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00:01:55Yeah, I'm writing all this down.
00:02:04I don't think I can ask them now because it's Friday and they don't work on weekends.
00:02:09Right. Yeah.
00:02:12Well, you know what? Actually, I know some Photoshop. Let me see if I can...
00:02:18Yeah, maybe I can cut the logos at the end.
00:02:21I'm so sorry. I have another call. Can I... Yeah, I'll keep you updated with this. Thanks.
00:02:28Hey!
00:02:30How's Miami? Did you give your talk yet?
00:02:34Yeah, I'm home. Yeah, I know. They said it's gonna be pretty bad. I'm kinda scared.
00:02:43I guess it's gonna be one of those summer storms.
00:02:49Who?
00:02:52Yeah, you might have mentioned him.
00:02:55Wait, is this the guy that makes gay porn?
00:03:00Right, sorry. Cinema Verite. I'm not making fun of him, I swear.
00:03:05Wait, he's here?
00:03:13Yeah.
00:03:15Yeah, sure, he can stay in your room.
00:03:17I mean, I'm practically chained to my desk doing work anyway, so I'll be here.
00:03:22Sure.
00:03:24Yeah, no worries.
00:03:25No worries.
00:03:28It'll be fun.
00:03:55I'm gonna be here.
00:03:56I don't know.
00:03:57We'll be here.
00:03:58I don't know.
00:04:00What are you doing?
00:04:01It'll be here.
00:04:03I don't know.
00:04:04I don't know.
00:04:05I don't know.
00:04:07So I can't go.
00:04:08I can't go.
00:04:09I don't know.
00:04:11I can't go.
00:04:12You can't go.
00:04:14My friend's padre.
00:04:16I can't go.
00:04:17I can't go.
00:04:20You can't go.
00:04:22I can't go.
00:04:23Marcos?
00:04:48Hi.
00:04:49Hi.
00:04:50Hola.
00:04:51Hey.
00:04:52I'm Alan.
00:04:53I'm Marcos.
00:04:54Hi.
00:04:55Oh, that's a Spanish thing with two kisses.
00:04:58Two kisses, right.
00:05:00Come on in.
00:05:11Can I get you anything?
00:05:13Um, water.
00:05:14Sure.
00:05:15Please.
00:05:22Here you go.
00:05:23Thanks.
00:05:24Did you paint these?
00:05:25Yeah, sort of.
00:05:28Did you paint them or not?
00:05:43Yes, I did.
00:05:44They're really cool.
00:05:47I like Annie Hall.
00:05:48Annie Hall?
00:05:49Annie Hall.
00:05:50My accent's funny, sorry.
00:05:52I kind of like Annie Hall.
00:05:54I like this one.
00:05:57Oh, yeah.
00:05:58That's hot.
00:05:59Thanks.
00:06:00Yeah.
00:06:01It's great.
00:06:03Claire says you guys know each other from college?
00:06:06College, yeah, yeah.
00:06:07She always got super drunk and I used to hold her head, but well, she vomited.
00:06:11It was really fun and then she let me borrow the notes.
00:06:13That was really cool.
00:06:14You know, we should call her at some point.
00:06:16She seemed really excited about this.
00:06:18I mean, not in a weird way, just two gay guys in one house.
00:06:23Probably thinks we're going to have a Queer Eye Marathon or something.
00:06:28Unless, of course, you're not gay.
00:06:31Why would I not be gay?
00:06:32Well, you never said you were, so...
00:06:34Glad I told you that I was gay.
00:06:35No.
00:06:36Yes, she did, but she didn't say much else.
00:06:40She said you make movies.
00:06:42Yeah, it's a dog.
00:06:43A documentary.
00:06:44The one you're shooting?
00:06:45Or, sorry, the one you're screening, rather, in San Francisco, yeah?
00:06:47The one that I'm screening in San Francisco, yeah.
00:06:49Yeah.
00:06:50What's it about?
00:06:51It's about gay sex and dicks.
00:06:53Okay.
00:06:54Yeah.
00:06:55And you shot it yourself?
00:06:56With a camera and all?
00:06:57No, no, we used to shoot for this one.
00:06:59Duh.
00:07:03Yeah, no, it's about, uh...
00:07:05I dated a few men and then I shot some stuff and got it all together.
00:07:09And now it's a dog.
00:07:10Sounds intense.
00:07:12It's alright.
00:07:15What did they think?
00:07:17Who?
00:07:19These men.
00:07:20Have they seen it?
00:07:22Um...
00:07:23No, but they will see it at some point.
00:07:25Like at the movies?
00:07:26In theaters?
00:07:27Yeah, like at the movies in theaters.
00:07:28Like now we play at a festival and then you play at another one and...
00:07:31And eventually they'll see it.
00:07:33Yeah, they will see it.
00:07:34I've never been in a movie.
00:07:35Claire wants me to tell you that she left in a bit of a hurry so her room might be a little messy.
00:07:49Yes.
00:07:53There it is.
00:08:02So...
00:08:03This storm, huh?
00:08:05I'm a little worried.
00:08:06Are you scared?
00:08:07Not really.
00:08:08I mean it's sunny now so it'll be fine.
00:08:10I kinda really wanna take a nap if you don't mind.
00:08:13Sure.
00:08:14Must be siesta time there.
00:08:15Yeah.
00:08:16And can I get the wifi password?
00:08:18Of course.
00:08:19I'll grab it for you.
00:08:20It's...
00:08:21On the router.
00:08:22Downstairs.
00:08:50Okay?
00:08:52Step in ten.
00:08:54ss
00:09:20Violent winds, driving rain, killer waves, these are the hallmarks of a hurricane.
00:09:39Also called cyclones or typhoons, hurricanes are giant storms prowling the world's tropical
00:09:44seas.
00:09:45The most violent hurricanes are the most violent.
00:10:15So, let's do this.
00:11:15Well, yeah, we could make them smaller, but I just don't know how to make them transparent
00:11:36and overimaged.
00:11:37We'd need the guys that edited the video for that.
00:11:40Well, yeah, I can also do that, but it's already the end of the day, and...
00:11:45Yeah, I know.
00:11:47I know, and the video did make the deadline.
00:11:49I just wasn't expecting we'd have problems with this, so...
00:11:53Yeah, no, I'll send them an email now.
00:11:55Maybe they haven't left the office, but I don't know that they're going to work on the
00:11:58weekend.
00:12:02Sure, I'll solve this.
00:12:03Yep, somehow.
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00:13:36How much did I sleep?
00:13:39Not too much.
00:13:41I'm so jet-lagged.
00:13:43Yeah, I can tell.
00:13:47What are you doing?
00:13:49Oh, working.
00:13:51What's work?
00:13:52I work at a startup.
00:13:54It's an app.
00:13:55An app for...
00:13:57It's a dating app for gay men.
00:13:58Is that Grindr?
00:14:04No.
00:14:05I wish.
00:14:07It's called Weetopia.
00:14:09It's a whole different concept for...
00:14:12Here.
00:14:14I'll show you.
00:14:15Okay, so let's say you're at home wondering what to do a Friday night.
00:14:24Well, not this Friday night because of the storm, you know, but any other Friday night.
00:14:29And let's say you decide to go here.
00:14:33That's the Met?
00:14:34Actually, it's the MoMA, but yeah, the Met would work too.
00:14:37So you go and you place a pin there.
00:14:41The next version of the app will allow you to just geotag you, but in this version, you're
00:14:46just going to place a pin.
00:14:48And there, in a flash, you can see where the gays are.
00:14:52And they know who you are, or...?
00:14:54Nope.
00:14:54That's the cool thing about the app.
00:14:56It's colorblind, ageblind, anything else blind, because it doesn't really matter.
00:15:03Gay people have to leave the house living with the burden of a heteronormative world,
00:15:07but with this app, Weetopia, you can choose to hang in spaces where you become the norm.
00:15:14Well, not you, but your identity.
00:15:17That's cool.
00:15:19I'm sorry that you're having a bad day.
00:15:22You know what?
00:15:24Fuck them.
00:15:27You know, I should take a break.
00:15:31Like, stalk someone on Instagram, maybe, or something.
00:15:38I need to take a shower.
00:15:41Sure.
00:15:46Okay, so there should be soap in here.
00:15:50Use whatever you need, and you got your towel.
00:15:53That's good.
00:15:56The water pressure is weird, so you'll have to let it run smoothly at first,
00:16:01and then it'll be interrupted, and then it'll flow smoothly again, and then you can take your shower.
00:16:08Okay.
00:16:14Sorry.
00:16:15I'll let you shower.
00:16:24Shit.
00:16:24Sorry.
00:16:24I did it again.
00:16:26Um, okay, I'm just going to leave you here.
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00:18:27Hey.
00:18:36Hi.
00:18:36How was the shower?
00:18:38It was good.
00:18:43Look, about before, I'm so, so, so sorry.
00:18:50I just don't know what happened.
00:18:52I think you kissed me.
00:18:55I did?
00:18:57I did.
00:18:58And I'm so sorry that I did.
00:19:01I think I'm just a little stressed.
00:19:03Tense.
00:19:05Anxious.
00:19:08Is that Zizek?
00:19:10Oh, these?
00:19:12Yeah, that's Zizek.
00:19:16That's kind of cool.
00:19:20Thanks.
00:19:24I'm sorry.
00:19:27You don't have to be sorry.
00:19:29It's all good.
00:19:30And, um, you're a really good kisser.
00:19:33Okay.
00:19:34Well, thank you.
00:19:36But see, the thing is, that's just not like me.
00:19:39Okay?
00:19:39That's, it's not who I am.
00:19:41Look, it's all good.
00:19:45Yeah, for you.
00:19:48I mean, maybe it is good for you.
00:19:51It clearly is all good for you.
00:19:53Right.
00:19:54Yeah, I get it.
00:19:55Because I'm from Spain.
00:19:55I'm a Spaniard.
00:19:56That's what Spaniards do.
00:19:57One does not simply go and kiss a stranger like that.
00:20:00Oh, you guys wait until the third date.
00:20:01Okay, you can stop humiliating me.
00:20:03I already feel ashamed enough.
00:20:06Look, it's good.
00:20:07Seriously, don't worry about it.
00:20:10You should just open the door.
00:20:12Hi, honey.
00:20:26Hi.
00:20:27I thought you said you weren't coming.
00:20:29Oh, I wasn't.
00:20:29Because I thought the storm was going to hit way sooner.
00:20:32But then, I don't know, I thought maybe it's a sign.
00:20:34And after all, it's already his birthday.
00:20:37So, I have to have this time.
00:20:40Is he here?
00:20:41Yeah.
00:20:42The guy that makes a kid.
00:20:44It's a duck, actually.
00:20:47Hey.
00:20:48Hi.
00:20:49Hi.
00:20:50I'm Tristan.
00:20:51Marcos.
00:20:52How are you?
00:20:53Hi, Mark.
00:20:54Marcos.
00:20:54Oh.
00:20:56I feel bad.
00:20:57I felt bad leaving this little nugget here all alone.
00:21:00But, I don't know, I think it's kind of exciting.
00:21:02It's like a big storm to clean New York.
00:21:05And after this, it's autumn.
00:21:07And I don't know, I feel like there's something kind of cosmic about this rain.
00:21:10Yeah.
00:21:11Totally.
00:21:11The tie's in my room, upstairs.
00:21:15Oh, I'll wait here.
00:21:18Thanks, babe.
00:21:22So, Alan says you make movies.
00:21:26Yeah.
00:21:27Yeah.
00:21:27Yeah.
00:21:28Yeah, I do.
00:21:29Yeah.
00:21:30I'm going to this family dinner and I needed this tie, but the last time I wore it, I slept
00:21:34here, so.
00:21:35So, um, so you guys are together, yeah?
00:21:40Uh, two years now.
00:21:43Shocking, I know.
00:21:45Yeah.
00:21:45Yeah.
00:21:46I kind of love them a lot.
00:21:53Are you hungry?
00:21:53You know, yeah, actually, yeah, I'm, I'm really hungry.
00:21:59Say no more.
00:22:00Where is he?
00:22:08Do you like butter, Marcos?
00:22:10I love butter, yeah.
00:22:11Babe, do you want a toast?
00:22:12Yeah, sure.
00:22:14Buttering for everyone.
00:22:15So, Mark, tell us about your movies.
00:22:19Um, my movie, one, it's only one movie, it's, it's a documentary, actually, and, yeah, that's
00:22:46the one that I'm screening in San Francisco.
00:22:48Is there going to be, like, a red carpet?
00:22:52No, I don't think, actually, yeah, maybe, yeah, maybe there is a red carpet, yeah.
00:22:57Are you going to be famous?
00:22:59I don't think so, no.
00:23:00Oh, my God, I can't believe I'm buttering toast for someone who is about to become famous.
00:23:18I don't think so, no, I don't think so, no, I don't think so.
00:23:30Hi.
00:23:31Thanks.
00:23:50It's good.
00:23:51Thanks.
00:24:00Have so much fun tonight, okay?
00:24:06I will be thinking of you all the time.
00:24:09You be safe tonight, okay?
00:24:12Get there before the storm hits.
00:24:15Bye, Marcos.
00:24:16It was so nice to meet you.
00:24:18Bye.
00:24:19Love you.
00:24:20Love you, too.
00:24:30He's hot.
00:24:41I'm really sorry.
00:24:43Don't be.
00:24:44I should've...
00:24:45I should've said something, or I shouldn't have done what I did before.
00:24:49I feel like I led you into something.
00:24:51No, it's all good.
00:24:52It's all good.
00:24:53You didn't leave me into anything.
00:24:54Are you mad?
00:24:55I'm not mad.
00:24:56You're mad.
00:24:57I'm not mad.
00:24:59But if you want someone to be mad, maybe you should tell him.
00:25:04Oh, boy.
00:25:08So you've never cheated on him?
00:25:10No.
00:25:11Never.
00:25:16Thanks.
00:25:23Once.
00:25:24Maybe.
00:25:25What do you mean, maybe?
00:25:27Well, it was way back before we were really dating or anything, except it had been about
00:25:32four months.
00:25:34I was at some party, and I was talking to some guy, and I didn't sleep with him or anything,
00:25:39but all of a sudden we weren't talking anymore, and I was drunk, so...
00:25:44You blew him.
00:25:45No.
00:25:46You kissed him.
00:25:47No.
00:25:48But it did feel a lot like cheating.
00:25:52Are you a virgin?
00:25:55Sorry.
00:25:57Sorry.
00:25:59You wouldn't get it.
00:26:00Why wouldn't I get it?
00:26:01Well, you clearly don't.
00:26:04Why wouldn't I get it?
00:26:05I'm just saying that this is what it felt like.
00:26:13What about you?
00:26:15What about me?
00:26:16You know, have you ever cheated on anyone?
00:26:19No, not really.
00:26:21I mean, I don't really believe in cheating, so...
00:26:23What does that mean?
00:26:25Well, I don't believe in monogamy, so cheating makes no sense.
00:26:28You've never been in a relationship?
00:26:31Yeah, I mean, I've been with men for long periods of time, but...
00:26:36Like, how long?
00:26:39The last one, like, seven months.
00:26:42What happened?
00:26:43I made a movie.
00:26:44Right.
00:26:45No spoilers.
00:26:49I don't know.
00:26:50Monogamy, it's...
00:26:51It's...
00:26:52I feel like I've yet to meet someone that can look me in the eyes and say,
00:26:55Monogamy makes sense.
00:27:01So how did you guys meet?
00:27:03Oh, you know.
00:27:07Dancing.
00:27:09We met and...
00:27:10Dancing?
00:27:11Where?
00:27:12At a bar.
00:27:13What bar?
00:27:15Grindr.
00:27:18Classy.
00:27:21Truth is, I was going through a harsh breakup.
00:27:24And...
00:27:25That night I felt...
00:27:27Sort of...
00:27:29Needy.
00:27:30Like I needed to be...
00:27:31To be fucked.
00:27:32Validated.
00:27:35So I went on Grindr and...
00:27:38I met this cute little torso.
00:27:41And it belonged to this cute little face, which...
00:27:44Belonged to cute little Tristan.
00:27:47And I left the house without douching, so I didn't end up sleeping with him.
00:27:50But I did meet up with him the next morning.
00:27:52Wait, wait, what?
00:27:53The next morning?
00:27:55You didn't sleep with him because of what?
00:27:58Oh, I hadn't douched.
00:28:00You hadn't douched?
00:28:01Well...
00:28:02Well, couldn't you, like, not have sex with him?
00:28:04Or...
00:28:05Could you just blow him?
00:28:06Or, I don't know.
00:28:07Could you top him?
00:28:08Oh, I don't top.
00:28:10You don't top?
00:28:11No, I tried.
00:28:12Didn't work out.
00:28:13Well, yeah, you try it once and it doesn't work out.
00:28:15And then you do it more and then it's great.
00:28:17It's just not my thing, I guess.
00:28:23Is your movie about...
00:28:26The seven-month one?
00:28:29Yeah, amongst many others.
00:28:32Has he seen it?
00:28:33No.
00:28:35You don't want him to, or...?
00:28:36No, it just hasn't happened.
00:28:39You miss that guy.
00:28:43No, I don't miss that guy.
00:28:44No, I don't miss that guy.
00:28:55So how come you're not at the party?
00:28:58At Tristan's grandma's party?
00:29:01Yeah.
00:29:02He's not out.
00:29:05He's not out?
00:29:07No.
00:29:11What?
00:29:13Nothing.
00:29:16Shit.
00:29:18Fuck.
00:29:19What?
00:29:20It didn't render.
00:29:21What didn't render?
00:29:22The thing I'm working on.
00:29:23It didn't render.
00:29:24Well, what happened?
00:29:25A glitch with the files, I guess.
00:29:27Shit.
00:29:28See, this is why I shouldn't be doing this.
00:29:30Well, why are you doing this?
00:29:31Because the people that do this don't work on weekends,
00:29:33and neither should I, honestly.
00:29:35You just don't do it.
00:29:36Yeah, right, and the next Monday I'm basically fired.
00:29:38I don't think you would be fired, but if you tell them-
00:29:40Yeah, okay, I just need a minute here.
00:29:42I'm not here.
00:29:43I'm not-
00:29:44I'm not here.
00:29:45I'm not here.
00:31:17Hi.
00:31:19Listen, I'm really sorry about before.
00:31:23That was rude of me.
00:31:24It's good.
00:31:25It's good.
00:31:26It's all good.
00:31:27I just think I'm a little tense, you know, because of the whole rain thing.
00:31:30Yeah.
00:31:31It's all good.
00:31:32I know.
00:31:33I know.
00:31:35It's all good.
00:31:37I just shouldn't be working on a Friday night, you know?
00:31:40Right.
00:31:41But it pays the bills.
00:31:42Yeah.
00:31:43Yeah.
00:31:44And you could very easily say, quit this shit, Alan.
00:31:47And believe me, I think about it all the time.
00:31:49Right.
00:31:50But then again, I've gotten used to living in this house and...
00:31:54Totally.
00:31:55I don't know if I could live anywhere else.
00:31:57Like, where do you live in Spain?
00:31:58Me?
00:31:59I live in a house with five people.
00:32:01Holy shit.
00:32:03Anyway, sorry.
00:32:05That was rude of me.
00:32:06So good.
00:32:12Were you about to jerk off?
00:32:14No.
00:32:35No.
00:32:45So what do you think?
00:32:47It's good.
00:32:48Yeah.
00:32:49It's good.
00:32:50I think it's a little cheesy, but it kind of works for this stuff.
00:32:54Yeah.
00:32:56Like?
00:32:58I just feel like I don't get the point.
00:33:01The point of?
00:33:02The point of the app.
00:33:06Well, gay people constantly have to live in a world where they're not the norm.
00:33:10And with this, they get to choose to live in a less heteronormative world.
00:33:14I get that part.
00:33:15But then, I think it's all about changing the conversation, right?
00:33:18So how do we change the conversation if we're all having the same one?
00:33:21You don't.
00:33:23You can't.
00:33:24We've tried.
00:33:25As gay people, we constantly have to try.
00:33:27It's a struggle.
00:33:29We're doing it all the time, with or without an app.
00:33:31But with this, you get...
00:33:33Okay, think of it as nuns that live together in a convent.
00:33:38They find their temple and they decide to segregate from the rest of society.
00:33:42Yeah, but how do you compare a group of nuns with a group of horny hunts?
00:33:47It's not just about that.
00:33:49Not to mention that this excludes everyone else in the LGBTQ community.
00:33:52The trans community, asexual community...
00:33:54It's just an app.
00:33:55Yeah, it's just an app.
00:33:56But in the meantime, your boyfriend's having a birthday party that you can't even go.
00:33:59Why are you so bothered about that?
00:34:01You don't even do boyfriends.
00:34:02It's not...
00:34:03Because it's just not fair.
00:34:05It's just not fair.
00:34:06You know?
00:34:10Okay, sorry.
00:34:11It's a little hard to take you seriously with that shirt on.
00:34:18Stop doing that.
00:34:19Okay, play it again.
00:34:32God, this kitchen is depressing.
00:34:35I really never have the time to cook.
00:34:37I mean, I don't cook.
00:34:39And Claire's a medical student, so she barely has time to eat anything at all.
00:34:43I really should have bought something.
00:34:46Oh!
00:34:47We have this.
00:34:48What's this?
00:34:49Noodles.
00:34:50Instant noodles.
00:34:51Like soup.
00:34:53Do you have potatoes and egg?
00:34:55We do have eggs.
00:35:00Yeah, couple potatoes.
00:35:01Gosh, this fridge is empty.
00:35:02I told you I never have time to cook.
00:35:04Well, what do you eat?
00:35:06I don't know.
00:35:07I guess...
00:35:08Noodles.
00:35:10Have you ever had a Spanish omelette?
00:35:12Some omelette.
00:35:24So you want to have kids?
00:35:25Yeah.
00:35:26Two.
00:35:27Three, maybe.
00:35:30Except I don't really want to have them if I can't give them the same privileges I had growing up.
00:35:34The same privileges? Like what?
00:35:35Well, education, traveling, you know, stable life.
00:35:39A stable life?
00:35:40Yeah, like a house.
00:35:41Those are not...
00:35:42That's funny that you call those, like, privileges, as if they were something extraordinary.
00:35:46Well, they are, kind of.
00:35:47See, that's one thing I like about Spain, is that everyone gets public healthcare and public education.
00:35:52What's one thing you don't like?
00:35:55Well, many things.
00:35:56But that's another cool thing, that we like to demonstrate a lot and go to the streets and that's how we feel hurt.
00:36:03But that doesn't make a difference, does it? A real difference, I mean?
00:36:07Yeah, it does.
00:36:09Yeah, even if it's just to feel hurt.
00:36:11But that's what therapy is for.
00:36:12You do therapy, right?
00:36:15No.
00:36:16Well, what do you do when you're feeling overwhelmed?
00:36:18I cook.
00:36:20And I fuck.
00:36:21And sometimes I cook while I fuck.
00:36:23Well, you seem pretty great at it.
00:36:24At fuck.
00:36:25At cooking.
00:36:26So, what's next?
00:36:30Next, le das la vuelta la tortilla.
00:36:33Meaning?
00:36:34Well, that's a Spanish thing.
00:36:35We say it all the time.
00:36:36It means that you take a plate and then you put it.
00:36:39And then the idea is that you spin the omelette with the plate.
00:36:43So, in a conversation, for example, when you're in a topic and you change the subject to your own benefit.
00:36:48Then you say, hey, no le des la vuelta la tortilla.
00:36:51Give me it.
00:36:53What, you want to do it?
00:36:54Yeah.
00:36:55What, you think I can't do dar la vuelta la tortilla?
00:36:58Yeah, no.
00:36:59I think you're perfectly capable of dar la vuelta la tortilla.
00:37:04You just have to do it confidently.
00:37:08I got it.
00:37:12Like pressing.
00:37:13I'm gonna do it.
00:37:14Okay.
00:37:24What, I've had cup noodles before.
00:37:33Shit.
00:37:35Shit, fuck.
00:37:37What?
00:37:41Fuck, I thought I lost it again.
00:37:45All good.
00:37:47Hey, you know what we could do?
00:37:49Let's call Clara.
00:37:50How about that?
00:37:51Yeah?
00:37:52Hey, um, do you have an adapter for these?
00:37:59I don't.
00:38:00Claire does.
00:38:01Hold on a minute.
00:38:02Sorry, she must have taken it with her to Miami.
00:38:03Are you sure?
00:38:04No.
00:38:05No.
00:38:06No.
00:38:07No.
00:38:08No.
00:38:09No.
00:38:10No.
00:38:11No.
00:38:12No.
00:38:13No.
00:38:14No.
00:38:15No.
00:38:16No.
00:38:17No.
00:38:18No.
00:38:19No.
00:38:20No.
00:38:21No.
00:38:22No.
00:38:23No.
00:38:24No.
00:38:25No.
00:38:26No.
00:38:27No.
00:38:28No, no.
00:38:29Okay, I'll be right back then.
00:38:30Sorry.
00:38:31She must have taken it with her to Miami.
00:38:32Are you sure?
00:38:33Yeah.
00:38:34Do you wanna use my phone?
00:38:35No, where can I get one?
00:38:36The daily, probably.
00:38:38I'll go get my jacket.
00:38:39Wait, what?
00:38:40I'll go get my jacket.
00:38:41Let me find...
00:38:42You can't leave now!
00:38:43The storm is insane!
00:38:44It's dangerous!
00:38:44You can't leave now!
00:38:46Just tell me where to go, man.
00:38:47You can't leave now!
00:38:48Not like this!
00:38:49You'll break your umbrella.
00:38:50I don't have an umbrella so...
00:38:51It's dangerous.
00:38:52Are you always like this?
00:38:54If the wind blows too hard, close it. I don't want to lose my umbrella.
00:39:12The deli's two blocks that way, and if they don't have it, maybe the food town is open too.
00:39:18Thanks.
00:39:54Can I come in?
00:39:59You're insane.
00:40:01Just so you know, you're now my responsibility.
00:40:04Yeah, I can hear myself. I know I sound like some sort of tutor or something, but fuck, you can't just disappear like that.
00:40:10I mean, I don't even know what I would do if something happened to you. I mean, do you even have insurance while you're traveling?
00:40:15Hey, can you please shut up for a second, please?
00:40:19I can shut up.
00:40:24I can shut up. I'll fucking shut up.
00:40:27I can't control my bills.
00:40:29The thing is that...
00:40:42The thing is that he doesn't... he doesn't want to see it.
00:40:47What?
00:40:54The guy that I dated for seven months, he doesn't want to see the movie and he's in it and I don't know what to do.
00:41:03I think I fucked everything up when I left from Spain without saying goodbye.
00:41:07You didn't say goodbye?
00:41:17Okay.
00:41:25Who broke up with who?
00:41:27After I told him that I couldn't do monogamy, then he broke up with me.
00:41:32I think we just wanted very different things, so no one broke up with anyone.
00:41:37We both, it was a mutual agreement.
00:41:39I'm sorry, I'm lost.
00:41:41So, this guy tells you he wants a relationship.
00:41:45You tell him you don't want one, put him in your movie, then leave, and then he refuses to talk to you, but it all started because of a mutual agreement?
00:41:57I'm sorry, I'm missing something here.
00:42:01What's so bad about having a relationship?
00:42:04Nothing. There's nothing bad about it.
00:42:06Then what was so bad about him?
00:42:08That he wanted to come in.
00:42:09Did he say that?
00:42:10Yeah.
00:42:11What if he hadn't said it?
00:42:12Then he would have been deeply unhappy.
00:42:13How do you know?
00:42:14Because he said that.
00:42:18Okay.
00:42:21Let's say you didn't say that.
00:42:23Let's say you never had this conversation.
00:42:28Let's say you just start being with someone else.
00:42:32You start spending more and more time with this person.
00:42:37You start understanding this person's scars and fears and life goals.
00:42:43You might even share a few life goals with this person.
00:42:47Let's say you start a journey with this person.
00:42:50You find inside jokes.
00:42:51You find inside jokes.
00:42:52So now you have a lot of fun with this person.
00:42:58Let's say you get used to this person's cock.
00:43:00And you find out that you can get his dick an inch deeper in your ass than you ever could get with anyone else.
00:43:10Or maybe you start opening up and start trusting this person in a way that you've never trusted anyone else.
00:43:17You let that person in.
00:43:19And in that process, you start opening doors to certain parts of yourself.
00:43:25Doors that lead to scarier parts of yourself or funny, sadder versions of yourself.
00:43:38And let's say you wake up and it's suddenly three years later, but you realize you want to spend many, many more years with the person.
00:43:49I don't understand. Is it so scary or so not cool to risk your pride, your integrity, for that?
00:44:08Yeah.
00:44:12You just forgot the part where you try to sleep with a stranger.
00:44:15That's not fair.
00:44:18That's not fair.
00:44:23That's not fair.
00:44:29Most days, I don't even notice it.
00:44:32And some days I feel crazy for even thinking about it.
00:44:35And some days I just have doubts.
00:44:42I'm sorry.
00:44:45It's kind of a thing, you know?
00:44:46When you choose to commit to something, it usually comes with some sort of sacrifice.
00:44:54Yeah, I know.
00:44:59What? I know. I know I'm not in a relationship, but I understand that.
00:45:02What are you actually committed to?
00:45:05My job to begin with?
00:45:06Your job?
00:45:07You mean making movies with footage of other men?
00:45:12Okay, I'm kidding.
00:45:13No, I really want to know.
00:45:15Is that what you're committed to for the rest of your life?
00:45:18Well, you think that working for a startup that exploits his workers is remotely better?
00:45:22It pays the bills.
00:45:25Well, good for you.
00:45:27Trust me, I'd be doing the same if I had found an easier job.
00:45:29I didn't say it was easy. It is realistic, though. Some of us actually have to pay bills.
00:45:34What's that supposed to mean?
00:45:36Well, look at you.
00:45:38You're traveling around the world with a backpack and playing the part of a cool hippie.
00:45:41And meanwhile, your parents are probably paying for your film school and you get to walk around lecturing people about privilege.
00:45:47Dude, you have no idea.
00:45:49I live in an apartment with five people. I've been eating rice for the past five months.
00:45:54I've been using all of my credit cards since the bank has already dropped it.
00:45:56You're doing it again. You're playing the system's victim.
00:45:59I bet your parents probably paid for your plane ticket.
00:46:03My parents don't even know that I'm here.
00:46:06Yeah, great. You didn't even have to ask for extra money.
00:46:08My parents don't know that I'm here because they don't know that I made this movie because they don't know that I'm gay to begin with.
00:46:12Yeah, I talk about commitment, huh?
00:46:22Well...
00:46:26Why don't you tell them?
00:46:27Great idea. Do you want to do it?
00:46:39Mine kind of always knew.
00:46:43I mean, I think they all kind of always know.
00:46:46And then it's just about the lies and the secrets they tell themselves.
00:46:50That's sort of out of our control, right?
00:46:58And they not choose them?
00:47:00Yeah.
00:47:01My mother loves them.
00:47:03How could you not?
00:47:05You have to think in a mother's mindset.
00:47:07Yeah, I get it.
00:47:15You've never thought about telling them?
00:47:20Yeah, I've thought about it.
00:47:21I think about it.
00:47:24And I've tried, right? You try to open certain conversations and you show them certain kind of movies and then you just give up.
00:47:39Have you ever thought of just ripping it off like a Band-Aid?
00:47:46Yeah.
00:47:48Yeah, I've thought about it, but...
00:47:50You know, it's not just a Band-Aid, it's a scar.
00:47:53Right.
00:47:54And then what do you do with the actual Band-Aid after you rip it off?
00:48:00Yeah.
00:48:01I had this train the other night that I was on a boat and at first I didn't know who was on the boat with me.
00:48:14And at some point a captain comes and he says,
00:48:19Marcos, your aunt just fell off the boat.
00:48:26And I say, well, what do we do now?
00:48:28And he says, well, we have two options.
00:48:30We either stop or we keep moving.
00:48:33And I say, well, we just gotta keep moving, I guess.
00:48:40And after a while he comes again and he says, your dad just fell off the boat.
00:48:46And I say, well, we just gotta keep moving.
00:48:54And then some time passed and I could feel the breeze in my face and...
00:49:01And he comes back and he says, Marcos, your mom just fell off the boat.
00:49:08And I say, well, we gotta keep moving.
00:49:13We gotta keep moving.
00:49:16Because we can't stop.
00:49:22I think you're more worried than what you think you are.
00:49:29Yeah, about the boat stopping.
00:49:30About the people falling.
00:49:31Well, yeah, that too, maybe.
00:49:39Yeah.
00:49:40But it's not like I'm gonna stop the boat, right?
00:49:50I don't know.
00:49:52What?
00:49:55I feel you and I understand, but I just don't think I could live like this.
00:50:01It's just been kind of exhausting.
00:50:06What has been exhausting?
00:50:07Hearing about this over and over and over again.
00:50:11I'm kind of fed up with it.
00:50:12Men and trauma, trauma and men.
00:50:14Well, I'm sorry that you had it all figured out.
00:50:16See, that's the thing, though, I didn't.
00:50:18I came out too.
00:50:19Your parents already knew you were gay.
00:50:21You know what? It's not even really about being gay.
00:50:23Yes, it is.
00:50:24No, it's not. It's about living in the present.
00:50:26And how you decide you want to live in the present.
00:50:29Yeah, when you've had the privilege.
00:50:31Sorry, see, I call bullshit on that.
00:50:33That's easy for you to say.
00:50:34So what? You've just decided you're gonna drive the boat alone
00:50:36and fuck anyone else for trying to get in?
00:50:39That's fucked up.
00:50:40You know what the problem is?
00:50:46The problem is that while men like me keep putting up with bullshit like this,
00:50:50there will always be another group of men who are willing to abuse it.
00:51:00Not you, but...
00:51:05No, that's fine.
00:51:06Look, I clearly have no idea what I'm talking about, so...
00:51:12Yeah.
00:51:14I think I'm just exhausted.
00:51:15You know, it's been a long day.
00:51:17Yeah.
00:51:21I think I'm gonna go to bed, actually.
00:51:23Okay.
00:51:26It's been nice, this, and...
00:51:29It's been a lot today.
00:51:30The rain and everything, and...
00:51:31I just feel like we've said some things, and...
00:51:32And I didn't mean to be so mean.
00:51:45Um, my plane leaves at 12.
00:51:56But, uh, I'll be up at 9.
00:51:58I'll be up.
00:51:59You don't, you don't have to...
00:52:01No, I'll be up.
00:52:02I'll make us breakfast.
00:52:04No noodles.
00:52:06Right.
00:52:07We can have bread and butter.
00:52:10I'll take a shower.
00:52:11Try not to get in your way.
00:52:14Promise.
00:52:20Well...
00:52:27Bye.
00:52:41Bye.
00:53:11Bye.
00:53:36What's up?
00:53:41Bye.
00:53:43Bye.
00:53:58Bye.
00:53:59Bye, bye.
00:54:00It's like a model, right?
00:54:09Yeah.
00:54:10That's a good one.
00:54:30That's a good one.
00:55:00The power went out.
00:55:10Yeah, I can tell.
00:55:11The Wi-Fi's not working.
00:55:12Well, yeah.
00:55:13I don't have a signal.
00:55:14Yeah, the whole city shut down.
00:55:16I can't call anyone.
00:55:17Are you okay?
00:55:18What do you mean the whole city shut down?
00:55:20What's happening?
00:55:22Come here.
00:55:23I'm feeling a little nervous.
00:55:26Come here, sit down.
00:55:27We have candles.
00:55:29I appreciate it.
00:55:30Well, you know, what if I need to call someone?
00:55:31I can't really call anyone.
00:55:32Hey.
00:55:33Alan.
00:55:41You're gonna breathe with me, okay?
00:55:43Go ahead, go.
00:55:44Good.
00:55:49You're sure you're sure.
00:55:51Just keep breathing.
00:55:53Don't worry too much about the tempo.
00:55:56Just keep breathing.
00:55:57Just keep breathing.
00:56:02Feel your shoulders relax.
00:56:07Good.
00:56:10You're gonna get your arms relaxed now, yeah?
00:56:13Just let them fall.
00:56:16Yeah.
00:56:18Feel your chest coming up and down, just let it fall as well.
00:56:27You feel your pelvis relax, just let it fall.
00:56:33You're sitting already, you're not gonna fall.
00:56:38Yeah.
00:56:43Just keep breathing.
00:56:54Just keep breathing.
00:56:57Just keep breathing.
00:57:13Let's try again, yeah?
00:57:16Gonna go in.
00:57:17I'm gonna go in.
00:57:21I'm gonna go in.
00:57:23I'm gonna go in.
00:57:26I'm gonna go in.
00:57:30I'm gonna go in.
00:57:31I'm gonna go in.
00:57:32I'm gonna go in.
00:57:41I'm gonna go in.
00:57:42so when did it start
00:57:54i don't know
00:57:59you get used to something you forget how it started or when
00:58:05when did you learn how to guide meditation
00:58:12i dated a guy once that was really into mindfulness
00:58:20so he taught me to guide meditation what happened to him
00:58:27he was very present the whole time and then
00:58:33he just started being too present i dated someone like that
00:58:39he was always i'm feeling this i'm feeling that
00:58:45how about you shut the fuck up and feel my cock for once
00:58:55i don't think it's all that tragic really having no arms and no legs that would be tragic
00:59:02this is just some bad days
00:59:08and then some
00:59:10very very
00:59:12very bad days
00:59:14very depressed
00:59:24god no
00:59:26no
00:59:28i hope not
00:59:38am i
00:59:42i spent a lot of time not knowing what depression was
00:59:53and then i read somewhere that there's actually a connection between having a panic disorder and
00:59:58being depressed so i started wondering
01:00:06well what makes you think you're not depressed
01:00:11the idea that i still have doubts about it
01:00:14or that i don't want to be
01:00:18and then of course therapy changed everything
01:00:34so you love that guy yeah
01:00:37i do
01:00:41or maybe not
01:00:45i want to think i do
01:00:53you know i was
01:00:55thinking about what you said before
01:00:57about
01:00:59wanting someone to
01:01:01look you in the eyes and
01:01:03tell you that monogamy makes sense
01:01:05i'm sorry
01:01:07it doesn't
01:01:11it doesn't make sense
01:01:17that's the secret you can stop your research now
01:01:21that's smart
01:01:25that's true
01:01:29it makes no sense at all
01:01:39you know i think i was actually jealous
01:01:43i've never really had that with anyone
01:01:53and i could feel it
01:01:55i could see it in your eyes
01:01:59it's not about love
01:02:03it's not about a cute face or a cute ass
01:02:07it's a horror
01:02:11it's a horror
01:02:15it's a horror feeling that you could hurt someone you actually care about
01:02:19still
01:02:27i guess it makes no sense the other way either
01:02:29it doesn't
01:02:31it's a horror
01:02:33My plane leaves in six hours, I should get back to my room.
01:03:03Good to you?
01:03:10Maybe not.
01:03:33Do you think you'll come back?
01:03:55I'll put a purple pin in your app, don't worry about it.
01:04:10I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:04:25I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:04:39I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:04:46I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:04:55I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:05:01I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:05:16I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:05:23I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:05:38I found it.
01:05:39I'll put a purple pin in your app.
01:05:59Morning.
01:06:00Hi.
01:06:01So?
01:06:06Um, you left a voice message.
01:06:14Well, play it.
01:06:18Hey, Marcos, how are you?
01:06:25I've seen your face.
01:06:28I'm fine.
01:06:29Come to speak.
01:06:33What does that mean?
01:06:36Um...
01:06:37Yeah, he's seen it.
01:06:41And?
01:06:42He says it's cool.
01:06:50I have something for you.
01:07:01This is Cleo.
01:07:16Cleo.
01:07:17From five to seven.
01:07:18Yeah.
01:07:19I made it for you.
01:07:24I love it.
01:07:26Thanks.
01:07:27Agnes Varda.
01:07:29Not another straight, white, old dude.
01:07:36Yeah.
01:07:45How do you know about this movie?
01:07:48I love movies.
01:07:51You have time for coffee?
01:07:56Yeah, I got you some coffee.
01:08:03Mm-hmm.
01:08:04Yeah, that's pretty good.
01:08:05Mm-hmm.
01:08:06I love it.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11That's fine.
01:08:12Okay.
01:08:13All right.
01:08:14I love you.
01:08:16I love you.
01:08:18Bye.
01:08:19Bye.
01:08:21Bye.
01:08:23Bye.
01:08:24Bye.
01:08:26Bye.
01:08:27Bye.
01:08:28Bye.
01:08:29Bye.
01:08:30Bye.
01:08:31Bye.
01:08:32So who's your favorite porn star?
01:08:39It's Claire!
01:08:45Hi Claire!
01:08:50Hi, are you alive or what?
01:08:54Yeah, we're alive.
01:08:55It was a pretty bad storm though.
01:08:57Are you kidding me?
01:08:58Have you seen the pictures?
01:09:00Oh my god.
01:09:02And the city shut down, right?
01:09:03Yeah, the power just came back on this morning.
01:09:06Wow.
01:09:07And did you guys get along?
01:09:08How is Marcos?
01:09:09He's right here actually.
01:09:10You're on speaker.
01:09:11Hi, Claire.
01:09:12Hi, how are you?
01:09:13How are you?
01:09:14How are you doing?
01:09:15Yes.
01:09:16Oh my god.
01:09:17I'm still in Vs.
01:09:18Are you in Vs?
01:09:23Claire, I'll leave you, ok?
01:09:25Because I'm going to the airport now.
01:09:27Ok.
01:09:29Let's talk.
01:09:30Let's talk.
01:09:31Let's talk when we arrive, ok?
01:09:33God.
01:09:34Ok.
01:09:35Bye.
01:09:36Bye, Claire.
01:09:38Bye, fuckers.
01:09:40She's crazy, eh?
01:09:46Mm-hmm.
01:09:47Are you sure you don't want anything to eat?
01:09:56Maybe for your trip to the airport?
01:09:58I'm good, thank you.
01:09:59Tristan will be here any minute if you want to say bye.
01:10:03I really should get going.
01:10:04Ok then.
01:10:06I'll see you again.
01:10:07Yeah.
01:10:08You'll come visit or maybe I can come to Spain.
01:10:10Yeah.
01:10:11Yeah.
01:10:12You should totally come to Spain.
01:10:13You should come visit.
01:10:14Yeah.
01:10:15I will see you again.
01:10:16Yeah.
01:10:17Yeah.
01:10:18Will you have touched next time or?
01:10:19Um.
01:10:20Okay.
01:10:21Uh, be safe, yeah?
01:10:22You too.
01:10:23Bye.
01:10:24Bye.
01:10:25Bye.
01:10:26Bye.
01:10:27Bye.
01:10:28Bye.
01:10:29Bye.
01:10:30Bye.
01:10:31Bye.
01:10:32Bye.
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01:10:35Bye.
01:10:36Bye.
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01:10:38Bye.
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01:10:47Bye.
01:10:48Bye.
01:10:49Bye.
01:10:50Bye.
01:10:51Bye.
01:11:53Oh, Mark.
01:11:54Marcos.
01:11:55Marcos.
01:11:56Yeah, he just left.
01:11:57He's kind of hot.
01:11:58He is.
01:11:59He is, yeah.
01:12:02How was the party?
01:12:04Oh, it was really good.
01:12:05It was really good.
01:12:06She was really happy that everyone was there.
01:12:10We were kind of stuck inside for like five hours just waiting for it to pass, so we just
01:12:15had to keep drinking and be with each other, which, I don't know, sounds maybe like a nightmare,
01:12:21but was actually really nice.
01:12:24Um, she told me all these stories about grandpa and when they met, it was really nice.
01:12:31I don't know, it's strange for people to get old, but I'm glad we did it for her.
01:12:41How are you, honey?
01:12:42How was it?
01:12:43You know, I'm good.
01:12:46I'm actually really good.
01:12:48I'm starving.
01:12:49Do you want a toast?
01:12:51Yeah.
01:12:52Yeah.
01:12:53Butter?
01:12:58Yes.
01:13:22Ah, I really have.
01:13:23Oh, I guess, it was fun.
01:13:24If somebody was like a fool, you know, that
01:13:27knows what I did but his bro got here, they were like a country andrint.
01:13:30It was beautiful.
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