Running With Demons | movie | 2012 | Official Trailer - video Dailymotion

RUNNING WITH DEMONS - Rising from the ashes of a destitute life, a former homeless addict-turned-athlete embarks on a jo | dG1fdEZFbmVqdVNTMEk

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00:01I didn't want to be a drug addict.

00:04Using drugs and drinking as much alcohol as I could

00:07just became a way for me to not feel.

00:10And I paid the price for it severely on many levels.

00:13Where am I going to get the money to pay for my addiction?

00:15Who did I beat up last night? Where did all this blood come from?

00:18Why is my window shattered? Why are the cops knocking on my door?

00:22My mom took her own life.

00:24You don't get over that.

00:26You do the best that you can on that given day to deal with your stuff.

00:34My name is Todd Crandall.

00:36I am dedicated to helping others with their drug and alcohol dependency

00:39and recovery.

00:40And use endurance races like the Ultraman to spread my message

00:43that with sobriety anything is possible.

00:52When things get hard I think about Todd.

00:55He's just, he's really amazing, you know.

00:57Think of that.

00:58The you saw me doing before to this.

01:01Come on.

01:03Unbelievable.

01:07I think he's hit on something which will create natural highs for some people.

01:12It's not for everyone.

01:16He's still got another seven hours of biking.

01:18He's trying to find some flow, but he's trying to find flow at too high a pace.

01:23I'm striving for improvement, physically, emotionally, spiritually, every day.

01:33I keep pushing, I keep pushing.

01:34Watch my family walk out the door.

01:36And I just didn't think that I have to pay the price like this for trying to do some good.

01:43How do you have people that on one day can tell you, you saved my son's life.

01:48And then go home and not wonder if your wife and kids are going to be there.

01:51I don't want to be abandoned.

01:54I don't want to feel broken again.

01:57Suicidal thoughts.

01:59I'm tired of being a failure, man.

02:01I've been a failure my whole life.

02:03Everything I've experienced has made me who I am today.

02:08And that's okay.

02:09This is what I've been dealt.

02:15Let me make something good out of it.