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00:00:00Previously on Life After Lockup.
00:00:02What happened to Alex?
00:00:04The whole time she was seeing other men.
00:00:06If you loved me, you wouldn't have done what you did.
00:00:08I need you to know I love you and I choose you.
00:00:10Our emotional connection is so strong.
00:00:12I want to have a baby with him as soon as possible.
00:00:15Lost my job.
00:00:16And nobody knows that.
00:00:17Including JK.
00:00:18I'm not going to hide that from him.
00:00:22How are you feeling about your daddy being here for your birthday?
00:00:25Good.
00:00:25She don't really want you to show up.
00:00:27She has baby mama going to do whatever in her power to get the attention that she wants.
00:00:32Look at all the stuff she done did.
00:00:34Posted my pictures.
00:00:35Why do you think I would want her around my kids?
00:00:38I can't help.
00:00:40I'm super excited.
00:00:42This new apartment is a fresh start for me and him.
00:00:45This is just for fun.
00:00:48I like it.
00:00:51I would like some type of commitment.
00:00:53I had to slip.
00:00:54I had to drink like a month ago.
00:00:56It had been over five years since I've had a drink.
00:00:59I haven't told anybody.
00:01:00We've been considering having another wedding.
00:01:05How much do you think we're going to spend, like realistically?
00:01:08$60,000?
00:01:09Not to be like a bitch or anything like that, but I had a jail wedding.
00:01:12Come on.
00:01:13I can't afford that right now.
00:01:14I'm coming into this blind because I don't cut hair.
00:01:17I want to open up a barbershop.
00:01:19And I haven't told Justine that I probably should have the money already.
00:01:22Let's get the ball rolling, man.
00:01:23Courtney, what the f*** is going on?
00:01:26Are you arresting me for GHB?
00:01:29Will you come pick me up when I get out?
00:01:32I don't know yet.
00:01:33This was an insanely selfish decision on her part.
00:01:35I love her.
00:01:36But it's literally six weeks after she's gotten out.
00:01:39My husband's been released from prison after 11 years.
00:01:43Oh, my God.
00:01:46They feel damn good.
00:01:48I ain't gonna lie.
00:01:48Look at all this.
00:01:49Freedom.
00:01:50Surprise.
00:01:51We have about 24 hours to make it back to Iowa.
00:01:55I got to be able to get on that bus.
00:01:57What are you worried about?
00:01:58Being violent, you know?
00:02:00I'll be getting on the bus with you, man.
00:02:01We're going to have to free time before the bus gets here.
00:02:12Let's ride, man.
00:02:12Let's ride, man.
00:02:13Let's ride, man.
00:02:14I'm a chicken, man.
00:02:16There's a face, oh, there's a death I don't need.
00:02:20I get the best, best, best of me.
00:02:24Getting the best, best, best of me.
00:02:26I know, I'm talking already.
00:02:32Oh, man.
00:02:34Yeah, hell yeah.
00:02:35Where this go?
00:02:37Get on.
00:02:42Our time alone was I was nervous.
00:02:45I go high.
00:02:47It's been a long time since I've been with a man.
00:02:51He turned me every which way but loose.
00:02:56Definitely had to unleash the s**t.
00:02:59So good, I felt you.
00:03:00I felt everything that I do.
00:03:03Everything.
00:03:06That was amazing, man.
00:03:07You know, being able to smack that ass and s**t like that.
00:03:10So being in the white, get a passion involved, you know?
00:03:14So I already had them little previews for the visit.
00:03:17Hell yeah, baby.
00:03:18I'm in mind of that s**t.
00:03:19Being able to stroke that s**t how I want to
00:03:22and really take it all in.
00:03:24We got to make this motherf**k bus, you know?
00:03:26What time is the bus going to be here?
00:03:28A little bit after 4, you know?
00:03:30So we're going to make it there tomorrow around 11.30 or whatnot.
00:03:33I got to be at the halfway house at 12.45 to be able to report in.
00:03:38The bus ride is going to take, like, about a day to get home.
00:03:42And we're going to be around there with a bunch of other people and...
00:03:44Mm-mm.
00:03:46Man, that's a big-ass suitcase.
00:03:48I have all of our stuff in there.
00:03:49I want to take a limo all the way to Iowa.
00:03:52He's like, I don't think I can do that.
00:03:54Yeah, what you got over there, a body?
00:03:56I took all the bodies out.
00:03:58Prison policy is he gets on the bus
00:04:01because that is the transportation
00:04:03that they approved my husband to take to get home.
00:04:07And he wants to be completely compliant.
00:04:10So we'll put that luxury aside.
00:04:13Do this so that we can make sure
00:04:14that we're doing things the right way.
00:04:16How do you feel?
00:04:17You know I got to go to the guy.
00:04:18I want you home.
00:04:19I don't like you being there
00:04:21with all the rest of them bitches either.
00:04:22What bitches?
00:04:23What does he even...
00:04:23It's a co-ed place.
00:04:24What, you did some research on it?
00:04:26Hell, motherfucking yeah.
00:04:27Look, baby, I ain't true
00:04:28on the other bitches.
00:04:29I'm not worried about you.
00:04:30I don't worry about them bitches.
00:04:32These bitches is bold.
00:04:35You know I'm taking my loyalty to you.
00:04:37That's what's there.
00:04:38Better.
00:04:39Don't touch my man.
00:04:40That's it.
00:04:42You can look, don't touch.
00:04:44Because I'm going to come in there
00:04:45and whoop somebody's ass.
00:04:46Period.
00:04:48Gotta make that bus, you know?
00:04:51It is so on here,
00:04:53I'm starting.
00:04:56This bus ain't been for top.
00:04:58We together, so that's all that matters.
00:05:08I checked the website today,
00:05:10found out that Courtney was getting released.
00:05:12I guess I'm going to Portland
00:05:13and I'm going to pick her up from jail again.
00:05:23I'm glad she's not going to be away for six months,
00:05:25but, man,
00:05:27we definitely have some hard conversations ahead of us
00:05:29around her sobriety
00:05:31and whether or not she's actually serious
00:05:33about this relationship.
00:05:34It's a long road trip,
00:05:36a 10-hour drive,
00:05:37but it's gotta happen.
00:05:47Courtney's been in jail for two weeks.
00:05:49I feel betrayed in a lot of ways.
00:05:51I'm angry,
00:05:52but she's my wife.
00:05:55So, I don't know.
00:05:56It's a hard decision,
00:05:57but I do want to be there for her.
00:06:04Hey, man, what's going on?
00:06:05Courtney's getting out of jail
00:06:06and I'm going to go pick her up.
00:06:08Just wanted to let you know
00:06:09I'll probably be working out of Portland
00:06:10for a couple days.
00:06:11I just think it's like a little dramatic
00:06:15to be driving from California to Oregon
00:06:17to go pick someone from jail.
00:06:21I love Courtney.
00:06:22I want this marriage to work.
00:06:24I just hope that you're not wasting
00:06:25any more money on her.
00:06:26I'm still holding out hope
00:06:30that the interstate compact goes through
00:06:32despite Courtney's parole violation.
00:06:35And if she's able to move to Sacramento,
00:06:37I would love a future with her.
00:06:40We did say some vows to each other,
00:06:42so I think she deserves that.
00:06:44It's your life.
00:06:45You gotta do whatever you want to do.
00:06:47Hey, hold on.
00:06:47That's, uh...
00:06:49That's Sac County.
00:06:50Let me call you back.
00:06:52All right.
00:06:53Harley.
00:06:55Hello?
00:06:56Hi, I'm 16, Mr.
00:07:00This is William.
00:07:01I'm all regarding Courtney.
00:07:03This is violated the terms of the parole.
00:07:07That violation actually is followed by a term
00:07:11from an out-of-state transfer at this time.
00:07:17Thanks, mate.
00:07:18I wanted to try to be there for her
00:07:30and help her out
00:07:31and pick her up out of jail,
00:07:33but...
00:07:34with everything,
00:07:36with her f***ing up her life
00:07:38with this GHB,
00:07:39I don't even know
00:07:40if I should be going to Portland.
00:07:41I'm pretty disappointed in myself
00:07:45that I broke my sobriety,
00:07:47but I'm still learning.
00:07:50I just hope that
00:07:51I haven't jeopardized
00:07:53my relationship with Will
00:07:54because I need him now
00:07:56more than ever.
00:07:57The amount of money
00:07:58that I spent to get her out of prison,
00:08:00not to mention a wedding
00:08:01that I put together in 24 hours,
00:08:03thinking I'm going to spend my life
00:08:05with this woman,
00:08:06and she just throws it all away.
00:08:07I...
00:08:08I...
00:08:09I don't know.
00:08:11I don't know.
00:08:14My heart's telling me
00:08:15to go...
00:08:16go pick her up.
00:08:20But...
00:08:20I don't know.
00:08:21My brain's telling me
00:08:22that that might not be
00:08:23the best decision
00:08:24for our relationship.
00:08:32What the f***
00:08:33did you just say to me
00:08:34about Alex?
00:08:36Maybe then you'd want me?
00:08:37Catch our ass back
00:08:38to Wiggy the f***
00:08:39you need to do.
00:08:40A warrant will be
00:08:41issued for your breath?
00:08:42It just makes no sense.
00:08:44So why is it just
00:08:45coming up now?
00:08:47Where are you going?
00:08:47I don't do f***.
00:08:48What the f*** do you think?
00:08:49You want to pop some f***?
00:08:50I'm going to pop some f*** too.
00:08:51That's not even the f***
00:08:52I don't know, Mike.
00:08:53That's such a f*** fight.
00:08:54That's a bullf***.
00:08:54That's not even the f***.
00:08:59Wish I didn't have
00:09:00so many questions
00:09:02Or a map that leads
00:09:05right back to you
00:09:06Order to show
00:09:08cause.
00:09:09Oh my god,
00:09:10this is almost f***ing
00:09:1120 days old.
00:09:13Hey, I got court tomorrow.
00:09:21What do you mean?
00:09:22I just found this in my email.
00:09:28You're hereby ordered to appear before the Bullhead City Justice Court for an order to show cause hearing.
00:09:33If you fail to appear as required, a warrant will be issued for your rest.
00:09:39I was looking through my emails this morning.
00:09:41I'm ordered to report for a shoplifting charge that I acquired before prison.
00:09:48I stole from a Walmart, and they had the facial recognition, so they knew who I was.
00:09:54If I don't show up, I can go back to prison.
00:09:57I don't know how I forgot about f***.
00:09:59I had other things on my mind.
00:10:01Why are you just finding out about that right now?
00:10:05Old email.
00:10:06Just happened to check it today.
00:10:08You didn't realize you had court?
00:10:09I forgot all about it.
00:10:13What is it for?
00:10:14When I was bad on drugs, I used to shoplift to pay for the habit, so it's still haunting me.
00:10:22Because this was over six years ago.
00:10:24So why is it just coming up now?
00:10:26I was in prison, so now it's coming back.
00:10:30How far is it?
00:10:31Four hours there, four hours back.
00:10:33So you're leaving again for a whole other day?
00:10:35Mm-hmm.
00:10:35I just think it's a little irresponsible, you know, not keeping up with things you need
00:10:42to keep up with.
00:10:43Like, if you know there's still cases open.
00:10:45I know.
00:10:47I know.
00:10:47I f***.
00:10:48I don't need you to tell me.
00:10:50Okay.
00:10:51It always feels like there's got to be something for us to bicker about.
00:10:55I don't have anything else to say, so.
00:10:57Okay.
00:10:59I'm going to get ready.
00:11:00I got work today.
00:11:01Okay.
00:11:01A big part of the reason that she doesn't know about that drink I took, it's not easy
00:11:09for me to talk about my feelings with Bianca, because I don't want to f*** with it, you
00:11:14know?
00:11:17I just think he's acting like a man-child.
00:11:20He's not caring about his life right now, not caring about me.
00:11:25He is court, and he has a possible warrant if he doesn't show up.
00:11:29And so now I'm also thinking, what if he doesn't actually go to court?
00:11:34I don't know what's going on with him.
00:11:36It really worries me, and it kind of freaks me out.
00:11:40He could even go back to prison.
00:11:42In my heart of hearts, I know that Daniel is hiding so much s*** from me, but I can't
00:11:48even, like, begin to comprehend what or why.
00:11:52It just makes no sense to me.
00:11:54It's very f***ing confusing why he's acting the way that he is.
00:12:07I just dropped the kids off.
00:12:09My feet hurt.
00:12:10Want me room?
00:12:11I do.
00:12:12I do.
00:12:13I do.
00:12:14I do.
00:12:14I do.
00:12:15I do.
00:12:15I do.
00:12:15I do.
00:12:16I do.
00:12:16I do.
00:12:17I do.
00:12:17I do.
00:12:18I do.
00:12:18I do.
00:12:19I do.
00:12:20I do.
00:12:21I do.
00:12:22I do.
00:12:23I do.
00:12:25I do.
00:12:26I do.
00:12:27I do.
00:12:28I do.
00:12:29We don't like too much.
00:12:30Shh.
00:12:30We gon' have to settle down.
00:12:33So, what happened last night?
00:12:37What time you come home?
00:12:38Oh, I came back like 12 something.
00:12:4012 something?
00:12:41Yeah.
00:12:42Well, I was over there, you know, I tried to, uh, talk to her about the little situation,
00:12:47and she ain't really having it.
00:12:50you still can't go to the party that's petty as what you mean i can't go what you think i'm
00:12:58gonna do at the party you're talking to me like it's me saying you can't go my kids at the party
00:13:01i just was over this what i don't like i'm over there arguing with her about you i don't know
00:13:05why you all and your feelings about this anyway y'all grown and this ain't about y'all
00:13:11it's about the kids about my son and his birthday about me being home for his first birthday party
00:13:17all that other don't nobody give a about that i feel like any father who've been away from their
00:13:26kids who really is in their kid's life definitely will feel guilty for missing a a big significant
00:13:33amount of time in their kid's life dj was three josiah was six and kairi was going on four months
00:13:41when i went to prison so uh you know i feel like god worked in mysterious ways you came while they
00:13:49were young you gave me a chance to get myself together and realize the opportunity that i have
00:13:54with my kids it definitely made me feel like hey you got a lot of making up to do that's why this
00:14:00birthday whatever dj asked for i'm not questioning it you got it that's what you want you get it my
00:14:05boy i care about dj as well and i want to go celebrate him my son asked for your son to be
00:14:11at the party no only that's the only thing he said you want a ps5 i'm already not showing up and your
00:14:17son to be at the party i'll be on the parking lot come on now it's my son's first birthday party
00:14:22and y'all acting the fool acting like this y'all it's about you think it's gonna be kumbaya as soon
00:14:27as you get out nah i ain't think you just brush out at least i understand though i'm more than
00:14:33understanding you can't be you can't be going back and forth with me acting like i'm not going
00:14:38back and forth with you but i need you to stand up you think i was sitting down something come on man
00:14:44the love of your life can't go to your son's birthday party and i'm supposed to be in his life
00:14:50this is temporary right now this is what we have to do because of the bull
00:14:55but that's cool you want me to be i don't feel like it's cool like i said i already argued with
00:15:01her about the same all right look at all the stuff she done did posted my pictures why do you think
00:15:08i was going to hug all my kids how did kiana get pictures of juayla because kiana went through my
00:15:14damn phone you know what i mean that's how she got pictures of juayla kiana's action really wasn't
00:15:22great eventually we'll talk about it but uh not with all the drama that's going on
00:15:28i'm out here trying to blend both families you feel me i'm doing for your kids my kids i'm trying
00:15:35to do everything i can i ain't trying to be going back and forth with you and her about some petty
00:15:38because y'all are y'all feelings about some old
00:15:41it's not that old old enough not to me it's got to be we back he ain't even been back 24 hours yet
00:15:52and yet again we're arguing about this huh i don't know the whole situation just makes my skin crawl
00:15:58and i hate talking about it like it just gives me really bad anxiety you're like like i went over
00:16:02there kissing some ass or something i don't know did you ah man there you go you know you think i had
00:16:09mixed going on or something i don't know yeah all right if the magic cheated on me again yes that
00:16:17would be it so that's what it is for real
00:16:21he's in the safe mama's boy she want to pop some i'm gonna pop some too i'm not ready to spend money
00:16:31on a wedding piece leave me the who picked you up now i don't even know if she's been cheating on me
00:16:37this whole time who the is mark the lies the sneaky are you doing the same as alex did being dishonest
00:16:43does not help a situation at all get in my eyes stupid ass bitch
00:16:47let's get this cleaned up i don't even know why this is like this this is actually horrifying to my
00:17:02entire soul i got this we miss maddie i got it
00:17:09hi princessy
00:17:16this is insane
00:17:20i haven't done it yet princess
00:17:24you have a good sleepy
00:17:30all right listen hey princess you got to go box
00:17:33i'm only four months postpartum and i'm really trying to work on my body and get it back to
00:17:40where i think i should be you want to do it to sis oh
00:17:44so one of the ways that i'm doing that is boxing
00:17:49i can't even let off steam in my own house we got to go box there's no escaping it
00:17:53i actually like doing the boxing because god knows my fat ass don't like a treadmill
00:17:59i think it's great that we're doing this boxing stuff right
00:18:04i've been thinking maybe i should bring melody with us
00:18:07a few times a week maybe she'll learn some control
00:18:11melody recently got into a physical altercation at school
00:18:14she says the other girls were talking badly about her brothers
00:18:18and that's just not stuff that she stands for
00:18:21i think she did great she stood on business
00:18:24she wasn't scared you know i feel like she defended herself
00:18:28what
00:18:29oh i just feel like we're very we're just different you and me
00:18:35i just don't want to see her ruin her life
00:18:38and make a split second stupid on a whim hot-headed decision
00:18:45at 18 and pay for it for a really long time
00:18:48i think we're at a point right now where it's necessary
00:18:52for you to step in and have a long overdue conversation with your daughter
00:18:56i think it's very clear that she's harboring
00:19:00deep-rooted feelings about
00:19:03things from the past
00:19:05i think that
00:19:07when you went away in the first place you knew that this day was going to come
00:19:11with not just her
00:19:13you'll have this day with michael
00:19:15you'll have this day with novel
00:19:16you'll have this day with mason
00:19:17because these decisions that you made affected them
00:19:21in ways that you might not even know
00:19:24so come in
00:19:35see what i'm saying
00:19:38ooh
00:19:39so thanksgiving
00:19:41you felt like punching anyone
00:19:43it's when you're trying to get a million things done
00:19:46and they just look at you
00:19:48we really need time for us
00:19:54for this wedding real quick
00:19:56what about it
00:19:57you think it'll work with my budget
00:19:58or are you just so
00:20:00set on what you want
00:20:02ooh
00:20:08i mean there's things that i want obviously
00:20:12what won't you compromise on
00:20:14like a big dress
00:20:16you in a nice tux
00:20:17i'm cool with all that
00:20:19it's just uh
00:20:20it's the spending of
00:20:22the money
00:20:23come on
00:20:25i'm not about to go chintzy bank
00:20:28this is my moment
00:20:29hear me out
00:20:32what about
00:20:33investing
00:20:34in the barbershop
00:20:36and then
00:20:37using
00:20:38the profits
00:20:40to throw the big wedding
00:20:42we should just invest
00:20:45and have jay run it
00:20:47because jay knows what he's doing
00:20:48you see what i'm saying
00:20:49everything seems to be
00:20:53getting a little out of hand
00:20:54if it's not the shoe business
00:20:55it's the credit business
00:20:56if it's not the credit business
00:20:57it's the car rental
00:20:58and
00:20:59i mean
00:20:59music is always
00:21:01playing a factor
00:21:02all of these businesses
00:21:04are always coming before us
00:21:05i have to go pick up bentley
00:21:07from school
00:21:08i don't want to fight with you
00:21:10about what
00:21:10this is bull
00:21:12you know it
00:21:13i was so happy with the first wedding
00:21:16but
00:21:16all of my kids didn't get to come
00:21:18i want them a part of it
00:21:19i deserve
00:21:21one day
00:21:22i'm not coming second to another business venture
00:21:24i just want this to be the best experience
00:21:28you've ever had
00:21:29if he finds out
00:21:36that i do not have a job
00:21:37he will leave me
00:21:38i gotta go
00:21:41get the boys
00:21:41see you after a while
00:21:42all right bye
00:21:43six six duramax
00:21:50with the allison transmission
00:21:51four wheel drive
00:21:52oh yeah
00:21:52real good looking truck
00:21:54look at this
00:21:56yeah you need to get here right now
00:21:59what's up old man
00:22:06you driving like a granny
00:22:07on the way over here or what
00:22:08i'm old
00:22:09how do you
00:22:11how do you been
00:22:12how do you been
00:22:13how do you been
00:22:15how do you been
00:22:16i am nervous to see my father today
00:22:19uh
00:22:19it's a big moment for me
00:22:21you know i haven't seen him since i came home
00:22:23you know it's been five years
00:22:24just think about the truck
00:22:26you know more about this truck than i do
00:22:29you think this will be good for the hot shot and stuff
00:22:31oh yeah
00:22:32i watch people pull
00:22:34six cars on a double stack trailer
00:22:37going down the road with a hat with a three quarter time
00:22:38a lot of my resentment
00:22:40a lot of my resentment that i do have with my father
00:22:42did come from his career decision
00:22:45in uh freight hauling
00:22:46he would be gone months on end
00:22:48uh across country
00:22:49hot shot and he's moving merchandise from point a to point b
00:22:53you're typically home the same night
00:22:56so when i have a child
00:22:58that child will know that they are loved
00:22:59that child will know that i care for them
00:23:01and it's how i will know that i put them first
00:23:03i appreciate you coming out
00:23:07like i know you didn't have to
00:23:08i know i probably haven't been the
00:23:10easiest to deal with
00:23:11it's just been kind of hard for me
00:23:13you know communicating with you
00:23:15especially i was in prison
00:23:16you know what i'm saying
00:23:17because you're busy
00:23:18and a lot of stuff going on
00:23:20like the biggest thing was for me
00:23:22is like
00:23:22i wrote you this big long letter
00:23:24you know what i'm saying
00:23:25and like i'm expressing myself
00:23:26like my feelings
00:23:27my emotions
00:23:28why i did what i did
00:23:29how i'm sorry about things
00:23:30and then like when you wrote back
00:23:31you wrote back about like your job
00:23:33and the dog
00:23:34it's like
00:23:36when i'm
00:23:37when i'm out here doing good
00:23:38you're involved
00:23:40like when i'm in prison
00:23:41i feel like
00:23:41you don't be involved as much
00:23:44you know
00:23:44like that's
00:23:45really what hurt me
00:23:46you know
00:23:46well i can understand that
00:23:49i'm trying not to cry
00:23:52but like that's just
00:23:54that's just what
00:23:55hurt me the most
00:23:56you know what i'm saying
00:23:57yeah
00:23:57and that's like
00:23:59i'm not trying to put
00:24:00you against mom
00:24:01and like
00:24:01mama's my rock
00:24:03right
00:24:03and it's just like
00:24:05like that's when i needed you
00:24:07like i don't
00:24:08out here i need you too
00:24:09like yes i need you
00:24:10but like in there
00:24:11is when i really needed you
00:24:12you know
00:24:13i wasn't there a lot
00:24:16for jk
00:24:16when he was growing up
00:24:18because of my
00:24:19career path that i chose
00:24:21and i guess that
00:24:23made him feel
00:24:23unloved or unwanted
00:24:25that's
00:24:25that's far from the truth
00:24:26as a father
00:24:28i am
00:24:28disappointed that he chose
00:24:30the path that led him to prison
00:24:31but
00:24:32it's not my life
00:24:34all you can really do
00:24:35is raise your kids
00:24:36and let them choose
00:24:36which path they go down
00:24:37i'm
00:24:39really praying and hoping
00:24:41that he chooses the right path
00:24:42even out of prison
00:24:43i've only got one tattoo on me
00:24:46it's the only one i've ever gotten
00:24:47my name
00:24:48what's your name
00:24:50all i can promise you
00:24:54is that i'll never leave you
00:24:55no matter what
00:24:55you're always in my heart
00:24:58you know that
00:24:59i want you to know i love you
00:25:03i love you too
00:25:04always and forever
00:25:05no matter what
00:25:07i love for you on that brand
00:25:10are we gonna get this right
00:25:14i promise you
00:25:15oh yeah
00:25:15it's a work in progress
00:25:17well like that's why i need you here
00:25:20like it's like i don't know
00:25:21i'm trying to navigate all this
00:25:22it's all brand new
00:25:23like eventually maybe even you
00:25:25would want to invest into it too
00:25:26you know what i'm saying
00:25:26like make it a family thing
00:25:27right
00:25:28you know hot shot in this
00:25:30jk and dad
00:25:31you know what i'm saying
00:25:32or whatever you know like
00:25:33i just gotta figure it all out
00:25:35you know in my life
00:25:37i've already lost a lot of people
00:25:38uh
00:25:39that mean a lot to me
00:25:41you know and
00:25:42and you only get one mother
00:25:43and one father in your life
00:25:45so
00:25:45i want to be on good terms with him
00:25:47you know i want to enjoy the time
00:25:48we have left together
00:25:49so uh
00:25:51what do you think about the financing and stuff
00:25:52um
00:25:53you know
00:25:53you'd be buying from me
00:25:55so we'd have to set something up
00:25:56all right
00:25:57um
00:25:57and we'll get back with you
00:25:58and just let me know when you're
00:25:59thank you for your time
00:26:00you're ready to take it
00:26:00yeah
00:26:01thank you for your time
00:26:02you too
00:26:02bonnie texted me saying i need to get there right now at our job
00:26:06i guess we're gonna go
00:26:07you want to go with me
00:26:08yeah
00:26:09we'll get something to eat
00:26:09yeah i'm hungry
00:26:11all right
00:26:11yeah
00:26:12okay
00:26:12what scares me about jk being out is that he's gonna give up because jk has a temper
00:26:23but i've noticed a positive mindset with jk today there was no anger there was no lashing
00:26:31out and i think that he's capable of staying headstrong
00:26:34what's up
00:26:39i gotta talk to you about something
00:26:42let me hide that over people
00:26:44i'm gonna get up here
00:26:45are we talking out here or what
00:26:47yeah
00:26:47i'm on break
00:26:49so what's up
00:26:50so
00:26:52brooke came up here earlier
00:26:54um
00:26:59when
00:26:59she's at work
00:27:04apparently not
00:27:08is he the guy that bought you a phone
00:27:16is he the guy who bought you three thousand dollars with the clothes
00:27:19is he the guy who picked you up out of prison
00:27:21no he's not
00:27:22so what's the plan with the magic
00:27:24don't let kiana find out
00:27:27hello
00:27:28he's in the safe mama's boy
00:27:33i'm not a mama
00:27:34yes you are
00:27:35if you want to pop some i'ma pop some too
00:27:37well i'm not ready to spend money on a
00:27:38wedding
00:27:39piece of
00:27:40we need
00:27:40who are you looking for
00:28:09where's will
00:28:11nobody out here but me
00:28:13where
00:28:15hi
00:28:16hey
00:28:17thank you
00:28:18you're welcome
00:28:18did you get the money i put on
00:28:20yeah
00:28:20thank you
00:28:21you're welcome
00:28:21what are you upset
00:28:23i don't know why will's not here
00:28:24he's supposed to be here to pick me up
00:28:27well come on it's cold
00:28:28let's get get in the car
00:28:29do you have stuff you need to pick up anywhere or
00:28:32yeah i gotta go to my halfway house and pick up my stuff
00:28:35um call will
00:28:38hey court
00:28:48um where are you i just got out of jail
00:28:53i'm in sacramento
00:28:55i can't believe that you're not here
00:28:58i'm your wife you're supposed to be here for me when i'm down
00:29:01well your husband needs you to actually be better
00:29:05the fact that will didn't come get me has me feeling stupid
00:29:10but i had like a feeling he was going to do that
00:29:13and that's why mark is here to pick me up
00:29:16if he's not going to be here then
00:29:19somebody else will
00:29:23i need you to actually try to be sober and you haven't even given that a thought
00:29:29how do you expect me to trust you
00:29:32i'm not a drug addict
00:29:34i know the decisions i made and i know that they were wrong
00:29:37but it's just this is my first time being sober as an adult
00:29:43and if you were here this would have never happened
00:29:46this didn't involve me at all courtney
00:29:49i wasn't there
00:29:50you did this to yourself
00:29:52take some personal accountability
00:29:54i made the decision to not go pick up courtney
00:29:57because i think me going to oregon every time she gets her ass in trouble
00:30:00that's just me enabling her
00:30:01and she needs to learn from this
00:30:02now i'm just trying to figure out how we recover any of this
00:30:06the interstate compact is shot out
00:30:08i
00:30:09well stop blaming me for this
00:30:14who picked you up
00:30:17mark picked me up
00:30:20who the is mark
00:30:21my friend who's actually been here for me and been taking care of me
00:30:25is he the guy that bought you a phone
00:30:27is he the guy who bought you three thousand dollars with the clothes
00:30:30is he the guy who picked you up out of prison
00:30:31no he's not
00:30:32i met mark through mutual friends
00:30:37five years ago
00:30:39to say he's my sugar daddy is
00:30:41i don't know kind of a label
00:30:42but like he helps me out with some cash every now and then
00:30:47and when i got out and will left
00:30:50mark stepped up
00:30:52at least mark doesn't bitch at me for when he sends me money
00:30:57like you only sent me three hundred dollars will
00:31:00like what am i supposed to do with that besides wipe my ass
00:31:03that dude come on
00:31:05i think mark understands
00:31:07understands what
00:31:09understands what that he wants to sleep with you so he's trying to pick you up
00:31:12i think it's pretty insulting
00:31:18that courtney's telling me that i don't understand
00:31:20and that mark somehow does better than me even
00:31:22now i don't even know if she's been cheating on me this whole time
00:31:26how are you going to find a new place to live
00:31:29i'm moving into a different halfway house
00:31:31i'm gonna have to pay rent now
00:31:34so are you gonna give me some money so i can get back on my feet
00:31:40you're expecting me to give you an allowance after you got out of jail
00:31:44for doing the exact opposite of what i asked you to do
00:31:48no
00:31:48no it's not happening
00:31:49oh my god
00:31:51this is so dope bro
00:31:52you're my husband will
00:31:54ask that
00:31:55that beat mark for money
00:31:57because i'm not talking about this right now
00:31:58bitch man
00:32:01i'm here for you
00:32:05okay
00:32:06you have me
00:32:07okay
00:32:09at this point i don't know where my marriage stands
00:32:11hey
00:32:13smile it's gonna be okay
00:32:15i'm starting to think that
00:32:19i don't know her as well as i thought i did
00:32:21i got you
00:32:24okay
00:32:25and we are talking about a hundred thousand dollars
00:32:32did you say a hundred thousand dollars
00:32:34where are you going
00:32:35i don't give a what the
00:32:36hello give me a second
00:32:41who's there
00:32:45we're five minutes out
00:32:51long journey on the bus ride
00:32:53you know
00:32:54for a little bit of training
00:32:55but it's over now
00:32:57we're pulling up to the bus station
00:33:06we're finally here
00:33:07we're here now
00:33:08we're waiting for the bus ride
00:33:10that's what it is
00:33:10he thinks i'm gonna take him to the halfway house
00:33:14he doesn't know
00:33:16that we got a whole situation
00:33:18you know waiting for him here
00:33:19it felt good being able to see my daughter
00:33:38and uh being able to hold her
00:33:40i see you jogging my hairstyle
00:33:41how you doing all right
00:33:46with mariah it was more so
00:33:51dealing with teenagers you know
00:33:53where's your car at
00:33:54aww
00:33:56are you gonna read it to her
00:33:57oh
00:33:57it hurt to be able to
00:34:00see me and understand that
00:34:02i'm not just talking to talk
00:34:04instead of showing within actions
00:34:06thank you man
00:34:07appreciate it
00:34:08i do care about our family
00:34:11and we're gonna continue to build
00:34:13aww
00:34:17yo what up
00:34:20you looking fly
00:34:23aww
00:34:25yay
00:34:27how's it going
00:34:29what's up baby
00:34:31i'm so happy to see you
00:34:33that was so good
00:34:35what's up dad
00:34:37what's up baby
00:34:37aww
00:34:43i'm good
00:34:44chilling
00:34:45checking out the clues you still got it
00:34:47he's been gone for about 11 years
00:34:51and uh it's been a long time coming
00:34:55my heart is overwhelmed with joy
00:34:58and i'm just so happy that he's home
00:35:00it just feels like a weight is lifted off of my shoulders
00:35:03i just feel so joyful i just feel so good right now man
00:35:08big group pigeon
00:35:09that's all right dj
00:35:10y'all got
00:35:11yeah
00:35:12all right babe we gotta get going to the halfway house
00:35:16all right okay
00:35:16we need to call uber and all that stuff okay
00:35:19so we can go
00:35:20all right that's all right
00:35:21keith has about three months
00:35:23in the halfway house
00:35:24which is about 25 minutes
00:35:27from where i currently live
00:35:29all right dad
00:35:30it's keedra
00:35:30all right y'all
00:35:32i love y'all too
00:35:34is anybody following us in the halfway house
00:35:38keira you can't go in the halfway house
00:35:40i am ready to be husband and wife on the street
00:35:44it's a building right here on the left
00:35:47y'all can get out and get my hug
00:35:49i'm ready to see him interact with our family
00:35:52i think it's a waste of time
00:35:54and this is a co-ed halfway house
00:35:59there's all these bold ass bitches
00:36:01okay so i gotta deal with that too
00:36:04i trust my husband
00:36:07them hoses
00:36:08the issue
00:36:09all right
00:36:11okay
00:36:14oh it's okay tell daddy bye
00:36:18i'm gonna walk you in there
00:36:23i'm just
00:36:25nervous
00:36:28stop
00:36:37who did this
00:36:49this is ridiculous
00:36:52things are gonna be changing in this house
00:36:54very very soon
00:36:55mike let's go
00:37:00we gotta go
00:37:00bye guys
00:37:01love you dad
00:37:03love you too
00:37:03today justina and i are meeting with
00:37:06jay and missy
00:37:07our friends
00:37:07we're gonna look at a spot
00:37:09to run a vip barbershop
00:37:11jay and i we've already done the agreement
00:37:14but justina and i aren't really on the same page
00:37:16so when it comes to this barbershop venture
00:37:19jay's gonna be there day in and day out
00:37:22every week we're gonna get a check from everyone who owns a chair in there
00:37:26see what i'm saying
00:37:27yeah
00:37:28before you know people know me for selling drugs and now it's i have zero criminal activity
00:37:34i gotta apply my hustle to a different thing and change the drug
00:37:37this is where we have to all be in the corners of what's going on
00:37:41i don't want her to feel like she doesn't have a voice in the project but if she believes in me she'll agree with whatever i'm saying
00:37:47i just want to make sure that it is it is very clear
00:37:51i can handle the finances
00:37:53that's number one
00:37:55i've already told mike multiple times that i'd rather invest our money into our wedding
00:38:00than another business venture
00:38:02is this the place
00:38:04in here
00:38:05i'm not really interested in today
00:38:12jay what's up
00:38:13man i like that jacket bro
00:38:16yeah
00:38:16you look like you're flying man
00:38:18look at you look at you
00:38:19spits me miss me
00:38:20you look at you fly
00:38:21how you guys been
00:38:24good bro
00:38:25yeah
00:38:25looking at the spot
00:38:27see what you guys think
00:38:28got you
00:38:29right off the rip
00:38:31it's two in the back for me
00:38:33and you know
00:38:34this looks like little offices
00:38:36i just want it to look so freaking nice is undeniable
00:38:38yeah
00:38:39that's really it
00:38:40look like out of a magazine
00:38:41i want
00:38:42i want our barbers
00:38:43to have their space
00:38:45and not feel like they're on top of each other
00:38:47so we gotta go bigger
00:38:48yeah yeah
00:38:48you know
00:38:49you're selling the experience
00:38:50blow that up on social media
00:38:52it's easy
00:38:54i want them to get a 250 dollar experience
00:38:57experience
00:38:57makes everyone feel like a celebrity here
00:39:01but how much do you think this is all really gonna cost
00:39:04we are talking about a hundred thousand dollars here bro
00:39:09did you say a hundred thousand dollars
00:39:12this is probably what it's gonna take
00:39:15i'm telling you now
00:39:16that would be towards the stations
00:39:18towards the build out
00:39:20but i don't want it to come out of the wedding budget
00:39:23okay well
00:39:24i don't want it to come out of the wedding budget either
00:39:27but i'm not trying to have our wedding on credit
00:39:30either
00:39:31i'm willing to compromise
00:39:33but i just don't want to see all the money go to
00:39:35just like another business
00:39:36yeah baby you're bringing in
00:39:37like wedding stuff into a business meeting
00:39:40that has something to do with
00:39:41moving forward financially
00:39:43okay
00:39:44a wedding is not gonna do stuff for us financially
00:39:46no offense
00:39:47if we throw that money towards the wedding
00:39:51we're not making back
00:39:52that's all i'm saying
00:39:55i don't those memories
00:39:56can i ask you guys something
00:40:02would you guys be willing to like postpone the wedding
00:40:06yeah
00:40:07wait hold on i'm sorry i'm sorry hold on
00:40:12you say like yeah right away
00:40:14yeah
00:40:14what if like you know
00:40:20we start the barbershop
00:40:21it gets going
00:40:22it's booming
00:40:23you guys can use some of that income
00:40:25to make the wedding you want
00:40:28it's a great idea
00:40:30that's like a great idea
00:40:31and i'm gonna tell you why
00:40:32because like she said
00:40:34we can use the money
00:40:34i don't even want to hear why
00:40:35don't be rude to me okay
00:40:37no i don't even want to hear why
00:40:38you need to hear why
00:40:39this is what it
00:40:40this is what it takes to be a partner
00:40:42you need to hear why
00:40:43this is what you keep doing
00:40:45you keep bringing personal
00:40:46to this meeting like
00:40:47this is unfair
00:40:48oh my god
00:40:49you don't finish your meeting
00:40:50okay
00:40:51why are you gonna do that
00:40:53me and my wedding
00:40:53we'll go elsewhere
00:40:54where are you going
00:40:56i don't give a
00:40:56i don't give a
00:40:57what the
00:40:57come here
00:40:58ass
00:40:59yo
00:41:01leave me alone
00:41:02why would you do that
00:41:02cause you're rude
00:41:04you're rude
00:41:05leave me alone
00:41:07this thing
00:41:07hello
00:41:08are you not listening
00:41:09i'm talking to you
00:41:10i don't care
00:41:11i'm done listening
00:41:13does he not know
00:41:18there's many men out there
00:41:19that would love to take that place
00:41:21have you ever been intimate with my
00:41:24yeah we can spend more time together
00:41:26all i'd want
00:41:28you need to
00:41:29you're not in my
00:41:30you're not in my
00:42:00i'm on my way to court
00:42:05in bullhead city arizona
00:42:07it's like a seven hour drive
00:42:09there and back
00:42:10this morning was real cut and dry
00:42:12um i got up
00:42:14and i left
00:42:15here we are
00:42:15i didn't say goodbye
00:42:17like even though it's good to like
00:42:18have support in court
00:42:19and i know bianca would want to fill that role
00:42:21i just wanted to be separate
00:42:23i need that space
00:42:24and i can't deal with her complaining
00:42:26the whole way there and back
00:42:27anyways
00:42:28i'm really unsure on how this poor thing is going to go
00:42:34you know this is a very old case
00:42:37today i brought with me
00:42:40financial statements
00:42:42my certificates
00:42:43that i've got at prison
00:42:45like the substance abuse class
00:42:48and the dui class
00:42:49i'm glad that i get to come to court still
00:42:52and i get to present myself and correct it
00:42:55i mean the severity of this situation is just immense
00:42:59um i could go back to prison over this
00:43:01i'm not going to be that revolving door when it comes to jail
00:43:06like
00:43:06i had my taste for it
00:43:08it's not for me
00:43:11six years ago i was a very different person
00:43:13i mean the person who shoplifted who was motivated to steal
00:43:17uh was heavily induced in drugs
00:43:21i'm not that guy anymore
00:43:23if daniel gets rearrested i do not think i can put myself in
00:43:29another prison relationship because it's so
00:43:34exhausting but he's been treating me like trash and honestly i don't deserve that
00:43:40i sent him like a couple text messages just like checking in on him
00:43:44and he hasn't responded
00:43:46like i can't read his mind
00:43:48ready sushi
00:43:50daniel and i adopted sushi
00:43:54about a month ago
00:43:56kind of before he went crazy
00:43:58hello
00:44:00hi welcome to furballs
00:44:01this is sushi
00:44:02hi sushi
00:44:03do you know if i could let him out on like a leash
00:44:06yeah we can do that
00:44:07he makes me very happy
00:44:09and he's been my buddy through all of this bulls**t
00:44:12do you make smaller ones
00:44:15this is the smallest
00:44:17hey katie
00:44:18hi
00:44:19welcome to furballs
00:44:22thank you
00:44:23we're trying on stuff
00:44:24katie is my old neighbor
00:44:28from our first apartment in scottsdale
00:44:31she's 10 years older than me
00:44:33and so she has a lot of life advice to give me
00:44:38and i feel like i need that at this point in time
00:44:41i need to get sushi something
00:44:44to like chill from all the chaos from daniel
00:44:47sounds like he needs a punching bag
00:44:49a punching bag
00:44:49stop that's actually really cute
00:44:52he had court today
00:44:53oh my goodness
00:44:55for an old like shoplifting charge
00:44:57from like six years ago
00:44:58if he didn't look in his email
00:45:01like a day before
00:45:03and figure that out
00:45:04he would get arrested
00:45:05but i feel like that just goes to show
00:45:07like
00:45:08how he's just not
00:45:09on the right path right now
00:45:12like he's just not being himself
00:45:13that's my perspective on it though
00:45:15i don't know what he's feeling
00:45:17and that
00:45:18is annoying
00:45:19like he just doesn't know how to communicate
00:45:21it feels like
00:45:22have you ever
00:45:22thought about writing to him
00:45:24like y'all used to do
00:45:26when you were healing
00:45:27and he was supportive and communicative
00:45:28i feel like if i wrote him a letter right now
00:45:31he would like crumble it up
00:45:32and throw it out
00:45:32red flag
00:45:34i just i don't think he cares
00:45:38about the relationship
00:45:39about me
00:45:40about anything
00:45:41about himself
00:45:42his freedom even
00:45:43or he doesn't see how it's affecting me
00:45:45i think he only sees my faults
00:45:46that's what it feels like
00:45:47like
00:45:48that's sad
00:45:49i don't know how to like
00:45:51fix it
00:45:54i'm concerned about you
00:45:56yeah
00:45:57would you let me go through those things
00:45:59i just
00:46:00i miss the old him
00:46:01and i think that
00:46:04is what really
00:46:05is keeping me
00:46:06here
00:46:07he was someone
00:46:08that
00:46:10um
00:46:10was very supportive
00:46:11in the beginning
00:46:12and now he's out
00:46:14and he's actually in the real world
00:46:15he's showing you who he is right now
00:46:18daniel having court
00:46:20and almost missing it
00:46:22and also avoiding
00:46:23uh relationship issues with bianca
00:46:26that need to be communicated
00:46:27i think it all correlates to each other
00:46:29i feel like he's in an avoidance stage
00:46:31maybe it's self-destruction
00:46:33maybe it's being out of prison
00:46:35and living on his own
00:46:36and wanting to be independent
00:46:38but
00:46:39she allows
00:46:40daniel to take her down
00:46:41i don't want that for her
00:46:43what
00:46:45are you willing to tolerate
00:46:46for your future
00:46:47i mean i know you're young
00:46:50but
00:46:50i don't want you to get hurt
00:46:52and it could get worse
00:46:54does he not know
00:47:03there's many men out there
00:47:04that would love to take that place
00:47:06have you ever been intimate with madrid
00:47:09i love you gordon
00:47:09so what's the plan with the madrid
00:47:12don't let kiana find out
00:47:15hello
00:47:15i can't believe this
00:47:17what up
00:47:20we'll get this stuff done today okay
00:47:31i gotcha
00:47:32okay
00:47:33hope you're gonna have a good day today
00:47:36when we get to the pathway house
00:47:47i'm gonna have you wait in the car
00:47:50because
00:47:51you can't come in
00:47:52that's fine
00:47:53i can wait
00:47:54i've waited this long
00:47:55oh god
00:47:56i'm on my way to the old halfway house
00:47:59to get my stuff
00:48:01because
00:48:01i was kicked out
00:48:03after going to jail
00:48:05i found this new halfway house
00:48:10from
00:48:10danny
00:48:11he's been such a huge support
00:48:13he introduced me to one of his friends
00:48:15who manages it
00:48:16but
00:48:17it's only temporary
00:48:19so
00:48:19i'm still gonna have to figure something out
00:48:21especially because
00:48:23the interstate compact got denied
00:48:24are you okay
00:48:28i will be
00:48:31i didn't plan for any of this to happen like this
00:48:35you know
00:48:35i mean were you just going wild with ghb
00:48:38that's the thing
00:48:38i wasn't going like crazy
00:48:40and like
00:48:41like on like
00:48:42some bender
00:48:43you know
00:48:44like i literally
00:48:45like had like
00:48:46used it the night before
00:48:47parole and probation came
00:48:49i was introduced to ghb
00:48:53through
00:48:54people in portland
00:48:57before i even went to prison
00:48:58it's kind of like lean
00:49:00makes you feel like
00:49:02you're drunk
00:49:03without drinking
00:49:05i was fighting with will
00:49:08about how i don't communicate enough with him
00:49:11and i couldn't relax
00:49:14so i did
00:49:17and end up running into one of my old friends from the past
00:49:20that's how i got my hands on the ghb
00:49:24i can't believe that will like is acting the way that he's acting about this whole situation
00:49:33not once has he been like you're stronger than this like don't let this beat you down
00:49:39like don't let this get to you
00:49:40like that's what i need right now
00:49:42so in other words if you do something that disappoints me
00:49:45if i was will
00:49:46then you would want me to embrace you instead of push you away
00:49:50because that's what it sounds like he's doing is pushing you away
00:49:52because you made a mistake
00:49:54yeah
00:49:54that's not a significant other
00:49:57that's not a husband
00:49:58you fell down
00:49:59you picked yourself back up
00:50:00you realize your mistake
00:50:01and you move forward
00:50:02and you have the people around you that care and love you
00:50:04and want the best for you
00:50:06instead of making you feel bad
00:50:07and does he not know there's many men out there
00:50:10that would love to take that place
00:50:11Mark
00:50:16just saying
00:50:17it didn't even sound happy
00:50:20that you were out
00:50:21you know
00:50:22yeah
00:50:23i was like woohoo
00:50:24jump to the shower
00:50:25get in the car
00:50:26and come pick you up
00:50:27have you ever been intimate with Mark
00:50:30i've never been intimate with Mark
00:50:34and i will never in a million lifetimes
00:50:37will i ever
00:50:38i do not have feelings for Mark
00:50:42i care about Mark
00:50:43he's my friend
00:50:43but like
00:50:44no
00:50:46never
00:50:47i'm just upset
00:50:49because
00:50:50i know that i let will down
00:50:53and
00:50:54i do want to fix things between us
00:50:56but
00:50:57he promised to like
00:50:59financially support me
00:51:00and
00:51:01he hasn't done that
00:51:03he's sent me like three hundred dollars
00:51:05maybe
00:51:06if that
00:51:06you know
00:51:07and it's like
00:51:08i get that you spent like
00:51:09tens of thousands of dollars
00:51:11to be here
00:51:11but like
00:51:12you're
00:51:12he's also throwing that in my face too
00:51:14ugh
00:51:16hey
00:51:17hey
00:51:18don't stress on it
00:51:19f*** him
00:51:21yeah
00:51:22kind of distance yourself a little bit
00:51:23but
00:51:24you know
00:51:24i understand you were working on your relationship
00:51:26i would love not to have to rely on anyone
00:51:29and especially Mark
00:51:31for money
00:51:32but
00:51:33when Will
00:51:34says he's gonna
00:51:35leave me a credit card
00:51:36or give me a thousand dollars a month allowance
00:51:38and he doesn't
00:51:40like
00:51:40that just
00:51:41makes me happy to rely
00:51:43on other people
00:51:44that are not him
00:51:45i love you Bernie
00:51:46i love you too
00:51:47and the fact that
00:51:49the interstate compact
00:51:50got denied
00:51:51it's
00:51:52it's a good thing
00:51:53it'll give
00:51:53yeah
00:51:54yeah we can spend more time together
00:51:55yeah
00:51:58i guess that's right
00:51:59i feel like i've always
00:52:01have
00:52:02found myself
00:52:03relying
00:52:04on men
00:52:05and
00:52:05it's
00:52:06f***ing rad
00:52:07this is the halfway house
00:52:09okay
00:52:10i'm gonna go get my stuff
00:52:12and i'll be right back
00:52:12okay
00:52:13i'll be here with you
00:52:15but
00:52:15honestly like
00:52:18i'm willing to
00:52:20do whatever it takes
00:52:22to get by
00:52:23you out here
00:52:34you out here lying
00:52:34what's the difference
00:52:35between you and alex
00:52:36stupid ass bitch
00:52:37so what's the plan
00:52:39with the madric
00:52:40when's the last time
00:52:42you guys
00:52:43let's do it
00:52:43you're gonna have to have
00:52:45some kind of communication
00:52:46with this girl
00:52:47i'll make a meatloaf
00:52:57tonight for dinner
00:52:57i offer to cook
00:52:59whenever
00:53:00like you know
00:53:00i'll ask kathy or david
00:53:02like hey
00:53:02do y'all have dinner
00:53:03plans already
00:53:04typically i try to find
00:53:06like something you know
00:53:06that they already have
00:53:07the ingredients for
00:53:09because i don't have
00:53:11the money to buy stuff
00:53:11you know just
00:53:18trying to make sure
00:53:19i'm being enough help
00:53:21all while you know
00:53:23making sure that
00:53:25i'm able to do all these
00:53:25things at my house
00:53:27when i'm there
00:53:27and for my kids too
00:53:29hello
00:53:31hi how was work
00:53:33tiring
00:53:34long day
00:53:36that's why i'm late
00:53:37smells good
00:53:39thanks
00:53:40i've been staying
00:53:42at kathy's house
00:53:43for a couple of days
00:53:44and my mom
00:53:45has been watching
00:53:46the boys
00:53:47where were you
00:53:48working at today
00:53:48um
00:53:50i was just doing
00:53:51my uh
00:53:52merchandising
00:53:53job
00:53:55oh okay
00:53:56yeah
00:53:57i do feel bad
00:53:59about lying
00:54:00about working
00:54:01but
00:54:01kathy does not
00:54:03think me and jk
00:54:04are ready to be
00:54:05parents together
00:54:06like i don't want
00:54:08to put all these
00:54:09extra people
00:54:09in our problems
00:54:11what's up y'all
00:54:13hey baby
00:54:14hey babe
00:54:15what y'all got going on
00:54:16um
00:54:17just waiting on you
00:54:18so we can eat
00:54:18oh yeah
00:54:20i don't need that
00:54:25why
00:54:26why
00:54:27i got my own food
00:54:28you're not gonna eat
00:54:30dinner
00:54:30that i cooked
00:54:31no
00:54:32yes
00:54:34you're not gonna eat
00:54:36what i made
00:54:37no i'm good on that
00:54:38that i do something like
00:54:41what's the problem
00:54:43i didn't get a
00:54:47hey babe
00:54:48a kiss
00:54:49a hug
00:54:50a nothing
00:54:50it was great
00:54:52anything you just
00:54:54never
00:54:54no
00:54:56just work
00:54:56i went by bonnie's job
00:55:00today
00:55:00you seen her
00:55:03yeah
00:55:05how'd that go
00:55:07it was alright
00:55:08got me some food
00:55:10talked about some things
00:55:13i think we need to talk
00:55:17about why you ain't
00:55:18told me you lost
00:55:19your job
00:55:19it ain't even about
00:55:25having a job
00:55:25it's about stability
00:55:27you know what i'm saying
00:55:27it's about getting something
00:55:29and holding on to it
00:55:30i don't even know if i can trust brooke
00:55:34you know she's been lying about this
00:55:35lying about that
00:55:36it just made me think like
00:55:37what else is she lying about
00:55:38how the f*** am i supposed to have a kid
00:55:41with somebody who's lying
00:55:42about where she's at
00:55:43and what she's doing
00:55:44the lies
00:55:45the sneaky
00:55:45like you doing the same
00:55:46like alex did
00:55:47what the f***
00:55:48did you just say to me
00:55:49about alex
00:55:49f*** all that
00:55:51why are you lying
00:55:51why are you lying
00:55:53why are you lying
00:55:54you want me to be like alex
00:55:55i can do that
00:55:57maybe then you'd want me
00:55:59well grow the f***
00:56:01but stop lying
00:56:02eat my f***
00:56:04what the f***
00:56:07i begged her not to tell him
00:56:12being dishonest does not
00:56:14help a situation at all
00:56:16i think you need to go out there
00:56:18and talk to him
00:56:18i think brooke lying is a terrible mistake
00:56:25because you can't start a relationship
00:56:27based on lies and distrust and dishonesty
00:56:30and you can't raise a child if you ain't got a job
00:56:34if you can't keep a job
00:56:35so can we talk now
00:56:46what you got to say to me
00:56:48you can sit down
00:56:52we can have a conversation
00:56:54with you sitting down
00:56:55what you got to say to me
00:56:55sit down
00:56:56like why are you standing
00:56:58you had eight jobs in the last year
00:56:59the whole time i was down
00:57:00now you ain't had a job more than a month at a time in three years
00:57:03and where the f*** is your job
00:57:04bitch i'm getting a job
00:57:05when
00:57:06i'm waiting to get a job
00:57:07you know my f*** situation
00:57:09you've been locked up for over six years
00:57:11and you think you just got life figured the f*** out don't you
00:57:13better than you obviously you can't even keep a f*** job
00:57:16you out here lying and f*** all those other bulls
00:57:18what's the difference between you and alex
00:57:19there's a big f*** difference between me and alex
00:57:21i lied about not having a f*** job
00:57:23i didn't lie about it being out here f***ing the world
00:57:25everything you've been lying about everything
00:57:27i'm not trying to hit a whole f***
00:57:28i lied one time
00:57:29i lied one f***ing time
00:57:31you did the same f***ing thing
00:57:32but you were at your f***ing exercise
00:57:34and you need to catch your ass back to witty
00:57:35that's the f*** you need to do
00:57:36i can catch it right on my own f***ing
00:57:38I got my own
00:57:39get the f***ing out of my house
00:57:40i'll leave whenever the f***ing I'm ready to do it
00:57:42stupid ass bitch
00:57:42you done arguing
00:57:54i'm done
00:57:55been done
00:57:56i gotta get ready for work
00:57:58mm-hmm
00:57:58yeah
00:57:59next time give me a lips
00:58:01i got some lips for you
00:58:04yeah
00:58:04i don't want them
00:58:05you gonna get them anyway
00:58:07you driving
00:58:14hold on
00:58:15you said you was taking me to work
00:58:17okay
00:58:18not i was taking myself
00:58:19so that means you were supposed to be driving
00:58:21nah we can pay rock scissors though
00:58:22we can
00:58:23alright
00:58:23let's get it
00:58:24let's go
00:58:25alright
00:58:25ready
00:58:25yeah
00:58:26ah
00:58:30you're driving
00:58:32get them keys
00:58:32even though
00:58:34i'm
00:58:34constantly disrespected
00:58:36by his baby mama
00:58:37thank you
00:58:38yes ma'am
00:58:38let's have some good friends
00:58:39our relationship together is pretty fun
00:58:42oh we can too
00:58:44man
00:58:46get in the car
00:58:47get in the car
00:58:48we can be ourselves
00:58:50we're best friends
00:58:52we can talk about anything
00:58:53we can do anything together
00:58:55agree
00:58:56very well said
00:58:57i think she forgot the part where you know
00:58:59i'll be up in them cheeks
00:59:01but that's
00:59:01you feel me that's it
00:59:02everything else
00:59:03nobody knows
00:59:04okay
00:59:05what if they did know they know now
00:59:07it's crystal clear
00:59:08yeah i'll make sure i give you my kisses before work
00:59:15alright baby
00:59:15alright
00:59:16finally took you 15 years to come to the door
00:59:30how was school
00:59:32school is good
00:59:35i'm ready for it to be done
00:59:36i definitely needed you as a model
00:59:38so i can get my hours and stuff
00:59:40of course
00:59:40and i got some uh
00:59:42girl got my own little brand
00:59:44let me check it out
00:59:46you know
00:59:46your own little makeup
00:59:47just beauty
00:59:49yes
00:59:50my dad was
00:59:52locked up
00:59:53um
00:59:54uh
00:59:55pretty much
00:59:55all of my life
00:59:56and my mom
00:59:57she always works
00:59:58so my grandmother raised me
01:00:00that's nice
01:00:01all of my products and stuff
01:00:02which is why i started my own business
01:00:05i want to be able to give
01:00:07my whole family
01:00:08not just me and my kids
01:00:10some time to relax
01:00:11you already cleaned your face
01:00:12so i'm relaxed
01:00:13i just got on moisturizer
01:00:14okay
01:00:14me and my kids went through a lot
01:00:17when the mother went to jail
01:00:19so i just want to work on being a better
01:00:22a better mother to my babies
01:00:24i really want to be somebody
01:00:27who inspired them in life
01:00:29somebody who gave them
01:00:30the right direction in life
01:00:32so what's the plan with the magic
01:00:36he would probably want us together
01:00:38if it was up to him
01:00:40he came over there the other night
01:00:42like
01:00:43oh my gosh
01:00:45like does she know that
01:00:46no
01:00:46when is the last time
01:00:49you guys
01:00:49look together
01:00:49i can get it when i want it
01:00:53and
01:00:54i'll just leave it at that
01:00:56don't let kiana find out
01:01:00and then she do
01:01:01oh
01:01:02i don't know why
01:01:03demondra always come back to me
01:01:05you gotta
01:01:05you gotta ask him that
01:01:07maybe
01:01:08it's
01:01:09it's
01:01:09the faucet
01:01:10i feel like you just can't force the man
01:01:16if he gonna lay where he wanna lay at
01:01:18and i feel like she might as well accept this
01:01:20while she still can
01:01:22for her life go down the journey
01:01:24did he come back yet
01:01:28yeah
01:01:29and
01:01:30he just came back
01:01:31i'm weary girl
01:01:32tell me what he's gonna do this time
01:01:34that's gonna be different
01:01:35be faithful
01:01:37focus
01:01:38take care of family
01:01:40provide
01:01:40be loving
01:01:41do what he's supposed to do
01:01:43do you feel like you can
01:01:45be cool with her
01:01:46like i mean
01:01:47not right now
01:01:47not today
01:01:48so no
01:01:48kiana
01:01:49pipe down sis
01:01:50at like some point though
01:01:52maybe one day
01:01:54we'll pray about it
01:01:55eventually
01:01:56you're gonna have to have
01:01:57some kind of communication
01:01:58with this girl
01:01:59i'm not thinking about it
01:02:00i'm not talking about it
01:02:00like
01:02:01that's it
01:02:02kiana's naive
01:02:05for sure
01:02:06has a lot of growing
01:02:07and maturing to do
01:02:08do you feel like it's died down
01:02:09with you and her
01:02:10no
01:02:11i don't feel like the peace
01:02:13is gonna come
01:02:13because i feel like
01:02:14they both have very strong
01:02:16feelings for him
01:02:17and one person
01:02:18is not gonna be happy
01:02:20either kiana or joela
01:02:22man kiana
01:02:25i just feel like
01:02:27she's doing too much
01:02:27it's too much
01:02:28you're doing too much
01:02:29to have him
01:02:30let me show you
01:02:31what she did
01:02:32look at this
01:02:33i was like
01:02:34now why you put the
01:02:35ugly one
01:02:35you could have
01:02:36you could have
01:02:37did something different
01:02:38you can have him
01:02:39back now
01:02:40but proceeds to chase
01:02:41and chase
01:02:42like this is just
01:02:43messy
01:02:44and i just feel like
01:02:46what does she gain
01:02:47out of it
01:02:48you
01:02:48you calling me
01:02:50desperate for a man
01:02:51i done have for seven years
01:02:52it's delusional
01:02:53i was just about to say
01:02:54how do it make sense
01:02:56i ain't willing to put up
01:02:57with when it come to kiana
01:02:58what i'm not too big on just being in a whole bunch of drama but kiana pushed me too far
01:03:19give me a second
01:03:20give me a second
01:03:21give me a second
01:03:21give me a second
01:03:23i can't believe this hope
01:03:24like are you serious right now
01:03:26kiana
01:03:26i can't believe this hope
01:03:28like are you serious right now
01:03:33kiana
01:03:35what the was that
01:03:39like i literally just had to take your mic off
01:03:45i can't believe this hope
01:03:48like are you serious right now
01:03:51kiana
01:03:52oh you done did
01:03:55she deserved it
01:03:58i hope she's okay
01:03:59come on out
01:04:00we're ready
01:04:00no
01:04:02kiana
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