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Kaitlyn, a teenage music star, contemplates whether stardom was a good idea | dG1fN0FTOXJfRTBQWTQ
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00:00I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well
00:15I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself
00:22There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
00:27But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door
00:33Which is ironic, cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before
00:42Anyone before
00:45Too bad they're usually deranged
00:52Last week I realized I craved pity
00:57When I retell a story I make everything sound worse
01:04Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
01:10And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
01:16Which is ironic, cause when I wasn't honest I was still being ignored
01:24No worrying for attention
01:28Just to get a reflection
01:32Now we're estranged
01:37Things I once enjoyed
01:43Just keep me employed now
01:49Things I'm longing for
01:55Someday I'll be bored of
01:59It's so weird
02:10That we care so much
02:13Until we don't
02:16I'm getting older
02:18I've got more on my shoulders
02:22But I'm getting better
02:25At admitting when I'm wrong
02:28I'm happier than ever
02:31At least that's my endeavor
02:34To keep myself together
02:37And prioritize my pleasure
02:40Cause to be honest
02:42I just wish
02:44That what I promised
02:46Would depend on what I'm giving
02:49Not on his permission
02:52Wasn't my decision
02:56To be abused
03:01Things I once enjoyed
03:03Things I once enjoyed
03:07Just keep me employed now
03:13Things I'm longing for
03:19Someday I'll be bored of
03:23It's so weird
03:34That we care so much
03:38Until we don't
03:41But next week
03:43I hope I'm somewhere laughing
03:46For anybody asking
03:49I promise I'll be fine
03:52I've had some trauma
03:55Did things I didn't wanna
03:58Was too afraid to tell ya
04:01But now I think it's time
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