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Half Of My Heart - Full
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06You're cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:30Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:35So what's it gonna be? Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:41I knew we used to...
00:00:42On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:49Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go. Please.
00:00:52I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:59I love you, too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:04Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:10That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:11closet.
00:01:12Let's do it.
00:01:12Let's do it.
00:01:12Let's do it.
00:01:15Too much you.
00:01:16Let's do it, too.
00:01:17Too much you.
00:01:19Okay.
00:01:20Ooh.
00:01:20Come.
00:01:29Come.
00:01:30Let's do it.
00:01:30Hold it.
00:01:31Too much you.
00:01:32Before you go.
00:01:32Class is over.
00:01:42Please, Professor.
00:01:47I need to be punished.
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake.
00:02:06He's been homesick all day.
00:02:08Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy.
00:02:15King shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go.
00:02:22I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh, shit.
00:02:31You're cheating on me?
00:02:34You have a girlfriend?
00:02:39Oh, you piece of shit!
00:02:41I'm on your way.
00:02:43You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and I hear you...
00:02:46Oh, now I can explain.
00:02:50You okay, Anna?
00:02:51She means nothing to me.
00:02:56Jesus Christ.
00:02:58Are you serious, Blake?
00:03:00You were cheating on her?
00:03:02You're surprised?
00:03:03You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:05Enough!
00:03:06Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:08I'll deal with you later.
00:03:10Let me drive you home.
00:03:11No, it's okay.
00:03:14I'm fine.
00:03:17I'm driving you.
00:03:29Hey, Anya, I'm...
00:03:30I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:34It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:37Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:40I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:46He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:51What did I do?
00:03:54What's wrong with me?
00:03:56Hey, none of that talk.
00:03:59Okay?
00:04:00There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:01Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:09Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:14My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:17does not.
00:04:24Oh, well, I should ride.
00:04:27Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:29Uh, thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:32Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:38You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:56There are really good bones here.
00:04:59Gosh, you have so much talent.
00:05:02If you want, I could send it over to my friend who works at Ink and Print.
00:05:06Oh, my God.
00:05:08That would be incredible, Professor Winslow.
00:05:11I'll always champion female writers, and I believe in you.
00:05:15The only thing that I'm still struggling to believe is the main character's confession of love.
00:05:21It just, it feels a little contrived.
00:05:24Remember, write what you know.
00:05:26Maybe there's someone in your life that could help inspire that ending.
00:05:31Oh, I'm sorry.
00:05:32I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:05:34Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:05:37We're just wrapping up.
00:05:39Work on the third act.
00:05:41Remember.
00:05:41Honesty.
00:05:42Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:45Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:47She's a bright girl.
00:06:00She is.
00:06:01I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:06:04Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:06:06Speaking of promising.
00:06:13You know the rules.
00:06:15Not here.
00:06:36You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:44I have told you.
00:06:46I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:49No relationships.
00:06:50Not here.
00:06:51Not outside.
00:06:55Get up.
00:06:55Get up.
00:06:56Get up.
00:06:58Get up.
00:07:28What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:40I think I'm going to call you...
00:07:43Bunny.
00:07:53Okay.
00:07:54That is class for today.
00:07:56Next week, we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's crucifixion triptych.
00:08:00Study up in the work.
00:08:01Please.
00:08:02Miss Rene, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:08:11You wanted to see me?
00:08:13Hey.
00:08:14So, uh...
00:08:17How are you doing?
00:08:20Oh, uh...
00:08:22I'm fine.
00:08:26You don't have to lie to me.
00:08:29I just...
00:08:30I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:08:34You're a lot of things, Anya.
00:08:37But stupid is not one.
00:08:38Who's is this?
00:08:45Who's is this?
00:08:49It's beautiful.
00:08:52It's, uh...
00:08:53It's one of mine.
00:08:55The shading, it's...
00:08:56It's so unique.
00:08:58I was trying to capture the female form.
00:09:02I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark
00:09:08to make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:09:13You see these...
00:09:14These lines here.
00:09:15I'm sorry.
00:09:37That was really inappropriate.
00:09:38No, no.
00:09:39I'm sorry.
00:09:39It was...
00:09:40It's my fault.
00:09:44Excuse me.
00:09:45And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:54Fuck off!
00:09:55You did not!
00:09:55I did.
00:09:57I know it's crazy, but he's just...
00:10:00He's so smart.
00:10:02And talented.
00:10:03And sexy as hell.
00:10:06And your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:10:08And your professor.
00:10:11I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:10:13Just be careful, babe.
00:10:14You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:10:29Hey, buddy.
00:10:30Who's class?
00:10:36What are you up to?
00:10:37I'm trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:42Well, don't you blame her?
00:10:44I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:47Someone seems like such a special woman.
00:10:49You're one to talk.
00:10:51What?
00:10:52Get off your fucking high horse, Dad.
00:10:54You cheated on Mom.
00:10:56Drove her away.
00:10:57And you know how apples fall.
00:10:58What'd you expect?
00:11:00What'd you expect?
00:11:28Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:57I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:12:00Uh, no.
00:12:01Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:12:10Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:12:13You don't have to?
00:12:15Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:12:25What if I can forget?
00:12:30Oh, my God.
00:12:33What am I doing?
00:12:35Oh, this is crazy.
00:12:36He's your professor and your ex's dad, and he doesn't like you like that.
00:12:40He's just lonely.
00:12:57Anya.
00:12:59You painted naked pictures of me?
00:13:04I can explain.
00:13:05Girl, no.
00:13:18That's like Jason Bateman stuff.
00:13:20Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:13:22Yeah.
00:13:24Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:13:27About him.
00:13:29I don't blame you.
00:13:30He's straight up stalker-like.
00:13:31I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:13:34More like...
00:13:37Never mind.
00:13:39Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:44I can't.
00:13:45I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:49Have a drink in my honor, though, okay?
00:13:54Cool.
00:13:54Patrick Bateman.
00:14:00That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:14:01Good night.
00:14:02Bye.
00:14:05Bye.
00:14:23Bye.
00:14:24Bye.
00:14:29Bye.
00:14:31Bye.
00:14:31Anya?
00:14:41I can't stop thinking about you.
00:15:01Anya.
00:15:07Anya, wait.
00:15:12I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:15:16It's just, I see your face every day in my class, and...
00:15:18That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:15:22Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:25How long have you been painting me?
00:15:28No.
00:15:30No.
00:15:32No.
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38No.
00:15:39No.
00:15:40No.
00:15:41No.
00:15:42No.
00:15:43No.
00:15:44No.
00:15:46Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:51I used to paint all the time.
00:15:53Bill and Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:56I had to make some money, so I started teaching.
00:16:01The point is, I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:16:07That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:16:11The spark, it came back.
00:16:12And then you were all I could paint.
00:16:13I started with your outline.
00:16:14And your silhouette.
00:16:15Then I started to notice more details.
00:16:16The shape of your hand.
00:16:17The flow of your hair.
00:16:18The radiance of your smile.
00:16:19Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:20And I knew it was wrong.
00:16:21I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:22You're my muse.
00:16:23The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:24The story that I'm writing.
00:16:25You're my muse.
00:16:26The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:27The story that I'm writing.
00:16:28I couldn't figure out.
00:16:29You're my muse.
00:16:30The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:31The story that I'm writing.
00:16:32I couldn't figure out.
00:16:33You're my muse.
00:16:34The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:36I seemed to...
00:16:37The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:38You're my muse.
00:16:39You're my muse.
00:16:40The Camille to my Monet.
00:16:41What?
00:16:42You're my muse.
00:16:43I knew I was my muse.
00:16:44You were my muse.
00:16:45You're my muse.
00:16:47The Camille to my Monet, I knew I was just a kid.
00:16:58I knew I wasn't a kid but...
00:17:01I knew I knew I was a fool.
00:17:04Yes.
00:17:06When I thought about you, I couldn't stop.
00:17:10Words, they just... poured out of me.
00:17:16What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:17:22Please...
00:17:26Come with me.
00:17:34This is crazy.
00:17:40Yeah, I know. I'm your professor.
00:17:44You're my ex's dad.
00:17:50You could get kicked out.
00:17:52You could be fired for this.
00:17:54Really?
00:17:56What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:58Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:18:00I'm sorry.
00:18:04I'm sorry. Is that okay?
00:18:06Yeah.
00:18:08Please.
00:18:22So you actually slept with him.
00:18:24Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad, who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings in his home?
00:18:32It was just a one-time thing.
00:18:36We agreed.
00:18:38Sure.
00:18:40Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:44Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:46Ms. Renee.
00:19:02Tell me why a mannerist painting followed the Renaissance.
00:19:06It, um...
00:19:08It was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:19:13Good.
00:19:15But that will only get you a partial credit.
00:19:17How would I get full credit?
00:19:19Professor.
00:19:25Did I give you permission to touch?
00:19:29Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:19:33Is that so?
00:19:35Her brain told her not to go back.
00:19:51But her body was in control now.
00:19:57Don't do it, Anya.
00:19:59You said only once.
00:20:05Fuck it.
00:20:21About that just one time thing...
00:20:25Wait.
00:20:26Wait.
00:20:27Wait.
00:20:28Wait.
00:20:29Blake?
00:20:30He's not here.
00:20:31I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:35Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your face and your body and...
00:20:39I know, body, I know.
00:20:40Me too.
00:20:41You've been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:43Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your face and...
00:20:44your body and...
00:20:45I know, body, I know.
00:20:46Me too.
00:20:47Hmm.
00:20:48Turn over.
00:20:52I...
00:20:53Don't worry.
00:20:54I'm not here.
00:20:55I'm not here.
00:20:56He's not here.
00:20:57Look.
00:20:58I'm not here.
00:21:00I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:21:01Every time I close my eyes, all I see is...
00:21:02Turn over.
00:21:18Tell me what you want.
00:21:21I want...
00:21:23Tell me.
00:21:29I want you to take control.
00:21:32With pleasure.
00:21:34I want you to take control.
00:21:38I want you to take control.
00:21:42I want you to take control.
00:21:47he cupped her face breath unsteady i love you bunny reckless ruined and knowing i'd do it all
00:22:10over again this has really taken a turn i'm impressed your boyfriend must be doing something
00:22:17right oh well actually i started seeing someone new really well sounds like you found your new
00:22:24muse is he a writer he's an artist and he's older but um yeah i shouldn't say too much
00:22:37i don't want to jinx it
00:22:44botuchelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century that is when the pre-raphaelites
00:22:49discovered him and in doing so they they um they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his his work
00:23:01okay that is that's the end of class take a look at your papers see your grades thank you
00:23:09very much miss renee do you mind waiting a moment thank you
00:23:22you wanted to see me professor
00:23:24this is school anya what are you doing nothing you're playing with fire bunny
00:23:36do you like being bad is that what it is i don't know so what do you want
00:23:43this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself it's embarrassing
00:23:51i want you to punish me
00:24:02excuse me professor rossi i wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:24:07but i can come back if this is a bad time no no no no it's fine uh what's your question mr turner
00:24:14you you mark this is incorrect and i'd love an explanation so i can get right on the final
00:24:23ah i'm discussing botuchelli's primavera you only notice the presence of flora but what you
00:24:29failed to remember was the work primarily celebrates venus and her embodiment of of love and
00:24:36i want you i want you i want every
00:25:06better for you but not here where
00:25:15let me ravish you back at mine
00:25:25i didn't know it could be like that
00:25:26how did you get so good at this
00:25:37i've always loved the female form
00:25:41i revered it
00:25:44i studied it for my art
00:25:46i get a lot of my pleasure of observing yours
00:25:53and i
00:25:56also belong to a club
00:25:59like a golf club
00:26:01no but it's a club for special interests
00:26:06kink
00:26:06so what people have sex there they can
00:26:17if both people can send you can also watch
00:26:23they put on live shows like bdsm or roleplay
00:26:26whatever makes you feel good
00:26:31do you think you would ever take me
00:26:36hey pal
00:26:49what are you doing
00:26:51i i was uh i was working out
00:26:55in your boxers
00:26:55yeah well yoga these days you know freedom of movement and all that
00:27:09so uh how are you doing
00:27:12i'm all right i just went on a date with a girl who had no interest in anything other than her tick
00:27:17tiktok feed
00:27:19so there's that
00:27:21and that kind of got me thinking about what you said about anya
00:27:26she does deserve better but i can be better you know so i think i'm going to try to get her back
00:27:33show her that i've changed all that that's great did we get a parcel
00:27:39oh yeah what are you doing uh stretching you know my my back the yoga maybe it's not for me
00:27:53right i'm gonna go upstairs now because you're being really weird so
00:27:59well can you do some of your assignment no video games please you're getting too old for that
00:28:04no i cannot
00:28:09fuck oh that was close
00:28:15we run out of places to meet like this
00:28:19wow
00:28:22what about the club
00:28:34are you sure you want to do this
00:28:53remember what we said about honesty
00:28:56i'm okay
00:28:58nervous but okay
00:29:01if you change your mind you tell me
00:29:02do you understand
00:29:06i know what you're doing anything you're uncomfortable with
00:29:20professor winslow
00:29:25i thought she only came at the weekends
00:29:27am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club
00:29:30come with me she can't see you
00:29:41Look, um, you should know, Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:30:09Do you still?
00:30:11No, not since you and I. Besides, she wanted to be my exclusive. I guess I just wasn't
00:30:25interested.
00:30:26You're what?
00:30:28My exclusive. It means you can only be with one person at the club, and that one person
00:30:36can only be with you. Symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace. Anybody who is wearing
00:30:44one is strictly off limits.
00:30:48Lots of rules, huh?
00:30:50Yeah. Rules are important. They keep everybody safe. Doms and subs.
00:31:00Subs?
00:31:01Yeah. Submissives.
00:31:09Do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control?
00:31:13Mm-hmm.
00:31:13Mm-hmm. Well, that's called power play. It is built on trust, communication, honesty.
00:31:20Look. I know this is a lot for you to take in right now, okay? So we can take this as
00:31:32slow or as fast as you like.
00:31:34See, this is why you're my favorite professor. And maybe you can teach me about those next.
00:31:48So what's it gonna be? Pleasure? Or pain?
00:32:11How much pain?
00:32:14Only as much as you want?
00:32:18Pain. Please.
00:32:22Tell me what you want.
00:32:35You. Professor.
00:32:41Well, first, we need a safe word.
00:32:50This ensures trust. This only works if there's open communication.
00:32:57Most importantly, honesty about what your boundaries are.
00:33:06It's for you and me both, Bunny.
00:33:07Um...
00:33:12What about...
00:33:16Brushstroke?
00:33:21Brushstroke, hmm?
00:33:22Mm-hmm.
00:33:23Mm-hmm.
00:33:24I like it.
00:33:28Now,
00:33:29take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall.
00:33:33Mm-hmm.
00:33:34Mm-hmm.
00:33:36help.
00:33:36More.
00:33:37More.
00:33:38More.
00:33:39How's that?
00:34:05More.
00:34:09Harder, professor.
00:34:22Oh my god.
00:34:27That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:34:33I always wanted more, but Blakey would never.
00:34:35Sorry, I shouldn't have brought him up, but I forgot.
00:34:44Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:48For a moment.
00:34:52I can't help but feel I'm hurting him.
00:34:56Just by being with you.
00:34:58He doesn't care about me.
00:35:01He only cares about himself.
00:35:05Blake is the only person on you.
00:35:09His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:35:12You know, he told me that you cheated on her.
00:35:21I would never.
00:35:23Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:35:26What's the truth then?
00:35:28You don't need to hear this.
00:35:33Hey.
00:35:34Hey.
00:35:36Honesty.
00:35:38Remember?
00:35:40Just put my trust in you.
00:35:45Put your trust in me.
00:35:46Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:53A baby was too much for her.
00:35:57She wanted a different life.
00:35:59So...
00:36:01She chose that over Blake.
00:36:07Over us.
00:36:12As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:36:17So I...
00:36:18I...
00:36:21I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:36:27Because I was unfaithful.
00:36:30Why did you do that?
00:36:33To protect him.
00:36:36You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:36:41Blake means everything to me.
00:36:44He's half my heart, Anya.
00:36:48Who's the other one?
00:36:51No one has been...
00:36:54For such a long time.
00:37:02I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:37:07I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:37:09When you're running.
00:37:14I know it's crazy.
00:37:16There's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:37:19But I can help myself.
00:37:21Alright?
00:37:22Just...
00:37:25I think I should go home.
00:37:28No, no, no. Please.
00:37:30I didn't mean it.
00:37:31It's fine. It's fine.
00:37:35Goodnight.
00:37:36Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this, but I really don't know what to do.
00:37:48Really?
00:37:49Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:52Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:54Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:55This isn't funny.
00:37:58The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:38:02How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:38:04Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:38:08Yeah?
00:38:09I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:38:12Respectful.
00:38:14Kinky as hell.
00:38:16Seriously.
00:38:17Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:38:20Girlie.
00:38:22Is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might...
00:38:26Feel the same?
00:38:39Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:46Look...
00:38:48What happened the other night scared me.
00:38:51I know, I uh...
00:38:54I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:56I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:59No.
00:39:00It scared me because...
00:39:02I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:39:10I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:39:14Oh, Bonnie.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:21Let's pick this up later.
00:39:23Come with me to the club tonight.
00:39:26Professor Rossi.
00:39:28You trying to steal my mentee?
00:39:30I'm afraid it might be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:39:34No, I'm really bummed at Miss Rennie.
00:39:36She wanted an extension on her paper.
00:39:39Which is granted.
00:39:41Now, if you two ladies will excuse me.
00:39:43Enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:52This older man you're seeing...
00:39:54Is he from school?
00:39:56What?
00:39:58No.
00:40:00Right.
00:40:02Do you have new pages for me?
00:40:03For our session tonight?
00:40:04I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow.
00:40:08I have to skip tonight.
00:40:10I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:40:13I have to rush.
00:40:14Anya?
00:40:15Holy shit.
00:40:16You look amazing.
00:40:17How the hell did she get in here?
00:40:18You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:40:19You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:20You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:22I'm wondering if you're sleeping in it now
00:40:27Turning you to another bed
00:40:30It's stuck in my head
00:40:31It's stuck in my head
00:40:34Anya?
00:40:36Holy shit, you look amazing
00:40:38How the hell did she get in here?
00:40:40You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:40:44You should really talk to her about that
00:40:46Look, I've been thinking
00:40:52And we should get back together
00:40:55Blake
00:40:57I want to apologize
00:40:59Now's really not a good time
00:41:02I'm really trying to learn and grow
00:41:05My dad wasn't the greatest role model
00:41:08You know that
00:41:09I follow and learn patterns
00:41:12But now I want to be better
00:41:14I'm even thinking about going to therapy
00:41:17I'm really happy you're working on yourself
00:41:21And I think starting therapy is a great idea
00:41:24But you and I are done, Blake
00:41:28And I'm seeing someone else
00:41:33Seriously?
00:41:38Who?
00:41:39That's really none of your business
00:41:41Now if you'll excuse me
00:41:44You know
00:41:49It's a small school
00:41:52I'll find out whoever that guy is
00:41:55And I'll kick his fucking ass
00:41:57Evening, Professor
00:42:12Evening, Professor
00:42:26Are you sure you're ready for this?
00:42:30We don't have to do this if you don't want to
00:42:33I want to
00:42:38I want the entire club to know about us
00:42:44That I'm yours and
00:42:46You're mine
00:42:48If that's the case
00:42:52Let's make this official
00:42:56Anya
00:42:58Anya will be my exclusive
00:43:02I thought we were already exclusive
00:43:06I thought you're mine
00:43:22Let's give them a show like they've never seen
00:43:27You've been a very bad girl
00:43:40You've been a very bad girl
00:43:40I'm sorry, Professor
00:43:44You only speak
00:43:49When I tell you
00:43:51Bad behavior is punished
00:43:55You know that, don't you?
00:44:05Speak
00:44:05Yes
00:44:06I know
00:44:08Remember your safe word
00:44:15You're in control
00:44:18Punish me, Professor
00:44:22What?
00:44:35You got your madness
00:44:36And I'm good at bad habits
00:44:39Oh
00:44:40One of us
00:44:41One of us
00:44:42One of us
00:44:42Is gonna get hurt
00:44:44I can't believe I did that
00:44:56That was exhilarating
00:44:57You are amazing
00:44:59So brave
00:45:01You should be proud of yourself
00:45:04I am
00:45:05Like, I was nervous at first, but
00:45:09You just, you made me feel so safe
00:45:12Like, I could do anything
00:45:14You can, Bunny
00:45:17Thank you
00:45:20Come on
00:45:35So, what do you think?
00:45:42Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:45I've been meaning to talk to you about that
00:45:47I wish I had better news
00:45:51Oh
00:45:52What's wrong?
00:45:55My friend at Ink It decided to pass
00:45:57They say why?
00:46:03Just that it doesn't feel
00:46:05Truthful
00:46:07And unfortunately
00:46:10I'm gonna have to progress
00:46:12With other students
00:46:13From now on
00:46:14So I think
00:46:15Our mentorship
00:46:16Has run its course
00:46:17Um
00:46:20Okay
00:46:21Professor Winslow
00:46:23Did something happen?
00:46:27Take care of yourself, Anya
00:46:29You wanted to see me?
00:46:49What were you thinking?
00:46:59What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:47:00A student?
00:47:04It's not like us
00:47:05I love her
00:47:07What do you want me to do?
00:47:12Is everything okay?
00:47:38You haven't returned any of my calls
00:47:41Or texts all day
00:47:42Yeah
00:47:43I'm sorry
00:47:44I've been busy
00:47:44You should leave
00:47:49Blake is here
00:47:49Oh
00:47:51We should go
00:47:54Please
00:47:56Anya?
00:48:15Blake?
00:48:16I thought you were at home
00:48:19I just got out of class
00:48:22What are you doing here?
00:48:25Um
00:48:25I was meeting some friends nearby
00:48:26Do you want to come over?
00:48:29Oh
00:48:29No
00:48:30Blake
00:48:31I don't
00:48:32Right
00:48:34The other guy
00:48:34Look
00:48:37I want to apologize
00:48:38About last night
00:48:39Okay
00:48:40I was drinking
00:48:40Way too much
00:48:41And
00:48:42I was out of line
00:48:43If he makes you happy
00:48:45Then I'm happy
00:48:46You deserve it
00:48:49I'll see you later
00:48:52What?
00:49:15They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:49:19You going to class today?
00:49:20Aw
00:49:21He's ghosting you
00:49:23That sucks
00:49:24I'm not going to sit here and mope all day
00:49:27Come on
00:49:28Where are we going?
00:49:31The moon
00:49:31Let's go
00:49:32How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:49:44Because I'm your best friend
00:49:45And I know when you're feeling low
00:49:47Picking up a new book tends to help
00:49:48True
00:49:49Anya
00:49:59Anya, wait
00:50:01That was a pass-fail course, professor
00:50:05And you just failed
00:50:06You just failed
00:50:07Who
00:50:08You're not afar
00:50:09Who
00:50:11Is
00:50:13You
00:50:17She
00:50:17Hey
00:50:19You
00:50:19You
00:50:23Who
00:50:24And I have
00:50:24Who
00:50:25Who
00:50:26Who
00:50:26ese
00:50:27Who
00:50:28Who
00:50:29Who
00:50:29Who
00:50:30Who
00:50:30Who
00:50:31Who
00:50:32Who
00:50:32Who
00:50:32Who
00:50:33Who
00:50:33Who
00:50:33Who
00:50:35hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:50:46all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor rossi
00:50:52hi well i gotta take a whiz so i'll be right back
00:50:57dad does this hurt
00:51:04good
00:51:07mcgonia what you saw between me and sage is not what you think
00:51:11okay she was going to out us both to the school so i decided to fuck her
00:51:16no look i know you want to get back at me but this
00:51:21i'm just living my life besides i have a lot of free time on my hands since i'm not writing
00:51:30anymore
00:51:31okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want dad you want to join us
00:51:39no i uh i forgot something at campus i i'm gonna head back
00:51:43go
00:51:44maybe pizza
00:51:48uh let's do pizza yes
00:51:51i am done with your blackmail bullshit you go to the administration if you want i don't
00:51:59care oh really that's right you destroyed the first pure thing that i had in my life i am
00:52:04done you're making a big mistake dimitri oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening
00:52:10right now i will not be controlled by you i'd start packing your office then fuck you
00:52:17girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore ness
00:52:31ania
00:52:32you really have some nerve dude i don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:52:38okay
00:52:41sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you and i kissing
00:52:55outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:53:00i distanced myself to protect you the only reason i went to see her that night was to try and convince her to let everything slide
00:53:08let everything slide i wasn't gonna do anything with her other than be cordial last night i stood up to her
00:53:14i told her that i was not gonna play her games anymore
00:53:18after everything you said about honesty dimitri why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:53:27i don't know i i need some time to think okay
00:53:33but i'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:53:38yeah well i don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:53:42excuse me mr rossi i need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:53:47they fired you
00:53:50don't worry
00:53:53you can stay
00:53:55without any punishment
00:53:56there has to be something we can do
00:53:59yeah
00:54:00promise me you won't stop writing
00:54:03i stopped painting when blake's mom left
00:54:06nearly killed me
00:54:07i don't know if i can
00:54:11don't give up in your heart on ya
00:54:14you'll always regret it if you do
00:54:17mr rossi
00:54:19yeah
00:54:22yeah
00:54:36here's to the good days
00:54:38here's to the sorrows
00:54:41if this is a mistake
00:54:43i know about tomorrow
00:54:44i don't wanna fight no more
00:54:47cause i don't feel the need no more
00:54:49no
00:54:49just wanna make it stop
00:54:52maybe it's something in the water
00:54:56or maybe we just hit the end of the road
00:55:01right now it doesn't even matter
00:55:05it's too late not to let it go
00:55:09anya
00:55:11what are you doing here
00:55:15you ruined me
00:55:18what
00:55:19i can't write
00:55:23and i can't eat
00:55:25and i can't sleep
00:55:26all i can do is think about you
00:55:29i feel this immense guilt for getting you fired
00:55:34i'm so mad at you for lying to me
00:55:37you think i'm doing any better
00:55:38huh
00:55:39all i'm doing is sitting around drinking all day
00:55:42beating myself up for falling for you
00:55:46i wanna come find you
00:55:48i wanna make love to you
00:55:50ania wait
00:55:56i need to tell you something
00:55:59the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:56:02i wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:56:05the other half of my heart is you ania
00:56:09i love you
00:56:13i love you too
00:56:20wow
00:56:25seriously
00:56:27dad
00:56:29sleeping with your student
00:56:32and in case you forgot
00:56:33my ex-girlfriend
00:56:34now i know why you got fired
00:56:36you're disgusting
00:56:38let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay
00:56:41talk rationally
00:56:42that is rich
00:56:45i don't even know why i'm surprised
00:56:48you've always done whatever the fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else
00:56:51just like you did with mom
00:56:53don't
00:56:54do not bring your mother into this okay
00:56:57you know
00:56:57my whole life
00:56:59my whole fucking life
00:57:01i felt like you've been hiding something from me
00:57:02some father figure you turned out to be
00:57:05you don't know the full story blake
00:57:09what is the full story then
00:57:11dad
00:57:11yeah
00:57:14that's what i thought
00:57:15you're a coward
00:57:18oh it's way more complicated than that
00:57:20this time it doesn't have to be
00:57:22let me make it real simple for you
00:57:25choose
00:57:27either her
00:57:28my please
00:57:31for me
00:57:33blake can we just
00:57:34can we just talk
00:57:36fuck off
00:57:40what am i gonna do nes
00:57:57if i ask dimitri to choose me
00:58:00i'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my life
00:58:03i can't do that to him
00:58:06to us
00:58:08girl
00:58:10look at me
00:58:11i gotta tell you something
00:58:12my twin brother is a genius
00:58:15like a savant
00:58:17he got offers from every great college
00:58:19harvard
00:58:20mit
00:58:20you name it
00:58:22but we're like joined at the hip since birth
00:58:24and he knew i wouldn't get in
00:58:25so he applied here
00:58:27even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him
00:58:29but i wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me
00:58:33so i snuck into his room one night and accepted his harvard offer
00:58:37even though truth be told i wanted him here
00:58:39why are you telling me this
00:58:42sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own
00:58:47even if it hurts
00:58:49where are you gonna stay
00:59:03i'm gonna stay with mom
00:59:04what
00:59:06will you just hold on a minute
00:59:08i'm late for my flight
00:59:08perfect timing
00:59:14you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:59:17blake wait
00:59:20where is he going
00:59:24he's uh
00:59:25he's gonna stay with his mom
00:59:28this is all my fault
00:59:31well talk to him
00:59:32my friend's gonna be fine
00:59:33blake was right
00:59:34and if he won't choose
00:59:38i'll do it for you
00:59:40i won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:59:44i love you dimitri
00:59:58that's why i have to let you go
01:00:01i love you
01:00:04go on
01:00:27pick up
01:00:28blake
01:00:31your call has been forwarded to
01:00:33get the hell away from me
01:00:36blake
01:00:41i'm sorry
01:00:43no
01:00:43you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me
01:00:46that is beyond low
01:00:49look
01:00:51what your dad and i had
01:00:53it
01:00:54wasn't just a fling
01:00:56okay
01:00:57it was real
01:00:59even if you can't see that right now
01:01:02it just ended things
01:01:07the relationship between you and your father is
01:01:11more important than anything
01:01:13we don't have a relationship
01:01:17not anymore
01:01:19she's not answering the phone is she
01:01:25your mom
01:01:27your mom's not here blake
01:01:31your dad is
01:01:34and he always has been
01:01:35and alchemy still treats me like a child
01:01:40i know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:01:43you know
01:01:45i
01:01:45recently learned that
01:01:48the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:01:51you should tell him that
01:01:54you'll understand
01:01:56you deserve his honesty blake
01:02:00hey anya
01:02:18i wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:02:22that he didn't cheat on her
01:02:25i don't even know why i'm sending you this actually
01:02:29i don't know if people
01:02:30even listen to voicemails anymore
01:02:31so
01:02:32i guess just
01:02:35thanks or whatever
01:02:36and if you don't get this then
01:02:37just forget about it
01:02:40talk to you later
01:02:41bye
01:02:43hey blake
01:02:47car's here let's go
01:02:49look at you
01:02:54so you got everything
01:02:56you got your passport
01:02:57dad
01:02:58come on
01:03:00are you sure you want to do this
01:03:03i got some shit i gotta figure out
01:03:07i'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:03:09but thank you
01:03:12for being here for me
01:03:13i love you dad
01:03:16i know
01:03:17i love you too
01:03:20you still miss it don't you
01:03:22i don't think i ever loved anya
01:03:37i mean i liked her sure but i never loved her not the way that you do i guess what i'm trying to say here is you have my blessing
01:03:49my blessing
01:03:52you mean that
01:03:54absolutely
01:03:55she's a great person and you are a great man that you deserve it plus you know you're gonna end up getting really lonely and i don't want those late night phone calls at 3am again just
01:04:09hey come here
01:04:14i love you big guy
01:04:17i love you too pops
01:04:19let's go let's get out of here come on
01:04:22you take care okay
01:04:25i will
01:04:26anya
01:04:34anya
01:04:34red alert
01:04:35it's here
01:04:36it's here
01:04:36and
01:04:47and
01:04:47are they gonna publish it
01:04:49they love the new ending and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:04:53wait
01:04:57new ending
01:04:58i told you once
01:05:05he said
01:05:06that my son
01:05:07was half of my heart
01:05:08but i was too scared to say
01:05:11you're the other half
01:05:15so much for coming
01:05:25i used to be just like you
01:05:29trying to meet the expectations
01:05:32of this life
01:05:33but i wrote my own set of rules
01:05:38you should write your own too
01:05:40so we can feel alive
01:05:42let's get lost in the night
01:05:45lost in the night
01:05:48i'm gonna be the
01:05:50yeah
01:05:55yeah
01:05:55yeah
01:05:58yeah
01:05:58we will
01:05:59in the night
01:05:59oh
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01:06:13is
01:06:14uh
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01:06:17a
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