00:00There is no paradise, there are no angels, only ashes and dust and a well-functioning nothingness.
00:22Everything has meaning, everything has being.
00:25Nothing is further apart than the same landscape experienced with or without the person who made you love being in it.
00:35No longer talking to you has flattened my world, removed the mountains, filled the valleys with your absence.
00:46I love the past, it makes me happy and it gives me joy. People call me the vintage girl.
00:52The vintage girl.
00:53And look at the camera.
00:55Suddenly I noticed a little red flower you planted just a few weeks before you died.
01:01After a winter where everything died I had forgotten it, but now it has come alive again, bringing me greetings from beyond.
01:08The woman you just kissed send you away to an orphanage right after giving birth to you.
01:20Nobody in this tiny Irish town should know about her bastard child, as the church called you.
01:25The beauty of seeing is only fulfilled when the one you are looking at can see you back.
01:36And I need to you to be real.
01:39When I think of you now I see you as I saw you then, through the window from my study, behind slightly swaying sheets, the outline of your body seen through linen.
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