00:00I had two big dreams when I was little, to be a mother and to have a career as a singer and an actor, until I grew up, and it felt like striving for one threatened the other.
00:18Lin-Manuel Miranda was developing a new rap musical.
00:21This is the greatest thing I've ever heard in my life.
00:23I gotta go to this audition tomorrow morning.
00:26The raps unsatisfied her fast.
00:28She walked out of there, and I learned she's so fast.
00:31Is that it?
00:32Woo!
00:33I'm gonna be in Hamilton at the Publix!
00:36My path to motherhood was a real struggle.
00:40Pregnancy number six.
00:42Benjamin!
00:43I'm the only mom in the cast.
00:45I'm not home for bath time or to kiss the kids goodnight.
00:48Hamilton asks everything of you.
00:52We're trying to have a house where everybody thrives.
00:55It's the hottest ticket in New York City.
00:57Hamilton.
00:58Hamilton.
00:59Hamilton.
01:00It's every actor's dream to be a part of a hit.
01:02Yet, I'm feeling increasingly out of control.
01:05Sometimes now, when I'm doing the show, I keep having panic attacks throughout the number.
01:10This is starting to feel like a runaway train, overwhelming everything else in my life completely.
01:17I love you.
01:18We miss you.
01:19Bye.
01:20Bye.
01:21Is the sacrifice worth it?
01:23And who is paying the price?
01:26I love you.
01:27Keep going.
01:29Here are some of my battles.
01:30How do I do this?
01:31Lost.
01:32I kept the secret for a number of weeks.
01:33I had to leave the show.
01:34And won.
01:35And won.
01:36And won.
01:37How do I do this?
01:38How do I do this?
01:39Lost.
01:40I kept the secret for a number of weeks.
01:42I had to leave the show.
01:43And won.
01:44And won.
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