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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Acqu γenza di Napoli strade.
00:01:33летpicholo di nascado.
00:01:36Sia figli dell'affetto.
00:01:41Shit.
00:01:45Campando mio partito.
00:01:50La presenza..?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53Non c'è la presenza.
00:01:54C'è quella ?
00:01:55Possar место?
00:01:58Mi senti alla tua.
00:01:59what do you think?
00:02:12she has lost her purse
00:02:13no, it's not nothing
00:02:15no, she didn't have to shoot her
00:02:17there's nothing
00:02:19let me give her a minute
00:02:20she wasn't here
00:02:21one moment
00:02:22no, no, no
00:02:23no, no, no
00:02:24no, no, no, no
00:02:26no, no, no
00:02:27no, no, no
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need, we need, we need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:22Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:53Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:05Five, seven, seven, seven.
00:04:07Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33I don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51want to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:55All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:03I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05What does that mean?
00:05:07Nothing.
00:05:09Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:13I always have. You know that?
00:05:19You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:21You have my support.
00:05:25I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:33Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:39I never mind.
00:05:47Do you know that?
00:05:49I don't know.
00:05:50Do you know that?
00:05:52Do you know that?
00:05:54Yes, sir?
00:05:55Do you know that?
00:05:57Yes, sir?
00:05:58Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:00Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:21Do you think he recognised a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you, too.
00:07:19Love you.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:42Do you feel okay?
00:07:43Do you feel okay?
00:07:44Do you feel okay?
00:07:45Do you feel okay?
00:07:46Do you feel okay?
00:07:47Do you feel okay?
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00:07:49Do you feel okay?
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00:07:51Do you feel okay?
00:07:52Do you feel okay?
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00:07:55Do you feel okay?
00:07:56Do you feel okay?
00:07:57Do you feel okay?
00:07:58Do you feel okay?
00:07:59Do you feel okay?
00:08:00Do you feel okay?
00:08:01Do you feel okay?
00:08:02Do you feel okay?
00:08:03Do you feel okay?
00:08:04Do you feel okay?
00:08:05Do you feel okay?
00:08:06Do you feel okay?
00:08:07Do you feel okay?
00:08:08Do you feel okay?
00:08:09I don't know.
00:08:39I don't know.
00:09:09Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27Yeah.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:30He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:43Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:48How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:38No.
00:15:38No.
00:15:39No.
00:15:40No.
00:15:41No.
00:15:42No.
00:15:43No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49One.
00:15:4910, please.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5410.
00:15:5510.
00:15:5610.
00:15:5710.
00:15:5810?
00:15:5910.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:03If you can catch it.
00:16:09Grazie.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:51In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:18You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:31in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:37No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, it's a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:44But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:04I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:08so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know,
00:18:13is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway.
00:18:20So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:24so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:29easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect,
00:18:39ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:41and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:02My feelings to quedar-blown.
00:19:11Oh-oh-oh-oh, my students.
00:19:15My kids are up to show up.
00:19:18Okay.
00:19:23Let's talk DR?
00:19:27Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36Come on.
00:20:37Come on.
00:20:38Come on.
00:20:39Come on.
00:20:40Come on.
00:20:41Come on.
00:20:42Come on.
00:20:44Come on.
00:20:45Come on.
00:20:46Come on.
00:20:51I'm impressed.
00:20:52...quando de scioglia...
00:20:55...segna maggiore la vista, tierra e d'alma.
00:21:05I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:22Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:52I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35I can't laugh.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things and...
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15What?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I'm sorry.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Un compleanno.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Come over here.
00:26:36You ready?
00:26:37What do you mean I'm ready?
00:26:38You ready?
00:26:39What?
00:26:40Grab my hand.
00:26:41Wait.
00:26:42Go, go, go.
00:26:43Oh my god.
00:26:44Oh my gosh.
00:26:45Oh no.
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinerie.
00:26:56Hey, please.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Oh my god.
00:27:01Oh god.
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06Go back in real estate.
00:27:09We can't pay me.
00:27:10I'm gotta go back.
00:27:11No, no!
00:27:12Hey, hey.
00:27:14Oh god.
00:27:15Hey.
00:27:16Oh god.
00:27:17Hey.
00:27:18Hey.
00:27:20Hey.
00:27:22Hey.
00:27:23Hey.
00:27:24Yeah, yeah.
00:27:26It would make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Is it true?
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:16Can we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:38Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go...
00:28:52catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36Thanks.
00:29:40Yes.
00:29:54Yes.
00:30:28You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's it.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30You've got some pastries.
00:31:34You're still asleep?
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38You've got some pastries.
00:31:41You're still asleep?
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44You've got some pastries.
00:31:45You're still asleep?
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48You're still asleep?
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41Jane.
00:32:42Jane.
00:32:43Jane.
00:32:44Jane.
00:32:45Jane.
00:32:46Jane.
00:32:47Jane.
00:32:48Jane.
00:32:49Jane.
00:32:50Jane.
00:32:51Jane.
00:32:52Jane.
00:32:53You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:03At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:22Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:42The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:46The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:49I'd like that.
00:33:51Jane?
00:33:52Oh my God.
00:33:53This is Caleb.
00:33:54Hi.
00:33:55No, no.
00:33:56We were just talking about you.
00:33:57We were?
00:33:58That's so weird.
00:33:59Sit, please.
00:34:00Sit down.
00:34:01Join us.
00:34:02What?
00:34:03What?
00:34:04What?
00:34:05What?
00:34:06What?
00:34:07What?
00:34:08What?
00:34:09What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11What?
00:34:12What?
00:34:13What?
00:34:14I'm actually going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:17That's okay.
00:34:18I-I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25What?
00:34:26I'll have the check please.
00:34:27What?
00:34:28What?
00:34:29What?
00:34:30What?
00:34:31What?
00:34:32What?
00:34:33What?
00:34:34What?
00:34:35What?
00:34:36What's the last name?
00:34:37In that cafe, poh poh poh.
00:34:39What?
00:34:40What?
00:34:41Oh, no thank you.
00:34:44See?
00:34:45juices And?
00:34:46Jane.
00:34:47You don't smoke.
00:34:48Yes you do.
00:34:49Sometimes at parties.
00:34:50Yes I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:55You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand...
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke. Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44It's disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:01Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:10What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:15What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:25You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go? Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:06Yeah, then just think on the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:09Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:10That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:39Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07No problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pop.
00:38:25It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:34I'm fine from here.
00:38:35Okay.
00:38:36See you after work.
00:38:37Yep.
00:38:38I'll be waiting.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44You.
00:38:45See you after work.
00:38:46I don't know.
00:38:47I won't go out.
00:38:48I don't know.
00:38:49But it's just a bit.
00:38:50I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:51Yeah?
00:38:52You're looking for yourself.
00:38:53You're looking for yourself as a man.
00:38:55What a big deal.
00:38:56You're looking for them.
00:38:57And you're looking for a long time.
00:38:58Hey.
00:38:59God, you scared me.
00:39:00Are you following me?
00:39:01Maybe.
00:39:02Is that weird?
00:39:03Yeah.
00:39:04Ha!
00:39:05Ha!
00:39:06Ha!
00:39:07Ha!
00:39:08Ha!
00:39:09Ha!
00:39:10Ha!
00:39:11Ha!
00:39:12Ha!
00:39:13Ha!
00:39:14Ha!
00:39:15Ha!
00:39:16Ha!
00:39:17Ha!
00:39:18Ha!
00:39:19Ha!
00:39:20Ha!
00:39:21Ha!
00:39:22Ha!
00:39:23Ha!
00:39:24Ha!
00:39:25Ha!
00:39:26Ha!
00:39:27Ha!
00:39:28Ha!
00:39:29Ha!
00:39:30Ha!
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:33You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:42And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:45Ha!
00:39:46Ha!
00:39:47Ha!
00:39:48Ha!
00:39:49Ha!
00:39:50Ha!
00:39:51Ha!
00:39:52Ha!
00:39:53Ha!
00:39:55Ha!
00:40:00Ha!
00:40:01No!
00:40:02What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:32It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:41:02I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:20What?
00:41:21Do you do this a lot?
00:41:22What?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you seduce women?
00:41:26Is this what you do?
00:41:27You need to be less serious.
00:41:28Don't hurt me.
00:41:29Don't hurt me.
00:41:30Don't hurt me.
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Don't hurt me.
00:41:36Don't hurt me.
00:41:38Don't hurt me.
00:41:40Don't hurt me.
00:42:51My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Bye-bye.
00:44:23Bye-bye.
00:44:25Bye-bye.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:28You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:42That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:54What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:47:05I love you.
00:47:35I love you.
00:48:05I love you.
00:48:35I love you.
00:49:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:14I love you.
00:49:44I love you.
00:50:14I love you.
00:50:44I love you.
00:51:14I love you.
00:51:44I love you.
00:52:14I love you.
00:52:44I love you.
00:52:45I love you.
00:52:46I love you.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:54You said that?
00:52:57Wait.
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:53:00You made me feel nervous.
00:53:06You made me feel nervous.
00:53:07You made me feel calm.
00:53:10You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:20You made me feel calm.
00:53:22You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:32You made me feel calm.
00:54:02You made me feel calm.
00:54:12You made me feel calm.
00:54:13You made me feel cool.
00:54:14You made me feel calm.
00:54:17It must be lonely.
00:54:47It must be lonely.
00:55:17It must be lonely.
00:55:47It must be lonely.
00:56:17It must be lonely.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:37Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:57I can't be late.
00:56:59I can't be late.
00:57:01I can't be late.
00:57:03I can't be late.
00:57:05I can't be late.
00:57:13I can't be late.
00:57:15I can't be late.
00:57:17I can't be late.
00:57:25If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:21Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:51I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:21One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:40Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:41They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:43What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:50He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09They're gone.
01:01:10For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:31One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah, you...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes?
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:05But you love us.
01:03:10That's amazing.
01:03:11They are, very sweet.
01:03:12You've been with some men.
01:03:15That's pretty close.
01:03:17Well, it was 2-10 or a stay close in December.
01:03:19ulder?
01:03:20We have St. Sanford or an star?
01:03:22They did not come with us.
01:03:24You won't come.
01:03:26They are going to Sana'a どerly.
01:03:57Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:29For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:47Bye-bye.
01:11:09Bye-bye.
01:11:10Bye-bye.
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:14Hi.
01:12:16Hi.
01:12:18Hi.
01:12:20Hi.
01:12:22Hi.
01:12:24Hi.
01:12:26Hi.
01:12:28Hi.
01:12:30Hi.
01:12:32Hi.
01:12:34Hi.
01:12:36Hi.
01:12:38Hi.
01:12:42Hi.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know?
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:26Here we go.
01:13:56Ciao, Buena Fortuna.
01:14:09Ciao.
01:14:11Ciao.
01:14:41Jase, you've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:04It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:05Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:14When Jane came by with a lock of your hair, she said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Shut that down.
01:16:43Shut that thing off.
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