00:00But I want to go back to that prayer, you know, during that time, when you actually prayed,
00:10it was really specific, right?
00:12Yes.
00:12You should be a breadwinner, you should be a pastor, faith, etc.
00:18How did you do that? Was it, did you articulate it?
00:22Some people pray by writing. How did you do that?
00:24Well, I used to journal it.
00:26And in fact, nung first husband, ganon din ang prayer points ko.
00:30Pero the second time around, syempre, I realized I need to be more specific in what I want
00:37because I know a lot more now, of course, based on experience.
00:41And one of the things was, like katulad ng breadwinner, napagod na rin eh.
00:47Kasi, you know, I was trying so hard to save my marriage.
00:51It came to a point where buhat-buhat ko na lahat.
00:54And hindi lang mali on my part, but mali din sa part nung isa na,
01:00lahat tayo ay, when you're in a marriage, you're given God, given responsibility and roles.
01:06And we were not playing the right roles anymore.
01:10So, na-burn out kami sa isa't isa.
01:13Gusto ko yun yung, I think it was an interview, Felson, where you said,
01:17hindi lang tayo, hindi lang kami sa marriage, tatlo kami.
01:20Tatlo po kami.
01:21I love that concept.
01:23Well, it's me, her, and of course, God.
01:26It's the Holy Spirit.
01:28In fact, tito boy, kapag nag-aaway kami nito,
01:31nung una, nagsusumbong kami sa mga best friends natin, sa mga family members.
01:36But we discovered that in marriage,
01:38ang una mong pagsusumbungan, dapat ang Holy Spirit, oh God.
01:42Kasi, it will guide you better.
01:45Kasi minsan, yung best friends, syempre sa'yo, kakampi.
01:48But the Lord, kapag sa Lord ka nagsumbong, pagbalik ako na nagsusuri.
01:53At saka, palagay ko, there's more stillness.
01:56Na-appreciate ko yun.
01:57Kasi pag nagsumbong ka sa Panginoon, parang ang tahimik.
02:01Yes.
02:02At naririnig mo ang sarili mo, di ba?
02:04That's the power, I think, of prayer.
02:08I will say also that isa yan sa pinakamalaking pagkakamali ko noon.
02:14Kapag may frustrations ako sa ex ko,
02:17nagsusumbong talaga sa best friends, even pastors,
02:20pwede din mali na magsusumbong ka din sa mga spiritual guides mo.
02:24Kasi it really should be God first.
02:27Because when you pray to God,
02:29then He makes you realize and reflect on yung pagkakamali mo rin.
02:34Masyado akong nakafocus sa mali nung isa,
02:37na hindi ko rin tinatanggap noon yung mga ibang pagkakamali ko.
02:42I get it.
02:42So, siyempre, based on experience,
02:44I realized din na He would say to me,
02:46Mahal, aalis muna ako, magsusumbong muna ako kay Lord.
02:50Okay.
02:50Tapos sasabihin ko sa kanya,
02:52ako din magsusumbong din ako kay Lord.
02:54Pero pag nung, after like an hour,
02:57He would go out of the house.
02:58Pagbalik niya, nagkakahiyaan na kami,
03:00tas natatawa na kami, parang we're trying not to laugh.
03:02And we realized that pareho tayo may pagkakamali mo rin.
03:06Yeah, and the virgin husband style.
03:08I'm not innocent.
03:09All right.
03:11All right.
03:11All right.
03:13All right.
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