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00:02:00You're such a cute little horsey.
00:02:19You know they're not horses, right? They're ponies.
00:02:22Yeah, they are. They're just mini horses.
00:02:25Well, they sure don't look like horses. They're so tiny.
00:02:28Well, here's a fact. Pound for pound, miniature horses are actually stronger than the standard
00:02:36horse.
00:02:36What else do you got, Miss Know-It-All?
00:02:38A miniature horse's memory is better than an elephant's.
00:02:41Thanks for the school session, but I'm starving. Can we go eat now?
00:02:46Yeah, he's like a balloon, but still not a big princess.
00:02:49Oh, he'll be bigger than her soon enough.
00:02:51He'll eat one day, but...
00:02:53How was lead training?
00:02:58Great. Princess does better each time. Cream Puff did even better.
00:03:02So, how long is mom going to be gone?
00:03:06She'll be gone for a week.
00:03:07Why can't she just have a normal job that she doesn't have to travel for?
00:03:12I want your mother to be home just like you do. She's a farm vet. You live your life on
00:03:18the road. There's no local office. I think we can manage without your mother for seven
00:03:22days. It's going to go by so fast, you'll never know she's gone.
00:03:27Well, we'll definitely miss her cooking.
00:03:31I'll miss it too.
00:03:32Life's good, and I'm loving every single moment of it.
00:03:44Every breath feels like a gentle kiss so infinite.
00:03:49The sun is shining brighter, painting skies with bliss.
00:03:53This heart of mine is open wide, nothing feels amiss.
00:04:02It feels like I'm reliving my dream life once again.
00:04:17Okay.
00:04:22Bye, princess.
00:04:25Good girl.
00:04:26Ooh.
00:04:29Okay, okay. That's enough.
00:04:32How tall do you think he's going to get?
00:04:53Ponies don't get taller than 14.2 hands, and he's already at 10 hands, and I'm sorry, but
00:04:59I don't think he's going to get taller than that.
00:05:01Well, that's okay.
00:05:02He's still going to be as strong as a regular horse.
00:05:05Just you watch.
00:05:06He thinks he's the biggest horse in the world, so I don't think you have anything to worry
00:05:10ever.
00:05:11But I don't think I'm going to get...
00:05:12But I don't think I'm going to be as close as aoires, but I'm sorry.
00:05:15But I don't think I'm going to touch it if I'm going to try to get my eyes, and I can.
00:05:17So, I don't think I'm going to get your hands on my side.
00:05:19But I can't give her any luck to my mother.
00:05:20Princess.
00:05:37Princess.
00:05:38Princess.
00:05:39Princess.
00:05:40Princess.
00:05:41Princess.
00:05:42Princess is bleeding.
00:05:50Please.
00:05:51You have to come out and help her.
00:06:00What happened?
00:06:01What's wrong with Princess?
00:06:02Get the medical bag.
00:06:03OK.
00:06:08It's OK.
00:06:09It's going to be OK, baby.
00:06:16Princess.
00:06:18Come on, Princess.
00:06:20She's dead.
00:06:41Why?
00:06:45Go find your sister.
00:06:46All right.
00:06:47All right.
00:06:48You're lying.
00:06:49I'm drowning, I'm drowning, I'm drowning
00:07:19In a river of my own bones
00:07:22Every current pulls me deeper
00:07:29Into the darkness where I'm lost
00:07:35Whispers echo in the water
00:07:40Voices I can't quite escape
00:07:43In the silence they're louder
00:07:48Dragging me through each mistake
00:07:54I'm sinking down, no end in sight
00:07:59Caught in this endless fight
00:08:01My mind's a storm, no sure to see
00:08:09Is there a way to set me free
00:08:13I am drowning, I'm drowning, I'm drowning
00:08:20In the river of my own thoughts
00:08:26Searching for a life
00:08:31What happened?
00:08:36I didn't lock the gate panel
00:08:38So she got out
00:08:39I guess she ran into the fence
00:08:43Because I just found her lying there all bloody
00:08:46So I just left her
00:08:49Usually when things like that happen
00:08:54People look for someone to blame
00:08:56But you can't blame yourself
00:08:58I'll never forgive myself
00:09:00It's not your fault
00:09:05Accidents happen
00:09:06By now she's already crossed over the rainbow bridge
00:09:10And is in paradise
00:09:12It's a lot prettier there than here
00:09:15Why'd this have to happen to me?
00:09:18Why my animal?
00:09:20I don't think anybody in the world
00:09:22Will ever be able to understand
00:09:24Why we lose the ones we love
00:09:26But we just have to trust God
00:09:28Even when it hurts
00:09:30And know he has a reason
00:09:32For why these things happen
00:09:33We're just teenagers
00:09:35But even mom and dad
00:09:38And all the grown-ups in the world
00:09:40Ask themselves the same question
00:09:42Why?
00:09:45How's Amber doing?
00:10:02I'm just giving her some space right now
00:10:04I'm going to give her a few days out of school
00:10:07Maybe that'll help her feel better
00:10:09Maybe I need to get her another pony
00:10:12I don't know
00:10:13I deal with these cases all the time
00:10:15You know, it's really heartbreaking to lose an animal
00:10:18You don't want to just go out
00:10:21And feel like you're replacing it
00:10:22Maybe I'll take her down to the small county auction
00:10:24And we can find an animal there
00:10:26She's not going to want to go down there
00:10:28So you're just going to have to surprise her
00:10:30That's if she wants another animal
00:10:32I'm sure she's going to connect with something
00:10:34See, you leave town again
00:10:36Trouble hits
00:10:37I'm stuck cleaning up the mess
00:10:40When am I going to get my wife back?
00:10:43I should be back soon
00:10:44I'll call you tonight
00:10:45Love you
00:10:46Love you
00:10:47I just finished telling Creme Puff about his mother
00:10:58What are you doing?
00:11:02I'm not crying anymore
00:11:03I'm watching Dad bury a princess
00:11:06Watching that?
00:11:08Sitting around, thinking about this stuff?
00:11:10It's not going to help you
00:11:11We should go to my room
00:11:14Come on, get out of the window
00:11:15I guess you're right
00:11:45The darkness calls
00:11:50It pulls, it cries
00:11:54But I will rise
00:11:58I won't comply
00:12:01A fragile flame
00:12:05It dares to go
00:12:08Through darkness
00:12:11But I'll let it go
00:12:14Through darkness
00:12:15But I'll let it go
00:12:16Through darkness
00:12:17But I'll let it go
00:12:18Through darkness
00:12:19But I'll let it go
00:12:20Through darkness
00:12:21But I'll let it go
00:12:22Through darkness
00:12:23But I'll let it go
00:12:24Through darkness
00:12:25But I'll let it go
00:12:26Through darkness
00:12:27But I'll let it go
00:12:28Through darkness
00:12:29But I'll let it go
00:12:30Through darkness
00:12:31But I'll let it go
00:12:32Through darkness
00:12:33But I'll let it go
00:12:34Through darkness
00:12:35But I'll let it go
00:12:36You know what's funny?
00:12:45I woke up early this morning to go and feed Princess.
00:12:49For just a second, I thought she was still here.
00:12:54Yeah, I went out to feed Cream Puff, but he wouldn't eat.
00:12:58I even tried grain, but he still wouldn't.
00:13:02Let's go spend some time down at the beach.
00:13:04I'm being true.
00:13:34My mother always taught me that if your neighbor ever comes to you in need, and it's in your
00:13:54power to give them what they need, you'll be there to help them.
00:14:00When I was 12 years old, my neighbor came to me.
00:14:05He was a 14-year-old boy.
00:14:07He wanted to borrow my axe, so I gave it to him, and I figured he wanted to chop some
00:14:16wood for his family like I did, but that's not why he wanted it.
00:14:20He wanted to see how strong a turtle shell was.
00:14:27Unfortunately, the shell wasn't strong enough to withstand the axe.
00:14:32I thought it was my fault for the longest time, because I'm the one that gave him the axe.
00:14:42There I was, I was just trying to do a good deed, and something bad happened.
00:14:47You know, in my heart, I was just doing something good for my neighbor.
00:14:50It took a long time for me to realize that it wasn't my fault.
00:14:57How'd you get over it?
00:15:00Well, I felt so bad inside for such a long time, I finally told my mother about it.
00:15:06And you know what she said?
00:15:08What?
00:15:09She said I was no more responsible for the actions of others than I was for causing the
00:15:14rain to fall.
00:15:15And I got over it real fast, because number one, she believed it wasn't my fault.
00:15:23And number two, she was right.
00:15:27So I'm going to tell you the same thing today that my mother told me.
00:15:31It's not your fault.
00:15:32You couldn't control Princess running through the fence.
00:15:39I know it hurts inside of your heart, but we have to move forward.
00:15:42Not only do we have to forgive others when it's tough, we have to forgive ourselves.
00:15:51And that's one of the hardest lessons to learn in life.
00:15:55And one of the hardest things to do.
00:15:58And sometimes it just takes time.
00:16:01But we're going to start today.
00:16:04Right?
00:16:04Yes.
00:16:12I'm feeling okay.
00:16:25Daddy took me to the beach today, and we had a long talk about how it wasn't my fault.
00:16:32He made me feel a little bit better, I guess.
00:16:35I still kind of feel like it is my fault, because I'm the reason she got out.
00:16:44But he says not to worry about it.
00:16:48And that I'll feel better eventually.
00:16:53I don't know about getting another animal.
00:16:56I'll probably get them hurt, too.
00:16:58I can't just forget about Princess.
00:17:03I mean, every day she's there in my mind.
00:17:07I can't stop thinking about her.
00:17:09Sometimes I still see pictures of her running through the fields, playing.
00:17:16I think it's just too early for anyone else right now.
00:17:20Maybe with more time.
00:17:27I don't know.
00:17:32Yeah.
00:17:32Okay.
00:17:34Love you.
00:17:35Goodbye.
00:17:35Bye.
00:17:40Bye.
00:17:40I woke up this morning.
00:17:42The sun's shining right.
00:17:44But shadows of yesterday haunt me at night.
00:17:48Tangled in chaos.
00:17:50I'm lost and afraid.
00:17:52Trying to find my way.
00:17:54But I'm drifting away.
00:17:56Got a heart full of dreams that keep slipping away.
00:18:00Like sand through my fingers.
00:18:03I'm fading each day.
00:18:04In this whirlwind of chatter
00:18:06Can't find my own voice
00:18:08In the noise of the wreckage
00:18:10I'm lost with no choice
00:18:12My life is a mess
00:18:14Can't you see?
00:18:16Pieces of paper
00:18:18Where are you taking me?
00:18:22I told you it's a surprise
00:18:23You're gonna like it
00:18:27And I think you really need this
00:18:34What, you don't trust your old dad?
00:18:37Not really
00:18:37We'll talk to your mother about it
00:18:41And she agrees
00:18:42Does that make you feel better?
00:18:46I love it
00:18:46You're in for a big
00:18:51Surprise
00:19:04You have to eat, Green Puff
00:19:10I know it's hard
00:19:12For you to go on
00:19:14Because you miss her
00:19:15I wish we could bring her back for you
00:19:19I thought maybe a brush would cheer you up
00:19:32I'm sure she's looking down at you right now
00:19:39And you have to remember
00:19:42She'll always be with you
00:19:44Are you getting out?
00:20:08You brought me to a horse auction
00:20:10No, I'm not getting out
00:20:12Look, I thought it'd be a good idea for you to get a new horse
00:20:18That's a surprise
00:20:19It's not just a horse auction
00:20:22It's a donkey auction, too
00:20:23You can at least come look at the animals, right?
00:20:35Green Puff
00:20:36Green Puff
00:20:37Green Puff
00:20:38Green Puff
00:20:39Green Puff
00:20:40Green Puff
00:20:41Green Puff
00:20:42Green Puff
00:20:43Green Puff
00:20:44Green Puff
00:20:45Green Puff
00:20:46Green Puff
00:20:47Green Puff
00:20:48Green Puff
00:20:49Green Puff
00:20:50Green Puff
00:20:51Green Puff
00:20:52Green Puff
00:20:53Green Puff
00:20:54Green Puff
00:20:55Green Puff
00:20:56Green Puff
00:20:57Green Puff
00:20:58Green Puff
00:20:59Green Puff
00:21:00Green Puff
00:21:01Green Puff
00:21:02Green Puff
00:21:03Green Puff
00:21:04Green Puff
00:21:05Green Puff
00:21:06Green Puff
00:21:07Green Puff
00:21:08Green Puff
00:21:09Green Puff
00:21:10Green Puff
00:21:11Green Puff
00:21:1218.
00:21:13Oh, you're like 16,000.
00:21:1516.
00:21:1616.
00:21:17Not a bit of work, guys.
00:21:19Not a bit of work.
00:21:21Not a plan.
00:21:22Not a plan.
00:21:23No.
00:21:24Not a bit of work.
00:21:25No worries.
00:21:26Not a bit.
00:21:28I'm sorry.
00:21:29No worries.
00:21:30I'm sorry.
00:21:31I'm sorry.
00:21:33I don't know.
00:21:35I don't know.
00:21:37I don't know.
00:21:39I don't know.
00:21:41This place is horrible.
00:21:52These aren't just animals from a breeder.
00:21:56These are animals that need to be saved.
00:22:03They've been abused, neglected, now thrown away.
00:22:08And many of these folks around us think they're not even worthy of life.
00:22:11Sometimes I wish I could save them all.
00:22:27Come on.
00:22:41Which one is that one?
00:22:46Let's go ask.
00:22:47Let's go.
00:22:48Let's go.
00:22:50Let's go.
00:22:54Let's go.
00:22:56Let's go.
00:22:57Tag 500, she's a baby Percheron.
00:23:27I want this one.
00:23:38We'll take her.
00:23:43She's perfect.
00:23:53The sun came out, looks like princess approves.
00:24:14How can I help you?
00:24:19I'm interested in buying Tag 500.
00:24:22They broke that horse.
00:24:23Who do I talk to?
00:24:24That's the man you need to talk to.
00:24:27I was told you're the man to talk to.
00:24:30We're interested in buying Tag 500.
00:24:33You don't want that horse.
00:24:34The Amish dumped her off.
00:24:36I have plenty of other horses that are better.
00:24:39We're not interested in any other horses.
00:24:41How much?
00:24:422,300.
00:24:432,300?
00:24:44You know what?
00:24:46I'll cut you a deal.
00:24:482,000.
00:24:49She's yours.
00:24:50Deal.
00:24:52I didn't think I could ever love another horse like princess.
00:25:09So I was really mad when he took me to the auction.
00:25:12What?
00:25:13Then I saw her and everything changed.
00:25:16It was the most incredible moment.
00:25:19Our eyes locked together and it's like she was asking me for help.
00:25:22Suddenly I just forgot about everything.
00:25:25All of my anger.
00:25:26All of my grief.
00:25:27All of my sadness.
00:25:29Because I knew in that moment she needed me.
00:25:32Just as badly as I needed her.
00:25:34So what kind of horse is she?
00:25:36A baby Percheron.
00:25:38Surprise.
00:25:39You don't have to eat Dad's cooking tonight.
00:25:41Woohoo!
00:25:42Yes!
00:25:43Pizza time.
00:25:44I'm as hungry as a horse.
00:25:54This isn't the only surprise.
00:25:56The horse will be here in the morning.
00:25:58Huge.
00:26:01Huge.
00:26:02Here he is right here in my alimentation.
00:26:04This is Joaquin the
00:26:21Show him.
00:26:55It's not your fault.
00:27:20I forgive you.
00:27:25I forgive you.
00:27:55I forgive you.
00:28:25I forgive you.
00:28:27I forgive you.
00:28:31I forgive you.
00:28:33I forgive you.
00:28:35I forgive you.
00:28:37I forgive you.
00:28:39I forgive you.
00:28:41I forgive you.
00:28:43I forgive you.
00:28:45I forgive you.
00:28:47I forgive you.
00:28:53I forgive you.
00:28:55I forgive you.
00:28:57I forgive you.
00:28:59I forgive you.
00:29:00I forgive you.
00:29:01I forgive you.
00:29:03I forgive you.
00:29:05In my heart you're always, always my escape
00:29:10Walking down the road where we used to talk
00:29:16Words unspoken but I feel you by my side
00:29:21Chasing after dreams, still I hear your knock
00:29:28In my silent moments you're my trusted guide
00:29:32Every star that shines reminds me of your smile
00:29:38Every breeze that whispers feels like you're nearby
00:29:44It went well. She's in love with the horse and so am I.
00:29:49And she led well.
00:29:51No, I had them take her to the road in the back.
00:29:54Well, it's less traffic, you know.
00:29:56She probably would have been spooked from all the trucks passing on the main road.
00:29:59I'm just going to keep her in the barn until I get more crowd panels.
00:30:03And then we'll move her to the other side.
00:30:06Yeah, I'm going to go get her that gift I got her.
00:30:10And maybe we'll take her for a walk.
00:30:12Do you want to meet me at the library in about an hour?
00:30:15No way! We had a new horse come today.
00:30:18What kind of horse?
00:30:20Another pony?
00:30:21A baby, Percheron.
00:30:23Wow!
00:30:24I have a Percheron poster in my room and my dad really loves them.
00:30:28He says they were war horses in World War I.
00:30:30That's really cool.
00:30:32So how have you seen her?
00:30:33I haven't seen her yet, but I'm hoping it'll help Amber feel better about Princess.
00:30:38I'm sure it will.
00:30:39Who wouldn't fall in love with a baby Percheron?
00:30:42I'll meet up with you another day.
00:30:44Maybe you can come by and see the new horse.
00:30:46That would be amazing.
00:30:48See you later!
00:30:48This is what I got for you.
00:31:07I thought you might need this.
00:31:09It's beautiful.
00:31:11Fresh grooming bag for a fresh start.
00:31:18She's going to be afraid.
00:31:22And she's going to think maybe when you get close to her or raise your hand, she might get hit.
00:31:27So we've got to take it slow.
00:31:29But I think the grooming bag is going to help you get closer.
00:31:33She's going to get those feel-good feelings.
00:31:36And she's going to recognize your hand and your presence to feeling good and feeling love.
00:31:43You ready to take her for a walk?
00:31:44Yes.
00:31:45Yes.
00:31:48Oh.
00:31:52On a dusty road, I'm driving through With a heart that's missing you
00:32:00Long nights with the moon as my guide Around every bend, your memory never hides
00:32:08Through the miles I keep holding on
00:32:13Every turn brings me closer home
00:32:21With your love shining like a distant star
00:32:28I'm bound to find where you are
00:32:31The new horse is amazing.
00:32:32So, why are you sad?
00:32:35I'm happy. I really am happy.
00:32:38I mean, we had this amazing walk together
00:32:40And Dad bought me a beautiful new grooming set for her.
00:32:44I guess I just wish that Princess was here to meet her too.
00:32:50I was like that when Grandma died.
00:32:53We always used to have that special sundae
00:32:56When we'd bake together after church.
00:32:58But when she died, it's like baking died with me.
00:33:02But then Mom told me Grandma would be happier in Heaven
00:33:04If she saw me baking and doing the things she taught me to do.
00:33:08So now when I bake, it's like I'm doing it for Grandma.
00:33:12You didn't play a part in Grandma passing away though.
00:33:16It's not your fault Princess died.
00:33:18It was an accident.
00:33:20I'm sure she's happy that you saved another horse.
00:33:23And now Cream Puff isn't alone anymore.
00:33:26She would want you to take care of her.
00:33:28Well, I have picked out a name for her.
00:33:33Let's hear it.
00:33:35Raven, I love that name.
00:33:37And I'm sure Princess would love it too.
00:33:41Dad, do you think horses go to Heaven?
00:33:44I think they do.
00:33:45And the Bible talks about Jesus coming back on a white horse.
00:33:51So where does he get the horse, right?
00:33:53I know the Bible says that, but I'm still having a hard time believing it.
00:33:59Don't worry.
00:34:00Princess is in Heaven.
00:34:02And she's watching down over you right now.
00:34:05Then I don't want her to be upset and feel like I replaced her.
00:34:08Do you really believe that?
00:34:11Do you really think that princesses are going to forget all the good times you two had together?
00:34:18All the love you gave her?
00:34:20How well you took care of her?
00:34:21Well, no.
00:34:23Exactly.
00:34:24So Princess is happy that you saved another animal.
00:34:28And she would want you to love Raven just like you loved her.
00:34:33Okay.
00:34:38Hey Dad, I'm going to Amy's for a bit.
00:35:08I'll catch you later.
00:35:09I got some fresh pine shavings for cream puff.
00:35:11Oh, that's great.
00:35:12You can give those to Amber.
00:35:13She's taking them for a walk so she can put them in a stall for me.
00:35:16Okay.
00:35:17Have fun.
00:35:17Catch you later.
00:35:32I know, boy.
00:35:34Why would you want to walk with me after I killed your mother?
00:35:37You probably hate me, don't you?
00:35:43I'm sorry.
00:35:44My dad, how I'll break through the line when the story begins.
00:35:50My dad, how I'll break through the line when the story begins.
00:35:54Where's Amber?
00:36:03She didn't want to hang out.
00:36:04She wanted to spend some time with cream puff.
00:36:07She's still depressed about Princess?
00:36:08Yeah, I tried talking to her.
00:36:11Mom and Dad have spoke to her.
00:36:13One minute she's happy, the next minute she's sad.
00:36:17I think she's starting to heal, but I guess it just takes longer for some people.
00:36:22I'll try to encourage her more.
00:36:24Maybe that'll help.
00:36:26But I just haven't had the chance to because she's been missing so many days at school.
00:36:29That's the only thing we can do.
00:36:31Just try to keep a smile on her face and be patient with her.
00:36:35But I think she'll be coming back to school soon.
00:36:38Well, I won't wait for her to come back to school.
00:36:40I'm going to visit her.
00:36:42And also, I want to see the new horse.
00:36:44That'd really be great.
00:36:45I really need some help cheering her up.
00:36:47By the way, she named the new horse Raven.
00:36:50Wow, that's an awesome name.
00:36:53Well, I have to get going.
00:36:54I don't want Cream Puff to think something happened to me.
00:36:56Okay, see you later.
00:37:04Grandpa!
00:37:05Hey, Dad.
00:37:07How's Amber doing?
00:37:09Well, she's doing okay.
00:37:11There's a lot of mixed emotions going on.
00:37:12One minute she's sad, one minute she's happy.
00:37:16I don't know.
00:37:17When things die, we keep on living and have to maintain being positive all the time.
00:37:24And keep going and do the best we can every day.
00:37:28It's tough having to be the sensitive one.
00:37:30Hope you'll be impatient with her.
00:37:32I'll be impatient with her.
00:37:33I'm not just going to tell her to get over it.
00:37:35Yeah, just stay positive and, you know, things will get better.
00:37:41What do you know about perch rounds?
00:37:43They're big and strong and they're really a lot calmer than most of the other draft breeds.
00:37:48And I think she'll be able to get along with the well.
00:37:51The girls told me that they're getting tired of your cooking.
00:37:54What'd they say about my cooking?
00:37:55And that's why I'm here.
00:37:56I'm going to do the cooking for you tonight.
00:37:59Grandpa!
00:38:00Yeah?
00:38:01Let me show you the new horse.
00:38:02Oh.
00:38:02Grandpa seemed so excited about Raven.
00:38:14I didn't know if he knew so much about horses.
00:38:16I know.
00:38:17He just walked right up to her and she wasn't even scared.
00:38:21It was like they knew each other.
00:38:23Probably all those years of Grandma making him buy her horses rubbed off on him.
00:38:27She even ate hay right out of his hands.
00:38:30She won't even do that for me.
00:38:32Last dish and I'm ready to bed.
00:38:34So am I.
00:38:35I want to wake up early so I can see Raven.
00:38:37That's good for you.
00:38:39Cream Puff will have to wait for me to get up.
00:38:41By the way, Grandpa's cooking is a lot better than Dad's.
00:38:45Yeah, I heard that.
00:38:46Yeah, I heard that.
00:39:16Yeah, I heard that.
00:39:46Yeah, I heard that.
00:40:16Hey, Dad.
00:40:18Can we take Raven for a walk today?
00:40:20I gotta head to work.
00:40:21I'm sorry.
00:40:22Oh.
00:40:23Well, what if I took her for a walk?
00:40:27Alone?
00:40:27Well, you know, she was perfect.
00:40:30I just don't think that's a good idea.
00:40:32Maybe wait till I get back.
00:40:33I don't see how you being there is going to make any difference.
00:40:36Look, tidy up a little bit.
00:40:37And I'm sorry.
00:40:39I've kept you out of school long enough, but you gotta go back.
00:40:41Okay, bye.
00:40:43I'll see you later.
00:40:45I'll clean up the house a little, I guess.
00:40:48Bye-bye.
00:40:51So,
00:40:56you.
00:40:58, year ahead.
00:41:01โ€“ Wow.
00:41:01You're about to take care.
00:41:03Right.
00:41:03You're about to take care.
00:41:04Yeah.
00:41:04I'm sorry.
00:41:04You're about to take care.
00:41:05Yeah.
00:41:05You're about to take care.
00:41:05But how do you.
00:41:06You're about to take care.
00:42:37Hey, I'm back.
00:42:44You know, Amy really misses you.
00:42:46You have to start hanging out with us more.
00:42:49How'd the walk with Cream Puff go?
00:42:51It didn't go too good.
00:42:53Cream Puff doesn't really like me right now.
00:42:55But Raven did great.
00:42:57I took her out for a walk and she was doing fine.
00:43:00Until she tried to wrap me around a tree.
00:43:03But Dad said you weren't supposed to walk her by yourself.
00:43:06Well, I'll keep that little secret between us.
00:43:10I'm going to go feed my baby.
00:43:12Give him some treats.
00:43:13Dad, I have a confession to make.
00:43:30Let's hear it.
00:43:32I took Raven out for a walk while you were going.
00:43:35I'm sorry for disobeying you, but I was just excited.
00:43:39And I was kind of mad that you didn't trust me to walk her by myself.
00:43:43I trusted you.
00:43:45I just didn't trust Raven.
00:43:46I didn't want you to get hurt.
00:43:48Are you mad?
00:43:49I'm not mad.
00:43:51I'm disappointed.
00:43:52But in a way, I'm glad.
00:43:53I'm happy you had the courage to come tell me instead of hiding this.
00:44:01If you wouldn't have told me, and I found out, I would have punished you.
00:44:06But because you told me, I'm going to let it go.
00:44:11So how did it work out for you?
00:44:12How was the walk?
00:44:13It started out okay.
00:44:15But then you're right.
00:44:17I did almost get hurt.
00:44:18Because she wrapped me around a tree.
00:44:21See?
00:44:22Dad's always right.
00:44:23Remember that.
00:44:25Now I'm going to reward you with a hug.
00:44:28One day?
00:44:29Oh, it'll be so good for you to finally be home.
00:44:33Thank God I was able to talk to you during this whole thing.
00:44:36I don't know what I would have done without you.
00:44:39Yeah, I'm doing better now.
00:44:41I'm not so sad anymore.
00:44:43And I am just in love with Raven.
00:44:46And guess what?
00:44:47Dad bought me a new lead rope.
00:44:48And he says since we have such a close bond together,
00:44:51I can take her on walks by myself now.
00:44:54Okay, see you tomorrow.
00:44:57Love you.
00:44:58Bye.
00:45:28I have an idea.
00:45:33What is it?
00:45:34What if we let Cream Puff and Raven play together?
00:45:37Maybe they could be friends.
00:45:39I don't know.
00:45:41She's a large horse.
00:45:43Wouldn't she hurt him?
00:45:45I just thought he wouldn't feel so sad about his mom if he had a friend.
00:45:52Okay.
00:45:53But let's take him for a walk first, just to see how they do.
00:47:28When I look at her, she reminds me of Black Beauty.
00:47:50The Amish started training her, and she did great when Dad and I took her for a walk.
00:47:56She seemed so sad at the auction, and when she came here, it was like a weight was taken off of her back.
00:48:03Well, she looks happy, and she let us groom her, but I did notice how she jumped when my hand got too close to her face.
00:48:11She must have been hit before.
00:48:13That's why she's scared when we raise our hands.
00:48:16She probably thinks it's going to happen again.
00:48:18Either that, or she's worried that we're going to take her away to another horrible place.
00:48:23I think she's still kind of getting adjusted.
00:48:26I mean, she's happy, but she still doesn't quite know what's going on, I think.
00:48:34Everything's still kind of uncertain.
00:48:35So, you do have a lot in common, then.
00:48:40What do you mean?
00:48:41Well, you haven't brought it up, but we all know you still feel bad about Princess, and that you're scared of being hurt again.
00:48:47I'm getting better, but of course I'm still upset, and I admit, I'm scared of hurting her like I did Princess.
00:48:57If you hadn't lost Princess, who knows what would have happened to Raven?
00:49:03Another life wouldn't have been saved.
00:49:06So, in the end, Princess did save her life, and that's a very special thing.
00:49:13That is a nice way to think about it.
00:49:15But I just wish Princess was here with Raven.
00:49:19She is here.
00:49:21Princess will never leave our hearts more this far.
00:49:25You're sweet.
00:49:27Thanks.
00:49:37Surprise!
00:49:39Mom!
00:49:40You're home!
00:49:41Wow!
00:49:43I miss you so much.
00:49:44Hey, stranger.
00:50:03So, how did it go?
00:50:04I do have some concerns with her eyes.
00:50:08She's got some inflammation, so I'm thinking it's uveitis.
00:50:12What's uveitis?
00:50:14Uveitis is the middle layer of the eye, the uvea, and when that becomes inflamed, it damages
00:50:20the eye, and eventually the horse goes blind.
00:50:24Is it curable?
00:50:24Unfortunately, there is no cure, but I did bring in some supplement for her that could help prevent
00:50:33the inflammation.
00:50:35Omega-3s are great for fighting the inflammation and boosting the immune system, and if this
00:50:41is an auto-immune condition that her body was born with, it's going to help.
00:50:47Okay, girl.
00:50:48Fall came quicker than we all expected, and it's only going to get colder.
00:50:51I want to teach you how to put a blanket on, because even though you might not like it, you're really
00:50:57going to need it.
00:50:58I want to teach you how to put a blanket on, because you're really going to need it.
00:51:28So, I want to teach you how to put a blanket on, because it's going to be able to cause
00:51:35the inflammation, which is what you're doing.
00:51:36We'll need it.
00:52:51Christmas lights up and they went right in.
00:52:53Then you're up.
00:53:21Christmas lights up and they went right in.
00:53:25It's so cute.
00:53:27Christmas lights up and they went right in.
00:53:33It's so cute.
00:53:35It's so cute.
00:53:37It's so cute.
00:53:41It's incredible to see how fast a horse can come from being abused and abandoned to loving
00:53:49again and finding happiness.
00:53:51It wasn't that easy, though, and it was a slow process.
00:53:55But I'm so happy she walked into my life.
00:53:58It's so great that you're happy again.
00:54:00I didn't think we were ever going to get Amber back.
00:54:03It was like we healed each other.
00:54:06Horses are healers.
00:54:08That's what they do.
00:54:09They make people happy.
00:54:10Well, I sure am happy.
00:54:13It's refreshing time, baby.
00:54:28You're excited?
00:54:32You're so happy.
00:54:33You're happy.
00:54:34I'm so happy.
00:54:35I'm so happy not to be alone.
00:54:36You're excited.
00:54:37this heart of mine is open wide nothing feels amiss
00:54:49feels like i'm reliving my dream life once again
00:54:58every step i take feels lighter free from all the pain
00:55:08the colors of the world have found a sweeter hue
00:55:14oh the magic in the air i see it shining through
00:55:22yeah honey isn't today beautiful you see the way the flowers broom the way the wind sets us free
00:55:33hold my hand let's dance beneath the endless sky
00:55:41today's a masterpiece and we're the reason why
00:55:46life's good and i'm loving
00:55:55every single part of it
00:55:59a melody of joy a rhythm i can't quit
00:56:08with every beat my soul just sings and takes flight
00:56:16oh in this dream i'm living
00:56:19everything feels right
00:56:32oh
00:56:43Hey, honey, isn't today beautiful, you see?
00:56:48I can tell baby, she's not.
00:56:51The dog needs to have a crush on her.
00:56:53But she's so big, she's hot.
00:56:55Let's dance beneath the endless sky.
00:57:01Today's a masterpiece.
00:57:13The front porch swing with a creepy sound.
00:57:18It was all the day when you were still around.
00:57:25Just on the man took a frame of photograph.
00:57:30Left plate out on a worn photograph.
00:57:35Your laughter's gone, just a haunting trace.
00:57:40In every room, I feel you're lost in the race.
00:57:44Dressed on a man took a frame of photograph.
00:57:49Life plate out on a worn photograph.
00:57:55Your laughter's gone, just a haunting trace.
00:57:59In every room, I feel you're lost in the breeze.
00:58:05Gone are the nights of fireflies and tales.
00:58:10Loneliness hits like midnight fields.
00:58:15I see Amanda's back.
00:58:17Now she can put all the puzzle pieces back together.
00:58:19Okay, I admit it.
00:58:21The place would fall apart without my wife.
00:58:23Well, I'm glad that things are getting back to normal
00:58:25and you have one happy girl back here now.
00:58:28I have a whole house of happy girls now because of that horse.
00:58:30Who would have thought that only a horse could heal her heart?
00:58:36Grandpa!
00:58:38Are you ready to go?
00:58:39Go where?
00:58:40Go get a new little honda for Raven.
00:58:42Yes!
00:58:42I know you want to stay up, but we have to get some sleep.
00:59:09I know, and I will, just for like two more minutes.
00:59:14Someone's getting cranky.
00:59:17Come on, baby.
00:59:20We have to go to bed, baby.
00:59:27Someone's cranky.
00:59:30Good night, Raven.
01:01:47And my tears have changed to a smile.
01:01:50I know that you are watching down over me and that we will always have our special bond together.
01:01:57I also know that you would want me to really love Raven.
01:02:02And to do that, I must let go of my guilt.
01:02:05I will always keep you in my heart.
01:02:08I love you.
01:02:10Dad was right again.
01:02:29He usually is.
01:02:30He said that the hardest part about forgiveness is forgiving yourself.
01:02:37That's definitely true.
01:02:39Do you remember when I broke mom's vase from grandma?
01:02:42Yeah.
01:02:43She told me she wasn't mad it was broken.
01:02:46She was just worried I was hurt.
01:02:49But I was mad at myself.
01:02:51She loved that vase.
01:02:53And she knew grandma wouldn't be able to buy her another one.
01:02:56You had a hard time forgiving yourself.
01:02:58I still feel horrible about it to this day.
01:03:01But I did forgive myself.
01:03:04Because mom said nothing meant more to her in the world than my feelings.
01:03:09Mom said she'd feel sad if I kept feeling bad.
01:03:12Of course, I didn't want her to feel sad.
01:03:15So I forgave myself.
01:03:17It was just an accident.
01:03:20Exactly.
01:03:21It was just an accident.
01:03:31Look what I got for you, girl.
01:03:34Yeah, you know what that is.
01:03:36You know what that is.
01:03:37They're carrots.
01:03:39You can't get it yet.
01:03:41Let me get it out of the bag.
01:03:43I brought you this because I wanted to tell you how grateful I am to have you here.
01:03:50And that Amber would have never healed without you.
01:03:55Yeah.
01:03:58What would I have done if you didn't come, girl?
01:04:02There you go.
01:04:03There you go.
01:04:05Okay.
01:04:07Do you know how to eat that?
01:04:09Huh?
01:04:11Do you know how to eat that?
01:04:12Do you know how to eat that?
01:04:13Do you know how to eat that?
01:04:14Do you know how to eat that?
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01:05:03I don't think people realize that not just humans but animals are God's creation and that
01:05:29the animals are just as special as the humans.
01:05:35Horse healing is a powerful force of nature, taking two damaged souls and connecting them
01:05:41by love.
01:05:42Though, it is rarely easy.
01:05:46Often, the ones involved have been broken past all thought of repair and afterwards, learning
01:05:53to live again is harder than whatever they had already gone through.
01:05:58Finding the desire to live is even harder.
01:06:02So the process of bonding with someone as shattered as I was is messy, complicated, and sometimes
01:06:10presents more tragedy than before.
01:06:13But it is beautiful.
01:06:15After letting Raven into my life, I found myself on this unstoppable, whirling path of sadness,
01:06:23regret, fear, friendship, and finally, love.
01:06:29Day by day, I found my broken heart wanting more and more to be near this horse, to share
01:06:36in her pain and find comfort in the way she understood me.
01:06:40How we, as two shattered souls, became one in love and strengthened a bond meekly formed
01:06:47amongst tragedy into something unbreakable and everlasting.
01:06:51Something that will exist far beyond all reach of disaster and be there for us to cling to
01:06:58if we find ourselves at the bottom again.
01:07:02And that is the beauty of healing with the horse.
01:07:05Perhaps the most unexpected way to find love again.
01:07:09But in my opinion, the most wonderful.
01:07:12Because Raven is more than just a horse.
01:07:15She is my most cherished friend.
01:07:18We were there for each other as a beacon of comfort in the darkness of which we were lost.
01:07:25And after all that we have been through together, nothing can take that away from us.
01:07:31Last night.
01:07:32Up toika.
01:07:33Our heart.
01:07:34We are deaf.
01:07:35We are both in cabinet.
01:07:36On the left, we are looking to be well on the right bike.
01:07:38We are having our daughter's hours.
01:07:39Light toakan Hauptman and someone to attain the celui here.
01:07:40Or the morning after we are์‹œ๋Š” people here to go on the right.
01:07:41No past few weeks, not at least, we will see, but few years.
01:07:42We will see that this time are notarents in the next boning way.
01:07:43We will see this song until we are joining from ะฟั€ะพัˆะป signing out Nedley.
01:07:44We will see who's other describes, she will meet the other ํ•™ vegan state.
01:07:45We are not players who are not just that much more than vacation.
01:07:46We will see the west from now and he will have some sign that we have to be able to gather ourselves up or other pathways.
01:07:49Speaking to fall, echoes of your distant call
01:07:56Stars that fade in morning light
01:08:00Chasing shadows of the night
01:08:03I will meet you again, my friend
01:08:08In a place where time can bend
01:08:12Hearts that break will start to mend
01:08:16I will meet you again
01:08:19Photographs of times we share
01:08:38Moments that we can't repair
01:08:42Tears that dry, a wind-swept end
01:08:46Searching for your guiding hands
01:08:50Midnight dreams where you were dear
01:08:53Softly calling crystal clear
01:08:57Hoping lingers through the bend
01:09:01Waiting for the sun again
01:09:05I will meet you again, my friend
01:09:10In a place where time can bear
01:09:14Hearts that break will start to mend
01:09:18I will meet you again
01:09:21Photographs of times we share
01:09:40Moments that we can't face
01:09:43On a dusty road I'm driving through
01:09:51With a heart that's missing you
01:09:55Long nights with the moon as my guide
01:09:59Around every bend your memory never hides
01:10:04Through the miles I keep holding on
01:10:09Every turn brings me closer to home
01:10:17With your love shining like a distant star
01:10:24I'm bound to find where you are
01:10:27Ooh, ooh
01:10:34Valleys and rivers I cross them all
01:10:40Through storms and rain I'll never fall
01:10:43I hear your voice in the whispering wind
01:10:48Soon we'll be together where our love begins
01:10:52Through the miles I keep holding on
01:10:58Every turn brings me closer to home
01:11:05With your love shining like a distant star
01:11:11Hey!
01:11:12Hey!
01:11:25Hey!
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