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00:00This is Alex.
00:01Your partner?
00:02Yeah.
00:03He's a genius.
00:05He went to university at the age of 15.
00:07The people I work with are inscrutable.
00:13Alex!
00:19What kind of relationship did you have with him?
00:21Did it involve sadism?
00:23No.
00:30I could never hurt Danny, because he is the only friend I have.
00:42This man is called Alastair.
00:44His parents are alive.
00:46Is it possible you enjoyed extreme sexual encounters with someone who didn't want you to know their name?
00:53He worked for MI6.
00:55He was a spy.
00:57The police were concerned you might have taken something from the crime scene.
01:00A personal item?
01:01Something of sentimental value?
01:03You wouldn't have done that, would you?
01:06Of course not.
01:07No.
01:08Of course not.
01:27V easiest thing to explain it.
01:29Switches.
01:30Pero...
01:31...
01:49Things.
01:55I'm sorry.
02:25I don't know.
02:55I don't know.
03:25I don't know.
03:55I don't know.
04:25I don't know.
04:55I don't know.
05:25I don't know.
05:55I don't know.
06:25I don't know.
06:55I don't know.
07:25You need to listen to me.
07:33I'm here today to tell you the truth.
07:37I'm here today to tell you the truth.
07:45I'm here today to tell you the truth.
07:46I'm here today to tell you the truth.
07:55I'm here to tell you the truth.
07:55I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:05I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:06I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:08I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:18I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:20I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:32I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:35I'm here to tell you the truth.
08:39In your phone call, you asked how it all works.
08:54You took that as a negotiating payment?
08:57Oh, no, um...
09:00I've never spoken to a journalist before.
09:04I don't want money.
09:07I'm here to tell you the truth.
09:20You used the word partners to describe your relationship.
09:24Yeah, we were partners.
09:26What do you mean by that?
09:28Um, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
09:32You've been together eight months?
09:36Yeah.
09:38During those eight months, how many times had you visited the attic?
09:42I'd never visited the attic.
09:45Apart from when I discovered.
09:51But that was the only time. It was the first time.
09:55But you must have known about it.
09:57No.
09:58The activities that went on up there.
10:00Well, that's what I'm trying to tell you.
10:02I don't think anything did go on up there.
10:05Um, I never saw him use those items.
10:09I never heard him talk about those things.
10:12You were his sexual partner for eight months.
10:15He never mentioned sadism.
10:16Never asked you to participate.
10:18Never discussed these predilections.
10:21You know nothing.
10:22Why won't you ask me what I think happened to him?
10:24What do you think happened to him?
10:26He was murdered.
10:28Who murdered him?
10:31I don't know.
10:32Why did they murdered him?
10:33I don't know.
10:34Why did they murdered him?
10:36Not here.
11:02Not here.
11:04You don't use his name.
11:08Is it true you didn't even know it?
11:21Did he ever tell you he was in danger?
11:24No.
11:26Can I get him?
11:29He's a spy.
11:30You needed to be careful.
11:31He met by chance.
11:33Thursday, he lied.
11:35But eight months later,
11:37you want to spend the rest of your lives together
11:39and you're still using the wrong name
11:40to say how much you love him.
11:42He told me his name was Alex.
11:46People lie, Danny.
11:48And they lie well.
11:50Guys who own rooms like that attic,
11:53when it comes to sex, they know what they want.
11:56and how they want it.
11:57How they want it.
11:58Your sex is professional.
12:01And he didn't know what he enjoyed.
12:05He never found out.
12:10Do you believe me?
12:23It doesn't matter what I believe.
12:25But yes.
12:27I do.
12:28Journalists make difficult bedfellows.
12:42You can't just tell them what to print.
12:44You didn't want to discuss it with me first.
12:46I knew you was trying to talk me out of it.
12:49Made me think what a dumb idea it was.
12:52What is this?
12:55Mistrust?
12:57It is.
13:00I see.
13:02You trusted me with your life.
13:06But not now.
13:07Not with this.
13:10My life is small.
13:11This is organisations, institutions.
13:16You see me as one of them, don't you?
13:19The suit, the education, the job.
13:21I'm part of the establishment.
13:22Well, aren't you?
13:25How dare you, young man?
13:28How dare you presume to know me?
13:30I know you because I've heard every secret you have to tell.
13:33What do you know about me?
13:35Answer me.
13:36I know...
13:37You know where I live.
13:39You know what films I like.
13:40You know what music I listen to.
13:42Did you know that I suffer from depression?
13:46Did you know that in the past I drank every night,
13:49every day, every morning,
13:51I drank until a stranger could smell it on me?
13:55Do you know just how fucking far I am
13:57from being part of the establishment?
14:01How dare you mistrust me
14:05when you don't know?
14:12You want to know who I am?
14:14Who I really am?
14:17I'll show you.
14:30Where are we going?
14:43Come on.
14:44Then you can decide whether you trust me or not.
15:00This is the spot where my career as a spy came to an end.
15:13I was a spy.
15:15Long time ago.
15:19The world's very different to this one.
15:21I've recruited at Cambridge.
15:32I said yes partly because it wouldn't be a normal life with regular hours.
15:38I was desperate to avoid the five o'clock home time.
15:42Whilst not being bohemian enough to imagine life without a proper professional.
15:53Not very patriotic motives I suppose.
15:58But they rather like that about me.
16:00An utter lack of idealism.
16:02Romantics make unreliable spies.
16:07It was my third year with MI6.
16:17I was travelling back to London on the night train.
16:21A handsome man entered my carriage.
16:27Sat opposite me.
16:30The tips of our shoes touched.
16:33Our eyes chanced.
16:36He asked the most mundane questions in the most exciting way.
16:41When we arrived at Paddington, I went to the gentleman's and waited.
16:45In a cubicle.
16:48Door ajar.
16:50Hoping.
16:56I can't tell you how happy I was to see him.
16:59It meant that I hadn't been wrong.
17:04And that for the next fifteen minutes or so I wouldn't be alone.
17:07After all these years, prudishness runs deep.
17:20The next day I was approached by a Soviet operative.
17:25Who described how the Soviet Union welcomed men like me.
17:32Under communism we're all equals.
17:34Of course.
17:36Once I'd completed my mission here.
17:39In a country that would always hate my kind.
17:42I could set up home in Moscow and be free.
17:47Some men like me actually believed that lie.
17:50But I was not one of them.
17:53So all that remained was the blackmail.
17:57I'd be exposed.
18:02Arrested.
18:04Disgraced.
18:08So that night.
18:11I bought a rope.
18:13And came here.
18:14And came here.
18:17But sitting on that branch.
18:19Noose ready.
18:22I thought to myself, there is another way.
18:25He told your bosses you were gay.
18:27That's a wonderful wrong answer.
18:30However, the option did not yet exist.
18:33No.
18:35I explained to my section head that I'd been approached by a Soviet operative.
18:41And I detailed the nature of the blackmail.
18:43He asked if the allegations were true.
18:46I admitted that I'd made a mistake with a man.
18:50And that the operative probably had evidence of that mistake.
18:54But it was only once.
18:56An act of disgusting madness.
18:59I'm not a homosexual.
19:01And I'm not a traitor.
19:05Hard for them to believe the second statement when they knew that the first was a lie.
19:09So I proposed preposterously.
19:12They employ someone to follow me for the rest of my life.
19:15Photograph my every move.
19:16I would never touch another man.
19:20I didn't discover until later that it hadn't been a Soviet operative.
19:24It had been an internal investigation.
19:28You've heard of a mole hunt.
19:30Well, this was a fag hunt.
19:32Which they saw as more or less the same thing.
19:35Her Majesty's Secret Service had had its fingers burnt by one too many queer spies.
19:40But my prompt confession saved my life.
19:42I was moved from MI6 into what was then named the Ministry for Transport, where I was little more than a pen pusher, whispered about by those in the know.
19:55Out of gratitude and fear, I kept my end of the bargain.
19:58And for eleven years, I did not touch another man.
20:03I did not touch another man.
20:04I did not touch another man.
20:25Will you sleep?
20:26Then I propose we stay up all night and wait for the morning papers together.
20:35Put that and leave us together.
21:05Let's go.
21:35Let's go.
22:05You'll drug test me.
22:11I need this.
22:24It's from his parents.
22:54It's from his parents.
23:24Mr. and Mrs. Turner.
23:33It's a beautiful countryside right now.
23:49How long have you lived here?
24:11Didn't Alistair tell you?
24:19No.
24:20What did he tell you about us?
24:24The truth.
24:26Please.
24:28He told me you were dead.
24:30We weren't close.
24:33We weren't close.
24:33He told me,
24:43He told me.
24:45He told me.
24:46He told me.
24:50Bathroom's opposite. It's all yours.
25:18Is one towel enough?
25:20Penny.
25:50We've already eaten. We won't stand here and watch.
26:24How was dinner?
26:38Fine.
26:40Alistair, tell me about it.
26:54Tell me about it.
26:56Will you be able to sleep?
27:12Probably not.
27:18Alistair suffered from insomnia.
27:20That's why I enjoyed running so much. To exhaust him. His mind was so busy.
27:26He ran so he could sleep.
27:40Why can't you talk to me?
27:42He ran so much.
27:44He ran so much to eat.
27:46He ran so much to eat.
27:48He ran so he could eat.
27:50He ran so much to eat.
28:52Time to talk.
29:07You read the article?
29:11We're not making any judgments.
29:12You see the life we lead.
29:19We're private people.
29:21We don't want attention.
29:24The past is the past.
29:25What Alistair did in London was up to him.
29:28He was an adult.
29:30Can't bring him back.
29:32We'd just prefer it.
29:34If there was no fuss.
29:38We'd both prefer it.
29:42I won't talk to the press again.
29:44That's good.
29:45But nobody was saying it, so I had to.
29:48Your son was murdered.
29:49After breakfast, why don't we go for a walk?
29:53Your son was murdered.
30:08My son is dead.
30:10My wife is sick.
30:13I'm sorry.
30:15Enough.
30:18Enough?
30:18Enough.
30:19Enough.
30:20Enough.
30:21Enough.
30:22Enough.
30:22Enough.
30:23Enough.
30:24Enough.
30:24Enough.
30:25Enough.
30:25Enough.
30:26Enough.
30:26Enough.
30:27Enough.
30:27Enough.
30:28Enough.
30:28Enough.
30:29Enough.
30:29Enough.
30:30Enough.
30:31Enough.
30:31Enough.
30:32Enough.
30:32Enough.
30:33Enough.
30:33Enough.
30:34Enough.
30:34Enough.
30:35Enough.
30:35Enough.
30:36Enough.
30:36Enough.
30:37Enough.
30:37Enough.
30:38Enough.
30:38Enough.
30:39Enough.
30:39Enough.
30:40Enough.
30:40Enough.
30:41Enough.
30:41We need to leave soon if we're to catch your train.
30:55That is not his bedroom.
31:02This is not his home.
31:05Have you lost your mind?
31:07Who are you?
31:11Who are you?
31:26Who is that?
31:28That was Alastair's mother.
31:34His mother?
31:41What does she want?
31:43To meet you.
31:49How far is it?
31:51Not far.
31:51How far is it?
32:09I don't know.
32:39Anything else you want to see?
32:49Not everyone is comfortable inviting strangers to their home.
32:55We thought if you saw where we lived, you might try to extort us.
32:58Why do you think I would want your money?
33:00Because you have none.
33:03You want an apology. I gave you an explanation.
33:06You? I believe.
33:08My husband's name is Charles. My name is Francis.
33:14My son's name was Alistair.
33:17Your name, Daniel, we read in the paper.
33:19My staff, you met.
33:21Where's she taking my staff?
33:23Well, surely you're going to spend the night.
33:24We're in the midst of restoring the house to its former glory.
33:52We had hoped Alistair would finish the task.
33:59This is Israel.
34:13How did you know?
34:16This is Israel.
34:29How did you know?
34:32Because it's the loneliest room I've ever been in.
34:47Charles was sure you'd catch the train home today. None the wiser.
34:56I was convinced you'd figure it out.
35:12It seems you did so not with reason or deduction,
35:15but something akin to female intuition.
35:28I won't sleep in here.
35:29I would never have allowed it.
35:41Dinner is at eight.
35:43You're embarrassed by his death.
35:47Yes.
35:50Upset too?
35:54Yes.
35:55More than you can imagine.
36:17I won't sleep in here.
36:18I won't sleep in here.
36:19I won't sleep in here.
36:20I won't sleep in here.
36:21I won't sleep in here.
36:22I won't sleep in here.
36:23I won't sleep in here.
36:24I won't sleep in here.
36:25I won't sleep in here.
36:26I won't sleep in here.
36:27I won't sleep in here.
36:28I won't sleep in here.
36:29I won't sleep in here.
36:30I won't sleep in here.
36:31I won't sleep in here.
36:32I won't sleep in here.
36:33I won't sleep in here.
36:34I won't sleep in here.
36:35I won't sleep in here.
36:36I won't sleep in here.
36:37I won't sleep in here.
36:38I won't sleep in here.
36:39I won't sleep in here.
36:40I won't sleep in here.
38:17Did you realize your provocation was infantile before or after you came through that door?
38:25Before, I see.
38:26But you didn't decide to change.
38:33Would you like me to?
38:35No.
38:37I think I prefer you like that.
38:50Alice took completed that maze unassisted three months before his fifth birthday.
39:12Others considered him to be disturbed.
39:21But what they saw as a disturbance of the mind was, in fact, an exceptional gift.
39:26However, it's not enough in this world to be born brilliant.
39:31You need direction and discipline.
39:34You need someone who reminds you day after day never to waste your talent on triviality.
39:39How many brilliant minds are out there right now, rotting in squalor and neglect?
39:47It took every ounce of my strength to make Alistair realize his potential.
39:51He ended up hating me for it.
39:58Would you guess that already?
40:00Would you guess that already?
40:00Would you guess that already?
40:05Your son was murdered.
40:09The attic was staged.
40:15And everything you read about his death is a lie.
40:25After dinner, perhaps you would join me for a drink.
40:30My son wasn't gay.
40:48Before you hold some sort of parade through the house, hear me out.
40:52Alistair didn't think like ordinary people.
40:56He didn't feel what ordinary people feel.
41:00In his eyes, everyone was a puzzle.
41:02He took immense satisfaction, figuring out what a person wanted, and then giving it to them.
41:09As if we were all computers.
41:14Waiting for the correct code.
41:16Alistair could be anything a person wanted him to be.
41:23In your case, it appears you craved romance.
41:27A good old-fashioned love story.
41:29He gave it to you.
41:32Meanwhile, he continued giving other kinds of stimulation to other kinds of people.
41:38Men and women.
41:39If he was involved with someone who hankered off to risk, he would have provided it.
41:51Danger, pain, submission, domination.
41:53Alistair was as precocious sexually as he was intellectually.
42:00To him, they were one and the same.
42:02Sex was just another form of decryption.
42:04You think I'm cruel?
42:10Perhaps I am.
42:13But not in this instance.
42:15I wanted to preserve your illusions.
42:17We had hoped that you would go home and mourn in the belief that your relationship was perfect.
42:26You loved him.
42:27I see that.
42:29However, I cannot allow you to be unaware of the facts in case you blunder further into a situation you simply do not understand.
42:38I'm not surprised he used a different name.
42:41He was playing a part.
42:42The part of a conventional lover.
42:47I haven't read many books.
42:53I haven't been to many places.
42:59But I have fucked a lot of people.
43:05And there's one thing you just can't fake.
43:12Inexperience.
43:17The body's tense when it should be relaxed.
43:21It hurts when it should be fun.
43:26And it's dirty when it should be clean.
43:28I don't care how smart you are.
43:34Your muscles can't lie.
43:36I'm talking about feeling his inexperience as clearly as I can feel this glass.
43:43Do you follow me, Francis?
43:44I can see you do.
43:48So I know for a fact you're lying.
43:54I know for a fact that your son, the man I loved, was a virgin.
44:00What I don't understand is why you're so keen to convince me otherwise.
44:03When he told me you were dead, he wasn't lying, was he?
44:21Amongst all the lies you heard here this weekend, recognize one truth.
44:26No fuss is the best piece of advice you will ever be given.
44:31No fuss is the best thing to do.
44:49Four, four, four.
44:56Four, five, three, five.
44:59No wrist.
46:59I prefer it down here.
47:07She won't like it.
47:12No.
47:14I don't think she will.
47:23You cared about him.
47:24You cared for him.
47:31If he had a problem, he came to you, didn't he?
47:34Not her.
47:37You loved him.
47:45Alex.
47:55Alex.
47:55Alex.
47:58You hated the name, Alistair.
48:09You hated the name, Alistair.
48:09What happened here?
48:18What happened here?
48:19Get as far away from these people as you can.
48:24He insisted.
48:32He insisted.
48:34You одна.
48:36You were scared.
48:37No, I knew.
48:37Here.
48:38You were scared.
48:40I said, I will.
48:40You were scared.
48:41You were scared.
48:42You're scared.
48:43You're scared.
48:44You were scared.
48:44I'm scared.
48:45You're scared.
48:46Let's go.
49:16Let's go.
49:46Let's go.
50:16Let's go.
50:46Let's go.
50:47Let's go.
50:48Let's go.
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51:18Let's go.
51:19Let's go.
51:20Let's go.
51:21Let's go.
51:22Let's go.
51:23Let's go.
51:24Do you own a house?
51:28No.
51:30A car?
51:32No, nothing.
51:34You have your health.
51:38That's the most precious asset of all.
51:42Health.
51:48Lots of people think they have nothing to lose.
51:52But in my professional experience, they just haven't thought it through.
51:58You're threatening me.
52:00Threatening?
52:02My, oh, my.
52:04This is just a conversation.
52:06A chit-chat.
52:08Two people passing in the night.
52:12I can see why you're so confused.
52:14Over the years, I've adopted quite a few of your country's customs,
52:18but that great British reserve escapes me.
52:20I enjoy talking too much.
52:24Now, once in a while, someone, unexpected, tells you something
52:30that might save your life.
52:34Be sure to put that card someplace safe.
52:46Thanks.
52:48You're heading into the middle.
52:50I'm not miles away.
52:51I'm not leaving.
52:52I'm leaving here.
52:53I'm leaving.
52:54I'm leaving.
52:55I'm leaving.
52:56I'm leaving.
52:58I have to wait for a second here,
52:59and then I'll make it a new place to appear.
53:01I'm leaving here.
53:02I'm leaving.
53:03I'm leaving.
53:04I don't know.
53:34I don't know.
54:04I don't know.
54:11You think my house is bugged?
54:18I've just been threatened.
54:20I don't know.
54:21They murdered us.
54:23Who?
54:24The people who murdered Alex.
54:27All right.
54:29Suppose he was murdered.
54:32Suppose you're right.
54:34Follow it through.
54:36The implications of what you're saying.
54:39You know nothing about them.
54:41They will know everything about you.
54:43Every action you take will have been predicted, planned for, even coming here tonight.
54:48And if they don't kill you, it'll be for one reason.
54:54They consider you less of a nuisance alive than dead.
54:59If you're insulted by the idea of your insignificance, you shouldn't be.
55:02You should cherish it.
55:04No daring journalist is going to come to your raid.
55:07No rogue police officer.
55:09It's just you.
55:10You alone, Danny.
55:11Ask yourself.
55:12Honestly.
55:13Who are you?
55:14You're friends with everyone.
55:16You trust everyone.
55:17And you know no one.
55:18You know these people.
55:19I knew them 30 years ago.
55:21Help me.
55:26One way or another, I've been afraid for much of my life.
55:29And it's a privilege to spend time with a man who's never afraid of anything.
55:33And that's not because you were born in a different time.
55:36You're fearless.
55:38I've always wondered how that must feel.
55:41But Danny, occasionally it's right to be afraid.
55:46Leave this alone.
55:48Promise me.
56:16You're definitely starting to mention way of theúarna time later.
56:20It's a darauf going.
56:21I'm going to destroy you cooper.
56:23We're always, you'reorton at night.
56:25I've応揻 on our assignment.
56:26I can't find us.
56:28I can't scratch mine.
56:29I can'ttone it.
56:30And here's how our intermediate ops goes down.
56:32Okay, let's concentrate.
56:34We're a thousand Optimus Team.
56:39On this board, we have to look for more leveling
56:40stars from lowனiamn.
56:43If you are running sharp Radio, we're running short andосkate.
56:45Let's go.
57:15Let's go.
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