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Starring Daniel Brocklebank (Coronation Street) and Jonny Labey (EastEnders).
Twenty-two year old David has it all – he’s young, hot, and he’s just got into the prestigious dance school of his dreams. But he has a secret: for two years he’s been sleeping with his sister’s husband, Jules. After an argument between the two lovers, David throws himself into a one-night stand with Sam, a casual encounter which fast becomes something much stronger.
Unable to express his feelings to anyone, Jules is slowly driven mad by his secret desire for David, and jealous of his new found, public relationship. When David’s sister, Jane, insists he brings his new boyfriend over for dinner, Jules snaps, revealing in turn a secret which none of them can ignore.
SOFT LAD is the directorial debut from Leon Lopez, an examination of lust, jealousy and their consequences in contemporary Liverpool.
Twenty-two year old David has it all – he’s young, hot, and he’s just got into the prestigious dance school of his dreams. But he has a secret: for two years he’s been sleeping with his sister’s husband, Jules. After an argument between the two lovers, David throws himself into a one-night stand with Sam, a casual encounter which fast becomes something much stronger.
Unable to express his feelings to anyone, Jules is slowly driven mad by his secret desire for David, and jealous of his new found, public relationship. When David’s sister, Jane, insists he brings his new boyfriend over for dinner, Jules snaps, revealing in turn a secret which none of them can ignore.
SOFT LAD is the directorial debut from Leon Lopez, an examination of lust, jealousy and their consequences in contemporary Liverpool.
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00:02:04Hey, it's David.
00:02:06I'm coming round.
00:02:08I got some news to tell you.
00:02:10I'm a mess.
00:02:11Look, crack open the champagne.
00:02:12See you soon.
00:02:13Hurry up.
00:02:14Come on.
00:02:15Hang on.
00:02:15I've only just got here.
00:02:16Get a move on.
00:02:17What's going on?
00:02:19Can you not guess what day it is?
00:02:21Hold up.
00:02:22Nearly broke a heel.
00:02:23You tried a kid in them heels.
00:02:25You can barely walk on them, let alone running them.
00:02:27Shut it, soft lad.
00:02:28Why are we here?
00:02:29I need to tell Jews.
00:02:31What did your mum and dad say?
00:02:32I'll tell them later.
00:02:34So what are you going to do?
00:02:35Are you going to take it?
00:02:36Are you crazy psycho bitch or what?
00:02:38Oi, enough for the insults.
00:02:39I got into the best dance company in the country.
00:02:42In the whole of Europe.
00:02:43Possibly even the world.
00:02:44Just carried away.
00:02:45Oh, stupid door.
00:02:51When are they going to get it fixed?
00:02:53You never answered my question.
00:02:55You silly cow.
00:02:57Of course I'm going to take it.
00:03:00What are you going to take?
00:03:02Jules, we were just looking for you.
00:03:04Now you've found me.
00:03:07You're not coming in?
00:03:15Drink, anyone?
00:03:19No, I'm fine, thanks.
00:03:21David?
00:03:23Um, no thank you.
00:03:28So what's the news?
00:03:30What are you going to be taking?
00:03:32Go on.
00:03:34David, tell the man.
00:03:36I, um,
00:03:38I got in.
00:03:40In?
00:03:42Yeah.
00:03:45Oh, bloody hell.
00:03:48He got accepted into the dance company.
00:03:50Oh.
00:03:53Well.
00:03:58Congratulations.
00:04:03You're not happy for me.
00:04:04I just said, congratulations.
00:04:07Really happy for you.
00:04:12You're welcome.
00:04:13Look, um, I'm going to go.
00:04:16No, I won't go.
00:04:17Yeah, I need to go get ready.
00:04:19I've got double shift at the bar tonight.
00:04:21You coming with me?
00:04:27Um, no.
00:04:28No, you go.
00:04:30Sorry.
00:04:32It's okay, I'll probably be in later for the injury.
00:04:35To celebrate?
00:04:36Yeah, to celebrate.
00:04:39Stacey?
00:04:39Yeah?
00:04:42Goodbye.
00:04:42Yeah, bye.
00:04:46See you later.
00:04:47See you later.
00:05:12Hey, honey.
00:05:17What a day.
00:05:18Oh, that's better.
00:05:20Just what I need.
00:05:34I've had emails moving through all day about the new summer range.
00:05:41Oh, I get to the school.
00:05:42The traffic is packed right the way down the high street.
00:05:45When I finally get close enough, there's nowhere to park.
00:05:47Hey, princess.
00:05:48Hey, daddy.
00:05:49And then when I finally get in there, they want to drag me in for a quick Q&A on how much we value the school.
00:05:54I mean, I love the place, but...
00:05:56How was school?
00:05:57Okay.
00:05:58Good.
00:05:58Zephyr upstairs, sweetheart, get changed.
00:06:01I don't want to get changed.
00:06:03Do as you talk, please, love.
00:06:05I'm going to give your Uncle David a kiss.
00:06:07Oh, sorry, Jane.
00:06:08I've been in my own world.
00:06:11Oh, hey, Steph.
00:06:11Hey, Uncle David.
00:06:14Mummy's taking me to dance class today.
00:06:16I'm going to be a ballet dancer, just like you.
00:06:20I'd be going anywhere if you don't go and get changed, sweetheart.
00:06:22Oh, you're going to be much better than me, lovely.
00:06:25I'm so proud of you.
00:06:27I think we are the ones who are proud of you, mister.
00:06:29Who, me?
00:06:30What do you mean?
00:06:31Steph, go on upstairs.
00:06:36What do you mean?
00:06:37What do I mean?
00:06:38Erm, the job.
00:06:39The dance company you've been mithering us about for, like, the past 22 years.
00:06:44How did you know?
00:06:45I'll give you one clue.
00:06:47Blondes, big boobs, fog over the mouth.
00:06:50See?
00:06:52She shouts at me as I was getting out of the car on the drive.
00:06:56David was just giving me the good news as you arrived.
00:06:59Congratulations, David.
00:07:01Thanks, Jules.
00:07:04Right, I better get back to Mum and Dad's.
00:07:07Don't be silly, sweetie.
00:07:08You've got to stay.
00:07:08You've got to celebrate.
00:07:10We've got a couple of bottles of wine there.
00:07:12Jules brought back from Paris.
00:07:14Paris?
00:07:15Yeah.
00:07:16I was there for work, weren't you, love?
00:07:17Mm-hmm.
00:07:18This is a special occasion.
00:07:19It definitely warrants a special little something.
00:07:21Oh, I think you're right.
00:07:22And the wine will be perfect for this occasion.
00:07:25Don't you think, David?
00:07:27Not my lip for drinking tonight.
00:07:29Oh, I'm here, innit?
00:07:30You're staying.
00:07:31I haven't even told Mum and Dad.
00:07:32You came to tell us first.
00:07:34Well, I'm honoured.
00:07:34Hmm.
00:07:36Well, what's that, then?
00:07:38I'm going to go and get Stephanie ready for dance class.
00:07:40You've got approximately three hours to do what you need to do.
00:07:43Then I want you back here, ready for a celebratory meal.
00:07:46Do you hear me, young man?
00:07:49Yeah, three hours, I heard.
00:07:51Three hours should be plenty of time.
00:07:52Well, this is all very exciting.
00:07:55Yes.
00:07:56Mwah!
00:08:03Why are you being like this?
00:08:05I'm not.
00:08:06You know what?
00:08:09You're killing me.
00:08:11I came here to see you.
00:08:13To tell you what you told me.
00:08:17Why are you being like this, David?
00:08:19Cooking your dinner, for Christ's sake.
00:08:20No, my sister's cooking me dinner.
00:08:22No, her husband is providing the wine.
00:08:25I bought it from Paris.
00:08:27It seems to be small.
00:08:28I love it.
00:08:29My dear boy.
00:08:31Why don't you go run your errands?
00:08:34We'll speak later, OK?
00:08:36Why not now?
00:08:38You know.
00:08:39Boy, we're going to be back in like an hour and a half or so, OK?
00:08:43Jane, can I grab a lift?
00:08:45Of course you can.
00:08:45Are you ready?
00:08:46Uh, no, I need to speak to David about something.
00:08:48Just wait, I'm sorry.
00:08:49Yeah, but you just...
00:08:50Never mind what I just said.
00:08:52You coming?
00:08:56You coming?
00:08:58I...
00:08:58I...
00:08:58I...
00:08:59I just need to speak to him about something.
00:09:01I want not the David to come with her.
00:09:03Oh, sweetheart.
00:09:04No.
00:09:05I'm just going to talk to him for a second.
00:09:07But you...
00:09:08Look, you go and have a great ballet lesson.
00:09:10And we will see you later on, OK?
00:09:13OK.
00:09:14OK.
00:09:14Come on.
00:09:16Come on.
00:09:16Come on.
00:09:17Come on.
00:09:22Yes.
00:09:53What are you like?
00:10:11I've had the rest of you.
00:10:13From what, may I ask?
00:10:15It's life.
00:10:17I'm going to whisk you away to a desert island
00:10:19and peel breaks for you
00:10:21when I suck on your toes.
00:10:24You're a little crazy, you know that.
00:10:26I'm crazy for you.
00:10:29What has gone into you? What you want?
00:10:31Prozac? Valium?
00:10:33Can I have some?
00:10:34I've not seen you like this since
00:10:36when you got back from Paris.
00:10:39No, my love.
00:10:40It's sex that you're after.
00:10:42Calm down.
00:10:45I can't take that.
00:10:46No, you're funny.
00:10:48I've had sex for like over a month
00:10:49and now I'm about to hold a dinner party
00:10:51and you get a little frisky, haven't I?
00:10:54No.
00:10:55It's hardly a dinner party.
00:10:57You've got your little gay brother
00:10:58coming around for dinner.
00:10:59It does. Don't be like that.
00:11:00Like what?
00:11:02Quickly, get some clothes on, will you?
00:11:04Well, if it isn't Carlos or Custer.
00:11:11Watch your eyes there, gay boy.
00:11:17Why is he being like that?
00:11:18Oh, do you not notice?
00:11:20He's only playing.
00:11:21You know what he's like?
00:11:23I thought I did.
00:11:25He's just teasing you.
00:11:28He's so proud of you.
00:11:30We all are.
00:11:32Mum and Dad
00:11:32had me on the phone
00:11:34for like over half an hour.
00:11:36Let's put them on loudspeaker.
00:11:37Otherwise, none of this.
00:11:38We're finished.
00:11:39They're mad.
00:11:42You know, it's the first time
00:11:43I actually believed that
00:11:44Dad was proud of me.
00:11:46Are you kidding?
00:11:48He's so proud of you.
00:11:49He's done nothing but going about you.
00:11:51You and your dancing
00:11:51since the time that you were dopey
00:11:53in Snow White.
00:11:54You were like, 10.
00:11:56You're all insane.
00:11:59How about you?
00:12:01Hmm?
00:12:02How do you feel?
00:12:05You know, you're the, uh...
00:12:07You're the first person
00:12:08to actually ask me that.
00:12:11That's because I love you.
00:12:12I'm good.
00:12:13I'm happy.
00:12:16I don't know.
00:12:17It's just...
00:12:18It's the start of my life.
00:12:20Do you know what I mean?
00:12:20No.
00:12:21But I can imagine.
00:12:22It's what I've always wanted.
00:12:25Now you've got it.
00:12:26Exactly.
00:12:28Now I've got it.
00:12:29What?
00:12:31No buts.
00:12:33You still want it, right?
00:12:35I want anything in the world.
00:12:38Oh.
00:12:39I know what that, well, means.
00:12:46What?
00:12:47David, I know you.
00:12:48Have meaning?
00:12:50Sweetheart, I want nothing but the very best for you.
00:12:53And this job, that's going to give you that.
00:12:57I know.
00:12:58What I'm saying is, do not let anything get in the way of it.
00:13:03I don't know what you're talking about.
00:13:05I'm not fit.
00:13:06You don't fool me.
00:13:07Yes, yes.
00:13:08I'm not trying to fool anybody.
00:13:10There's only one thing that can come between you and your dance.
00:13:14It's if you're a baby.
00:13:15I'm 22.
00:13:17Exactly.
00:13:18Man, come and go.
00:13:21My advice.
00:13:23This won't go.
00:13:24Me, um, change the subject, please.
00:13:28Look me in the eye.
00:13:29Tell me you're not in love.
00:13:35It's okay.
00:13:37People think bad here for being in love.
00:13:40Love is, love is magical.
00:13:44David, when you dance,
00:13:45that is pure magic in itself.
00:13:50You've got to do this while you're young, babe.
00:13:54Whoever this man is,
00:13:56if he loves you,
00:14:00then he'll wait for you.
00:14:01Yeah.
00:14:04It's a change of subject.
00:14:07Talking about me.
00:14:08Thought I felt my ears burning.
00:14:10You've got to knock my love.
00:14:11It's not always about you.
00:14:13I think you'll find it is.
00:14:14It's a nice, aren't you, mister?
00:14:18So what were we talking about, then?
00:14:24Magic.
00:14:26Yeah.
00:14:28Magic.
00:14:30And if you...
00:14:31If you want something bad enough,
00:14:35it'll work for you.
00:14:36I've never really been any good at magic.
00:14:50In an hour,
00:14:51it's not St. Tampa,
00:14:53Zoltana,
00:14:54or Zangria.
00:14:55It's the Tanta.
00:14:57The Tanta.
00:14:58Get 46 Barclays Premier League games,
00:15:00most featuring top teams,
00:15:01exclusively live.
00:15:02I didn't have to drive, man.
00:15:06How else were you going to get there?
00:15:08I'll do it in a fit state
00:15:08to be walking the streets.
00:15:10What, you worried someone
00:15:11will take advantage of me?
00:15:12Something like that.
00:15:13You're not going to talk with him tonight.
00:15:20I'm not going to be saying anything
00:15:21I want to hear.
00:15:22Like what?
00:15:23Sorry would be a start.
00:15:25For what?
00:15:26If I have to tell you,
00:15:27you're hardly the man I thought you were.
00:15:29Give me a clue.
00:15:30I could give you a list
00:15:31for treating me like shit,
00:15:32using me for sex,
00:15:33having me lie to my whole family,
00:15:36and letting me fall in love with you.
00:15:38You're not in love with me there, babe.
00:15:39Oh, what the fuck would you?
00:15:45Look.
00:15:47I'm sorry for not supporting your dream.
00:15:49Okay?
00:15:50I really am happy for you.
00:15:53Yeah, sure you are.
00:15:54But I am.
00:15:54It's just...
00:15:56It's what?
00:16:00You've got it easy.
00:16:01You've got all bases covered.
00:16:04You think so, do you?
00:16:05Look, I know so.
00:16:05All the while, I'm...
00:16:07I'm dying inside.
00:16:09Always the drama queen.
00:16:10Oh, fuck you.
00:16:12What about me, eh?
00:16:14Do you seriously think
00:16:15this is all fun and games for me?
00:16:16It's your choice to play happy families.
00:16:18It's not that simple.
00:16:19It's as simple as you want it to be.
00:16:21I love your sister.
00:16:23And what?
00:16:24You only like sticking your dick in me.
00:16:27No, Jules, is that it?
00:16:29You're not gay because you've got a wife and a family.
00:16:31Oh, yeah, but every now and then
00:16:32you like to stick your dick in her brother's arse.
00:16:34It's not that at all.
00:16:38I really like you, David.
00:16:40What do you think that weekend in the Lake District was all about?
00:16:42I don't know what that weekend was about.
00:16:45A short chance to get your end away
00:16:46for a whole weekend without having to look over your shoulder
00:16:48every five minutes.
00:16:50And there was me thinking you actually cared.
00:16:53I do care.
00:16:54I mean, Paris.
00:16:58Fucking Paris.
00:16:59I can't believe Jane actually fell for that.
00:17:02Can we behave like adults for just one moment, please?
00:17:05You enjoyed that weekend just as much as I did.
00:17:08Well, at least you can admit you enjoy it.
00:17:09I do.
00:17:10I'm sorry.
00:17:16You OK?
00:17:18I'm going to miss you.
00:17:21Miss my arse, you mean?
00:17:22Oh, God.
00:17:24No.
00:17:24Yes.
00:17:32I was shocked, hurt, jealous, whatever you want to call it.
00:17:40That's why I behaved the way I did.
00:17:42I love you, Jules.
00:17:44That's why I behave the way I do.
00:17:46You're funny.
00:17:47I'm glad you find the humour in it all.
00:17:50What can I do?
00:17:52Obviously not.
00:17:54Look, I keep saying it until you believe me.
00:17:59I love you.
00:18:01You may be stupid of me.
00:18:03I might be foolish.
00:18:06I might be a kid.
00:18:08I've fallen in love and it's...
00:18:10It's breaking me in two.
00:18:15I don't want you to go.
00:18:16Really?
00:18:20No.
00:18:23I won't go.
00:18:24So silly, you've got to go.
00:18:25No, don't you get it.
00:18:29I'm prepared to sacrifice my whole life.
00:18:32My family.
00:18:34The thing I've ever cared for.
00:18:38If you can't say that, I might as well be banging my head against a brick wall.
00:18:42David, what do you want from me?
00:18:44If you told me not to go, you'd leave Jane.
00:18:49No, I can't do that.
00:18:55Now that's the problem.
00:18:57If you can, you just won't.
00:18:58It's a joke.
00:19:06He is fine.
00:19:07David, but I...
00:19:08I said he is fine.
00:19:10David, I do...
00:19:11Jules.
00:19:14I get it.
00:19:18Thanks for the lift.
00:19:19Hey, it's Jules Spence.
00:19:28I can't get to the phone right now, so leave a massage and I will endeavour to get back
00:19:31to you as soon as possible.
00:19:33Baby, it's me.
00:19:34I'm sorry to phone you when you're driving.
00:19:36We're out of milk.
00:19:38You know, it's just like she loves it every morning.
00:19:39Could you, um...
00:19:41Could you pay me some up, please, on your way back?
00:19:42Oh, and maybe we could, uh, pick up from where we left off just before our David come round,
00:19:52hey?
00:19:53Got me apron on.
00:19:55And, um, nothing but me apron.
00:19:58Love you.
00:19:59So he fucked you in her bed?
00:20:01Okay, okay.
00:20:02There's no need to be so crude.
00:20:05I knew there was tension.
00:20:07I could feel my knickers getting wet just standing there.
00:20:09Never thought he'd do it in his own bed.
00:20:11Oh, I feel like shit.
00:20:16I do love him.
00:20:17Yeah, he's sexy.
00:20:18Oh, it's not just that.
00:20:20I don't know.
00:20:22He said he was being a twat because he didn't want me to go.
00:20:24What, he said that?
00:20:25Well, not exactly those words, but along those lines.
00:20:29Do you believe him?
00:20:31I don't know.
00:20:32Well, so what are you going to do?
00:20:34There's nothing I can do.
00:20:35You could tell your sister.
00:20:37Oh, yeah.
00:20:38Nice one, Einstein.
00:20:39Maybe I'll publish a book about how to lose me family in five easy steps.
00:20:44Well, she is your sister.
00:20:45But it's thicker than water and all that.
00:20:47What would I say?
00:20:49Oh, hi, Jane.
00:20:49It's David, your brother.
00:20:51So I'd let you know that after two years, well, on and off, I've been sucking your husband off.
00:20:55Yeah, mum would love that.
00:20:57How is your mum?
00:20:58She'd have a heart attack if she found out about anything like this.
00:21:03She thinks the world of jewels.
00:21:05Maybe I could throw myself under a bus.
00:21:07No, love.
00:21:08When you go, you want to look your best.
00:21:10Close coffins in it, I've got to say.
00:21:12Oh, you're sick.
00:21:13I'm sick.
00:21:14You said it.
00:21:16I just think you're brave.
00:21:18That weekend when we went away, it was the first time I actually thought, well, maybe it could work.
00:21:24I mean, before that, it'd been the odd mess about when he was drunk.
00:21:26I remember the first time it ever happened.
00:21:30It was at Christmas.
00:21:33We were having a drinking competition after mum and dad come to bed.
00:21:39I found him hot.
00:21:40Yeah.
00:21:41I never wanted to sleep with him.
00:21:43I was just so happy for Jane having found a top bloke.
00:21:47I guess looking back, I could always tell he was a bit, you know, fruity.
00:21:53How do you mean?
00:21:54I don't know.
00:21:54He was just too nice and too smiley and always willing to help if ever I needed anything, you know.
00:22:03Anyway, it was me and him left and we was doing vodka shots.
00:22:07He stood off to go to the bathroom and he lost his footing on the carpet.
00:22:10He slipped in front of my lap.
00:22:14He just laughed and rolled about on the floor.
00:22:18Then we started kissing him.
00:22:20We joked it off after that, but at Easter, it happened again.
00:22:23And then every holiday or celebration after that, we just get drunk and play the game.
00:22:30What have I got myself into?
00:22:32Well, at least you're going away, that'll give you some headspace.
00:22:37Am I?
00:22:38Yes, you are.
00:22:40David, you bloody well are, even if I have to drag you there myself.
00:22:44We've been planning this for years.
00:22:46Oh, we?
00:22:48You know what I mean.
00:22:49It's not just your dream, you've roped us all into this.
00:22:52We all want it just as bad as you do.
00:22:54But you getting out of this city is like our little escape too.
00:22:57Not just about you anymore.
00:22:59No pressure, Link.
00:23:02Honey, I'm sorry.
00:23:05I know, I know, it was unexpected.
00:23:07I'm on call.
00:23:08I don't like it any more than you do, but I have to go into the office and sort out the mess that someone else has made.
00:23:14If I could come home, I would.
00:23:15You know that.
00:23:18Jane, stop.
00:23:20Listen, it's my job.
00:23:23It's what pays the bills and puts food on the table.
00:23:25It's late.
00:23:26I'm tired.
00:23:27And the last thing I want to do right now is argue with my wife about coming home to put bloody milk in the fridge.
00:23:31I'll be home as soon as I can, okay?
00:23:39Okay.
00:23:41Love you too.
00:23:47Four pounds, please.
00:24:01Four pounds, please.
00:24:31Party, baby, we came here to party.
00:24:34Got Patron in my body, and the beat thing got me started, baby.
00:24:38Put your hands up, put your hands up.
00:24:42Tear the club owner, I say we don't give up, cause we gon' lie.
00:24:46DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:24:50We gon' lie.
00:24:51DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:24:54We gon' lie.
00:24:55DJ, time me up.
00:24:56DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:24:58We gon' lie.
00:24:59DJ, time me up.
00:25:00DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:25:02We gon' lie.
00:25:03DJ, time me up.
00:25:04DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:25:06We gon' lie.
00:25:06DJ, time me up.
00:25:08DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:25:10We gon' lie.
00:25:10DJ, time me up.
00:25:12DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:25:14We gon' lie.
00:25:14DJ, time me up.
00:25:16DJ, DJ, time me up.
00:25:18We gon' lie.
00:25:19I'ma break it down, make my body go
00:25:21We gon' ride, I'ma go so crazy
00:25:24Every time I hit a place in the beat
00:25:25We gon' ride, I'll be all eyes on me
00:25:28When I do a thing, I'm so
00:25:29We gon' ride, I'ma go stop
00:25:32I'ma party to the sun
00:25:34Come on down
00:25:35Come on down
00:25:36David here, you know what to do
00:25:42David, it's your mum
00:25:44You didn't come home last night
00:25:46Look, sweetheart, I'm not checking up on you
00:25:49Because I know you don't like that
00:25:50I don't like that, sweet, you know, I'm not doing that
00:25:53I just, well, I want to see it okay
00:25:55We can't have anything happening to those prized feet now, can we?
00:25:59We need you in one piece to start work
00:26:01Come September
00:26:01Oh, give me a call, my love
00:26:04As soon as you get this, please
00:26:06I love you
00:26:07Hey, babe
00:26:11Listen, everyone's going crazy
00:26:13I've had your mum and dad on to me
00:26:15Even Jules has been on trying to find out where you are
00:26:17Look, apparently you're not picking up your phone
00:26:19So they've asked me to try
00:26:20I haven't told them I saw you leave with that guy
00:26:24I don't want to get them worried
00:26:25But the longer I keep it from them
00:26:27The more I put myself in this shit
00:26:28Give me a call as soon as you get this
00:26:31We're all worried here
00:26:33Love you
00:26:34See?
00:26:39Erm, yeah
00:26:41No, erm
00:26:43Sorry, what's your
00:26:46Erm
00:26:47I'm Sam
00:26:49Sorry
00:26:50There's no need to be
00:26:53I made you a cup anyway
00:26:54Thank you
00:26:56You okay?
00:26:59Yeah, why?
00:27:00You look like a rabbit caught in headlights
00:27:01No, I'm fine
00:27:04It's just
00:27:04I've got a load of voice messages from
00:27:06From home
00:27:07They're not used to me staying out this late
00:27:10They think I've been kidnapped or something
00:27:12You wouldn't realise I was 22
00:27:15Who says you haven't been kidnapped?
00:27:18Well, have I?
00:27:19Maybe
00:27:20How's about we pick up from where we left off last night?
00:27:27I don't think I've got the energy
00:27:28Oh, you had plenty of energy last night
00:27:30I think I had a little help
00:27:32What was that you gave me?
00:27:35I gave you?
00:27:36No, no, no, no, no
00:27:37From what I remember, you snatched it from me
00:27:39What was it?
00:27:42Methadrone
00:27:42Methadrone?
00:27:46Never heard of it
00:27:47A little bit of coke
00:27:48Cocaine?
00:27:50That's not so shocked
00:27:51I'm not
00:27:53It's just
00:27:54You've never done it before?
00:27:57Oh, so you're not just a sex virgin
00:27:59Alright, then
00:28:00You don't need to be like that
00:28:02There's no need to be ashamed
00:28:03I was a virgin until I was 22
00:28:05I'm not ashamed
00:28:06I told you I was a virgin anyway
00:28:09You were good
00:28:12Oh, God
00:28:13I can't remember a thing
00:28:14Oh, thanks
00:28:16No, don't worry
00:28:18I was as gentle as I needed to be
00:28:20I didn't want your first experience to be a bad one
00:28:22I guess I need it to worry now
00:28:25What else did I say?
00:28:31It was cool
00:28:32It was all good
00:28:33We had fun
00:28:34You should let me refresh your memory
00:28:36Were we...
00:28:39What?
00:28:43Were we safe?
00:28:45Always play safe, buddy
00:28:46Thank God
00:28:48You're a virgin
00:28:49So we're cool
00:28:50Yeah, but we used a condom, right?
00:28:54I always used condoms
00:28:56Usually
00:28:56But we didn't have any
00:28:58Oh, fuck
00:29:00We were in the moment
00:29:01And you said it was okay
00:29:03Remember?
00:29:04That's when you told me
00:29:04That's why we did it
00:29:06Look, don't worry
00:29:08Okay, I'm negative
00:29:10And I promise you
00:29:10I always usually use condoms
00:29:12I got tested last month
00:29:13Plus I pulled out before
00:29:16You're gonna get that?
00:29:28Are you avoiding someone?
00:29:30I just don't want to talk to anyone at the moment
00:29:31Well, they obviously want to speak to you
00:29:37Maybe you should answer that
00:29:41Hello?
00:29:47Address
00:29:47Sorry
00:29:48Address
00:29:49Look, I'm okay
00:29:51I said give me the fucking address
00:29:53I'll text at you
00:30:01That was short and sweet
00:30:06What?
00:30:10Is everything alright?
00:30:12Yeah
00:30:13Good
00:30:14What's your address?
00:30:17117 Belvedere Road
00:30:18Flat 2
00:30:19117 Belvedere
00:30:21So, are you okay?
00:30:26Yeah
00:30:26Fine
00:30:28It was Jules
00:30:29Your boyfriend
00:30:31What?
00:30:32No
00:30:33My dad
00:30:35I've got to go
00:30:38Yeah, no worries
00:30:41I'm sorry
00:30:45Like I said, no worries
00:30:48Look, I put my card in your jeans
00:30:51Just in case
00:30:51Just in case I want more drugs
00:30:53I'm a banker, not a drug dealer
00:30:55Isn't that the same thing?
00:30:58Alright, smart arse
00:30:59No, just in case you want to come back
00:31:00You don't even know me
00:31:03Well, I know enough to know
00:31:04I'd like to get to know more
00:31:05Oh, yeah
00:31:06How many times have you used that line?
00:31:08Oh
00:31:09Where's all this coming from
00:31:11All of a sudden?
00:31:13Nothing
00:31:13I'm sorry, I'm not used to this
00:31:17Look, I'm not a player
00:31:18Okay, I'm too old for all that
00:31:20I just say it how I see it
00:31:21What do you see in me?
00:31:23Have I not made that obvious?
00:31:29I guess so
00:31:29Thank you
00:31:32For what?
00:31:36To know
00:31:37Just thank you
00:31:38For treating me like a human being
00:31:41What?
00:31:43Nothing
00:31:43I'm being silly
00:31:45You're cute
00:31:46Thanks
00:31:48You're sexy
00:31:49You think so?
00:31:51I know, son
00:31:52I wish I could stay
00:31:55You're more than welcome to
00:31:56I can't
00:31:58Well, I'll be here
00:32:02Like I said, any time
00:32:04Right?
00:32:05Any time
00:32:06Might just take you up on that
00:32:09Mm-hmm
00:32:09You just do that
00:32:11Oh, shit
00:32:14I'm sorry
00:32:15I'm sorry
00:32:17I have to get ready
00:32:18I'll be him
00:32:20Mm-hmm
00:32:20Your dad
00:32:22I'll get your jeans
00:32:25Yeah
00:32:29My dad
00:32:31You can drop me here
00:32:53I'm dropping you at the door
00:32:54Suit yourself
00:32:55You think that was clever?
00:33:00Excuse me
00:33:01Going home with a complete stranger
00:33:03To be honest, Jules
00:33:04It's none of your business
00:33:04Yes, you're right
00:33:11It's not
00:33:11I'm a grown man
00:33:12And I'm 22
00:33:13And I'm single
00:33:14I can do whatever I want
00:33:15Next time, at least
00:33:16Phone your mother
00:33:17Thanks for the advice
00:33:20Keep that in mind for next time
00:33:22What, you gonna see him again?
00:33:24As I said, Jules
00:33:25It's none of your business
00:33:26So tell me
00:33:30What you're doing to me
00:33:32I'm going out of my head
00:33:36It's burning
00:33:38Inside of me
00:33:40You gotta hold on me, bed
00:33:44I don't wanna run away from you
00:33:48Everything that I'm trying to do
00:33:50You need to do
00:33:52Lift me in my eyes and say it
00:33:55I need to hear it
00:33:57Those little words I crave
00:34:00Cause when you touch me
00:34:03And you leave me
00:34:05Boy, you kill me
00:34:07So let's go around again
00:34:10Hold on tight again
00:34:14I'm going to rush for me
00:34:17Do you again
00:34:18Tell me once again
00:34:23So let's go around again
00:34:27Let the sun kiss away all the rain
00:34:31Let the light shine through the rain
00:34:35Say those words again
00:34:39Again
00:34:40Can you feel my heartbeat?
00:34:44Put your hands on my chest
00:34:46It's running from me
00:34:47See, birds are no good
00:34:50They always fail me
00:34:52My mind overloads
00:34:54Whenever you call my name
00:34:58So put your lips on my lips
00:35:00And forget who we are
00:35:02Let's go right back to the start
00:35:05Go around again
00:35:07Hold on tight again
00:35:11I'm going to rush for you again
00:35:15Tell me once again
00:35:20So let's go around again
00:35:24Let the sun kiss away all the rain
00:35:28And let the light shine through the rain
00:35:32Say those words again
00:35:36What a lovely couple
00:35:46Have you shown me one more picture of you and Sam?
00:35:49No, it's you and me, soft arse
00:35:50You always thought you and me would end up together
00:35:55Oh, for the last time
00:35:57I'm gay
00:35:57You know what I mean
00:35:59Living together
00:36:00Do you think me and Sam will end up living together?
00:36:03Not this again
00:36:04You've only known him two minutes
00:36:06Two months
00:36:07Now you're in love
00:36:08Five minutes ago you wanted to run away with your sister's husband
00:36:11Oh, why are you being like this?
00:36:13I'm not
00:36:14But you can't just keep jumping from one thing to the next
00:36:17And I can't keep running after you like some idiot picking up the pieces
00:36:20Where's all this come from?
00:36:25I just feel like I've been putting my life on hold following your dream
00:36:28And in the back of my mind
00:36:30You always thought it would be you and me moving to London
00:36:31And we'd carry on same as ever
00:36:33Stace, I love you
00:36:35That'll never change
00:36:36Sam isn't some rebound
00:36:38This is it for me
00:36:39What about when he finds out about Jules?
00:36:43That's never going to happen
00:36:44I'm going back to college
00:36:52Going to finish my hairdressing course
00:36:54Good
00:36:56I've gone to London
00:36:57You know that wasn't my first thought
00:36:59But then I got this place
00:37:01I needed to do something for me
00:37:02Jane's invited us to dinner next week
00:37:06You should go
00:37:08Us?
00:37:09Meaning you too
00:37:10Oh no, you're okay, thanks
00:37:12Oh come on
00:37:13Knowing what I know
00:37:15You know me
00:37:16Two glasses of wine
00:37:17God knows what come out of my mouth
00:37:18Well the offer's there
00:37:21Where are you going?
00:37:27I told you I'm going to meet
00:37:28Sam
00:37:29Over to you
00:37:30This might have been David
00:37:46Hardly seeing him lately
00:37:48Back early
00:37:51It's like two o'clock yet
00:37:55and already it's been one of those days.
00:38:25What?
00:38:36Something's the matter?
00:38:38No.
00:38:39How come you're not in work?
00:38:41I'm working from home this afternoon, is that alright?
00:38:44Well, thanks.
00:38:46What's that supposed to mean?
00:38:48It's not supposed to mean anything. I was just asking it at all.
00:38:51Am I not allowed to be at home at this time?
00:38:53Be silly.
00:38:55Don't call me silly.
00:39:05It's gone into you.
00:39:06I can leave if it's a problem.
00:39:08I wasn't saying that.
00:39:10You didn't have to.
00:39:12So it's alright for you to sit around all day trying on clothes,
00:39:14but I want to come and work from home in the afternoon.
00:39:16It's an issue.
00:39:17I'm sorry if I'm getting in your way.
00:39:20Jules, I wasn't saying that.
00:39:22Then what were you saying?
00:39:25I wasn't saying anything.
00:39:27Well, maybe that's the problem.
00:39:29I work in fashion.
00:39:37I try on clothes.
00:39:38I write articles.
00:39:39I don't just sit around all day doing nothing.
00:39:42On top of that, I look after this house.
00:39:45I look after our daughter.
00:39:46And I don't do anything, is that it?
00:39:48Jules, I wasn't saying that.
00:39:56What's got into you?
00:39:58You've been like this now for weeks.
00:40:01I'm fine.
00:40:05Is there a problem at the office?
00:40:07No.
00:40:08I'm fine.
00:40:12Okay.
00:40:14Well, I'm here for you if you need to talk.
00:40:19I know David hasn't been around here much lately.
00:40:21The fuck has that got to do with anything?
00:40:23Well, he doesn't swear at me.
00:40:25I just know that you usually share this kind of stuff with him.
00:40:29What are you talking about?
00:40:31I'm just saying that.
00:40:32I know how much you enjoy his company.
00:40:34That's all.
00:40:35God, I miss him.
00:40:38So I can imagine that you do.
00:40:41So, you'd be pleased to know that.
00:40:43I've invited them both around for dinner next week.
00:40:47Them?
00:40:48David and Sam.
00:40:49What have you done that for?
00:40:50Because it's David's new boyfriend and...
00:40:53Well, I think that we should meet him.
00:40:54Yeah, well, maybe I don't want to meet him.
00:40:57I think that we should support him.
00:40:59They're just fucking.
00:41:00How much support do they need?
00:41:01Jules, what's your problem?
00:41:02Next you'll be telling me you want to watch.
00:41:04Jules!
00:41:05I don't want a couple of faggots in my house around my daughter.
00:41:09Don't you dare call my brother that.
00:41:11What, a faggot?
00:41:12Jules, I'm warning you.
00:41:13But he's a big fucking queer.
00:41:15Ah!
00:41:17Oh!
00:41:19Jules, let go of me!
00:41:20Ah!
00:41:23Get off me, Jules!
00:41:25Jules!
00:41:27Jules!
00:41:28Jules!
00:41:29Jules!
00:41:34I don't fucking need this.
00:41:54David here.
00:41:55You know what to do.
00:41:56Yeah.
00:41:57You know what to do.
00:41:58I'm trying to get a old date with my daughter.
00:42:00Stacey.
00:42:22George.
00:42:23Hi.
00:42:24What are you doing here?
00:42:26No.
00:42:27I've been trying to get hold of David,
00:42:28but that seems to be able to find him.
00:42:30Do you know where he might be?
00:42:31Yeah, I think he was supposed to be meeting Sam.
00:42:33Yeah.
00:42:34So this is Sam?
00:42:36Yeah.
00:42:37Well, what do you know about him?
00:42:40Not much.
00:42:41He's a nice bloke.
00:42:42Yeah?
00:42:43Yeah.
00:42:44And he loves David.
00:42:46He loves him?
00:42:48Yeah.
00:42:49And I'm really happy for him, for them both.
00:42:53David's going away.
00:42:54Yeah, and Sam will probably wait for him.
00:42:56Maybe transfer with his job.
00:42:58They're really happy, Jules.
00:43:00Really happy.
00:43:02Nothing more for him.
00:43:03I love David like a brother.
00:43:05Yeah, it's nice to know.
00:43:06Jane and Steph.
00:43:08Sorry?
00:43:09Well, I'm saying you must love them, too.
00:43:12It's none of your business.
00:43:14See why David's concerned?
00:43:16I'll make it my business.
00:43:17What are you getting at?
00:43:19I'm not getting at anything, Jules.
00:43:21But please, for everyone's sake, don't ruin this.
00:43:24I would dream of it.
00:43:26Of course you wouldn't.
00:43:28Have a good night.
00:43:29Don't forget me to work.
00:43:33Are you fucking kidding me?
00:43:35Language.
00:43:36But you've never seen Grease the movie?
00:43:38It's not really my thing.
00:43:40It's quite possibly the best movie ever made.
00:43:44Are you laughing at me?
00:43:46It's quite hard to believe.
00:43:47I mean, there's The Godfather and Pulp Fiction.
00:43:49Oh, you're so straight.
00:43:51Oh, hardly.
00:43:52I love The Devil Wears Prada.
00:43:54Look, Meryl Streep.
00:43:55I'll give you that one.
00:43:57Yeah, but when it comes to musicals...
00:43:58No, no, no.
00:43:59That's where I sign off.
00:44:00Oh, really?
00:44:01Well, you better be signing back on, mister,
00:44:03because that's my future.
00:44:05You're going to be in your best suit
00:44:06for a whole list of premieres.
00:44:08Because I want you by my side.
00:44:13What?
00:44:14What, is that your way of proposing to me?
00:44:17Oh, you're so stupid.
00:44:19No, no, no.
00:44:19I see what's happening here.
00:44:21But, baby, you're going to have to get down on my knee.
00:44:24You're full of it!
00:44:26No.
00:44:26If you want to make an honest woman of me,
00:44:29then I need you to do it right.
00:44:31I mean, what am I going to tell our kids?
00:44:33That their father was a lunatic
00:44:34and had to be locked away.
00:44:35Now you're just checking it out.
00:44:36No, I'm not.
00:44:37Yes, you are.
00:44:38I'm not.
00:44:38You are.
00:44:39I'm not.
00:44:40No, I'm down.
00:44:41I'm giving.
00:44:43I love you.
00:44:46Is it too early for that?
00:44:48I love you, too.
00:44:50Really?
00:44:51Yeah.
00:44:53So let's make it official.
00:44:55Marriage?
00:44:56Don't stop letting us.
00:44:57I'm being exclusive.
00:44:59I've been exclusive since we met.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:02Me, too.
00:45:04So let's do it.
00:45:07We've been doing it for months.
00:45:10Stop.
00:45:12I'm using condoms.
00:45:14Oh.
00:45:15Why?
00:45:16Because I love you.
00:45:18I don't want to be with you.
00:45:20And when I'm with someone I love,
00:45:21I just want it to be special.
00:45:24I know you don't remember them, huh?
00:45:26But our first night together was pretty intense.
00:45:28And I'm nervous.
00:45:31I haven't felt that close to someone in a while.
00:45:33But we need to feel like that all the time.
00:45:38Okay.
00:45:39Let's do it.
00:45:40Okay, so now we're going to...
00:45:43We...
00:45:44We take all precautions.
00:45:47What do you mean?
00:45:48I'm getting tested.
00:45:50I thought you said you were negative.
00:45:52I bet there's more things to worry about than HIV.
00:45:54And, you know, it's just better to be safe.
00:46:01Do you not trust me?
00:46:02I trust you with one of my heart.
00:46:04I'm worried about myself.
00:46:05Listen, I haven't, because I keep in the same point these years.
00:46:07I'm 28, my love, not 22.
00:46:13Okay.
00:46:15Let's do it.
00:46:16Let's do it.
00:46:18Let's do it.
00:46:19All the time.
00:46:19All the time.
00:46:21All the time.
00:46:27Hey, it's Jules Spence.
00:46:28I can't get to the phone right now, so leave a massage,
00:46:31and I will endeavour to get back to you as soon as possible.
00:46:35Jules, it's me.
00:46:36Where are you?
00:46:38What's all that about?
00:46:40Look, I'm sorry if you're stressed.
00:46:43I know I don't always make things easier, but...
00:46:46Can we talk about this, please?
00:46:48I can't help you if you won't talk to me.
00:46:52I love you.
00:46:53I love you.
00:46:53I love you.
00:47:02I love you.
00:47:06Let's go.
00:47:36Let's go.
00:48:06Let's go.
00:48:36Let's go.
00:49:06Let's go.
00:49:07Let's go.
00:49:08Let's go.
00:49:10Let's go.
00:49:11Jane.
00:49:12Let's go.
00:49:13Let's go.
00:49:14Let's go.
00:49:15Let's go.
00:49:16Let's go.
00:49:17Let's go.
00:49:18Let's go.
00:49:19Let's go.
00:49:20Let's go.
00:49:21Let's go.
00:49:22Let's go.
00:49:23Let's go.
00:49:24Let's go.
00:49:25Let's go.
00:49:26Let's go.
00:49:27Let's go.
00:49:28Let's go.
00:49:29Let's go.
00:49:30Let's go.
00:49:31Let's go.
00:49:32Let's go.
00:49:33Let's go.
00:49:34Let's go.
00:49:35Let's go.
00:49:36Let's go.
00:49:37Let's go.
00:49:38Let's go.
00:49:39Let's go.
00:49:40Let's go.
00:49:41Let's go.
00:49:42Let's go.
00:49:43Let's go.
00:49:45Oh, Jules.
00:49:46What's happening to us?
00:49:50Is it just what I've said?
00:49:53Or something I've done or something that I haven't done?
00:49:59It's not you.
00:50:00It's me.
00:50:03Well...
00:50:04...it's not you it's me.
00:50:06Right?
00:50:07Okay, I see.
00:50:09I didn't mean it like that.
00:50:10Jane I do love you do you just you really just love the idea of me it's like image perfect
00:50:33family I try my best Jules I know sometimes I try too hard I know I'm aware of that make a nice
00:50:46house for you for us I give you as much love as I suppose you can give I make sure that you you want
00:50:57for nothing I cook I clean I don't know what else there is that I can't do
00:51:03Jules I says it says what is this how we're gonna be
00:51:20are we over no is there someone else is there Jules of course not please Jules if there is then you've got to tell me
00:51:44I mean I love you but I won't let you make me a fool Jane you're not a fool I'm sorry it's just
00:52:14work
00:52:23late nights early mornings I'm stressed tired
00:52:38then why didn't you talk to me about it I'm here for you Jules why why didn't you just let me in
00:52:47it's not that easy why not Jules
00:52:50why not
00:52:54I'm not very good at talking about how I feel
00:53:00I'm ashamed
00:53:11weak I guess
00:53:16I promise
00:53:20I will try to be better
00:53:22I don't want to be like this
00:53:28I just want us to go back to our home we used to be just you me and Steph
00:53:41please
00:53:44will you give me another chance
00:53:48please
00:53:50if not for us
00:53:54if not for us then for Steph
00:53:55now
00:53:59if we're gonna do this then we do it for us
00:54:05I'm not having our doors are being used as an excuse
00:54:10okay
00:54:12for us
00:54:15I'm not having our doors
00:54:28okay
00:54:28It's hopeless just waiting
00:54:31A minute too deep
00:54:34Don't think I can survive
00:54:36You just can't believe
00:54:37You can't get me floating
00:54:39Pull me back when I was close to the edge
00:54:42But I'd go head first
00:54:44And now that I'm in
00:54:46I'm close to being out of my bed
00:54:49But I don't want you to save me
00:54:54Don't come to my rescue
00:54:56No, not this time
00:54:58I'll give in before it takes me
00:55:00Before it takes the hold of you
00:55:03And I, I can't find the answers
00:55:08Make the right decisions
00:55:11So I'm searching
00:55:14Seeking some wisdom
00:55:18David here. You know what to do.
00:55:23Hello, this is a message for Mr Henderson.
00:55:25It's Dr Jackson from the Men's Sexual Health Clinic
00:55:29We'd like you to come in and discuss your results please
00:55:32At your earliest convenience
00:55:33Thank you
00:55:34Hey, you're through to Sam's phone. I'm either at work or in the gym
00:55:46Leave a message and I'll get back to you ASAP
00:55:48Hey babe, it's me
00:55:52Listen, Jane just called me
00:55:56And, well, she said
00:55:59Can we make it another night for dinner?
00:56:01Someone's come up
00:56:02I'm, erm, I'm running around there now to look after Steph for the evening
00:56:08And, er, I'll call you later to explain
00:56:10I, I, I love you
00:56:13And, erm, oh, it doesn't matter
00:56:18Speak later
00:56:21Jules
00:56:25Jules, can you give me a hand, please?
00:56:29What's wrong?
00:56:30Can you open the wine?
00:56:31Can you give me an ear to open the wine?
00:56:33I'm just finishing off here
00:56:34It's red wine
00:56:35I want it to breathe before we drink it
00:56:37I'm not that lazy
00:56:40I'm not that lazy
00:56:41You can smell the delight that I'm cooking up here
00:56:45I'm so excited
00:56:47Hurry up
00:56:48David's going to be here soon
00:56:50Honey, just so you know
00:56:51I may have to pop out later on
00:56:54I promised the office I'd go in
00:56:55And do a conference call with some clients in the US
00:56:57Again?
00:56:58Yeah, I'm sorry
00:56:59Jules, I told you about this last week
00:57:01I've given you enough notice
00:57:03This, it's, it's important to David
00:57:05Here, aren't I?
00:57:07I'm not rushing off
00:57:08I'm just saying
00:57:09At some point
00:57:09I may need to pop out
00:57:11So don't be surprised
00:57:12Hey sweetheart
00:57:16Where's Sam?
00:57:20He's gone after work
00:57:26Oh, I thought you would have come together
00:57:28That was the plan, yeah
00:57:30I wanted to come a little earlier
00:57:32It doesn't finish till seven
00:57:34I couldn't wait
00:57:35It's seven now
00:57:36Are you alright?
00:57:40What?
00:57:41You look a little frazzled
00:57:43I suppose you could say that
00:57:46David, what's the matter?
00:57:48Is everything okay with you and Sam?
00:57:51Yeah
00:57:51Yeah, fine
00:57:52I just
00:57:53I'm just tired of everything
00:57:55And what do you mean by that?
00:58:00To be honest
00:58:01I don't know
00:58:02David, come on, sit down
00:58:04Take the weight off your feet
00:58:06I've just got to
00:58:08Run to Mum's
00:58:10For a stat's pyjamas
00:58:11It won't be long, okay?
00:58:12Yeah
00:58:12Sure, you're alright?
00:58:13Fine
00:58:13You go
00:58:14Okay
00:58:15And honey, give Naomi oven for me
00:58:17It should be okay
00:58:18But just in case Mum gets me Gavin
00:58:19Yeah, sure
00:58:21So
00:58:33How are you?
00:58:34Been better
00:58:38I feel like I've not seen you
00:58:41Yeah, well you just know you haven't
00:58:42And you've been counting too
00:58:45I've missed you
00:58:48Really?
00:58:52Yeah
00:58:52I've missed you so much
00:58:55You missed my arse, you mean
00:58:57I'm sure you kept yourself occupied
00:59:00David
00:59:00I'd like to say I've missed you too, Jules
00:59:03But it's been the best eight weeks of my life
00:59:07And I'm happy for you
00:59:08Oh yeah
00:59:09You really?
00:59:12Yes
00:59:12I want you to be happy
00:59:15Oh, you've got a funny way to shout
00:59:17David, some things in life aren't so black and white
00:59:21I know it's a cliche
00:59:25Sometimes you don't know what you've got
00:59:29Until it's gone
00:59:29Yeah, I know that one really well
00:59:34I love you
00:59:39Please
00:59:42I do
00:59:44I mean, it's taken me a long time to admit it, but I
00:59:48I love you
00:59:52I love you
00:59:52I love you
00:59:53I love you
00:59:54I love you
00:59:55I love you
00:59:56I love you
00:59:56I love you
00:59:57I love you
00:59:58I love you
00:59:58It's turning into one big regret
01:00:00Ruining Jane's life
01:00:02Ruining Jane's life
01:00:04I love you
01:00:05I love you
01:00:06I love Death
01:00:07I love her
01:00:07I'm in love with you
01:00:11Well
01:00:13It's a little bit late for her now
01:00:15Is it?
01:00:18Is it really?
01:00:19Yes
01:00:19Yes, it is, Jules
01:00:22You've made my life hell
01:00:25Not only have you let me on
01:00:27You've lied to
01:00:29No, you've lied to my
01:00:30My whole family, my sister, who I'm supposed to love.
01:00:34I can't believe I've been so selfish.
01:00:36I'm willing to come clean.
01:00:41How long have you known you again?
01:00:45Where's that come from?
01:00:47How long have you been sleeping with men?
01:00:50I've never slept with you.
01:00:51Don't lie to me, Jules. How long?
01:00:54I'm not lying.
01:00:56How long have you been sleeping with me?
01:01:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:01:05I wasn't the first person you slept with.
01:01:07No, I probably wasn't the second or the third.
01:01:10I probably wasn't even the last.
01:01:13I should have guessed it.
01:01:16You're too good to be true.
01:01:18I mean, a public school boy, of course you're experimented.
01:01:21No, you're just being childish.
01:01:23How many?
01:01:25Amy, I don't know what you're talking about.
01:01:27I've got HIV, Jules.
01:01:29What?
01:01:30Human immunodeficiency virus.
01:01:32I know what it means.
01:01:33And I got it from you.
01:01:34You got it from me.
01:01:35You're going to repeat everything I say!
01:01:41David, stop playing games.
01:01:44Look, I know I've hurt you.
01:01:45This is hardly some revenge tactic, Jules.
01:01:47This is my life I'm talking about!
01:01:50I'm being deadly serious!
01:01:55What did you find out?
01:02:00I was tested.
01:02:01Sam.
01:02:02Sam's negative.
01:02:03I'm positive.
01:02:04And the only other person that I've slept with
01:02:06or had sexual relations with is you!
01:02:12How many?
01:02:14I don't know.
01:02:16I don't know.
01:02:17I don't know.
01:02:18I don't know.
01:02:19Maybe...
01:02:22Four, maybe five.
01:02:24No.
01:02:26They're all unprotected light at the moment.
01:02:28I need to know.
01:02:31They've sent me to death.
01:02:33Not just me.
01:02:34Like Jane and Steph.
01:02:35No.
01:02:40No, it can't be.
01:02:48When did it start?
01:02:49The first time was...
01:03:01Jane was pregnant with Steph.
01:03:03I know you're not lying about that as well.
01:03:05I promise.
01:03:06I wouldn't lie when it comes to my daughter.
01:03:08No, thank heavens for small mercies!
01:03:14So it's just me and Jane you've infected.
01:03:18David, you can't blame me for what happened between us.
01:03:21I don't blame you.
01:03:23I take full responsibility on my part in this.
01:03:26I fucked up.
01:03:27And I'm willing to admit that.
01:03:28But I can blame you for being reckless.
01:03:31For being selfish.
01:03:32For...
01:03:34I'm not considering other people's safety while I'm fucking around!
01:03:38I have to live with my actions and their repercussions.
01:03:40And so do you.
01:03:42But you're chained.
01:03:44You're gonna tell that?
01:03:45No!
01:03:47I'm not!
01:03:48You are!
01:03:53I just want to get that.
01:03:54Hey.
01:03:57There.
01:03:58There.
01:03:59Are you expecting someone?
01:04:02Not that I can think of.
01:04:04Only Sam.
01:04:06Jules, I'll get...
01:04:08Sam.
01:04:09Hi.
01:04:10Morning.
01:04:14David.
01:04:16Sam.
01:04:19What are you doing here?
01:04:21Why am I interrupting something?
01:04:22It looks like you guys are getting ready for dinner.
01:04:26Sam.
01:04:27I can explain.
01:04:28We are getting ready for dinner.
01:04:29We were waiting for you.
01:04:31Oh really?
01:04:32Sam.
01:04:33Look.
01:04:37Hi.
01:04:39I'm Jules.
01:04:41It's nice to meet you.
01:04:42I've heard a lot about you.
01:04:43Hello.
01:04:45Sorry this is a little bit strange because I got a message saying that dinner was cancelled.
01:04:49Baby.
01:04:50Please.
01:04:51It's fine.
01:04:52I'm looking at one more thing.
01:04:53You don't want me to meet you?
01:04:54No.
01:04:55It's not.
01:04:56It's not it at all.
01:04:57It's just...
01:04:58It's a lot more complicated.
01:05:01So you've not told him?
01:05:02Oh shut up Jules.
01:05:04Have you not done enough?
01:05:06What does he mean by that?
01:05:10Look.
01:05:11I can't really...
01:05:12I can't really...
01:05:13I can't really talk right now.
01:05:15I just need a moment.
01:05:16So you want me to go?
01:05:18No.
01:05:19No.
01:05:20Come on David.
01:05:21Come in and guns blazing.
01:05:22Fill him in.
01:05:23I can't believe what was just happening to me.
01:05:24I'm just...
01:05:26You must be Sam.
01:05:28Oh I'm so pleased to meet you.
01:05:30David has told me all about you.
01:05:32Yep.
01:05:33So I've heard.
01:05:34Look at you.
01:05:35You're even more handsome than your pictures on Facebook.
01:05:37What are you all doing here?
01:05:39Come on.
01:05:40Come through.
01:05:44Jules.
01:05:45Are we not fixing these boys a drink?
01:05:46No.
01:05:48No no.
01:05:49They were just in the middle of telling me something.
01:05:50Sam please.
01:05:51Really?
01:05:52What?
01:05:54It doesn't matter.
01:05:55You're back.
01:05:56I assume it has something to do with the emergency.
01:05:58Emergency?
01:05:59Sam.
01:06:00I told you.
01:06:01I can explain.
01:06:02Explain?
01:06:03Explain what?
01:06:05Explain what Jules?
01:06:07David left me a voicemail earlier saying that dinner had been cancelled and that he was
01:06:17coming over to babysit.
01:06:18And I thought I'd come round and keep him company.
01:06:21Why would you say that?
01:06:23Because...
01:06:24Because I needed to see you both alone.
01:06:27The whole pair of visits tonight was...
01:06:29I needed to.
01:06:31I wanted to come clean.
01:06:33I wanted Jules to confess to what he's done.
01:06:36And what we've both done.
01:06:37And what we've both done.
01:06:38No, Jules.
01:06:39I've had enough.
01:06:40I can't do it anymore.
01:06:43David, what on earth are you talking about?
01:06:46Who are you going to tell her?
01:06:49Tell me what Jules?
01:06:51Tell me what?
01:06:53Jane, I'm not being totally...
01:06:59David and I...
01:07:00Um...
01:07:01You thought Jules?
01:07:02We've been having an affair.
01:07:03Is this some sort of joke?
01:07:04No.
01:07:05We've been sleeping together.
01:07:06You and your brother-in-law, yeah?
01:07:07Sleeping together?
01:07:08For about two years.
01:07:09For two years?
01:07:10For two years?
01:07:11Well, I don't know.
01:07:12Well, that's all right then.
01:07:13We didn't mean for it to happen.
01:07:14I don't believe I'm hearing this.
01:07:15So this is why you don't want me here?
01:07:16No.
01:07:17No.
01:07:18It ended before I met you.
01:07:19There's some...
01:07:20There's some...
01:07:21There's some...
01:07:22There's some...
01:07:23There's some...
01:07:24There's some...
01:07:25There's some...
01:07:26There's some...
01:07:27There's some...
01:07:28There's some...
01:07:29There's some...
01:07:30There's some sort of joke.
01:07:31We've been sleeping together.
01:07:32You and your brother-in-law, yeah?
01:07:33Sleeping together?
01:07:34For about two years.
01:07:35For two years?
01:07:36Well, I don't know.
01:07:37Oh, well, that's all right then.
01:07:38We didn't mean for it to happen.
01:07:39I don't believe I'm...
01:07:40I'm hearing this.
01:07:41So this is why you don't want me here?
01:07:42No.
01:07:43It's...
01:07:44It ended before I met you.
01:07:45There's some...
01:07:47There's some...
01:07:51There's something else.
01:07:52Oh my god.
01:07:53What else could there be?
01:07:54You're going to tell me that you're pregnant?
01:07:55No.
01:08:00I've got HIV.
01:08:04What?
01:08:07I think I got it from juice.
01:08:10When did you find myself?
01:08:15This morning.
01:08:16You have HIV and you think you got it from juice.
01:08:20No.
01:08:21I know I got it from him.
01:08:22Sam's the only other person I've slept with.
01:08:24He doesn't have this.
01:08:26Jane.
01:08:27Don't!
01:08:28Don't you dare come anywhere near me?
01:08:30Don't you even speak to me?
01:08:32Just...
01:08:34Just...
01:08:35And then...
01:08:37And lied to me.
01:08:40Bareface lied to my face.
01:08:42Jane, but...
01:08:43I asked you.
01:08:44I asked you.
01:08:45I asked you.
01:08:46Was there anybody else?
01:08:47I gave you the chance to be honest with me.
01:08:50There wasn't.
01:08:51I mean...
01:08:52David and I, we've been over for months.
01:08:54That is no excuse!
01:08:56I know!
01:08:57Oh!
01:08:59So...
01:09:00I've gone a minute.
01:09:01You have came into David's.
01:09:03That means...
01:09:05We can't.
01:09:07Me.
01:09:09Me instead.
01:09:13Who else have you been sleeping with?
01:09:16Jules.
01:09:18Jules, do not ignore me!
01:09:19Who else?
01:09:20You've got no right to kick this from me!
01:09:23You put my life in danger and you want to play all coy now!
01:09:27Who else, Jules?
01:09:30There have been others yet.
01:09:32How long?
01:09:34I don't know.
01:09:36You're telling me that...
01:09:38That you're gay?
01:09:40After...
01:09:41After seven years?
01:09:43Why in the air did you marry me?
01:09:44I didn't know I was gay!
01:09:45You've been sleeping with men!
01:09:46How could you not know?
01:09:47It wasn't until David that I started having feelings for...
01:09:51I mean...
01:09:52It was just...
01:09:53Sex!
01:09:54I don't believe!
01:09:55I don't believe that I am eating this!
01:09:57And you!
01:09:58You!
01:10:00Every night in my house!
01:10:02Eating my food and all the time!
01:10:05You were sleeping with my husband!
01:10:06Jules, it wasn't like that!
01:10:07It was a drunken mistake!
01:10:10For two years!
01:10:12A drunken mistake!
01:10:13That is one big mistake!
01:10:14Jamie!
01:10:15If I never see you again as long as I live...
01:10:18It won't be too soon!
01:10:23Jade, I'm sorry!
01:10:26Yes, so am I!
01:10:28I'm a very sorry...
01:10:30Sorry boy!
01:10:36The hospital have given me a card.
01:10:41They want you to make an appointment.
01:10:42Get out of my house!
01:10:44Get out of my house!
01:10:45Get out of my house!
01:10:46Not before I know you are!
01:10:47I'm sorry!
01:10:48Go!
01:10:49Come on...
01:10:51You...
01:10:52Get upstairs and pack your mouse!
01:10:54Oh my god...
01:10:55I'm not...
01:10:56I'm sorry...
01:10:57I'm sorry...
01:10:58I'm sorry!
01:10:59Mo...
01:11:00David here
01:11:15You know what to do
01:11:17David
01:11:19It's your mum
01:11:21She's just been around
01:11:25I can't believe it
01:11:28I don't want to believe it
01:11:30She said you've got
01:11:34She said you've got HIV
01:11:38Oh David
01:11:40David you're my son
01:11:42And I can't help all of you
01:11:45But this
01:11:47This is bigger than me
01:11:49Your father can handle
01:11:51You
01:11:54You and Jules
01:11:56How could the bad
01:12:00How could you do that
01:12:01How could you do that to your little sister
01:12:04To Steph
01:12:06Oh
01:12:08Please go home David
01:12:11Please
01:12:17Please
01:12:20Go home
01:12:21See you lied to me
01:12:24Lied to everyone
01:12:28I'm sorry
01:12:30Yeah I bet you are
01:12:31I bet you didn't expect this
01:12:34I try not to have expectations
01:12:35It only leads to disappointment
01:12:37Although I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit disappointed right now
01:12:41To your sister's husband
01:12:46Fuck
01:12:47You say you love her but
01:12:52No I can't get my head around it
01:12:55It's just
01:12:55It's pretty fucking selfish
01:12:57I thought I was in love
01:13:01Yeah it's funny the things we do
01:13:02With the name of love
01:13:02By the time I'd realised
01:13:04It was too late
01:13:05Because it's just a question of trust
01:13:10I mean you say you love me
01:13:13I do love you
01:13:14Look how you treat the people you love
01:13:15Sam please
01:13:17I had the chance to do it again
01:13:20Don't you think I would
01:13:21David I'm not trying to hurt you
01:13:23But put yourself in my shoes
01:13:25My life's over
01:13:30No it's not
01:13:31Look you'll still be joining the company
01:13:33You'll still be able to dance
01:13:35Work is the last thing on my mind at the moment
01:13:37Yeah but that's your dream
01:13:38And that's what you've always wanted
01:13:39That's what I thought I always wanted
01:13:42In an instant my life's changed
01:13:46One thing in life that is certain
01:13:51Is that's nothing
01:13:52Nothing is certain
01:13:55And that one day we're going to die
01:13:57Not sooner than I expected
01:14:00Stop it
01:14:01Yeah people with HIV live long
01:14:03Helping normal lives
01:14:04I've gone from everything
01:14:06Friends, family
01:14:08A boyfriend that loves me
01:14:10To having nothing
01:14:11Still got me
01:14:20Joking?
01:14:25No
01:14:25You just said
01:14:31David
01:14:31I still love you
01:14:37You know we all make mistakes
01:14:39Some mistakes
01:14:40And begin up with
01:14:41I put your life at risk
01:14:44I slept with my sister's husband
01:14:46You didn't know you were putting me at risk
01:14:50And you weren't having an NFL with Jules
01:14:53When you were with me
01:14:54You still want to be with him as hell with it
01:14:59No
01:14:59But what?
01:15:05I've got HIV
01:15:06You're not the first person in the world to have been
01:15:11You're not going to be the last
01:15:12You guys were very happy before
01:15:16It doesn't mean to Christ
01:15:18In London it's almost a fucking normal
01:15:20It just means we have to be safe
01:15:25You deserve better than me
01:15:30You're a big guy
01:15:39And you made a mistake
01:15:44It doesn't make you a bad person
01:15:50So long as you learn from it
01:15:53You don't keep making the same mistakes
01:15:55Don't lie to me
01:16:03I love you
01:16:10I love you too
01:16:20I thought you'd moved out
01:16:45Just come to pick up the last of my things
01:16:47It's Jane home
01:16:50Yeah
01:16:50David
01:16:52Come to pick him up?
01:16:57No
01:16:58I've come to see you
01:17:00I'll leave you to it
01:17:03Don't rush off on my behalf
01:17:05I'm off to the hospital
01:17:07Right
01:17:09Take care of yourself
01:17:12I'll try
01:17:15I thought I told you
01:17:33I didn't want to see you again
01:17:34I know
01:17:36David, I've got to go
01:17:38I've got more tests
01:17:39Jane, I'm sorry
01:17:40Yeah
01:17:41Yeah, that's what you said
01:17:43In other words, I told you
01:17:45I just
01:17:45I can't be around you right now
01:17:47You're my sister
01:17:48Yeah
01:17:49Yeah, I am
01:17:51For Stephanie's sake, well
01:17:55How is she?
01:17:58She's okay, thankfully
01:17:59And you?
01:18:06David, I've got to go
01:18:07Please, I've got to know
01:18:08Do you?
01:18:13Do you really?
01:18:17Why?
01:18:19Why do you need to know?
01:18:21To ease your conscience?
01:18:23To make you feel that little less
01:18:25Sorry?
01:18:26I'm sorry to you, David
01:18:29Because I can't give you that
01:18:31Peace of mind
01:18:32I'm struggling to hold together
01:18:34What's left of my sanity
01:18:36I'm trying to piece together
01:18:38Something of the
01:18:40Sham of a life
01:18:41I thought that I had
01:18:42I'm positive too, David
01:18:51Yeah
01:18:52Just like you
01:18:55Nothing like keeping it in the family, eh?
01:19:03Does that make you feel any better?
01:19:10I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:11I have things to do
01:19:13I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:14I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:15I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:16I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:17I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:18I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:19I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:20I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:21I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:22I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:23I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:24I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:25I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
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01:19:27I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:28I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:29I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
01:19:30I hope you don't mind, Soph, that
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