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Conversation with Dhrisni Bora about Mic, Camera, Mood, Action! | Jitendra Bhandare | Wrapped Pulse
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00:00:00और दोस्य गन्हों इकर से करी तो शर्चेण में किसी रहत थे हैं।
00:00:12इसी रहे दोंगा मैं इसना में कुलते हैं।
00:00:21पर लिएनाजम यो क्ला ऺलिगा पाया हाही मोगा धनी है।
00:00:28सबसे बेस्ट एक्सपेंस आपका किस मेरा मॉडलिंग, एक्टिंग और कॉंटेंट कुरिशन
00:00:33आइफिल मुझे आक्टिंग दो इस बीन माइ पचकुंसी और मॉडलिंग तो एक गंटा दो खंटा में शूट खतम हो जाता है
00:00:44एक्तिंग में बहुत टेक्स लगता हैं, डायक्टर को पसंदाना परता हैं, अल अफ देग्स बाइगे सब्सक्राइब को पता था कि आपको बता था कि आपको बाल भाल बाला है
00:00:56हाह, I got selected for it. मेरा 2-round audition हुआ तर फिर मेरा selection हुआ तर फिर
00:01:02everything happened and yeah it was fun like
00:01:05people were very nice not the contestants
00:01:10बाकी लोग अच्छे थे थे, मलब जो creative directors and all, they were nice
00:01:13contestants to you can't trust anyone
00:01:16सब लोग साफ होते है भाहँ पर मैं भी एक बहुत बडरी साफी
00:01:19मैं भी सब के बारे में छुपबी कर्थी थी
00:01:21सब के बारे में अधर का बाद उथर करते हैं और मुझे वह बहुत अच्छा लग रहा था करने ने क्योंकि वो लोग में रस्ती दोस नहीं है
00:01:28पुनम पंडे के बादे में लोगो का इसा कहना होता है कि वो गमेरे में अलग होती है और कमेरे के पीछे अलग होती है
00:01:33जब भी वो शॉट्स हुए थे पुनम पांडे का, तो उनका उस समय जो भी वो बोल रहे थे, जो भी वो बोल रहे थे, अजो भी बोल रहे थे, और भी मिला वो बोल रहे थे,
00:01:43वो बोल रहे थे, even as a host, that's also acting,
00:01:45बोल रहे थे, बोल रहे थे, बोल रहे थे, बोल रहे थे, वो एक तावल पूछ रहे थे किसी को, ठीक है,
00:01:50so she wanted to cover herself, and then she told me ki, why should I show it for free?
00:01:55and then I was like, okay, damn, cool
00:01:58Welcome to Rappers, I am your host Jitendra,
00:02:07आज हमादी साथे वे the beautiful actress, model, and content creator, Dhrishni,
00:02:14also known as Dhrishtraya,
00:02:15Hi Dhrishni, how are you?
00:02:18I am good, how are you?
00:02:19I am very well,
00:02:21So Dhrishni, how is your journey, how is your journey, in the modeling?
00:02:24Okay, so when I was 18, I was brought up in Shilong, then Guhati,
00:02:33and I met a photographer back then,
00:02:37and I started off, like, doing shoots and stuff,
00:02:40then I got hired for a music video,
00:02:43which was in Assam, Assamese production,
00:02:46and that was a fun experience,
00:02:49and I was very shocked by acting and modeling,
00:02:52I always wanted to be in front of the camera, I loved the camera,
00:02:55so yeah, after that I moved to Mumbai for my higher education,
00:03:01which wasn't complete, but I started modeling here as well,
00:03:06as a collaborator with a lot of photographers,
00:03:10I had to be in contact, so people also wanted to work with me,
00:03:17so I became contacts, and I somehow signed up to an agency in the first year in Mumbai,
00:03:24which left me, but, yeah, that's also a reason, that's also another story,
00:03:30but, yeah,
00:03:31did they leave you, or did you leave them?
00:03:32they left me,
00:03:33it's very sad,
00:03:34it's very sad,
00:03:35it's very sad,
00:03:36it's very sad,
00:03:37it's very sad,
00:03:38oh, that's me, it's a very hard story,
00:03:40yeah,
00:03:42yeah,
00:03:43yeah,
00:03:45three,
00:03:45you broke it,
00:03:46or why did they broke it?
00:03:47I broke a lot of things before it started,
00:03:51so maybe,
00:03:52yeah,
00:03:52that's why it's karma,
00:03:53karma is a bad bitch,
00:03:55that's why they broke you?
00:03:58yeah,
00:03:58Bhagavan told them,
00:04:00that's why you believe in karma,
00:04:03yes,
00:04:04I definitely believe in karma,
00:04:06I believe in all of those things,
00:04:08I love tarot reading,
00:04:10and all of that too,
00:04:11so,
00:04:12yeah,
00:04:13love that,
00:04:14so when did you get the first gig in modeling?
00:04:17first gig,
00:04:19first gig,
00:04:21back in 2022,
00:04:25back in 2022,
00:04:26I had one e-commerce website shoot,
00:04:30that was She Is In,
00:04:31and I was a model,
00:04:34and I was so new to it,
00:04:36I did not know that they were supposed to pay me,
00:04:39and they didn't pay me,
00:04:42and I did like 10 changes,
00:04:44and I made a whole brand,
00:04:45and my chair was there on the website,
00:04:49but I didn't get the payment,
00:04:51I should have asked,
00:04:54that's what you said,
00:04:56yeah,
00:04:56starting is a bit sad,
00:04:58everything happens,
00:04:59but did you get any help in your journey,
00:05:01help me,
00:05:02yes,
00:05:03I mean,
00:05:03I met a makeup artist,
00:05:06that was my first gig,
00:05:08and they told me,
00:05:09I know,
00:05:10I got a lot of motivation,
00:05:13so I got a lot of motivation,
00:05:18he was a good makeup artist,
00:05:19he was getting paid by the way,
00:05:21and yeah,
00:05:22and I met a few people,
00:05:26kept going on,
00:05:28I never stopped,
00:05:29never gave up on my dreams,
00:05:30because this is what I came here to do,
00:05:33so you showed me the reality show,
00:05:36that King 2,
00:05:38yes,
00:05:39so King 2,
00:05:39how was your experience,
00:05:40how was King 2,
00:05:42King 2,
00:05:43I'm kidding,
00:05:45I mean,
00:05:46it was,
00:05:47a very weird experience,
00:05:49but at the same time,
00:05:50it was fun,
00:05:51because,
00:05:51I didn't know,
00:05:51I didn't know the reality shows,
00:05:53that come from our splitsvilla,
00:05:56or roadies,
00:05:57I don't even know any reality show,
00:05:58I don't watch any reality show,
00:05:59but I never knew,
00:06:00how it happens,
00:06:01behind the cameras,
00:06:02behind the scenes,
00:06:03how it works,
00:06:05so when I was taken there,
00:06:06it was shot in Vietnam,
00:06:08so in Vietnam,
00:06:09we went to Vietnam,
00:06:10there were all these new people,
00:06:12new faces,
00:06:14and the first thing,
00:06:15we took our phones,
00:06:17so I had no phone,
00:06:19for like 28 days,
00:06:21and that sucked,
00:06:24people thought I died,
00:06:26when I came back,
00:06:26people were commenting,
00:06:28like,
00:06:28what did you die,
00:06:29or what did you die,
00:06:30because in today's generation,
00:06:31mobile life,
00:06:33online,
00:06:34it's alive,
00:06:35and it's not dead,
00:06:35yeah, exactly,
00:06:37I always tell a story,
00:06:38every day,
00:06:38and I'm dying for 25 days,
00:06:41so yeah,
00:06:43I was there,
00:06:45in a very new environment,
00:06:47with new people,
00:06:48new faces,
00:06:49girls,
00:06:50and the first few days,
00:06:56I said,
00:06:56yeah,
00:06:57we had to see them,
00:06:58and we had to date,
00:06:59one of them,
00:07:01all of that happened,
00:07:02and it was crazy,
00:07:04and Poonam Pandey,
00:07:06was a host,
00:07:07and she,
00:07:09was just,
00:07:11wild,
00:07:12like,
00:07:12she knew what to do,
00:07:14like, you know,
00:07:14sometimes,
00:07:15you never know,
00:07:19you can't even plan,
00:07:20there,
00:07:20and there,
00:07:20yes,
00:07:21now,
00:07:21it's going to be,
00:07:22now,
00:07:23it's going to be,
00:07:23there was a lot of planning,
00:07:24plotting,
00:07:25but,
00:07:25someone's planning,
00:07:27plotting,
00:07:27everyone,
00:07:28just flopped,
00:07:29people,
00:07:29they,
00:07:29they,
00:07:30eliminate,
00:07:33so,
00:07:35yes,
00:07:36you,
00:07:36it's really,
00:07:37not in your hands,
00:07:38तो अभी जिसे रियालिटी शो के बादे में लोगों का ये एक अंसर होता है कि स्क्रिप्टेड होता है
00:07:44तो वोट यू थिंक अबाओ देट
00:07:47I mean I think a lot of reality shows might be scripted
00:07:52पर मैंने जो किया था उसमें से scripted scripted
00:07:55लाइक जो हम लोग कर रहे थे जो हम लोग show में देख रहे हैं
00:07:59वो जग रहे हो या फिर किसी का love story हो या फिर किसी का friendship हो
00:08:04वो सब it was on a you know life incident like it wasn't
00:08:09दो मतलब कोई इनसान किसी का साइसे plan करें कि हाँ हम लोग एक साथ है या फिर हम लोग
00:08:14दोस्ती बना रहे है फिर भी जो भी हो रहा था वो
00:08:18on the spot हो रहा था
00:08:20but scripted in the sense task जैसे हुए थे हम लोगों के कि इस दिन ऐसा टास्क होगा उस दिन दूसरा टास्क होगा वो सब लोग ने
00:08:28प्लान करके रखा था डाइरेक्टर ने और वो सब तो वह पर जो love story making थी उसके बादे में क्या था
00:08:36so where the first one and what about Justin
00:08:39Justin
00:08:41Justin Bieber बन गया show में वह बात बात बात है बना दिया था है मैंने कलर कर वाया था उसका आइड था
00:08:49so basically I we never met before because it's a lot of people think we have planned the whole thing but no like when I met that guy he was the only young guy among all the contestants
00:09:02okay and I was around 20 I was 20 I was not even 21 तो उसमें लाइक I don't like
00:09:11like a dari mooch वालो तो बुद्धी लोग तो मुझे पसंद लेंगे मुझे पसंद बुद्धी लोग तो मुझे पसंद नहीं आएंगे मुझे अट्राक्शन नहीं होता तो फिर यह था जो जो जाएंजी का चोदा हो मेरे तरह
00:09:20और इसलिये वह बी था तिखने में अतरंगी जासा हम लोग थे
00:09:26अतरंगी जासी बीजिए अतरंगी जासी थिखने वालली, बुल है उट तो फिर
00:09:31yeah the whole show I had like blue purple hair type and he had like tattoos on his neck on everywhere
00:09:37and he was not good at work physically like he was not good at tasks or anything
00:09:43but everyone was telling me in the show that yes people look good at work
00:09:47so we decided that yes we live together he wanted to like
00:09:51date me and stuff even outside but it wasn't really possible
00:09:55so it didn't work out but yeah in the show it was
00:09:59a love story I would say and most of reality show
00:10:02we see that in the show there are couples in the show
00:10:06but after coming out we have to know that they have break up
00:10:09yes we have always had this because obviously like let me tell you this
00:10:15the contestants came from the girls where they came from they were from dilly
00:10:20okay and girls were from mumbai or pune so obviously if you have to do it after the show
00:10:26it doesn't make sense i will leave my house for 25 days long distance relationship so obviously i
00:10:33won't do that or he won't do that or yeah there are a lot of other factors
00:10:38in the show we were performing tasks in the show
00:10:41but of course we were not compatible that way in real life he was not that rich too so yeah not my type
00:10:49not my type so you knew that you were going to call for reality show
00:10:55yeah i got selected for it my two round audition was
00:10:58and then my selection was and then everything happened
00:11:01we were supposed to go there in may of last year so shooting
00:11:08was in july so delay also and yeah it was fun like uh people were very nice
00:11:17not the contestants the other people were good i mean the creative directors and all they were nice
00:11:22contestants though you can't trust anyone
00:11:24everyone is clean there i was also a very clean person
00:11:27i was also a very clean person about everything about everything about everything about everything about it
00:11:30i always knew where to take a look after all those people of my friends and they were very good
00:11:34because those people were not my real friend
00:11:36but my friend was good and there is one who was my friend
00:11:40who was my friend now
00:11:43me and there have been anyone who was nice
00:11:46but is a friend Mere that is my friend
00:11:48she is my neighbor also we never meet
00:11:50it's fun with her
00:11:53कर दुखे देश्म याका बात हए आका नहीं बुद मज़ा था आपको
00:11:56हां नहीं आता है मुझे रिल लिफ में एक हम आपको अमझे नहीं तो कि अरीज पहाई।
00:11:59आपको मैं अम्हें आपको अरीजे हैं आपको में बारीशाप मेरा साप का टाटू भी है
00:12:06oh nice
00:12:08that's meant like tatter
00:12:10it's your behavior
00:12:12क्या मेरा साप
00:12:13no like
00:12:16see मैं तो अपने
00:12:18life में सिर्फ चार पाच
00:12:20लोगो के अपना मानती हो
00:12:21और बाकी जो लोगो होते है
00:12:23वो अक्वेंटेंस होते है या फिर
00:12:25दोस्त होते है और I have seen
00:12:28a lot की in my life
00:12:29की people try to become my friends
00:12:31to get something out of me
00:12:33either a shoot or
00:12:35some sort of fame that they are
00:12:37looking for I'm not even that famous what are
00:12:39you trying to do but yeah there are all
00:12:41these people that have met relationships
00:12:44wise or friendship wise
00:12:45that have like hurt me in the past
00:12:48so मैं ऐसे जान बूच के
00:12:50कभी जुडी जुडी ने करती मैं इतनी
00:12:51पी गंदी ने हो but yeah
00:12:53if something is wrong if something is
00:12:55bothering me then I'll talk about it and
00:12:57I'll speak
00:12:58because a lot of people don't do that
00:13:01especially people from the north east
00:13:03जो लोग इता है मुंबाइ में वो लोग अपना कुछ ऐसा
00:13:07like you know I haven't seen anyone that
00:13:10you know has become a celebrity celebrity
00:13:12here coming from there
00:13:13so I believe that I should maintain
00:13:16my own personality
00:13:17and whatever I have like I am
00:13:19and I have to maintain that
00:13:21because there should be something that should
00:13:23attract people towards me
00:13:25so I believe in that
00:13:27till I'm real and I'm real to myself
00:13:30and I don't lose myself
00:13:31I don't think I'll lose anything in my life
00:13:33what do you think about friendship
00:13:39friendships
00:13:40yeah they are nice
00:13:43I think friendships are a lot like relationships
00:13:47they take time to build
00:13:49and I have heard this from one tutor or something
00:13:54when I was like 18
00:13:57friendships or relationships
00:13:59whatever you have or any relationship
00:14:00they don't do it in one day
00:14:02or do it in one day
00:14:03yeah
00:14:04time does it
00:14:05build it in one day
00:14:06and it also takes time to break
00:14:08and you don't know
00:14:10you don't know
00:14:11you don't know
00:14:12in one day
00:14:13but it's a lot of time
00:14:14so if you have a breakup
00:14:16then there might be reasons
00:14:18why it is happening
00:14:19and you are not seeing it
00:14:20one day that person will leave you
00:14:22and then you will realize
00:14:23oh yeah I have done something a month ago
00:14:25so friendships according to me
00:14:28this is like
00:14:29and for me personally
00:14:30platonic friendships
00:14:31they are a lot more important than
00:14:33romantic relationships
00:14:35because I feel
00:14:36there is more value
00:14:38because at the end of the day
00:14:40you will break up
00:14:41you will leave the girl
00:14:42you will cheat
00:14:43whatever you do
00:14:44you will go to your friend
00:14:46to cry
00:14:47and if you will become a relationship
00:14:49then they will stay
00:14:50then
00:14:51but romantic relationships
00:14:52are not like that
00:14:53some people come
00:14:54some people go
00:14:55it's really
00:14:57a very complicated thing
00:14:58but
00:14:59I really value
00:15:00platonic friendships
00:15:01and those who are close to me
00:15:03and I am real with them
00:15:04and I can speak my heart out
00:15:06I really love them
00:15:08and I will never be a snake to them
00:15:10but
00:15:11the rest of the people
00:15:12are okay
00:15:13let's go
00:15:14so what's your current relation status
00:15:19are you still single
00:15:20or mingle
00:15:21no I am dating someone
00:15:23but
00:15:24it's not really going that
00:15:26great
00:15:27I would say
00:15:28like we are just seeing
00:15:29what's going to happen currently
00:15:31yeah
00:15:32yeah
00:15:33yeah
00:15:34yeah
00:15:35yeah
00:15:36okay
00:15:37um
00:15:38so
00:15:39as we have seen King 2
00:15:41so
00:15:42Poonam Panday was a host
00:15:43so
00:15:44Poonam Panday
00:15:45people say
00:15:47that
00:15:48she is different from the camera
00:15:49and
00:15:50she is different from the camera
00:15:51and
00:15:52she is different from the camera
00:15:53what do you know about that?
00:15:55so
00:15:56when I met her
00:15:57in reality show
00:15:58she is a very sweet person
00:16:00she does have that
00:16:01you know
00:16:02um
00:16:03boldness
00:16:04and she has that confidence
00:16:05like that woman gives
00:16:06gives that aura
00:16:07like
00:16:09she does have that
00:16:10you know
00:16:11uh
00:16:12boldness
00:16:13and
00:16:14she has that confidence
00:16:16like that woman
00:16:17gives
00:16:18gives that aura
00:16:20very sweet person she does have that you know um
00:16:24little like um
00:16:26boldness and she has that confidence like that woman
00:16:30gives that aura like she doesn't care about anyone
00:16:34now one-on-one interaction with my time I was taking a picture with her
00:16:39and we were other people
00:16:42we were both shooting with her
00:16:44and she was asking someone to a towel
00:16:48so she wanted to cover herself and then herself and then she told me
00:16:52uh why should i show it for free right and then i was like okay damn cool
00:16:58and yeah that was a really fun interaction and she's very i won't say humble
00:17:06but she's quite down to earth like okay like she doesn't look down on anyone
00:17:11that's a good time so you have the best experience in your modeling acting or content creation
00:17:20i feel acting though it's been my dream in my childhood and modeling is very easy modeling
00:17:28to shoot in one hour two hours shooting in acting takes in a lot of takes and that's a very long
00:17:39format i would say that's more like difficult more difficult than modeling but i and content
00:17:47creation is in my hand i'm doing it from my childhood and 16 years old i'm doing it on youtube and
00:17:53instagram and now i will do it and in my life i would love to give myself to the camera because
00:17:59i just love that so much it just boosts my confidence so honestly i think i would like to be a famous
00:18:07content creator but i definitely want to get into acting and all of that it's not that i want
00:18:14to give up on it but for now i think current present situation i love content creation the best
00:18:20experience so i have been to places for shoots and stuff and i think it really depends like experience
00:18:27wise my kolkata was the worst in kolkata because there were people who approached me they were not the right
00:18:34people they wanted to like do things with me and stuff that i was not comfortable with and then
00:18:40in dhili
00:18:41in dhili
00:18:42in dhili
00:18:43in dhili
00:18:47he was asking me to ask him to ask him to ask him to ask him to ask him if I just
00:18:51want to go there or go there don't mind
00:18:52you don't mind
00:18:53he was so sorry
00:18:54i am so sorry for all of the people of dhili
00:18:55the people who approached me they were not the right people they wanted to do things with
00:18:57me and stuff that i was not comfortable with and then dhili
00:18:58पुछो है माद दिली ही होता है वहाँ पर माद जा वहाँ पर I'm so sorry दिली के रोग जतन भी दिली का था भाई दो प्यार हो गया है प्यार पच्छास दिन में किसको प्यार होता है उसको प्यार हो गया था हो दो बार प्रपोस कर लिया था मेरे को शो में पता नहीं को क्या दिम
00:19:28I wanted to leave him many a times but then he was just showing all this love and after the show was
00:19:33over he was just like yeah fine I just want to fuck you and I I don't want to fuck you bro
00:19:38you were like the like the only decent option out of everyone all the contestants that's why I chose
00:19:46you that's that's me he doesn't want relationship he just wants relationship I know people I later
00:19:54on I got to know about him Delhi when I went that a lot of two of my friends they have matched with
00:20:02him on hinge before and one of my friend has actually done things with him like a hookup
00:20:07house okay so yeah he's not a relationship kind of person the way he shows in the show please
00:20:16that was really fake from his side from my side at least I was like playing my part
00:20:20okay I am like I am a lover girl he is not so I am like that he is saying that at least
00:20:27in my real life I am a lover girl I will do anything for this person I will die for this person
00:20:31I am like that I was showing that he is a fuck boy and then he was showing that no I want
00:20:37to love you I want to marry you I want to have your babies I don't want to have babies with
00:20:43because I am the best daddy dude when he is a kid he will say yes he will do anything
00:20:53for me I don't need to bother you first I want to have a fight first she realized that
00:20:55he was getting embarrassed I was embarrassed to shut up the only time he even got a scene and
00:21:05I'll tell you one thing, the whole time, like,
00:21:07he was not like that, he was also looking at the show
00:21:11for me, because he was looking at the same color
00:21:13and he was looking at the same color as a girlfriend,
00:21:15that's why he was looking at it, the only time
00:21:17he was looking at me to propose, he was looking at it,
00:21:21and the only fight that happened,
00:21:23he was also like, I had a real one,
00:21:25he was doing this, take a look at this,
00:21:29which is, like, bro, what are you trying to say,
00:21:33who is doing this in front of a guy?
00:21:37I mean, that was so embarrassing,
00:21:39and I just wanted to leave him that time,
00:21:42and I just couldn't, because people were pressuring me,
00:21:46people were also snakes, my friends were there,
00:21:49at the show, so, yeah, they were also,
00:21:51they were also, they were, they were, they were,
00:21:53they were, they were, they were, they were,
00:21:54I was like, okay, they were, they were,
00:21:56fine, that went on, and then,
00:21:59I had to leave myself, because Poonam Pada
00:22:01told me, you too, Dhrishni,
00:22:03so, I was like, okay, I'm going too,
00:22:05and then, what do I do, I'm done with this bullshit,
00:22:07yeah, that's what happened,
00:22:12so, how did your co-workers come here?
00:22:15co-workers,
00:22:17one of them, Iram Sayed,
00:22:19who is my friend,
00:22:20now, I'm going to say,
00:22:22but I will tell you,
00:22:22that's what I'm doing,
00:22:24I'm going to say,
00:22:25I'm going to say,
00:22:25that's what I'm doing,
00:22:27that's what I'm doing,
00:22:27that's what I'm doing,
00:22:28I actually hats off that girl,
00:22:31because she knows what a reality show is,
00:22:33she knows how to get the cameras,
00:22:35like, to her,
00:22:36and that's a really good thing,
00:22:38I'll say,
00:22:39because,
00:22:40when I went to the show,
00:22:41I got so much,
00:22:42you know,
00:22:43it was my first time in a reality show,
00:22:44obviously,
00:22:45and I did not know how it would work,
00:22:47so, I didn't really,
00:22:48I wanted to, like,
00:22:49make friends,
00:22:50so that they don't eliminate,
00:22:52or vote out me later,
00:22:53but that was the wrong move,
00:22:55I should have been,
00:22:56actually,
00:22:56that bitchy person,
00:22:57that I am in real life,
00:22:58like,
00:22:59so,
00:23:01that would have gotten me,
00:23:02more camera attention,
00:23:03but it's cool,
00:23:04I got the attention,
00:23:06or whatever,
00:23:07I anyways,
00:23:08I can see,
00:23:08my blue hair,
00:23:10so,
00:23:10I am different,
00:23:11so,
00:23:11it's okay,
00:23:13but next show,
00:23:14watch me,
00:23:15next show,
00:23:16definitely,
00:23:16we should watch,
00:23:17kill them,
00:23:18bro,
00:23:20I will,
00:23:21just like,
00:23:21people,
00:23:22that we see in reality show,
00:23:23that we tell people,
00:23:24that we are very shocked to show off,
00:23:25to show off,
00:23:25which is a shock,
00:23:26so,
00:23:27who was that?
00:23:28Show off,
00:23:29one of the things,
00:23:30that was our,
00:23:32the thing,
00:23:32should I say it,
00:23:34no,
00:23:34you guys watch the show,
00:23:35that we will know,
00:23:36that you guys will know,
00:23:37but he is one guy,
00:23:39and the whole time,
00:23:40he would just flex his muscles,
00:23:42he will flex that,
00:23:43he is from the,
00:23:44I don't know,
00:23:45some army,
00:23:45war me,
00:23:46something that was done,
00:23:46and he was 30 years old,
00:23:48I am sorry,
00:23:49I am sorry,
00:23:51who was that,
00:23:51he would just show,
00:23:55then I have to split,
00:23:57I have to do this,
00:23:57I have to do that,
00:23:58I have to do that,
00:23:58I have to do that,
00:23:59and that was so annoying,
00:24:00like,
00:24:01just stop,
00:24:01showing off your body,
00:24:02stop being naked the whole time,
00:24:05like,
00:24:05you have a shirt,
00:24:06why don't you wear a shirt,
00:24:06you have a shirt,
00:24:07because you have no luggage,
00:24:08you have no luggage,
00:24:09you have no luggage,
00:24:09you have no luggage,
00:24:09you have no luggage,
00:24:10like,
00:24:10stop,
00:24:11I have no idea,
00:24:13in every time,
00:24:14swimming pool,
00:24:14in the room,
00:24:15in the living room,
00:24:17in the room,
00:24:17in the area,
00:24:18there was a shirtless,
00:24:18for showing,
00:24:19and by the way,
00:24:22another person,
00:24:22who was wearing a shirtless,
00:24:23and he didn't get a person,
00:24:25in the first time,
00:24:27so,
00:24:27he voted out,
00:24:28like,
00:24:29eliminate,
00:24:29in the two days,
00:24:31like,
00:24:31two episodes,
00:24:32he was eliminated,
00:24:32because,
00:24:33he had the body,
00:24:35but he was very short,
00:24:36and like,
00:24:36no one liked him,
00:24:37you don't have a partner,
00:24:38you don't have any partner,
00:24:40yeah,
00:24:40he didn't have a partner,
00:24:41because the show,
00:24:42was the concept,
00:24:43like,
00:24:44it's a dating show,
00:24:45so,
00:24:45if you don't have,
00:24:46a partner,
00:24:47to do tasks with,
00:24:48then,
00:24:48you can't,
00:24:49you can't leave over there,
00:24:50yeah,
00:24:50you can't play,
00:24:51any of the tasks,
00:24:52because all of them,
00:24:53are couple tasks,
00:24:54and all of that,
00:24:54that's why,
00:24:55it's very important,
00:24:55to have a partner,
00:24:56but,
00:24:57he likes to have a partner,
00:24:58topless guy,
00:25:00yes,
00:25:01he will come,
00:25:02but,
00:25:02who would like him,
00:25:04to have you,
00:25:05I will do more,
00:25:07like,
00:25:07I will do more,
00:25:09than all of my friends,
00:25:10yeah,
00:25:11he'll do more,
00:25:12he'll do more,
00:25:14and so,
00:25:16I'll do more,
00:25:16to him,
00:25:17because of the past,
00:25:19he's only very,
00:25:20so,
00:25:21he's also great,
00:25:21he'll do more,
00:25:23I'll tell him,
00:25:24I will not tell him,
00:25:25he's only like,
00:25:25he will not tell him,
00:25:26so,
00:25:26in the beginning,
00:25:27he'll give,
00:25:28so,
00:25:28as we see,
00:25:29the desnit of the knows,
00:25:30the modeling industry,
00:25:31people say that,
00:25:31the modeling of the industry is,
00:25:32more difficult,
00:25:34तो क्या है रियली पे दिफिकल्ट होता है
00:25:37लाइक
00:25:39मॉडलिंग करना दिफिकल्ट
00:25:41इसक्टिक गेटिंग इंट इंट इंडुरी इस दिफिकल्ट
00:25:44डिफिकल्टी एंटिलन लाइक फॉर मीट वस ईजी
00:25:47पर इसक्ट बेंट करेशन करेशन तबलिक
00:25:53कांसेस्ट अकंटम इंट इसक्टम कांट कांट मॉड भी ओ है
00:25:56प्कंटम केस्ति ए.."
00:25:58बर यह भालों का अगिंग, ढब को बातंग किर छेकल्टेशच्च्छरी यह है
00:26:022
00:26:03मेरे को, like, in my case, I have been trying to make, like, TikTok जब था न, उस जमाने से मैं बना रही हो content,
00:26:12TikTok मैं कभी famous नहीं हुए, पर मैं बनाती थी,
00:26:14तो I was used to, like, you know, the camera, कैसे expressions देना है,
00:26:18even though they were TikToks, I still had a certain idea, so I was confident,
00:26:22तो जो confidence होता है, camera के सामने आना,
00:26:25I have seen a lot of people, my friends and stuff,
00:26:28जो, मतलब, camera के सामने अलग हो जाते, they get nervous, they get, like, insecure,
00:26:33मेरे लिए, it is the opposite, in real life, I really don't care,
00:26:38मैं कैसे दिखती हूँ जासे हो, पर ले कामरा जब आता है, I feel even better,
00:26:44so for me personally, I really like modeling, I like giving those expressions,
00:26:49my classes भी जाती थी, modeling के लिए, and people used to love me there,
00:26:53because, बहुत सारे newbies थे वहाँ पर,
00:26:55so, even the teacher, मैं ब्लांक का कोर्स किया था मने मौदलिग में,
00:27:01so, the teacher was like, इसका देखो, इसका एक्स्प्रेशन सही है,
00:27:05so I used to be like very happy, कि हाँ हाँ, कुछ तो सही करी हो मैं सिंतकी में,
00:27:10so, that's the thing, like, modeling is not difficult, difficult,
00:27:14if you are getting used to the camera, if you know your angles,
00:27:18you know, सब लोगो का दुस्ट एक साइड होता है, विच बेटर,
00:27:22तो मेरा लेफ साइड, लेफ प्रफाल इस बेटर,
00:27:25so, you should know your profiles, you should know your angles,
00:27:28you should know how to get your makeup done,
00:27:31makeup भी मेरा बहुत बहुत बहुत से शूट मेरा मेरा मेकप अच्छा ने किया है,
00:27:35जैसा मुझे चाहिए, and I'm not confident in that makeup,
00:27:38तो मुझे अच्छा ने लगता कामरा के सामने आने में,
00:27:41मुझे अच्छा ने लगता शूट करने में,
00:27:43अगर मेकप सही से ने क्या हो, जैसा मुझे चाहिए,
00:27:46जैसा मुझे आइलाइनर बहुत पसंद है, बरा बरा ऐसा करके,
00:27:49मुझे अच्छा पसंद है,
00:27:50But if they don't do it, ऐसा आइलाइनर नहीं रहा है,
00:27:53कुछ भी ऐसा, मुझे अच्छा नहीं लगेगा ना शूट करने में,
00:27:57Right.
00:27:58So, if you know your angles,
00:28:00your, your, how you're styling yourself,
00:28:03how you're like, like putting yourself out there,
00:28:06and you're confident, you know, you know what you're doing,
00:28:10and you have the contacts,
00:28:14you know how to talk,
00:28:15because socialize भी करना बहुत important in this industry,
00:28:18Right. Because how will you get contacts,
00:28:21if you just say hi to someone, and then say bye,
00:28:23So, Dushni, we see that new upcomers, actors,
00:28:26or any contestant,
00:28:29if you get a big celebrity,
00:28:30when you get a big experience,
00:28:33you get a different experience,
00:28:34so when you get a Poonam Panday,
00:28:36how was your experience?
00:28:38Okay, so personally,
00:28:40if I'm talking about it,
00:28:42I have met my favorite artists,
00:28:46I have met people whom I really looked up to,
00:28:50before in my past,
00:28:51and starting when I was like 18,
00:28:54tab,
00:28:55haa,
00:28:55as a feeling tha,
00:28:56ki,
00:28:57oh my god,
00:28:58haa,
00:28:58big,
00:28:58big,
00:28:59big,
00:28:59and Poonam Panday,
00:29:00ko,
00:29:01me li,
00:29:01of course,
00:29:02like I knew about her,
00:29:03I have heard her controversies,
00:29:05itna,
00:29:05I don't follow her so much,
00:29:06but I do know so much about it,
00:29:08that she is coming,
00:29:09so when I got to know,
00:29:11ki,
00:29:11who is hosting,
00:29:12she was on our plane,
00:29:14so it wasn't really like,
00:29:17yeah,
00:29:17she's a big celebrity,
00:29:19or something,
00:29:19I didn't feel like that,
00:29:21but,
00:29:22when I met Poonam Panday,
00:29:22so I didn't really feel,
00:29:25that she was that,
00:29:26celebrity,
00:29:27celebrity,
00:29:27but I did feel,
00:29:29thora sa,
00:29:29ki,
00:29:30haa,
00:29:30was superior,
00:29:31haa,
00:29:31a feeling,
00:29:32aata hai,
00:29:32sab logo ko,
00:29:33obviously,
00:29:34because,
00:29:34when you meet a celebrity,
00:29:36but,
00:29:37I'm never the,
00:29:38kind of person,
00:29:39that I'll be like,
00:29:40you know,
00:29:41oh my god,
00:29:41I'm your fan,
00:29:42autograph,
00:29:43dije,
00:29:43wo dije,
00:29:44for,
00:29:45selfie,
00:29:46click karna,
00:29:46I don't do so much,
00:29:48I,
00:29:48if my favorite artist,
00:29:49ko bhi,
00:29:50melo,
00:29:50I will not have to go back,
00:29:52haa,
00:29:52photo,
00:29:53kichna,
00:29:53photo,
00:29:53kichna,
00:29:54mujhe,
00:29:54pata,
00:29:55ek time,
00:29:55aega,
00:29:56jab,
00:29:56may,
00:29:57ek,
00:29:57sa,th,
00:29:57bet,
00:29:58sakungi,
00:29:58kise,
00:29:58ka sa,th,
00:29:59or,
00:29:59ta,b,
00:29:59photo,
00:30:00ya,
00:30:00videos,
00:30:01le,
00:30:01le,
00:30:01le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:02le,
00:30:03le,
00:30:03le,
00:30:04le,
00:30:04kiki,
00:30:06I feel,
00:30:07they are also human beings at the end of the day,
00:30:09right,
00:30:10and,
00:30:10if I,
00:30:11si,
00:30:12bachpan se,
00:30:13mujhe,
00:30:13ase,
00:30:14industry se,
00:30:15bhout shok tha,
00:30:16mera,
00:30:17papa ka,
00:30:17cancer ka,
00:30:18treatment,
00:30:19wata,
00:30:19mombay me,
00:30:20so,
00:30:20that's the first time I had come to Mumbai,
00:30:23to, ase,
00:30:23on and off,
00:30:24hum lo,
00:30:24mombay aate te,
00:30:25on ke,
00:30:25treatment ke,
00:30:25vajah sa,
00:30:26and that time I was like six years old,
00:30:29so,
00:30:29I,
00:30:30was always fascinated about these buildings,
00:30:33high buildings,
00:30:34a big city,
00:30:35all of that,
00:30:36and I was brought up in Shilong,
00:30:38which is a very hilly area,
00:30:39beautiful place,
00:30:40but it doesn't have a lot of like opportunities,
00:30:43and,
00:30:43you know,
00:30:43development,
00:30:44right,
00:30:45to,
00:30:46mujhe aana thai dhar,
00:30:47mujhe,
00:30:48mujhe hamesha,
00:30:49aise,
00:30:49camera ke andre ghusna tha,
00:30:51TV ke aage aana tha,
00:30:53mein mami ko poochte thi thi bachpan mein,
00:30:54TV mein kaise aate hain,
00:30:56holei tivi khol do,
00:30:57to,
00:30:57mele jayenge,
00:30:58Fosok,
00:30:59so,
00:30:59I always wanted to do this,
00:31:01so,
00:31:01mujhe patah hai ki,
00:31:02agar,
00:31:03mein bhi ikh bari celebrity kabhi banu,
00:31:05so,
00:31:06hopefully,
00:31:07so,
00:31:07I know ki,
00:31:09asa fame ka,
00:31:10asa disadvantages bhi hot hai,
00:31:12aap kahi bahar nikal nahi sakte,
00:31:14media hamisha rahe ge,
00:31:15apke piche hai,
00:31:16and that can be annoying,
00:31:18to a certain extent,
00:31:19aise fans to milen ge,
00:31:20achi fans bhi milen ge,
00:31:21buri fans bhi milen ge,
00:31:23jenke galat intentions bhi hon ge,
00:31:25so,
00:31:25yeah,
00:31:28that's the thing,
00:31:29I feel like,
00:31:30uh,
00:31:30poonam pande,
00:31:32she was nice,
00:31:33she's a person,
00:31:34and,
00:31:35I respect her as a person,
00:31:36and I feel,
00:31:37everyone,
00:31:38when they meet celebrities,
00:31:39and all,
00:31:40they should,
00:31:40know that they are also human beings,
00:31:43they're not aliens,
00:31:44to aapka family support,
00:31:46kya tha,
00:31:47jab apne industry mein,
00:31:49kardam raka,
00:31:50so,
00:31:50at the start,
00:31:52mainne jab,
00:31:53shoot hoot kiya tha,
00:31:54to it was,
00:31:55I'll be very honest,
00:31:57I used to,
00:31:59I was very new,
00:32:00so,
00:32:00I was comfortable with everything,
00:32:02because,
00:32:02I was like,
00:32:03I'll do it,
00:32:04no matter what,
00:32:05and my parents,
00:32:06I had a very good academic score,
00:32:09main,
00:32:09bachman se,
00:32:10parhaai varai karke,
00:32:11majhe,
00:32:12toppers ke list,
00:32:13mein aati thi,
00:32:14but the,
00:32:15only thing,
00:32:16why,
00:32:16why I was studying,
00:32:17and why I was learning things,
00:32:19was because,
00:32:20muche meere parents ko khush karna hai,
00:32:23and I'm an only child,
00:32:24I don't have a sister,
00:32:25or a brother,
00:32:26main hi hun ki last hope ho,
00:32:28main hi hun ka aage chala humi,
00:32:29jo bhi generation hai,
00:32:31so,
00:32:31for me,
00:32:32I always had that pressure,
00:32:34ki,
00:32:34I have to be this perfect daughter,
00:32:36I have to be this perfect child,
00:32:38because,
00:32:39when you're an only child,
00:32:40you're not only a daughter to them,
00:32:42you're also their son,
00:32:43so,
00:32:44I,
00:32:45when I,
00:32:46I was studying and stuff,
00:32:48and,
00:32:48class 10,
00:32:49muche achse marks mulle,
00:32:50class 12,
00:32:51muche kabhi 80 se neiche kabhi nye mulle,
00:32:53and,
00:32:54I don't even know the passing marks,
00:32:56because,
00:32:56mene mamee papa,
00:32:57muche bohut daathe thai,
00:32:58when I used to not even get 90,
00:33:00so,
00:33:01that's,
00:33:01how I grew up,
00:33:03so,
00:33:03when I wanted to get into modeling,
00:33:05I was very rebellious,
00:33:07my parents were not supportive,
00:33:10and,
00:33:11I used to do all kinds of shoots,
00:33:12so,
00:33:12mene mene bikini me behen lete thi,
00:33:14the shoots ke liye,
00:33:14kyunki,
00:33:15muche karna tha,
00:33:16I,
00:33:17and,
00:33:17and,
00:33:17because my parents were against,
00:33:19you know,
00:33:20wearing less clothes,
00:33:21or getting into this line,
00:33:23haa,
00:33:23ehe line kharaab hai,
00:33:24and,
00:33:25I agree,
00:33:25the line is very bad,
00:33:26this industry is quite bad,
00:33:28but,
00:33:29I wanted to do it,
00:33:30to,
00:33:32mene rebelle kerti gai,
00:33:33and,
00:33:33I,
00:33:34and,
00:33:34my parents,
00:33:35they scolded me a lot,
00:33:38they hit me a lot,
00:33:39they used to,
00:33:40lock me in the house,
00:33:42they were like,
00:33:42nahi,
00:33:42nahi ja sakti,
00:33:43to bhaar shoot karne kliye,
00:33:44sab nahi kar sakti,
00:33:45and then,
00:33:47once I came to Mumbai,
00:33:48who was there to stop me,
00:33:49so,
00:33:49mene kerti gai,
00:33:50jo muche karna tha,
00:33:52I met bad people,
00:33:53I met good people,
00:33:55I met people,
00:33:56who were nice to me,
00:33:57I met people,
00:33:58who were taking advantage of me,
00:34:00and,
00:34:00there were a lot of things,
00:34:01and I learned a lot of things,
00:34:03from this experience,
00:34:04I was just 18,
00:34:05and when I was 18,
00:34:07I didn't realize that I was 18,
00:34:09I thought I was this adult,
00:34:11that's what I felt,
00:34:12but now that I'm 21,
00:34:14I realized that,
00:34:15that girl who was 18 years old,
00:34:17she was very young,
00:34:18she was very immature,
00:34:20she did not know what she was doing,
00:34:22but there was one thing,
00:34:23that I'm still proud of her,
00:34:24is that she kept going on,
00:34:26and I love that,
00:34:28and I want that 18 year old me,
00:34:31that version that kept going on,
00:34:32to still be there myself,
00:34:34that's very pretty,
00:34:36so Drishni,
00:34:36we see in the industry,
00:34:37that today's new industry,
00:34:39is going a lot of new industry,
00:34:41or that today's new industry,
00:34:41is going a lot of new industry,
00:34:43so what do you want to say about that,
00:34:45honestly I feel,
00:34:48a generation is like that,
00:34:50we have only fans,
00:34:53and all of those paid subscriptions,
00:34:56that has been getting popular,
00:34:57and my take is that,
00:34:59I have done a lot of shoots,
00:35:01while I was also very young,
00:35:03but it's not that,
00:35:04it's my whole personality,
00:35:05it's my whole content,
00:35:06that I have to be young,
00:35:08it's not my whole content,
00:35:11but I know a lot of people,
00:35:13I know people in real life,
00:35:14who do that,
00:35:15and that's their job,
00:35:16that's the only way they survive,
00:35:18that's their income,
00:35:20and I feel,
00:35:24it has shaped,
00:35:26this generation,
00:35:27and this upcoming generation,
00:35:29in a way,
00:35:30that as a content creator,
00:35:32every guy who sees my page,
00:35:35they expect me to have a subscription,
00:35:37because I'm okay wearing a bikini,
00:35:39they think that,
00:35:40oh I'm uploading my news somewhere,
00:35:42or something,
00:35:43so that's the line we are going,
00:35:45that if a girl is a girl,
00:35:47then she will be only fans,
00:35:49she will be the only fans,
00:35:50she will be the only fans,
00:35:50she will be the only fans,
00:35:51she will be the only fans,
00:35:51and how do she do it,
00:35:53and the girls have also changed,
00:35:56that it's very easy money,
00:35:58it's fast money,
00:36:00but for me personally,
00:36:01I would say,
00:36:02I don't want to take that route,
00:36:04because I want to do acting,
00:36:07I have seen that happening,
00:36:12and I don't want that,
00:36:13I don't want to be known as this,
00:36:15you know,
00:36:15online,
00:36:17so that's only me,
00:36:22that's personally,
00:36:23I don't want to do it,
00:36:24but those who do it,
00:36:25okay,
00:36:25they have come to a point,
00:36:28where they want to do it,
00:36:29or they have to do it,
00:36:30but I see a little girl,
00:36:32I see a little girl,
00:36:34like you know,
00:36:3516, 17,
00:36:36and they are like,
00:36:37pretending to be this person,
00:36:39they want more subscribers,
00:36:41they are like,
00:36:43completely sexualizing themselves,
00:36:45and I feel bad for those people honestly,
00:36:48because they are very young,
00:36:50and maybe after five to six years,
00:36:52they might regret what they are doing,
00:36:55but okay,
00:36:55if they want that money right now,
00:36:58and it is,
00:36:59we never know,
00:37:00on what kind of thing,
00:37:01so it's really up to them,
00:37:04but our generation,
00:37:05as well,
00:37:06you can't even see,
00:37:09a woman,
00:37:10just wearing normal clothes,
00:37:12you think they have,
00:37:13and only fans,
00:37:15as you said,
00:37:16that in today's generation,
00:37:17people's thinking is the same,
00:37:20so people's thinking,
00:37:21sometimes,
00:37:21that if this girl,
00:37:23put a nude photo,
00:37:25or put a bikini in a photo,
00:37:27so she has asked her,
00:37:27she has asked her,
00:37:28so did you get any negative comments,
00:37:30and being a small creator,
00:37:45I am getting these comments,
00:37:46so imagine,
00:37:47like people with million followers,
00:37:49how many comments will come,
00:37:50and I feel,
00:37:52who gives a lot of the characters,
00:37:54in the comments section,
00:37:58they are not themselves,
00:37:59because if you have so much work,
00:38:02or job or other things,
00:38:04then why would you put on a normal girl,
00:38:09like a normal girl,
00:38:10I feel those people,
00:38:12are just mentally sick,
00:38:13or they are unemployed,
00:38:17or they just don't like women,
00:38:20and a term of people,
00:38:23like incels,
00:38:24involuntary celibate,
00:38:26that's the full form,
00:38:27like, you know,
00:38:29men who are deprived,
00:38:32from you know,
00:38:33getting women's attention,
00:38:35and because they don't get that attention,
00:38:39in real life,
00:38:40or online,
00:38:40or whatever,
00:38:41they are not getting it,
00:38:42that's why they just completely,
00:38:43hate on one gender,
00:38:45because of that,
00:38:46and that's quite sad,
00:38:47because even people,
00:38:49the society have,
00:38:51made them become what they are,
00:38:53and that's why they hate,
00:38:54on women so much,
00:38:56and there's nothing really,
00:38:57we can do about it,
00:38:58because,
00:38:59it is just us,
00:39:01human beings,
00:39:01and how this generation,
00:39:03is becoming what it is,
00:39:05I think,
00:39:05the most alpha generation,
00:39:08because they are,
00:39:09as well as the iPad,
00:39:10as well as the iPad,
00:39:10I have at least,
00:39:12read the book,
00:39:13read the book,
00:39:13and read the book,
00:39:14and people,
00:39:14never seen the book,
00:39:15and never seen the book,
00:39:17never seen the book,
00:39:17never seen the book,
00:39:18never seen the book,
00:39:19,
00:39:40because,
00:39:42people,
00:39:42people,
00:39:42attention span,
00:39:43come home,
00:39:44or short form content,
00:39:45say,
00:39:46and I make short form content,
00:39:47myself,
00:39:48and I'm saying that,
00:39:48because,
00:39:49people,
00:39:50people really scroll,
00:39:52if they don't want,
00:39:54to see that,
00:39:55because,
00:39:56people have so much,
00:39:57I don't know,
00:39:58it's not even about time,
00:39:59it's just,
00:39:59you know,
00:39:59they want to scroll,
00:40:00something interesting,
00:40:01something interesting,
00:40:02it's addictive to them,
00:40:03so,
00:40:04that's the thing,
00:40:05so,
00:40:07I have a lot of casting,
00:40:08in the industry,
00:40:09so,
00:40:10have you ever met people,
00:40:11yes,
00:40:12I have met people,
00:40:14so,
00:40:15I would say,
00:40:17starting,
00:40:17when I came to Mumbai,
00:40:18I knew a friend,
00:40:21okay,
00:40:21she is a,
00:40:22she was a model,
00:40:24now she doesn't do modeling,
00:40:24okay,
00:40:25but,
00:40:26she went to a pageant,
00:40:30and,
00:40:32at the beginning,
00:40:35it was like,
00:40:36all professional and stuff,
00:40:37but then,
00:40:38he wanted to hang out with me,
00:40:39and,
00:40:40I did not have work,
00:40:41that time,
00:40:41I did not have contacts,
00:40:42so,
00:40:43I used to hang out,
00:40:44like,
00:40:44he was very old,
00:40:45he was around,
00:40:4615 years older than me,
00:40:48I would say,
00:40:48like very old,
00:40:50and,
00:40:51he wanted to hang out with me,
00:40:52his friend,
00:40:53at a point,
00:40:54like she also stopped coming,
00:40:56she was like,
00:40:56okay,
00:40:57I don't have anything,
00:40:58Trishni,
00:40:58you can go,
00:40:58I don't have a bad person,
00:41:01but then,
00:41:02he would like,
00:41:02say these things,
00:41:03I will shoot,
00:41:04I will also act in it,
00:41:08as a casting director,
00:41:09he's saying that,
00:41:10now,
00:41:10I'll tell you one thing,
00:41:11about casting directors,
00:41:12they are failed actors,
00:41:14that's why they are doing casting,
00:41:15when you fail acting,
00:41:17you will be casting,
00:41:17and that's a fact,
00:41:20now,
00:41:21this person,
00:41:22he was like,
00:41:22I will shoot you,
00:41:23I will just shoot you,
00:41:24and you will,
00:41:25just,
00:41:25like,
00:41:26you know,
00:41:27we have to do,
00:41:27these positions,
00:41:29and stuff,
00:41:29and I was like,
00:41:30what the fuck,
00:41:31are you talking about,
00:41:32and I was like,
00:41:33and then,
00:41:34he was like,
00:41:34yeah,
00:41:35yeah,
00:41:35I was a kid,
00:41:36and I was like,
00:41:37okay,
00:41:38and then,
00:41:38after a point,
00:41:39I just realized,
00:41:40this person,
00:41:41is a complete scam,
00:41:42and I blocked him,
00:41:43and this is not,
00:41:44one person,
00:41:45that I have met,
00:41:46I have met,
00:41:47I would say,
00:41:48like,
00:41:4810 to 15 people,
00:41:49by now,
00:41:50who are just scammers,
00:41:51and Mumbai,
00:41:52in Mumbai,
00:41:52in Dubai,
00:41:52in Dubai,
00:41:53the right,
00:41:53people who are good,
00:41:54is that scammers,
00:41:55will also get scammers,
00:41:55right,
00:41:56he calls me to phone,
00:41:58message,
00:41:59and tells me,
00:41:59that they're shooting,
00:42:00that they're shooting,
00:42:01there's one lakh,
00:42:02budget,
00:42:02there's one lakh,
00:42:03budget,
00:42:04like,
00:42:04I don't want to do it,
00:42:05one lakh,
00:42:06five lakh,
00:42:06shoot,
00:42:07आप लोग like they they are literally fucking scammers that's the thing like uh they would say
00:42:12all these things and like you know i don't know what happens after that but i'm pretty sure
00:42:17those people who fall for it i feel really bad for those people who are very new to this and
00:42:23they are like yeah but there are many scammers and that's the thing like casting couch in the
00:42:31sense mostly it it is through like casting directors joe hota producer saw directors now i
00:42:39would say ki director nebhi muche bohat bar as a love you know lewd comments dia hai or like tried to
00:42:46date me or something but they are not that direct now casting people they think that you know even
00:42:52if they are not like getting a lot of work they are just like uh what do you say male postman
00:42:58they are just a postman at the end of the day you get work from some place and you give work to
00:43:04the actor or a model so they who really think that you know this person is stupid and we can you know
00:43:11scam them us ko sula saka hai muske saath ki ki itni choti bachi hai toh wo log aise approach karen ga
00:43:19apko so the only thing to stay away from all of this ki ki aisa nahi hai ki yaha par talent se
00:43:25kaam nahi hi hota mostly napotism chalta in the island se bhi ka amount app ko sab poora duniya
00:43:31ka saan nahi paan hi karega kampani ke liye aur ek baar agar ap kisi ki saat so to answer
00:43:36aapko soote soote ap poora kaw karo ka poora zindagi and then that will drain your mental health
00:43:41and that's not how it works and you will only stop acting so that's not how the way to go i would say and i have personally never agreed for casting couch
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00:44:19कि लोग है नहीं सोने कि लाइक मैं पैसो के लिए मैं क्यू सो हूं राइट और या इसे और क्या चुपे दुस्तम चीज़े चुपा के रखे हासो लाइक मेरा बाल इस नौट रियल ओक्या ओ कि रियल था पर अभी नहीं है
00:44:49ब्लू है?
00:44:50हाँ, blue hair was real, I had a whole colored hair face, I was coloring my hair for two years
00:44:56now I'll tell you why this happened, like I shaved my head like in February
00:45:00and it wasn't because I said in the reel that he didn't call me back, okay, it wasn't that
00:45:05it was such a lame reason that I won't have hair
00:45:07but I'll tell you the reason, so I went for this modeling gig, like it was hair styling
00:45:13and they first told me that they will give 50,000
00:45:17and then after that, I reduced the budget and then I lost my hair with it
00:45:22and they made like a whole galaxy thing on my hair which boycott my hair
00:45:27which was my first bob cut, like this type of guy
00:45:30and then they like boycott and they put it in the beach
00:45:34like, yeah, so they put it in the beach, in the sense like it was very small
00:45:41it wasn't even existing anymore, so like it like they wanted that galaxy look on my head
00:45:47and that was good, that was creative but for me it ruined my hair
00:45:52I was not looking good, so I was like
00:45:58what do you mean upa se?
00:46:02upa se like, he's tall right, so obviously
00:46:06what the hell
00:46:08so
00:46:10you said upa se, that's why I asked you upa se
00:46:14I mean, yeah, like, like I look weird, right, you know what I mean
00:46:18so, yeah, that's the thing, so I just started wearing wigs, anyways, I liked colored hair a lot
00:46:27and I didn't like normal hair, so I just kept wearing wigs, now I'm kind of trying to go to black wigs and stuff
00:46:36so like, I get a lot of work instead of typecasted, so yes
00:46:42so why don't you like long hair?
00:46:45just like we have seen kink in kink and that's your short series
00:46:48I don't manage that, I don't manage that wigs too, I don't manage that, I don't manage that
00:46:53I don't manage that, I don't manage that, I don't manage that, I don't manage that, it's really not my thing
00:47:02I don't know what they wanted, they wanted me to look
00:47:12you are my boy
00:47:14yeah, half boy, half girl maybe, so they always wanted me to have short hair and I'm actually more comfortable with that
00:47:20but, later I think I'll lengthen my hair, which is growing now
00:47:25so I'll get a perm and like get curdy curdy long hair, maybe, yeah, this year, if it grows
00:47:31to that length, definitely, yeah
00:47:35so Dishni, do you know that you've also done a book writing?
00:47:39yes, during covid, I don't have a job in my life
00:47:43and I was a very creative kid, like I was 16 years old and I was like tick tock also banned
00:47:49so I really, and I loved writing, so like my childhood is the habit that I don't like to share things
00:47:56emotions, so I keep like bottling up things inside my head and and one moment I just plurge it out
00:48:04so it's better, you know, like I write things, so I took my childhood and I had a boyfriend in class 7
00:48:12so I started with that, 7th boyfriend?
00:48:15yes, in class 7, I had a boyfriend in Bangali in class 7
00:48:19for one month?
00:48:20yes, that was one month
00:48:22why?
00:48:23it was that, like it wasn't like we were like sexually intimate or something, it was just like holding hands
00:48:29that was it
00:48:30love of childhood
00:48:32yes, love of childhood
00:48:33but that really hurt me though, like I didn't date for 4 years, like class 10, like I didn't date someone
00:48:39and then a 9-year-old person liked me, and he didn't like me
00:48:44but yeah, like after that, my glow got up and then I got a text on Instagram, so
00:48:49win is a win
00:48:50but the point is, I write a lot from my childhood and I love writing down my feelings, it's better I write in a book than tell anyone because no one understands
00:49:00so yes, I wrote a book about not my feelings, but instead I tried to put all of my feelings into one character
00:49:08which was the main character and I revolved a whole fictional narrative, a whole like
00:49:14like story about it involving crime, involving you know murders and
00:49:20a lot of dark things that I also like, like not that I want to murder, sometimes I do feel like, but yeah
00:49:27So, do you remember the love of childhood?
00:49:31not really, like
00:49:33like, yeah, like last 12, maybe I did think, but then I've had a lot of traumatic relationships after that, which were real relationships not
00:49:43not childhood, so definitely, I don't remember that, but I do sometimes think about that 12-year-old
00:49:50baby Drishni, wow, what was I thinking, he wasn't even like pretty, why was I dating him, but even I wasn't that pretty, so I think it's fair
00:50:00So, Drishni, if you have the opportunity to act with a celebrity, if you have the opportunity to act with a celebrity, then who would you want to act with?
00:50:12Male or female? Both? I think I would, female, I would love to work with Tapsee Pannu, I've seen all movies, and in Bollywood, she's the only actress I always take the name,
00:50:28please take the name, because she, I really admire her, because the type of movie she makes, it is a genre itself, like mystery, suspense, that's her genre, that's her thing,
00:50:40mm-hmm, she has done a lot of movies that are out of the genre, and usually, we see that we don't associate actors with a genre,
00:50:49right, directors, and writers, but actors don't do that, and like, but Tapsee Pannu, I've seen most of her movies are like very much psychological thrillers,
00:51:00just like I like, so I really want to see her in real life, and maybe I want to work with her, and I want to work in a movie like that only,
00:51:08but I would like to work with Amitabh Bachchan, because my mom really admires him, so yeah,
00:51:23I like negative roles, people have this thing, negative, negative, but I want to be that,
00:51:41because I think I'll slay in that, because people,
00:51:57people know that if women or girls come in negative roles, then they have tattoos on their hands,
00:52:04just like you have tattoos on your hands,
00:52:07this is completely different, I'm watching you, you're looking just like a vampire,
00:52:13oh my god, I would love to be a vampire, it would be great, I actually want to be one,
00:52:20if it exists in real life, then I have to do it,
00:52:23why don't you want to be a vampire?
00:52:24yes, I like to eat, I like to eat, I like to eat,
00:52:28I like to eat, I like to eat,
00:52:29I mean, your boyfriend's people, that you've eaten a lot of food?
00:52:33of course, that's my work, they've eaten a lot of food, but I will eat more,
00:52:39but that's the truth of girls,
00:52:43yes, maybe, my truth is more,
00:52:47so we see that people,
00:52:49can resist a lot of food,
00:52:55or if someone is a model or actress,
00:52:56they can resist that they are like this,
00:52:58they are like this,
00:52:59to be like that,
00:52:59and then are you also getting comments,
00:53:01that you're looking like a Nepali,
00:53:03or something like that?
00:53:05हम तो मुझे तो रियल लथ में भी विर्टव लिभी लोग बहुत कुछ मानते की हमें Ricky AG मुझे आसीम के लोग खुद आसामी नहीं मानते
00:53:14बिकस आसाम के जो लोग होते है नहीं होते है आँसे ँच्क्राइब होग नो
00:53:19और मेर मेर मेर me my because I was maybe
00:53:22brought up in Shillong or something
00:53:24I have smaller eyes compared to the other
00:53:25ASAMIS people not ASAMIS people they kind of look
00:53:29more like you know North or like you know West Indian
00:53:34not like you know from the mountains because it's a plain area
00:53:39okay
00:53:39तो मेरेको को खुट के लोगirmा कुछеш कभी मानते नहीं थे
00:53:43और भाहर भी आँ तो मुजे कभी
00:53:45ASAMI तो नहीं मानते मुझे नपाली president
00:53:48और क्या चाइनिस समझते जपानी समझते कोरियन समझते I mean thank you and they can and yeah like there's a difference between someone who is genuinely like confused of your culture of or where you belong from and there's also a difference between people who are actually talking to you that way to insult you
00:54:12I mean like saying that yes you are chini or like saying that is different and when that they do that time it doesn't hurt me because I'm honestly so used to it now these small things don't affect me but I do get angry and yeah it's not nice like you shouldn't assume things I should not insult someone on the basis of how they look because that's I feel
00:54:41the cheapest insult a person could ever make is comment about their appearance whether they are dark skinned or they are have small eyes or they are fat or they are skinny that's the cheapest because you don't have anything to insult them about so you insult them with that so that's my take on that
00:55:01तो द्रिशनी जैसे हम देखते है कि लोग कोई भी सेलिविटी या कोई भी हो आम आदमी भी जब वो जीदो होता है जीरो जीदो तो उनकी आसपास के लोग उनका साथ छोड़ देते है और जब वो किसी सक्षिस के लेवल पर जाते है तब उनके पीचे वीचे भागना चा
00:55:31बेगान चाहरा से तो अब लुक बागन भी सेलिव अदो पार जाते है नहीं थक्षिस के लिए लू अच्छा रॉब्री टीव मैं आपलीडी अवरिग टैन तक और फिर इविफ दो पर टाइव भागना टू कि थो तो मैं आप एल्ए बूह जाते है अशनी कोई इसका पर �
00:56:01all so everyone was very nice to me everyone used to hang out with me i used to have a lot of friends
00:56:08i was a popular girl and then in class 12 i started doing shoots and stuff i was 18 i started doing
00:56:14shoots i started doing some videos also viral on instagram i didn't have a lot of followers i think
00:56:20i had only 10k followers or something but some of my videos actually got viral and they got like 50k
00:56:26or 100k views and then people started laughing and they were like hmm so that happened gradually
00:56:35i had no friends at that point from that popular girl who we watch movies i became a loner
00:56:44and i had just one friend who was always behind me so that was my friend and i did not really like her
00:56:52but she was always there so she was my friend i'm sorry but i never really liked her but okay
00:56:57she was my friend and thank you for being my friend and that was sweet i guess and then i came to mumbai
00:57:06and nobody was really my friend but when i started actually getting like a million views in some of
00:57:13my reels or like you know i my followers and people would actually comment i actually had supporters and
00:57:21people would share my reels and share my videos and stuff then i got this you know and i started
00:57:28modeling especially when i did my first ad maybelline ke saath i remember this one time this girl she
00:57:35texted me from class 12 she's like hi drishni you remember me i am this this that i want to get into
00:57:44modeling can you please help me out that bitch never spoke to me in the entire uh
00:57:49when i was in school and even now i see a lot of like people from the past who just out of nowhere
00:58:00text me and they're like kink when i was doing it then people would say hi i saw your show you remember me
00:58:07i'm from your school why mary ko school mein koi meri sal baat nahi kara tha class 12
00:58:12me tab kaha te tum log abhi jo meri paas aareho ki haa thik hai you watch my show thank you so much
00:58:18yeah thank you for being proud of me but i i think the only people who can be proud of me are my parents
00:58:25who who jinko mein asal me rebel karte karte you know i made them proud of me later because they
00:58:33were not supportive but now they are so that's an achievement so that's an achievement
00:58:38so drishni jaisa haam dekhte hai ki sabi ka kaha hota hai ki agar maanlo insta pe haam id bana
00:58:44hai new id bana hai to us mein ek ladka hu toh maine ek id bana hi
00:58:49mein ches saal se chala dao maanlo toh id me mede si paabi tak 500-600 followers se lekin
00:58:55ek ladki ki agar ek idea a gayi toh uske achanak se itne saade subscribe kaise bada jate
00:59:03um i think it is because a lot of men are just lonely and they want to follow every girl on instagram
00:59:11maybe that's the reason or maybe because it's the men's lust that you know and there are a lot of
00:59:17accounts like that that men really treat nowadays a lot of men treat instagram like
00:59:23it's a porn hub subscription or something so maybe because of that i don't really know i'm not a man
00:59:29but i've seen that happening and it's kind of sad like cool just go to porn hub
00:59:38so drishni what is your love language
00:59:40love language love language that's a difficult question love language i think would be
00:59:52showing a lot of attitude yes i love doing that
00:59:57so drishni what is the secret of your what is the secret behind of your beauty beauty
01:00:16i think um i'm not conventionally that attractive
01:00:21and but that doesn't make me think that i'm not pretty i do believe i'm very pretty and
01:00:29it is my positive attitude and my high self-esteem that makes me pretty because if i am even a very
01:00:38like you know conventionally attractive person if they don't know how to speak or don't know how to like
01:00:44behave or like enhance their features they won't look beautiful so i feel beauty really comes inside
01:00:54you not just your personality but how you perceive yourself how you can see yourself in your
01:00:59so i think that really matters that's a very pretty answer from you oh thank you
01:01:08so drishni you know about your name it's a very unique name
01:01:14yes so my name is drishni it's d-h-r-i-s-n-i and
01:01:20uska meaning agar mere baap se poochow to phir it'll be a ray of light which he got from the urdu
01:01:27dictionary and you know a very funny not funny like yeah a story would be that i was born after 11
01:01:37years of my parents marriage so they were trying to get a baby and my mom had like difficulty with her
01:01:44periods and a menstrual cycle just because of which they didn't have a child so after a lot of
01:01:51tries they got me after 11 years so i was like they say that i was like a blessing to them so they
01:01:59thought that i was a ray of light to them because they have been wanting a baby
01:02:03for so many years and family also talking to them and stuff so that's the name's meaning
01:02:12and my name is unique and it is i know it is very unique because instagram
01:02:19in my instagram it is just there like i might be one of the few people
01:02:25who doesn't need to put down hyphen hyphen
01:02:28and it is just there like i might be one of the few people
01:02:37that's why some people are confused yeah that's also a very common name
01:02:55like even if they know it's drishni pronunciation is drishni but the spelling is like different for them
01:03:00so like they just don't get it to my cast maybe in my credits it was wrong and i had to literally
01:03:07contact that person the producer i was like what the are you doing please correct my spelling
01:03:13so that's the thing so that's the thing so that's the thing
01:03:25thank you very much for come for come to our rapper's podcast
01:03:33thank you so much thank you thank you to you too for having me
01:03:43thank you