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Emily thought she was living a 'normal life' - but a shocking vision of hell, a realisation of the demonic dangers of masturbation and a powerful deliverance she experienced during an online prayer service - turned her life around!

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00:00I reached a point where I would just cry to God and just say, God, if this is my life,
00:06just take it away because I've had enough. I'm in pain and no one is seeing how much I'm in pain
00:13and no one is seeing how much I'm suffering. So please God, just take my life. When I was in that
00:19place of darkness and torment, I saw demons and these demons were swallowing people from their
00:24belly and they would spit them out. Hello, everybody. My name is Emily and I stay in
00:37Warrington, the UK. My testimony goes like this. So when I first joined God's Heart TV, I was
00:46looking for healing, for healing from God because I was going through chest pains and they were
00:54affecting my life. They had started last year in June and it had stopped. It just affected a lot
01:02of things in my life and I had stopped going to work. Before I joined God's Heart TV, there were so
01:07many things that were happening in my life and while those things were happening, I thought that I was
01:13actually living a normal life. I was a person that had gone through rejection. After my mom passed away,
01:21there was a day when my family sat down and I happened to be the person that was said to be the
01:30witch in the family and I was told that I was the one that has been causing everybody to go through
01:36challenges and so many things in the family. So that affected me to the point that I had no one to talk
01:42to and I wasn't going to school. So I was just all by myself and if I want to talk to my family, no one
01:50would believe me and if I try to tell them that I wasn't this person that they thought that I was,
01:57they would sit down and then they'll start calling me names. I was called so many different names and
02:03during those meetings, if I start crying, they'll say, you are faking it. So it affected my life to the
02:11point that I lost myself. I would say that I was trapped in that phase because I didn't know myself
02:18anymore. I didn't know how to speak to people. I didn't even know how to react if I'm around people.
02:25So I then later on then started being that person that was easily drawn to anger and that was easily
02:32frustrated just because I wasn't around people that would hear me or to hear my voice or to hear my
02:39thoughts. So everything that I was just now doing was to just try and protect myself so that I don't
02:45get to be in a situation where people are calling me names or anything. So I started trying to now
02:50please people and trying to like just run away from the person that was being called the witch of the
02:57family. And with all of that, I then also had a moment where I then thought that if I just kill
03:06myself, I would have relieved myself from, from pain because I was going through a lot of heartbreak.
03:12You know, when your family is the one that is rejecting you, you, you just go through a lot of
03:17heartbreak. And even if you have friends, you just know that that's the love that's not enough
03:22because your friends will just see you during the day. And then at night you're with your family.
03:28So that's one of the things that affected me because deep down I was, I was heartbroken
03:33and I didn't know how to run away from it. And I reached a point where I would just cry to God
03:40and just say, God, if this is my life, just take it away because I've had enough. I'm, I'm in pain
03:47and no one is seeing how much I'm in pain and no one is seeing how much I'm suffering. So
03:52please God, just take my life because I don't think there is any reason for me to,
03:57to live in this world. So all of that, uh, just started going on in my life. And to the point that
04:06I actually didn't know that me trying to move on from that, I was also not forgiving the family
04:12that was rejecting me. So then I later on then, uh, left Zimbabwe because I was staying in Zimbabwe.
04:19And then I moved to the UK. When I moved to the UK, I thought that I had progressed in my life in
04:26that everyone that had been looking down upon me, uh, they're going to start seeing how successful
04:32I can be. And they'll start seeing how I can do things by myself because my family failed to do
04:37that for me. So all of that revenge, all of that grudge, all of that frustration, I'd hidden it deep
04:44down and I would just try to walk, uh, and just live like a normal life. But inside of me, I wasn't
04:51that person that people would see me to be. And even my mind, I was that person that, uh, would think
04:59of bad things, like the worst things, the worst nightmares that everyone would just think of.
05:05I wouldn't look at someone and think of them for success just because of the things that had
05:10happened in my life, because I used to dream of becoming a doctor. I was to dream to be happy.
05:16I always had thoughts of just wanting to have a happy life, but just because of that moment that
05:21happened in my life, a sort of darkness came into me. And whenever that someone is saying,
05:27like talking, uh, about their futures and their dreams to me, um, I would just say in the back of
05:32my mind, uh, wait till negativity approaches your life and you see all of those dreams, uh, going away.
05:40So that was the person that I was inside of me. And then also, uh, I was a person or that also
05:47believed in masturbation. I thought that was the normal life, that something that you can do because
05:54the Bible says that you shouldn't have sex before marriage. So I thought that, you know, if someone,
06:00when we were talking about masturbation, I would actually encourage people to do it and say,
06:05you know, it's a, it's a, it's a safe way of preserving yourself because the, the Bible is
06:09against, uh, going out there and sleeping around with people. So if you do it, you know, you're just
06:15doing it for yourself because you are helping your body. You are, you are saving yourself. So those
06:20are some of the things that I, I used to do and thinking that I was doing the right way. But I really
06:26thank God, um, when I joined the God's Heart TV, uh, at first it was through a referral from
06:33a friend. Uh, she had seen me that I was suffering at work with the chest pains. And then she referred
06:38me to God's Heart TV. When my chest pains got worse, uh, at the point that every day of my
06:45life, I was just feeling like someone is just stabbing me in my chest, in my heart. Uh, that's
06:50when I then, uh, decided to join, uh, God's Heart TV. And then when I joined during the,
06:58the prayers, I then received my first deliverance. I vomited a lot during the, the, the prayer
07:06session. And at first I, I felt something moving, uh, in my stomach and like there was
07:14like a heat that was in my stomach and then something just moved. And then after that, I
07:18just had a feeling of vomiting and I vomited so many things. And for me, I thought that
07:26was my healing that I was healed. And then I just slept, but, uh, glory to God. Um, there
07:34was something in me that was dead being my spiritual life, my spiritual self. But I really thank
07:41God because that following morning, that person that used to have a dark mind, that person that
07:47used to, to dwell in rejection, to dwell in, in so many negativity, that person had changed.
07:55When I woke up, I first had the voice of God, uh, the voice of the Holy Spirit ministering
08:01in my mind. Uh, he just said, whenever you are in pain, just say, let the sick say I'm healed.
08:10Uh, let the weak say I'm strong and let the lost say I'm found. I started repeating those
08:17things. Whenever that I was feeling that I was having chest pains, I would just say those
08:21things. And gradually the pain just started fading away, uh, bit by bit, bit by bit, bit
08:27by bit. And also I used to be a person that would listen to secular music. That was my lifestyle.
08:35And that was, uh, that, that, that was the music that was in my phone all of the time. I didn't
08:41like to listen to gospel music, but after the, the deliverance that I had, I started loving
08:49gospel music to the point that I'm actually seeing myself that there's so much that has
08:56been changed in me. I I'm not the person that I used to be. If I'm listening to, to secular
09:01music, I, I dread it. And I'm like, God, can you just make this music stop so that I can just
09:07listen to your, to your music? Because whenever I'm listening to gospel music, I'll feel that I'm
09:13at peace. Whenever I'm listening to gospel music, my mind is very calm. And this is some of the
09:18things that I didn't use to experience, uh, before I had joined God's heart TV. So, so many things
09:25happened in my life. And also, uh, after the, the, the joining the, the God's heart TV, I
09:32also had an encounter when, uh, the Holy spirit took me to, to hell. Um, you, it's not a very
09:40good place. Uh, I remember I, I cried in that place and said, God, why have you taken me to
09:46this place of darkness and torment? And I'm going to have to stay there for eternity. When
09:52I was in that place of darkness and torment, I saw demons and these demons were swallowing
09:58people from their belly and they would spit them out. There was just worst torment. And
10:04then, um, I remember I was then taken out of that place. And then the Holy spirit told
10:09me that you need to tell people that masturbation is a sin. Uh, I know that the world has accepted
10:16it and they have said that it's a normal thing to do, but masturbation is a sin. And
10:22people need to stop doing it or else they will go to that place of darkness and torment and hell
10:29is real. So I, I really thank God for that encounter I had. And also I used to be a person
10:38that, uh, was never drawn to share the word of God to people. Uh, whenever people are having Bible
10:45studies and everything, I always wanted to, to just be away from that place. Uh, uh, sitting
10:52down and just sharing the word of God for me would seem as if like, I'm just spending eternity
10:57of my life talking about something that was never going to work. But right now I'm, I'm,
11:02I'm a changed person. I'm a person that when, like when I'm talking to my friends, the only
11:09thing that I'm encouraging them to do is to pray. The only thing that I'm just encouraging
11:13to do is to believe in God in their everyday lives, because I have seen so many things
11:19happening in my life and the prayer life that, um, I used to, um, I'm, I, I'm having right
11:26now. It's different. I get to enjoy praying. I get to enjoy listening to gospel music and
11:32I enjoy also fasting. So yeah, that's my testimony.
11:37You also mentioned that prior to joining the Interactive Prayer with Brother Chris, you also
11:42had issue with anger and, um, bitterness and, and, um, negative thought toward other people.
11:51Have you noticed any change in those, um, areas after joining the Interactive Prayer
11:57service with Brother Chris?
11:58Prior to also joining God's Heart TV, there is also something in me that changed. I didn't
12:04have peace within me. Like I say that I was the person that always wanted to revenge. Uh,
12:11I then remember reading the Bible this other day and I came across the verse that says,
12:18love your neighbor as you love yourself. Uh, I started reflecting upon it and I think the
12:25Holy Spirit wanted to teach me how to love and to teach me how to love those that had hurt me
12:31and to teach me how to express my love to others a hundred percent, like wholeheartedly with not
12:38thinking about, um, any negativity upon them without having bitterness and just leaving everything to
12:45God and knowing that our God is a God of peace in the midst of chaos. So that, uh, that also,
12:54it, it changed me and it reminded me that I need to love people and stop being a selfish person that
13:01only wants to live for the benefit of my own, but actually to live to love because the Bible
13:09encourages us to love our neighbors as we love ourselves. And also it got me to realize that
13:15our neighbor is not just someone that wishes us well. Sometimes it could be your worst enemy.
13:21Sometimes it could be your boss that will be frustrating you at work, but those people,
13:26those are the other people that you need to love all the time. And you just have to love them
13:31unconditionally without thinking about any, any, any negativity on them. Yes.
13:38Before we conclude, Emily, can you tell us what is your word of advice to the people who are now
13:44listening? Thank you very much. Uh, my word of advice to everyone that is listening. Uh, the first thing
13:54that I would just say is that trust in God, our God is not a failing God. And when his word says that
14:01I'm a God that does not lie, but for a man is to lie. We are people and we are drawn to lying. We are
14:10drawn to doing so many things that could end up hurting people, but God is not a God that could
14:15never leave you nor forsake you. He is a God that is watching over your life right now. He is the God
14:21that is looking after you. And his word also says that I am a shepherd and, uh, he shepherds our life
14:29and that we let nothing with him. These are some of the things that every day when you wake up,
14:34you just need to remind yourself that God is your shepherd and that you lack nothing. So each and
14:39everything that you're doing, just know that there is a God that is looking after you. There is a God
14:45that can be your comforter in the midst of chaos. There is a God that can bring peace within you.
14:51There is a God that would direct your life. He is a God that sacrificed his own son, uh, to die for our
14:59sins. So there is nothing that could ever limit our God. Everything that is happening in your life.
15:06Just know that our God is not a God of boundaries and there is nothing that he cannot do for you.
15:12And there is so much, uh, that our God can reveal as long as you trust him, as long as you just
15:20surrender yourself to Christ and say, God, I want you to take the will because you are my God and you
15:26are the true living God. That's my word of advice. Yes.
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