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00:00This life, it's the one I had to fight for
00:10And I never felt like I belonged
00:15To this biological family I was spawned
00:17In this reincarnation I ain't learned to fight
00:18In this reincarnation I learned to survive the night
00:20Childhood abuse, yeah, six years old
00:22Violated, no control
00:24Didn't know what love could be
00:26Only yelling rage, captivity, drag back
00:28Every time I ran
00:29Didn't know if I'd ever stand
00:31Wanted it over since age 12
00:33But my heart kept me from hell
00:34Thought it was the end, a thousand
00:36Try to starve my body, 16 to 20
00:37I never had a first kiss
00:38Wonder what that is
00:39In this reincarnation, still just a wish
00:41Tried twice, came close, two more
00:43Screamed so long, my throat got sore
00:452018, couldn't eat, couldn't speak
00:46Skeleton thin, body so weak
00:48Heard those stories, trauma repeat
00:50Body froze, went petrified deep
00:52What is healing?
00:53Healing's trying, crying, dying
00:54Yet still surviving
00:55Roaches in the kitchen, eating my food
00:57Ads on the counter, bed bugs too
00:59Blood on the sheets, one hour of sleep
01:01Summer heat burning through my dreams
01:02Lice for two years, biting my skin
01:04Steel and stomp, heavy noise again
01:06Walls yelling, begging in the night
01:08Couldn't rest, couldn't find a lie
01:10In discomfort, buddy, hate
01:11School police calling to humiliate
01:13I was hurting others, pain inside
01:15My dissociating, who am I?
01:17Where am I?
01:17What's real?
01:18What's fake?
01:19Disoriented, I couldn't escape
01:20Still here though, still alive
01:22In this reincarnation, I learned to survive
01:2418, packed up, left Ukraine
01:27Cold hands, heavy rain
01:30Didn't look back, couldn't explain
01:34Heart in a suitcase, facing pain
01:37Canada, new land
01:40Same make, new language
01:41Same heartbreak
01:41I barely could speak
01:43Had no sound
01:43Word stuck deep
01:44Couldn't come out
01:45Had to start from zero ground
01:47No one there who knew my sound
01:49Had to leave behind what I knew
01:50Every street, every view
01:52Ghost of my passion, every town
01:53Still I rose, still I found
01:55Pieces of me I thought I lost
01:57Paid my freedom, hide a cough
01:59Body collapsing, nights I puked
02:01Driven home food, couldn't move
02:02Phone rings, voices crying
02:04Said the money were surviving
02:06Every cent I scraped
02:07I said to nothing left
02:09Not even rent
02:09Sick and broke, still wired to give
02:11Didn't know how else to live
02:20I said to nothing left
02:21I said to nothing left
02:22I said to nothing left
02:23I said to nothing left
02:24I said to nothing left
02:25I said to nothing left
02:26I said to nothing left
02:27I said to nothing left
02:28I said to nothing left
02:29I said to nothing left
02:30I said to nothing left
02:31I said to nothing left
02:32I said to nothing left
02:33I said to nothing left
02:34I said to nothing left
02:35I said to nothing left
02:36I said to nothing left
02:37I said to nothing left
02:38I said to nothing left
02:39I said to nothing left
02:40I said to nothing left
02:41I said to nothing left
02:42I said to nothing left
02:43I said to nothing left
02:44I said to nothing left
02:45I said to nothing left
02:46I said to nothing left
02:47I said to nothing left
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