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00:00:00I am a haunted house, and she is the ghost in the attic, turning on lights, stomping

00:00:23on the floor, and making herself known in every reflection I see.

00:00:29She's there, she's always there, to remind me of how lonely the world can be.

00:00:36To remind me that we are all fragile.

00:00:40I am there, with her, up those stairs, sitting in the dark, planning our future together.

00:00:48A future we will never have, a future I will never deserve.

00:00:56I am an exorcist, purging her with pigment.

00:01:03If there was one thing you could change about your life, what would it be?

00:01:23One thing?

00:01:25One thing's all I get?

00:01:28I don't want to play this game.

00:01:35I want to be President of the United States.

00:01:38That's right.

00:01:40That way I can declare a state anarchy.

00:01:44I want to be a movie star.

00:01:47A big fucking movie star.

00:01:49I live in a big fucking house, make big fucking movies.

00:01:58I want to be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.

00:02:05I want to sit up all night in an all night diner and order nothing.

00:02:12I want to be God for the sole purpose of saying, I brought you into this world, don't think

00:02:17for one minute I will take you out.

00:02:21I want the original promise, I want justice for all.

00:02:32I want love, hate, ups and downs, and everything in between, for nothing in return.

00:02:45I want the world in my palm.

00:02:48No cooler than 60 degrees, no warmer than 75, and never a cloud in the sky.

00:02:58I want the perfect kiss, the perfect imperfection, the perfect life.

00:03:10But more than anything, I want someone who wants what I want.

00:03:15And I want her to walk through that door right over there and order biscuits and grape.

00:03:26I want her to walk through that door.

00:03:29Hi.

00:03:30Hi.

00:03:31Hi.

00:03:32I bet your kids are adorable.

00:03:35Oh, it's okay, I already know what I want.

00:03:39Okay.

00:03:40I'll have the biscuits and gravy, please.

00:03:42Same.

00:03:43Okay, two biscuits and gravy, anything to drink?

00:03:46Coffee's fine.

00:03:47Alright.

00:03:48Thanks.

00:03:49I'm Brian.

00:03:51Bella.

00:03:52Nice to meet you, Bella.

00:03:54She blew into my life like a storm.

00:03:57Uprooting everything I knew to be true and filling it with so much more.

00:04:02She became everything I never knew I wanted.

00:04:05In a single glance.

00:04:07In a moment.

00:04:08In a straight conversation.

00:04:11In that slight smile that started with the curling of her toes and ended at the corner of her lips.

00:04:17Just before she burst into laughter.

00:04:21She became it.

00:04:24She became perfection.

00:04:28She became a

00:04:33So...

00:04:34So...

00:04:35Morrissey or The Cure?

00:04:36Uh...

00:04:37The Cure.

00:04:38Yeah.

00:04:39Beatles or Stones?

00:04:40The Stones!

00:04:41King of Pop or King of Rock?

00:04:43King of Rock.

00:04:45Definitely.

00:04:46Well, Elvis is always fascinated.

00:04:48How so?

00:04:49Well, here's this normal guy that accidentally got famous.

00:04:53I mean, he wrote a song that was for his dad or his uncle or something like that for their birthday.

00:04:59And the next thing you know, he's a teen idol.

00:05:02I just...

00:05:03Watching his life is like watching a tree grow.

00:05:06And it gets bigger and bigger.

00:05:08And then...

00:05:10He ends up...

00:05:12Swollen and yellow.

00:05:14I don't know.

00:05:15It's like he was on a satellite somewhere in outer space.

00:05:18Watching himself.

00:05:20And that's what it did to him.

00:05:22Are you saying that Elvis was an alien?

00:05:25Hello, darling.

00:05:27This is Elvis from the planet Graceland.

00:05:29And I just want to thank you for coming out on a date with me this evening.

00:05:33You know what I like about you?

00:05:36What's that?

00:05:37You're full of shits.

00:05:39And I think I just got a little Amish.

00:05:42Oh, I apologize.

00:05:44Sorry about that.

00:05:45You better be.

00:05:48To...

00:05:49Elvis?

00:05:50To Elvis.

00:05:52Elvis.

00:05:53Yellow and swollen.

00:05:55How could I have known even then, in a moment of such happiness,

00:06:00the longitude and latitude of my fall from Graceland?

00:06:04Hours went by.

00:06:07Day turns to night, night to day.

00:06:10Small talk turns to talk of dreams and aspirations.

00:06:15First date eyes become the eyes that you take for granted.

00:06:19I hang on every word, she says.

00:06:23And those hours that became days become weeks.

00:06:28And we were married on a Saturday.

00:06:31And those weeks became months.

00:06:35And Cole, our first daughter was born, sweet as sugar.

00:06:40And those months became a year.

00:06:43And that year became four years.

00:06:45And Sarah, our second daughter was born.

00:06:48Born sick.

00:06:50Born sick.

00:06:51And that sickness drove Bella into darkness.

00:06:54And she began to wither and die.

00:06:59And me.

00:07:01I became Elvis.

00:07:03Yellow and swollen.

00:07:05Watching my life unfold from a satellite somewhere in space.

00:07:09Counting the rings of my tree.

00:07:14And forever wondering how this perfect life came to be.

00:07:20Got a nail on me?

00:07:41Yeah.

00:07:42I'll be right there honey.

00:07:44I don't know.

00:08:14Yay!

00:08:15Yay!

00:08:16Yay!

00:08:17Yay!

00:08:18Yay!

00:08:19Yay!

00:08:20Yay!

00:08:21Yay!

00:08:22Yay!

00:08:23Well, I think you got dog poo in your hair.

00:08:28Daddy?

00:08:29Yeah!

00:08:30Yuck!

00:08:31Where'd you get the dog poo in your hair?

00:08:35Ugh.

00:08:36Here, we think we need to wash it out.

00:08:39Okay, then let's wash it out.

00:08:42All right, here we go.

00:08:45Here, turn over.

00:08:46Lean back.

00:08:47Lean back.

00:08:48There we go.

00:08:49Yeah, there we go.

00:08:50No, you want to lean back.

00:08:51No, the other way.

00:08:52Because if you lean back, then I won't get your dress.

00:08:54Hold my hands.

00:08:55Hold my hands.

00:08:56Hold your hands.

00:08:57Lean back.

00:08:58There we go.

00:08:59Oh, that feels good, right?

00:09:00There we go.

00:09:01Yay!

00:09:02Good girl.

00:09:03There it is.

00:09:07Oh, yes.

00:09:09Now we can see it.

00:09:10Standing on the shoulders of children.

00:09:13Innocent eyes that gaze upon the world with wondrous excitement.

00:09:18You will probably never know me.

00:09:21You will probably not remember me.

00:09:24But someday, when you're older, your mother will show you a photograph and tell you my story.

00:09:31A story filled with self-abandon and regret.

00:09:35Regret that I will not be there for your report cards.

00:09:39For proms.

00:09:41For graduations.

00:09:43To give you both away at your weddings.

00:09:46I always wanted to be the one to teach you to drive.

00:09:50To navigate life with that same beautiful innocence that fills your youthful spirit today.

00:09:56To hope.

00:09:59To strive.

00:10:01To dream.

00:10:03To stop on it.

00:10:04But you're only three feet tall.

00:10:07To say no one.

00:10:08To be careful about...

00:10:09It's all different.

00:10:10Every part of your

00:10:28My water broke, Brian.

00:10:31Huh?

00:10:32Brian!

00:10:33I just thought I was having a wet dream.

00:10:35Oh, funny.

00:10:36Come on, get up.

00:10:38Who?

00:10:39Hello?

00:10:40Oh, really?

00:10:41I can't reach you.

00:10:42Come on.

00:10:43Get out of bed.

00:10:44Feel this thing.

00:10:45It's coming out.

00:10:46It's coming out quickly.

00:10:47Okay, alright.

00:10:48I'm just trying to keep you from panicking.

00:10:50Great, don't make a panic.

00:10:52Alright.

00:10:53Yeah, take your time.

00:10:55Well, look, I can't go to the hospital naked.

00:10:57Why not?

00:10:58That would be awkward.

00:11:00Okay.

00:11:01Alright.

00:11:02Speaking of which hospital we're going to?

00:11:04You don't know which hospital we're going to?

00:11:06Yes, I know which hospital.

00:11:08Which hospital are we going to?

00:11:10I don't know.

00:11:11Let's go.

00:11:12I got it.

00:11:13Okay.

00:11:14Okay.

00:11:15Okay.

00:11:16Okay.

00:11:17Calm down.

00:11:18Okay.

00:11:19Calm down.

00:11:20Do you have...

00:11:21Oh!

00:11:22Watch the hose.

00:11:24Got it.

00:11:25Something with more water.

00:11:26Something with more water than you.

00:11:27Oh, come on.

00:11:28Go with it.

00:11:29Reese's, you stay right there.

00:11:30And...

00:11:31Oh, no.

00:11:32Okay.

00:11:33Let's do this.

00:11:35Oh.

00:11:36Why is this getting in the car?

00:11:37Oh, God.

00:11:38We're going to have to detail the car after this.

00:11:39Okay.

00:11:40Okay.

00:11:41Okay.

00:11:42You ready?

00:11:43Oh, baby.

00:11:44I'm ready.

00:11:45Um...

00:11:46Are you ready?

00:11:47You seem a little frazzled.

00:11:48Yes.

00:11:49I'm frazzled.

00:11:50Yes.

00:11:51I'm frazzled.

00:11:52Yes.

00:11:53I'm frazzled.

00:11:54Yes.

00:11:55Just breathe.

00:11:56Okay.

00:11:57Maybe...

00:11:58Um...

00:11:59Cole should drive.

00:12:01Cole should drive.

00:12:02Cole.

00:12:03Cole.

00:12:04Cole should drive.

00:12:05Cole.

00:12:06Cole should dog.

00:12:08Cole should walk.

00:12:09Cole should be like a horse .

00:12:11Oh, man.

00:12:12Cole should come.

00:12:13Cole should be like a horse.

00:12:14Aye, come on.

00:12:15분uce, Иro.

00:12:16Cole show you the same.

00:12:17羽毛.

00:12:18Cole should be your taxi and hear your controller again.

00:12:20Cole should be że.

00:12:21Cole should be!

00:12:22Come on!

00:12:23Cole should be!

00:12:25Cole should be!

00:12:26Get away!

00:12:27Cole should be!

00:12:28Cole should be!

00:12:29Cole should be the same!

00:12:30Oh no!

00:12:31Is that something epic!

00:12:32Cole should be wiseryou!

00:12:33Oh no!

00:12:34Cole should be류 a tree in the inside!

00:12:35It's okay. It's okay.

00:12:40I'm gonna go for a walk.

00:13:05Hello?

00:13:12Are you busy?

00:13:14Ryan, are you okay?

00:13:16I just needed to talk to someone.

00:13:19I'll wait up.

00:13:29Time.

00:13:31It moves so slowly when you have nothing to do but think.

00:13:34To remember the beginning.

00:13:37To dwell on the end.

00:13:40And to be haunted by everything in between.

00:13:43To be haunted by that word.

00:13:46That undefinable word.

00:13:49As undefinable as God.

00:13:52Yet a word I thought I knew intimately.

00:13:55Perfection.

00:13:58The perfect wife.

00:14:00The perfect children.

00:14:02The house.

00:14:03The dog.

00:14:04The job.

00:14:05The two car garage.

00:14:06The diapers.

00:14:07The joint bank account.

00:14:10Piano recitals.

00:14:12Tap shoes.

00:14:14The American dream.

00:14:16An idea that became an ideal.

00:14:18It's Friday.

00:14:21Is it recycling or yard waste today?

00:14:25It's Monday.

00:14:26T-T-T-T.

00:14:27T-T-T.

00:14:28T-T-T!

00:14:29T-T-T-T!

00:15:00Have you ever stood naked, alone, and out of reach?

00:15:30The way Sarah cries, I can't help her.

00:15:39And the way Bella cries, she doesn't want me to help her.

00:15:42I just want...

00:15:46I know.

00:15:49Well, I don't.

00:15:52Once upon a time, maybe.

00:15:54But not anymore.

00:15:56You want too much.

00:15:59No, I don't.

00:16:01I just want...

00:16:02Your list is too long, and I'm too tired.

00:16:07I only want it to be perfect.

00:16:10Well, it's not.

00:16:11You never would have started fucking me.

00:16:13Do you have any idea what it's like to want something that you can't have?

00:16:30What do you want?

00:16:32I want you.

00:16:35And you want her.

00:16:37But you don't want her.

00:16:39You want the idea of her.

00:16:41And what you don't understand, Brian, is that you've idealized your life away.

00:16:47But I want you.

00:16:50I don't know what you want.

00:16:53But you don't want me.

00:16:54I'm just another part of the ideal, and I'm not perfect.

00:16:59But you're perfect to me.

00:17:04Don't want kids.

00:17:06I'm a cat person.

00:17:08I need time alone more than that.

00:17:10I need time with people.

00:17:13But I already know all this.

00:17:15And I love you for you.

00:17:18How can you love me when she gives you everything?

00:17:21Everything I want, but nothing I need.

00:17:27This.

00:17:28Right here, right now, this is what I need.

00:17:40I need her to hold me like she used to.

00:17:45To hold me so close like we're the same person.

00:17:49Like this.

00:17:51Like what we have.

00:18:01We have a dance and a photograph.

00:18:11Kim was right.

00:18:13She had become the band-aid for a wound that would not heal.

00:18:18And no matter how much of her I stripped away, she would never fit into the mold Bella had created.

00:18:24What if I'd be more alone with you than without you?

00:18:30She was right about a lot of things.

00:18:48One day you wake up and you realize that everything you ever wanted turned out to be nothing you ever wanted at all.

00:18:56And even the big things become as trivial as watermelons.

00:19:01Sarah finally fell asleep.

00:19:03I swear that colic is gonna kill me.

00:19:17You smell like cigarettes and watermelon.

00:19:47Morning, sunshine.

00:19:56Hey, beautiful.

00:19:58Hi.

00:20:00Are you doing anything for lunch today?

00:20:06No.

00:20:07Did you want to do something?

00:20:09I was thinking about stopping by.

00:20:12I'd like that.

00:20:15What time did you come in last night?

00:20:36What's that, honey?

00:20:38What time did you come in last night?

00:20:41I don't know.

00:20:42I didn't really look at the clock.

00:20:44I didn't even hear you come in.

00:20:46Really?

00:20:47Well, I gave you a kiss.

00:20:50Good night.

00:20:51You rolled over.

00:20:52I thought I woke you up.

00:20:54Nope.

00:20:56You know, one of these days I'm going to get a call from Canada.

00:21:01You're going to be missing a sock.

00:21:03You're going to have a new tattoo of a heart and some sailor's name on your ass.

00:21:07And you're going to say, I don't know where I was, but I woke up in a car that wasn't mine,

00:21:14with some large man and a unitard offering me a sip of bourbon.

00:21:17Mmm.

00:21:18Mmm.

00:21:19Mmm.

00:21:20Mmm.

00:21:21Here's your other socks, sailor.

00:21:22You're so sexy when you have your drafting face on.

00:21:24Hey beautiful.

00:21:25Hi.

00:21:26Want to go get some lunch or something?

00:21:27Yeah, I was thinking we could go down to the waterfront, but first I need to use the restroom.

00:21:33Yeah, just at the end of the hall to the left.

00:21:35Well, aren't you forgetting something?

00:21:36Then what would that be?

00:21:37Do I have to ask?

00:21:38Hi.

00:21:39Hi.

00:21:40Hi!

00:21:41Do I have to ask?

00:22:05Hi!

00:22:06You look good.

00:22:08Oh, thanks.

00:22:09How are you?

00:22:10I'm good.

00:22:11I just stopped by for lunch.

00:22:12I think we're going to go to the waterfront.

00:22:14Did you want to come?

00:22:15I can't.

00:22:16Thanks, though.

00:22:17I've already got plans.

00:22:18That's too bad.

00:22:19We don't hang out enough.

00:22:20I know.

00:22:21We should see each other more often.

00:22:23Oh, that's pretty.

00:22:24What is it?

00:22:25Thanks.

00:22:26I think it's called posh, but it tastes like watermelon.

00:22:29Oh, watermelon.

00:22:31I like it.

00:22:33So how have you been?

00:22:35Good.

00:22:36You know, kids and stuff.

00:22:39Yeah.

00:22:40We've got some clients like that.

00:22:43Well, it's good to see you.

00:22:45I've got to get back to work.

00:22:47Yeah, good to see you, too.

00:22:53Oh.

00:22:55You haven't touched your food.

00:23:17I'm not as hungry as I thought it was.

00:23:27I think she got lipstick.

00:23:28Uh-huh.

00:23:29Yes, she does.

00:23:30Uh-huh.

00:23:31Look, she does.

00:23:32She's got a little purple one.

00:23:33Oh, she does?

00:23:34Doesn't she?

00:23:35Yeah.

00:23:36Yeah.

00:23:37Yeah.

00:23:38Yeah.

00:23:39Yeah.

00:23:40I think she got lipstick.

00:23:41Uh-huh.

00:23:42Yeah, she does.

00:23:43Uh-huh.

00:23:44Look, she does.

00:23:45She does a little purple one.

00:23:47Oh, she does?

00:23:48Doesn't she?

00:23:49Yeah.

00:23:50Yeah.

00:23:51Bella?

00:23:52Bella?

00:23:53Bella?

00:23:54Are you okay?

00:23:55Yeah.

00:23:56Bella?

00:23:57If you want to talk, Mom, I'm fine.

00:23:58I'm fine.

00:23:59I'm fine.

00:24:00It's okay.

00:24:01I just...

00:24:02Right out here if you need anything.

00:24:03I'm fine.

00:24:04I'm fine.

00:24:05I'm fine.

00:24:06It's okay.

00:24:07I just...

00:24:08Right out here if you need anything.

00:24:09I'm fine.

00:24:21I'm fine.

00:24:38Shut up.

00:24:39God.

00:24:45It's gonna be okay.

00:24:47Everything's gonna be okay.

00:24:49Hey, I think it's in your way.

00:25:06Hey, little angels. How are you doing?

00:25:09What you doing? Putting on a show?

00:25:13Hi.

00:25:15You want me cooking?

00:25:17Something smells good.

00:25:20Cookies, baby.

00:25:25Something smells good.

00:25:33How was work?

00:25:34Well, my new client's a couple of pricked, though, and that was good.

00:25:37It's nice to see you today for lunch.

00:25:39You should do that morning.

00:25:41Yeah.

00:25:42I'll let you go.

00:25:45Come on.

00:25:49I'll let you take care of the sunset.

00:25:50She knew, nothing more need be said, she knew, and the thought came to her as quickly as

00:26:17a bullet, a bullet expelled from a gun that I had cleaned, oiled, aimed, and fired.

00:26:28Dearest Bella, I miss you.

00:26:58Oh my god, Bella, Bella, what the fuck, oh my god, Bella, Jesus Christ, oh my god, oh

00:27:25my god, oh my god, oh god, oh god, oh my wife just cut her wrist, I need an ambulance at

00:27:346124 Street.

00:27:36Sir, I need you to calm down, can you do that for me?

00:27:40Yeah.

00:27:41The ambulance is on its way, I need you to know, sir, is she still breathing?

00:27:48Yeah.

00:27:51I need you to stop the bleeding, what did you do here?

00:27:53Oh my god, Brian?

00:27:55Brian, I need you to apply pressure above the laceration, and lift her arms above the level

00:28:00of her heart, can you do that for me?

00:28:02Yeah, but do I have to put the phone down?

00:28:04That's okay, Brian, put the phone down, just don't hang up, just hang up.

00:28:09Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh my god, oh my god.

00:28:32What the hell, I need you to do now?

00:28:35Who's so lonely?

00:28:36I need you to buy pressure above you, I need you to pull up, your chin up.

00:28:39I have to pull up, just wait, pay your back, to work, use your phone to pull up.

00:28:43I have to wear pressure above you, I need you to call out.

00:28:44Yeah, I know, be right, I need you, I need you to use your phone in my case.

00:28:47Yeah, I need you to explain how you need something to do that.

00:28:49I need you to give up, and I need you to call out.

00:28:51Can you do that?

00:28:52I need you to call it, then I need you to call it.

00:28:53If I'm not too much help, don't you to call it.

00:28:56I need you to call it and get you to call it.

00:28:59Thank you for calling Jennings Architecture.

00:29:17It is currently after hours, but if you have an emergency,

00:29:20you may contact a representative at 555-4868,

00:29:26or stay on the line and leave a message.

00:29:29Hey, John.

00:29:33This is Brian.

00:29:36I'm having a family emergency,

00:29:38so I'm just calling to let you know

00:29:39that I won't be to work for a couple days,

00:29:43so I'll probably see you next Monday.

00:29:45Bye.

00:29:59Bella died for 48 seconds.

00:30:19I have been dying ever since.

00:30:24As her heart slowed and stopped,

00:30:27I realized at that very moment

00:30:28something I should have always known.

00:30:32She loved me

00:30:33more than she loved herself.

00:30:36Oh,

00:30:40Oh.

00:30:41Oh.

00:30:45Oh.

00:30:51Oh.

00:30:52Oh.

00:30:52I don't know.

00:31:22I remember when I met your mother.

00:31:36She was beautiful.

00:31:41It's not that she's not beautiful.

00:31:42She's gorgeous.

00:31:45It's just...

00:31:47I'm used to her.

00:31:52I don't even know why I did it.

00:31:54It was stupid.

00:31:59It's not commitment that I have a problem with.

00:32:03It's contentment.

00:32:09It's like no matter how good I have it, it's never good enough.

00:32:15It's no one's fault.

00:32:22It's just fucked up.

00:32:25It's not...

00:32:26It's just creepy.

00:32:27It's not the only one's fault.

00:32:28It's just creepy.

00:32:29It's just creepy.

00:32:29Yeah, this is Brian Sanders, I'm calling to see how my wife's doing.

00:32:55What is her name, please?

00:32:57Bella Sanders.

00:32:59Your wife is in stable condition.

00:33:16She should be released sometime this evening or tomorrow morning.

00:33:20Okay, thank you.

00:33:22She's sleeping, Brian.

00:33:51Okay, thank you.

00:33:53She doesn't want to talk yet, Brian.

00:34:15I just want to make sure she's okay.

00:34:18I think it's going to be a long time before she's okay.

00:34:22Hello.

00:34:34Hi, Gary.

00:34:52Is Bella there?

00:34:53We'll call you when she's ready.

00:34:55I don't know.

00:35:00Okay.

00:35:00Oh, my God.

00:35:03Okay.

00:35:03You're good.

00:35:04I'm sorry.

00:35:06Okay.

00:35:08I'm sorry.

00:35:09Brian, she's just not ready yet.

00:35:30Can I please see the girls?

00:35:32Hold on.

00:35:38What time do you get off tomorrow?

00:35:41Whenever you want.

00:35:43Meet me at Owens Beach around 1.

00:35:47Thank you. Thank you so much.

00:35:49I'll see you tomorrow.

00:35:54You want to see a call tomorrow?

00:35:57Alright.

00:36:08Hi.

00:36:12Oh.

00:36:13There you go.

00:36:15Hey.

00:36:16Did it happen to come by?

00:36:19How are we going?

00:36:20Come on.

00:36:21Here you go.

00:36:22There's Teddy.

00:36:23There she is.

00:36:24Hi.

00:36:25Oh, look who's here to see you.

00:36:27Oh, I know.

00:36:28Oh, I know.

00:36:29Here, come on.

00:36:30Here, he's excited.

00:36:32Okay.

00:36:33Get this up.

00:36:35I feel like a magician.

00:36:38Okay, you ready?

00:36:39I'll trade you.

00:36:40Okay.

00:36:41There she is.

00:36:43Come on.

00:36:44Come on.

00:36:45Come on.

00:36:46Hey.

00:36:47Hold on here.

00:36:48It's good to see you guys.

00:36:49Yeah.

00:36:50So.

00:36:51How have you been?

00:36:52Huh?

00:36:53Oh, she's been.

00:36:54How has she been?

00:36:55Oh.

00:36:56Oh.

00:36:57Oh, he's doing interesting things.

00:36:58Oh, yeah.

00:36:59Character.

00:37:00Come on.

00:37:01There you go.

00:37:02Yeah.

00:37:03Oh.

00:37:04Oh.

00:37:05Oh.

00:37:06Oh.

00:37:07Oh.

00:37:08Oh.

00:37:09Oh.

00:37:10Oh, he's doing interesting things.

00:37:11Oh, yeah.

00:37:12Oh.

00:37:13Oh.

00:37:14Oh.

00:37:15Oh.

00:37:16Oh.

00:37:17Oh.

00:37:18Oh.

00:37:19Oh.

00:37:20Oh.

00:37:21Oh.

00:37:22Oh.

00:37:23Oh.

00:37:24Oh, no.

00:37:26Oh, oh.

00:37:27Oh, yeah?

00:37:28Oh, yeah.

00:37:29Oh, yeah.

00:37:30Oh, yeah.

00:37:34Oh.

00:37:39There she is.

00:37:41Come on.

00:37:42Let's get out and see the day, huh?

00:37:43It's nice.

00:37:44There you go.

00:37:45Hi.

00:37:50There you are, gorgeous.

00:37:51thank you so much for bringing the family it's just the right thing to do

00:38:04so how are you doing i just want to know if she's okay

00:38:11she's really hurt brian and i don't think she's gonna forgive you

00:38:16i can't even forgive myself i know you love her and she loves you you just made a mistake

00:38:23she doesn't understand that you understand what you've done

00:38:26she only knows she's hurting and it's because of you

00:38:31i this is either gonna drive you farther apart or bring you closer together but it's not your choice

00:38:40it's her choice now i know you just have to give her time to decide

00:38:48it's just hard not being able to see her or talk to her

00:38:51thanks for coming out today

00:39:04my mother has the gift of catholic guilt and my dad's gonna kick your ass

00:39:33so how are you doing

00:39:35if i see a therapist three times a week the state won't take the kids

00:39:40how are you well it's over i told her we're done

00:39:44it's too late for that

00:39:46i know i messed up and i can't go back

00:39:50but i'm sorry

00:39:53i'm so sorry

00:39:55how could you do this to me

00:39:58how when i love you so much

00:40:02i don't know

00:40:04i love you so much brian

00:40:07i love you

00:40:16i want a divorce

00:40:25bella i don't want to talk about it i want a divorce and i want the kids and the house and car

00:40:34and you can give the dog okay

00:40:38take whatever you want

00:40:41could you be out by friday if we don't come home soon cool's gonna know something's wrong

00:40:47what are you gonna tell her when you come home and i'm not here

00:40:50i'm gonna tell her the truth

00:40:53okay she should know

00:40:57i have to go

00:41:05take care of yourself brian

00:41:08okay i guess this is it for a while

00:41:22i have to go

00:42:10Hello.

00:42:14Hi. Where's Kim?

00:42:16Um, I've only been here for a week. I don't think I've met her yet.

00:42:20Okay, thanks.

00:42:21Oh, Mr. Jennings wanted to just stop by his office and we got it.

00:42:24Alright, thank you.

00:42:30I've known you for a long time, and I've never seen you like this.

00:42:36I'm sorry, John. I'm just having problems at home.

00:42:39You've missed 43 days in the past three months, and when you do show up, you smell like alcohol.

00:42:49My wife and I are... I don't even know what we are.

00:42:53Which is why it hurts me to do this, but you're really not leaving me any choice.

00:42:59I understand.

00:43:00And I wish you the best. I really do.

00:43:06Thanks.

00:43:07What I didn't give away, I threw away.

00:43:27I threw it all away.

00:43:29As easily as one throws away the wrapping on a birthday present.

00:43:35I've always been too selfish to understand that it's the wrapping that makes it special.

00:43:39You're fired, he said, in so many words.

00:43:45You're fired from life.

00:43:47For you have failed everyone who has ever loved you.

00:43:51You have failed yourself.

00:43:52And no amount of sorry will make this better.

00:43:56No amount of forgiveness will make me worthy.

00:44:00I deserve the hurt I have caused.

00:44:03And in the end, the last thing I want is to feel better.

00:44:08I deserve it.

00:44:38Excuse me sir, we've had a few noise complaints, I had to top it off with your credit cards

00:44:56every time.

00:44:57So we need to get your stuff out right now.

00:45:00Do you have a jacket you want to bring?

00:45:03That's your jacket?

00:45:05Just the one?

00:45:07Yeah?

00:45:08Here.

00:45:09Why don't you put that on?

00:45:10Alright bud, we've got to grab your stuff.

00:45:12What do you want to bring with you?

00:45:18There.

00:45:19Hold on to that.

00:45:22Hold on.

00:45:23Hold on.

00:45:24Just get him.

00:45:26I don't know.

00:45:27Is that all you need?

00:45:28Alright.

00:45:29Alright, we're gonna go.

00:45:30Okay.

00:45:37Alright.

00:47:08I love you, Reese.

00:47:12You know what else?

00:47:15You're too good for this.

00:47:18You want to go home?

00:47:20Come on.

00:47:22Off like a herd of turtles.

00:47:25Come on.

00:47:26I can't believe I let you talk me into this.

00:47:37Well, I know you've heard this story a million times, but if I don't keep talking, I can't keep walking.

00:47:51So, a million and one.

00:47:56What do you have to say about that, huh?

00:48:00Huh?

00:48:03That's what I thought.

00:48:04Anyway, we drove all day to get to where you were born.

00:48:12Have you ever seen your mother drive?

00:48:14Huh?

00:48:14She's beautiful.

00:48:17She's so serious.

00:48:22I always felt like I was on a mission to make her laugh.

00:48:25I like that feeling of trying to impress somebody.

00:48:32She made me feel that way all the time.

00:48:35Huh.

00:48:36And when she smiled, I swear there was heaven on her lips.

00:48:44But don't get any ideas.

00:48:47You're too young to start dating there, mister.

00:48:50You're too young for that.

00:48:54Anyway, we get to the farm way out in the boonies.

00:48:58And I swear the place was odd.

00:49:05It was like a circus.

00:49:08There was kids on unicycles.

00:49:13Goats with eight horns.

00:49:16I think there was even a cat with wings.

00:49:20Woo-hoo-hoo!

00:49:23Bet you like to play with that.

00:49:25Chase that around the yard all day, huh?

00:49:28Oh, and your mother, she had the best sense of style.

00:49:37So she wore dresses from the 50s and little things in her hair.

00:49:49She reminded me of Marilyn Monroe before, well, she was Marilyn Monroe.

00:49:58I think it was the way the wind whipped up her dress.

00:50:06It didn't matter where we went or what we did.

00:50:13I couldn't take my eyes off her.

00:50:19She glowed even when she slept.

00:50:21Have you ever seen The Lion King?

00:50:26Yeah.

00:50:28I have about 75 times.

00:50:30I have kids.

00:50:31I have kids.

00:50:34Remember?

00:50:36Remember when James Earl Jones is holding up Simba?

00:50:43Well,

00:50:45that's how it was when I met you.

00:50:51Only,

00:50:52you weren't Simba.

00:50:54You,

00:51:01you were like a peanut butter cup.

00:51:09A fat,

00:51:10chunky,

00:51:13little peanut butter cup.

00:51:14That's how you got your name.

00:51:19Let's just do this tomorrow, buddy, okay?

00:51:46Okay.

00:51:48One more.

00:52:16One more.

00:52:18One more.

00:52:20One more.

00:52:22One more.

00:52:26One more.

00:52:34One more.

00:52:38One more.

00:52:48One more.

00:52:50One more.

00:53:00One more.

00:53:02One more.

00:53:12One more.

00:53:16One more.

00:53:38Oh, I missed you.

00:53:48One more.

00:53:58One more.

00:54:02One more.

00:54:04One more.

00:54:08One more.

00:54:10One more.

00:54:12One more.

00:54:14One more.

00:54:18One more.

00:54:20One more.

00:54:22One more.

00:54:24One more.

00:54:32One more.

00:54:36One more.

00:55:40You're nuts.

00:55:44Fucking kids.

00:55:46Hey, fuck off.

00:55:48Hey.

00:55:49Hey, what's your problem?

00:55:52I don't have a problem.

00:55:54You walk through here every day, where do you go?

00:55:56I don't know.

00:55:57I guess I'm not going anywhere.

00:55:59Quit being a pathetic fuck and say hi every once in a while, huh?

00:56:04Well, you're going to sit down and ain't fucking church.

00:56:09That piece of shit's Paul.

00:56:10I'm Terry.

00:56:12This is my friend Vodka.

00:56:13Who the fuck are you?

00:56:15Brian.

00:56:15Hey, waitress, can I get a napkin for my friend here?

00:56:22Don't sleep at all.

00:56:24My child rotting your stagnant cunt.

00:56:29I gotta go.

00:56:31Where the fuck are you going to go?

00:56:33You got a job interview or something?

00:56:36Oh, going to be a big shot dental assistant?

00:56:38Yeah, fuck you, you drunk.

00:57:08Oh, going to be a big shot.

00:57:38The taste of used food subsides

00:57:55as the flickering streetlights create a rhythmic dance of muted shadows.

00:58:01I stuff my coat with newspapers I will never read.

00:58:05The first night was cold.

00:58:09So was the second.

00:58:11And every night that followed.

00:58:14Memories will never keep you warm at night.

00:58:18But they will keep you up.

00:58:21Even the good ones.

00:58:22Have you ever held someone so close that you forget which one you are?

00:58:29That you think it's your fingers moving, that it's there.

00:58:33If I finish your words.

00:58:37I think it's your lips that make my heart go.

00:58:40I think it's your lips that make my heart go.

00:58:52I think it's your lips that make my heart go.

00:58:53I think it's your lips that make my heart go.

00:59:01I think it's your lips.

00:59:02Jesus Christ, watching you is like watching some pathetic fucking dog shit himself.

00:59:07And then wipe his ass all over the ground and smear it in real good.

00:59:12What you need is an aspirin and a shower.

00:59:21Well, are you gonna sit down or what?

00:59:27What is your deal anyway?

00:59:29You ain't supposed to be here.

00:59:32Well, I used to have a wife, and kids, and a dog, and a house.

00:59:37Jesus Christ, you are a dental assistant.

00:59:41Well, I was an architect.

00:59:44An architect?

00:59:46If you were an architect, you'd know how many floors there were between you and the ground.

00:59:53Let me tell you something, you piece of shit.

00:59:56I used to be a dental hygienist.

00:59:57Being a dental hygienist is a lot like being a shrink.

01:00:04Only most of my clients were numb, kind of like you.

01:00:07Talk to me about being a mom.

01:00:12You ever smoke crack?

01:00:16Smoking crack is kind of like waking up Frankenstein's monster.

01:00:19There's a big jolt of electricity, and then he just stumbles around all sad and lonely.

01:00:24So the town folk, they all get together and, you know, get their pitchforks and, you know, they run him out of town or kill him or, fuck, I forget.

01:00:34Killed it.

01:00:37Killed it, thank you very much.

01:00:39Anyway, my point is this.

01:00:42You walk around here like fucking Frankenstein's monster.

01:00:45And I see.

01:00:46I can tell you ain't supposed to be here.

01:00:48You're a fucking accident.

01:00:50So, I look for my pitchfork.

01:00:53But then I realize I'm not a fucking farmer.

01:00:55What do I need a pitchfork for?

01:00:57But by the time I realize that, you're fucking gone.

01:01:04Just do yourself a favor.

01:01:06Go be an architect.

01:01:09Build yourself some big building that you don't want to jump off of.

01:01:13Or at least be a good drunk.

01:01:16You fucking piece of shit.

01:01:27Yeah, go fuck yourself, Frankie the Park Fly.

01:01:36Jesus, Paul, you're a fucking embarrassment.

01:01:57Do you mind if I sit and watch you paint?

01:02:25No, not at all.

01:02:31This has always reminded me of something from a different life.

01:02:35A couple of months ago, it was wrapped in plastic.

01:02:40Interesting how something so strong can also be so fragile.

01:02:45So, are you in school?

01:02:47Third quarter freshman.

01:02:47Well, it's very beautiful.

01:02:52Do you paint?

01:02:54I always wanted to.

01:02:56I was told my wife I'd paint her, but I never did.

01:02:59You're married?

01:03:02No, I'm divorced.

01:03:03I'm sorry.

01:03:05It's okay.

01:03:05It's been a while now.

01:03:06How long?

01:03:10Going on three years.

01:03:12It's too bad.

01:03:15It's all right.

01:03:16Where are you from?

01:03:18Yeah.

01:03:19I must have tourists written all over me.

01:03:21Well, that depends if you ask me to take your picture in front of the space nail or not.

01:03:28I'm from Portland.

01:03:30Really?

01:03:30Yeah.

01:03:30I'm from Salem.

01:03:31Right on.

01:03:35Well, I should probably let you get back to your work.

01:03:38That's okay.

01:03:39You don't have to.

01:03:40Thanks, but I need to start looking for some dinner.

01:03:45But good luck to you.

01:03:47You too.

01:04:10Good luck to you.

01:04:37Good luck to you.

01:04:38Hi, hi, so are you just trying to get money the other person

01:05:06do you have any spare change sorry it's okay thanks anyway have a good night

01:05:19so i don't give the homeless money but i will help you help yourself

01:05:36you don't have to do this no it's okay i want to see you can paint pictures and that way you don't

01:05:43have a bed can i hug you oh you're one of the nicest people i've ever met

01:05:53i hope you get everything you ever want from life

01:05:57that you know what you have when you have it

01:06:01thank you thank you

01:06:03thank you

01:06:11hey hey here goes frank you the architect

01:06:26you gonna come over and join me or what

01:06:33what the are you so happy about life goes on

01:06:46it doesn't matter how much you push it pull it remember or forget it's indifferent it just goes on

01:06:54and i think back to the little things the things that matter most the laughter

01:07:03the wet laughter that hurts in the best way

01:07:07her lip-lock eyes across a crowded room

01:07:12philosophy over coffee

01:07:16explaining why the sky is blue to a child who thinks the world of you

01:07:21so wide-eyed and full of possibilities endless possibilities

01:07:28when the world was made of magic

01:07:32of course unicorns are real

01:07:36as real as princesses

01:07:39as real as bigfoot

01:07:41as real as you and me

01:07:45once when i was your age i rode one

01:07:47i rode one but the horn is very sharp

01:07:52that's how i got these scars on my chin you know

01:08:00fly

01:08:03fly

01:08:07fly as i sink

01:08:17i

01:08:43Take a walk with me.

01:09:13Take a walk with me.

01:09:43In her eyes, we no longer share the same skies.

01:09:53No, we don't, not at all, not at all.

01:10:03So now I walk alone, once again I'm on my own.

01:10:16She lost the magic she had for me.

01:10:24Lost the magic, I'm not complete.

01:10:29In each one of us, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Superman.

01:10:41In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.

01:10:45To marvel at the earth and the sea below.

01:10:51In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.

01:11:05Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Superman.

01:11:13In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.

01:11:19To marvel at the earth and the sea below.

01:11:23Do you remember the first day we met?

01:11:46Let's go find belief.

01:11:56Belief.

01:12:00Belief.

01:12:02I want to see the stars again.

01:12:12Oh, the stars again.

01:12:18With the wonder that I had at the age of 10.

01:12:26Oh, the age of 10.

01:12:34I remember lying on your chest and talking for hours.

01:12:37And then we remembered we were lying on the bathroom floor.

01:12:47And we had a shower again.

01:12:49So I walk alone.

01:13:09Once again, I'm on my own.

01:13:14She lost the magic she had for me.

01:13:23Oh, in her eyes.

01:13:30We no longer share the sky.

01:13:36Sometimes again, I wonder if maybe we forget each other every time you look away.

01:14:00I see you.

01:14:07You are beautiful.

01:14:12In each one of us, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Superman.

01:14:23Superman.

01:14:26In each one of us, Jacques Cousteau.

01:14:32To marvel at the earth and the sea below.

01:14:38Well, I just need someone who understands the little boy inside the man.

01:14:52I just need someone who understands the part of me lives in our dreamland.

01:15:07I remember.

01:15:08I remember.

01:15:09I remember.

01:15:10She thought.

01:15:14But I can't forget.

01:15:15Once you asked me if I had ever stood naked in front of anyone.

01:15:21Alone and out of reach.

01:15:22I took off my clothes and backed away from you.

01:15:23You simply asked me my middle name and told me to put my clothes back on.

01:15:28I am standing naked and raw for you now, Bella.

01:15:35Not to beg forgiveness.

01:15:36But to beg that you find happiness.

01:15:37The kind of happiness I could never give you.

01:15:42And if you should see the unrecognizable me on the street, don't look down.

01:15:57Don't look back.

01:16:02you and if you should see the unrecognizable me on the street don't look down don't look back

01:16:14and i will grant you the same respect

01:16:20ain't you guys got a home to go to yeah i was thinking about maybe getting a wife

01:16:26shitting out some kids being an architect will you marry me shut up you're fucking drunk

01:16:36do you ever leave the bench

01:16:40what do they decorate you guys at christmas time

01:16:45yes no

01:16:50okay well i'm gonna go get a cup of coffee if you want to join me

01:16:56come on sweetheart daddy wants some breakfast

01:17:04loopy

01:17:26i have more range

01:17:54i don't know

01:18:06If there was one thing you could change about your life, what would it be?

01:18:20One thing is all I get.

01:18:23If one is all I get, I don't want to play this.

01:18:26Close to eight.

01:18:29I want to be president of the United States.

01:18:31That's right.

01:18:32That way I can declare a state anarchy.

01:18:36I want to be a movie star.

01:18:39A big fucking movie star.

01:18:43Live in a big fucking house.

01:18:45Make big fucking movies.

01:18:50I want to be the love child to sit vicious in Molly Ringwald.

01:18:57I want to sit up all night in an all-night diner and order nothing.

01:19:02I want to be God for the sole purpose of saying, I brought you into this world.

01:19:09Don't think for one minute I won't take you out.

01:19:13I want the original promise.

01:19:16I want justice for all.

01:19:18I want love, hate, ups and downs, and everything in between.

01:19:26For nothing in return.

01:19:28I want the world in my palm.

01:19:33No cooler than 60 degrees.

01:19:36No warmer than 75.

01:19:39And never a cloud in the sky.

01:19:41I want the perfect kiss.

01:19:47The perfect imperfection.

01:19:50The perfect life.

01:19:54But more than anything,

01:19:56I want someone who wants what I want.

01:19:59And I want her to walk through that door right over there.

01:20:03And order biscuits and gravy.

01:20:04You're a pathetic fuck.

01:20:11Thanks.

01:20:13Not you, him.

01:20:16Jesus.

01:20:17That was beautiful.

01:20:18That was beautiful.

01:20:34That was beautiful.

01:20:36And love, sir.

01:20:37That was beautiful.

01:20:40That was beautiful.

01:20:40What I want you to do?

01:20:41Got you?

01:20:41You're a giant of Ziel.

01:20:59Oh, my God.

01:21:00My God.

01:22:31What is left of you

01:22:35From this rendezvous

01:22:45Contentment fades away

01:22:58Into the grave

01:23:05And the ghost of you

01:23:10Well, it hides away

01:23:15Where's it going to?

01:23:20And the way you were

01:23:30Lives in shadows now

01:23:35And becomes a blur

01:23:39And nothing can touch the moment

01:23:45It's all yours now

01:23:48You own it

01:23:50Nothing, no, not even reason

01:23:54Can touch the season

01:23:57That you're in

01:23:59That you're in

01:24:02You lean to kissing

01:24:06Well, it fades away

01:24:12But then you're missing

01:24:16You're so close

01:24:21But through the years

01:24:24In circles again

01:24:26With burdens and fears

01:24:29Oh, now you are swimming

01:24:32In tears of sorrow

01:24:35Oh, now you are swimming

01:24:45Contentment fades away

01:24:48Into the grave

01:24:53Into the grave

01:24:55And the ghost of you

01:25:01Well, it hides away

01:25:06Where's it going to?

01:25:07Where's it going to?

01:25:08Where's it going to?

01:25:11And the way you were

01:25:20Lifts and shadows now

01:25:25Becomes the blur

01:25:29Nothing can touch the moment

01:25:36It's all yours now

01:25:39You're on it

01:25:41Nothing, no, not even reason

01:25:45Can touch the season that you're in

01:25:50Nothing can touch the moment

01:25:55It's all yours now

01:25:58You're on it

01:25:59Nothing, no, not even reason

01:26:04Can touch the season that you're in

01:26:08That you're in

01:26:11La-la-la-la

01:26:13That you're in

01:26:15La-la-la-la

01:26:18That you're in

01:26:20La-la-la-la

01:26:22That you're in

01:26:25La-la-la-la

01:26:28That you're in

01:26:30La-la-la-la

01:26:32That you're in

01:26:34La-la-la-la

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