00:00you know talagang
00:06death is actually how you see it
00:09you can grieve
00:10for the loss of someone
00:11and it's true
00:12the pain never goes away
00:13you have to live with it
00:16but you have to use that
00:18to inspire you
00:19to be a better you
00:21sabi mo nga
00:22it's an eye-opener
00:23yeah so parang sa akin
00:25ako I'm looking at myself
00:26I think this is Dina 3.0
00:28yeah
00:28andun ako sa living with intention
00:32parang it's intentionality
00:34it's living a life that has a purpose
00:37andun ako sa ganun
00:39kasi when I saw that happen to Div
00:40and watching him die
00:41it's traumatic
00:42till now
00:43there are nights that
00:44I just can't sleep
00:46because the whole thing
00:48is replaying in your mind
00:50again and again
00:51and he had four flat lines
00:53and on the fourth
00:55on the fifth
00:56hindi na siya nabuhay
00:57and then I realized
00:59na
00:59well probably God
01:01wanted to give him rest
01:03because he was tired
01:05yeah
01:06I mean so many people
01:07depended on him
01:08he was supporting
01:09so many people
01:10and maybe
01:11you know this is all borrowed
01:14our lives are borrowed
01:15it's done
01:17yeah that's a powerful realization
01:18sabi mo nga
01:19the last time we had a conversation
01:20dumating si Div
01:21sa buhay mo unexpectedly
01:23he also
01:24left
01:25unexpectedly
01:26sabi ko pa naman sa kanya
01:27gusto ko mauna
01:28sabi ko
01:30yeah I told him
01:31we were in Japan
01:31sabi ko
01:32gusto ko mauna
01:33wag mo akong iwan
01:34ay hindi pwede
01:35sabi niya
01:36ayoko ring maiwan
01:37o sige sabi ko
01:37sabay tayo
01:38you know when he died
01:39gusto ko na sumama
01:40I kept wishing
01:42that God
01:43kill me
01:43I just wanna die
01:44I don't wanna live
01:46what am I gonna live for
01:48my kids are married
01:49they're grown up
01:50may asama na rin
01:51mga anak niya
01:51ano pa
01:52I just wanna die
01:53I don't wanna be without him
01:54but
01:56ayun sabi sa akin ng pare
01:57gusto mo sa mama
01:58o sige pumasok ko dyan
01:59dyan sa nature
01:59pumasok ka
02:00sinabi sa akin ng pare
02:02nandun yung pare
02:03sa lulog ko
02:03antipate ko tong pare
02:04gusto ko patayin
02:06tapos sabi ng kapatid ko
02:09eh kanina ka pa
02:10kasi iyak nang iyak niya
02:11gusto mong sumama eh
02:12pinusasama
02:13sabi tuloy ng pare
02:14gusto mong sumama
02:14pumasok ko dyan sa nature
02:15Dina
02:18wow
02:20I'm hearing this story
02:21for the first time
02:22I mean I'm sure
02:23Divi is just here
02:24listening to this conversation
02:25if you want to tell
02:26something to your husband
02:27right now
02:28what would that be
02:30ay akong umiyak
02:32I'll try to say this
02:34without crying
02:34but I really
02:37really miss him
02:38so much
02:39sobra
02:40that even if
02:42he's no longer there
02:43I still wear his ring
02:44I miss you so much
02:48that's the most
02:50first word I can say
02:52and you know
02:52how much
02:53I miss you so much
02:54I may not be vocal
02:55about it
02:56because I don't want
02:57to make my viewers sad
02:58I want to empower them
03:00I want to encourage them
03:01not to make them sad
03:02but
03:02more than that
03:04I'm so proud
03:05of your accomplishments
03:06if
03:08if I were God
03:10I'd give you
03:11a double A
03:12for accomplishment
03:12as far as
03:13your work
03:14in
03:15in government
03:16you did
03:18the most
03:19that you could do
03:19even more
03:20you were a great
03:22you were a great dad
03:22super
03:23to the point
03:24of spoiling
03:24all of them
03:25but that was
03:26because you had
03:27overflowing love
03:28for all of your kids
03:30and if there's somebody
03:33who really really
03:34made me feel
03:35so loved
03:35it was you
03:37because
03:40even when there were
03:42times we had tests
03:43and I became
03:44really ugly to him
03:45because I was
03:46I couldn't accept
03:48that you know
03:48yung test
03:49na pinagdadaanan namin
03:51but he still stood by me
03:54yeah
03:55and that's when
03:56you know
03:57like Oyo said
03:57you choose
03:58to love the person
03:59no matter what
04:00it's not an emotion
04:01it's a choice
04:03it is
04:03it is
04:04oh
04:06yung pinost ko noon
04:07na sana
04:08there's visiting hours
04:09in heaven
04:10I just wished
04:12it were true
04:12thank you for this story
04:27I just wished
04:42I can imagine
04:44I can imagine
04:45I can imagine
04:45I can imagine
04:46now
04:46the following
04:47I know
04:47I can imagine
04:47I can imagine
04:48anyways
04:48as I ever
04:49in the background
04:50oh
04:51I can imagine
04:51what could I say
04:52I can imagine
04:53how to eat
04:54like
04:55what I make
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