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00:00Previously on the summer I turned pretty my family's been going to Susanna's beach
00:10house and cousins every summer since I was a baby Susanna told me that when I was born
00:16she knew I was destined for one of her boys I always hoped it would be Conrad I wrangled
00:22Belly an invitation to be a debutante now which one of you is gonna be Belly's escort to the ball
00:27uh so are you and Jeremiah like a thing they're like basically related I'm not going with either
00:33of you I am going to find my own date I don't know what to think about you this summer you have new
00:37friends you have a boyfriend I don't even know who you are anymore is that why you threw yourself at
00:42my brother so that you could get back at me my heart's beating really fast you're having a panic
00:46attack it's my mom I know you said you didn't want to do chemo but I'm not putting myself through
00:51treatment again I'm gonna tell the kids when we get back to Boston why are you acting so different
00:55I mean something's going on just tell me Ellie I think about you I do you know I do I just can't
01:02you're my best friend three times I wanted to be Mark I was just waiting I mean how am I supposed
01:07to fully jump into something with Jeremiah if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother
01:12there you go with me to the temple hey does my mom seem okay to you I heard your parents talk about
01:17it and your mom seemed really upset hey have you guys seen Jeremiah
01:20Colorado we need to talk all right it's important it's about mom you've known this whole fucking time
01:31you didn't tell me I told them I do the trial it's going to work Ellie I'm sorry for being so shitty
01:37all of a sudden I mean you were going through all this alone I wish you had told me so you didn't have
01:42no matter what happens next I will always come back to this place and these people
01:47you live in my dream step 2020 2020 vision
02:13keep it hit me keep it hit me with precision you're back I'm back
02:19we get it you guys are into each other don't listen to him you two are perfect together
02:32I wasn't in cousins Conrad and I weren't together and Susanna was dead
02:54nothing would ever be the same again
02:57hey you dropped this
02:59Conklin
03:02what
03:03you said you dropped this Conklin
03:06you're reading the hunger games in
03:08in French
03:09trying to I almost know the English version by heart so it's
03:13it's not that difficult to follow
03:14very cool
03:17thanks
03:19escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories
03:24it's the being awake that's the hard part
03:28this almost doesn't feel real
03:38how about now
03:41I can't stop smiling
03:50you know you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen
03:54your whole face just lights up
03:57I wanted to say that to you all soon
03:59there's something that I need to tell you
04:09I don't even know how
04:13okay
04:14what is it
04:15you figured out
04:18I am a few days ago
04:23Jeremiah told me she owns for me
04:26oh
04:32wow okay
04:35so what did you say
04:38I
04:42kissed him
04:44a few times
04:45so
04:54so when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road
05:00you know and
05:01you went with Jay or were you two already
05:03you know but there were
05:08moments of somewhere where I thought maybe there could be something with you and me
05:11and then
05:11you know you'd shut down
05:14and get really cold
05:15and I get it
05:15I'm sorry
05:16I'm sorry
05:16it's all my fault
05:18I mean it's mine too
05:21you want to be with him
05:27being with you is all I've ever wanted
05:32okay
05:33that's great
05:34be with me then
05:34what
05:35what is that funny
05:37no
05:38I'm sorry
05:39it's just weird
05:40I mean
05:40everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you
05:43ever since like
05:45wait wait wait wait wait
05:45you have a crush on me
05:48shut up
05:49yup
05:49you're it for me Peli
05:54I don't want to hurt you
05:59me neither
06:00like I'll talk to him
06:03he might not even be that upset
06:04you know
06:05it's Jer
06:05he never takes anything too seriously
06:07it's not
06:08it's not like how it is with us
06:12um I'll talk to him first
06:17I owe him that
06:18okay
06:19early morning walk on the beach
06:43uh yeah
06:45mmhmm
06:47I knew it
06:53knew it
06:54I'm gonna go
06:58sit down
07:07so
07:10mom
07:11just let me change first
07:13all right
07:18enjoy your summer
07:19no but seriously
07:29it's gonna be wild
07:30it's the best team we've had in years
07:31oh I made us these matching crop tops
07:33they're pink obviously
07:34and I got a bunch of new knee pads
07:35ooh
07:36knee pads Taylor
07:37shut up
07:38hey Bells
07:39it's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp
07:41you know
07:41oh our school is over bitches
07:45it's not just loud
07:47Steven
07:48hey if I were going to Princeton
07:50I'd be screaming about it too
07:51thank you Evelyn
07:53wait
07:53are you going to Princeton?
07:55that's so cool I couldn't tell
07:56oh
07:56you couldn't tell
07:57go
07:58go
07:58go
07:59go
07:59go
07:59what's up man
08:01what time is a grab party tomorrow man?
08:03oh the band comes on at 10
08:04I'm dating the singer
08:05uh yeah the machine gun Kelly wannabe
08:08I tried to veto him from playing
08:10but I guess I couldn't find anybody cheaper
08:11oh
08:12wait so
08:14are you coming to the party?
08:17I
08:17I don't know
08:19Belly
08:20Belly
08:21can I talk to you for a minute please?
08:25gotta go
08:25see you then
08:29bye
08:29sorry
08:29bye
08:32bye
08:32bye
08:33Belly
08:36I was reviewing your end of term transcripts
08:39and I couldn't help but notice
08:40that your grades have taken a serious dive
08:42I mean you kept an A in French
08:44but
08:44you won't impress colleges with just French
08:46is there something going on?
08:48uh
08:49there's a
08:49death in the family
08:50oh
08:52I'm so sorry to hear that
08:53but your grades have been dipping all year
08:56you even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
08:59yeah
09:00I
09:00I choked at regionals
09:01okay
09:02well have you um
09:04have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year?
09:06um I mean
09:06I know I'm not getting into an IV but
09:08there's always Penn State
09:10well that might be a reach at this point
09:11without volleyball
09:13you'll have to focus on less competitive schools
09:15have you heard about Finch?
09:18um
09:18yeah I know someone who's going there in the fall
09:21a family friend
09:21great
09:22well maybe you can visit them and grab a tour
09:24I doubt it
09:26come in
09:29good morning bells
09:33hey
09:35come here
09:36so I stayed up all night
09:43doing research on the trial my mom agreed to
09:45and belly
09:46I'm feeling really hopeful
09:48that's
09:49that's great
09:50I mean I'm so
09:51glad that
09:52Susanna agreed to do it
09:54yeah
09:54I mean
09:55if I'm
09:55being honest
09:56I'm still kind of pissed
09:57Conrad never told me what was going on with her
09:59but
09:59you know at least it worked out
10:02right?
10:03right
10:04that's kind of why I think
10:05we should tell
10:07Conrad about us as soon as possible
10:09I don't want any more secrets
10:11and plus Stephen already knows
10:13actually
10:17that
10:18that's what I wanted to talk to you about
10:21okay
10:23see um
10:25the thing is
10:26um
10:26last night
10:28I really
10:29couldn't sleep
10:30all night
10:31so I
10:31went to
10:32watch the sunrise
10:36on the beach
10:36and
10:38Conrad was there
10:39and we just started talking
10:41and one thing
10:42led to another
10:43and
10:43and um
10:44and we
10:44we kissed
10:46you
10:53kissed my brother
10:54I'm sorry
10:57I didn't think that
10:58you know
10:59like he
10:59we
11:01I mean
11:01we wanted to tell you right away
11:02so
11:03you know
11:03you're already a we
11:04no
11:04no no
11:05I
11:06I just didn't
11:07I don't know
11:08I didn't want it to be weird
11:09oh yeah
11:09belly
11:09it is weird
11:10okay
11:10no
11:11chair
11:12please
11:12no
11:13no you know what
11:13actually it's cool
11:14it's cool
11:15I get it
11:15you know
11:16I was just the distraction
11:17to keep you busy
11:18while you waited for Conrad
11:19I'm glad it finally
11:20happened for you belly
11:21it's great timing
11:22it's not like my mom
11:23has cancer or anything
11:24chair
11:25I didn't want to hurt you
11:26you're one of my best friends
11:27no
11:28no you don't
11:29you don't get to call me that
11:30you don't mean that
11:35I do
11:36now can you please get out
11:39just so you know
11:44he's gonna break your heart
11:48we should already be in the car
12:00coming
12:01hey is this okay
12:09I swear I left the tickets here
12:10I thought your dad was meeting us there
12:13will you shoot
12:14I forgot to make the reservation for lunch
12:16yeah I figured so I did it
12:17well they're not gonna start without me
12:19we've got time
12:20I was supposed to iron that shirt for you
12:22take it off
12:23it's handled
12:24it's handled
12:24see
12:25I use the starch spray
12:27that makes it look real smooth
12:28huh
12:28oh is that for me
12:32sweet a laptop
12:38who sent this
12:39what
12:40oh my god
12:42it's from Susanna
12:44she must have planned it before
12:47classic Beck
12:48I wish she could have been here
12:50yeah Conrad and Jeremiah too
12:54they were busy
12:55yeah sure
12:57I feel awful
13:05he was so angry at us
13:11and he has every right to me
13:14honestly
13:14it's gonna be okay belly
13:19I promise
13:20how
13:24I think maybe we should hit pause
13:35what
13:38no
13:40I don't want to make things harder for you guys than they already are
13:44you're not
13:45I promise
13:46the most important thing right now
13:48is that you and Jeremiah are there for each other
13:52are there for Susanna
13:53and I
13:54us being together would make that impossible
13:58Ellie come on
14:00I can't do that to him
14:04I hate that
14:17and me too
14:21I'm
14:28this was always yours
14:35no matter what happens
14:40we'll still be infinite
14:42you should read this
15:10later
15:11here we should go
15:12found them
15:13come on
15:15they say that everything happens for a reason
15:22now who they are exactly is unclear
15:25maybe a theologian coined it
15:28or
15:28I don't know
15:29whoever configured the simulation we're clearly living in
15:31maybe it was Rihanna
15:34Rihanna can do no wrong
15:38definitely not her
15:39but we've heard it
15:43time and time again
15:45it's supposed to convince us
15:46you know that everything had to happen
15:48exactly so
15:50in order to teach us something about ourselves
15:52in order
15:53for us to grow
15:54and meet our destinies
15:57I think that's bs
16:03I'm sorry
16:04mom
16:05sorry
16:05you know
16:07breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs
16:10sometimes a girl dumps you
16:12after an awesome summer
16:14and it sucks
16:15and
16:15you learn nothing from it
16:17but
16:17you eventually force yourself to move on anyways
16:20you know
16:24but then
16:24the unthinkable happens
16:26and you realize it's pointless to think of life that way
16:29Belly
16:30hey I never see you in here
16:36your mom assigned me this room to clean
16:38it's the easiest since I don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer
16:43don't you hire cleaners anyway
16:46shh
16:47I love that necklace on you
16:54Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you
16:59I'm sorry
17:03don't be sorry
17:04it's not how I wanted the summer to end
17:06especially not
17:09I just feel like I'm losing everyone
17:15you're not
17:16it just takes time
17:18you'll find your way back to each other eventually
17:22and this place is always here for you
17:26yeah but
17:27you've made every summer here so magical Susanna
17:31I mean what happens
17:32what happens
17:33Belly
17:34you love this place the same way I do
17:39if anyone can keep the magic going here it's you
17:44you're my special girl
17:49I need to call the cleaners
17:55promise me you'll never leave me
17:59never
18:00because everything just happens
18:07you know good things
18:09bad things
18:10all in ways that you never expect
18:11all in ways that are so completely out of your control
18:15that they could just drive you insane
18:18there are times where it feels like the world is happening to you
18:25but remember that you are also happening to the world
18:30so don't wait
18:32make what you want happen
18:34because tomorrow isn't promised
18:35so you better make fucking sure
18:37that you are living today
18:39so extra
18:52although he did earn it with that speech
19:06it was good
19:07yeah
19:08speech kind of pierced my soul
19:10don't laugh
19:14oh no I'm sorry
19:15no I feel like I've been in this nightmare ever since Susanna died
19:18maybe it's time to wake up
19:20oh I gotta go find Milo
19:24he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:26cool
19:27um
19:28do you want to come over after and help me with mine
19:31no fucking way
19:32are you coming
19:32yeah
19:34really
19:34and I'm
19:36I'm gonna sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too
19:38yes
19:38oh my god
19:40babe this party's gonna be insane
19:41you are going to die
19:42when you see Milo play
19:43no yeah
19:44I mean you literally might
19:45cause oh man I could smell him from the podium
19:47really
19:48yeah
19:48well I'm sorry
19:49excuse me
19:50my man doesn't have that Korean gene
19:51that makes you have no body odor
19:53okay
19:53alright
19:53come on
19:54okay great
19:54mom and dad are meeting us at the restaurant
19:55bye
19:56bye
19:56see you later
19:56it was a great speech
20:00Susanna would have loved it
20:02yeah I know
20:03you know I'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight
20:06wow
20:08I can't believe what I'm hearing
20:10you really want me and Taylor at your party
20:13wow
20:13I never said want
20:14I just
20:15I just think it's better than moping around at home
20:18hey you should drive
20:21really
20:22I gotta read all the love in my DMs for my speech anyways so
20:25alright come on
20:27alright come on
20:27yo this is dope
20:34I'm going viral on TikTok
20:35is that a good thing?
20:37what millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop?
20:40yes
20:41that is a very good thing
20:44I gotta forward this to Con and Cher man
20:46thank you so much
20:50thank you
20:50thank you
20:50oh I'm sorry
20:52could I get a box for all this?
20:54thank you man
20:54thank you
20:56happiness is an activity
21:03um okay
21:05okay well everyone agrees you are the best
21:09it doesn't say that
21:11it literally says it right here
21:13it literally says it right there
21:14I don't know what you want
21:14you want to see it?
21:15yeah
21:15you want to see it?
21:16look I don't know what you want from me
21:17it says it right there
21:18I know what you're telling you
21:20we're so proud of you
21:21you're gonna have the time of your life at Princeton
21:23right Laura?
21:23yeah I love college
21:24that's where I met Susanna
21:26so how are things going with your book?
21:31my publisher is hounding me to do this meet and greet event with booksellers
21:35I said no
21:36why?
21:39because it's not necessary
21:40okay uh well it's time for me to go get ready for the party
21:45mom, dad, thank you for lunch
21:48I'm gonna go with him
21:49uh it was delicious
21:51thank you
21:52all right have fun kids
21:53see you at home
21:54yep
21:55so you're not trying to promote your book?
22:03I'm not gonna have schmoozy conversations about Susanna
22:06just to get prime placement in bookstores
22:08well you did write a whole book about her
22:10it might feel cathartic
22:11I wrote the book in a fugue state
22:13I have no interest in dissecting it
22:16just to come up with pithy insights on grief
22:18okay
22:20glad the whole not going to therapy thing
22:24everything is working out for you
22:25thank you
22:30look
22:33you wrote a beautiful book
22:35I think Susanna would want you to share it with the world
22:40she was always my biggest cheerleader
22:45guess now I have to be my own
22:49I'll wear the skirt
22:53but I draw the line at pom poms
22:55I am so excited that you're finally here this summer
23:03can we do like everything that we never got to do together
23:05like parties, pool, mall
23:07we have to get you a fake ID
23:09let's start by figuring out what I'm gonna wear tonight
23:12okay
23:13okay
23:14okay
23:15Susanna's earrings
23:18they're perfect
23:20okay
23:25since my man is playing tonight
23:28I'm gonna need you to be the super hot friend
23:30standing next to his super hot girlfriend
23:32yeah let's get super hot
23:34I love it when you agree with me
23:35um
23:38I'm thinking this
23:39that's what you call super hot
23:42this looks so good on you
23:44no no I've got to have something better
23:46okay
23:53mm-mm
23:55no
23:58no
24:08the call came the second week of September
24:10three weeks since the last time I'd seen him
24:13it felt like a dream
24:15unreal
24:21hey
24:22hey
24:23I uh
24:24didn't
24:25expect to hear from you
24:26yeah is it okay that I'm
24:27that I'm calling
24:28I shouldn't have called
24:29this was dumb I'm sorry
24:30no no no no it's okay
24:31um
24:33we're still friends right
24:34yeah
24:35yeah
24:36we're friends yeah
24:37yeah and um
24:40friends can talk on the phone
24:41yeah
24:42yeah nothing
24:43weird about friends talking on the phone
24:49so uh
24:50so how's
24:51how's college life
24:52um
24:53it's cool
24:54it's cool
24:55it's cool
24:56my
24:57roommate snores even louder than you do
24:59which
25:00oh come on I don't snore
25:01yes you do
25:02you a thousand percent do
25:03I've heard you through the walls for years
25:05only when you're really tired though
25:09how's school for you
25:11boring
25:12painful
25:13I mean like no no
25:14who invented trig
25:15and why do they torture innocent high school students with it
25:19can't be that bad
25:20no
25:21oh it's
25:22it's bad
25:23it's
25:24it's really bad
25:25I mean I can't keep up with all the letters
25:26well you know the first thing you gotta do is determine if it's a right angle triangle or not
25:29badly
25:30have you seen my uh
25:31big kettlebell the twenty pound one
25:32Stephen
25:33I'm on the phone
25:34well tell Taylor to go to bed
25:35hi Stephen
25:36hey Conrad
25:40hey Conrad
25:44it's not in here
25:45go away
25:49sorry about that
25:51okay um
25:52what were you saying about triangles again
25:54yeah
25:55yeah
25:56yeah
25:57so if it's not a writing of John
25:58we're not going to wear it on here
25:59yeah
26:00we just
26:01okay if you want to wear the t-shirt
26:04you know we should at least crop it
26:07it was Conrad's
26:09you know every time I think of him I still
26:11get this like pain in my chest
26:15mm-hmm
26:16I know
26:17sucks babe
26:19but eventually you're gonna have to let him go
26:22yeah I just wish I knew how
26:25it's like my Memo always used to say
26:27the best way to get over a man is to get under a new one
26:37heading to a grad party
26:39yeah mine
26:41me and the guys are throwing it remember
26:44oh right
26:45well have fun
26:46and don't drink and drive
26:47oh don't worry
26:48I promised Stephen I'd be the sober driver
26:50oh and I ordered you a pizza okay
26:52so please eat it
26:53don't worry about me
26:54go
26:55I love you
26:56bye
26:57bye
26:58be safe
26:59bye I love you
27:00bye
27:01oh my god
27:02Milo
27:03hi
27:04thank god you're here
27:06oh my god
27:07hey so I need to be able to see you when I'm up on stage
27:08yeah
27:09alright so stay up close
27:10okay
27:11yeah
27:12you know
27:13my boy
27:14my boy
27:15yeah
27:16you call this a party
27:28where all the hot ladies you promise
27:30uh
27:31we're literally standing right here
27:32oh
27:33uh
27:34no offense I'm into older women
27:36personal preference
27:37yeah
27:38hey babe I'm gonna go help the guys finish something
27:39okay
27:40alright
27:41bye
27:42bye
27:43okay
27:44well have fun everybody I gotta go make the rounds
27:46entertain the people
27:47you know
27:48oh shit
27:49okay
27:50come on Spike
27:51come on
27:52you're so cute tonight you know that
27:53you're so cute tonight you know that
27:55yeah
27:56yeah
27:57yeah
27:58yeah
27:59yeah
28:00yeah
28:01yeah
28:02yeah
28:03yeah
28:04yeah
28:05yeah
28:06yeah
28:07yeah
28:08yeah
28:09yeah
28:10you're so cute tonight you know that
28:12come on let's go get some drinks
28:13I can't drink I'll try it
28:14okay
28:18what
28:19oh my god but camp is gonna be so much fun
28:21I bought us all matching PJs
28:24oh
28:25you are going to need to buy one more set
28:26guess who finally decides to join us
28:28the killer B is gonna have her captaincy back from Donna in like no time
28:32you know what I mean
28:33yeah
28:34right
28:35but Coach Shaw is okay with it
28:36you know
28:37come back
28:38I actually haven't talked to Coach yet I wanted to talk to you guys first
28:43I mean after last season I totally don't blame you if you don't want me back on the team
28:48oh shut up
28:50you're always one of us
28:51yes
28:52right answer
28:53bump
28:54set
28:55hit
28:56swipe
28:57that's the way we like to fight
28:58come on
28:59come on team
29:00let's hear you scream
29:02here
29:03and for you
29:05there we go
29:06oh my god
29:07please
29:08holy
29:09holy
29:10god
29:14it's game point Miss Conklin
29:16bye bye Conrad
29:18hey you still there?
29:20so
29:22my roommate Trusky
29:24oh did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
29:26he didn't he didn't thankfully
29:28but we were talking and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist
29:32so apparently
29:34that guy that Katie was seeing had a girlfriend the whole time
29:37I mean it just sucks like
29:39he didn't really seem like the type
29:41you know
29:47did you know my dad cheated?
29:51Adam cheated on Susanna
29:52yeah the first time my mom was sick
29:54he had an affair
29:55with his secretary
29:58Kaylee
30:00I found out about it last spring
30:02on like the same day
30:03I found out of my mom's cancer coming back
30:08how'd you find out?
30:10um
30:11I came home early from school one day
30:14and heard them fighting
30:16she was crying so much belly
30:21she
30:22I've never heard her cry like that before
30:27so I left
30:28I went back out
30:29I drove around town for 2 hours
30:31and came back and
30:32pretended not to know anything
30:34I'm
30:35so sorry
30:37it sucks that you had to
30:39carry that secret for so long
30:41yeah it's just exhausting
30:43like
30:45I couldn't turn my brain off
30:47it was like if you do that
30:49then this horrible thing is gonna happen
30:52but if you do this
30:53then you know
30:54just this catastrophic thing
30:55will happen
30:57oh my god that sounds so stressful
31:04oh god damn it it's 2 o'clock
31:06you said you had practice earlier
31:08I should let you go
31:09uh-huh
31:10yeah
31:13um
31:14off season workouts suck
31:15but
31:16uh
31:17there's a rumor that
31:18a college scout from Finch
31:19is coming to watch our club team play this weekend
31:21and there's a chance coach might make me captain
31:23what?
31:24that's crazy
31:26I'll definitely let you go
31:27I didn't know that
31:30five more minutes?
31:34yeah okay
31:35yeah
31:36I'll do it
31:37I'm gonna do it
31:38yeah
31:39yeah
31:40okay
31:41okay
31:42okay
31:43good luck
31:50wow you're uh really good at
31:53operating a keg
31:54wow
31:55hi Conklin
31:56oh um
31:57oh um
31:58uh
31:59uh
32:00uh
32:01uh
32:02uh
32:03yeah good
32:04yeah
32:05I didn't know you took French
32:06yes
32:07you want one?
32:08no no I'm okay thanks
32:09uh
32:10I'm the
32:11Didi tonight
32:13cheers
32:14thank you
32:15hug
32:16wait
32:17you want to pee?
32:18don't you want to
32:19will all love it?
32:20do movie
32:21come on
32:22ok
32:25promise
32:26You're lost in this moment
32:32And every moment spent with you is a moment
32:51Do you wanna know something so romantic? Milo wrote this song for me
32:56It's a cover
32:59You love that song from the movie Armageddon?
33:03Well, it's still romantic
33:05Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details. What did you and Cory talk about?
33:10The book I'm reading
33:13You suck at talking to guys
33:15Okay, I'm rusty and also he's the one who brought it up
33:19And he spoke to me in French bitch. What in French? Okay, that's so hot like he sounds obsessed with you
33:26Yeah, I don't know. I mean that combo took so much effort like is it supposed to be that hard?
33:33I mean look at you Milo you guys just make sense
33:36I don't wanna close my eyes
33:38Well, Milo and I are soulmates
33:40I don't fall asleep cause I miss you baby
33:42And I don't wanna miss a thing
33:44Cause even when I dream of you
33:48The sweetest dream would never do
33:50I still miss you baby
33:52I don't wanna do I still miss you baby
33:54And I don't wanna miss a thing
33:57I still miss you baby
34:19Wow
34:21Sorry
34:22I hole you
34:24Yeah.
34:27Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk?
34:33I didn't mean to call you that.
34:37I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me.
34:42Please tell me, please tell me why.
34:49Belly, I'm in a crowd, sir. Hold my shirt for a second and make sure no one spills anything on it.
34:54Ew! Steven, no, I don't want to hold your sweaty teeth, sir.
35:00What the hell? Are you okay?
35:03Uh, Belly, I'm sorry.
35:05No, yeah, no, I'm good. I'm totally fine. I'm just, um, I'm gonna go get a drink.
35:11Well, you're my sober driver, Belly Bells. Don't let me down!
35:15Steven!
35:19I had this weird thought today.
35:26Yeah? I love weird thoughts.
35:29I was thinking if my dad had cheated on my mom, she probably wouldn't have even cared.
35:37Is that harsh?
35:39No, but you really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction.
35:42I mean, kinda. Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her.
35:45You know? They were, like, never romantic around each other.
35:49And you want to see your parents being romantic?
35:52Maybe.
35:54I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
36:01You know, like, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
36:07Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
36:09Uh, yes and no.
36:13I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know?
36:16And there was none of that.
36:17I mean, they were cold for a little while, but, um,
36:21everything's kinda back to normal.
36:23In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand.
36:29Exactly.
36:33Oh, wow.
36:35What?
36:36I don't know.
36:38I've just never sent any of this to anyone before.
36:42Me either.
36:47Hey, can I ask you something?
36:49Anything.
36:50Um, how's, how's Jer? Is he, is he doing okay?
36:55Um, yeah, yeah, he seems good.
36:58Why?
36:59I don't know. I've, I've texted him a few times since summer ended,
37:01and, uh, he never writes back.
37:04Yeah, no, I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff.
37:07Right, right, right.
37:08Or, you know, it's that he'll never get over what I did
37:10and hold it against me for the rest of our lives.
37:12Belly.
37:13Never mind.
37:15Forget I said anything.
37:20I learned something kinda cool.
37:25Tell me.
37:27Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year?
37:34And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days before returning as a morning star for another 263 days?
37:41I did not know that. That is very cool.
37:44And right now it's an evening star.
37:46It's really bright next to the moon.
37:49I'm actually looking at it right now.
37:54It's, it's probably, uh, against the rules to say this, but, um,
37:59I wish we were looking at it together.
38:02Yeah.
38:07Me too.
38:15And Belly?
38:17Yes, Comet?
38:20I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric, either.
38:23Yeah.
38:49Hey.
38:50Hey, Conklin.
38:51Hey, long time no see, huh?
38:53Yeah.
38:54No, I know, it's been ages, right?
38:55Yeah.
38:57Is that seat taking?
38:58Uh, nope.
38:59Nope.
39:00I'm right ahead.
39:01Yeah.
39:09I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight.
39:13I think Venus is a planet.
39:15No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um...
39:17You know what?
39:20Never mind.
39:21Okay.
39:22It's dumb.
39:24You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway.
39:28It's a lot more by the beach.
39:33I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts.
39:36Hmm.
39:39Are you going this summer?
39:41Uh, no.
39:42No, I'm not.
39:44So then you'll be here for the 4th, huh?
39:46Yeah.
39:48Well, my folks are gonna be out of town, and I'll just think about having a few people over.
39:52You and your friends should totally come.
39:54That, that sounds cool.
39:56All right, cool.
40:00Come here.
40:02You kind of have something.
40:04Here.
40:07Uh, Belly, no, I was just...
40:09Oh, my God!
40:10No, I was just... you had something in your...
40:11I have something in your...
40:12Yeah.
40:13You know why?
40:14Because I just, it's grass.
40:15That's right.
40:16Holy shit.
40:17No, no, no, I'm totally fine.
40:18I'm just, um...
40:19Oh, my God.
40:20Okay, see ya.
40:21Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:22Um, hey, hey, Belly, actually.
40:23Yes!
40:24Yeah.
40:25Could you do me a favor?
40:26Could you put in a good word for me with, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:31Yeah.
40:32Marcy?
40:33Yes.
40:34And you.
40:35That makes sense.
40:36Yeah, I totally will.
40:37Cool.
40:39Thank you for this.
40:40Yes.
40:41Okay, bye.
40:48Belly!
40:49Belly, come here.
40:51Hey, sis.
40:52Sis, sis, sis.
40:53Check it out.
40:54Check it out.
40:55Check it out.
40:56Oh!
40:57Oh, my God!
41:00I can't believe you did that.
41:01This party sucks.
41:02Dude, it's beer, man.
41:04It'll dry.
41:05Chill.
41:07I'm leaving, okay?
41:08Wait, wait.
41:09Something happened?
41:10No, nothing happened.
41:11Whatever.
41:12Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike to drive you home, please?
41:14Spike?
41:15No, Spike.
41:16Spike is drunk.
41:17You promised to be my sober ride tonight.
41:19Okay, well, I'm ready to go now.
41:21Okay, well, I'm not.
41:22Great, then can you just call an Uber or something?
41:24Why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:26Oh, I'm sorry.
41:27Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:30Kinda, yeah.
41:31Okay, well, in case you forgot.
41:33Which it clearly seems like you did.
41:35Susanna just died, so I'm a little bit sad.
41:37But please, don't let that stop you from having the time of your life.
41:40Fuck you.
41:41You know, I lost Susanna, too.
41:43Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:45Oh, what, were you crowd-serving the pain away?
41:47My apologies.
41:48No, you should apologize.
41:49You screwed up and now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah.
41:53I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you.
41:55Okay, guys, wait a second.
41:56That is not my fault.
41:57Isn't it?
41:58Hmm?
41:59I should be celebrating with them tonight, but they wouldn't come because you made things messy.
42:04You had Jeremiah and it just wasn't enough.
42:07You had to have Conrad, too.
42:10God, you are so fucking selfish.
42:12Steven!
42:13What?
42:14Serious?
42:15I had to have Conrad?
42:16Are you kidding?
42:18I was in love, Steven.
42:19Like, out of my mind in love.
42:21What was I supposed to do?
42:24Belly.
42:26Belly.
42:27Steven.
42:28Hey.
42:29Steven is a drunk idiot right now.
42:31Please do not listen to him.
42:32No, he's right.
42:33I mean, I ruined things with both of them and then Susanna died and I completely ruined
42:34her funeral and I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it.
42:35No, you don't.
42:36Yes, I do.
42:37No, you don't.
42:38Yes, I do.
42:39And I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time and I just, I don't think I get to feel
42:41better.
42:42You think that right now?
42:43But I promise you.
42:44No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
42:45Nothing is promised.
42:46You can't promise anything.
42:47Sorry.
42:48Sorry.
42:49I just, I know you're trying your best.
42:51I don't, I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm, I'm going through right now and I think I just have to deal with it alone.
43:04I'm gonna go.
43:05I'll go.
43:06I can come with you.
43:07No, no, no, no, no.
43:08You stay.
43:09I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:15Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:18Yeah.
43:19I love you.
43:20I'll take me.
43:21He'll take me.
43:22No, no, no, no, no, no.
43:23You stay.
43:24I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut and I just, I just need to go to bed.
43:27Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:31Yeah.
43:32I love you.
43:34Love you.
43:35Bye.
43:45Thank you, sir.
43:50I got my driver's license last week
44:07Just like we always talked about
44:10Cause you were so excited for me
44:13To finally drive up to your house
44:17But today I drove through the suburbs
44:19Crying because you weren't around
44:23And all my friends are tired
44:30Of hearing how much I miss you
44:33But I kinda feel sorry for them
44:36Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
44:39Yet today I drove through the suburbs
44:42And pictured I was driving home to you
44:47And I know we weren't perfect
44:52But I've never felt this way
44:56For no one
44:58Oh, and I just can't imagine
45:02How you could be so okay
45:05Now that I'm gone
45:08I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
45:15Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
45:21You said forever now I drive alone past your street
45:27Hey
45:41Happy almost Halloween
45:43Conrad
45:44I know I'm not supposed to be here
45:47But I'm here
45:50I brought candy
45:53Do you want me to go?
45:59No, no, no
46:00Don't wait
46:01Just
46:01What
46:04What are you doing here?
46:07Um
46:07I wanted to see you
46:09So
46:11Yeah, yeah
46:12You know what I thought
46:14Right, no, I know
46:15I know you
46:16You were worried about Jared
46:18But look, I had a chance to talk to him
46:20And he's doing really good
46:22Actually
46:22He's
46:23Doing on dates, you know
46:25He's been on this high ever since he got made
46:27Homecoming King
46:28That's great
46:29So, um
46:30He's over
46:32Yeah
46:32I think he is
46:35Kelly, I don't think I could ever get over you
46:43I mean, I'm not
46:47I'm here
46:48Whenever I talk to you, I'm just happy
46:52And I gotta say
46:54Standing in front of you right now
46:55It's torture
46:56Not being able to kiss you
47:02Belly, we need to talk
47:28I'm kind of tired
47:30Sit down
47:31You didn't eat?
47:42Your guidance counselor emailed me
47:43I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:46Or that your grades were so bad
47:48Yeah, I'm sorry
47:49I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
47:51That's not what I'm saying
47:52You can do better than this
47:54I'm really disappointed in you
47:57Sorry, Mom
47:58You know, Susanna died, remember?
48:00You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
48:01This whole year has been hard for me, too
48:03You were barely here
48:05And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
48:08They needed you
48:10But you can't blame me either for things that happened because you were away
48:13This isn't about blame
48:15This is about you and the choices you made
48:18It's about taking responsibility for yourself, even when things are hard
48:21Life keeps going
48:23You can't just give up
48:25You want to talk about taking responsibility
48:27You won't even promote your book because you refused to talk about Susanna
48:31You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball when you haven't gone to a single one of my games this year
48:37I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
48:41You gave up way before I did
48:43I have to do that at every stop and it's kicking up my gag reflex
48:59If you'd rather walk, we can let you out right here
49:02I'd probably be safer, honestly
49:05Hey, you don't gotta worry, man
49:07I'm fully sober
49:08Fucking belly, man
49:11Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
49:14Who does that?
49:15Hmm, I don't know
49:17Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
49:20She yelled at me first
49:22I'm so mature of you, Steven
49:24How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:27Aren't you supposed to, like, come together in grief?
49:31Life cannot be separated from death
49:33Wow
49:35So helpful
49:37Man, thank you
49:38Milo's very in touch with his emotions
49:40Which makes him a great musician
49:42Aw, thanks, babe
49:44You know
49:46I actually have a record label interested in Siamese
49:50What?
49:51Yeah, she's
49:52You know
49:52Cancel culture records
49:54Babe
49:58They only have one post
50:00Yeah, that's what's so punk about it
50:02Yeah, dude
50:03Congrats, man
50:05Congrats
50:06Oh, that's me, man
50:21My darling Steven
50:28Congratulations on your graduation
50:31This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
50:35I wish I could be there to watch you shine
50:38But you have an extraordinary mom
50:41Who will be with you every step of the way
50:43Remember
50:44The world is not only happening to you
50:48But you are happening to the world
50:50And don't forget to enjoy the ride
50:53Love
50:54Susanna
50:56Susanna
50:56Hey, I know it's late
51:22But about the bookseller event
51:24I changed my mind
51:27I'll do it
51:29I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
51:36I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
51:42In my memory
51:45The three of them will always be entwined
51:47Forever linked
51:48There can't be one without the others
51:51I still remember
51:57The look on your face
51:59Now
51:59They're all gone
52:01Through the darkness
52:02At 158
52:04The words that you whispered
52:07For just us to know
52:09You told me you loved me
52:11So why did you go
52:13Away
52:15Away
52:24Away
52:24Away
52:25Just like our land
52:51Billy?
52:53Hi, Jeremiah. I'm so glad.
52:54Are you with Conrad?
52:57Uh, no. Why would I be with Conrad?
52:59I don't know. I just thought maybe you guys would, um...
53:02What is going on?
53:07Conrad's gone.
53:09Wait, what do you mean, gone?
53:12He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
53:15Since when?
53:16Yesterday.
53:18I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
53:19Maybe he pulled an all-nighter at the library.
53:22No, no, I don't think so.
53:23Apparently, he told us for me that everything is fucked, and then he just took off.
53:28I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning and see if I can track him down.
53:31I'll never get Susanna back.
53:33But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go, too.
53:37Okay.
53:37But I'm coming with you.
53:40Yeah.
53:41I saw you dancing in a crowded room
53:50You look so happy when I'm up with you
53:54But then you saw me caught you by surprise
53:58A single tear drop falling from your eyes
54:02I don't know why
54:04I won't run away
54:07Ooh
54:09I'll make you cry when
54:13I run away
54:15Ooh
54:17Take me back
54:21Cause I wanna stay
54:23Save your tears for another day
54:26Save your tears for another day
54:31Save your tears for another day
54:39Ooh
54:40Ooh
54:41I'll make you cry when
54:54I run away
54:57Save your tears for another day
54:59Save your tears for another day
55:03Ooh
55:04Ooh
55:05Ooh
55:06Ooh
55:07Save your tears for another day
55:09Save your tears for another day
55:11Ooh
55:13Save your tears for another day
55:14Ooh
55:15Save your tears for another day
55:17Save your tears for another day
55:18Ooh
55:19Save your tears for another day
55:21Ooh
55:23Save your tears for another day
55:25Save your tears for another day
55:27Save your tears for another day
55:28Save your tears for another day
55:29Save your tears for another day
55:30Save your tears for another day
55:31Save your tears for another day
55:32Save your tears for another day
55:33Save your tears for another day