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00:00I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I miss you so much.
00:23I stepped in gum. I got it off but there's still a mark on the side. Have you got a wipe?
00:28Are you having a stroke or something, Dad? Seriously, if you think you're going to die, you need to tell me your PIN code for your bank. Go on, just blink it out if you have to.
00:42It's just so good to see you.
00:54Oh my God, I had to get out of the house. Laz and Bella are driving me nuts. They're all over each other.
01:00Go easy, Sutton. They're in love.
01:02Come on, Dad. Every time they talk, they start arguing.
01:05I don't think that's quite true.
01:07I actually think they only kiss because it's something else to do with their mouths.
01:10Hey, that's not fair.
01:13Well, we've been through this. They're not a good match. It's not going to end well. You said so yourself.
01:18People argue, Sutton. It doesn't mean they don't care for each other.
01:22What about you and Laz? I mean, you argue all the time but you're close. Aren't you?
01:28Your brother loves you, Sutton. You do know that, don't you? Sutton.
01:34Jenna wants to come out with us tonight. I think it would be really good for her.
01:38You'll let her come, won't you?
01:42Yeah. Yes, I will, but...
01:45I'm going to break up with Billy.
01:49What?
01:50I don't want to talk about it, but I just thought I should let you know in case things are weird with his mum.
01:53You know, Margot.
01:54But why? I mean, did something happen? What's wrong? Tell me.
01:59Tell me the truth.
02:00The truth?
02:01How do I look?
02:13You look perfect.
02:23Why did you let her leave the dance?
02:26It's tonight.
02:28Tonight.
02:29Well, I wanted to wear a suit.
02:32Of course.
02:33And we had to throw a fit.
02:35Don't go to the dance.
02:36Please, Sutton.
02:37Can you hear me?
02:39Sutton?
02:40Sutton?
02:41Sutton!
02:42Oh, shit.
02:43I need to go.
02:44No.
02:45No, no, no, no.
02:46Sutton, Sutton.
02:47It's me.
02:48It's Laz.
02:49Please, don't go to the dance.
02:50You don't have to go.
02:51We can stay here.
02:52We can keep talking.
02:53We can sort everything out.
02:54Just, just, just, just stay.
02:55Stay.
02:56Please, please.
02:57Just don't leave me again.
02:58Please.
02:59I have to go.
03:00Billy will kill me if I'm late.
03:02No.
03:03Wait!
03:04Wait!
03:05Wait!
03:06Wait!
03:12Sergeant!
03:29Hi.
03:30Hi.
03:31Hi.
03:32Hi.
03:33Hi.
03:34I'm here to see Billy McIntyre.
03:35If you say Joel Lazarus is here to see him.
03:36Laz!
03:38Hi.
03:39What an office.
03:40Yeah.
03:41Come in.
03:42Come in.
03:43Sorry I didn't talk to you if you've been away on a break.
03:47Just needed to get home.
03:48Yeah.
03:49No worries.
03:50Where were you?
03:51Someone else?
03:52Caribbean.
03:53Caribbean.
03:54How are you, Laz?
03:55How are you, Laz?
03:56Really?
03:57Hard to take in, to be honest.
03:58How's your mum?
03:59Can't have been easy.
04:00How's your mum?
04:01Can't have been easy.
04:02How's your mum?
04:03Finding dad like that.
04:04She's still pretty shaken.
04:05I've told you.
04:06I've been on a walk to you, a few.
04:07Been away on a break.
04:08Just needed to get home.
04:09Yeah.
04:10No worries.
04:11Where were you?
04:12Someone else?
04:13Caribbean.
04:18How are you, Laz?
04:19Really?
04:20Hard to take in, to be honest.
04:23How's your mum?
04:27Can't have been easy.
04:30Finding dad like that.
04:31Still pretty shaken.
04:33It wasn't just that she found him.
04:35She'd been working for your dad her whole life.
04:38She's, you know, she sometimes used to answer the home phone with
04:40Dr. Lazarus's office, this is Margot McIntyre, how can I help?
04:45He was a good man, Laz.
04:47Your dad, he always took the time to talk.
04:50Offered advice about being good to myself.
04:54Forgiving myself.
04:55Forgiving?
04:56He said it was natural to carry guilt over a son.
04:59It wasn't my fault.
05:01Why did you let her leave the dance?
05:07I feel guilty, I didn't see enough of him in later years.
05:10When did you see him last?
05:12Honestly, couldn't tell you.
05:14When did I last see you?
05:16Years, right?
05:18That's life, I guess.
05:19Work.
05:21Kids.
05:24Can I ask you something, Billy?
05:26Since I've been back, there's some things I like to get to.
05:30Straight in my head about Sutton.
05:34What about Sutton?
05:36How she was feeling just before the dance.
05:39Of course.
05:40I mean, I saw her earlier that day, and when I think back, I can't shake the idea that something was wrong.
05:48Nothing was wrong.
05:49But as far as I knew, she was happy.
05:55Excited.
05:55What were you arguing about the night she died?
06:00Olsen.
06:03Olsen said you guys were fighting.
06:05Why would you believe him?
06:06Laz?
06:09Laz, he fucking killed her.
06:11Yeah, I thought that too.
06:12Yeah.
06:13But I was wrong.
06:15I think he's innocent.
06:16Olsen has never been innocent.
06:17I mean, you remember that stuff in the paper?
06:18Stealing some woman's underwear.
06:20He's sick.
06:22Yeah, of course he tried to paint me as the hot-tempered boyfriend.
06:24I mean, he even told the fucking police.
06:26He saw us arguing.
06:27So you and Sutton weren't arguing?
06:28Yeah, we had a fight.
06:29Yeah, but it wasn't anything new.
06:31Same old stuff.
06:32She was going up to uni.
06:32I didn't want her to stay in halls
06:34because it would be harder for me to visit.
06:36You didn't.
06:39Break up.
06:40Me and Sutton.
06:46Why would you think that?
06:51We were never happier.
07:02We were never happier.
07:32Let's look at this a bit differently, then.
07:41If Cassandra killed Neil Croft with that statue,
07:43then why keep it?
07:45It's a trophy.
07:46A trophy?
07:47Mm-hmm.
07:47But we've always believed Neil killed Cassandra.
07:50So who killed her if Neil was already dead?
07:52Another boyfriend.
07:53Why are you so sure that she killed him
07:56and not the other way around?
08:00Hunch.
08:01I mean, he was found in her flat.
08:03Please.
08:05Neil Croft had a history of violence
08:07towards Cassandra Rhodes.
08:09She was strangled.
08:09He vanished.
08:10Because he told everyone and their dog
08:12that he'd always wanted to start a new life in India,
08:15that was where it was assumed he was.
08:16Right, but he was actually in the attic.
08:19So who put him there if not Cassandra?
08:21You think Cassandra carried Neil's body
08:24all the way up to the attic?
08:26So she had help.
08:28I don't know.
08:28It makes sense, doesn't it?
08:30If she was seeing someone else...
08:31If she did kill him first.
08:32We don't know that.
08:34We're waiting on the PM and forensics.
08:37We don't even know for sure it is Neil yet.
08:39So Detective Brown wants to talk to you.
08:45My advice, don't avoid her calls.
08:49Is that wise?
08:51Well, do you want to fill her in on Casper and friends?
08:53Because I don't.
08:55So until you come up with an explanation
08:56that doesn't involve the woo-woo,
08:58I suggest you keep your distance.
08:59For all our sakes.
09:00Why here?
09:05I'd think of a place Brown would never find me.
09:08Ta-da!
09:10Nothing to do with three-meat Monday.
09:12How dare you?
09:13They do it every day now, so...
09:18Gunshot residue report.
09:21From your dad's body.
09:25It was under his fingernails, mate.
09:28So he did fire the gun.
09:30I'm sorry.
09:32It's all consistent with a self-inflicted wound.
09:36Except it can't be.
09:41So, what else have you been up to?
09:46I saw something today.
09:53Okay, when you say you saw her...
09:55It was that night.
09:55I should have been watching out for her.
10:02After the dance.
10:04It's what Dad told me to do.
10:06Okay, lads.
10:09Why are you torturing yourself like this?
10:11I know it's hard.
10:13Thinking of what might have been.
10:14If only this or that were different.
10:15I get it, I do.
10:17These...
10:17Ghosts.
10:21The real Dr. L.
10:22The real Sutton would never...
10:24She's right there.
10:26Seth.
10:27Right in front of me.
10:29Just like Cassandra.
10:30Just like Neil.
10:31Okay.
10:33Okay.
10:34They were all murdered.
10:36I think whoever killed Sutton, killed Cassandra, killed Dad.
10:41And I'm going to prove it.
10:49Who's Marlow?
10:51Marlow was a cat we once had.
10:55You two had a cat?
10:57Yeah.
10:58A stray your mum took in.
10:59What type of cat?
11:00A leaky one.
11:01A cat peed everywhere, Aidan.
11:05And we couldn't always find where, so we needed...
11:08Ah, this.
11:09Knew it was here.
11:12Dug it out after we had a spate of counterfeit 20s.
11:15It'll show you all the piss, poo, blood, vomit,
11:20any other bodily fluid you should never want to see.
11:24Weird request, I know.
11:25Well, let's just hope you're wrong.
11:27If you do have a mouse.
11:29Jenna's not going to let you buy a trap.
11:32You are right.
11:34Welcome.
11:35See ya.
11:59To be continued...
12:06To be continued...
12:10To be continued...
12:51Hey Doc, sorry I'm late.
13:21Hi.
13:26What's good for a hangover?
13:27And don't say heavy drinking the night before.
13:31I wouldn't dream of it.
13:34You okay?
13:35I will be once you and your friends stop shouting.
13:39I went out last night.
13:41Luck and light.
13:43But before that I went to the pub.
13:45Just the local.
13:47To meet someone?
13:49Nah.
13:50Though I did get chatting to the barmaid.
13:52Her name's Bambi.
13:53Would you believe that?
13:55Not sure I do.
13:57I made her laugh.
13:59I think there was a...
14:01Like a connection.
14:02I thought maybe.
14:03You know, but...
14:05She was tired.
14:06Said she had a tough day.
14:08Right.
14:09Maybe your mother died.
14:11Until I said...
14:13What?
14:14Bambi.
14:15Like the film.
14:16Yeah.
14:17Like the film.
14:18Baby your mother died.
14:19Very good.
14:20I wish I'd thought that.
14:34I did it.
14:48I went up to the desk, gave my name, said I'm Harry Nash and I need to talk to someone.
14:56Harry.
14:57They sent someone out and I made a statement.
15:01Okay.
15:02A statement?
15:03What exactly?
15:04Enough!
15:05He told me it was the right thing to do.
15:07You were the one who encouraged me to go to the police.
15:10I did.
15:11But I said I wasn't ready!
15:13If he works out, I've reported him.
15:16Do you know what he's capable of?
15:17Do you know what he'd do if he knew we were even talking?
15:20He's evil!
15:21When they come for him.
15:28Well, if he works out, it was me.
15:31Oh, Jesus!
15:36Harry.
15:38You promised me it's gonna be okay, Doc.
15:45It is, isn't it?
15:47Can you promise me it's gonna be okay?
15:51Please.
15:53Promise me.
15:55Harry.
15:57Harry.
15:58Harry.
15:59And he's gone.
16:14He's murdered.
16:15You seem surprised.
16:16I did say there'd be others.
16:33He was abused as a child.
16:34Frequently.
16:35By a priest who coached his school football team.
16:38He reported his abuser.
16:39That was brave of him.
16:40Well, he was doing what you advised him to do, Dad.
16:42Yeah.
16:43I imagine so.
16:44And he was doing what you advised him to do, Dad.
16:46What...
16:47What...
16:48What...
17:05What measures did you take to keep him safe?
17:08I'm sorry, but it almost sounds like you're questioning my ethics.
17:11Harry was your patient, Dad.
17:13Harry was your patient, Dad. His safety is your responsibility.
17:16And you don't think I took that responsibility seriously?
17:19I mean, I agree, that would be terrible, unforgivable, but...
17:22is it true?
17:24Let's unpack it together, shall we?
17:26Yeah, fine. Dad, explain it to me. Explain Harry.
17:29Because here, you've written, the trauma Harry has suffered is so buried,
17:32so deeply entwined in his personality.
17:34In cases such as this, progress can only be achieved by taking risks,
17:37taking that leap into...
17:39The abyss?
17:41He's dead, Dad.
17:44This poor man is dead.
17:47Killed by his greatest fear. There's this... this paedophile.
17:51How is that in any world, progress?
17:55And then... and then there's Cassandra.
17:58You encouraged her to stand up to a man who could have killed her.
18:02But he didn't kill her. Did he?
18:05Because she killed him!
18:08In front of you!
18:11You helped her cover it up, didn't you?
18:15You helped get Neil's body up into that bloody attic!
18:18And what should I have done in your esteemed opinion?
18:21Well, gone to the police, Dad!
18:22Cassandra was a very vulnerable person.
18:24A life in prison would have been a better fate for her than the one she actually met.
18:27I'm... I'm... I'm honestly asking...
18:28Stop it, Dad!
18:30Stop trying to avoid hearing what I'm saying!
18:33Listen to me!
18:34Why should I?
18:36Despite the fact that I have at least 30 more years experience than you, I'm the one that needs to listen.
18:42Really.
18:43Very well.
18:44I'm all ears.
18:46You may have more years on me, Dad, but I'm the one with the real experience.
19:00In that hospital, that's pain, that's trauma.
19:02Not just sitting in this cosy office.
19:04Cosy?
19:05I'd say more well-appointed.
19:06Locked away from what actually matters!
19:09Life!
19:10Dirty, messy, real fucking life!
19:13You never said this to me when I was alive, John.
19:16We didn't have that kind of relationship, Dad.
19:20So you think I don't know what real life is.
19:31And you do.
19:34I think your tolerance for suffering isn't what it was.
19:39I think after Sutton...
19:40Don't.
19:41I think after Sutton, you couldn't take any more.
19:44I always looked up to you.
19:46My brilliant Dad.
19:49The great Dr. Lazarus.
19:51The man who never abandoned anybody.
19:54You looked up to me.
19:56But before Sutton, you never wanted to follow me into this field.
20:00After Sutton, you became a forensic psychiatrist.
20:02Why would you do that?
20:03Why?
20:04Because I wanted to be better than you, Dad.
20:07I wanted to be better than you.
20:10Maybe I'm not just seeing the ghosts of murdered victims.
20:14Maybe what I'm really seeing is your failings.
20:21Bit of a cliché as diagnoses go, but...
20:24You know...
20:26Whatever gets you through the night.
20:28Only the night.
20:48This man...
20:49This man...
20:50I think I know his face.
20:51How...
20:52How do I know...
20:54How...
20:55How do I know...
20:56How...
20:57How do I know...
21:01What I do...
21:20This is my last confession. I know I'm damned. It's what I deserve. What I did to those children can never be undone.
21:35I'm sorry for what I did to Harry, but killing him, that sins on someone else are-
21:42Run!
21:50I didn't do it. I never killed Harry. I didn't-
21:56So you still need to find out who ever did, because it definitely wasn't me!
22:15Run!
22:18Run!
22:20Run!
22:22Run!
22:23Run!
22:24Run!
22:25Run!
22:26No, no, no, no!
22:27Shit!
22:33Remind me when this was, exactly?
22:37September 28th, last year.
22:42I must have planned it.
22:45Yeah.
22:46There was nothing impulsive about his actions. He knew when maintenance was on the roof, somehow got a bar to block the door.
22:55You didn't have him on a watch list?
22:57No. I didn't think he was a risk. Father Frank actually requested not to be considered for parole. Felt he was being justly punished for pedophilia.
23:07Alfie.
23:08It's easy to miss the signs, if there even were any. I'm sure if I ever spoke to Frank I would have come to the same conclusion as you did.
23:23You did.
23:27You did speak to him. You covered a session with him for me. Twice, I think.
23:36Did I?
23:38Did I?
23:42I mean, I remember seeing him around, but I...
23:51I've seen so many.
23:53Like you said, you see so many people.
24:02You think he's telling the truth? That he, er, didn't kill Harry Nash?
24:06Frank admitted to arguably much worse crimes, but...
24:12He always insisted he wasn't a murderer.
24:14Is it still stained? The place where the priest fell?
24:35How do you know why I'm here, Arlo?
24:38Saw you arrive.
24:40Saw you take in his final stop.
24:42Did you know him?
24:44Padre, yeah. He was a good man.
24:47And he was...
24:49An evil man.
24:51Well, which one is it, Arlo?
24:54People can be both, Dr. Lars.
24:56Maybe we all are.
24:58Good and evil all wrapped in the same package.
25:01All that really matters is which one wins out in the end.
25:05Don't they teach you that at Head School?
25:07Heard your daddy met his maker?
25:10I don't just see things.
25:12I hear things too.
25:14Sent to the father.
25:15Visited upon the son.
25:17Heard there was brains everywhere.
25:18What did you say?
25:19What the fuck did you say?
25:20What the fuck did you say?!
25:21God said he'd do it.
25:22Just for me.
25:23No.
25:24She's dead.
25:25My beautiful son.
25:26I never killed Harry, I didn't.
25:27Don't miss me.
25:28Heard there's a man who's talking to me.
25:29Other than someone murdered her.
25:30Heard there was brains everywhere.
25:32What did you say?
25:34What the fuck did you say?!
25:35What did you say?
25:39God said he'd do it.
25:41That's for me.
25:47She's dead.
25:49I never killed Harry, I didn't.
25:51Don't miss me.
25:53There was a man who was stalking me.
25:55Others who were murdered.
25:59It's your turn.
26:01Murdered?
26:03Why did you let her leave the...
26:25I'm a bit worried about Laz.
26:27I think losing your dad has...
26:29a lot of older stuff, you know?
26:33Older stuff?
26:35Like Sutton?
26:37They were twins, Jenna.
26:39I know what they were.
26:41She wasn't just his sister, Seth.
26:43He doesn't have the monopoly on being fucked up by that.
26:47No, I know.
26:49I'm not saying that you guys didn't have your own bond,
26:51but he was the one that found Sutton, Jenna.
26:55That night it was Laz that found her.
27:03And I'm a copper, you know.
27:05I get caught to these scenes and you see some terrible things.
27:09It's always strangers.
27:13It's never your own family.
27:15I can only imagine how that would fuck someone up, you know?
27:21He said this to you?
27:25Sort of.
27:27There he is...
27:29Look at me!
27:31What's my pink Friedman?
27:33Oops!
27:35Oh my word!
27:37I can't hold my face away.
27:39That would fuck him, he'll earn an exit by my name.
27:41I'm a liar!
27:43And from M tempsur 57.
27:45I should have moved away, that would have looked like guilt.
28:08I thought it would die down.
28:12Oh, Margot's a lifesaver.
28:35I wouldn't have got through half this admin without her.
28:38Hello, Jo. How have you been?
28:41Okay. And you?
28:46Billy told me you were holding up. Not easy, I know.
28:52You saw Billy? How was he?
28:56Good. He certainly looked good. That's the Caribbean for you.
29:02And what did you talk about? I mean, the boys? He has two beautiful boys now.
29:09We mostly talked about the past, actually.
29:13The past?
29:14The night Sutton was killed.
29:16Why were you talking about that?
29:19Well, Billy was the last person to see our sister alive, Jenna.
29:21How can we not talk about it?
29:23Jo, you need to move on. That's what your father would say.
29:28Margot, with respect, if you wanted me to know what my father said, you can tell me what was on the rest of the note he left.
29:33Laz? You think I'm hiding something?
29:35You certainly weren't rushing to tell me about Cassandra Rhodes, were you?
29:38That hasn't...
29:39Or Harry Nash.
29:40Sorry, who's Harry Nash?
29:43He, um, he was a patient of your father's.
29:47He was murdered.
29:48What?
29:49Do you not think that's strange, Margot?
29:52You not mentioning that to me when I asked about Cassandra, a second murdered patient.
29:57It wasn't my place.
30:00Your father wouldn't have wanted me to disclose anything about his clients.
30:03Laz?
30:04The man arrested for Harry's murder.
30:06Before he died, he swore he never killed anyone.
30:09I don't think he was lying. He had no reason to.
30:11He admitted abusing children.
30:13Oh, God.
30:14Oh, okay.
30:15I don't know what's going on here, but it's gone far enough.
30:17Whoever murdered Harry Nash is still out there.
30:20And it could be the same person who murdered Cassandra and...
30:23And what?
30:24Come on, Teddy. We're going.
30:25Teddy, come.
30:26This way.
30:27No.
30:28Margot, thank you for the wine.
30:29This way.
30:32Okay.
30:33What the actual fuck?
30:35Margot knows more than she's saying.
30:48I mean, you heard...
30:49She was Dad's personal assistant for years.
30:52She's discreet.
30:53I mean, why was she even here? Admin?
30:55Fuck yeah, admin.
30:57We needed access to Dad's business account or they won't even give us time to pack.
31:01Pack?
31:02What do you mean?
31:03The lease on Dad's office is up in two weeks.
31:05No, no.
31:06We...
31:07We have to keep the office open.
31:08Why?
31:09Dad's not here to use it.
31:10No, no, Jen.
31:11Jen, you don't understand.
31:12I mean, they can't do this.
31:14I need to be able to get in there.
31:16I mean, if I can't...
31:18I can't.
31:19I can't.
31:20I can't.
31:21Hey, Laz.
31:22Are you okay?
31:25Why are you asking about Dad's patients?
31:27These...
31:28These people...
31:29That died.
31:31Laz.
31:32But you need to tell me what's going on.
31:35And don't bullshit me.
31:37Just don't.
31:43Okay.
31:44Laz.
31:45Why do you think they're appearing to you?
31:49And not me.
31:51You think I'd be the one most open to that world?
31:56You know what I'd do for a living?
31:58Jenna, it's not like I want this.
32:00Okay.
32:02When I, er...
32:04When I mentioned Billy being on holiday, Marco didn't know.
32:08Oh, what does that matter?
32:09Well...
32:10If he wasn't away, I mean, he could've...
32:13Someone led me to Sutton's grave the other night.
32:19It was draped in fairy lights.
32:22Fairy lights?
32:24What...
32:25And you think Billy...
32:26I don't know, Jenna.
32:28When I, er...
32:29When I saw Sutton, she told me that she...
32:32She was going to break up with Billy.
32:34On...
32:35The...
32:36The day of the ball?
32:37Billy...
32:38Billy said they were good.
32:39That they were just fighting about uni and...
32:41But, you know, he could...
32:42He could...
32:43What was it like?
32:44Seeing Sutton?
32:45Yeah.
32:46It was beautiful.
32:48To be with her.
32:55To talk with her again.
32:57She...
32:58She...
32:59She actually talked to you?
33:00Well, it's...
33:01It was really with Dad, you know.
33:02That was how it works.
33:03But, yeah.
33:04I don't know why I was shown that night though.
33:06Yeah.
33:07That moment.
33:08That moment between them.
33:13No, yeah.
33:32Like us?
33:40You expecting someone?
33:42No.
33:57So what happened?
33:59I told you.
34:00They chased me and I fell into a bush.
34:04Yeah, but why did you come here?
34:06Mum would make a big deal of it. You know what she's like.
34:09Yeah, I don't know what she's like.
34:19When you and my mum were married, did you ever want kids?
34:25Um, we were kids.
34:34Maybe if we stuck it out. Who knows?
34:39Yeah, good.
34:48Aidan, your mum would be worried.
34:51That's all right, I'm going to drive him home.
34:54No, I've got my bike.
34:56Are you sure? There's no bother?
34:58Yeah, yeah, I'm sure.
35:01Thanks.
35:02Bye.
35:03Bye.
35:07Me and you, we're going to the office.
35:09Now.
35:11I want to talk to them.
35:19Dad?
35:26Dad?
35:27Dad?
35:45S-shh.
35:49I'm sorry, Jen.
35:55I think it only works for me.
35:57No! You don't know that.
36:00I do. Seth already tried.
36:05What? You told Seth before me?
36:09I had no choice, Jen. I found a dead body. He needed to know the truth.
36:13The truth? He thinks you're having another breakdown.
36:17Like after Sutton.
36:27Laz!
36:28I'm fine.
36:32I am fine, Jen.
36:37It's not going to happen again.
36:41I promise.
36:45Good.
36:48And who's to say it won't work for me?
36:51I'm not like Seth.
36:53I'm a Lazarus. Like you.
36:55I know.
36:56Do you?
36:57You only told me when your back was against the wall.
36:59Just give me a fucking break, Jenna.
37:01None of this is about you.
37:02Yeah, Laz.
37:05Sort of knew that.
37:10Jen.
37:11I can't keep doing this, Dad.
37:21I can't keep doing this, Dad.
37:23You're Dr. Lazarus?
37:24Yes, I'm Dr. Lazarus.
37:38Oh, you're Dr. Lazarus?
37:48Yes, I'm Dr. Lazarus.
37:51Colleague said you were...
37:53What?
37:54Presentable.
37:55Dapper, even.
37:59Well, I'm...
38:01told I can be.
38:03I'm sorry.
38:04I'll start again, shall I?
38:08I'm Laura.
38:15Thanks for fitting me in so late.
38:18Laura.
38:20It's fine.
38:23Have a seat.
38:25Is something worrying you?
38:42He had been on this side.
38:46The talking side.
38:46You're a psychiatrist?
38:51I told your secretary at the time.
38:53Yes, of course.
38:55I just...
38:56I forgot.
38:58Busy day.
39:01So, um...
39:04How are you?
39:05Sorry.
39:10I...
39:11I don't think this is the right fit.
39:13I've been using the same woman for...
39:16It's not you.
39:18It's me.
39:20I haven't heard that in a while.
39:21Oh, I imagine not.
39:22Do you know what?
39:30Let's, um...
39:32Let's make this an informal...
39:34Chat between, uh...
39:39Fellow pros.
39:40Let's make this an informal...
39:41Let's make this an informal...
39:42Let's make this an informal...
39:43Let's make this an informal...
39:44Let's make this an informal...
39:45Let's make this an informal...
39:46Let's make this an informal...
39:47Let's make this an informal...
39:48Let's make this an informal...
39:49Let's make this an informal...
39:50Let's make this an informal...
39:51Let's make this an informal...
39:52Let's make this an informal...
39:53Let's make this an informal...
39:54Let's make this an informal...
39:55Let's make this an informal...
39:56Let's make this an informal...
39:57Let's make this an informal...
39:58Let's make this an informal...
39:59Let's make this an informal...
40:00Let's make this an informal...
40:01Let's make this an informal...
40:02Let's make this an informal...
40:03Let's make this an informal...
40:04My usual therapist retired.
40:23Ripe old age of 29.
40:26She said she wanted to get out before it gave her stress wrinkles.
40:31Bitch.
40:34All the worry.
40:43The pain and the fear.
40:50Can't just shower it off, can you?
40:57It leaks into you.
41:00And into the spaces you inhabit.
41:04Like this office, for example.
41:10And yet we're still expected to be infallible.
41:12It's still our duty to look after anyone who comes to us.
41:15Yeah, but perfection is impossible.
41:17It's not possible, that's why I do this.
41:20I go talk to someone else, give them stress wrinkles.
41:22I suppose even though you know the advice you'd give, it's hard to take it yourself.
41:30Sometimes you have to hear it from someone else.
41:33You got any advice for me?
41:35For you, Dr. Lazarus.
41:37Yeah.
41:38No, I'd like to hear it.
41:45Leave.
41:45Get out of this place.
41:50Excuse me?
41:52Go for a walk.
41:53A drink, a meal.
41:56Maybe go with someone you don't know.
41:58To avoid falling into the same patterns.
42:00If, of course, your family life allows it.
42:03You do have a family, don't you?
42:11I do, yeah.
42:14Right, well, I imagine that takes up a lot of your free time.
42:19It's not something I need to be concerned about.
42:22It's just you.
42:26Yeah.
42:26What happened to you, Laura Maynard?
42:46What happened to you, Laura Maynard?
42:56Help yourself to another drink.
43:07I'm, uh...
43:08Just...
43:10It's not over.
43:24What the hell does that mean?
43:26You tell me.
43:45I'm gonna break it with Billy.
43:46This look familiar.
44:08What does that symbol mean?
44:10This is your work, Billy.
44:13Don't deny it.
44:14You're always sketching us.
44:16Where did you find this?
44:17What is it?
44:19What is it?
44:20A stool?
44:21It's a dolmen.
44:23I was into all that mythology stuff back then.
44:28Sutton always liked how it looked.
44:30Well, that dolmen was on my dad's suicide note.
44:33Why?
44:34I don't know.
44:35Why?
44:35I don't know.
44:42Maybe...
44:42Maybe what?
44:43We did talk about it, me and him.
44:46He was interested in the symbolism.
44:48Some people think they were built as portals.
44:51Portals to what?
44:53The next world.
44:54They were positioned to face the sunrise.
45:01Look, Sutton liked it.
45:03That's why it's on the book.
45:06As to why it was on your dad's...
45:09note.
45:10I don't know.
45:21I'm sure it was hard finding this.
45:26Seeing her.
45:27Like she was.
45:31Don't change the conversation, Billy.
45:35She broke up with you, didn't she?
45:38The night of the dance.
45:39That's what you were arguing about.
45:42That you lied to me.
45:44To my face.
45:45Laz.
45:46Why did you do that?
45:47Why do you think?
45:48I didn't want people thinking we...
45:50that we were in a bad place that night.
45:53They never got anyone for her murder, Laz.
45:55I didn't want people pointing fingers at me.
45:57Why did she break up with you?
46:00Laz.
46:01We were kids.
46:04Breaking up was...
46:06part of what happened back then.
46:08But why that night?
46:10And I swear, Billy,
46:11if you bullshit me one more fucking time!
46:13I knew something was going to dump me.
46:26She hinted at it.
46:29And I gave her the sketchbook
46:30to try and change her mind.
46:33to show her how I felt about her.
46:39She...
46:40She didn't care.
46:45And I'm not proud of it.
46:48But I wanted to...
46:50really hurt her.
46:52to make her feel...
46:55make her feel...
46:57what I was feeling.
47:00So to get back at her,
47:02I went with another girl.
47:04And made sure she caught us.
47:06Billy!
47:06You sick, sick, sick bastard!
47:16Who were you with that night, Billy?
47:17Who were you with?
47:34Who were you with?
47:44Jenna.
47:44Jenna.
47:46Jenna.
47:47Jenna.
48:14Jenna.
48:15Jenna.
48:16Jenna.
48:17Jenna.
48:18Jenna.
48:19Jenna.
48:20Jenna.
48:21Jenna.
48:22Jenna.
48:23Jenna.
48:24Jenna.
48:25Jenna.
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