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00:00Sanilav, the police are here.
00:03You have no idea what you've done.
00:06You've got something called a subarachnoid hemorrhage.
00:08We're going to send you for an operation to relieve the pressure.
00:11I haven't made the best husband.
00:13You hear about people defying the odds all the time, don't you?
00:16Yeah.
00:17But I wouldn't tear my hopes up if I were you.
00:21I was abandoned by a woman called Tina Piper.
00:25That's her address.
00:26Tina Piper's address.
00:28You said you needed answers.
00:49You have reached your destination.
00:52You say you won't, but you won't.
00:59But when I think about it, I don't see how it begins.
01:07Hiya, pet.
01:08You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:09Come on in.
01:10I'll put the kettle on.
01:14I'll put the kettle on.
01:15Hiya, pet.
01:16You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:17Come on in.
01:18I'll put the kettle on.
01:22Hiya, pet.
01:23You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:25Come on in.
01:26You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:27Come on in.
01:28I'll put the kettle on.
01:33And we'll put the kettle on.
01:35You're here to drink.
01:36You're here to try some more bones, yeah?
01:37Maybe we can go out here.
01:38I'm trying to keep the kettle on.
01:39Yeah, we can do our best.
01:40Go.
01:41No?
01:42Oh, well.
01:43There's one with the kettle on.
01:44In this town, I'll put a little bit of a kettle on.
01:45There's two eating and a cold.
01:46He has it.
01:47Let's eat.
01:48There's a cold.
01:49There's a cold.
01:50There's some cold or cold.
01:51I can't eat.
01:52There's a cold.
01:53There's a cold.
01:54There's a cold.
01:55There's a cold.
01:56There's a cold.
01:57There's a cold.
01:58There's a cold.
02:29We'd have hoped to see some progress by now.
02:31I thought she was responding to pain stimulus.
02:34In the context of the EEG, it's likely just a spinal reflex.
02:37We'll do a CT angiogram.
02:39But, what should I turn to call?
02:41She has to be updated.
02:43Sorry.
02:45Can I see her?
02:48Ha!
02:49That's what I've said.
02:51Eh, well, what did you...
02:52Look, let's catch up at the weekend and I'll catch you then.
02:59Oh, that's what I've said.
03:10I've got to go, Flo. Our district nurse is here.
03:12Bye.
03:14Sorry about that.
03:15Come in.
03:17Right.
03:18I've given them a wash, but they're still a bit whiffy.
03:22I think the left one's getting worse, to be honest.
03:25So, dressings are here.
03:27There's a box of other bits by the chair there and aprons and gloves on here.
03:30Well, we were expecting...
03:34What's her name?
03:36Polly?
03:37Young lass.
03:38Not long qualified.
03:40What's your name, sorry?
03:42Erm...
03:44Natalie.
03:45I'm new at the area.
03:46Oh, you sound pretty local.
03:49Yeah, I moved away.
03:52Erm...
03:52Is that the stuff here?
03:53Yep, should be everything, but shout if you need out.
03:57I'll get rid of this lot.
03:59And do us a brew.
04:00Right.
04:02Back in a minute, ma'am.
04:04Yeah.
04:07Right.
04:09Hello.
04:11Nana.
04:13Do you want me to tell her?
04:18No.
04:19No, I'll tell her.
04:30Do you take sugar?
04:34Just as it comes is grand, thanks.
04:38How long ago was her stroke?
04:41Oh.
04:42About five years now.
04:44You've just been caring for her here since then?
04:47Yeah.
04:48Well, I can't afford a private nursing home.
04:52I kind of bring myself to just dump her with social services.
04:55Stay with those places, so.
04:58Right?
05:00Yeah, no.
05:01What do you think?
05:05What do I think?
05:07Is it infected?
05:09Oh, yeah.
05:11Erm, I'll do her a microbial dressing and a proper pressure bandage, but she's going to need antibiotics.
05:17Right.
05:18OK.
05:19Can you sort that out, or...?
05:21Erm, it's probably best if you speak to her GP.
05:24OK.
05:26Poor circulation doesn't really help healing these things.
05:31Erm, does she have any history of, like, IV drug use or alcohol abuse?
05:36Her?
05:39No.
05:40Right.
05:41So, you grew up round here, did you?
05:46Near here, yeah.
05:49Sorry, erm...
05:51Do you mind if I use your loom?
05:52Oh, yeah.
05:53That's it.
05:54Just down the hall, up the stairs, and straight ahead.
06:00Yeah.
06:03Hello, guys.
06:04Yeah, I appreciate that you're worried about all your friends, but if you don't need medical attention, could you wait outside?
06:10Thank you!
06:12I'm going to need a resus one, please.
06:13Excuse me!
06:15Rosie, can you give me a hand, please?
06:17Yeah, sure.
06:18Siobhan, don't remember me saying there'd be a spike in drugs admissions during Pride.
06:21Well, here we go.
06:22Yep.
06:23Through to resus, please.
06:24Oh, how's Cassie?
06:27Are you sure?
06:28Er, right, OK.
06:29Er, excuse me.
06:30Right, she's right.
06:31Guys, move, come on!
06:32Yeah, I'm on my way.
06:33Er, no, it's just a surprise.
06:34I'm sorry, I have to go.
06:35OK?
06:36Right.
06:37Sonny's putting on her prison visitors list for tomorrow.
06:42Oh, right.
06:44Jacob!
06:45You're back!
06:46Aw!
06:48Well, not thanks to his girlfriend, though.
06:50Why don't you tell her to stop messing around and start naming names?
06:53Er, she's not my girlfriend anymore, and I'm sure she's told the police everything she knows.
06:56Well, apparently no-one's been arrested for terror because she won't talk.
06:59Jacob, can you back off?
07:00You know, I'll back off when you stop defending her.
07:01As if he's rash as hell.
07:02I'm not defending her.
07:03Jacob, you're being on fair right now.
07:04I'm being on fair!
07:05Don't shout it!
07:06Jacob, I'm saying what's going on.
07:07Bye!
07:08Bye!
07:09Bye!
07:10Thank you!
07:11Thank you!
07:12We've got problems enough today without turning on each other.
07:15Yeah, he started it.
07:16Yeah, and I'm finishing it.
07:18Jacob, in the truck, please.
07:20Unless you fancy going back on desk duty.
07:23It's been a difficult morning, it's not even over yet, so just...
07:28You OK?
07:29Yeah, you?
07:30Yeah.
07:31I've still got a patient.
07:32OK.
07:33Hiya, this is Darcy Kallara, 15 years old.
07:38She collapsed at Pride about half an hour ago.
07:41We think she's taken the same pill as the others from today.
07:43Obviously, we don't know what that is.
07:45Presented as an opiate OD, she's had multiple doses of naloxone with little to no effect.
07:49OK, Reese's three, please.
07:51There's two more coming in from the same group and the parents are on the way.
07:54OK.
08:18What's the difference?
08:20Well, with a coma, a patient can be unresponsive and unconscious, but there is still underlying brain activity.
08:27And they wake up?
08:30Sometimes.
08:33And the other thing, the...
08:34Brain stem, death, um...
08:37That's very different.
08:39It's permanent and it's irreversible.
08:42There's no underlying brain activity, so there is no chance of recovery.
08:47So which one is she?
08:51At the moment, we don't know.
08:54So we're gonna send her for a scan that uses a special dye that shows blood flow inside her brain and hopefully that's gonna tell us more.
09:01Yeah.
09:02I know it's a lot.
09:04I thought you worked in A&E.
09:07Yeah, usually I do.
09:10But since Cassie had no next of kin present, I was assigned her independent mental capacity advocate.
09:19Which means I was appointed to make decisions in her best interests.
09:24But obviously now you're here.
09:26No.
09:27I don't want to make any decisions.
09:29I can't do that.
09:30I just wanna be with her.
09:31OK.
09:32It's...
09:33It's OK.
09:34We'll do it together.
09:36I will be with you every step of the way.
09:44Her last dose of Rocheronium was 15 minutes ago.
09:46She was a grade one intubation CMAP3.
09:49She has a size seven tubing.
09:51That's 22 at the teeth.
09:53Pupils are five bilaterally and reactive throughout.
09:55CT head was normal.
09:56We're just waiting for a formal report.
09:58OK, thank you.
10:01Right, we'll leave you with our colleagues now.
10:03Thank you so much.
10:04Take care, Nadia.
10:10We'll look after you, sweetheart.
10:12I'll get you better.
10:14You OK?
10:16Yeah, just...
10:17Do you think it's true what Jacob said earlier?
10:19That someone's not gonna talk to the police?
10:20I don't know.
10:21She's got Jake to think about.
10:25What about everyone else's kids?
10:27Yeah, I'm not defending her.
10:28I'm just saying...
10:29No, of course you're not.
10:30I'm sorry.
10:31Um...
10:32Well, it's just that...
10:33It doesn't look like Cassie's gonna be naming any names any time soon.
10:37Maybe you should go and visit Sonny.
10:39See if she'll talk.
10:41No.
10:42No.
10:43If she has some names, it might help stop the...
10:44Yeah, but she's not the only one.
10:45What about the kid who ran Cassie down?
10:47He knows who they are.
10:48Rash!
10:49If Sonny's intimidated by them,
10:50what do you think a little kid's gonna do?
10:52We don't even know where he is.
10:54You can actually go to Sonny face to face and ask...
10:56Wait, I'm not gonna speak to her.
10:57Just drop it, okay?
11:03Right.
11:06Okay.
11:07Don't you move!
11:08I called the surgery about the antibiotics.
11:09You're not a district nurse.
11:10They don't know who you are.
11:11I'm sorry.
11:12Trying to rob us?
11:13Is that it?
11:14No, no.
11:15Con your way in here and snoop around.
11:16No, I've got three seconds to get out.
11:17Or I'm calling the police.
11:18No.
11:19No, no, no.
11:20Out!
11:21Get out!
11:22My house!
11:23No.
11:24I'm Nicole Piper.
11:25Yeah, me ma'am.
11:26I know.
11:27I should've said straight away I was stupid.
11:29I just wanted to meet you.
11:32And find out what happened.
11:35I just wanted to understand why I was putting in contact with you.
11:36I was trying to rob us.
11:37Is that it?
11:38No, no.
11:39I've got three seconds to get out.
11:40Or I'm calling the police.
11:41No, no, no.
11:42Out!
11:43Get out!
11:44My house!
11:45No.
11:46I'm Nicole Piper.
11:47Yeah, me ma'am.
11:48I know.
11:49I should've said straight away I was stupid.
11:51That's why I was put in care.
11:53How dare you lie.
11:56You're waiting here.
11:58I can't do this.
12:00I can't do this.
12:01Hang on.
12:02You're the one in the wrong here, not me.
12:04Get out.
12:05Shooting up?
12:07With a toddler in the house?
12:09Locking me away while you were having a good time?
12:11What?
12:12You were dead.
12:13Is that what happened?
12:14I don't know what you're talking about.
12:15Yes, you do!
12:16Why would I make that up?
12:18Why would I remember?
12:19Needles?
12:20I don't know.
12:21I'm a diabetic.
12:23I don't know.
12:24No.
12:25You think you remember.
12:26Don't do that.
12:27I remember.
12:28Party's been locked away.
12:29You don't understand.
12:30I can hear the music.
12:31I can't have this conversation.
12:33I want you out at my house.
12:36Hey, you're not even going to explain yourself.
12:41What?
12:42You can't do this!
12:43You can't do this!
12:44Grr!
12:45No.
12:46ITU beds are allocated strictly on the basis of clinical priority.
13:00And this area is for patients and relatives only.
13:01Okay.
13:02And do the rest of the parents know who they're sharing a ward with?
13:06Get out!
13:07Get out!
13:08Get out!
13:09I'm calling security!
13:10Hey!
13:11Okay.
13:12Remind me never to get on the wrong side of you.
13:13Journalist, can you believe that?
13:14Have any victims of contaminated drugs been denied a bed because of someone who was selling
13:20them?
13:21How the hell do they know that?
13:22I don't know.
13:23But Darcy Kallara just took our last Level 3 bed.
13:26So, we all know.
13:27Do they all know?
13:28We want you to know.
13:29It's been a bad guy.
13:30But, you know, it's been a bad thing.
13:31It's all about the bad news.
13:32It's been a bad news.
13:33It's been a bad news.
13:34It's been a bad news.
13:35It's been a bad news.
13:36It's been a bad news.
13:37I'm a bad news.
13:38It's been a bad news.
13:39It's been a bad news.
13:41took our last level three bed she's got the best people okay listen I'm gonna
13:52get a bite to eat from somewhere there's not a vending machine if you fancy a
13:56break thank you but I have a sad sandwich in the fridge if I ever get the
14:00chance I'll make sure that guy finds the exit
14:11she threw us out yeah for good it did started remembering all this stuff and she says I'm wrong
14:33but I don't know if I am Nicole it's okay I don't understand why lie diabetes but that doesn't
14:43explain the rest of it I don't know I just don't know sorry I know I'm not making any sense no it's
14:51okay I've come all the way here and me grown-up brain knows I am wasting my time but there's
15:00still a little girl inside of us just just needs answers how's Kathy um she hasn't responded to
15:19the sentation hold right I don't think you should be driving when you're upset maybe you should find
15:27somewhere there to stay maybe but if Cassie does come around she needs someone with her I reckon
15:32if I apologize to Maddox she will let us back in Nicole Vicky came back Cassie's birth mom Vicky
15:39apparently she hasn't left her side to say she got here okay so no need to rush back then we need you in
15:50cubicle too look I'm sorry I have to go no I understand thank you for calling of course
16:02for you
16:14really yeah I mean I had to guess what you want but hopefully it's better than a sad sandwich
16:20oh thank you that's really sweet you know normally when I buy a girl dinner I prefer to be somewhere a
16:27little bit more romantic but needs most dr byron are you flirting with me no I'm gonna can if you want
16:36me to you don't remember me do you didn't think that you did look at me look at me stop shouting I hope
16:46she dies it'd be the least that she deserves
16:48enough I've got reporters calling me do you know what she's done she's the reason why my daughter's in here in the first place
16:53if you're not done then do drop
16:55wait wait wait wait don't you talk about my daughter you shut up
16:58come on
16:59calm down okay
17:01you okay
17:03what do you think
17:04I think that everybody is just tired and emotional
17:07suppose you think she's right do you think Cassie deserves all of this
17:10of course I don't
17:12no Cassie was taken advantage of by the same people who contaminated those pills
17:16people who do not care who gets hurt as long as they make a profit
17:19yes you are
17:20that's why she deserves the best possible treatment same as everybody else
17:25there's a relatives room just down the corridor why don't you just go get some rest
17:28I don't want to leave her on her own
17:30well I'll stay with her
17:33just go get a couple of hours
17:35really
17:36yeah
17:37she has a big day tomorrow and she is going to need you
17:39I'll stay with her okay I won't leave her side I promise
17:47thanks
17:48just try and rest
17:50just try and rest
18:20just try and do her
18:23янise
18:28stay
18:37oh
18:42don't you
18:44don't you
18:46Excuse me.
19:02Hello, my son.
19:04It's OK, Darcy.
19:06It's OK. I'm here, baby girl.
19:08Hi.
19:09It's OK.
19:10Hi, Darcy.
19:11Just try and relax.
19:13Stay nice and calm and we'll get this tube out for you, OK?
19:17Nice and steady.
19:21Good girl.
19:23She's waking up.
19:24So it does happen.
19:29I'm going to get us a new place.
19:32But when she's well enough, we can have a new start.
19:37Both of us.
19:38Yeah.
19:40That's a good idea.
19:41I know you can hear us.
19:48Can we please just talk?
19:50I just need to know what happened and then I'll leave you alone.
19:53I just need to know.
19:56Surely you can understand that.
19:58Ten minutes.
20:01Five minutes.
20:02Five minutes.
20:02Five minutes.
20:02I'm not even worth that.
20:15Technically, I didn't lie.
20:31You had a...
20:32It said NHS on it.
20:35I'm a doctor.
20:37Ine.
20:38Down south, not up here.
20:40That's how you knew how to do all that.
20:45Are you really a diabetic?
20:48It would just help us to know if I'm asked if it runs in the family.
20:50How did you find us?
21:05A friend helped us.
21:12Why did you lock us up?
21:15I've not remembered that wrong, have I?
21:17You...
21:17You did?
21:19I wasn't locking you up.
21:22I was keeping you safe.
21:25From what?
21:28Your dad.
21:32Come on.
21:32Tina!
21:34No, Mummy.
21:35No, please.
21:36Shh.
21:36Where are you?
21:38Come on.
21:38Come on.
21:38Get in here.
21:39Come on.
21:39Get in here.
21:40Come in with it.
21:42Tina, if you don't get down here.
21:45Get in here.
21:46No, Mummy, please.
21:48Don't get me.
21:50Get in here.
21:51No.
21:54That's for our medicines.
21:56She can't have them on in them is to make so.
21:58No.
21:58No.
21:59No.
21:59No.
21:59No.
22:00No.
22:00No.
22:00No.
22:01No.
22:01No.
22:02No.
22:02No.
22:03No.
22:03No.
22:04No.
22:05No.
22:05No.
22:06No.
22:07No.
22:08No.
22:09No.
22:10No.
22:11No.
22:12No.
22:13No.
22:14No.
22:15No.
22:16No.
22:32No.
22:33No we're all invested in Cassie Wood's prognosis so I just thought I'd update everyone at once.
22:38She's had a CT angio this morning and unfortunately the results weren't what we all hoped for.
22:46They're going to do further brain stem testing but it's not looking good.
22:51There's an MDT this afternoon where obviously next steps will be discussed.
22:57That's it. That's all I've got, guys.
23:04Don't mention IT in your beds to me.
23:06How about the gate? Good.
23:10He didn't want to play mums and dads.
23:16I'm not defending him.
23:19I'm just telling you how it was.
23:21Go on.
23:28That's it, really.
23:30He would go out, drink too much, come home and knock me about.
23:43Sometimes his mates would come round.
23:45They'd drink and play video games and then they'd leave and...
23:55He never touched you.
23:58It was me.
23:59I tried to keep you away from him for his best I could, but...
24:06I know he saw more than he should have.
24:08I know he shouldn't.
24:15No!
24:20No!
24:22No!
24:27No!
24:29No!
24:30No!
24:38Where's he now?
24:40Dead.
24:43OK.
24:46When?
24:48How?
24:51Before I went into care? After? Last year?
24:56Before?
24:57I...I don't understand.
25:02Why didn't you keep his if...if he was gone?
25:06If there was no threat?
25:10Unless it wasn't your choice. I don't know.
25:14If you were in prison?
25:19Oh, God, did you kill him?
25:24Mum?
25:25She's choking.
25:26Oh, you are a doctor.
25:27No, she's really choking.
25:28Mum?
25:31She's unconscious. You need to get her head. I'm going to get her on the floor, alright?
25:37That's it. That's it. That's it.
25:42Call 999.
25:43Oh, my God.
25:47Ambulance.
25:48It's out.
25:53It's out.
25:55We're all right, it's out.
25:57Right, nice and easy.
25:58There you go.
25:59No, we're okay. She's breathing.
26:02Bloody hell, ma'am.
26:04Who chokes on soup?
26:05I hope.
26:11Right, you keep an eye on her.
26:14I'll go and get me work bag from the car. I'll check her off, alright?
26:18No, I'm...no, I'm still here.
26:21No, we're okay.
26:22Me daughter's here. She's a doctor.
26:23Cassie?
26:32Cassie, can you hear me?
26:53Please...
27:01Tell me it's good, cause I've been out here thinking all these things and they're just...
27:04Please tell me it's good because I've been out here thinking all these things and I just
27:23really need to know she's going to be okay because it's in my chance now to make this right.
27:31I have to make it right.
27:34I'm not ready.
27:36I'm not ready because I have to tell her, I have to say I'm sorry.
27:46Sounds nice and clear.
27:48No broken ribs, no surgical emphysema, no pain on palpation.
27:53I think she's all right.
27:54Should I call and cancel the ambulance?
27:57It's worth them saying her.
27:59They'll want to do an x-ray and probably some bloods because of her infection.
28:02Okay.
28:04I didn't kill him.
28:06He came off his motorbike.
28:09I wasn't in prison and I wasn't a junkie who overdosed.
28:14I know why you want there to be some big dramatic movie style explanation as to why things ended up the way they did but the truth is I was a mess.
28:26I was 19, single parent, stone broke, I was skipping meals to make me benefit stretch and me diabetes got worse.
28:38My mummy won't wake up.
28:40How bad did it get?
28:42Diabetic coma.
28:50What do they call it?
28:52Ventilator pneumonia?
28:53Ventilator required pneumonia.
28:54Something like that.
28:56Anyway, one thing led to another and I woke up in ITU a month later.
29:06They'd already put you in emergency foster care.
29:10Right, but that was only temporary until he'd recovered, so...
29:14Yeah, that was the plan.
29:20But when it was time to go home, I just never took you back.
29:26So you did abandon us?
29:34I had no family.
29:36No support.
29:37What about your mum?
29:38My mum died when I was a bear.
29:40I grew up with my nana until she died too.
29:44So this is...
29:45Ruth.
29:48She's my mother-in-law.
29:50You're married.
29:5122 years.
29:53Have you got three boys?
30:03EEG shows flat isoelectric tracing.
30:05There's no evidence of cortical electrical activity
30:08and no response to external stimuli.
30:10Dr. Ventner repeated full brain stem testing
30:13and had the same results.
30:15The CT angiogram shows a complete loss
30:18of grey-white matter differentiation,
30:20indicating that since the initial scans done on arrival,
30:22in the ED, severe hypoxic brain injury has developed.
30:27As you can see, there's complete effacement of the ventricles,
30:30the basal cisterns and sulci due to cerebral oedema.
30:34Together, this paints a cohesive picture
30:36of non-survivable brain injury,
30:38with no signs of ongoing neurological activity.
30:41By all neurological criteria, Cassie is dead.
30:45She's permanently lost the capacity for consciousness
30:48and the ability to breathe by herself.
30:50I think the right course of action now
30:54is the withdrawal of life-sustaining treatment.
30:57Are we all in agreement?
30:59No. I can't agree to this.
31:09Flynn, you're not serious.
31:11I mean...
31:12Sorry, Flynn, two out of three of every one of our resource beds
31:14is occupied by people waiting for you.
31:16Is that what you want me to tell her mother?
31:18Sorry, hospital gears need to keep turning.
31:20We need to prioritise beds.
31:22They are!
31:23This is ridiculous.
31:24No, it's not ridiculous!
31:25Claire needs more time!
31:27Do you mean the mother? I think her name's Vicky.
31:29This was what I just said!
31:31No, love. It's sad Claire.
31:33It must take some time to cool down.
31:38We can review the situation in the morning.
31:50There's obviously something else going on.
31:52Have you racked details?
31:53You can't.
31:56Oh, Siobhan.
32:03Okay.
32:05Right, well, let's get to Cupid's.
32:07Excuse me.
32:08Rashid Masu.
32:10Hi.
32:11I understand you're in a relationship with Serena Callahan,
32:16recently arrested for drug offences.
32:17Sorry, I've got nothing to say.
32:18Did you know?
32:19Were you aware?
32:20No, come on.
32:21Can you just leave me alone, please?
32:22Substances...
32:23Hey, hey!
32:24You can't do that!
32:27Yeah, I can though, Connor,
32:28if you're harassing a member of my staff.
32:30Was it you who were called a patient's relatives?
32:32Huh?
32:33Feeding off of people's misery when they're at their most vulnerable.
32:36You should be ashamed of yourself.
32:37Get out of here before I report you for harassment.
32:39Go on, get out of here!
32:41Clint.
32:42Seriously, come on.
32:43What the hell?
32:44Parasite.
32:45I hate them.
32:50You okay?
32:51Yeah, I'm okay.
32:59I was on my own.
33:02In and out of care.
33:03Pushing people away when things got rough because I knew the only person I could rely on was myself.
33:13I thought someone would adopt you.
33:16Well, they didn't.
33:17Nobody wanted me.
33:28And you just started again.
33:30Had some brand new kids when the timing was better.
33:33That's not fair.
33:35That's what's not fair!
33:36I kept thinking, what if you hadn't called for help?
33:42How long would it have been until someone found you?
33:46You could have starved to death, sitting next to my rotten corpse and no one would have known.
33:53But I didn't.
33:55I called 999.
33:57But you shouldn't have had to.
33:59You were just a bird.
34:02I thought I was doing what was best for both of us.
34:04That's a cop-out.
34:05Well, maybe it is.
34:07But I'm not as strong as you are.
34:10I couldn't do it all on my own.
34:13I never had a choice.
34:17I am sorry.
34:22I'm sorry.
34:24I couldn't be the person, the...
34:26the mam that you needed me to be.
34:31Right or wrong, the truth is, Nicole,
34:33if I'd had to look after us both,
34:38I don't think either of us would have made it.
34:43Right.
34:46Well.
34:50Now I know, don't I?
34:59Take it if you need to.
35:01I'll check on Ruth.
35:05Now's not a good time.
35:13When are they doing it?
35:16I'm not sure.
35:18It's not tonight, maybe in the morning.
35:21You should be here.
35:23She doesn't need me there.
35:27For you.
35:28Hey.
35:37Vicky went home for a change of clothes.
35:39She'll be back later.
35:41Okay.
35:43Well, I mean, do you want me to leave you to it?
35:45No, it's okay.
35:46You don't have to go.
35:47Are you okay?
36:01St. James, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit 2011.
36:07You were in F2 on rotation.
36:12You do remember me.
36:15Not until you said...
36:17I mean, not because you're not memorable.
36:19Oh, you had a lot going on.
36:21Yeah.
36:23He was my first.
36:25First patient I saw have their life support withdrawn.
36:30I've never forgotten him.
36:32Joseph, Nathan, Byron.
36:39Anyway.
36:41Er...
36:43I need to get a hand over.
36:44Yeah, sure. Don't let me. Keep it.
36:52Yeah, no. I will.
37:05Okay.
37:08And Gauzy...
37:10Thanks.
37:22Tina.
37:26Sorry.
37:28I...
37:29I just wanted to give you this.
37:35So you did think about us then?
37:37Sometimes.
37:38Of course I did.
37:40Every time I saw a little blonde lass on the street, I'd wonder...
37:45Well, you know...
37:48What it would have been like if...
37:53Anyway...
37:57I have to go.
37:59Oh, okay.
38:01Look, there's someone who...
38:03I thought...
38:05we were better off without each other, but...
38:08it's not that simple, is it?
38:11Do you want to swap numbers?
38:13Stay in touch?
38:16No.
38:18I don't think so.
38:19You've got your family.
38:24I've got me answers.
38:39Yeah, that's great.
38:40Thank you. Appreciate it.
38:42Yeah, come in.
38:45Hey, so...
38:47Orthopaedics said we can use their recovery base.
38:49That's great, thank you.
38:50Can you sign this for me, please?
38:52I'm not able to discharge anybody at the moment.
38:55How does he work like this?
38:57I don't know, apparently some kind of system.
39:00But he was outside earlier, he lost his head with some reporter.
39:05Reporter? That's great for PR, isn't it?
39:07He called Cassie's mum Claire earlier on.
39:10That's his ex-wife's name.
39:12Well, I don't know. Is there some history between the two of them?
39:14Look, don't ask me.
39:15I knew him at uni, but he wasn't with Claire then.
39:18So, no idea.
39:19Well, you know, something's got to give, because, you know, we're logjammed.
39:22Stevie?
39:23Yes, Mrs Ashker, on my way.
39:25Er, I don't know. Ask him.
39:26I don't know.
39:27I don't know.
39:29To get out.
39:31My name is Christina.
39:32If you're at home, your brother.
39:35My name is Yuri.
39:37I'm just like, oh, my...
39:38I'm just like, oh, my God.
39:40Okay, you got this.
39:42I'm just like.
39:44You're not even like, oh, my God.
39:46For you, I have a happy day,
39:48I can't be here.
39:50You're not as much as this.
39:52You're not too much.
39:54I don't know.
41:00I must, um...
41:03I was thinking about Joseph, I suppose.
41:07What are you thinking about your son?
41:11Have you been reading my confidential medical files?
41:15I could have you struck off for that.
41:17I dare say you could. I don't know what the point would be.
41:18You thought it would make me feel better?
41:20It wouldn't.
41:26No.
41:29Maybe it wouldn't.
41:30He was ten months old when we had to make the decision to...
41:39Finn, I can't even imagine.
41:42I mean, Claire, she wasn't...
41:44You know, she couldn't, so I...
41:47What else could you do? Somebody had to make a decision.
41:50She didn't see it that way.
41:53I mean, she just wanted more time with him, but...
41:56I pushed her into making a decision before she was ready.
42:04I don't think she ever forgave me for that.
42:07Not really.
42:09I know I didn't.
42:10You know, though, this isn't the same.
42:15Vicky isn't Claire.
42:17Cassie isn't Joseph.
42:18I know.
42:19I know, I just didn't want to make the same mistake again.
42:22I didn't want to make things worse than they already are.
42:25I did think you could make anything worse, Flare.
42:29Oh, Dylan, he was so small.
42:31Yeah.
42:33Good thing.
42:33I'm here.
42:35I'm here.
42:36I'm here.
43:06I'm here.
43:16Nicole.
43:19Hi.
43:21I'm sorry.
43:22I can go if you want us to.
43:27OK.
43:27Erm.
43:30I just wanted to say I'm so sorry
43:33for what I said before.
43:35I know Cassie would be really pleased
43:38that you're here.
43:42Nicole.
43:44Stay.
43:47She'd want you here, too.
44:01OK.
44:05Thanks.
44:13All right.
44:43I don't know what to do.
45:13I don't know.
46:13You came?
46:30I wasn't sure that you would.
46:35Whatever you want to say, just say it.
46:40I'm sorry.
46:43I thought you were going to tell me I ruined your life and you'd have a go at me.
46:51I ruined my own life.
46:54And Jake's.
46:56And probably my sister's now that she's got to look after him.
47:00I thought you hated me.
47:01You're a good person, Rash.
47:02If I'd stopped to think about it, I should have known it's exactly what you would do.
47:08I just wish I could go back in time.
47:12Make different decisions.
47:13And I wish I could undo all of it.
47:20If that's the case, then why don't you speak to the police?
47:29Tell them who these people are so they can be stopped.
47:32And then what?
47:34Tell my sister to leave town?
47:36Sell her house?
47:38Pull her own kids out of school?
47:40And I can't go with them, can I?
47:41So what, I'd just never see my son again?
47:46Now the police just have to do their job without me.
47:50Sonny, people are dying.
47:53Every day, people are dying.
47:55More and more.
47:55And it just, it needs to stop.
47:58I've said I'm sorry.
48:01That's all I really wanted to say.
48:08Sonny, wait.
48:09Sonny, just think about it.
48:11Sonny, just think about it.
48:41Sonny, just think about it.
48:42Sonny, just think about it.
48:43!」
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