a nanny,

01:21:51and then I worked for a small advertising agency.

01:21:54I'm just looking for something new at the moment.

01:21:56Diversely talented.

01:21:57Oh, excuse me.

01:22:02Hi.

01:22:03How are you?

01:22:04Finished your rounds, have you?

01:22:06I was just talking.

01:22:07Yeah.

01:22:08Talking to lecturers and Chris.

01:22:10Then Chris again.

01:22:11I've been studying her on me own.

01:22:13I'm sorry.

01:22:16I've hardly seen Chris.

01:22:18I think she fancies you.

01:22:19Who does?

01:22:20Chris does.

01:22:22It's obvious the way she looks at you,

01:22:23especially when she's talking to you.

01:22:25We were talking about work.

01:22:26Don't worry.

01:22:28Look, I came to the party with you,

01:22:29and you're the only one I meant to do.

01:22:35No, I didn't have a proper look, though.

01:22:40I couldn't be bothered.

01:22:41Sorry, I reckon we came all the way into time, then.

01:22:43I was getting a bit sick of watching Aussie soap operas

01:22:45and Mickey Mouse quizzes on the telly.

01:22:47Henny's mopping around the place like a right one, isn't it?

01:22:49Oh, that sounds really good.

01:22:50Besides, I wanted to see you.

01:22:52Oh, thanks, Buckton.

01:22:53I know, I know.

01:22:54You can't miss your lectures.

01:22:56I did say you wanted us to spend more time together, though.

01:22:58Yeah, and I do, but you know what my timetable's like.

01:23:01I know.

01:23:01Sorry.

01:23:02Look, why don't we go out tonight instead?

01:23:05We can go bowling or something.

01:23:06I ain't got any money.

01:23:08I don't have my chair out till Friday.

01:23:09Well, I'll pay for the bowling if you pay for the bus fares.

01:23:12All right, you've got yourself a date.

01:23:14Hi.

01:23:15Thank you for introducing Margaret to the joys of medicine.

01:23:18Oh, hi.

01:23:19No, we're just deciding what we're going to do tonight.

01:23:20Oh, yeah, nothing interesting.

01:23:22Just haven't been bowling.

01:23:23Really?

01:23:23I haven't been bowling in ages.

01:23:25Well, you can come if you like.

01:23:26Don't mind?

01:23:27No, of course we don't do it, Margaret.

01:23:29No.

01:23:30I'm on the merrier.

01:23:31Right, great.

01:23:32Right, I'll call for you later.

01:23:33Okay.

01:23:34See ya.

01:23:52Yes!

01:23:52Right!

01:23:53Um, I thought you had us played for ages.

01:23:55Yes, it must be luck.

01:23:57Come on, Margaret.

01:23:57See if you can match that, then.

01:23:59I'll be lucky if I get one down.

01:24:00Oh, thanks for asking me out tonight.

01:24:06I'm really enjoying myself.

01:24:07Good.

01:24:11Oh!

01:24:12Rubbish!

01:24:14She's a good laugh, isn't she?

01:24:16Yeah, she's mad.

01:24:19Are things all right between you and Helen?

01:24:21Do things look all right on Friday night at the party?

01:24:23Oh, no.

01:24:23Oh, no, not exactly.

01:24:24They split up.

01:24:26Oh, no.

01:24:31Yes!

01:24:33Beat that, then, Jordache.

01:24:37You're good.

01:24:37He's got...

01:24:38Oh, I can't do this.

01:24:43Look at my score.

01:24:44It's pathetic.

01:24:45Looks like the coax are on you.

01:24:47You want to try dolding it harder?

01:24:49Here.

01:24:52That's it.

01:24:53Get lined up.

01:24:55Hey!

01:24:56No coaching.

01:24:57That's cheating.

01:24:58Yeah, well, I need to cheat.

01:25:00Couple of steps forward and give it a bit of welly.

01:25:02Right.

01:25:09Yeah!

01:25:09Not enough, I'm afraid, Beth.

01:25:13Coax are on you, I think.

01:25:14Yeah, all right.

01:25:15But now I've got it still,

01:25:15so I think with the next case,

01:25:16you'll be for the chips.

01:25:21Makes a change being out with people

01:25:23who don't talk work all night.

01:25:24Do you go out with the other lecturers

01:25:25and that a lot?

01:25:26Yeah.

01:25:27There's usually something happening most nights.

01:25:29Of course, it doesn't help living with someone from work.

01:25:31Yeah.

01:25:32Well, yeah, I don't suppose I have to worry about that anymore.

01:25:34I was just telling Beth Helen's moved out.

01:25:37Oh, right.

01:25:37Yeah.

01:25:38Anyhow, we're here to enjoy ourselves.

01:25:40Don't want to bore you with my problems.

01:25:42It's nothing to do with me, really.

01:25:44No.

01:25:45Hey, listen, it was really nice of you and Beth

01:25:46to ask me out tonight.

01:25:47Thanks.

01:25:49Here we go.

01:25:50Cokes all around.

01:25:51Thanks.

01:25:53I was just telling Margaret

01:25:54I've had a really good laugh.

01:25:55Oh, good.

01:25:56How do you two fancy a night out tomorrow?

01:25:59There's a guest speaker giving a lecture at the uni.

01:26:02It's over to anyone.

01:26:03There's some crazy Dutch guy

01:26:04who gives a talk on euthanasia.

01:26:06Really?

01:26:07Euthanasia?

01:26:08It's really funny.

01:26:09Hey, if you fancy, we could go for a drink afterwards.

01:26:11Sounds good to me.

01:26:13Margaret, it's not just students.

01:26:14It's a public thing.

01:26:15Um, yeah, whatever.

01:26:17Great.

01:26:18Right.

01:26:18Are we going to play for those chips, then?

01:26:20Absolutely.

01:26:23Well, that doesn't mean she fancies me.

01:26:25Yeah, right.

01:26:26And I'm sick of her keep asking all these questions about us.

01:26:28What me and you do is our business.

01:26:30We're nothing like Chris and all her friends.

01:26:31They're all...

01:26:32They're nothing like us.

01:26:34Oh, right.

01:26:34All she's after is some company.

01:26:36Yeah, I wonder what else she's after.

01:26:37Oh, and I suppose it's her fault with Miss Elaspers' home as well, isn't it?

01:26:41Look, I think it's better for staying at my own house tonight.

01:26:43Please yourself.

01:26:45Oh, right.

01:26:45I will do then.

01:26:47I'll see you.

01:26:47See ya.

01:26:50My key, I have left it in my bag at college.

01:26:53Look, I can't wait mum up.

01:26:54She's working illy tomorrow.

01:26:58Is it all right if I step...

01:26:59I'd like to be around it.

01:27:05I don't think you'll be open today.

01:27:07Oh, are you?

01:27:08No, I suppose not.

01:27:09Terrible news about his son, isn't it?

01:27:11Yeah.

01:27:11That's all your own problems into perspective.

01:27:14How do you mean?

01:27:15I don't know.

01:27:15Not having a job and other things.

01:27:19You mean me?

01:27:20Nothing.

01:27:21You mean me and you, don't you?

01:27:22Do you want all the world to know our business?

01:27:24Sorry, I didn't see you.

01:27:26Probably deaf as a doorpost anyway.

01:27:29Are you still on for tonight?

01:27:30This lecture?

01:27:32Look, I'll understand if you don't want to go.

01:27:33Where are you still going?

01:27:34Yeah, I promised Chris I'd be there.

01:27:36Oh, right.

01:27:37Look, I can't let her down.

01:27:39So shall I see you down there later?

01:27:41Yeah, all right.

01:27:42Don't be late now.

01:27:45It ripped.

01:27:48Yeah, well, Chris said he'd be a good laugh, didn't she?

01:27:49Yeah, it's a shame she couldn't make it.

01:27:51I know, she definitely said she'd be here.

01:27:53Oh, well, it's not patting him around.

01:27:54Do you want to go for a coffee?

01:27:56Okay.

01:27:56Do you want to go into town?

01:27:57Yeah.

01:27:57You two obviously enjoyed the lecture.

01:27:59Yeah, it was really good, wasn't it, Mark?

01:28:00Yeah.

01:28:01I really wanted to hear this guy speak as well.

01:28:03Where did you get to?

01:28:04I couldn't get away.

01:28:05Helen turned up back at the flat.

01:28:07Is everything all right?

01:28:08Well.

01:28:08Look, do you fancy a drink?

01:28:10Yeah, okay.

01:28:10I've just got to pop to my study.

01:28:12I'll see you in the pub now.

01:28:13See you there.

01:28:15I thought it was just going to be me and you going out.

01:28:17I know, but I couldn't say no.

01:28:18I think she's upset.

01:28:19You know I don't like that pub.

01:28:21Look, we won't stay long.

01:28:22Just for an hour, and then I'll get off.

01:28:24One hour.

01:28:25And then it's me and you on our own for a change, okay?

01:28:29So is Helen coming back to stay, then?

01:28:31I think so.

01:28:34Although I just don't know if we're doing the right thing.

01:28:36Things have been so bad between us recently.

01:28:38I'll go and get us some more drinks.

01:28:41Thanks, Beth.

01:28:44Being a good friend, listening to me rabbiting on about all my problems.

01:28:48That's all right.

01:28:49It's like you said, we're friends, aren't we?

01:28:50Yeah.

01:28:51It's just that when you and Margaret were having problems,

01:28:53I really didn't want to know, did I?

01:28:55Yes, you did.

01:28:57You're brilliant, then.

01:28:59You're still the only one I can talk to about things.

01:29:02You know, about the way I'm feeling.

01:29:04Really? Do you mean that?

01:29:06Of course I do.

01:29:07Oh, thanks.

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