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00:00:26Baby, get out here before the cereal gets soggy.
00:00:47Two to our peanut butter.
00:00:48Hurry up.
00:00:49Peanut butter.
00:00:50What is she still doing here?
00:00:52That's for the kids' lunches.
00:00:54Well, Jacob offered, so...
00:00:55Jacob's one of the kids.
00:00:56He's a grown-ass man, and you ain't his mama.
00:00:59You do know he's 17, right?
00:01:03Hey, Ma.
00:01:04Is everybody up?
00:01:05Yeah, everything's done, of course.
00:01:06What about you?
00:01:07You tired?
00:01:08Where's your brother?
00:01:09Good morning.
00:01:10He's just getting up.
00:01:11I gotta get back to work.
00:01:13Okay, well, I left a plate for you in the fridge for when you get home.
00:01:16All right, talk to you later.
00:01:17I hate him.
00:01:18Love you.
00:01:19Love you.
00:01:20Um, who is she?
00:01:21Who are you?
00:01:22She was just leaving.
00:01:24Let's go.
00:01:25Let's go.
00:01:28I gotta eat what we have.
00:01:30Yo, thanks for the Cisco line.
00:01:32I hope you protected yourself.
00:01:33Seriously.
00:01:34If I'm pleased.
00:01:36Remember, there's a no pet rule in the building.
00:01:39Haters.
00:01:40Dead ass.
00:01:41Both of you.
00:01:42I'm not hating.
00:01:43I'm looking out for you.
00:01:44Who's the oldest, huh?
00:01:45I am.
00:01:46Don't you ever forget it.
00:01:47Buy one minute, fool.
00:01:49Do I get one too, Mom?
00:01:52I'm good, Jacob.
00:01:53I'll take it.
00:01:54No.
00:01:55Look.
00:01:56Y'all gonna be late.
00:01:57Get on.
00:01:58Take this.
00:01:59Thanks, Jake.
00:02:00You know I got you.
00:02:01And scrub the...
00:02:02Scrub the nasty out the tub before Mom gets home.
00:02:05Hey, she was nasty and a little bit nasty, but you weren't nasty nasty.
00:02:09Bye, Jacob.
00:02:16Machines and living things convert energy into what?
00:02:20Heat.
00:02:21Good, baby.
00:02:22And how does a living thing convert energy into heat?
00:02:27Sex.
00:02:29Like that, you better not run on your test.
00:02:34Good morning, Kevane.
00:02:35How are you?
00:02:36Good morning.
00:02:37Good morning, Kevane, as usual.
00:02:42I thought she said she was coming.
00:02:44She is.
00:02:45She's supposed to, anyway.
00:02:48I hope I didn't choose the one that she's sick.
00:02:50That wouldn't change anything.
00:02:52That, girl, what'd it do?
00:02:54Uh-uh.
00:02:55What you doing here, Terrence?
00:02:56Boy, you know this ain't your train.
00:02:58Good morning, T.
00:02:59Who you waiting for?
00:03:00Your cousin.
00:03:01Terrence, what's going on?
00:03:02What up, Andre?
00:03:03How you doing?
00:03:04I don't come to me no more.
00:03:05Look, I train.
00:03:06I'm trying to get this.
00:03:07Come on, girl.
00:03:08You know you're not too busy for your only man.
00:03:10Come on.
00:03:11Mr. Horvath.
00:03:12Terrence, where you going?
00:03:13Who on the class?
00:03:14Where you going to play too much?
00:03:16You don't even have a book bag.
00:03:17Shut up.
00:03:18Go, girl.
00:03:19Go, girl.
00:03:20What's up, Kalani?
00:03:21Uh-uh.
00:03:22Girl!
00:03:23You know you don't want to be late for school.
00:03:37What's up, Kalani?
00:03:39What's up, Kalani?
00:03:41What's up, Terrence?
00:03:49What?
00:03:51Making you nervous or something?
00:03:53Well, with you staring at me like that.
00:03:56What you doing on this train, anyway?
00:03:58My grandma needed some help with groceries this morning,
00:04:00so I just thought I'd come through.
00:04:02Aw, is he asleep?
00:04:04Man, this is my stop.
00:04:06Tell Kirk I said hi if I see him.
00:04:08He's still your man?
00:04:10Yes, that's still my man.
00:04:12You sure?
00:04:20Why are you doing that?
00:04:22Why are you doing that?
00:04:24You need to stop.
00:04:30Okay, girls, your next assignment,
00:04:32write a paper on The Lie by Kurt Vonnegut.
00:04:34I expect you all did the reading.
00:04:36Chan Down Kalani, it was a rhetorical question.
00:04:39It's AP literature.
00:04:41Now, who can tell me what Kurt Vonnegut's The Lie was all about?
00:04:46Can I raise my hand now, or is that also a rhetorical question?
00:04:50Amy, it's a book about the American dream.
00:04:54Oh, really?
00:04:56You have to go deeper, Amy.
00:04:58Bethany, what are your thoughts?
00:05:00It's a short story about a boy whose family donates money to a private school much like ours.
00:05:05But the school doesn't accept the boy because his test scores aren't good enough.
00:05:09Even though his family had gone to the school for generations, it's completely unfair.
00:05:14Good.
00:05:15Bethany, you have hit on the topic of this assignment.
00:05:19Continue, Bethany.
00:05:21Most of us in this room would agree that private schools are private for a reason.
00:05:26If you can't afford it, you shouldn't have the right to a better education.
00:05:30That is a very strong point of view.
00:05:34The trustees are due on Monday.
00:05:37They account for one third of your final grade, and I am expecting nothing short of your very best.
00:05:44Thank you so much.
00:05:46Kalani, I need to see you for a moment.
00:05:59Good afternoon, Kalani.
00:06:05Your college application is in.
00:06:08Are you sure you don't want me to send any others?
00:06:11I think I could take it to the mailbox myself.
00:06:15I've given this a lot of thought.
00:06:18Um, and Yale is where I want to be and my first choice.
00:06:24Mm.
00:06:26I understand.
00:06:27I can be behind it.
00:06:31And, and, um, for helping with the application fee.
00:06:36I don't know what I want to do if I don't get in.
00:06:39The great what-ifs of life.
00:06:42It either, uh, propels you to greatness or stunts you into immobility.
00:06:51It's gonna take you sitting down and staying focused on what has to be done.
00:06:58That's your destiny.
00:07:02My destiny?
00:07:03You sound so much like me.
00:07:05Yeah, but did you have a bitch-ass bigot trying to ruin you?
00:07:08I hate Ms. Umans.
00:07:11Ms. Umans?
00:07:13She has a problem with me.
00:07:16I'm the only black girl in our class, and she makes sure I know it.
00:07:20It's good preparation for you, Kalani.
00:07:22Hmm.
00:07:23Let me tell you a little story.
00:07:29Hmm.
00:07:30I was your own brother from the projects.
00:07:33Hmm.
00:07:35My mother gave birth to me at 13.
00:07:37Hmm.
00:07:38I had all the world on my shoulder and all the odds against me.
00:07:43Yeah.
00:07:44Hmm.
00:07:45I was told that I was brilliant and accomplished just like you.
00:07:51I even got a scholarship to play baseball and be a pitcher at one of the top-ranked high schools.
00:08:00Then the team got a coach who was not interested in having a black pitcher.
00:08:08Hmm.
00:08:09I was disappointed.
00:08:11I was upset.
00:08:12I felt like I had lost my confidence.
00:08:15All those things.
00:08:16My grades fell.
00:08:17All those things happened to me.
00:08:18And I think since I'm a black man in this white man's world, why should I dream big?
00:08:26Why can't I just sit on the bench of life like everyone else and don't follow my dreams?
00:08:33Hmm.
00:08:34I didn't go into baseball like I wanted to.
00:08:38I didn't go into my dream.
00:08:41But I made it.
00:08:44Yeah.
00:08:46Through all that, I got through it.
00:08:50And I look at that and I think about you.
00:08:55Because that's what you're gonna have to do.
00:08:57You're gonna have to get through it.
00:08:59All the things that you're angry about.
00:09:02All the ways in which your dreams are often undermined.
00:09:07You're gonna have to get through it.
00:09:09And you.
00:09:11You can do that.
00:09:13I think so.
00:09:15Step one is to be present and to be focused.
00:09:20So get out there.
00:09:21I got it.
00:09:22Are you kidding?
00:09:23Daddy's in the south of France.
00:09:24Last I heard.
00:09:25Card's got us.
00:09:26Thanks.
00:09:27No problem.
00:09:29You know the school year's almost over and you've still never taken me to a party in Harlem.
00:09:30I hear they're epic.
00:09:31I could be your plus one.
00:09:32I plus one.
00:09:33What?
00:09:34I mean it.
00:09:35What?
00:09:36I mean it.
00:09:37You're telling me you don't need to blow off steam.
00:09:38Katie.
00:09:39Have you ever been above 96 years?
00:09:40I got it.
00:09:41I got it.
00:09:42I got it.
00:09:43I got it.
00:09:44Are you kidding?
00:09:45Daddy's in the south of France.
00:09:46Last I heard.
00:09:47Card's got us.
00:09:48Thanks.
00:09:49No problem.
00:09:50You know the school year's almost over and you've still never taken me to a party in Harlem.
00:09:56I hear they're epic.
00:09:57I could be your plus one.
00:09:59I plus one.
00:10:00What?
00:10:01I mean it.
00:10:02You're telling me you don't need to blow off steam.
00:10:04Katie.
00:10:05Have you ever been above 96th Street?
00:10:07Of course I have.
00:10:08I took a tour of Columbia.
00:10:10Mmm.
00:10:11Okay.
00:10:12Yeah.
00:10:13Okay.
00:10:14Kalani you ready?
00:10:19Let's go.
00:10:20Oh.
00:10:21Hi Katie.
00:10:22Hi Kirk.
00:10:23It's nice to see you again.
00:10:24Oh.
00:10:25It's nice to see you too.
00:10:26Hi Katie.
00:10:27Kalani you know I don't like being down here.
00:10:29Don't be so dramatic.
00:10:30Kalani.
00:10:31Let's go.
00:10:34Um.
00:10:35Bye Katie.
00:10:36See you later.
00:10:37Okay.
00:10:38Let me know about going out this weekend.
00:10:40Gotcha.
00:10:41I thought we had plans just you and I.
00:10:54You looking good today baby.
00:10:55You waiting on me?
00:10:56My brother was supposed to pick me up.
00:10:59I don't know where he is and he's not picking up his phone.
00:11:01Hey Ty, hop in the V. Let's get to the crib.
00:11:03I'm with my friends tonight Malik.
00:11:05I'm good.
00:11:06You headed back to 155th?
00:11:08I can get you a ride if that's what you ask.
00:11:10Well you took me for a ride a couple times last month and then I never saw you again.
00:11:15Well you know I love you shorty.
00:11:18Well hop in the whip so we can get to the crib.
00:11:40I could eat.
00:11:41Hey Dad.
00:11:42Hey Pastor.
00:11:43Hey Kalani.
00:11:44Hey Kalani.
00:11:45How you doing?
00:11:46How's mom and the family?
00:11:47Everybody's good.
00:11:48Yeah?
00:11:49What about this knucklehead?
00:11:50How's he treating you?
00:11:51How's he treating you?
00:11:52Son.
00:11:53How's he treating you?
00:11:54Is he not going to help you with the backpack?
00:11:55Oh no.
00:11:57How are you doing?
00:11:59Hey, Dad.
00:12:00Hey, Pastor.
00:12:01Hey.
00:12:02Hey, Kalani.
00:12:03How you doing?
00:12:04How's Mom and the family?
00:12:05Everybody's good.
00:12:06Yeah?
00:12:07What about this knucklehead?
00:12:08How's he treating you?
00:12:09Son, you're not going to help her with the backpack?
00:12:12Taught you better than that.
00:12:13Yes.
00:12:14My bad, Dad.
00:12:15Me.
00:12:16Offer something to drink?
00:12:17Oh.
00:12:18I got you.
00:12:19I got you.
00:12:20I got you.
00:12:21I got you.
00:12:22I got you.
00:12:23I got you.
00:12:24I got you.
00:12:25I got you.
00:12:26I got you.
00:12:27I got you.
00:12:28Offer something to drink?
00:12:29I got you.
00:12:30Oh, I'm fine, really.
00:12:31Okay.
00:12:32You guys have homework?
00:12:33Yeah, a big paper.
00:12:34All right.
00:12:35Well, you know you're welcome to stay and have dinner with us.
00:12:38Just tell your Mom.
00:12:40Thanks, Pastor.
00:12:41All right.
00:12:42I have a big meeting at the church, so I'll be back in a couple of hours.
00:12:45All right, Pop.
00:12:46Love you.
00:12:47Take care.
00:12:48I've got my eye on you.
00:12:51I need some drink.
00:12:57Hey, how about we shut this?
00:13:08Hey, what are you doing?
00:13:10Let's go upstairs.
00:13:11Why?
00:13:12There's more control up there.
00:13:13Come on, babe.
00:13:14Well, I'm fine.
00:13:16Comfortable enough.
00:13:17Damn boy.
00:13:22Yo, I'm not your damn boy.
00:13:24And I'm not a dog.
00:13:28Okay, what just happened?
00:13:29Why you always gotta be like that?
00:13:31Like what?
00:13:32Boring.
00:13:33Kalani, boring.
00:13:34A tease.
00:13:35All my friends get to brag about what their girls do for them.
00:13:37I can't say nothing.
00:13:39You don't do nothing for me.
00:13:40You don't want me.
00:13:41And you don't care about me.
00:13:46I care about you.
00:13:48Then prove it.
00:13:54You don't cook.
00:13:55That dog is all right.
00:14:13You hold it.
00:14:15I am tentar.
00:14:16I said no.
00:14:17Stop.
00:14:18Stop.
00:14:19Kurt.
00:14:20Stop Kurt! Stop! Stop!
00:14:36Hey babies! Hey where you going?
00:14:41You're my future wife!
00:14:50I wonder where all my children are.
00:14:59Hey mom.
00:15:00What's got you so out of breath?
00:15:02That's it.
00:15:03Where's Bebe?
00:15:05I'm gonna kill that little girl.
00:15:07That's some chicken and dumplings on the stove with some white rice.
00:15:09Go make yourself a plate.
00:15:11I'm not hungry mom.
00:15:12Chicken and dumplings is one of your favorites.
00:15:14Would you say this is all?
00:15:15No.
00:15:16Bebe!
00:15:18Do you know what time it is?
00:15:20I'm sorry I didn't think he was home yet.
00:15:23I was waiting on Jacob and he never came to get me.
00:15:26Just because I'm not home doesn't mean you shouldn't be.
00:15:29I want you to come straight home after school whether Jacob gets you or not.
00:15:32Do you understand?
00:15:33Yes mama.
00:15:35So where have you been?
00:15:37With a friend.
00:15:38What friend?
00:15:39Tied from downstairs.
00:15:41I thought I told you to stay away from that family.
00:15:43I'm sorry I forgot.
00:15:45You forgetting something?
00:15:47Okay.
00:15:52You stink baby.
00:15:54You been having sex?
00:15:56No.
00:15:57Don't you lie to me girl.
00:15:58Where you get this necklace from huh?
00:15:59From a friend.
00:16:00He gave it to you for nothing?
00:16:02Ma I didn't believe that.
00:16:03The next words that come out of your mouth better not be a lie.
00:16:08I can't even look at you right now and get out of my face and go take a shower before I beat your ass.
00:16:12I told you to look after your sister.
00:16:14How could you let this happen?
00:16:15Kalani have you seen my shower cap?
00:16:36Have you seen my shower cap?
00:16:37Have you seen my shower cap?
00:16:42You mad at me too?
00:16:45What do you think?
00:16:47Why don't you tell me you're having sex baby?
00:16:51I can't protect you if you don't tell me anything.
00:16:58I'm sorry.
00:16:59You use condoms right?
00:17:04Sometimes.
00:17:05Sometimes.
00:17:06They only work if you use them every time.
00:17:09He doesn't like condoms.
00:17:11He says it don't feel the same.
00:17:12What if you get a STD?
00:17:14That won't happen.
00:17:15Are you stupid?
00:17:16No.
00:17:17You know what?
00:17:18First thing Monday morning you go into the clinic.
00:17:20But tomorrow you're going to get your butt up, go to the pharmacy and get some condoms.
00:17:24Since it seems like you cannot control yourself and you need to get a pregnancy test.
00:17:29I'm fine.
00:17:30How do you know?
00:17:31Because I'm not pregnant.
00:17:32When was your last period?
00:17:34I don't know.
00:17:35I don't remember.
00:17:36Last month?
00:17:37I don't know.
00:17:38I don't know anything.
00:17:39You're taking the test.
00:17:40I'll give you the money.
00:17:41That's it.
00:17:42Your shower cap is over there.
00:17:44You protect your hair but not your life.
00:17:46Stupid.
00:18:08You protect me.
00:18:12You're working for somebody.
00:18:13I think you need your wrong clothes.
00:18:14We're all right.
00:18:15You need to wait for God.
00:18:17You'll give me the money.
00:18:19You're sitting in a while.
00:18:20You're wearing a Michel.
00:18:21You買ese in aigible coat of saúde.
00:18:23You're wearing a Muslim pot.
00:18:25You're wearing a expired goo extredures.
00:18:27You $3,000, just did you.
00:18:29if you or me can get an夫 you wear aית специ Chi.
00:18:31Mom, are you okay?
00:18:53Can I plead your precious blood over my mother?
00:18:58Keep Bebe and Jacob.
00:19:01In your hand, according to your will, God.
00:19:05In Jesus' name, amen.
00:19:10Amen.
00:19:24Get up!
00:19:25Get up!
00:19:30Mom, what are you doing there?
00:19:31Call your brother and tell him to come get his stuff.
00:19:33I've had enough.
00:19:34He's got to go.
00:19:35He didn't come home last night, and then I find this.
00:19:38Where was it?
00:19:39Right here in his room.
00:19:42Did you know Kalani?
00:19:43No.
00:19:44No, Ma.
00:19:45Tell him I'm flushing it down the toilet.
00:19:47I won't have this in my house.
00:19:48Mom.
00:19:49Mom, please.
00:19:50Stop.
00:19:51Call your brother and tell him to come get his stuff.
00:19:53Otherwise, he'll be picking it up off the curb.
00:19:54I want him out.
00:19:55Mom.
00:19:56Mom.
00:19:57Mom.
00:19:58Mom.
00:19:59Mom.
00:20:00I want him out.
00:20:01Mom.
00:20:02Mom.
00:20:03Mom.
00:20:04Mom.
00:20:05Mom.
00:20:08Rianca!
00:20:09Hurry up!
00:20:10Calm down Ma.
00:20:11You're pressure.
00:20:12You need to do what I told you to do.
00:20:13Get Jacob on the phone.
00:20:14That's what you need.
00:20:15Hurry up.
00:20:16Ma.
00:20:17Ma.
00:20:18Taalani, get out of my way!
00:20:38Hello?
00:20:39Why didn't you tell me this is what you into now, Jacob?
00:20:55Have you lost your mind?
00:20:56Mop out your stash and she flushed it.
00:20:59She flushed it?
00:21:00You're kidding me right now.
00:21:02She could get me killed.
00:21:03She could get all of us killed.
00:21:05You're the one who gonna get us killed.
00:21:07I'm doing this to take care of y'all.
00:21:08I put my life on the line every day for this family.
00:21:11Do you even know what that's like?
00:21:13Jacob.
00:21:14You know what?
00:21:15Just keep mom out of my room, alright?
00:21:17I gotta go handle this.
00:21:37Hey.
00:21:38Why you look so damn depressed?
00:21:40I'm going through stuff.
00:21:41Girl, don't nobody want you to complain about your perfect little life?
00:21:42You don't know nothing about my life, so shut up.
00:21:44Crystal for real.
00:21:45Hey, she's your cousin.
00:21:46Anyway, we're gonna shop it up, right?
00:21:47Cause you know I gotta look real cute.
00:21:48Y'all calling me to the party tonight.
00:21:50We gotta get ready.
00:21:51Go with Crystal.
00:21:52Uh-uh.
00:21:53You know Crystal can't.
00:21:54She on that leash for the Lord.
00:21:55Please.
00:21:56And I'm not going by myself.
00:21:57No.
00:21:58See, if your brother was going, that's a different story.
00:21:59But I have choir practice.
00:22:00And I kinda hang with you, he does.
00:22:01I'm not going, Tiana.
00:22:02Look, I just need something real cute.
00:22:03Because you know I gotta look real cute.
00:22:04Y'all calling me to the party tonight.
00:22:05We gotta get ready.
00:22:06Go with Crystal.
00:22:07Uh-uh.
00:22:08You know Crystal can't.
00:22:09She on that leash for the Lord.
00:22:10Please.
00:22:11And I'm not going by myself.
00:22:12No.
00:22:13See, if your brother was going, that's a different story.
00:22:15But I have choir practice.
00:22:16And I kinda hang with you, he does.
00:22:18I'm not going, Tiana.
00:22:19Look.
00:22:20I just need something real cute.
00:22:22Because you know my man gonna be there.
00:22:24Which one?
00:22:26Does it matter?
00:22:27Come on.
00:22:28Come on.
00:22:29I'm gonna give you a tight breath.
00:22:31Bye, Mooch.
00:22:51Castle.
00:22:58Where's Malik?
00:22:59He's busy.
00:23:00I need to talk to him.
00:23:01But he's busy.
00:23:02Coco's here.
00:23:03I don't care about that chick.
00:23:05It's important, Ty.
00:23:06Get him for me.
00:23:07I need to talk to him.
00:23:09Okay.
00:23:10Sit down.
00:23:11He'll be out soon.
00:23:18Do you still watch these cartoons?
00:23:20I stopped watching these like six months ago.
00:23:34Baby, you look better than all of those girls.
00:23:37I know.
00:23:38I really care about you.
00:23:40You always say that.
00:23:41Look, could you go get your brother?
00:23:43Why you don't wanna just chill with me?
00:23:44Why you always wanna be with my brother?
00:23:46Malik.
00:23:47You don't see me?
00:23:48What you doing here?
00:23:49I have to talk to you.
00:23:50Nah, I'm busy.
00:23:51But it's important.
00:23:52Dude, my baby mom's just here.
00:23:53You got the role.
00:23:54So?
00:23:55I'm your baby mom's too.
00:23:56What'd you say?
00:24:10I'm your new baby mom's.
00:24:13Wait, wait, wait.
00:24:18You told me you ain't even had your period yet.
00:24:21I got it.
00:24:22Well...
00:24:23Well, I had it.
00:24:26All them times wrong and you ain't say nothing?
00:24:28I'm sorry.
00:24:30I told you I couldn't mess with you no more
00:24:31if you had your period, baby.
00:24:32It's not like I planned it.
00:24:35I'm sorry, Malik.
00:24:36What you trying to do?
00:24:37Shoot me this job?
00:24:38What's going on in here?
00:24:39Malik.
00:24:40Go in the room.
00:24:41Who is this?
00:24:42Who are you?
00:24:43Don't worry about me.
00:24:44Worry about yourself.
00:24:45Malik, who is this girl?
00:24:46Coco, go in the room.
00:24:47Malik.
00:24:48Get in the room.
00:24:49I'm thinking, Malik.
00:24:53You really pregnant, baby?
00:24:56Why would I make this up?
00:24:58You can't have no baby.
00:24:59He'll kill you.
00:25:00You don't know him, baby.
00:25:03He did that because he's in shock.
00:25:05I'm his girl.
00:25:06He loves me.
00:25:07Malik already got a girl.
00:25:09And your point?
00:25:19Handle that.
00:25:20But Malik.
00:25:21Get away from me.
00:25:22Hey.
00:25:23I want her gone when I come back out of here.
00:25:25You better leave now.
00:25:27Don't tell me what to do.
00:25:41Tell me what you need, what you want, and why you keep falling.
00:25:45I see what you want, but what you got to do with me.
00:25:53Oh, this is cute.
00:25:59Mm-mm.
00:26:01Oh, yes.
00:26:03Girl, this is cute, right?
00:26:06Yeah.
00:26:07If you want to look like a highlighter.
00:26:09Bitch, don't hate.
00:26:10I'm going to try it on.
00:26:11What about this?
00:26:12This is appropriate.
00:26:13Oh, I know.
00:26:14That's really cute.
00:26:15Girl, you've been hanging with them frippy white kids too long, girl.
00:26:17Come on.
00:26:18I'm not going to church, OK?
00:26:19I'm trying to turn it off.
00:26:20Whoa, girl.
00:26:22I'm about to be fly.
00:26:24I think it's cute.
00:26:25Still cute.
00:26:38I'm ready to go.
00:26:39Where's the dress?
00:26:40Really?
00:26:41That's a good question.
00:26:42You that broke?
00:26:43That dress was like $9.
00:26:44Yeah, you look like a highlighter.
00:26:45Girl, don't hate.
00:26:46At least I don't fit into the background like you.
00:26:48Take it off.
00:26:50Look, come on first, all right?
00:26:52Shut up.
00:26:53Hold it.
00:26:54Let me fix my shoe room.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57Hey, get back here.
00:26:59Get back here.
00:27:01Get back here.
00:27:03Get back here.
00:27:04Get back here.
00:27:05You got to pay for that.
00:27:08Yo, girl, that was crazy.
00:27:12Boop!
00:27:13What the hell, Tanya?
00:27:14You could have just warned us.
00:27:15You just left us there.
00:27:17I totally thought you were right behind me.
00:27:19And guess what?
00:27:20Y'all were.
00:27:21You know what that could have did to my chances at Yale
00:27:23if we got caught, stupid?
00:27:25Ridiculous.
00:27:26Unbelievable.
00:27:27Girl, where's my purse?
00:27:28You didn't ask me to go shopping with you ever again,
00:27:30in life, ever.
00:27:31Let it go.
00:27:32There's a party to get ready for.
00:27:33I told you I'm not going.
00:27:35I have a paper due Monday.
00:27:37I said that.
00:27:38Really?
00:27:39Homework?
00:27:40Over a party?
00:27:41Yes.
00:27:42Come on, you're so corny.
00:27:43Really?
00:27:44Come on, now.
00:27:45You're corny.
00:27:46It's not about being corny.
00:27:47Tanya's about getting into Yale.
00:27:48Right.
00:27:49After Harvard, the second or third most prestigious school
00:27:50in the country.
00:27:51Tanya, you clearly don't get it, but...
00:27:54You're obsessed with that school, right?
00:27:56Did you even apply to Columbia or City College, even?
00:27:59Oh, no.
00:28:00She's trying to be one of those bougie Negroes
00:28:02who leaves Harlem behind and forgets where they came from.
00:28:04Or, it's about that sperm donor you're so fascinated with.
00:28:09He went to Yale.
00:28:11Big deal.
00:28:12He was an asshole.
00:28:13He used your mom, had to push out three of y'all.
00:28:15Really?
00:28:16Then he moved back to his real family on the Upper West Side.
00:28:19Forget that, fool.
00:28:20Because you don't need to hide in the shadow of that bastard.
00:28:22Move on.
00:28:23What are you talking about?
00:28:24I live in the shadow.
00:28:25Me and my brother.
00:28:26Walk in his shoes.
00:28:27Pay his bills.
00:28:28Bitch, you didn't do it alone.
00:28:29Okay?
00:28:30I was there too when your ass was too little to do a goddamn thing.
00:28:34Meanwhile, my mama's sucking dick in the stairwell.
00:28:38We family.
00:28:39We got through it without that fool.
00:28:41And we getting through now.
00:28:44What you need to do is find his ass,
00:28:46call him out in front of his dumb ass wife
00:28:48and them fat ass kids.
00:28:50They fat. You know it. They fat.
00:28:52You seen them on Facebook.
00:28:53How do you know they fat?
00:28:54They fat.
00:28:55What are you talking about?
00:28:56They fat.
00:28:57Listen, look, look.
00:28:58I just wanted to see you smile, right?
00:29:00A lot.
00:29:01Now, please, go with me to this party.
00:29:03No, I'm not going.
00:29:04I have dreams and goals.
00:29:05Listen.
00:29:06You can pipe dream about Yale and you play a pimp daddy,
00:29:09all of that stuff afterwards.
00:29:11It's not a pipe dream.
00:29:12It's not about a dream deferred.
00:29:14It's about getting into Yale.
00:29:16I have dreams, goals, aspirations, vision.
00:29:19Unlike you, whose vision doesn't go past tonight
00:29:22in some lame ass nigga in Jordan's.
00:29:24That's your life, not my life.
00:29:25Why you gotta make my man lame, though?
00:29:26Okay?
00:29:27He always lame.
00:29:28Look at your ex with his fake, religious, bad, rough ass,
00:29:30you know, his rough stink.
00:29:32That's why I, I'm not going to Yale because he went to Yale.
00:29:36I'm going because Jane Matilda Bowling went to Yale,
00:29:39the first black woman to graduate Yale Law,
00:29:41the first black woman to become a judge.
00:29:44Thank you very much.
00:29:45And I'm gonna go the distance and become a lawyer.
00:29:48Maybe I'll become a judge.
00:29:50And when I do, then I'll come back to Harlem,
00:29:53pick up my whole entire family and move them to Stryvers Row.
00:29:56You're welcome.
00:29:57I'll be your neighbor then.
00:29:59Yes, you will.
00:30:01Okay, that's cute.
00:30:02Inspiring.
00:30:03Kumbaya-ish.
00:30:04But until then, we going to a pop-in party, right?
00:30:07When you hit it big, I'll move my ashy little kids
00:30:11on up to Kalani Street.
00:30:13Okay.
00:30:14Fine.
00:30:15Fine.
00:30:16I'll go.
00:30:17But you got to give me some smoke.
00:30:18You gonna go?
00:30:19Yes, girl.
00:30:20I got it.
00:30:21Get this loud.
00:30:22Get this drink.
00:30:23Get this steak.
00:30:24Yes, girl.
00:30:25Come on.
00:30:26Let's make a soldier in line.
00:30:27Ah, ah, ah.
00:30:28Girl, don't act like you ain't no hoe.
00:30:31Come on, girl.
00:30:32I know you like it.
00:30:33Listen, we going.
00:30:34We going.
00:30:35You gonna not get drunk.
00:30:36I can't take you when you drunk.
00:30:37I'mma be at choir.
00:30:38I'm so sure.
00:30:39I never get drunk.
00:30:40Girl!
00:30:59Lani!
00:31:00Girl!
00:31:01Yes.
00:31:02Burn it up, Sean Paul, let these dogs out, out, out, girl, make it rain on her.
00:31:07Y'all wanna make it rain, too, I know.
00:31:26If I knew you were coming, I would've got here a lot earlier.
00:31:30These ass suck.
00:31:32Come here.
00:31:32Angel at 18.
00:31:36That shit blinds me when it hits the sun.
00:31:41And I know you're not a hit in bright.
00:31:45You can't buy the kind of love we made.
00:31:49Boy, we're gold as a ring on your finger, 24K.
00:31:55We're not perfect, but we're nearly there.
00:31:58I've got silver linings in my head.
00:32:04I think you're a risk I have to take.
00:32:07This boy, we're gold as a ring on your finger, 24K.
00:32:12So you break out with Kirk and it's going to the next.
00:32:16No more tips.
00:32:22Sorry, I'll have to give her a hug.
00:32:25No, I'll help you.
00:32:26There's nobody here I wanna hang out with anybody.
00:32:28What is this?
00:32:30I don't know, girl.
00:32:31We're going to another party?
00:32:32What did you drink?
00:32:33What did you what?
00:32:34Girl, you didn't tell me you was doing John Legend?
00:32:37John.
00:32:37Oh, goodness.
00:32:38John.
00:32:39What's up?
00:32:39What's up?
00:32:40I ain't see you.
00:32:40What's up?
00:32:41Let's get you on.
00:32:43Almost there.
00:32:46Come on.
00:32:47Oh.
00:32:50That look...
00:32:51Nesco, that's a pretty coat on him.
00:32:53That's nice.
00:32:54Lonnie, I'm going.
00:32:55I'll see y'all.
00:32:57Bye, y'all.
00:32:58I'm sorry.
00:32:59The party was lit.
00:33:01Oh, my God.
00:33:02I'm sorry.
00:33:03I'm Nesco.
00:33:04I'm sorry.
00:33:09It's just...
00:33:10I'm sorry.
00:33:14I live up on the 18th.
00:33:17It was good seeing you tonight, Kalani.
00:33:28Hey.
00:33:29Hey.
00:33:30Mom, is that work?
00:33:32I'm not sure of that.
00:33:34Did Jacob come home?
00:33:36No.
00:33:40Baby, isn't it a little late for you to be eating a plate of bacon?
00:33:45Yeah.
00:33:46I don't want it.
00:33:48Did you get that pregnancy test?
00:33:51Yeah.
00:33:53And?
00:33:59Hello? You deaf?
00:34:00I heard you.
00:34:01Okay.
00:34:04You were right.
00:34:06You pregnant?
00:34:09You pregnant?
00:34:10Did you tell Ty?
00:34:14Yeah.
00:34:14Well?
00:34:17He wants me to get rid of it.
00:34:20Are you?
00:34:22I don't know.
00:34:24What should I do?
00:34:25I can't tell you that.
00:34:26I can't tell you that.
00:34:26You got to figure that out on your own.
00:34:29Well, what would you do?
00:34:30I wouldn't have had sex in the first place.
00:34:33You're a kid.
00:34:34How old is Ty?
00:34:36Um, 13.
00:34:38What is wrong with you?
00:34:39I can't have one decent day.
00:34:41I don't know.
00:34:42I don't know how this happened.
00:34:43I'm sorry.
00:34:44Don't apologize to me.
00:34:45You the one who got pregnant.
00:34:46I can't have one decent day.
00:34:48Without dealing with mess from you.
00:34:50Ma, Jacob, Tanya, auntie.
00:34:53Like, one day apiece.
00:34:55I'm scared, Kalani.
00:35:01I'm scared, Kalani.
00:35:06I'm here for you, sis.
00:35:07Okay?
00:35:17Look at that.
00:35:19I got you.
00:35:25Girl, it's time to get ready for church.
00:35:35Good morning, Ma.
00:35:36What you doing?
00:35:37I've been up since five working on my English paper.
00:35:41You want to read it?
00:35:43I need you to get ready for church.
00:35:45Oh, wake up, baby.
00:35:47Wake up.
00:35:50Did your brother come home?
00:35:52I haven't spoken to him since yesterday.
00:35:54Call him and remind him of his responsibility
00:35:57to pay his part of the rent.
00:35:58I got a notice under my door.
00:36:00And you know I don't like getting no notices under my door.
00:36:02And wake her up, too.
00:36:04Okay, Ma.
00:36:06Wake up, baby.
00:36:09Baby.
00:36:12Baby.
00:36:13Hey, baby.
00:36:14Hey.
00:36:15Hey, baby.
00:36:16Hey.
00:36:17No.
00:36:18We gotta go to church.
00:36:19I'm not going.
00:36:21Why?
00:36:22I feel like a hypocrite.
00:36:26Nobody in church is perfect.
00:36:28Nobody.
00:36:29I know.
00:36:31You're a weed head.
00:36:33Girl, since you know so much, get your butt up.
00:36:36Shut up.
00:36:37Your phone's ringing.
00:36:52Hello?
00:36:53Jacob?
00:36:54Where are you?
00:36:55Ma, calm down.
00:36:56She's been asking for you.
00:36:58She needs you to pay your half for the rent.
00:37:00I'm sorry.
00:37:01She told me to remind you.
00:37:03I'm going to be home in a few and I'm going to take care of that.
00:37:06I decided, though, I can do more for y'all if I don't live there.
00:37:10Please come home.
00:37:12I'm coming home to get my stuff and then I'm out.
00:37:15I gotta go.
00:37:16Bye.
00:37:23You got that money for me?
00:37:25Get it.
00:37:25That's all I got right now.
00:37:38This ain't enough, Carmen.
00:37:39I thought you said you got me.
00:37:41I gotta pay what I owe for rent and for The Rock or else they'll be coming for me.
00:37:44I was already supposed to settle up yesterday.
00:37:46What am I supposed to do with this, Carmen?
00:37:47Listen.
00:37:48Listen.
00:37:49Next week, I can ask my husband for more.
00:37:52I got you, babe.
00:37:53Come on.
00:37:54I don't even know why you're bringing him up.
00:37:55And next week is too late.
00:37:57I need the money now, Carmen.
00:37:58Don't leave, please.
00:37:59I gotta go.
00:38:00You said you got me, but obviously you don't.
00:38:02So you know what I'm going to have to do?
00:38:03I'm going to have to go out here and get it on my own like I should have in the first place.
00:38:06Don't go yet, babe.
00:38:07You didn't need breakfast.
00:38:08Come on.
00:38:09Please stay.
00:38:10Please.
00:38:11Jacob.
00:38:12I gotta go home.
00:38:13It's hard to keep thinking that good is on your side.
00:38:14And nothing good seems to happen in your life.
00:38:31And when you do, you can get off the ground.
00:38:36Been there before, and you don't have to stay down.
00:38:40I know you're fed up.
00:38:42Things just won't let up.
00:38:44You've seen better days than these.
00:38:47Better days.
00:38:48Better days.
00:38:49Better days.
00:38:50Just keep on hoping.
00:38:52Yeah.
00:38:53The door will open.
00:38:54To see it, you've got to believe.
00:38:59Miss Joss, how you doing?
00:39:01Good to see you and family here this morning.
00:39:03You know we know you're going to have to.
00:39:05Better days than these.
00:39:06Better days than these.
00:39:07Better days than these.
00:39:08Just keep on hoping.
00:39:09The door will open.
00:39:10Yes it will.
00:39:11To see it, you've got to believe.
00:39:12But the thing is, don't stop your giving.
00:39:13Promise of faith.
00:39:14Whoa.
00:39:15Thank you choir for that lovely selection.
00:39:29That was perfect because it fits perfectly with our message this morning.
00:39:34God is working it out for you.
00:39:37I'll say it one more time.
00:39:39God is working it out for you.
00:39:44Sometimes we feel like he isn't watching us at all.
00:39:48Sometimes we feel like he isn't there.
00:39:51But the Bible tells us that the eyes of the Lord are in every place beholding the evil and the good.
00:40:08What the hell is wrong with you?
00:40:10Nothing.
00:40:11Leave her alone.
00:40:13I can't be here.
00:40:16I want to go home.
00:40:18Okay brother.
00:40:20Maybe that's the best thing.
00:40:22But you've got to stop crying sweetie.
00:40:25You're too pretty to be crying like that.
00:40:32Let me try.
00:40:34And y'all two thought y'all know it all.
00:40:43Girl.
00:40:44Let me fix this.
00:40:53Alright go ahead but go straight home.
00:40:55You understand?
00:40:56Yes.
00:40:57Alright get some rest.
00:41:02I have a situation.
00:41:03I need some help.
00:41:04Yes it is.
00:41:05Beautiful day.
00:41:06A fine day to do business.
00:41:07Now this is serious.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09We lost a little damn common curb you seen this age today?
00:41:11You're a loan shark.
00:41:12I need a loan.
00:41:13Enough said.
00:41:14Can you help?
00:41:15A loan shark?
00:41:16You know how you see it.
00:41:17I'm just a man who help folk put a damn payment on their dreams.
00:41:21Alright if I'm up and help you with.
00:41:22A thousand.
00:41:23That's it?
00:41:24Ain't I hear that sister you always got her eyes on college?
00:41:25A thousand for now.
00:41:26I'm gonna handle that a different way.
00:41:27Later.
00:41:28One thousand United States legal title.
00:41:30That's a great choice.
00:41:31Alright.
00:41:32I won't even ask for a piece of your sisters either.
00:41:33What?
00:41:34Nigga, you lucky y'all I don't smoke before a move like that?
00:41:35Alright, now Truth is 10% a week.
00:41:36You know where to find him?
00:42:02At the restaurant down the block.
00:42:03I guess we're on down the block.
00:42:05Bye.
00:42:08Was that Terrence?
00:42:09Yeah.
00:42:10He's on his way.
00:42:17I just want my friend to be happy.
00:42:19Okay?
00:42:25Excited to see me. I can tell.
00:42:29I gotta go check on Bebe.
00:42:32Hey Bebe, are you home yet?
00:42:39I'll be home in a second.
00:42:43I told you to go straight home.
00:42:46You need to rest.
00:42:49I'm gonna be a little late.
00:42:51Are you gonna be okay?
00:42:54Alright.
00:42:56Love you.
00:42:58Love you too. Bye.
00:43:02I have something I need to tell you.
00:43:09I'm listening.
00:43:10I'm a virgin and I plan on staying that way.
00:43:16You think that's why I want to be with you?
00:43:18Well, Kirk and I used to argue about that all the time.
00:43:25I'm not Kirk. I like you for who you are.
00:43:29Well, you say that but we don't even know each other. I mean, we know each other but we don't know each other.
00:43:36Okay. So what do you want to know?
00:43:43Um, what do you plan on doing after school?
00:43:44Well, I'm definitely going to college. Hoping to get into Howard.
00:43:52Howard? That's a good school.
00:43:53Yeah. What about you?
00:43:54Yeah. What about you?
00:43:55I want to go to college too.
00:43:56Where?
00:43:57Yale.
00:43:58Yale?
00:43:59Wow.
00:44:00I feel like it's a little out of my league but it's the same way I felt before I applied to the school I'm at now.
00:44:07You're right. I definitely didn't know the girl behind those beautiful braids.
00:44:37No.
00:44:38From now on, only when we're in public but not like this when we're alone, Ty.
00:45:01What do you mean?
00:45:03Malik, I've been waiting for you.
00:45:07Ty, I thought I told you not to let her back in here.
00:45:10I have to talk to you.
00:45:12About what? I already gave you the bread.
00:45:15I'm keeping it.
00:45:17No, you're not.
00:45:18Look, I got a plan.
00:45:21Ty and I will act like we're a couple,
00:45:23and people will think it's his, but you and I will not.
00:45:25You gonna do what I said.
00:45:27No, I'm keeping the baby. Look, we can figure this out.
00:45:33You think it's a game choice?
00:45:37I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Malik.
00:45:39You think I'm pregnant with you?
00:45:41No, stop. Stop, please.
00:45:43No, I have to die.
00:45:45Help me. Stop, please.
00:45:47Yo, Ma, you hear?
00:45:51Shit.
00:45:53I'm sorry.
00:45:55I'm sorry.
00:45:56I'm sorry.
00:45:57I'm sorry.
00:45:58I'm sorry.
00:45:59I'm sorry.
00:46:00I'm sorry.
00:46:01I'm sorry.
00:46:02I'm sorry.
00:46:03What's wrong with this to me?
00:46:05I'm Sorry.
00:46:07I'm sorry.
00:46:09I'm sorry.
00:46:11I'm sorry.
00:46:12I don't know.
00:46:13I'm sorry.
00:46:15I don't know.
00:46:17I'm sorry.
00:46:18I'm sorry.
00:46:22I don't know.
00:46:24I'm sorry.
00:46:26I'm sorry.
00:46:28So, okay.
00:46:30I'll go ahead.
00:46:32Hey Kay it's me. You don't have to call back. I'm just sitting here thinking about Pops.
00:46:47I know you worry about me but I know I love you. I'm sounding real corny right now. Just sitting
00:46:59sitting at the crib looking at my life and trash bag. I gotta go. You know I love you.
00:47:14Kalani? I just left you a message. Hey yo playboy you at the end of the road. Wait wait I can get you your money just give me some more t-
00:47:22Damn it.
00:47:34Yo Ma is that you?
00:47:40Yo Ma.
00:47:41Baby.
00:47:53Baby what happened? Oh my god. What happened?
00:47:57She's bleeding. She's bleeding. She's bleeding back. My sister. My baby sister. We need an ambulance now.
00:48:09Power Tower seat. 18th floor.
00:48:12I'm right here baby. I'm right here. You're gonna cry. I'm right here okay.
00:48:16Hey I need you to tell me what happened okay.
00:48:19It was my father. He told me he didn't want another baby.
00:48:24Who? Who baby? Who?
00:48:28Mommy.
00:48:29Where's your brother?
00:48:43He ain't here.
00:48:44sy0.
00:48:45Matt that's my sister. What's wrong with you man? She's a kid man.
00:48:50She's a baby you son of a bitch.
00:48:52If I ever see you around again I'll kill you. You hear me? I kill you!
00:48:56I'm gonna kill you!
00:49:06Malik!
00:49:08Yeah, Mom. Okay. Okay, I'm on the way. I'll meet you at the hospital.
00:49:27What's going on?
00:49:28My mom needs to meet her at the hospital.
00:49:30Okay, well, I'm going with you.
00:49:32I didn't know. I swear to you, I didn't know this was happening.
00:49:40I have to ask you these questions, Ms. Johnson. I'm sure you understand.
00:49:44Kalani, thank God you're here. What happened?
00:49:46They got me out here questioning like I'm a criminal.
00:49:50Her babies and I threw them down the hall.
00:49:52You're from Child Protective Services?
00:49:54We're asking your mother a few questions.
00:49:56It's standard procedure in matters like this.
00:49:59When my mom busts her ass every day, you should be ashamed of yourself.
00:50:03You the brother?
00:50:05It's a friend.
00:50:06Well, then you can't be in here, son.
00:50:08I just wanted to make sure Kalani got here okay.
00:50:10I'll be in the waiting room. Here if I do if you two need anything.
00:50:18You could give us some privacy too, miss.
00:50:21Of course. Here's my card.
00:50:25I'll reach out to you if I have more questions.
00:50:39Do you know you could cost me my child?
00:50:41I trusted you.
00:50:43What's taking so long?
00:50:45I cost 20 minutes to go. This isn't God related.
00:50:48Every heart could tell me he's dying.
00:50:58Jacob.
00:50:59Jacob, my love.
00:51:00Jacob.
00:51:01Jacob, my love.
00:51:02Jacob.
00:51:03Jacob, my love.
00:51:04Oh, my God.
00:51:05Oh, my God.
00:51:14Oh, my God.
00:51:15Where's Jacob?
00:51:17Where's Jacob?
00:51:18Put him on the phone.
00:51:20Oh, my.
00:51:21I'm so sorry.
00:51:22There is so much blood.
00:51:24Jacob's being shot.
00:51:26What?
00:51:27Put him on the phone.
00:51:28Put the phone to his ear.
00:51:29Jacob, Mr. Baby.
00:51:32What?
00:51:33I don't think he's gonna make me.
00:51:34Jacob, Mr. Baby.
00:51:36What?
00:51:37I don't think he's gonna make me.
00:51:38Put him on the phone.
00:51:40Put the phone to his ear.
00:51:41Jacob, Mr. Baby, please wake up.
00:51:45Jacob, can you hear me?
00:51:49Jacob.
00:51:53We came into this world together, Jay, me and you.
00:51:57You came in one minute before me to protect me.
00:52:01We have big dreams. We're gonna do big things together.
00:52:05Remember? Remember, Jacob?
00:52:09What's happening?
00:52:13Where's Jacob? Hello?
00:52:39I love you.
00:52:43I'll never leave.
00:52:47You're a part of me.
00:52:51I love you
00:52:55So much
00:52:59I'll never leave
00:53:03You're a part of me
00:53:07So stay
00:53:09Stay
00:53:11Stay
00:53:13Stay
00:53:15With me
00:53:27Paul wrote these words
00:53:29In the book of 2 Timothy
00:53:31Chapter 4 verse 7
00:53:35He says, I have fought the good fight
00:53:39I have
00:53:43I have finished the race
00:53:45I have
00:53:49Kept the faith
00:53:51But there are
00:53:57There are
00:53:58These times
00:53:59When the loved one we have lost
00:54:01Has been taken far too soon
00:54:07Taken violently
00:54:15Taken before they could even finish their race
00:54:19Jacob
00:54:25Jacob
00:54:27Jacob was taken too soon
00:54:29He was
00:54:31Taken too soon
00:54:33And
00:54:35At times like these
00:54:37We ask questions
00:54:41The main question we ask is
00:54:45Why?
00:54:47Why so young?
00:54:51Why so soon?
00:54:55Why this pain?
00:54:59Why
00:55:01This grief?
00:55:03Why did God
00:55:05Allow this
00:55:07To happen?
00:55:13I want you to know
00:55:15That it is
00:55:17Perfectly okay
00:55:19To ask
00:55:21Why?
00:55:23Jesus
00:55:25Jesus himself asked
00:55:26Why?
00:55:27While on the cross
00:55:29He claimed
00:55:33Eli
00:55:35Eli
00:55:36Sebachthani
00:55:37Which is to say
00:55:39My God
00:55:40My God
00:55:41Why
00:55:44Has thou forsaken me?
00:55:53The problem with that question is
00:55:59Most of the time
00:56:00We'll never find
00:56:01That answer
00:56:06So beloved
00:56:07It behooves us this morning
00:56:08To sometime
00:56:09In some way
00:56:10Change the question
00:56:15From why
00:56:16To
00:56:17To what
00:56:18What do I do now?
00:56:21What do I do now?
00:56:24What do we do
00:56:25Next?
00:56:29I'll tell you what you do
00:56:32You grow
00:56:35You keep loving
00:56:36You keep praying
00:56:37You live
00:56:39You live
00:56:53Got some good news
00:56:54I got in, I got accepted
00:56:55I'm going to Howard
00:56:56Oh wow
00:56:57Congratulations
00:56:58Congratulations
00:57:02I'm still waiting
00:57:03On some financial aid
00:57:04And I'm pretty sure
00:57:05I'm gonna have to take out
00:57:06Some student loans
00:57:07But I'm in there
00:57:08Whatever you gotta do right?
00:57:09You know the family's
00:57:10Having a party this Friday
00:57:11To celebrate
00:57:12And you already know
00:57:18How you feeling?
00:57:19I don't really know how to feel
00:57:24We're here for you, you know
00:57:26Whatever you need
00:57:28Okay?
00:57:29Okay?
00:57:49I need to
00:57:52My god, Kalani
00:57:53What are you doing here?
00:57:56I'm so sorry
00:57:58Screw this paper
00:58:00Screw Ms. Umans
00:58:01I could have come and picked it up for you
00:58:03You need to be with your family right now
00:58:06This is about my family
00:58:19Bethany, please collect the essays
00:58:30Kalani, if you need more time
00:58:32I understand
00:58:33I can give you an extension
00:58:34No, I have it right here
00:58:37You finished your paper?
00:58:40This is the real world
00:58:41There's only extensions in the real world
00:58:44There's never enough time
00:58:49I cannot talk to you
00:59:08You don't have to talk at all
00:59:15Come here, come here
00:59:16Come here, baby
00:59:17Come here
00:59:18Come here
00:59:19Come here
00:59:21Come here
00:59:23I wish I could take this pain away
00:59:25But I can
00:59:27And I wish I had the worst
00:59:29But I don't
00:59:32Okay?
00:59:33But I'm here
00:59:34I'm here
00:59:36I'm here
00:59:37Can you go with me?
00:59:40What's this?
00:59:42I found my father's address
00:59:45What?
00:59:47You don't want to do this?
00:59:48Not now
00:59:50I know his family doesn't know about his son
00:59:53But I think he needs to know his son is dead
00:59:55I think you're angry
00:59:56And you deserve it to be
00:59:57I just want to drop the obituary off
01:00:00I don't care how he feels about it
01:00:01You think it's as simple as that?
01:00:04What, you knock on the door
01:00:05It's gonna pull you into his arms?
01:00:07And what is a family, Kalani?
01:00:11What does it really mean to be a dad?
01:00:15Anybody can be a father
01:00:17But Jacob's life
01:00:19Jacob's loss
01:00:21Is worthy of a dad
01:00:26I don't have the answers to that
01:00:28You're gonna have to think this through
01:00:30I need you
01:00:33I need you
01:00:35I need you to think it through
01:00:38I need you
01:00:40To think it through
01:00:41I can't
01:00:42I don't have any more room
01:00:43I don't have the room for it
01:00:45I can't do it
01:00:46I can't
01:00:48Do everything and be everything to everybody
01:00:50I can't
01:00:51Take my sister to school
01:00:52Make sure she's okay
01:00:54Make her lunch
01:00:55Bury my brother
01:00:56Try to get her to college
01:00:57Try to have a life
01:00:58And be a kid
01:00:59I can't
01:01:00Do it
01:01:01I can't do it
01:01:02Honey, come on
01:01:03Take a breath
01:01:06Take a breath
01:01:08All you're going through
01:01:10Is too much for anyone
01:01:13At any age
01:01:16And maybe you should take a break
01:01:17No, no, no
01:01:18You should take a break for school for a while
01:01:21It's gonna be alright
01:01:24It won't affect your grades
01:01:28This is one moment in your life
01:01:30That you have to go through
01:01:34You will get through it
01:01:36Hey, little lady
01:01:40Hey, Mr. Stove
01:01:42This elevator's broken
01:01:44And this one's going to express
01:01:45Express to where?
01:01:46It's going straight to the top
01:01:47Well, I live up on 18th
01:01:48I can walk down
01:01:49What are you gonna do?
01:01:50Wait for the repairman
01:01:51What else can I do?
01:01:52Wait for the repairman
01:01:53What else can I do?
01:01:54Oh, my God
01:01:55Wait for the repairman
01:01:56Wait for the repairman
01:01:57Wait for the repairman
01:01:58Wait for the repairman
01:01:59Wait for the repairman
01:02:00What else can I do?
01:02:04Wait for the repairman
01:02:05Hey, little lady
01:02:06Hey, little lady
01:02:07Hey, Mr. Stove
01:02:09This elevator's broken
01:02:11This elevator's broken
01:02:12And this one's gone express
01:02:14Express to where?
01:02:16It's going straight to the top
01:02:17Well, I live up on 18th
01:02:18I can walk down
01:02:19What are you gonna do?
01:02:20I know you don't know what else.
01:02:39No, you're not.
01:02:40Oh, here she goes.
01:02:41She wants to see what's up.
01:02:42Keep it moving.
01:02:43Damn.
01:02:44You know I got room for you too, sweetheart.
01:02:45Oh, shut up.
01:02:46Shut up.
01:02:47Just watch your mouth, yo.
01:02:48Just keep it moving.
01:02:49You're not in college.
01:02:50Hey, Ma, the elevator's working.
01:02:55You know?
01:02:58How you doing?
01:03:00Mr. Rose called.
01:03:03I'm worried about you.
01:03:05He says I need a mental health break.
01:03:08I don't know, Ma.
01:03:10I think he's right.
01:03:11The nonsense is for white folks.
01:03:14Can I fix you something to eat?
01:03:15No, Ma.
01:03:16I'm good.
01:03:17I'll run you a bath.
01:03:18Now you sound like me.
01:03:19A letter came for you from Yale.
01:03:20You really applied to the same school as your father?
01:03:24Hmm.
01:03:25You gonna open it?
01:03:40You really applied to the same school as your father?
01:03:47You gonna open it?
01:04:01You're so thin.
01:04:03No, they send those rejection letters out by the thousands.
01:04:09There are plenty of other schools right here in New York.
01:04:39You're so thin.
01:04:41You're so thin.
01:04:45You're so thin.
01:04:49You're so thin.
01:04:53You're so thin.
01:04:55ler
01:05:16So what'd it say?
01:05:36I got in.
01:05:38I can't believe it.
01:05:39I got in.
01:05:40Let me see.
01:05:46Oh, my God.
01:05:56What about Bae-Bae?
01:06:00Well, what about helping me around here?
01:06:02It's all the way in Connecticut.
01:06:05You're not planning on accepting this, are you?
01:06:09Ma, I'm going.
01:06:11No, you're not.
01:06:12Ma, to Yale, of all places, really, Kalani?
01:06:17There are plenty of schools that are closer.
01:06:21Write them and tell them that you decided to take a school that's closer to your family.
01:06:26It's my decision, and I've made it.
01:06:30It's Yale, Ma.
01:06:32Not everybody gets an opportunity like this, but I did.
01:06:36With Jacob gone, you, you just gonna, you just gonna leave?
01:06:45I'm not Jacob, Mom.
01:06:47I'm coming back.
01:06:50I got bills that I need help with every day, Kalani.
01:06:54I, I, I need help with, with, with, with Bae-Bae.
01:06:57You got responsibilities here, okay?
01:07:00I'm not the mom!
01:07:01You're the mom!
01:07:02You are!
01:07:05I want to be a kid!
01:07:09Let me be a kid!
01:07:14Mom!
01:07:32Remember this dress?
01:07:56You never let me wear it.
01:07:58It's yours.
01:07:59Are you serious?
01:08:00Can I have the shoes, too?
01:08:05Now you're pushing it.
01:08:09All right, take the shoes, girl.
01:08:15Have something from Jacob, too.
01:08:20I don't know why he was hiding it, but I'm glad I found it when I did.
01:08:26This is kind of intense.
01:08:28I think I'll look at it later.
01:08:40Okay.
01:08:41In your time.
01:08:47Finally get the room to yourself!
01:08:50It's all I've ever wanted.
01:08:52But, now I'm not so sure.
01:08:59You really have to go, Kalani.
01:09:02I want you to make good decisions.
01:09:06Smart choices.
01:09:08And those times where you don't have all the answers, I'm just a phone call away.
01:09:18Mom's going to have me doing everything around here.
01:09:20It's a lot, but it's not so bad.
01:09:22Just keep the room clean.
01:09:26Do what she asks of you.
01:09:27And just don't grow up too fast, you know?
01:09:30You'll be my age before you know it.
01:09:31But, take care of mom.
01:09:32I'm serious, baby.
01:09:33Okay?
01:09:34Okay?
01:09:35Kalani?
01:09:36Can we cuddle tonight?
01:09:37Come on.
01:09:38Come, come, come, come on.
01:09:39But don't hog all the cover.
01:09:43We're hogging it already.
01:09:44Love you, Kalani.
01:10:01We're hogging it already.
01:10:03Love you, Kalani.
01:10:07Love you baby.
01:10:09Baby.
01:10:29Yep.
01:10:30All right, I'm coming down.
01:10:39Bye, Mom.
01:11:09Don't you think I was going to say goodbye, did you?
01:11:19I thought you were asleep.
01:11:22I haven't slept in weeks.
01:11:30I made you all your favorites.
01:11:34There's a sweet potato pie in that little bag.
01:11:36I'm saving that for Thanksgiving to make sure your butt comes
01:11:39home.
01:11:40Thanks, Mom.
01:11:45I am so proud of you.
01:11:49I know I haven't said that nearly as much as I should have,
01:11:52but I really am proud of you.
01:11:57Thanks, Mom.
01:12:02Get on out of here.
01:12:09It's a go-get.
01:12:18It goes pretty well with the Sorry I Miss Christmas Family Rolex.
01:12:23All I got was corporate.
01:12:25That's a family.
01:12:26Trade?
01:12:34Grand Central, right?
01:12:35Any chance we can make a quick pit stop?
01:12:37I need to stop by the school.
01:12:39Just when I thought I was out, they pulled me back in.
01:12:42Hey, Kalani.
01:12:44Do you have a minute?
01:12:44Oh, come on.
01:12:45I know this is going to sound weird and uncomfortable and awkward, but I don't know what I'm going to do.
01:12:48I know this is going to sound weird and uncomfortable and awkward, but do you remember that conversation we had
01:12:49after Jacob died about family of our family?
01:12:54Um-hmm.
01:12:56Well, I know this is going to sound weird and uncomfortable and awkward, but do you remember that conversation we had after Jacob died about family?
01:13:08and uncomfortable and awkward but do you remember that conversation we had after
01:13:17Jacob died about family well I didn't go to my father's house you're right there
01:13:24is a difference between a father and a dad so I want you to have this
01:13:38Jacob Johnson don't forget oh impossible all right I'll be in the stands cheering you on
01:13:51thanks for everything
01:13:55thank you
01:13:59too young to be tired too high to be higher too far to go further
01:14:16but too strong to deter her in my eyes all I see is my fire
01:14:27in my heart all I feel is desire in my dreams all I see is my life
01:14:39until I live what I see I'll just strive
01:14:46mmm
01:14:51mmm
01:14:52mmm
01:14:53drive
01:14:57mmm
01:14:59mmm
01:15:00mmm
01:15:01mmm
01:15:03mmm
01:15:04mmm
01:15:05mmm
01:15:07mmm
01:15:09mmm
01:15:10mmm
01:15:11mmm
01:15:12mmm
01:15:14mmm
01:15:15mmm
01:15:16, mmm
01:15:17Oh
01:15:18mmm
01:15:19mmm
01:15:20mmm
01:15:21Oh
01:15:22You don't see him like me often
01:15:24when in his mind I've chosen
01:15:25And I made up my mind I'll just strive
01:15:30mmm
01:15:31mmm
01:15:33mmm
01:15:35I'll strive
01:15:39I'll strive
01:15:45I'll strive
01:15:51Hello?
01:15:53Hey, it's me.
01:15:55Hey.
01:15:57See you on your way or...?
01:15:59Yeah, I'm actually almost there.
01:16:01What about you?
01:16:03Me too.
01:16:05I didn't realize how far out of the city how it actually is.
01:16:09And in the opposite direction of you.
01:16:13I mean, there's always holidays.
01:16:15That's true.
01:16:19Are you going back for Thanksgiving, or...?
01:16:21Yeah.
01:16:23What about you?
01:16:25I'll be back.
01:16:27You know, in the meantime, I'm definitely gonna miss it.
01:16:31Uh...
01:16:33You know, especially you.
01:16:35Okay.
01:16:37But yeah, I'll be back for Thanksgiving.
01:16:41Um...
01:16:43Um...
01:16:45Probably should get going, because I'm just about to pull up in a second.
01:16:51Okay.
01:16:53Okay.
01:16:54Alright, well...
01:16:55Just remember, Kalani...
01:16:57You deserve it.
01:16:59Uh...
01:17:00Thanks, Terrence.
01:17:01So do you.
01:17:03Thanks.
01:17:12Your parents must be so proud of you.
01:17:15There you are.
01:17:17There you are.
01:17:21I won't stop.
01:17:23I won't stop.
01:17:25I'll strive.
01:17:29When it gets hard, I'll just strive.
01:17:35With tears in my eyes, I'll just strive.
01:17:41No matter what.
01:17:43No matter how.
01:17:51You will go.
01:17:52Keep going.
01:17:53You are.
01:17:54You are.
01:17:55You are.
01:17:56You are.
01:17:57You are.
01:17:58You are.
01:18:00You are.
01:18:01You are.
01:18:02You are.
01:18:03I know.
01:18:04I know now is my time.
01:18:05To try.
01:18:06If you're feeling down.
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