The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 2 Episode 1
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00:00You look at my fantasy, I stay in reality, you live in my dream, stay.
00:10Twenty, twenty, twenty, twenty visions, Cupid hit me, Cupid hit me with precision.
00:15You're back.
00:17I'm back.
00:21I said I'm sicker, sicker, sicker, sicker.
00:23We get it, you guys are into each other.
00:27Don't listen to him.
00:28You two are perfect together.
00:46I wasn't in Cousins.
00:49Conrad and I weren't together.
00:51And Susanna was dead.
00:54Nothing would ever be the same again.
00:56Hey, you drop this.
00:58Conklin.
01:01What?
01:03I said you drop this, Conklin.
01:05You're reading The Hunger Games in French.
01:08Trying to.
01:09I almost know the English version by heart, so it's not that difficult to follow.
01:15Very cool.
01:16Thanks.
01:20Escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories.
01:23It's the being awake that's the hard part.
01:25It's the being awake that's the hard part.
01:34This almost doesn't feel real.
01:39How about now?
01:39I can't stop smiling.
01:50You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
01:54Your whole face just lights up.
01:56I wanted to say that to you all soon.
01:58Uh, there's something that I need to tell you.
02:10I don't even know how, um...
02:12Okay.
02:13What is it?
02:15You figured out?
02:18I, um...
02:19A few days ago, Jeremiah told me what a feeling is for me.
02:24Oh.
02:31Wow, okay.
02:35So what did you say?
02:40I...
02:41kissed him a few times.
02:44So, um...
02:56So when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road,
02:58you know, and you went with Jay, were you two already...
03:02Yeah.
03:05You know, but there were moments this summer where I thought maybe there could be something with you and me,
03:09and then, you know, you'd shut down and get really cold.
03:13And I get it, I get it.
03:14I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
03:15No.
03:16It's all my fault.
03:17I know.
03:18I mean, it's mine too.
03:24Do you want to be with him?
03:29Being with you is all I've ever wanted.
03:31Okay.
03:31That's great.
03:32Be with me then.
03:33What?
03:35What, is that funny?
03:36No, I'm sorry.
03:37It's just weird.
03:38I mean, everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you ever since, like...
03:43Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
03:44You have a crush on me?
03:46No, shut up.
03:47Yeah.
03:52You're it for me, Billy.
03:56I don't want to hurt Jay.
03:58Me neither.
04:00Look, I'll talk to him.
04:01He might not even be that upset, you know?
04:03It's Jay.
04:04He never takes anything too seriously.
04:06It's not...
04:07It's not like how it is with us.
04:14Uh, I'll talk to him first.
04:16I owe him that.
04:17Okay.
04:26Shh.
04:28Somebody stop.
04:28Early morning walk on the beach?
04:42Uh...
04:43Yeah.
04:44Mm-hmm.
04:50I knew it.
04:52I knew it.
04:53I knew it.
04:56I'm gonna go...
04:58...here's...
04:58Okay.
05:04Sit down.
05:08So...
05:09Mom, just let me change first.
05:15All right.
05:16Enjoy your summer.
05:17Let's go.
05:17All right.
05:18Let's go.
05:18Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:19Let's go.
05:20Let's go.
05:21Let's go.
05:21Let's go.
05:21Let's go.
05:21Let's go.
05:21Let's go.
05:22No, but seriously, it's gonna be wild. It's the best team we've had in years.
05:30Oh, I made a season matching crop tops. They're pink, obviously.
05:32And I got a bunch of new knee pads.
05:34Ooh, knee pads, Taylor.
05:35Shut up.
05:36Hey, Bells.
05:38It's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp, you know?
05:40Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo!
05:41Oh, our school is over, bitches!
05:45It's not just my life, Steven.
05:47Hey, if I were going to Princeton, I'd be screaming about it, too.
05:50Thank you, Evelyn.
05:51Wait.
05:52Are you going to Princeton? That's so cool, I couldn't tell.
05:54Oh, you couldn't tell?
05:55Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
05:57Ow, the spike! What's up, man?
06:00What time's a grab party tomorrow, man?
06:01Oh, the band comes on at 10. I'm dating the singer.
06:04Uh, yeah, the Machine Gun Kelly wannabe.
06:07I tried to veto him from playing, but I guess I couldn't find anybody cheaper.
06:10Oh.
06:12Wait, so, are you coming to the party?
06:15I don't know.
06:18Belly. Belly. Can I talk to you for a minute, please?
06:21I gotta go.
06:26Okay.
06:27See you, bye.
06:27Bye.
06:27Sorry.
06:30Belly.
06:35I was reviewing your end-of-term transcripts, and I couldn't help but notice that your grades have taken a serious dive.
06:40I mean, you kept an A in French, but you won't impress colleges with just French.
06:45Is there something going on?
06:47Uh, there's a death in the family.
06:49Oh.
06:50I-I'm so sorry to hear that.
06:53But your grades have been dipping all year.
06:55You even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
06:57Yeah, I-I choked at regionals.
07:00Okay.
07:01Well, have you, um, have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year?
07:04Um, I mean, I know I'm not getting into an IV, but there's always Penn State.
07:08Well, that might be a reach at this point.
07:10Without volleyball, you'll have to focus on less competitive schools.
07:14Have you heard about Finch?
07:15Um, yeah, I know someone who's going there in the fall.
07:19A family friend.
07:20Great.
07:21Well, maybe you can visit them and grab a tour.
07:23I doubt it.
07:27Come in.
07:30Good morning, Bells.
07:32Hey.
07:34Come here.
07:39So, I stayed up all night doing research on-on the trial my mom agreed to.
07:43And, Bellya, I'm-I'm feeling really hopeful.
07:47That's-that's great, Cher.
07:49I mean, I'm so glad that Susanna agreed to do it.
07:52Yeah, I mean, if I'm being honest, I'm still kind of pissed Conrad never told me what was going on with her, but...
07:59You know, at least it worked out, right?
08:02Right.
08:03That's kind of why I think we should tell Conrad about us as soon as possible.
08:08I don't-I don't want any more secrets, and plus, Stephen already knows.
08:12Hmm.
08:13Actually, that-that's what I wanted to talk to you about.
08:21Okay.
08:22See, um, the thing is, um, last night I really couldn't sleep all night, so I went to...
08:31watch the sunrise on the beach.
08:36And Conrad was there, and we just started talking, and one thing led to another, and-and, um, and we-we kissed.
08:44You kissed my brother.
08:54I'm sorry.
08:56I didn't think that, you know, like, he-we-we-I mean, we wanted to tell you right away, so-
09:01You-you're already a we?
09:02No, no, no, no, I-I just didn't-I-I didn't want it to be weird.
09:07Well, yeah, Belly, it is weird, okay?
09:09No, Cher, please.
09:11No, no, you know what?
09:12Actually, it's cool.
09:13It's cool.
09:13I get it.
09:14You know, I was just a distraction to keep you busy while you waited for Conrad.
09:17I'm glad it finally happened for you, Belly.
09:20It's great timing.
09:21It's not like my mom has cancer or anything.
09:23Cher, I didn't want to hurt you.
09:24You're-you're one of my best friends.
09:26No.
09:27No, you don't-you don't get to call me that.
09:32You don't mean that.
09:34I do.
09:36Now, can you please get out?
09:41Just so you know, he's gonna break your heart.
09:54We should already be in the car.
09:58Coming!
10:06Hey, is this okay?
10:07I swear I left the tickets here.
10:10I thought your dad was meeting us there.
10:12Well, you-shoot, I forgot to make the reservation for lunch.
10:14Yeah, I figured, so I did it.
10:16Well, they're not gonna start without me.
10:17We've got time.
10:18I was supposed to iron that shirt for you.
10:20Take it off and I can-
10:21Oh, it-it's handled.
10:22It's handled, see?
10:23I use the starch spray that makes it look real smooth, eh?
10:29Oh, is that for me?
10:31What?
10:35Sweet!
10:36A laptop?
10:37Well, who sent this?
10:38What?
10:39Oh, my God.
10:41It's from Susanna.
10:44She must have planned it before.
10:46Classic Beck.
10:47I wish she could have been here.
10:50Yeah, Conrad and Jeremiah, too.
10:52They were busy.
10:55Yeah, sure.
11:02I feel awful.
11:06Brady.
11:07He was so angry at us.
11:11And he has every right to me, honestly.
11:16It's gonna be okay, Bradley.
11:17I promise.
11:22How?
11:32I think maybe we should hit pause.
11:36What?
11:38No.
11:39I don't want to make things harder for you guys than they already are.
11:43You're not.
11:43I promise.
11:44The most important thing right now
11:46is that you and Jeremiah are there for each other.
11:51Are there for Susanna.
11:52And I...
11:54Us being together would make that impossible.
11:57Ellie, come on.
11:58I can't do that to him.
12:15I hate that.
12:19Yeah, me too.
12:20Um...
12:22Um...
12:26This was always yours.
12:36No matter what happens...
12:40We'll still be infinite.
12:41We should read this.
13:09Later.
13:09We should go.
13:11Found them.
13:12Come on.
13:17They say that everything happens for a reason.
13:21Now, who they are exactly is unclear.
13:24Maybe a theologian coined it, or...
13:26I don't know.
13:27Whoever configured the simulation we're clearly living in.
13:31Maybe it was Rihanna.
13:33No, no, no.
13:34Rihanna can do no wrong.
13:36Definitely not her.
13:37But we've heard it time and time again.
13:43It's supposed to convince us, you know, that everything had to happen exactly so in order to teach us something about ourselves.
13:50In order for us to grow and meet our destinies.
13:55You know, breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs.
13:56You know, breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs.
14:08Sometimes a girl dumps you after an awesome summer, and it just sucks, and you learn nothing from it, but you eventually force yourself to move on anyways.
14:18You know, but then, the unthinkable happens, and you realize it's pointless to think of life that way.
14:28Belly.
14:33Hey, I never see you in here.
14:34Ugh, your mom assigned me this room to clean.
14:37It's the easiest, since I don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer.
14:41Don't you hire cleaners anyway?
14:45Shh.
14:51I love that necklace on you.
14:54Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you.
15:00I'm sorry.
15:01Don't be sorry.
15:03It's not how I wanted this summer to end.
15:06Especially not...
15:07I just feel like I'm losing everyone.
15:13You're not.
15:15It just takes time.
15:18You'll find your way back to each other eventually.
15:21And this place is always here for you.
15:25Yeah, but you've made every summer here so magical, Susanna.
15:29I mean, what happens...
15:31What happens...
15:32Belly.
15:32You love this place the same way I do.
15:40If anyone can keep the magic going here, it's you.
15:46You're my special girl.
15:52I need to call the cleaners.
15:55Promise me you'll never leave me.
15:58Never.
15:59Never.
15:59Because everything just happens.
16:06You know, good things.
16:07Bad things.
16:08All in ways that you never expect.
16:10All in ways that are so completely out of your control
16:14that they could just drive you insane.
16:16There are times where it feels like the world is happening to you.
16:23But remember that you are also happening to the world.
16:28So don't wait.
16:31Make what you want happen.
16:32Because tomorrow isn't promised.
16:34So you better make fucking sure that you are living today.
16:37So extra.
16:58Although he did earn it with that speech.
17:04It was good.
17:05Yeah.
17:06The speech kind of pierced my soul.
17:11Don't laugh.
17:12No, no, I'm sorry.
17:13No, I feel like I've been in this nightmare ever since Susanna died.
17:17Maybe it's time to wake up.
17:21Oh, I gotta go find Milo.
17:22He needs my help putting together a look for tonight.
17:24Oh, cool.
17:25Um, do you want to come over after and help me with mine?
17:29No fucking way.
17:30Are you coming?
17:32Yeah, yeah.
17:32Really?
17:33And I'm going to sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too.
17:36Yes!
17:37Oh my God, babe, this party's going to be insane.
17:40You are going to die when you see Milo play.
17:42No, yeah, I mean, you literally might.
17:44Because, oh man, I could smell him from the podium.
17:46Really?
17:46Well, I'm sorry.
17:47Excuse me.
17:48My man doesn't have that Korean gene that makes you have no body odor.
17:51Okay, all right.
17:52Come on, Kelly.
17:53Mom and Dad are meeting us at the restaurant.
17:54Bye.
17:54Bye.
17:54See you later.
17:55It was a great speech.
17:59You know, Susanna would have loved it.
18:01Yeah, I know.
18:03You know, I'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight.
18:06Wow.
18:07I can't believe what I'm hearing.
18:09You really want me and Taylor at your party?
18:11Why?
18:12I never said want.
18:13I just...
18:13I just think it's better than moping around at home.
18:18Like, you should drive.
18:20Really?
18:21I gotta read all the love in my DMs for my speech anyway, so...
18:23All right, come on.
18:31Yo, this is dope.
18:32I'm going viral on TikTok.
18:34Is that a good thing?
18:35What?
18:35Millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop?
18:39Yes.
18:40That is a very good thing.
18:42Yeah, I gotta forward this to Khan and Cher, man.
18:47Thank you so much.
18:49Oh, I'm sorry.
18:50Could I get a box for all this?
18:52Yeah, thank you, man.
19:00Happiness is an activity.
19:02Um, okay.
19:05Okay, well, everyone agrees you are the best.
19:08It doesn't say that.
19:09It's so random.
19:10No, it doesn't.
19:10It literally says it right here.
19:11It literally says it right here.
19:12I don't know what you want.
19:13You want to see it?
19:13Yeah.
19:14You want to see it?
19:14Look, I don't know what you want from me.
19:16It says it right there.
19:17I know what you're telling you.
19:18We're so proud of you.
19:19You're going to have the time of your life at Princeton, right, Laura?
19:22Yeah, I love college.
19:23That's where I met Susanna.
19:27So, how are things going with your book?
19:30My publisher is hounding me to do this meet and greet event with booksellers.
19:34I said no.
19:36Why?
19:37Because it's not necessary.
19:40Okay, uh, well, it's time for me to go get ready for the party.
19:44Mom, mwah, Dad, mwah.
19:46Thank you for lunch.
19:47I'm going to go with him.
19:48Uh, it was delicious.
19:50All right, have fun, kids.
19:52See you at home.
19:53Yep.
19:59So, you're not trying to promote your book?
20:02I'm not going to have schmoozy conversations about Susanna just to get prime placement in
20:05bookstores.
20:06Well, you did write a whole book about her.
20:08It might feel a little cathartic.
20:10I wrote the book in a fugue state.
20:12I have no interest in dissecting it just to come up with pithy insights on grief.
20:18Okay.
20:20I'm glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working out for you.
20:31Look, you wrote a beautiful book.
20:36I think Susanna would want you to share it with the world.
20:38She was always my biggest cheerleader.
20:46Guess now I have to be my own.
20:47I'll wear the skirt, but I draw the line at pom-poms.
20:59I am so excited that you're finally here this summer.
21:02Can we do, like, everything that we never got to do together?
21:04Like, parties, pool, mall.
21:06We have to get you a fake ID.
21:07Let's start by figuring out what I'm going to wear tonight.
21:10Okay.
21:10Okay.
21:12Okay.
21:15Susanna's earrings?
21:18They're perfect.
21:19I'm going to need you to be the super hot friend standing next to his super hot girlfriend.
21:31Yeah.
21:31Let's get super hot.
21:33I love it when you agree with me.
21:34Um, I'm thinking this.
21:40That's what you call super hot?
21:42This looks so good on you.
21:43No, no.
21:44I've got to have something better.
21:45Oh, okay.
21:53Mm-mm.
21:57No.
22:04The call came the second week of September.
22:09Three weeks since the last time I'd seen him.
22:12It felt like a dream.
22:14Unreal.
22:20Hey.
22:21Hey.
22:22I, uh, didn't expect to hear from you.
22:25Yeah, is it okay that I'm calling?
22:27I shouldn't have called.
22:28This was dumb.
22:28I'm sorry.
22:29No, no, no, no.
22:29It's okay.
22:30Um, we're still friends, right?
22:33Yeah, yeah.
22:35We're friends, yeah.
22:36Yeah, and, um, friends can talk on the phone.
22:41Yeah, yeah.
22:42Nothing weird about friends talking on the phone.
22:48So, uh, so how's, how's college life?
22:51Um, it's cool.
22:54It's cool.
22:55My roommate snores even louder than you do, which...
22:58Oh, come on.
22:58I don't snore.
23:00Yes, you do.
23:00You a thousand percent do.
23:01I've heard you through the walls for years.
23:04Only when you're really tired, though.
23:08How was school for you?
23:09Ugh, boring.
23:11Painful.
23:12I mean, like, no, no.
23:13Who invented Trigg, and why do they torture innocent high school students with it?
23:18Can't be that bad.
23:19No, oh, it's, it's bad.
23:21It's, it's, it's really bad.
23:23I mean, I can't keep up with all the letters.
23:25Well, you know, the first thing you gotta do is determine if it's a right angle triangle or not.
23:28Bradley, have you seen my, uh, big kettlebell, the 20-pound one?
23:31Steven, I'm on the phone.
23:32Well, tell Taylor to go to bed.
23:34Hi, Steven.
23:38Hey, Conrad.
23:43It's not in here.
23:44Go away.
23:47Sorry about that.
23:48Okay, um, what were you saying about triangles again?
24:02Okay, if you want to wear the t-shirt, you know, we should at least crop it.
24:07It was Conrad's.
24:08You know, every time I think of him, I still get this, like, pain in my chest.
24:14Mm-hmm.
24:15I know.
24:17Sucks, babe.
24:18But eventually, you're gonna have to let him go.
24:22Yeah, I just wish I knew how.
24:24It's like my meemaw always used to say.
24:26The best way to get over a man is to get under a new one.
24:36Heading to a grad party?
24:38Yeah, mine.
24:40Me and the guys are throwing it, remember?
24:43Oh, right.
24:44Well, have fun.
24:45And don't drink and drive.
24:47Oh, don't worry.
24:47I promised Stephen I'd be the sober driver.
24:50Oh, and I ordered you a pizza, okay?
24:51So, please eat it.
24:53Don't worry about me.
24:54Go.
24:55All right, I love you.
24:55Bye.
24:56Bye.
24:57Be safe.
24:57Bye, love you.
24:58Bye.
24:59Bye.
24:59Bye.
25:00Bye.
25:17Oh, my God.
25:18Milo.
25:19Bye.
25:20Thank God you're here.
25:22Bye.
25:23Oh, my God.
25:29Hey, so I need to be able to see you when I'm up on stage.
25:32Yeah.
25:32All right, so stay up close.
25:33Okay.
25:34Yeah.
25:34Yeah?
25:34Mm-hmm.
25:35My boy!
25:36Yeah!
25:36Bye!
25:37You call this a party?
25:40Where are all the hot ladies, you promise?
25:42Um, we're literally standing right here.
25:44Oh, uh, no offense.
25:46I'm into older women.
25:48Personal preference.
25:49Yeah.
25:50Hey, babe, I'm gonna go help the guys finish something.
25:52Okay.
25:52All right.
25:54Bye.
25:55Bye.
25:57Okay.
25:58Well, have fun, everybody.
26:01I gotta go make the rounds, entertain the people, you know, post shit.
26:06Okay.
26:06Come on, Spike.
26:09You're so cute tonight, you know that?
26:10Come on, let's go get some drinks.
26:12I can't drink.
26:12I'm trying.
26:13Okay.
26:17What?
26:18Oh, my God, but camp is gonna be so much fun.
26:20I bought us all matching PJs.
26:23Oh, you are going to need to buy one more set.
26:25Guess who finally decides to join us?
26:28The killer B is gonna have her captaincy back from Donna in, like, no time.
26:31You know what I mean?
26:32Yeah, right?
26:34But Coach Shaw, he's okay with it.
26:35You know, we can come back.
26:38I actually haven't talked to Coach yet.
26:39I wanted to talk to you guys first.
26:42I mean, after last season, I totally don't blame you if you don't want me back on the team.
26:47Oh, shut up.
26:48You're always one of us.
26:50Yes!
26:50Right answer.
26:52Bump, set, hit, swipe.
26:54That's the way we like to fight.
26:56Come on.
26:57Come on, team.
26:59Let's hear you scream.
27:00Let's hear you scream.
27:01Here.
27:02And for you.
27:04There we go.
27:05Oh, my God.
27:07Holy shit.
27:08Oh, God.
27:09It's game point, Miss Conklin.
27:15Bye-bye, Conrad.
27:17Hey, you still there?
27:19So, my roommate, Trusky.
27:23Oh, did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
27:25No, he didn't.
27:26He didn't, thankfully.
27:26But, uh, we were talking and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist.
27:31So, apparently, that guy that Katie was seeing had a girlfriend the whole time.
27:36I mean, it just sucks.
27:37Like, he didn't really seem like the type, you know?
27:40Did you know my dad cheated?
27:49Adam cheated on Susanna?
27:51Yeah, the first time my mom was sick, he had an affair with his secretary, Kaylee.
27:57I found out about it last spring.
28:01And, like, the same day I found out about my mom's cancer coming back.
28:07How'd you find out?
28:09Um, I came home early from school one day and heard them fighting.
28:18She was crying so much, Belly.
28:20She, I've never heard her cry like that before.
28:26So, I left.
28:27I went back out.
28:28I drove around town for two hours and came back and pretended not to know anything.
28:33I'm so sorry.
28:36It sucks that you had to carry that secret for so long.
28:40Yeah, it's just exhausting.
28:42Like, I couldn't turn my brain off.
28:46It was like, if you do that, then this horrible thing is going to happen.
28:51But if you do this, then, you know, this catastrophic thing will happen.
28:55Oh, my God.
28:56That sounds so stressful.
29:03Oh, my God.
29:04God damn it.
29:04It's two o'clock.
29:06You said you had practice early.
29:07I should let you go.
29:08Oh.
29:11Yeah.
29:12Um, off-season workouts suck.
29:14But, uh, there's a rumor that a college scout from Finch is coming to watch our club team play this weekend.
29:20And there's a chance coach might make me captain.
29:23What?
29:23That's crazy.
29:25I'll definitely let you go.
29:26I didn't know that.
29:27Five more minutes?
29:33Yeah.
29:33Okay.
29:34Yeah.
29:34I'll do it.
29:35I'm going to do it.
29:37Yeah.
29:37Oh, yeah.
29:38Mm-hmm.
29:38Yeah.
29:39What are you waiting for?
29:40Action.
29:41Bye.
29:41Good luck.
29:48Wow.
29:49You're, uh, really good at operating a keg.
29:53Wow.
29:54Hi, Conklin.
29:55Oh, um, comment bonkettin' c'est peter?
29:59Uh, en Paris le mortal, comme d'habitude.
30:02Yeah, good, good.
30:03Yeah.
30:04I didn't know you took French.
30:05Oui.
30:06You want one?
30:07No, no, I'm okay.
30:08Thanks.
30:09Uh, I'm the Didi tonight.
30:12Cheers.
30:13Cheers.
30:13Cheers.
30:15I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
30:22I could stay lost in this moment forever.
30:30And every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
30:39I don't want to close my eyes.
30:43I don't want to fall asleep because I miss you, baby.
30:47And I don't want to miss a thing.
30:50Do you want to know something so romantic?
30:52Milo wrote this song for me.
30:55It's a cover.
30:57You love that song from the movie Armageddon?
31:01Oh.
31:02Well, it's still romantic.
31:04Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details.
31:06What did you and Corey talk about?
31:08Uh, the book I'm reading.
31:11I'm sorry, you suck at talking to God.
31:13Okay, I'm Rusty, and also he's the one who brought it up.
31:17And he spoke to me in French.
31:19Bitch, what?
31:20In French?
31:21Okay, that's so hot.
31:22Like, he sounds obsessed with you.
31:24Yeah, I don't know.
31:25I mean, that combo took so much effort.
31:28Like, is it supposed to be that hard?
31:31I mean, look at you and Milo.
31:33You guys just make sense.
31:34I don't want to close my eyes.
31:37Well, Milo and I are soulmates.
31:39I fall asleep cause I miss you, baby
31:42And I don't want to miss a thing
31:45Cause even when I dream of you
31:48The sweetest dream would never do
31:51I still miss you, baby
31:53And I don't want to miss a thing
31:56Yeah.
32:21Oh!
32:22Yeah!
32:25Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk?
32:31I didn't mean to call you that.
32:35I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me.
32:40Please tell me, please tell me why.
32:48Belly, I'm in a crowd, sir. Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on it.
32:53Ew! Steven, no, I don't want to hold your 20 people.
32:56Woo!
32:58Yeah!
32:59What the hell?
33:00Are you okay?
33:01Ow.
33:02Uh, Belly, I'm sorry.
33:03No, yeah, no, I'm good. I'm totally fine.
33:06I'm just, uh, I'm gonna go get a drink.
33:10Well, you're my sober driver, Belly Bells. Don't let me down!
33:13Steven!
33:15It's no surprise to me, I am my own worst enemy.
33:20I had this weird thought today.
33:24Yeah?
33:25I love weird thoughts.
33:27I was thinking if my dad had cheated on my mom, she probably wouldn't have even cared.
33:36Is that harsh?
33:37No, but she really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction.
33:40I mean, kinda.
33:41Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her.
33:44You know?
33:45They were, like, never romantic around each other.
33:48And you want to see your parents being romantic?
33:50Maybe.
33:52I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
33:59You know?
34:00Like, electric jolts every time I saw them.
34:05Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
34:08Uh, yes and no.
34:10I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know?
34:14And there was none of that.
34:15I mean, they were cold for a little while, but, um...
34:18Everything's kinda back to normal.
34:21In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
34:27Exactly.
34:31Oh, wow.
34:33What?
34:34I don't know.
34:36I've just never sent any of this to anyone before.
34:40Me either.
34:45Hey, can I ask you something?
34:47Anything.
34:48Um...
34:51How's...
34:52How's Jer?
34:53Is he doing okay?
34:54Um, yeah.
34:55Yeah, he seems good.
34:56Why?
34:57I don't know.
34:58I've texted him a few times since summer ended, and, uh...
35:01He never writes back.
35:02Yeah, no.
35:03I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
35:05Right, right, right.
35:06Or, you know, it's that he'll never get over what I did
35:08and hold it against me for the rest of our lives.
35:10Belly.
35:11Never mind.
35:13Forget I said anything.
35:18I learned something kind of cool.
35:23Tell me.
35:24Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year?
35:31And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days before returning as a morning star for another 263 days?
35:39I did not know that.
35:41That is very cool.
35:42And right now it's an evening star.
35:44It's really bright next to the moon.
35:47I'm actually looking at it right now.
35:52It's...
35:53It's probably, uh, against the rules to say this, but, um...
35:58I wish we were looking at it together.
36:01Me too.
36:02And Belly?
36:03Yes, Comet?
36:04I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either.
36:21I can't give you the living shit out of me.
36:34Can't we forget about the days I said when I was drunk?
36:38And we were so alone and didn't mean to call you that.
36:42Yeah.
36:47Hey.
36:48Hey Conklin hey long time no see yeah no I know it's been ages right that seat
36:55taking uh nope nope
37:06I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight I think Venus is a
37:12planet no actually ancient astronomers you know what never mind okay dumb you
37:23know you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway it's a lot more
37:27by the beach I used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts
37:37are you going this summer uh no no I'm not so then you'll be here for the fourth huh
37:44well my folks are gonna be out of town and I'll just think about having a few
37:49people over you and your friends should totally come that sounds cool all right
37:55cool come here you kind of have something
38:01uh belly no I was just oh my god no I was just you had something in your I have something here yeah
38:11you know why because I just it's grass that's right holy shit but no no no I'm totally fine
38:16I'm just oh my god um I'm gonna go okay yeah yeah um hey hey belly yes yeah um could you do me a favor
38:23could you put in a good word for me with uh your friend Marcy
38:27yeah Marcy yes you and you that makes sense yeah I totally will you guys cool thank you thank you for
38:36this yes okay fight
38:46belly belly come here
38:50hey sis sis sis sis check it out check it out check it out
38:52oh my god
38:56I can't believe you did that
38:59this party sucks dude it's beer man it'll dry chill
39:03I'm leaving okay wait wait did something happen no nothing happened whatever uh Steven can you just
39:11get Spike to drive you home please Spike no Spike is drunk you you promised to be my sober ride
39:17tonight okay well I'm ready to go now okay well I'm not great then can you just call an Uber or
39:22something why are you being such a buzzkill right now oh I'm sorry am I ruining your fun night
39:27mr. perfect valedictorian kinda yeah okay well in case you forgot which it clearly seems like you
39:33did Susanna just died so I'm a little bit sad but please don't let that stop you from having the time
39:38of your life fuck you you know I lost Susanna too okay you don't think I'm sad about that oh what
39:44were you crowd surfing the pain away my apologies no you should apologize you screwed up and now
39:48now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah I mean they won't even text me back anymore because
39:53of you okay guys hey wait a second that is not my fault isn't it hmm I should be celebrating with
39:58them tonight but they wouldn't come because you made things messy you had Jeremiah and it just
40:05wasn't enough you had to have Conrad too god you are so fucking selfish Steven what serious I had to have
40:13Conrad are you kidding I was in love Steven like out of my mind in love what was I supposed to do
40:20belly belly Steven Steven is a drunk idiot right now please do not listen to me right I mean I ruined
40:38things with both of them and then Susanna died and I completely ruined her funeral and I just I wish
40:43I hadn't started any of it no you don't yes I do you don't yes I do and I'm so tired of feeling sad
40:48all the time and I don't think I get to feel better you think that right now but I promise no no no no
40:55nothing is promised you can't promise anything sorry sorry I just I know you're trying your best I
41:02don't I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm going through right now and I think I just have to
41:09deal with it alone I'm gonna go okay I can come with you no no no you stay I mean it's your
41:21boyfriend's debut and I just I just need to go to bed will you text me when you get home please yeah
41:30I love you I love you love you
42:00I got my driver's license last week
42:05Just like we always talked about
42:08Cause you were so excited for me
42:12To finally drive up to your house
42:15But today I drove through the suburbs
42:18Crying because you weren't around
42:22And all my friends are tired
42:28Of hearing how much I miss you
42:31But I kind of feel sorry for them
42:34Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
42:38Yet today I drove through the suburbs
42:40And pictured I was driving home to you
42:46And I know we weren't perfect
42:50But I've never felt this way for no one
42:56Oh, and I just can't imagine
43:00How you could be so okay
43:04Now that I'm gone
43:07I guess you didn't mean what you wrote
43:10In that song about me
43:13You said forever
43:16Now I drive alone past your street
43:19You said forever
43:22Now I drive alone past your street
43:25Hey, happy almost Halloween
43:41Conrad
43:42I know I'm not supposed to be here
43:45But I'm here
43:48I brought candy
43:51Do you want me to go?
43:57No, no, no
43:58Don't leave
43:59Just
43:59What are you doing here?
44:05I wanted to see you
44:07So
44:09Yeah, yeah
44:10Um, you know, but I thought
44:12Right, no, I know
44:14I know you
44:14You were worried about Jared
44:16But look, I had a chance to talk to him
44:18And he's doing really good
44:20Actually
44:21He's, um, doing on dates, you know
44:23And, um, he's been on this high
44:25Ever since he got made Homecoming King
44:27That's great
44:27So, um, he's over
44:30Yeah
44:31I think he is
44:34Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you
44:42I mean, I'm not
44:45I'm here
44:46Whenever I talk to you, I'm just happy
44:50And I gotta say
44:53Standing in front of you right now
44:54It's torture
44:54Not being able to kiss you
45:01Belly, we need to talk
45:26I'm kind of tired
45:28Sit down
45:30You didn't eat?
45:40Your guidance counselor emailed me
45:41I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
45:44Or that your grades were so bad
45:46Yeah, I'm sorry
45:47I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
45:49That's not what I'm saying
45:51You can do better than this
45:53I'm really disappointed in you
45:55Sorry, Mom
45:56You know, Susanna died, remember?
45:58You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
46:00This whole year has been hard for me, too
46:02You were barely here
46:03And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
46:07They needed you
46:08But you can't blame me either for things that happened because you were away
46:12This isn't about blame
46:13This is about you and the choices you made
46:16It's about taking responsibility for yourself, even when things are hard
46:20Life keeps going
46:21You can't just give up
46:23You want to talk about taking responsibility
46:25You won't even promote your book because you refuse to talk about Susanna
46:29You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this year
46:36I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
46:40You gave up way before I did
46:42You have to do that at every stop and it's kicking up my gag reflex
46:57If you'd rather walk
46:59We can let you out right here
47:01I could probably be safer, honestly
47:03Hey, you don't gotta worry, man
47:05I'm fully sober
47:07Fucking belly, man
47:09Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
47:12Who does that?
47:13Hmm, I don't know
47:15Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
47:18She yelled at me first
47:20Okay
47:21So mature of you, Steven
47:22How about you try some compassion next time, asshole
47:25Aren't you supposed to, like, come together and grieve?
47:29Life cannot be separated from death
47:32Wow
47:33So helpful
47:35Man, thank you
47:36Milo's very in touch with his emotions
47:39That's what makes him a great musician
47:41Aw, thanks, babe
47:43You know
47:45I actually have a record label interested in signing me
47:48What?
47:49Yeah, check it out
47:51Cancel culture records
47:56Babe
47:57They only have one post
47:59Yeah, this was so punk about it
48:01Yeah, dude
48:02Congrats, man
48:03Congrats
48:05Oh
48:19My darling Steven
48:26Congratulations on your graduation
48:29This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
48:33I wish I could be there to watch you shine
48:36But you have an extraordinary mom who will be with you every step of the way
48:42Remember
48:44The world is not only happening to you
48:46But you are happening to the world
48:49And don't forget to enjoy the ride
48:52Love
48:53Susanna
48:54Susanna
48:55Hey, I know it's late, but about the bookseller event
49:10I changed my mind
49:11I'll do it
49:12I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
49:16I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
49:26In my memory
49:27The three of them will always be entwined
49:28Forever linked
49:29There can't be one without the others
49:31I Still remember
49:36Look on your face
49:50No
49:51They're all happy
49:55I felt too
49:56The same
49:57Now, they're all gone.
50:27Now, they're all gone.
50:49Ellie?
50:51Hi, Jeremiah, I'm so glad.
50:53Are you with Conrad?
50:55Uh, no. Why would I be with Conrad?
50:57I-I don't know. I just thought maybe you guys would, um...
50:59Jared, what is going on?
51:04Conrad's gone.
51:06Wait, what do you mean, gone?
51:09He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
51:12Since when?
51:14Yesterday.
51:15I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
51:17Maybe he pulled in all night or at the library?
51:19No, no, I don't think so.
51:21Apparently, he told this from me that everything is fucked,
51:23and then he just took off.
51:25I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning
51:27and see if I can track him down.
51:29I'll never get Susanna back.
51:31But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go too.
51:34Okay.
51:36But I'm coming with you.
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