00:00Mental health is a real problem.
00:08Yes, ito.
00:08Diba? Lalo na ngayon.
00:10Noon, may mga nagsasabi,
00:12lalo na kami na hindi namin kinalakhan yung
00:14mental health problems.
00:16But, kayo sa inyong henerasyon,
00:18pinag-uusapan ba ito?
00:19I mean, are you aware?
00:21Do you embrace the truth
00:23na ito'y napaka-real?
00:27Ako, Tito Boy,
00:29hindi ko paano
00:30siya na-experience before, naniniwala na ako.
00:32Kasi, yung mga tropa ko
00:34at mismong kapatid ko,
00:36na-experience siya eh.
00:37So, kahit pa ako mismo, hindi siya na-experience pa
00:40that time. Nainiwala ako.
00:42Hanggang sa umabot na sa akin mismo,
00:44ako mismo yung parang, umabot ako
00:46sa point, Tito Boy, na na-depress ako ng walang dahilan.
00:49Na talagang,
00:50ang hirap, Tito Boy, parang nilamong ka ng
00:52kadiliman and all. So,
00:54ang laking bagay, Tito Boy, na nandiyan yung tropa,
00:56pamilya, kaibigan na napagsasabihan palagi.
00:58Importante yun.
00:59I-na-acknowledge mo yung ganun pakiharap.
01:01Ikaw ma'am.
01:02Ako, Tito Boy, yes. Naranasan ko rin siya.
01:04And,
01:04ang daming beses ko na rin po ito
01:07na bring up,
01:08na dumating din ako sa face ng buhay ko
01:11ng depression
01:12at mental health.
01:15Nagkaroon nga ako ng
01:16bashing last time kasi
01:18nagulat ako doon sa isang headline,
01:20Matt Lozano,
01:22gusto nang wakasan ng lahat.
01:24Pero matagal na kasi siya,
01:252016 pa.
01:26So,
01:27okay naman.
01:31Nilabanan ko naman siya.
01:32Paano?
01:33How do you handle
01:34hate?
01:36How do you handle bashing?
01:38Tito Boy,
01:39sa akin kasi,
01:40talagang
01:41binigay ko lahat kay God.
01:43You surrendered everything to God?
01:45Yes.
01:46There was a time dito, Boy,
01:48I was driving 100 kilometers per hour
01:50sa Congressional Avenue.
01:52Gusto ko nang
01:53ibang gayong kotse ko.
01:55So,
01:56sobrang lungkot.
01:57Pero,
01:57bigla na lang may
01:58nag-pop up sa utak ko na,
02:01uy,
02:01may church pala dito.
02:02Oh.
02:03So,
02:03nag-u-turn ako.
02:05Punta ko dun sa church.
02:06Dun ako natulog.
02:06Nag-pray lang ako.
02:07Okay.
02:08Oo.
02:09How do you handle bashing,
02:10Kokoy?
02:11Ako,
02:11Tito Boy,
02:12talagang ano lang.
02:14Kasi yun yung ano sa social media ngayon eh.
02:17Parang lahat may say,
02:18diba?
02:18So,
02:18ako...
02:18Lahat may opinion.
02:19Lahat may opinion eh.
02:20Parang hawak yung pagmamayari ka,
02:22ganon.
02:23So, sa akin...
02:23Mas maraming alam kaysa sa'yo.
02:25Oh, hindi ko pa nga alam.
02:26Alam na nila eh.
02:26So,
02:27ako Tito Boy,
02:28kung ano yung nalalaman ng kaibigan ko,
02:30ng pamilya ko,
02:30dun ako.
02:31So,
02:31kung diyan kayo,
02:32masay go lang.
02:33Hindi ko mapatot, Tito Boy.
02:35Hindi pa kumabot dun.
02:36May nagsabi sa'yo yung kaibigan,
02:37kasi Boy naman,
02:38ikaw,
02:38pinaliliit mo ang mundo mo.
02:39Sabi ko,
02:40okay lang ako sa maliit ng mundo.
02:41Oo.
02:42Dahil importante sa akin,
02:43yung mga boses na importante.
02:45Alam ko yung mga boses na importante sa akin.
02:47Yes, po.
02:47Alam ko yung,
02:48halimbawa,
02:49hindi gusto ang trabaho ko ni Cecil,
02:51ni RD.
02:52Okay ako.
02:53I know who they are.
02:54Yes, po.
02:54Pero,
02:55I will not give anyone,
02:57anyone,
02:58the power
02:59to control my feelings.
03:01Yes.
03:01Yung parang halimbawa,
03:02babasa lang ako,
03:03at ang pangit mo,
03:04hindi ka marunong mag-host,
03:06at ang yabang mo, etc.
03:08I'm not gonna allow these words
03:09to define who I am.
03:11Pero,
03:11kung ikaw ko ko yung magsasabi,
03:13ay pag-usapan natin.
03:14Kasi,
03:14not really,
03:15because I think you're making a point.
03:17Dahil may pinanggagalingan ka eh.
03:18Kilalaki tayo.
03:19Same tayo, Tito Boy.
03:20Diba?
03:20Palingan ko.
03:20Pakikinig ako, Tito Boy.
03:21May mukha eh.
03:22May mukha yung,
03:23Tito Boy,
03:23medyo sobra,
03:24medyo O.A. ka dun.
03:27Okay ako dun.
03:28Haharapin ko yun.
03:29Pero,
03:29for someone
03:30who doesn't know me,
03:32for someone
03:32who is not aware of my life,
03:34at sasabihan ako ng kung ano-ano,
03:37may control tayo.
03:38Diba?
03:39Teka muna.
03:40That's why I don't read comments.
03:43Ayoko talaga.
03:45Pero,
03:45marami akong mga kaibigan,
03:46I don't need haters.
03:48I have so many haters
03:49of my community friends.
03:50But anyway.
03:51I have so many haters.
04:21I have so many haters.
04:51I have so many haters.
04:56But also,
04:57I have so many haters to release.
05:00Yes,
05:00we will do that.
05:01But definitely,
05:03you will get better words of their shit.
05:06That's why I love me.
05:07I won't believe anything but Frepper and girlfriend,
05:10I know you should read the story and podcast are pretty awesome.
05:11About the pain and addiction.
05:12Now,
05:13and then you won't see what comes to mind.
05:14I hear you want me.
05:16Please be fine now.
05:17Stay with me.
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