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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08Worth this.
06:38Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:05This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:11You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God, I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliché, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget it is?
09:11In your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um,
09:23I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested
09:35in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:19you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to
10:55tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so
11:06okay one thing at a time it's not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because
11:10everything is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just
11:23lacy i can't avoid i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to
12:02and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel
12:14staying with you
12:16i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us
12:33from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:59hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:06hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:10sorry how are you mom i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth
13:16certificate what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:25that's fantastic honey congratulations how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah yeah um mom i gotta go
13:38okay love you
13:39thank you
13:44bro you're tweaking you need to
13:48level out try this new indica i got may help ease the pain
13:53i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird felt like something to me i can't believe i
14:06it up this bad dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your
14:18shit bro it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back yeah yeah probably
14:34belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me and losing her feels like
14:51it feels like i'm i'm losing the best part of myself well that's beautiful man
15:02so fight for her stop saying you're sorry find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy i don't think it's supposed to be
15:17i just can't believe it he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site don't smile please that won't be a problem
15:28kind of sucks you're not leaving for paris tomorrow do you think i'm being too hard on him look
15:36if you really thought you were broken up technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:48that's the part i can't get over
15:50what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:57it was the day after christmas last year my mom was at a writer's retreat steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad i figured why be home alone when i could be at my
16:09favorite place in the world so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh
16:20shit
16:21shit shit shit shit oh my god okay what would kevin do what would kevin do okay
16:33bellae you okay yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me okay next
17:03bellae no please don't leave i made the biggest mistake of my life please just talk to me
17:18look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:29how did it happen
17:32like i was really sad i was drunk she was just there
17:40how many times
17:46twice
17:46how could you do this to bellae please i know i don't deserve you but i love you more than anyone
17:55else in the world and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo what you did bellae please i'm sorry i'm so sorry i've never loved anyone but you
18:06i love him too and i want to forgive him i just don't know how
18:16you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:21and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23yes
18:33laurel
18:35elliott hey hey
18:38oh fancy books you got there oh yeah i you know well i've already read the moncrief translation
18:42twice so as one does yeah yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read a la recherche
18:48In the original French.
18:52Go for it. Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John? What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you. In private. Professor.
19:11Okay. See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure. Yeah. Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay. Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor. You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan. We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:14Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay, first patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:51It could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi. I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay. Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:18It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Please help you out.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone. Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine. Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes. Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God. I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo? They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes. You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose. In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you... You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals. It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay? What's wrong?
23:08I'm... I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:36So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:04I don't know.
24:05I don't know.
24:05I don't know.
24:05I don't know.
24:06I don't know.
24:07I don't know.
24:07I don't know.
24:08I don't know.
24:09I don't know.
24:10I don't know.
24:10I don't know.
24:11I just... I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14But after the other night, sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before.
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay.
24:21It's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other
24:27people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:30It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean.
24:37Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids then.
24:40It doesn't...
24:41We don't work.
24:42It never works.
24:43Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:45I'm telling you.
24:46I think I love you.
24:47Stop.
24:48Stop.
24:49No, don't.
24:50I can't do this.
24:51What are you talking...
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I want to leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fine.
25:04Fuck.
25:05Here.
25:06I'm pulling over, okay?
25:12Taylor, what the fuck?
25:22Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:29Oh, my God.
25:32Taylor.
25:33Hi.
25:34I'm really sorry.
25:37What happened?
25:38Were you with him?
25:39Are you hurt?
25:40What happened?
25:41I wasn't in the car.
25:42Okay.
25:43You were arguing.
25:45I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:47Okay.
25:48What?
25:49What?
25:50It's just my fault.
25:52No.
25:53No.
25:54No, it's not your fault.
25:55Yes, it is.
25:56You're with Steven Conner.
25:57I'm with Steven Conner.
25:58I'm with Steven Conner.
25:59I'm with Steven Conner.
26:00I'm with Steven Conner.
26:02What happened?
26:03I wasn't in the car.
26:04Okay.
26:05We were arguing.
26:06And I jumped out, and he was trying to come after me.
26:08Okay.
26:09What?
26:10What?
26:11What?
26:12What?
26:13What?
26:14It's just my fault.
26:15Is he munkling?
26:16Yeah.
26:17Yeah.
26:18Is he okay?
26:19Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:24It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out, and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:36Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:44Uh-huh.
26:45I need to...
26:46I need to try my parents again.
26:47I couldn't...
26:48Okay, I'll...
26:49I will try them.
26:50I will do it.
26:51I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:02I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06You can brag about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:08He...
27:09O negative.
27:10He's O negative.
27:11Okay.
27:12I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:13Okay.
27:14I don't...
27:15I think I should, uh...
27:16Let a few other people know what to...
27:17Do you want me to call Jer?
27:18I don't know an hour ago.
27:19I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:20I just wish he was here.
27:21Do you even know what to say to make me feel better?
27:22I don't know an hour ago, I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:34Do you even know what to say to make me feel better?
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too.
27:47Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call Conrad too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:59Yeah.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:11Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates.
28:18But...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:20Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25Will you...
28:26I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:36Okay.
28:37Yeah.
28:38Yeah.
28:39Great.
28:40Okay.
28:41Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:42Yep.
28:43Will do.
28:44All right.
28:45Uh...
28:46Dr. Namazi.
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend.
28:53More like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the date?
29:15Uh, no.
29:18I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:45Jayra's in the lobby.
29:50Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:06Isabel Conklin?
30:10Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No.
30:18It means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:24Steven is sedated and sleeping, he's stable,
30:27and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:59No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:07This is mislabeled.
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:22It won't happen again.
31:23No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake.
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits.
31:36Which makes you a walking liability.
31:38My liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:42No.
31:43You can always apply again next year.
31:47There's no alarm warning before he starts taking you.
32:08Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care, but I just...
32:26I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like...
32:40Actually, you're not worth it.
32:54So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:16You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:33I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:37The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:39The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:41and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:42It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:43We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:45It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
33:46I've just been scared.
33:48It's okay.
33:49It's okay.
33:50I've just been scared.
33:51I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
33:54I know you don't think that Steven and I should say
33:58that he's done.
33:59The CT scan is clear.
34:00The CT scan is clear?
34:01What does that mean?
34:02The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
34:04and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
34:05It'll be a while until he wakes up.
34:07He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Stephen and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Not wanting to let go of Stephen,
34:30but still keeping Davis around is this emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Stephen was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this, it's like...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared,
34:53I'm so scared to lose Stephen again,
34:56I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:19How rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:51And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
35:58Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09Okay.
36:19Laura.
36:21Oh.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh.
36:34My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:27And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um,
37:36I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, mommy.
37:46Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:49But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:52Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:19and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh, um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:39Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:19You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:41No, I don't.
39:43You cold, I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:32You okay?
40:35Leave me alone.
40:37You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:43Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:49Just...
40:50Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
41:58Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together.
42:29But not together.
42:32Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:36The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:41Boundless by the time I...
42:43Entertainingly expressive H-blank-blank-blank-Y.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:58Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:18You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.
43:31Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:31Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:41Oh, nice.
43:42Uh, did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrade supply got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he, uh...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:03Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:33I never got your show, but it reminds me...
44:39The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye, just gone like a ghost.
45:03How much so can I take...
45:05Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:15When this love is over
45:19Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:23River of unhappiness
45:27Hold your hands upon my head
45:31Hands upon my head
45:33Till I breathe my last breath
45:39Oh, the woe is me
45:43The last time that you touch me
45:47Fall will wonders ever cease
45:51That will send me an hour
45:53In the stream of love
46:17Come in.
46:19Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:27I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:29I was just on my way in and...
46:31Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:33No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:35Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:39This is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:45So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:51I'm fine.
46:53Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:57Actually, I was gonna say...
46:59That she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:11Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can...
47:15Deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23They'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad? Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen.
48:15Obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20Medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah.
48:31You know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:33You know, before the crash.
48:34Me too.
48:35Me too.
48:36And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:44What?
48:45What?
48:48If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
49:07I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:22Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:44Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
50:10Steven's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:15Do you wanna get some air?
50:21Yeah. Yeah, I would love that.
50:25Yeah.
50:30I was...
50:32I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:51I'm sorry, too.
50:54I'm sorry too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:04And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:26How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I, when we had sex.
51:36After I, I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't, I don't even know how long.
51:42I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells. I want that so much.
52:16You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:19I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:42We won't.
52:43After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story, yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:07What are you thinking?
53:08The future is just crazy.
53:09I don't know what, say it.
53:10Would you?
53:11Yes.
53:12You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:13Try me.
53:14Isabel Conklin.
53:15Will you marry me?
53:16Yes.
53:17Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:18I swear I've known you were no good than you.
53:19would you yes you don't even know what I'm about to say try me
53:28isabel conklin will you marry me
53:37yes yeah I'll marry you
53:49I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:57forever and a day
54:04forever and a day
54:07a day forever and a day
54:12I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:23I bet we sailed the Milky Way walked on the sun together
54:29how could I forget those emerald eyes
54:37they took me by surprise but suddenly I missed your face
54:43I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:50forever and a day
54:57a day
55:01in all my lives I'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:09I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:31but I'm my life to stay
55:38your melodies
55:41they're changing me
55:44I'm yours forever
55:46I'm yours forever
55:50I'm yours forever and a day
55:52I'm yours forever and a day
55:55I'm yours forever and a day
55:58I'm yours forever and a day
56:00thank you
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