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00:00:00I was a funny little man.
00:00:26I needed the fans help just to make it out of bed every morning.
00:00:30But luckily, I was blessed with the best fans in the league.
00:00:42For the rest of the day, I needed God's help.
00:00:45But luckily, I was blessed with the best God in the league, too.
00:00:56I don't want to go to Rome today.
00:01:00Why don't you stay?
00:01:03Because I hate New York.
00:01:06But we live here.
00:01:08We live alone, too.
00:01:10Well, you ever want to make love with me again, sir?
00:01:35I love you so much.
00:01:42But will you ever want to make love with me again?
00:01:44There is nothing scarier in the world than knowing exactly where you want to go, but having
00:01:51absolutely no idea how to get there.
00:01:56Except maybe knowing where you want to go, knowing how to get there, and then having no
00:02:01idea of who you are when you arrive.
00:02:06Skase, bring me the usual, okay?
00:02:10Skase, you know what the usual is.
00:02:11I get it every day for ten years, okay?
00:02:13Yeah, oatmeal.
00:02:13No, no milk.
00:02:14No, no milk.
00:02:16Skase, for ten years I ordered my oatmeal.
00:02:17Do I ever once get milk with it?
00:02:18No.
00:02:19Right.
00:02:20So why would I want to start getting milk today?
00:02:21Skase, I haven't moved, okay?
00:02:22You can't remember where I live.
00:02:23Hey!
00:02:24Skase!
00:02:25Skase!
00:02:26Hey, Michael.
00:02:27You found the place.
00:02:28Incredible.
00:02:29Want the paper?
00:02:30No.
00:02:31Why would I want the paper I make you bring me every day for ten years?
00:02:32What's this, free today?
00:02:33Mm-mm-mm.
00:02:34One dollar?
00:02:35Okay.
00:02:36Okay.
00:02:37You're welcome.
00:02:38Okay.
00:02:39Be careful.
00:02:40Be careful.
00:02:41Be careful.
00:02:42Be careful.
00:02:43Be careful.
00:02:44Be careful.
00:02:45Be careful.
00:02:46Be careful.
00:02:47Be careful.
00:02:48Be careful.
00:02:49Be careful.
00:02:50Be careful.
00:02:51Be careful.
00:02:52Be careful.
00:02:53Be careful.
00:02:54Be careful.
00:02:55Give me a buck.
00:02:57Come on.
00:02:58It's got to stay, it's got to stay.
00:03:00Nice for you.
00:03:01Charco, please don't let him in again.
00:03:02I don't want to see him around here anymore, OK?
00:03:04Get out of here.
00:03:06Cut!
00:03:08Get out of here, get out of here, get out of here.
00:03:24So many universes, so many planets, so many countries, so many cities, so many cabs,
00:03:31so many cab drivers, so many streets, so many people, so many years, so many months,
00:03:37so many hours, so many moments.
00:03:41Be careful what you pray for.
00:03:44God, that was always a tough one for me.
00:03:47Hmm.
00:03:49And for me, Michael Shiver.
00:03:52This way, Sarah, this way, Sarah!
00:03:54Um, seventy-eight and fifth, please.
00:03:56You got it.
00:04:07You're Sarah Easton, supermodel.
00:04:10I see you everywhere.
00:04:11You're Michael Shiver, cab driver.
00:04:14I see you nowhere.
00:04:15What if I told you I was the kind of guy that if you were off, you know, run-wang in Spain,
00:04:19or whatever it is the hell you people do, and you told me you miss me,
00:04:23I'd have a thousand red roses waiting for you in your hotel.
00:04:26Only a thousand?
00:04:27Oh, sure.
00:04:28You're just so jaded, right?
00:04:30Nothing would surprise you.
00:04:32That's right.
00:04:33What if I told you I was the kind of guy who would fly across the universe just to see you smile?
00:04:40Just smile.
00:04:41And then I'd turn and go home.
00:04:43I would say you're a man who's looking to get his heart broken.
00:04:45I'd never fall alone.
00:04:47It's time you would.
00:04:50Come on, Sarah.
00:04:52You're not so hard.
00:04:53I'm not.
00:04:54No.
00:04:55You're not.
00:04:56Well, we'll never know, will we?
00:05:01Two-fifty, please.
00:05:17Yeah.
00:05:20Yo.
00:05:25I don't want your 20 bucks.
00:05:27I want to take you to dinner tonight.
00:05:31Goodbye, Michael Shiver.
00:05:47Now, when you become like a real priest, I get to perform marriages and stuff.
00:06:15Well, after my senior thesis, which is Sunday, and I hope you'll be there.
00:06:20I'm in that thing, aren't I?
00:06:21No.
00:06:22You said you didn't feel comfortable biting off the head of a baby Jesus doll wearing a G-string covered in baby oil.
00:06:27Oh, that's right.
00:06:28I still don't understand how they're going to let you do this weird performance thing as your senior thesis to become a priest in a chapel?
00:06:36For many reasons.
00:06:37It's an Episcopalian ordination.
00:06:38My seminary is very progressive.
00:06:40No shit.
00:06:41Where are you going?
00:06:44I'm on taxi.
00:06:45I think I'm gonna walk.
00:06:46I feel so I'll drop you.
00:06:47I'm fine.
00:06:48I'll call you tomorrow, okay?
00:06:49You sure?
00:06:50Yeah.
00:06:51Bye.
00:06:52Bye.
00:06:53You're here?
00:06:59I think I'm going to walk.
00:07:01I'll drop you.
00:07:02I'm fine. I'll call you tomorrow, okay?
00:07:05You sure? Yeah. Bye.
00:07:12You're here.
00:07:14You're stalking me.
00:07:15I like that you're here.
00:07:17I like that you're stalking me.
00:07:19I was just having a harmless cup of tea with some friends.
00:07:21If there's any stalking going on, I think we must be coming from your area.
00:07:24You're just going to be rude to my friends?
00:07:30Oh, I'm sorry.
00:07:37I'm married.
00:07:39Excellent.
00:07:41I love my husband.
00:07:43As do I.
00:07:44Is he available? Should we call and invite him to dinner with us?
00:07:47See, those 40s guys, they were smooth, man.
00:07:50That whole invite the husband or the girl you like thing?
00:07:52Genius.
00:07:52I mean, total and utter disregard of the idea of a little thing like a girl being involved with someone else
00:07:58could possibly impact their chances of living happily ever after with him.
00:08:01I love that.
00:08:03He's in Rome.
00:08:04It's even better.
00:08:06I'll fly him here.
00:08:07Fuck it. I'll fly him on the Concord.
00:08:08I'll put him up in a suite in the Four Seasons.
00:08:10I will support both of you in the most luxurious, romantic lifestyle imaginable.
00:08:15As I just sit on the sidelines like Cary Grant, wearing a suit with an ascot on some lawn, just smoking cigarettes confidently, waiting, waiting for you to love me.
00:08:32I'll tell you later.
00:08:36Or better yet.
00:08:38Better yet what?
00:08:45I'll tell you later.
00:08:47There isn't going to be a later.
00:08:48There's definitely going to be a later.
00:08:50You're good.
00:08:53But you're not that good, Michael Shiver.
00:08:56And why'd you come?
00:08:58I came by accident.
00:09:01The only accident is you leaving right now.
00:09:03But don't worry, because it's never going to happen again.
00:09:05There wasn't a harder time in my life.
00:09:28I felt destined to leave the man I knew I loved.
00:09:31The man I knew I wanted to have a family with.
00:09:35But with equal certainty, I knew I would never leave him.
00:09:40Kind of like the way I felt about Game 6 of the 86 World Series.
00:09:45There's no way in hell the Mets could win that game.
00:09:50But they did.
00:09:52And I knew they would.
00:09:57There are those times when you know without a doubt that there is God.
00:10:02The chills.
00:10:03You just get those chills.
00:10:07Hey.
00:10:12What?
00:10:12That was great, Amy.
00:10:13I think we got it.
00:10:17What is up with you?
00:10:19What?
00:10:20Where'd you meet her?
00:10:21In your cab?
00:10:23Absolutely.
00:10:24Crazy.
00:10:25I love it.
00:10:25And she just appeared outside last night.
00:10:28Yeah.
00:10:28Just be careful, Michael.
00:10:30Why?
00:10:30She's married.
00:10:31She'll rip you apart.
00:10:32You'll never know what hit you.
00:10:33That's not fair, Sally.
00:10:34You don't know her.
00:10:35Come on, Robin.
00:10:36She's the most beautiful woman in the world.
00:10:39See you guys.
00:10:40Bye-bye, guys.
00:10:41That sounds great.
00:10:41Thanks a lot.
00:10:42Yeah, Amy.
00:10:42Good.
00:10:43Very nice.
00:10:43She's a millionaire.
00:10:46She's the fantasy of every man alive.
00:10:49She's got this rich, royal family, jet-setting husband.
00:10:52What is she doing fucking around with Michael?
00:10:54I mean, he's going to fall in love and get destroyed.
00:10:57Maybe she wants a real person around her.
00:10:59Yeah.
00:11:00Michael, her bohemian cab driver, real friend.
00:11:04Yeah.
00:11:06I don't know.
00:11:07Look, look.
00:11:08I don't even have her number.
00:11:09Contrary to what you people might think, it's not that interesting to me.
00:11:12I like her.
00:11:13She's weird.
00:11:14You know, I enjoy her.
00:11:15If it was easy, I'd see her again.
00:11:16But I'm not going to stake out her house or anything.
00:11:18I don't know.
00:11:19I'll probably never see that girl again.
00:11:21Mm-hmm.
00:11:22You'll probably never see her again.
00:11:25Exactly.
00:11:27Why do I have a hard time believing that, Michael?
00:11:29There is nothing that can be true.
00:11:55Is this an accident as well?
00:12:24It's so strange and perfect.
00:12:30The men kissing them through the bars from the street.
00:12:33They'd fuck if they could.
00:12:35I know.
00:12:35But they can't.
00:12:37So they just kiss for hours.
00:12:41Kind of like high school.
00:12:42I loved that.
00:12:44Get in.
00:12:45The front.
00:13:06It's you.
00:13:07So what was so important you wanted to show me?
00:13:18Want some tea?
00:13:19Fine.
00:13:20Oh, you wanted to show me a tea.
00:13:22I have cold water and Coke.
00:13:27You wanted to show me a cold water and Coke?
00:13:31Mm-hmm.
00:13:32You're about to be in serious trouble, Sarah.
00:13:37You wanted to show me a serious trouble.
00:13:41I'm not gonna fuck you.
00:13:44Good.
00:13:45I don't want to fuck you.
00:13:47I just want to make you cum.
00:13:49Never.
00:13:49But I don't cum.
00:13:52The rule is, the harder you try not to cum, the harder I make you cum.
00:13:58Fuck you.
00:13:59You felt that much when you're putting just that.
00:14:02Not how Bruce got you wiping that.
00:14:04No.
00:14:06Thanks, love.
00:14:06I'm gonna leave my mouth there, and I'm gonna fall really hard.
00:14:11And you're gonna feel my mouth, and you're gonna feel my lips.
00:14:14And you're gonna want to cum from just that.
00:14:16But I'm not gonna let you, because you wouldn't let me to die.
00:14:20You're right when you're about to cum.
00:14:23I'll stop.
00:14:24Don't stop.
00:14:26Come on.
00:14:27Come on.
00:14:27Come on.
00:14:57Fuck.
00:15:05Fuck.
00:15:27Fuck.
00:15:33BELL RINGS
00:16:03Why, if words at times I know
00:16:11Why, if notions whose faces at times sleep with me
00:16:16Why, when all is all and nothing is alone
00:16:21Can I only say again and again
00:16:23Your smile slays me
00:16:26I can't ever wait to see you again
00:16:33You told Sarah Easton that you wanted her to fuck you in the ass
00:16:37Like she was the boy
00:16:38And it made her come while you were making out in the kitchen
00:16:41Absolutely
00:16:42I love you so much, you're a madman
00:16:45Now, who's Sarah Easton again?
00:16:46Sally, come on
00:16:47No, no, no, no, wait
00:16:48I know that there was this Sarah Easton supermodel
00:16:52Who you were never gonna see again
00:16:53And who you were friends with anyway
00:16:55But I know this can't be the same girl, right?
00:16:57Sally
00:16:57No, Robin, come on
00:16:59You encourage him
00:17:01I would think that you'd be appalled
00:17:02Why?
00:17:03Why?
00:17:04I don't know
00:17:05I mean, he's gotta be bludgeoning some kind of feminist ethic or something
00:17:08Nope
00:17:09A spiritual ethic?
00:17:11Mm-mm
00:17:12A social ethic?
00:17:14No
00:17:15Definitely a gay ethic
00:17:17Sally, he's sex-talked fucked a supermodel into coming without touching her in his kitchen
00:17:23If anything, the guy's up for some sort of award
00:17:25Are you gonna eat with us or are you gonna check your messages all day long?
00:17:30Because I have to go
00:17:31Shh, shh
00:17:32What if I told you I was the kind of girl
00:17:34But if you called me and told me you missed me
00:17:36I would have a thousand pine-scented Christmas tree air fresheners
00:17:40Hanging in your camp
00:17:41I'm gonna kill her
00:17:45Did she call?
00:17:48Yeah
00:17:48You're meeting her now?
00:17:49Yeah
00:17:49Okay, I can't be friends with you if you're just gonna be crazy and kill yourself
00:17:53I love you
00:17:54I'll talk to you soon
00:18:04I'll talk to you soon
00:18:56Yeah.
00:18:57Hey, did you like my message?
00:19:11I loved your message.
00:19:13You like the fax fairy?
00:19:16I love the fax fairy.
00:19:19Wanna go get some tea?
00:19:21Let's go.
00:19:26I meant a proper cup of tea, not...
00:19:33Michael, please, you do not want me like this.
00:19:49I'm telling you, you do not know what you're getting yourself into here.
00:19:53Michael...
00:19:54Shut the fuck up.
00:19:56Don't go anywhere.
00:20:03Ah!
00:20:04Ah!
00:20:05Ah!
00:20:06Ah!
00:20:07Ah!
00:20:08Ah!
00:20:09Please, untie my hands.
00:20:36Come on, I want to do something to you.
00:20:39Oh, you like that, don't you little shit?
00:20:54You like how I strangle you like that, huh?
00:20:56Oh, fuck me.
00:20:58Oh, fuck me.
00:21:03Oh, fuck me.
00:21:05Oh, fuck me.
00:21:19Oh, fuck me.
00:21:26Oh, fuck me.
00:21:28Oh, fuck me.
00:21:50Did you come?
00:21:51No.
00:21:52Tough luck.
00:21:55You were faking, right?
00:21:58Of course.
00:22:00I'm sorry.
00:22:02Everybody knows the first time is always the worst.
00:22:05I know, the lack of chemistry and everything.
00:22:08Exactly.
00:22:09That was so shit.
00:22:23Shh.
00:22:24I didn't do this.
00:22:38Neither do I.
00:22:38I'm serious.
00:22:39I've never done this before.
00:22:40Neither have I.
00:22:41You know I'm never going to leave my husband for you, right?
00:22:45You know that, Michael.
00:22:46Well, there are many scenarios here we need to evaluate, sir.
00:22:47That may be, but none of them will involve me leaving my husband.
00:22:52All right.
00:22:53All right.
00:22:54Plan A would be that...
00:22:55I've never done this before.
00:22:56I've never done this before.
00:22:59Neither have I.
00:23:00You know I'm never going to leave my husband for you, right?
00:23:05You know that, Michael.
00:23:06Well, there are many scenarios here we need to evaluate, sir.
00:23:10That may be, but none of them will involve me leaving my husband.
00:23:15Okay.
00:23:16All right.
00:23:17Plan A would be that you leave your husband right now, and we have a fabulous, wonderful
00:23:30relationship.
00:23:31Yeah.
00:23:32Plan B would be that you don't leave him, and you and I have a stunning affair.
00:23:38Okay.
00:23:39Well, what about...
00:23:40Let me just say what I think the plans are, and then you can say what you think your plans
00:23:43are.
00:23:44Go right ahead.
00:23:45Plan C is that although you thought this was outrageously excellent, and you are seriously
00:23:56into me, you don't want it to happen again, but we remain friends.
00:24:02Actually, actually, C has a couple of subgroups.
00:24:05All right.
00:24:06CA is that you thought it was outstanding, but you don't want it to happen again, but we
00:24:10stay friends.
00:24:11It's the same as CA, except that we can't remain friends because there's just too much
00:24:16of a...
00:24:17Chemistry.
00:24:18A bon vivance.
00:24:20C.
00:24:21C.
00:24:22C.
00:24:23C.
00:24:24C.
00:24:25C.
00:24:26C.
00:24:27C would be that...
00:24:29I don't want it to happen again.
00:24:30Oh.
00:24:31that i don't want it to happen again for whatever reason could happen could happen cd would be that
00:24:44you say you don't want it to happen again but it does anyway and plan d is that it doesn't really
00:24:49matter what we decide because god has the bigger plan and whatever's gonna happen is gonna happen
00:24:53anyway so it doesn't really matter what plan do you want okay a was i leave my wait wait wait
00:24:59plan e would be that we have this incredible affair for like a set amount of time when is
00:25:06your husband getting back in about two months but i mean i'll probably see him before then
00:25:10whatever whatever two months we have a smashing affair for two months we know it has to end then
00:25:16we never see each other again which one you want okay well i want to see the one where we get to
00:25:26stay friends as well c yeah the one that although i am fantastically incredibly attracted to you
00:25:37we just can't do it again but we get to stay friends as well really yeah i hate plan c ca i think it was
00:25:47i hate plan c which one do you want the one we get to keep fucking of course oh that was just
00:25:55fucking to you no okay making love whatever but i would say that was pretty much fucking
00:26:02well it had elements of fucking but it couldn't have been such heroic fucking if we hadn't felt the
00:26:11making love underneath which one do you want any of the ones where we get to either make love with
00:26:18fucking underneath fuck with making love underneath make love or just plain fuck so either a b the c
00:26:25that cancels out your crazy c and makes us do it again e or the god's will one as long as god makes
00:26:30it turn out the way i want look michael i really love my husband you know i'm just i can't let an
00:26:38attraction it doesn't matter how hot it is fuck up my marriage i'm not a child anymore so what is
00:26:45this then pick a plan what is this this is life pick a plan i want to keep seeing you sarah
00:26:51okay without fucking or any of your crazy weird mutated fucking subgroups
00:27:01all right the plan will be that i just investigate this little michael come on i'm serious just let me do
00:27:18this one more time no no no look we're gonna be one more no come on we're gonna be fantastic
00:27:36friends who loved fucking each other love one more no we'll be fantastic friends who did love
00:27:46fucking each other but we cannot let this happen again okay i adore you i like you a lot you'll see
00:27:56it'll be fun
00:27:57i am starving
00:28:02come on come on come on come on come on come on come on come on come on come on come on if only you were able to move to go to fly to fall
00:28:32i know how deep your smile how hard your love how far your longing how wild your pleasure
00:28:40if you were able to fall to see you there then it would tickle me crazy to see you then in the embrace
00:28:49of that fall but i already know that for you you have that smile this is the best birthday i have ever had
00:28:57your eyes for another bring that that love that joy that fall
00:29:04therefore i hum i sigh i giggle i kiss i smile i know i bow i go
00:29:14having had the joy having had the very joy i ever desired for you
00:29:20only for you and your fall i am
00:29:27you believe in god yes do you try
00:29:47why did you learn to write michael you come on we're late it was really beautiful what you
00:29:57read me last night the facts are you seem to have a little crush on you i think it was really
00:30:01beautiful you come on wait what
00:30:04okay we need to go now
00:30:08i think you guys made it
00:30:22sally this is sarah sarah sally hi sarah sally nice to meet you
00:30:26are you in this no no michael robbins he's up from the bronx
00:30:31religion has come in hard ways
00:30:37unforgiving unforgiven we must resurrect or we will die
00:30:44it is a question of the authority of god
00:30:47chicken heart what you are willing
00:30:49heart
00:30:50for your god
00:30:53have you ever tasted a human heart
00:30:59oh have a heart
00:31:06i'm scared
00:31:09so what'd you think
00:31:20i liked it it was like um chippendales meets the exorcist
00:31:29you're so whack i loved it i thought it was phenomenal i mean you know i'm i'm way too
00:31:38stupid to understand any of it i mean that in the most politically correct way
00:31:41that's not true michael
00:31:43what'd you think sarah i was blown away i really was i was very moved
00:31:50really
00:31:52yeah
00:31:54i mean i thought it was you know satirically searing without being dogmatic and it was personal without being preachy
00:32:01i actually identified with it you know just as a woman trying to struggle with life and love
00:32:07god
00:32:08i think more people than just that should see it
00:32:12i really do
00:32:13i like her
00:32:15is she coming to dinner with us
00:32:17yeah she stopped spouting out all that crazy smart talk she is i mean if not i think you two should just go to the fucking nietzsche seminar and sally and i'll rent basket case and go to mcdonald's
00:32:24well no if you're gonna rent basket case i think we would have to come exactly
00:32:34i really like her
00:32:37i'm gonna say she's great
00:32:38what have i been trying to tell you people
00:32:40she's nice
00:32:41you know she's funny
00:32:43and she's not uppity at all
00:32:45she likes latacita and basket case come on
00:32:48and she's really intelligent how old is she
00:32:50my age a little younger 28
00:32:52really excellent she looks younger
00:32:55yeah she's an adult
00:32:56i know that's great
00:32:59she really likes you michael
00:33:01your family
00:33:02aww
00:33:03yeah you can tell by the way she looks at you
00:33:05yeah definitely
00:33:06definitely
00:33:07we had sex last night
00:33:11really
00:33:12don't say anything
00:33:13we're not supposed to do it again
00:33:14we're just supposed to be fine
00:33:15why
00:33:16she comes here she comes
00:33:17and she has a penis
00:33:30so it makes it really hard to talk about her when she goes to the bathroom because she pees quite quickly like a boy
00:33:38like a boy
00:33:41he has this fascination with my dick
00:33:45they thought you were funny they thought you were interesting so they think i'm dumb
00:33:53oh yeah they think you're dumb of course they think you're dumb
00:33:55now they love you
00:33:58hey i was in the top two percent studying to be a veterinarian when i started modeling
00:34:02really?
00:34:03yeah
00:34:04you wanted to be a veterinarian?
00:34:05yeah
00:34:06wow that's wild
00:34:08you're in the top two percent?
00:34:10mmhmm
00:34:11god
00:34:15top two percent of all models
00:34:17that's incredible
00:34:18the top two percent of England actually
00:34:20uh
00:34:21you're very smart sir yeah
00:34:22you're much smarter than i am that's for sure
00:34:23yeah i was wondering what was up with you and your crazy cab thing
00:34:26what do you mean?
00:34:27i mean there's nothing wrong with driving a cab
00:34:29You're very smart, sir, yeah.
00:34:31You're much smarter than I am, that's for sure.
00:34:34Yeah, I was wondering what was up with you and your crazy cab thing.
00:34:37What do you mean?
00:34:37I mean, there's nothing wrong with driving a cab.
00:34:43I don't know, man.
00:34:44I'm totally grateful for that cab.
00:34:46I've learned incredible things in that cab in ten years.
00:34:50What about your writing?
00:34:52What writing?
00:34:53Your beautiful writing.
00:34:55That's the Fax Ferry.
00:34:57The Fax Ferry writes to you.
00:34:59You want to go out for tea?
00:35:04Sure.
00:35:05Okay.
00:35:14I've always loved apartments where the elevator opens right into it.
00:35:17It's kind of like a fort.
00:35:19Yeah, and your mouth could be the most.
00:35:22What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
00:35:24I don't know. I'm delirious.
00:35:27What's the time? It's like nearly two or something?
00:35:29Maybe it's too late for tea.
00:35:31No, it's perfect.
00:35:35So.
00:35:37Excuse me one second.
00:35:41Hello.
00:35:42Hi, Pumpkin.
00:35:44Hello.
00:35:44Hi, Pumpkin.
00:35:46Hello.
00:35:47How are you?
00:35:50Yeah?
00:35:52I miss you too.
00:35:55Just got in.
00:35:56I'm going to just make some tea.
00:35:58That's what I've been for.
00:36:01I'm going to just make some tea.
00:36:03Oh, what if love is all I find?
00:36:06Oh, what if love is all I find?
00:36:09The angel and the soul.
00:36:15So sweet but so unkind.
00:36:20I think I'll fall apart if I see you again.
00:36:31I think I'll fall apart if I see you again.
00:36:36Just making me feel me before I go to bed.
00:36:40Are you good?
00:36:42How are they?
00:36:43I hope you're sending my love.
00:36:48No, you can't believe that's it.
00:36:50All right.
00:36:53Okay, you go to the gym.
00:36:56And I'll talk to you when I wake up in the morning, okay?
00:37:01I love you, too.
00:37:03Yeah, I miss you.
00:37:05Okay. Good night, sweetheart. Bye.
00:37:15He's gone to the gym now?
00:37:17Yeah.
00:37:17What's it like?
00:37:21Seven in the morning over there?
00:37:23Something like that.
00:37:27Usually about the time of the night that I wander the kitchen for the last time
00:37:30to polish off the end of the crumb-top donut.
00:37:33You don't look so bad.
00:37:40I'm gonna go.
00:37:42But we haven't had our tea.
00:37:45I know it.
00:37:45I just suddenly got kind of tired.
00:37:50Don't go.
00:37:57What about plan C-C?
00:38:00C-A.
00:38:01What about plans?
00:38:10If you do that again, I'm gonna have to fuck you kind of hard.
00:38:14What?
00:38:14If I do what again?
00:38:18That?
00:38:24You remember that thing you said you wanted me to do to you?
00:38:28Bullshit.
00:38:30That's what I thought.
00:38:32You're all talking now, actually.
00:38:34What do you think you're doing?
00:38:52I can't keep doing it.
00:38:55It's hard not long.
00:38:56Don't go anywhere, okay?
00:39:05Sarah.
00:39:07You better untie your little rope.
00:39:08Your game's getting kind of boring.
00:39:14Take your pants off.
00:39:15I don't think you're in much of a position to be telling me what to do.
00:39:19Take your pants off.
00:39:21Yeah, just wake up.
00:39:22You know what I have here?
00:39:37Bullshit.
00:39:42You know where it is?
00:39:44Is it in your mouth?
00:39:46Yeah.
00:39:48You're sucking it now.
00:39:50Mm-hmm.
00:39:50Mm-hmm.
00:39:52You're getting it hard?
00:39:54Yeah.
00:39:59Guess where it is now.
00:40:02Bullshit.
00:40:04You want it in your mouth?
00:40:06I'm putting it in my pussy.
00:40:08Yeah?
00:40:09Do you?
00:40:10Yes.
00:40:11I don't think so.
00:40:12Oh, you like having the cock, don't you, Sarah?
00:40:28You like me in your control, don't you?
00:40:31That's what you wanted all along, man.
00:40:35You're fucking yourself.
00:40:36Well, you fuck me, aren't you?
00:40:37Oh, you like me in the boy, don't you?
00:40:42Oh, yeah.
00:40:43Rub it on the...
00:40:44I'll rub it on your pussy.
00:40:47I'll rub it on your pussy.
00:40:49Rub it on the...
00:40:50Oh, you'll fuck yourself.
00:40:53Fuck you, pussy.
00:40:54You're gonna come so fucking hard, aren't you?
00:40:57That's fine.
00:40:58You're so okay.
00:40:59Okay.
00:40:59Uh-huh.
00:41:00Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:02Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:05Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:07Mm-hmm.
00:41:09Woo-huh.
00:41:13Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:16Huh.
00:41:17Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:18Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:19Uh-huh.
00:41:19Oh, uh-huh.
00:41:20That was so...
00:41:37You little shit.
00:41:50Oh, wow.
00:42:20I long for you in my arms.
00:42:47When you're there, I know a magic that stars, and sands, and smiles, and secrets whisper.
00:42:54I know a moment that rains, and dawns, and moons, and loves devour.
00:42:59I know a calm, a chaos, a close, a capture that my heart dies for.
00:43:05I know you.
00:43:06There.
00:43:07Then.
00:43:08In my arms.
00:43:10In the shadow of my yearning for you.
00:43:13There.
00:43:14Then.
00:43:17In my arms forever.
00:43:22Hello.
00:43:23I miss you, huh?
00:43:25Oh, baby.
00:43:27I just wanted to wake up with you this morning.
00:43:30I wanted to see your sweet smile.
00:43:33That just felt kinda weird.
00:43:36I understand.
00:43:37Not because of you, I know.
00:43:39It's okay, I understand.
00:43:41I just wanted to tell you that I miss you.
00:43:44I miss you too.
00:43:45Will you call me later?
00:43:46Absolutely.
00:43:47Hmm.
00:43:48Okay.
00:43:49Bye.
00:43:50Bye.
00:43:51Bye.
00:43:52Bye, bye.
00:43:53Bye.
00:43:54Bye.
00:43:55Bye.
00:44:04Take care.
00:44:08Bye.
00:44:09Bye, bye.
00:44:11Bye, bye.
00:44:13Bye, bye.
00:44:15Bye.
00:44:18So what happened?
00:44:20Nothing, nothing.
00:44:21I just, uh, just walked her home.
00:44:23Did you have sex last night?
00:44:24You did, didn't you?
00:44:26I don't know that I'm at liberty to discuss what happened last night, Sally.
00:44:29Come on.
00:44:30Robin's given her mom the blow-by-blow on every one of you girlfriends since we've known you.
00:44:34This has nothing to do with John.
00:44:35Even if John was not here, I just don't know that I would be at liberty to discuss him.
00:44:40Oh, he likes her.
00:44:41This is more than kiss and tell, isn't it, Michael?
00:44:44Stop.
00:44:44I can't believe because you really like her, you won't tell us about your sex.
00:44:48That's so unfair.
00:44:49I'm not saying we had sex last night.
00:44:52You know, she might have done that thing that I asked her to do against my refrigerator.
00:44:57No, that whole thing that we did.
00:45:00Sally.
00:45:00What thing?
00:45:02That thing.
00:45:04What whole thing?
00:45:06No, Mom, Michael's right.
00:45:06He's really not at liberty to discuss this right now.
00:45:10Come on, Michael, let's go to the bathroom and talk to this.
00:45:11No, no.
00:45:12Come on.
00:45:13No.
00:45:13No.
00:45:13The real James Tony had come into fights overweight and had to lose, had dramatic weight losses in the past
00:45:26and had fought and sometimes he looked good and sometimes he looked better than others.
00:45:31Sometimes he didn't look so good.
00:45:32But that's James Tony.
00:45:33The real James Tony, the N-shaped James Tony, should have showed up at that fight.
00:45:37But that would be difficult for now to find out.
00:45:41I have never been this hungry in my entire life.
00:45:45I know.
00:45:45It's ridiculous.
00:45:46Where are the people?
00:45:48I don't think I can talk anymore until I eat.
00:45:51Isn't that someone we can call?
00:45:53Honey, who can we call?
00:45:54We have like 16 foods coming over.
00:45:55Okay, we have chicken wings and meatloaf from Harriet's.
00:45:59Yeah, Chinese food from Dynasty.
00:46:01Not weird Indian stuff.
00:46:04Here, take some money.
00:46:06No, I got it.
00:46:06Just get the dishes.
00:46:08What is it?
00:46:08Chinese?
00:46:09Oh, hello.
00:46:10Yeah.
00:46:10Why do you people think?
00:46:11What, do you think?
00:46:12The Jaxxed Atlantic City or something?
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:16What do you think they might say?
00:46:1920, what do you got?
00:46:1932, 20, keep it.
00:46:22That's good.
00:46:23All right, look, I can give you any tips, you crazy people, for taking so much money.
00:46:26All right, Ella, Ella.
00:46:30Oh, my God.
00:46:31Oh, how excellent.
00:46:35Michael, why will you never take any money?
00:46:37Because I'm taking you on a date.
00:46:39Okay, well, how about if I want to take you on a date?
00:46:42Well, you call me up.
00:46:43You ask me out.
00:46:44If I say yes, we go on a date.
00:46:46And I get to pay?
00:46:47No, I still pay.
00:46:50Why?
00:46:51Because I'm the boy.
00:46:53Look, I really appreciate how generous you are, but, you know, I have money.
00:46:56Yeah, so do I.
00:46:58I know you do, but, you know.
00:47:02What?
00:47:03Think you make more than me, Miss Fancy Supermodel?
00:47:06I got very good tips in that cab.
00:47:08All right, how much money do you make?
00:47:25A day?
00:47:26Yeah.
00:47:26Two hundred and fifty thousand.
00:47:30Twenty-five thousand.
00:47:30Twenty-five thousand.
00:47:34Ten or twenty.
00:47:37Forty-five.
00:47:39Sixteen thousand.
00:47:40All right, so you make a little bit more than me.
00:47:45But you don't know about all my secret, various hidden accounts and monies that I have stored around.
00:47:51I bet.
00:47:51Because Whitaker on his best night was better than, was better than Leonard.
00:48:01On Whitaker's best night.
00:48:02But at least, if not better, at least more perfect than Leonard.
00:48:06On, uh, on Leonard's best night.
00:48:07And Julia Leonard is a great, great, great fighter.
00:48:10As I'm going to react to, uh, Austin Delahoyal.
00:48:12You know, we're going to take a little bit more than Leonard Lockton.
00:48:15Uh, I've never been more full in my entire life.
00:48:18I know, it's ridiculous.
00:48:23Isn't that something we can call?
00:48:26I don't think we should talk anymore until we shit or vomit.
00:48:29Yeah, or at least burp or fart.
00:48:35How gross are we?
00:48:39I know.
00:48:42Oh, do you have the receipts?
00:48:45Why?
00:48:46Well, I think we should have them so we can refute the Sarah Easton as an anorexic story
00:48:51that will inevitably surface at some point in your career.
00:48:53Shut up.
00:48:55You.
00:49:01What?
00:49:07You are so beautiful.
00:49:08I'm Sarah.
00:49:23Yeah.
00:49:30Will you make love with me?
00:49:32It's not like you to ask.
00:49:35No.
00:49:35I want you to make sweet, soft, gentle love to me.
00:49:46Yeah.
00:49:47You're afraid I might not like it.
00:49:50No.
00:49:51I love the way you touch me.
00:49:54I love every way you touch me.
00:49:56I know this is probably pushing it.
00:50:25But anywhere in this sweet, tender, love-making thing that we're going to do
00:50:34cut us off bad.
00:50:36I know this is where I'm being at.
00:50:41Huh.
00:50:42Huh.
00:50:42Your left phone number 47515509-3-MAX.
00:50:46Tell them in your on the air.
00:50:46Hello.
00:50:47Uh, hello.
00:50:47This is Chris.
00:50:48How you doing, Chris?
00:50:49Hey, uh, I'm fine.
00:50:50I don't know.
00:50:56Does that feel good?
00:50:58Huh.
00:50:59Incredible.
00:51:00Can you still feel me?
00:51:02You're kidding?
00:51:04It's incredible.
00:51:12Did you come as hard as you usually do?
00:51:14What do you think?
00:51:16Maybe.
00:51:18Did you come?
00:51:20Oh, come on.
00:51:22Women are these weird, try to decipher all their undulations.
00:51:26Does it actually have anything to do with coming?
00:51:28Uh-huh.
00:51:30Guys are pretty straightforward.
00:51:32Actually, you don't make any noise when you come.
00:51:34Yes, I do.
00:51:36No, you don't.
00:51:38You kind of look like you're taking a shit when you come.
00:51:40What?
00:51:42Yeah, you go like this.
00:51:44You go...
00:51:46Stop that!
00:51:48I do not look like that.
00:51:50Yeah, you do.
00:51:52Oh, my God, I'm never coming again.
00:51:54Oh, no.
00:51:56No, baby.
00:51:57You hate my weird look when I come.
00:51:59No, I love how you look when you come.
00:52:09You're still hard.
00:52:11I don't know. It's weird.
00:52:13It's been a while, though.
00:52:15I don't know.
00:52:17Likes you.
00:52:18Wants to impress you.
00:52:19Doesn't want to go away.
00:52:21Is it always like this?
00:52:23No.
00:52:25Only with you.
00:52:29I don't want to take a shit.
00:52:33I don't want to take a shit.
00:52:41I have to go to Spain.
00:52:43For work?
00:52:45So, um...
00:52:47See Philippe as well.
00:52:49Hmm.
00:52:51That would be nice.
00:52:53When do you have to go?
00:52:55Tomorrow...
00:52:57I'm gonna be in Barcelona for myself for the weekend.
00:53:01And then Philippe's gonna meet me in Madrid.
00:53:06I'll miss you, Sarah.
00:53:08It's only a week.
00:53:10I'll miss you.
00:53:12I know.
00:53:13I'll miss you, too.
00:53:21Sarah.
00:53:22Yeah.
00:53:23Yeah.
00:53:28Will you spend the night with me?
00:53:34I'd like to.
00:53:35I just...
00:53:36I understand.
00:53:38Just make it seem too real, you know?
00:53:41I know.
00:53:42I understand.
00:53:43Wait.
00:53:44Don't go yet.
00:53:45Wait.
00:53:46Don't go yet.
00:53:51Wait.
00:53:52Don't go yet.
00:53:53Wait.
00:54:10I am the only one to blame for this.
00:54:15Somehow it all ends up the same.
00:54:18Soaring on the winds of self-desperience.
00:54:22Robin.
00:54:23Yeah!
00:54:24And like Icarus I collide.
00:54:30With all I tried so hard to...
00:54:34You can't come with us?
00:54:35No, no.
00:54:36I've been slack for lately.
00:54:37I've really got to drive.
00:54:38Where's the girl?
00:54:39She couldn't come.
00:54:40She's in Spain.
00:54:41Working?
00:54:42Still no.
00:54:43The guy's there.
00:54:45So, how'd you leave it with her?
00:54:47Well, actually, I...
00:54:48I sent her a little note that she should be getting kind of sad.
00:54:51What did you do?
00:54:52John, I'll see you later.
00:54:53What did you do, Gracie?
00:54:54Thanks for coming.
00:54:55You believe that you're bizarre?
00:54:56When you're sure that God has the same intention as you,
00:55:00not even intention, but inspiration,
00:55:04that it's finally your turn.
00:55:06The rush, the calm, the excitement,
00:55:08and the lack of wisdom.
00:55:09And the lack of wisdom.
00:55:10And the lack of wisdom.
00:55:11The rush.
00:55:12The calm.
00:55:13The excitement.
00:55:14And the lack of words to describe that feeling.
00:55:17Those chills.
00:55:18You just get those chills again.
00:55:21But the sacrifice of love, Michael.
00:55:24The sacrifice of that kind of love.
00:55:27And life.
00:55:28When does God teach us how to do that?
00:55:30Take my world apart.
00:55:40I am on my knees.
00:55:45Take my world apart.
00:55:49Broken on my knees.
00:55:55There weren't enough roses in Barcelona.
00:56:04They had to fly them in for the Canary Islands.
00:56:11You are the craziest, most passionate man I have ever met.
00:56:15This is incredible.
00:56:16I mean, there are so many beautiful roses here.
00:56:20I can't believe I don't care to see them.
00:56:22And the smell in here is so amazing.
00:56:25Where are you?
00:56:26Call me.
00:56:27Okay, I'm at the Ritz in Barcelona.
00:56:30Well, yeah, obviously you know I am.
00:56:33And I'm going to be in Madrid in the morning,
00:56:35so if I don't hear from you, I'm going to call you, okay?
00:56:38Hi.
00:56:39I'm going to talk to you, crazy man.
00:56:41Um, wow.
00:56:43This is so amazing.
00:56:45I'm thinking out of the world.
00:56:47I'm the one that I'm inspired to read the words I can't stop.
00:56:51What's the world I used to love?
00:56:54What's the best you love?
00:56:56I'm the only effort for me to live my life like the wrong survival.
00:57:02When I give you things, you're the best you're the best.
00:57:06You're the best you're the best.
00:57:07You're my heart and change me.
00:57:09You're the best you're the best you're the best.
00:57:12You're the best you're the best you're the best.
00:57:15You're the best you're the best.
00:57:18You're the best you're the best.
00:57:19Philippe!
00:57:20Hey!
00:57:21How are you?
00:57:22Good to see you.
00:57:23What are you doing today?
00:57:25We'll see you in the afternoon.
00:57:27Come here.
00:57:28I thought you were not coming until tonight.
00:57:30Uh, I missed you.
00:57:33I was just reading about the thousand rand roses I sent you yesterday.
00:57:40What are you talking about?
00:57:42Oh, good daughter. Coffee, breakfast.
00:57:47It says in there I sent you a thousand red roses.
00:57:50It also says we went out for dinner with Gianni and Donatella until 5 in the morning.
00:57:56You know what these people are like. They always get things totally wrong.
00:57:59So I didn't send you the roses?
00:58:04I wish you had.
00:58:06How's that why you're not happy to see me?
00:58:08I am so happy to see you.
00:58:12Why won't you fuck me? Are you fucking someone else?
00:58:15No. Are you fucking...
00:58:17Are you fucking someone else?
00:58:18No, I am not fucking someone else. Are you?
00:58:23Believe.
00:58:28Are you having an affair with someone?
00:58:30No, but I haven't been completely faithful.
00:58:33What?
00:58:35What?
00:58:36What?
00:58:37What do you want from me?
00:58:40You say you love me. You say you want a family with me. You won't even make love with me.
00:58:44I'm sorry.
00:58:46What?
00:58:47When was this?
00:58:48Two different girls. You don't know them.
00:58:50Who was this with?
00:58:51I don't know. Six months ago. A year ago. Twice maybe. I don't want you as a friend only. I need you as a lover too.
00:59:01Bullshit. Bullshit, Philippe. I'm just your perfect little fucking prize. That's all I've ever been. I just make some little accessory to your dumb entourage.
00:59:09Why do we always have to be in the right place at the right time?
00:59:13In San Tropez in the summer, we have to go to the Barry Bar when we're in New York. We have to eat at San Lorenzo when we're in London.
00:59:18I mean, why can't we just, you know, get Chinese food and sit on the floor and talk about God or something? Why can't we just order Chinese food and sit on the floor and talk about God?
00:59:28What the fuck are you talking about?
00:59:32I'm so tired of...
00:59:36I'm just so tired.
00:59:40Maybe we just...
00:59:42We just need to get away. Both of us.
00:59:46Maybe we should go to Bali.
00:59:48You just don't get it.
00:59:52I'm always away.
00:59:55I'm always away.
00:59:59So you want me to go?
01:00:05I don't know.
01:00:07I really don't know what I want.
01:00:10I may be superficial sometimes, and...
01:00:13I may love my toys and my money, but...
01:00:18You're wrong about one thing.
01:00:21I do not only see you as a prize.
01:00:25You're the woman I love.
01:00:26You're the woman I've lived with for three years, and who I want to spend the rest of my life with. You're my wife.
01:00:32I'm the wife of a man who fucks other women.
01:00:42Just let me know.
01:00:46Just let me know.
01:00:49When you know what you want.
01:00:51Alright?
01:00:53Just let me know.
01:00:54You're welcome.
01:00:55You're welcome.
01:00:56You're welcome.
01:01:06You're welcome.
01:01:07Baby, if I can't drive you mine
01:01:19And simple ring that's all they kiss
01:01:24And I'm barely too blind
01:01:37When everyone is outrageous
01:01:43And I alone will be sleeping through the afternoon
01:01:50And if I ever dwell your stutter
01:01:58And suffer in your day protecting
01:02:03When I'm feeling too blind
01:02:09When every order's contagious
01:02:22I love my story and my chocolate.
01:02:27You're so nuts.
01:02:29I'm home.
01:02:30Where are you?
01:02:31I can't wait to see you.
01:02:32Call me as soon as you get this, okay?
01:02:34I don't care what time it is.
01:02:35Just you can wake me up.
01:02:36I want to talk to you.
01:02:37If you're driving, just come over, okay?
01:02:40I'll be here.
01:02:41Bye.
01:02:41I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine, I should drive you mine.
01:03:11I'm so sorry.
01:03:13I'm so sorry.
01:03:15I'm so sorry.
01:03:17I'm so sorry.
01:03:19I'm so sorry.
01:03:27Crazy, that's going to be.
01:03:29Hello?
01:03:33Michael?
01:03:35Wake up, it's Sarah.
01:03:37Hello?
01:03:39Yeah, I have a delivery for me.
01:03:41Eat that.
01:03:43Okay, come up.
01:03:45Michael, this is just way too frustrating.
01:03:47I really want to talk to you.
01:03:49This is driving me crazy.
01:03:51Well, I'm at home, okay?
01:03:53I can't wait to talk to you,
01:03:55so please call me in a minute you wake up.
01:03:57Okay?
01:03:59Bye.
01:04:01Come in!
01:04:03Good morning!
01:04:05Oh, my God.
01:04:07Oh, my God.
01:04:15Yo, Anthony.
01:04:16Hey, can we go in?
01:04:17We're stopping over here.
01:04:18We're gonna squeeze out, okay?
01:04:20Right away.
01:04:21I gotta tell you,
01:04:24I did not like you being away at all.
01:04:27I know.
01:04:29So, you got my little package?
01:04:31Oh, my God.
01:04:33You know where I was?
01:04:34Where?
01:04:35I was in my bath
01:04:37that was filled with hundreds of rose petals.
01:04:40No way.
01:04:41Yes way.
01:04:42I cut the buds off,
01:04:44and I brought them back with me.
01:04:46I can't believe I wasn't in that bath with you.
01:04:49Until then.
01:04:50It is so good to see you.
01:05:04Can I have a little kiss?
01:05:06What are you?
01:05:08A little kiss.
01:05:10Oh, come on.
01:05:11Bigger than that.
01:05:12A medium kiss, then.
01:05:13Okay, a medium kiss.
01:05:14That was not a medium kiss.
01:05:15No, that was a big kiss.
01:05:16No, that was a big kiss.
01:05:17Uh-uh.
01:05:18That was big.
01:05:19Who knows what's the hell?
01:05:21You know what's the time?
01:05:23Who knows what's the day?
01:05:31That was not a medium kiss.
01:05:32You know what?
01:05:33You know what's the way?
01:05:34No, that was a big kiss.
01:05:35No, that was me.
01:05:36Aw.
01:05:37That was big.
01:05:40Who knows who I am
01:05:43Hoping that somewhere along the way
01:05:48I'll have a friend
01:05:51One who really knows
01:05:55Just the way it goes
01:06:13I'll have a friend
01:06:43I'll have a friend
01:07:13God, I miss kissing you, Sarah
01:07:16I missed everything with you, Michael
01:07:20Sleep to sleep
01:07:30I have absolutely no idea where we are
01:07:45Or what's been happening
01:07:46I only know that we have fucked forever
01:07:51Oh, I know
01:07:53It's crazy
01:07:55I would suggest that we went to eat
01:07:58But I'm afraid we'll just start fucking again
01:08:01I know, it's ridiculous
01:08:03So, do you want to go and eat?
01:08:06Sure
01:08:07You want to go to my place and order it?
01:08:11No, let's go out
01:08:12Cool
01:08:13No, you always
01:08:14You're going to drop the camera
01:08:15Let it go
01:08:15Hey, Sarah
01:08:33Hi, Sarah
01:08:33How are you?
01:08:34Good, how are you?
01:08:35Good, do you want to eat?
01:08:36I think so
01:08:38Do you have a table?
01:08:40You, of course
01:08:41Steve
01:08:42I think I went to college with your wife
01:08:44You bet?
01:08:46Yeah, she went to bar, right?
01:08:47Yeah
01:08:48What's your name?
01:08:49Michael Shiver
01:08:50Are you a writer as well?
01:08:51No, actually, I'm a, I'm a cat guy
01:08:54No
01:08:55Right
01:08:56So, you guys want to eat?
01:08:58I don't know, do you want to eat?
01:09:00Sure
01:09:00Let's go someplace else
01:09:02Come on
01:09:03We're going to go
01:09:05Okay
01:09:05See you soon
01:09:06See you
01:09:07I'll tell a bit I saw you
01:09:08Yeah, thank you
01:09:09Nice to meet you
01:09:10Bye-bye
01:09:10Where do you want to go?
01:09:20I don't know
01:09:21You want to go to La Ticita?
01:09:24No
01:09:25I hate that place
01:09:27Okay
01:09:29Can you go to 78th and 5th, please?
01:09:32Why did you want to leave back then?
01:09:33Oh, please
01:09:34You hate it there
01:09:36You hate all the places that I want to go
01:09:38What are you talking about?
01:09:40I don't always want to go to these cheesy, scummy little places, you know
01:09:44I don't always want to have to sit on your floor and eat Chinese food
01:09:47I want to go somewhere that's civilized
01:09:49And you never want to go anywhere like that
01:09:51I love all your suggestions
01:09:53I'm perfectly fine to go anywhere you want to go
01:09:56I was fine back then
01:09:57All of my husband's friends were there, okay?
01:10:01You would have gotten all sullen
01:10:02I don't understand
01:10:04I'm fine
01:10:05I thought that you said you weren't a writer
01:10:08I'm not
01:10:09Well, what was that?
01:10:14Back there with Derek, then at all exchange
01:10:16What?
01:10:16I went to school with his wife
01:10:17I knew they opened a restaurant
01:10:19What's the big deal?
01:10:19I do not like being lied to, Michael
01:10:21Fuck!
01:10:22Is it a problem for you that you're rich and I'm poor, Sarah?
01:10:24Money has got nothing to do with this
01:10:26Is it a novelty of the weird boeing of me and cab driver guy wearing a little thin?
01:10:30You said it, not me
01:10:31So it is
01:10:32You think I'm that shallow, huh?
01:10:34You think that I pick my friends by what they do?
01:10:37Michael, we have really different lives
01:10:39And you haven't seen my life
01:10:40We've been doing everything on your terms
01:10:42Okay?
01:10:44This has not been reality
01:10:45This is not real
01:10:46What about it hasn't been real, Sarah?
01:10:49The way that you look at me after we make love?
01:10:51The way you call me at 7 in the morning?
01:10:53The way you call me 20 times a fucking day?
01:10:54That's not real?
01:10:56You're just lonely without your husband here?
01:10:57I don't think so
01:10:58I think this is totally real
01:10:59I think this has been completely reality
01:11:00I don't think you can deal with
01:11:01I can't right now
01:11:03You can't right now?
01:11:04No
01:11:05What is that supposed to mean?
01:11:09I don't know
01:11:10I don't know
01:11:14Did you ever hear of a book called The Blameless?
01:11:24No
01:11:25Maybe, I don't know
01:11:28I wrote it 10 years ago when I got out of college
01:11:34It was like a big deal
01:11:37It was on the bestseller list
01:11:38I was the toast of the town
01:11:42Blah, blah, blah
01:11:43I got to see your world
01:11:46Parties and producers and Paris and London
01:11:51I became somebody that I didn't know
01:11:54And somebody that I didn't really like
01:11:56Really quickly, Sarah
01:11:57It wasn't worth it
01:12:02So I took that money and I came home
01:12:03So what?
01:12:05You're a cab driver with a million dollars in the bank?
01:12:08Not a million
01:12:09But if I don't make my hundred every night in the taxi
01:12:11I'm not going to go hungry
01:12:11It's just a little bit too precious for me, Michael
01:12:14I don't look any different to you now, Sarah
01:12:17Our worlds aren't any closer now that I have a bank account
01:12:22I know where to eat in Paris
01:12:23If I really am that person
01:12:26Why the hell would you be with me?
01:12:30Unless that's who you are too
01:12:32Maybe I am
01:12:34I knew you were lying to me
01:12:37I could not hold on to who I was
01:12:41And the world that came with what I did
01:12:43If and when I learn how to do that
01:12:46I will write again
01:12:48I'm a cab driver
01:12:49I never lie to you
01:12:50Bullshit!
01:12:51I have been me with you, okay?
01:12:53You've known everything
01:12:54You've known who I am
01:12:55Who I've been with
01:12:56Who is real and who isn't
01:12:58You are so selfish
01:13:01You're just a selfish person
01:13:06You're just a selfish person
01:13:36Sarah
01:13:37I, uh...
01:13:42I love being around you
01:13:45I'm so sorry if you think that I'm selfish
01:13:51Or that I'm a child
01:13:53Or that I'm a liar
01:13:54Oh, Michael
01:14:03Stupid thing to say
01:14:10I don't mean it
01:14:13You're so generous
01:14:15No, if that's how you feel
01:14:17I can try to act more like a...
01:14:19I don't
01:14:20What's in your heart, Sarah?
01:14:31I thought I had gotten to you
01:14:32I thought that I had gotten into your heart
01:14:36You have...
01:14:38You have...
01:14:40Just that my heart changes
01:14:44I don't have any answers
01:14:50I told you that
01:14:52I told you that
01:14:53Where's the trendiest, most expensive restaurant in New York?
01:15:05No, I want to go to your house
01:15:12No
01:15:13I only want to go to the trendiest, most non-divy, non-Chinese food on my floor restaurant in New York
01:15:20I want to go to the dinners
01:15:21I want to go to the bathroom
01:15:22I want to spend the night with you
01:15:23I want to wake up in your arms
01:15:32I want to wake up in your arms
01:15:40Sarah?
01:15:48Sarah?
01:15:48Sarah?
01:16:10This machine takes messages for Sarah and Philippe.
01:16:15Please wait for the turn.
01:16:18Sarah, are you there?
01:16:20It's Michael. Pick up.
01:16:22Are you there?
01:16:24Sarah?
01:16:26Sarah?
01:16:28Sarah?
01:16:30It's Michael. Sarah, are you there?
01:16:32Open the door.
01:16:40Open the door.
01:16:42I'll come back.
01:17:07Is that a mistake as well?
01:17:09I'm here with you now Philippe. I'm here with you.
01:17:39You will succumb. I will be rest or you will bleed.
01:17:50I will kill time. You will seize the threat, hasn't I?
01:18:05I will turn the face. There will never fade.
01:18:16You will only lead the same grave. I will be the undertaker.
01:18:33You, you can't touch me.
01:18:41You can't touch me. You can't touch me.
01:18:58You can't touch me. You will burn the pain. I will suspend your eye.
01:19:07I will miss you. You will burn the pain. I will suspend your eye.
01:19:19I will miss the ground. You will waste me down.
01:19:28You will be my resurrected.
01:19:34You will be the resurrected.
01:19:41You will be my resurrected.
01:19:44You will be my resurrected.
01:19:47I will remember.
01:19:49Remember.
01:19:50Remember.
01:19:51Remember.
01:19:54Now you can't touch me.
01:20:01You can't touch me.
01:20:03You can't touch me.
01:20:11You can't touch me
01:20:16You can't touch me
01:20:24When the living room is cold
01:20:28When I'm sleeping on my feet
01:20:32When I wish upon my heart
01:20:37And it will be dear
01:20:40When the cold of my life
01:20:44Follows me
01:20:47I've wanted to tell you for a while now.
01:20:49I wanted to say it as you reached for a teacup in your kitchen that night
01:20:52after we fought about
01:20:53why do we always have to eat Chinese food on your floor and then made up.
01:20:57I wanted to say it as the moonlight shone in on you
01:21:00as you slept in your bed the first time we made love there.
01:21:03When I felt your heart racing against my chest
01:21:05in your sweet foyer in Spain
01:21:07when you first saw your roses even though I wasn't there.
01:21:10But mostly I wanted to say it the last night I saw you
01:21:13as I held you in my arms
01:21:15looking down at your precious face
01:21:16knowingly looking up at me
01:21:18still inside you
01:21:19quiet
01:21:21motionless
01:21:22but so inside you.
01:21:24I wanted so badly to tell you that
01:21:26the words each time grace my lips like an imposter
01:21:32only to fall away like some great blizzard that was taken out to sea
01:21:35to rain its fury on the dark ocean alone
01:21:37unbeknownst to any hearing.
01:21:41I pray that you can hear them for what they are
01:21:43feel them for what they are
01:21:44and not mar them with the knowledge that they stand apart from your ability to reciprocate them.
01:21:49Please take them in your heart and feel them with your eyes closed and your soul open
01:21:54for just a moment
01:21:55my voice speaking them softly in your ear with a kiss
01:21:59when you smile
01:22:01when your head lightly moves to dance
01:22:04when your tongue finds my lips
01:22:07when you ramble over a glass of wine
01:22:10when you sit naked after we've made love
01:22:12when you act boldly
01:22:13when you laugh
01:22:14when you squeeze my hand
01:22:16when you call my name in a gruff whisper
01:22:18when your heart races on my chest in a close embrace
01:22:21when you love me
01:22:22what I'm sad about is selfish
01:22:26I'm sad at God's timing
01:22:27I'm only a man
01:22:29and as a man I miss you
01:22:31I miss you terribly
01:22:33I miss your kiss
01:22:36I miss your smile
01:22:38how I miss your smile
01:22:41but most of all I miss the moment that hasn't happened yet
01:22:44the moment when you let yourself fall for me
01:22:46what makes it hard for me is knowing how much you care for me
01:22:50how much in a way you do love me
01:22:51how much you would enjoy smiling wryly
01:22:54as you hurled yourself backwards off the cliff and said
01:22:57catch me baby
01:22:58if I didn't know that I could make you a villain
01:23:01me a victim and soothe myself
01:23:02but I can't because it isn't the truth
01:23:04the truth we both know
01:23:06the truth is
01:23:07not today
01:23:08I know that you're not leaving Philippe for me
01:23:11and I wouldn't want you to
01:23:12I would want you to leave him for you
01:23:14I also know you would never fly a million miles
01:23:17just to see me smile at you
01:23:18someday maybe but not today
01:23:20so I guess I better disappear Sarah
01:23:23I know you'll be okay
01:23:25and soon I will be too
01:23:27and maybe just maybe if God so desires
01:23:29a day will come when his friends
01:23:31we will find ourselves accidentally strolling along the white cliffs of Dover
01:23:35or the mountain rocks of Mendocino
01:23:38or the bonnie emerald north of the Scottish seaboard
01:23:40or the glistening harbor of old New York
01:23:43and from the heights in the stars
01:23:45amongst the angels whose arms will cradle us
01:23:48in a moment neither of us was told about
01:23:50but knew like our oldest happiness
01:23:52we will look into each other's eyes
01:23:54and know
01:23:55it is today
01:23:57it is today
01:23:59and whether that day is tomorrow
01:24:04or next week
01:24:05or next year
01:24:06or next lifetime
01:24:06I will finally get to tell you to your sweet face
01:24:09the face that I will miss more than I could ever tell
01:24:12that
01:24:13I love you
01:24:15I love you
01:24:18oh baby I love you
01:24:20and you'll smile wryly
01:24:23close your eyes
01:24:24say catch me baby
01:24:26and fall
01:24:27yeah
01:24:29yeah
01:24:30yeah
01:24:34yeah
01:24:35yeah
01:24:37yeah
01:24:39yeah
01:24:41yeah
01:24:43yeah
01:24:44I was a funny little man
01:25:07I needed the fan support
01:25:09just to make it out of bed every day
01:25:10but luckily
01:25:12I was blessed with the best fans in the league
01:25:15for the rest of the day
01:25:19I needed God's help
01:25:20but luckily
01:25:21I was blessed with the best God in the league too
01:25:24and boy did he come to play
01:25:27that crazy God
01:25:30always comes to play
01:25:32I was blessed with the best fans in the league too
01:25:43Yeah!
01:25:48Yeah!
01:25:53Yeah!
01:26:02Yeah!
01:26:13Yeah!
01:26:17Yeah!
01:26:21Yeah!
01:26:23Yeah!
01:26:25Yeah!
01:26:27Yeah!
01:26:29Yeah!
01:26:31Yeah!
01:26:33Yeah!
01:26:35Yeah!
01:26:37Yeah!
01:26:39Yeah!
01:26:41When you called you had nothing to say
01:26:52But you said the right thing
01:26:57You wanted to hear my voice once again
01:27:03I thought you'd forgotten
01:27:06What is it about love that constantly changes
01:27:14I must do you doubt love like I do
01:27:18And do you sometimes have to shout
01:27:21There's no reason I'm running to this game
01:27:26When I can't get to light and lightning
01:27:30Over and over again
01:27:35This is the life that you pray for
01:27:39Lightning
01:27:40When will I see you again
01:27:45This is how dreams you'll make
01:27:49With a wave of hand you are gone
01:27:54Or two men with fingers
01:27:58What are the chances
01:28:03Of falling in love
01:28:05I know you'll remember
01:28:08Is there a right way to have you
01:28:14Cause I know I could leave your doorway
01:28:18You kissed me and I said
01:28:20That I would call you someday
01:28:23When I know my place in this game
01:28:28And it reads you like lightning
01:28:32Over and over again
01:28:36Maybe
01:28:37Maybe
01:28:37I shouldn't have said
01:28:42What I said at the table
01:28:46I should have got up and walked outside instead
01:28:51And maybe
01:28:54You already knew
01:28:58But your tears suggested
01:29:03It just hadn't quite rung true yet
01:29:08And some words are for saying
01:29:12Some are better concealed
01:29:16But I feel what I feel
01:29:20And maybe
01:29:30It wasn't clear from the start
01:29:35How could you ever understand
01:29:39All the misdirection in my heart
01:29:44Maybe
01:29:46Maybe
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