00:00Chicken Jockey
00:30I know you told your friend you're not okay
00:39And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way
00:45Cause you're trying to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away
00:51But I've known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to grey
00:57As you fade away
00:59As you fade away
01:06Yeah, I'm about to fade away
01:11Cause every time I wake up I feel like it's Monday
01:14Something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain
01:17All of a sudden I don't look at anything the same way
01:20Gotta build up all my thoughts sitting in an ashtray
01:23I'm sorry that I'm so inconvenient, okay
01:26Just let me be me, and I'll stay out of your way
01:28I can see the way you look at me, I'm such a disgrace
01:31I never really asked to be brought into this place
01:34You wanna love me, well then baby have a taste
01:37All the highs and the lows, no you'll never be the same
01:40I don't really wanna hurt you, but I can't control the pain
01:43If you're sticking by my side, maybe we could be okay
01:46Okay, okay, maybe you could be the change I need today
01:51I promise that I'll never melt this way
01:55I really hope that you
01:56Losing time, I'm fading fast
02:08I just wanna make it last
02:10Try to let go of the past
02:12I close my eyes and burst the blast
02:14Sleepless nights and headache stack
02:16Restlessness to hell and back
02:18What's my purpose, what do I grab?
02:19Had a slippery surface, a heart attack
02:22And sometimes you just gotta believe
02:26There's something that'll give you relief
02:30There's something that'll have what you need
02:35What you need
02:36We're broken, it's tragic
02:39We're not all elastic
02:41But maybe there's magic
02:43Believe you can...
02:45Chicken jocky
03:13But if I lay down and I play dead
03:18And I stay dead
03:19Baby, you'll get sick of being a monster
03:22Out of my head, under my bed
03:25Thinking something
03:26Out of my nightmares
03:29See me right there
03:32But if I lay down and I play dead
03:35And I stay dead
03:36Then you'll get bored of killing me
03:39Silhouettes of you are like a taunt
03:42Never really know just what you want
03:45With you I don't ever feel calm
03:48I can feel the sweat inside my palms
03:51Play with me like cats and a string
03:53You don't understand the pain it brings
03:56You don't ever wanna give me wings
03:59You don't ever wanna set me free
04:02You know I'm addicted to you
04:04And it's twisted you've been gifted with the evil voodoo
04:06Got me coming back for more even when I've been screwed
04:09Dolls full of pins
04:11Pierce my heart straight through
04:12I got issues in my head
04:15I like you in my bed
04:16But you keep me on read
04:18Oh, everything is like a test
04:21I better not text or I'll come off desperate
04:23But if I lay down and I play dead
04:26And I stay dead
04:27Baby, you'll get sick of being a monster
04:30Out of my head, under my bed
04:32Thinking something out of my nightmares
04:36Sit me right there
04:40But if I lay down and I play dead
04:43And I stay dead
04:44Then will you get bored of killing me?
04:47So if I play dead
04:48Will you regret
04:49Everything that you did
04:51That you said
04:52I don't think you understand what you're doing
04:55And my heart's black and blue from the bruising
04:58I feel like
04:59When I'm with you I'm losing
05:00I feel like
05:02You think that this amusing
05:03Sitting there gaslighting and confusing
05:06Was it me?
05:07Is it me?
05:08Am I deluded?
05:09I'm the one who's always sorry at conclusion
05:12Even though I offer all of the solutions
05:14I wish you loved me like I love you
05:17It's stupid
05:17When I'm alone with you I never feel lucid
05:20I wish I wasn't struck by Cupid
05:23I wish when I first saw you I knew this
05:26When I'm with you I feel so useless
05:29I feel diluted
05:30My heart's been wounded
05:32Silhouettes of you are like a time
05:35Never really noticed what you want
05:38With you I don't ever feel calm
05:41I can feel the sweat inside my palm
05:43Play with me like cats and a string
05:46You don't understand the pain it brings
05:49You don't ever wanna give me wings
05:52You don't ever wanna set me free
05:55But if I lay down and I play dead
05:59And I stay dead
06:00Baby you'll get
06:01Sick of being a monster
06:03Out of my head
06:04Under my bed
06:05Chicken dropping
06:06I can feel something out of my life
06:09See me right there
06:13But if I lay down and I'll pay
06:15But if I lay down and I'll pay
06:16To keep your sleep
06:19I start eating
06:24I'm Maker
06:24I should also 15 minutes
06:25Must end the program
06:27After going
06:28Until 18 months
06:29I'm going to jump
06:30To be a little bit
06:31I love定
06:32I love定
06:33I love定
06:34I love定
06:35I love定
06:36I love定
06:36I love定
06:37I love定
06:38I love定
06:39I love定
06:40I love定
06:41Let's get it!
06:48Here, let's try it!
06:56He took him from the last minute
07:02Let's go.
07:32Let's go.
08:02See you soon!
08:32I don't know.
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