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00:00Beloved Acharya Ji, I read the six chapters of the allotted book in the last week majorly
00:08today and now I don't want to stop and there is a feeling of stillness.
00:15But when I look back to conclude what I have read, I can't recollect much.
00:20There is a feeling that I need to read again and a feeling that I haven't received completely
00:29what has been said, yet there is no question, am I not paying attention?
00:35These aren't matters of completing a syllabus, these are things of love.
00:52Look at the whole milieu, look at the whole story, not merely what you have done today
01:02and a few days back.
01:18Is there love?
01:23Then obviously attention would follow.
01:32And if there is no love, how does it matter how many chapters you have completed?
01:42What next?
01:43You would appear for a semester and exam tomorrow and reproduce what you have just mucked up
01:55and that too you won't be able to do because as you have mentioned you don't remember much.
02:01Too bad.
02:11So you felt that you were lagging behind, right?
02:14The course is proceeding.
02:18We are past the halfway mark.
02:21The class has surged ahead and you felt your lagging behind.
02:31So you picked up the book and in one go you finished off the chapters, right?
02:38Is that also not what a 16 year old does, a 20 year old does, a 22 year old does?
02:47The syllabus has shot ahead of me.
02:50So what do I do?
02:54One night, I just clean up everything.
02:59And that allows me to laze around for the next couple of weeks.
03:07Is that not how we have anyway been approaching education?
03:15Has anything really changed?
03:21Is there love?
03:28You want to play catch up.
03:32And then just to double check, you want to recollect that you have indeed caught up.
03:42You haven't asked me, what is this game of playing catch up?
03:51See what you have asked me, you have asked me, have I indeed caught up?
03:58You are saying, when I look back to conclude what I have read, I can't recollect much.
04:05There is a feeling that I need to read again, a feeling that I haven't comprehended completely
04:10what has been said.
04:13Are you judging yourself against some benchmark?
04:19Are you trying to compete?
04:23Rohit, even in matters of love, do you have others in mind?
04:37Such love comes to very tragic shocks.
04:57You want to check what the other's position is.
05:15Let me ask you.
05:18The reading was with you.
05:26Suppose no sessions had passed by.
05:31Suppose the feeling of being left behind was not there.
05:36Would you still have picked up the book and read it?
05:39No, you read the book because the motivator was a feeling of competition.
05:54Are you competing even in love?
06:02Have you not learnt, Rohit, when the position, the station, the presence of others becomes
06:14too significant in matters of love, then the beloved is lost.
06:30Even memory is an other.
06:35Even comprehension is an other.
06:43Even if you go to memory to ask, do you retain something?
06:48If you go to the memory and ask, hi memory, do you retain something?
06:53You are asking somebody else.
06:59This is vilification of love.
07:07If you go to the intellect and ask, have you comprehended?
07:12You have introduced a third party in love.
07:19That too is an abuse of love.
07:24One clear characteristic of the lover, let me tell you, very, very clear characteristic.
07:33The lover cannot be affected by the presence of third, fourth or fifth entities.
07:40Why?
07:41Because the lover is seeing only one.
07:47If the lover is seeing only one, how will the lover even ever know that the third, fourth,
07:54fifth, eighth, tenth are existent?
08:00And if the lover is not seeing only one, then his love is anyway not worth the name.
08:10It's between you and the book, Rohit.
08:25How do the others matter?
08:34I could probably also have said, it's between you and me.
08:40But then to you, the others do matter, don't they?
08:50If you find a lover complaining about the presence or interference of a third, fourth, fifth person,
08:58know very well that first of all, this love is very, very incomplete.
09:10The first question that you should ask to such a complainant is, how did you notice that
09:15a third one is present?
09:17How did you notice?
09:20Who are you looking at?
09:27You have loved Osho a lot, Rohit, haven't you?
09:35And there is this story that Osho used to tell, Sufi story.
09:45What he used to narrate it with such love and effect.
09:59So there was this Fakir who was praying to God with his
10:15mattress, and beads, and books, and incense, and cups, and other holy stuff.
10:43So he had laid out the mattress, and on the mattress, all these little things were kept.
10:51And he was kneeling in prayer.
10:57And he was quite absorbed.
11:04And then there was this mad, crazy, foolish girl rushing to meet her lover.
11:23She had no sense of herself, no sense of time, no sense of etiquette.
11:28Only one sandal she was wearing.
11:32And her clothes were improper.
11:36And she was rushing in such great speed, hurtling through the farms, through the woods.
11:51And in her great haste, she did not see that the Fakir was there with all his holy arrangement.
12:03She stumbled upon the Fakir.
12:10She disturbed all the things that had been placed and arranged, disrupted the prayer.
12:19And not only that, nonchalantly, as if nothing has happened, she got up and kept running.
12:32And the Fakir got agitated.
12:34He called from behind, come back, come here you.
12:38And the girl, reluctantly, came to him and said, whatever you have to say, please say quickly.
12:51I am rushing off.
12:54I am rushing off.
12:56The Fakir said, are you blind or what?
13:01Hmm?
13:02Don't you see that something pious is happening here?
13:10For the sake of a mere mortal of flesh and blood.
13:19You have committed a sacrilege, the girl said, I am sorry, Fakir Baba, yes, it is true
13:42that my beloved is a mere man of flesh and blood.
13:52Probably I am not yet in love with God.
14:00But allow me to rush to my mortal beloved.
14:15He is very dear to me.
14:19And before I disappear, I have just one question to ask you.
14:31In love of a mere mortal, I totally forgot that you were in the way.
14:43When you say that you are a lover of Allah the Almighty, and yet you noticed me, I am loving
14:59just a mere man, skin and bones.
15:06And yet my eyes were so firmly set on my beloved that I totally ignored everything else.
15:14I had just one thing in my vision, the one I love.
15:18Everything else was to be ignored.
15:20No third party counts.
15:26If someone is in the way, so be it.
15:37I will either knock down or trip over or jump or something.
15:42But I am not going to stop or deviate.
15:47How is it that you stopped your prayers for my sake?
15:52I did not stop.
15:53Why did you stop?
15:54I was going to my lover.
15:56You too were with your beloved.
15:59Why did you stop your prayers?
16:01I did not stop.
16:03What kind of faith do you have?
16:24Because of others, if you stop praying, you have no love.
16:33Because of others, if you start praying, you have no love.
16:41Such meaningless prayers.
16:45They stopped because there were influences.
16:48And they start because there are influences.
16:51Unholy prayers.
16:52Unholy prayers.
17:04The mind sees just too many people.
17:08The heart is blind to all but one.
17:11Do you have any heart?
17:15How come you are seeing so many?
17:16How come you are seeing so many?

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