- 2 days ago
Half Of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06You're cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:30Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:35So what's it gonna be? Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:41I knew we used to...
00:00:42On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:49Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go. Please.
00:00:52I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:59I love you, too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:04Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:10That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:11I love you.
00:01:11I love you, too.
00:01:12I love you, too.
00:01:27Class is over.
00:01:42Please, professor.
00:01:46I need to be punished.
00:01:48You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake.
00:02:06He's been homesick all day.
00:02:08Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy.
00:02:15King-shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go.
00:02:22I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh, shit.
00:02:32You're cheating on me?
00:02:34You have a girlfriend?
00:02:39Oh, you piece of shit!
00:02:41I'm on your way.
00:02:43You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and I hear you-
00:02:46Calm down, I can explain.
00:02:50You okay, Anya?
00:02:53She means nothing to me.
00:02:56Jesus Christ.
00:02:58Are you serious, Blake?
00:03:00You were cheating on her?
00:03:02You're surprised?
00:03:03You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:05Enough!
00:03:06Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:08I'll deal with you later.
00:03:09Let me drive you home.
00:03:12No, it's okay.
00:03:14I'm fine.
00:03:17I'm driving you.
00:03:29Hey, Anya, I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:38Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:42I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:46He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:51What did I do?
00:03:54What's wrong with me?
00:03:55Hey, hey, none of that talk.
00:03:59Okay?
00:04:00There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:03Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:09Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:14My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:18does not.
00:04:19Oh, well, I should ride.
00:04:27Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:29Thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:32Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:38You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:49There are really good bones here.
00:05:00Gosh, you have so much talent.
00:05:02If you want, I could send it over to my friend who works at Ink and Print.
00:05:06Oh, my God.
00:05:08That would be incredible, Professor Winslow.
00:05:11I'll always champion female writers, and I believe in you.
00:05:14The only thing that I'm still struggling to believe is the main character's confession of love.
00:05:21It just...
00:05:22It feels a little contrived.
00:05:24Remember.
00:05:25Write what you know.
00:05:26Maybe there's someone in your life that could help inspire that ending.
00:05:31Oh, I'm sorry.
00:05:32I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:05:36Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:05:37We're just wrapping up.
00:05:39Work on the third act.
00:05:41Remember.
00:05:41Honesty.
00:05:43Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:44She's a bright girl.
00:06:00She is.
00:06:01I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:06:04Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:06:08Speaking of promising...
00:06:09You know the rules.
00:06:15Not here.
00:06:16You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:44I have told you.
00:06:46I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:49No relationships.
00:06:50Not here.
00:06:51Not outside.
00:06:55Get up.
00:06:55You know, I don't know.
00:07:11Okay.
00:07:12What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:40I think I'm going to call you.
00:07:42Bunny.
00:07:53Okay, that is class for today.
00:07:56Next week we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's Crucifixion Triptych.
00:08:00Study up in the work, please.
00:08:02Miss Rene, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:08:05You wanted to see me?
00:08:13Hey, so, uh, how are you doing?
00:08:21Oh, uh, I'm fine.
00:08:23You don't have to lie to me.
00:08:29I just feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:08:34You're a lot of things, Anya.
00:08:37But stupid is not one.
00:08:38Who's is this?
00:08:49It's beautiful.
00:08:50It's, uh, it's one of mine.
00:08:55The shading, it's so unique.
00:08:59I was trying to capture the female form.
00:09:02I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark to make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:09:11No.
00:09:13You see these, these lines here.
00:09:15I'm sorry, that was really inappropriate.
00:09:38No, no, I'm sorry.
00:09:39It was, it's my fault.
00:09:43Excuse me.
00:09:45And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:54Fuck off, you did not!
00:09:55I did.
00:09:57I know it's crazy, but he's just, he's so smart and talented and sexy as hell.
00:10:06And your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:10:08And your professor.
00:10:11I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:10:13Just be careful, babe.
00:10:14You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:10:16Hey, buddy.
00:10:30Who's class?
00:10:36What are you up to?
00:10:37Trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:42Well, don't you blame her?
00:10:43I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:47Someone seems like such a special woman.
00:10:49You're one to talk.
00:10:51What?
00:10:52Get off your fucking high horse, Dad.
00:10:54You cheated on Mom.
00:10:56Drove her away.
00:10:57And you know how apples fall.
00:10:59What'd you expect?
00:11:04No.
00:11:35Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:58I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:59Uh, no.
00:12:01Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:12:10Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:12:13You don't have to?
00:12:15Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:12:25What if I can forget?
00:12:26Oh, my God.
00:12:33What am I doing?
00:12:35Oh, this is crazy.
00:12:36He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you like that.
00:12:40He's just lonely.
00:12:41Oh, my God.
00:12:57Anya?
00:12:59You painted naked pictures of me?
00:13:01I can explain.
00:13:17Girl, no.
00:13:18That's like Jason Bateman stuff.
00:13:20Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:13:22Yeah.
00:13:22Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:13:27About him.
00:13:29I don't blame you.
00:13:30He's straight up stalker-like.
00:13:31I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:13:34More like...
00:13:36Never mind.
00:13:39Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:43I can't.
00:13:45I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:49Have a drink in my honor, though, okay?
00:13:57Patrick Bateman.
00:14:00That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01I don't know.
00:14:31I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:42I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:42I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:43I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:44I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:45I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:46I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:47I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:48I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:49I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:50I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:51I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:52I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:53I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:54I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:55I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:56I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:57I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:58I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:59I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:15:00I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:15:01I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:15:02I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:15:03I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:15:04Anya.
00:15:19Anya, wait.
00:15:27I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:15:31It's just I see your face every day in my class and...
00:15:34...that you decided to paint me a hundred times.
00:15:39Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:42How long have you been painting me?
00:15:46Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:51I used to paint all the time.
00:15:53When Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:56I had to make some money so I started teaching.
00:16:01The point is I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:16:06That spring the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:16:11The spark, it came back.
00:16:15And then you were all I could paint.
00:16:18I started with your outline.
00:16:20And your silhouette.
00:16:23Then I started to notice more details.
00:16:25The shape of your hand.
00:16:27The flow of your hair.
00:16:30The radiance of your smile.
00:16:34Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:41And I knew it was wrong, I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:44You're my muse.
00:16:47Like a meal to my Monet.
00:16:51The story that I'm writing.
00:16:55I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:59But when I thought about you...
00:17:04Yes.
00:17:06When I thought about you, I couldn't stop.
00:17:10Words, they just poured out of me.
00:17:16What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:17:22Please.
00:17:25Come with me.
00:17:38This is crazy.
00:17:39Yeah, I know.
00:17:41I'm your professor.
00:17:43You're my ex's dad.
00:17:50You could get kicked out.
00:17:51You could be fired for this.
00:17:54Really?
00:17:55What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:58Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:18:03I'm sorry.
00:18:04Is...
00:18:05Is that okay?
00:18:07Yeah.
00:18:08Please.
00:18:13The film.
00:18:20The film.
00:18:21The film.
00:18:22So you actually slept with him?
00:18:26Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad?
00:18:28Who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings in his home?
00:18:30billion naked paintings in his home it was just a one-time thing we agreed sure just like Cara
00:18:41and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident yet what are
00:18:45we doing tomorrow
00:19:01miss Renee tell me why a mannerist painting followed the renaissance it um it was a repudiation
00:19:11of the harmony and balance of the renaissance era hmm good but that will only get you a partial
00:19:17credit how would i get full credit professor
00:19:21did i give you permission to touch guess you'll have to teach me a lesson is that so
00:19:35her brain told her not to go back but her body was in control now
00:19:57don't do it Anya you said only once
00:20:06fuck it
00:20:21about that just one time thing
00:20:36wait wait Blake he's not here
00:20:44i haven't been able to think straight the past few days
00:20:48every time i close my eyes all i see is your face and your body and i know buddy i know me too
00:21:03i know
00:21:06turn over
00:21:18tell me what you want
00:21:21i want
00:21:22tell me
00:21:29i want you to take control
00:21:33with pleasure
00:21:43he cupped her face breath unsteady
00:21:56i love you bunny reckless ruined and knowing i'd do it all over again
00:22:11this has really taken a turn i'm impressed
00:22:15your boyfriend must be doing something right
00:22:18oh well actually i started seeing someone new
00:22:21really
00:22:22well sounds like you found your new muse
00:22:25is he a writer he's an artist and he's older but i shouldn't say too much i don't want to jinx it
00:22:38i don't want to do it
00:22:44botuchelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century that is when the pre-raphaelites
00:22:49discovered him and in doing so they
00:22:55they um
00:22:58they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his his work
00:23:01okay that is that's the end of class take a look at your papers see your grades thank you very much
00:23:10mr nh do you mind waiting a moment thank you
00:23:12you wanted to see me professor
00:23:27this is school anya what are you doing nothing
00:23:33you're playing with fire bunny
00:23:36do you like being bad is that what it is
00:23:40i don't know
00:23:42so what do you want
00:23:46this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself
00:23:50it's embarrassing
00:23:58i want you to punish me
00:24:01excuse me professor rossi i wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:24:07but i can come back if this is a bad time
00:24:09no no no no no it's fine uh what's your question mr turner
00:24:15you you mark this as incorrect and i'd love an explanation so i can get right on the final
00:24:20ah
00:24:23i'm discussing botticelli's primavera you only notice the presence of flora what you failed to remember
00:24:30was the work primarily celebrates venus and her embodiment of of love and female desire
00:24:39you missed a bigger picture mr turner
00:24:41got it thanks for uh clarifying yeah professor
00:24:46i want you i want you i want every
00:25:04i want you i want you to be a better view but not here
00:25:10where
00:25:10let me ravish you back at mine
00:25:15i didn't know it could be like that
00:25:26how did you get so good at this
00:25:37i've always loved the female form
00:25:41i revered it
00:25:44i studied it for my heart
00:25:46and i get a lot of my pleasure of observing yours
00:25:53and i
00:25:56also belong to a club
00:25:59like a golf club
00:26:01no
00:26:03but it's a club for special interests
00:26:06kink
00:26:06so
00:26:10what
00:26:12people have sex there
00:26:14they can
00:26:17if both people can send
00:26:20you can also watch
00:26:23they put on live shows like bdsm or roleplay
00:26:30whatever makes you feel good
00:26:31do you
00:26:35think you would ever take me
00:26:40dad i'm home
00:26:48hey pal
00:26:50what are you doing
00:26:51i i was uh i was working out
00:26:55in your boxers
00:26:58yeah well yoga these days you know freedom of movement and all that
00:27:02that
00:27:09so uh how are you doing
00:27:12i'm all right
00:27:13i just went on a date with a girl who had
00:27:15no interest in anything other than her tick tock feed
00:27:19so there's that
00:27:21and that kind of got me thinking about what you said about anya
00:27:26she does deserve better but i can be better you know
00:27:30so i think i'm gonna try to get her back
00:27:33show her that i've changed all that
00:27:37that's great
00:27:38did we get a parcel
00:27:39what are you doing
00:27:47uh stretching you know my
00:27:50my back
00:27:51the yoga maybe it's not for me
00:27:53right i'm gonna go upstairs now because you're being really weird so
00:27:57well can you do some of your assignment
00:28:01no video games please you ain't too old for that
00:28:04no i cannot
00:28:05fuck oh that was close
00:28:15we run out of places to meet like this
00:28:19wow
00:28:19what about the club
00:28:32are you sure you want to do this
00:28:50remember what we said about honesty
00:28:56i'm okay
00:28:58nervous but okay
00:29:01if you change your mind you tell me
00:29:02do you understand
00:29:04i know what are you doing anything you're not comfortable with
00:29:15the things you make me do
00:29:20professor winslow
00:29:25so she only came at the weekends
00:29:27am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club
00:29:30come with me she can't see you
00:29:32am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to you
00:29:46look um you should know sage and i we used to play together
00:30:10do you still
00:30:11no
00:30:11not since you and i
00:30:15besides
00:30:19she wanted to be my exclusive
00:30:24i guess i just wasn't interested
00:30:27you're what
00:30:28my exclusive
00:30:31it means you can only be with one person at the club
00:30:34and that one person can only be with you
00:30:38symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace
00:30:41anybody who is wearing one
00:30:45is strictly off limits
00:30:48lots of rules huh
00:30:50yeah
00:30:52rules are important
00:30:54they keep everybody safe
00:30:57doms and subs
00:31:00subs
00:31:03yeah
00:31:04submissives
00:31:05do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control
00:31:13mm-hmm
00:31:14well that's called power play
00:31:16it is built on trust
00:31:19communication honesty
00:31:24look
00:31:27i know this is a lot for you to take in right now
00:31:29okay
00:31:30okay so we can take this as slow or as fast as you like
00:31:36see this is why you're my favorite professor
00:31:39uh huh
00:31:41and maybe you can
00:31:45teach me about
00:31:47those next
00:31:55so what's it gonna be
00:32:08pleasure
00:32:10pain
00:32:12how much pain
00:32:15only as much as you want
00:32:18pain
00:32:19please
00:32:34tell me what you want
00:32:38you
00:32:41professor
00:32:43well first we need a safe word
00:32:49this ensures trust
00:32:53this only works if there's open communication
00:32:58most importantly
00:33:01honesty about what your boundaries are
00:33:06is for you and me both bunny
00:33:11um
00:33:13what about
00:33:13brushstroke
00:33:21brushstroke
00:33:21brushstroke
00:33:24i like it
00:33:28now
00:33:30take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall
00:33:43brushstroke
00:34:05more
00:34:10more
00:34:13Harder, professor.
00:34:29Oh, my God.
00:34:31That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:34:33I always wanted more, but Blakey would never...
00:34:38Shit.
00:34:39Sorry, I...
00:34:41I shouldn't have bought him up, but...
00:34:42I forgot.
00:34:45Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:48For a moment.
00:34:52I can't help but feel I'm hurting him...
00:34:56just by being with you.
00:34:58He doesn't care about me.
00:35:01He only cares about himself.
00:35:05Blake is the only person, Anya.
00:35:09His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:35:12You know, he told me that you cheated on her.
00:35:21I would never.
00:35:23Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:35:26What's the truth, then?
00:35:32You don't need to hear this.
00:35:33Hey.
00:35:34Hey.
00:35:36Honesty.
00:35:37Remember?
00:35:38Just put my trust in you.
00:35:44Put your trust in me.
00:35:49Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:53A baby was too much for her.
00:35:57She wanted a different life.
00:35:58So...
00:36:00She chose that over Blake.
00:36:07Over us.
00:36:12As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:36:14So I...
00:36:18I...
00:36:19I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:36:25Because I was unfaithful.
00:36:29Why would you do that?
00:36:33To protect him.
00:36:34He never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:36:41Blake means everything to me.
00:36:44He's half my heart, Anya.
00:36:48Who's the other woman?
00:36:51No one has been...
00:36:52for such a long time.
00:36:55I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:37:07I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:37:09When you're in a...
00:37:10I know it's crazy.
00:37:16There's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:37:19But I can help myself.
00:37:21I just...
00:37:23I think I should go home.
00:37:27No, no, no.
00:37:28Please.
00:37:29I didn't mean it.
00:37:31It's fine.
00:37:32It's fine.
00:37:34Good night.
00:37:42Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this,
00:37:46but I really don't know what to do.
00:37:48Really?
00:37:49Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:52Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:54Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:55This isn't funny.
00:37:58The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:38:03How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:38:04Look, I know these two are literally blood-related, but they're nothing alike.
00:38:08Yeah?
00:38:08I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind, respectful, kinky as hell.
00:38:16Seriously.
00:38:17Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:38:20Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might...
00:38:26feel the same?
00:38:27Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:43Look, what happened the other night scared me.
00:38:50I know I, uh...
00:38:53I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:56I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:58No, it scared me because I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:39:10I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:39:14Oh, Bonnie.
00:39:19What's wrong?
00:39:21Let's pick this up later.
00:39:23Come with me to the club tonight.
00:39:24Professor Rossi, you trying to steal my mentee?
00:39:30I'm afraid it'd be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:39:35No, I'm really bummed at Miss Rennie.
00:39:37She wanted an extension on her paper, which is granted.
00:39:41Now, if you two ladies will excuse me, enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:52This older man you're seeing...
00:39:54Is he from school?
00:39:56What?
00:39:58No.
00:40:00Right.
00:40:02Do you have new pages for me for our session tonight?
00:40:06I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow.
00:40:08I have to skip tonight.
00:40:11I promise I'll have them ready for our next session, though.
00:40:14I have to rush.
00:40:15I have to rush.
00:40:34Anya?
00:40:36Holy shit, you look amazing.
00:40:39How the hell did you get in here?
00:40:40You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:40:44You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:51Look, I've been thinking.
00:40:53And we should get back together.
00:40:57Blake.
00:40:57I want to apologize.
00:41:00Now's really not a good time.
00:41:03I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:41:07My dad wasn't the greatest role model.
00:41:09You know that.
00:41:09I've fallen and learned patterns, but now I want to be better.
00:41:15I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:41:19I'm really happy you're working on yourself, and I think starting therapy is a great idea.
00:41:25But you and I are done, Blake.
00:41:29And I'm seeing someone else.
00:41:33Seriously?
00:41:38Who?
00:41:39That's really none of your business.
00:41:42Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:49You know, it's a small school.
00:41:53I'll find out whoever that guy is, and I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:57Yes.
00:42:03Evening, Professor.
00:42:28You sure you're ready for this?
00:42:30We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:42:33I want to.
00:42:40I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:45That I'm yours, and you're mine.
00:42:51If that's the case, let's make this official.
00:42:57Anya.
00:43:00Anya will leave me my exclusive.
00:43:02I thought we were already exclusive.
00:43:22I thought you're mine.
00:43:23Let's give them a show like they've never seen.
00:43:27You've been a very bad girl.
00:43:42I'm sorry, Professor.
00:43:43You only speak when I tell you that behavior is punished.
00:44:00You know that, don't you?
00:44:05Speak.
00:44:05Yes, I know.
00:44:14Remember your safe word.
00:44:17You're in control.
00:44:21Punish me, Professor.
00:44:22One of us, one of us, one of us, one of us is going to get hurt.
00:44:35You got your madness, and I'm good at bad habits, oh.
00:44:40One of us, one of us is going to get hurt.
00:44:43I can't believe I did that.
00:44:56That was exhilarating.
00:44:58You are amazing.
00:44:59So brave.
00:45:02You should be proud of yourself.
00:45:04I am.
00:45:07Like, I was nervous at first, but...
00:45:10You just, you made me feel so safe.
00:45:13Like, I could do anything.
00:45:16You can, honey.
00:45:21Come on.
00:45:39So, what do you think?
00:45:42Is it strong enough for Inkit?
00:45:45I've been meaning to talk to you about that.
00:45:49I wish I had better news.
00:45:52Oh.
00:45:53What's wrong?
00:45:55My friend at Inkit decided to pass.
00:46:01They say why?
00:46:03Just that it doesn't feel truthful.
00:46:09And, unfortunately, I'm going to have to progress with other students from now on,
00:46:14so I think our mentorship has run its course.
00:46:17Um, okay.
00:46:22Professor Winslow, did something happen?
00:46:27Take care of yourself, Anya.
00:46:29You wanted to see me?
00:46:49You wanted to see me?
00:46:49What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:47:00A student?
00:47:04It's not like us.
00:47:06I love her.
00:47:11What do you want me to do?
00:47:12Is everything okay?
00:47:38You haven't returned any of my calls or texts all day.
00:47:42Yeah.
00:47:43I'm sorry.
00:47:44I've been busy.
00:47:48You should leave.
00:47:49Blake is here.
00:47:50Oh.
00:47:51We should go.
00:47:54Please.
00:47:55Please.
00:48:12Anya?
00:48:13Blake?
00:48:17I thought you were at home.
00:48:20I just got out of class.
00:48:23What are you doing here?
00:48:25Um, I was meeting some friends nearby.
00:48:27Do you want to come over?
00:48:29Oh, no.
00:48:31Blake, I don't.
00:48:33Right, the other guy.
00:48:34Look, I want to apologize about last night.
00:48:39Okay?
00:48:40I was drinking way too much, and I was out of line.
00:48:44If he makes you happy, then I'm happy.
00:48:48You deserve it.
00:48:51I'll see you later.
00:48:52I'll see you later.
00:49:12I love it.
00:49:15They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:49:19You going to class today?
00:49:20Aw.
00:49:22He's ghosting you.
00:49:23That sucks.
00:49:25I'm not going to sit here and mope all day.
00:49:27Come on.
00:49:29Where are we going?
00:49:31The moon.
00:49:32Let's go.
00:49:42How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:49:44Because I'm your best friend, and I know when you're feeling low, picking up a new book tends to help.
00:49:48True.
00:49:50Anya, Anya, wait.
00:50:02That was a pass-fail course, Professor, and you just failed.
00:50:06Take me out.
00:50:07I'm going to take you out.
00:50:08Have a good day.
00:50:09I'm going to take you out.
00:50:22Bye.
00:50:23Bye.
00:50:24Bye.
00:50:28Bye.
00:50:29Bye.
00:50:31Bye.
00:50:31Bye.
00:50:32hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:50:46all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor Rossi hi well I gotta
00:50:55take a whiz so up here back dad does this hurt good Magonia what you saw between me and Sage is not
00:51:11what you think okay she was gonna out us both to the school so I decided to fuck her no look I know
00:51:19you want to get back me but this I'm just living my life besides I have a lot of free time on my
00:51:28hands since I'm not writing anymore okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want
00:51:37dad you want to join us no I uh I forgot something at campus I'm gonna head back
00:51:43I am done with your blackmail bullshit you go to the administration if you want I don't care
00:51:59oh really that's right you destroyed the first pure thing that I had in my life I am done
00:52:04you're making a big mistake Dimitri oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening right now
00:52:11I will not be controlled by you I'd start packing your office then fuck you
00:52:17girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore Ness
00:52:31Anya you really have some nerve dude I don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:52:41look Sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:52:54and I kissing outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:53:00I distanced myself to protect you the only reason I went to see her that night
00:53:07was to try and convince her to let everything slide I wasn't gonna do anything with her other
00:53:12than be cordial last night I stood up to her I told her that I was not gonna play her games anymore
00:53:18after everything you said about honesty Dimitri
00:53:22why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:53:25I don't know I need some time to think okay
00:53:32but I'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:53:37yeah well I don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:53:42excuse me Mr. Rossi I need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:53:47they fired you
00:53:50don't worry
00:53:53you can stay
00:53:55without any punishment
00:53:56there has to be something we can do
00:53:59yeah
00:54:00promise me you won't stop writing
00:54:03I stopped painting when Blake's mom left
00:54:06nearly killed me
00:54:07I don't know if I can
00:54:11don't give up in your heart Anya
00:54:15you'll always regret it if you do
00:54:17Mr. Rossi
00:54:19yeah
00:54:22here's to the good days
00:54:38here's to the sorrows
00:54:41if this is a mistake
00:54:43I know about tomorrow
00:54:44I don't wanna fight no more
00:54:47cause I don't feel the need no more
00:54:49no
00:54:49just wanna make it stop
00:54:52maybe it's something in the water
00:54:56or maybe we just hit the end of the road
00:55:01right now it doesn't even matter
00:55:05it's too late not to let it go
00:55:09Anya
00:55:11what are you doing here
00:55:15you ruined me
00:55:18what
00:55:19I can't write
00:55:23and I can't eat
00:55:25and I can't sleep
00:55:26all I can do
00:55:27is think about you
00:55:29I feel this
00:55:31immense guilt
00:55:33for getting you fired
00:55:34I'm so mad at you
00:55:36for lying to me
00:55:37you think I'm doing any better
00:55:38huh
00:55:39all I'm doing is sitting around drinking all day
00:55:42beating myself up for falling for you
00:55:46I wanna come find you
00:55:48I wanna make love to you
00:55:50Anya wait
00:55:56I need to tell you something
00:55:59the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:56:02I wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:56:04the other half of my heart is you Anya
00:56:09I love you
00:56:12I love you
00:56:13I love you too
00:56:16I love you too
00:56:17Wow
00:56:25Seriously
00:56:27Dad
00:56:29sleeping with your student
00:56:32and in case you forgot
00:56:33my ex-girlfriend
00:56:34now I know why you got fired
00:56:36you're disgusting
00:56:38let's just all sit down
00:56:40and talk about this rationally
00:56:41okay
00:56:41talk rationally
00:56:42that is rich
00:56:45I don't even know
00:56:47why I'm surprised
00:56:48you've always done
00:56:49whatever the fuck you wanted
00:56:50without caring about anybody else
00:56:51just like you did with mom
00:56:53don't
00:56:54do not bring your mother into this okay
00:56:57you know
00:56:57my whole life
00:56:59my whole fucking life
00:57:01I felt like you've been hiding something from me
00:57:02some father figure you turned out to be
00:57:05you don't know the full story Blake
00:57:09what is the full story then
00:57:11dad
00:57:11yeah
00:57:14that's what I thought
00:57:15you're a coward
00:57:18oh it's way more complicated than that
00:57:20this time it doesn't have to be
00:57:22let me make it real simple for you
00:57:25choose
00:57:27either her
00:57:28my please
00:57:31or me
00:57:33Blake can we just
00:57:34can we just talk
00:57:36fuck off
00:57:40oh my god
00:57:52what am I gonna do
00:57:57Ness
00:57:57if I ask Dimitri to choose me
00:58:00I'll carry that guilt around
00:58:02for the rest of my life
00:58:03I can't do that to him
00:58:06to us
00:58:08girl
00:58:10look at me
00:58:11I gotta tell you something
00:58:12my twin brother is a genius
00:58:15like a savant
00:58:17he got offers from every great college
00:58:19Harvard
00:58:20MIT
00:58:20you name it
00:58:21but we're like joined at the hip since birth
00:58:24and he knew I wouldn't get in
00:58:25so he applied here
00:58:27even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him
00:58:29but I wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me
00:58:33so I snuck into his room one night and accepted his Harvard offer
00:58:37even though truth be told I wanted him here
00:58:39why are you telling me this
00:58:42sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own
00:58:47even if it hurts
00:58:49where are you gonna stay
00:59:03I'm gonna stay with mom
00:59:04what
00:59:06will you just hold on a minute
00:59:08I'm late for my flight
00:59:08perfect timing
00:59:14you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:59:17Blake wait
00:59:20where is he going
00:59:24he's uh
00:59:25he's gonna stay with his mom
00:59:28this is all my fault
00:59:31I'll talk to him
00:59:32my friend's gonna be fine
00:59:33Blake was right
00:59:34and if he won't choose
00:59:38I'll do it for you
00:59:40I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:59:44I love you Dimitri
00:59:58that's why I have to let you go
01:00:01I love you
01:00:04go on
01:00:27pick up
01:00:28Blake
01:00:31your call has been forwarded to
01:00:33get the hell away from me
01:00:36Blake
01:00:41I'm sorry
01:00:43no
01:00:43you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me
01:00:46that is beyond low
01:00:49look
01:00:51what your dad and I had
01:00:53it
01:00:54wasn't just a fling
01:00:56okay
01:00:57it was real
01:00:59even if you can't see that right now
01:01:02it just ended things
01:01:07the relationship between you and your father is
01:01:11more important than anything
01:01:13we don't have a relationship
01:01:17not anymore
01:01:19she's not answering the phone
01:01:25is she
01:01:25your mom
01:01:27your mom's not here Blake
01:01:31your dad is
01:01:34and he always has been
01:01:35then Alchemy still treats me like a child
01:01:40I know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:01:43you know I recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:01:51you should tell him that
01:01:54you'll understand
01:01:56you deserve his honesty Blake
01:02:00hey Anya
01:02:18I wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:02:22that he didn't cheat on her
01:02:25I don't even know why I'm sending you this actually
01:02:29I don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore
01:02:31so
01:02:32I guess just thanks or whatever
01:02:36and if you don't get this then
01:02:37just forget about it
01:02:40talk to you later
01:02:41bye
01:02:43hey Blake
01:02:47car's here let's go
01:02:49look at you
01:02:54so you got everything
01:02:56you got your passport
01:02:57dad
01:02:58come on
01:03:00are you sure you want to do this
01:03:03I got some shit I gotta figure out
01:03:07I'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:03:09but thank you
01:03:12for being here for me
01:03:13I love you dad
01:03:16I know
01:03:17I love you too
01:03:20you still miss her don't you
01:03:22no
01:03:24well yeah maybe
01:03:29you know
01:03:34I don't think I ever loved Anya
01:03:37I mean
01:03:39I liked her
01:03:40sure
01:03:40but
01:03:41I never loved her
01:03:42not the way that you do
01:03:44I guess what I'm trying to say here is
01:03:47you have my blessing
01:03:49you mean that
01:03:53absolutely
01:03:55she's a great person
01:03:57and you are a great man
01:04:00dad
01:04:01you deserve it
01:04:03plus
01:04:04you know
01:04:05you're gonna end up getting really lonely
01:04:06and I don't want those late night phone calls at 3am again
01:04:09just
01:04:09hey come here
01:04:14I love you big guy
01:04:17I love you too pops
01:04:19let's go let's get out of here
01:04:21come on
01:04:22you take care okay
01:04:25I will
01:04:26Anya red alert
01:04:35it's here
01:04:36it's here
01:04:36and
01:04:47are they gonna publish it
01:04:49they love the new ending
01:04:51and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:04:53wait
01:04:57new ending
01:04:58I told you once
01:05:05he said
01:05:06that my son
01:05:07was half of my heart
01:05:08but I was too scared to say
01:05:11you're the other half
01:05:15so much for coming
01:05:25I used to be just like you
01:05:29trying to meet the expectations
01:05:32of this life
01:05:33but I wrote my own set of rules
01:05:38you should write your own too
01:05:40so we can feel alive
01:05:42let's get lost in the night
01:05:45lost in the night
01:05:48I'm gonna be the
01:05:50I'm gonna be the
01:05:55you
01:05:57so
01:05:58you
01:06:00you
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