00:00The
00:30For a while I was rough
00:48But lately I've been doing better
00:51Than the last four cold Decembles I recall
00:57And I see my family every month
01:02I found a girl my parents loved
01:06She'll come and stay the night
01:09And I think I might have it all
01:12And I thank God every day
01:17For the girl he sent my way
01:20But I know the things he gives me
01:24He can't take away
01:26And I hold you every night
01:31And that's a feeling I wanna get used to
01:35There's no girl as terrified
01:40There's no girl who stands to lose you
01:45Oh, I hope I don't lose you
01:50Please stay
01:55I want you, I need you, oh God
01:59Don't take
02:03All these beautiful things that I've got
02:07Please stay
02:10I want you, I need you, oh God
02:14Don't take
02:17All these beautiful things that I've got
02:21Oh, please don't take
02:30Oh, please don't take
02:32I found my mind, I'm feeling sick
02:37It's been a while but I'm finding my faith
02:40If everything's good and it's great
02:43Why do I sit and wait till it's gone
02:46Oh, I tell you I know I've got love
02:51I've got peace and I've got love
02:55But I'm up at night thinking I just might
02:59Lose it all
03:00Please stay
03:07I want you, I need you, oh God
03:11Don't take
03:14All these beautiful things that I've got
03:16All these beautiful things that I've got
03:18Oh, please stay
03:28I want you, I need you, oh God
03:33Don't take
03:36All these beautiful things that I've got
03:44You don't want me to say
04:14You don't want me to say
04:16I want you, oh God
04:18Oh, even if there's way too
04:25It's almost like you want me to
04:31Hate you
04:32You'd rather die and stay pretty
04:37Than live and stay with me
04:40me acting like you're in the velvet underground you look so good when you're going down
04:52you'd rather live in a dollhouse all alone in a fast crowd oh i think you're so echoing
05:04running in but you don't even know how deep you're in
05:18i just want to be with you
05:32but you just want me to miss you
05:40can't you see letting life kill you
05:50you'd rather die and stay pretty than live and stay with me
06:00acting like you're in the velvet underground you look so good when you're going down
06:09you'd rather live in a dollhouse all alone in a fast crowd
06:18i think you're so echoing and unhinging but you don't even know how deep you're in
06:32when you're going down
06:34then i'll just forget to subscribe to this channel and see if you're watching me
06:36that's just the same way
06:38i hope i hope i'll miss you
06:40and i can't remember
06:42just everything you're doing
06:44like you're waiting for you
06:46You said you were sober
07:07So I'll let you come over
07:12Your words put me close
07:17But your words fucked me over
07:22I kept on denying
07:28So you kept on trying
07:33You went too far for closure
07:38Too far fucked me over
07:43I could just lie
07:47And say it's okay
07:50When I wanna rip all the doors off this place
07:55Set it on fire
07:58And just walk away
08:00So I can feel anything else but this way
08:06Cause I let you in
08:10When I needed space
08:13And you crossed the line
08:15And when I pushed you away
08:17How could you?
08:22How could you?
08:30You are more than a grant
08:33You've convinced yourself I'll let you
08:39A better version of me
08:43Never met you
08:45And never let you in my bedroom
08:49Oh, these shitty lines
08:53And cookie blinds
08:55And cheap red wine stains
08:57Threatened suicide
08:58To change my mind
09:00And keep me afraid
09:02You want me to lie
09:07And say it's okay
09:10When I wanna rip all the doors off this place
09:16Set it on fire
09:18And just walk away
09:21So I can feel anything else but this way
09:26Cause I let you in
09:30When I needed space
09:33And you crossed the line
09:35When I pushed you away
09:38How could you?
09:42How could you?
09:45How could you?
09:45I once loved her lie
09:54Cause she knew my name
09:59Would rewrite stories
10:05And make me to blame
10:09How could you?
10:15When I wake up in the morning
10:39And I watch you leave
10:42Always pretending that I'm fast asleep
10:49I'm living in the middle of the in-between
10:57What you think you want
11:02And what you think you need
11:05I wonder if you'll never be who you are
11:13Or will you keep on lying
11:16Till we fall apart
11:19If you keep on keeping it in the dark
11:25It's gonna kill itself
11:28Before it even starts
11:31I guess I'm getting used to the silence
11:35Cause you're never gonna say my name
11:39I guess we're gonna get by hiding
11:43Can only hope I'm worth that walk on safe
11:47If I see you tomorrow
12:06No, I won't forget
12:08To pretend you're someone I've never met
12:15To pretend you're someone I've never met
12:15Till the night falls down
12:18And you're back in my bed
12:21Oh, shut my eyes
12:24And count until ten
12:26I guess I'm getting used to the silence
12:31Cause you're never gonna sing my name
12:35I guess we're gonna get by hiding
12:38Can only hope I'm worth that walk on safe
12:43Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
13:13I'm always pretending that I'm fast asleep
13:23I'm living in the middle of the embers leave
13:30What you think you want and what you know you need
13:43What you think you want and what you know you need
13:51I'm always pretending that I'm happy
13:53I believe I'm happy
13:55I'm happy
13:57I believe I'm happy
13:59I need me
14:01I'm happy
14:03You have to love
14:07Zakkou
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