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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I feel it.
06:30Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:54She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Okay.
07:20Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:11You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:22Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?
08:56Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:58Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, would we have bigger nerd cliché, please?
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:21Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with this.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:49Got you.
10:19You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:35Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I-I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not going to be in
10:49Cousins because Jeremiah.
10:51And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is-
11:11Oh, my God.
11:13Hey, you're going to be okay.
11:19I'll meet you after study group.
11:21It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to.
11:55And no matter how I want to.
12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:16How much I hated you.
12:19Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:23Just two different endings you learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:36Everybody.
12:36Me, John.
12:39Beautiful, John.
12:40No, it's very cute.
12:41I couldn't live in a very tall.
12:45So, I just need to not be here.
12:48Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine.
13:08Thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:44Bro, you're tweaking.
13:47You need to level out.
13:50Try some of the indica I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I-I-I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but you two were broken up.
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:24Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:44And losing her feels like...
14:48It feels like I'm-I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look.
15:36If you really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating.
15:41But to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jair was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:43Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Billy.
17:12No, please, don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please, just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:37How many times?
17:39How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:03I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too,
18:09and I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me,
18:20and are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23I don't know how to forgive me the most.
18:33Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah, I've, you know,
18:41well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year
18:47that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um,
18:56you and I,
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh, if you're interested.
19:00Ah, unfortunately,
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot?
19:14Uh, sure, yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh,
19:18Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:23What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt
19:28with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct,
19:30and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive
19:35in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing
19:37at a lit conference, anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways
19:42to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference
19:46is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way
19:50in the ballroom B
19:51for tropes of old English
19:53epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:01Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer,
20:31I expect half of you
20:32will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off,
20:34and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts
20:43on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off
20:47with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering
20:56from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most common
20:58cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him
21:01nausea meds at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just
21:07the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me
21:15the med student
21:16that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up
21:20on the next one.
21:21Look, I know that
21:22climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism
21:24for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like,
21:28yearning to.
21:29Or whatever.
21:31The safest place
21:32to hang out
21:33at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead,
21:39and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:45What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things
21:52off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know,
21:56even though our marriage
21:57went to shit,
21:59we ended up being
21:59pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying
22:13abroad next semester
22:14in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know
22:17how the Parisian police
22:18found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell
22:24that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact,
22:30wasn't that why you slept
22:31with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep
22:34with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:40No, it's all yours.
22:43We're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:56Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded
23:02to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's
23:14just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20Okay.
23:36So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you
23:40want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't
24:02do that for me.
24:04What?
24:04Uh, sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted
24:13to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this
24:19to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual
24:22with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Let's just stop
24:25fucking around, you know,
24:26and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep
24:27hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know
24:28about us!
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you
24:33and me to have
24:33a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:35and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried
24:37before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We weren't kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are
24:41the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop! Stop!
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out
24:51of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you
24:52to listen to me.
24:53Please, that's all
24:54I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please,
24:54just let me out
24:55of the car.
24:55We're in the middle
24:56of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over,
25:05okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:12Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him
25:44or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out
25:55and he was trying
25:56to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no,
26:10it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with
26:14Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show
26:19a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise
26:24on the brain.
26:25We won't know
26:25how serious it is
26:26until the swelling
26:26goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait
26:30and see, is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork
26:32to fill out
26:33and someone will need
26:34to make decisions
26:35on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:37My sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind
26:41of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to try
26:49my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know
26:55Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents'
26:57insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed
26:59to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember
27:02Stephen bragging
27:03about being
27:04a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06You can brag about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try
27:15your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people
27:20know him, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know.
27:27Now we're going.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35I don't even know
27:36what to say
27:36to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm going to be
27:42your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track
27:45down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's
27:47dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out
27:50the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh,
27:56Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might
27:57understand
27:58what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm going to call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop
28:07on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here
28:10by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me
28:13what the doctor
28:14said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates,
28:18but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um,
28:21Providence General,
28:23but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:43Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine
28:50was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend,
28:53more like family,
28:54and he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance
28:58you know anyone
28:59in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think
29:13you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:42Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:05Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone
30:19well-connected is looking
30:20out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague
30:23at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated
30:26and sleeping.
30:26He's stable
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors,
30:34immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume
30:36this is Steven's
30:37other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't
30:51just go out there?
30:52I don't even know
30:53what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked
30:57over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go
31:04with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:09This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh,
31:15that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put
31:17your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me
31:29for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please,
31:32I didn't...
31:32You may see this
31:32as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you
31:35not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you
31:37a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always
31:42apply again next year.
31:44Scruggers to OR4.
31:45Scruggers to OR4.
31:48He starts taking...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
31:56I've never loved anyone
32:11like I love you.
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just...
32:26I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid
32:34that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me
32:36and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:48I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain
33:54has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know
34:00when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think
34:20that Stephen and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Stephen,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:35It's selfish.
34:37And Stephen was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:47I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Stephen again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:32All right.
35:34I mean, you heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:44Wait.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:07It's still not a morning person, huh?
36:21Oh.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some
36:37of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:54Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified
37:15you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:21Um, Taylor's here,
37:24and she's been amazing,
37:25and...
37:27Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart,
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um,
37:36I'll track down your dad
37:38and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:41I love you, Mommy.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:49Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um,
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:45He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08I was all alone at home, so...
39:10So...
39:20You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:41No, I don't.
39:43You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:25Ow!
40:32You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:36Leave me alone.
40:37Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow!
40:50Just...
40:50Just...
40:51Give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:53How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:26Ow!
41:27Ow!
41:30I'm gonna pick you up,
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just...
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:35No.
41:36Just...
41:36I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared,
41:41but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow!
41:56Watch your legs.
42:00Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:04Ow.
42:04That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together,
42:28but not together.
42:43Entertainingly expressive,
42:45H blank blank blank Y.
42:48Hmm.
42:51Hemi.
42:53Hemi?
42:54I think this is the beginning
43:00of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing
43:14for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young
43:21to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's strange.
43:30Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry.
43:33My reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely,
43:41so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrades fly gum that stuff
43:50because of the weather,
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure to you tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher,
45:05The Ghost of Christmas Past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47How will wonders ever cease
45:50Blessed be the mystery of love
46:10Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
46:12Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
46:14Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for, like, a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um.
46:45So, look, um, about yesterday.
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:01Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:20And...
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:31Hello.
47:36Stephen, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:52Hey.
47:57Uh, hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Stephen, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know,
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:43If we never ran into each other
48:50that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly
49:02when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge,
49:11but...
49:12it was a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:37Hello?
49:38Hello?
49:38Hello?
49:38Hello?
49:39Hello?
49:39Hello?
49:40Hello?
49:40Hello?
49:41Hello?
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life,
49:48I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as lasts.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:11Thank God.
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:16Do you want to get some air?
50:20Yeah, yeah, yeah, I would love that.
50:24Yeah.
50:26I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:33And you have every right to be.
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:50I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight and to Cabo.
51:08I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:58I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes,
52:04then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:24I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Steven, I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin?
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:54I love you.
53:59I love you too.
54:04Forever and a day
54:07A day, forever and a day
54:13I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:34Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lungs I'm waiting
55:06Every time to hear you say
55:10I'll be yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:32But I might have to stay
55:39Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:45I'm yours forever
55:50And I'm yours forever and a day
56:03Really today
56:06I Wide Script
56:08I'm yours forever and a day
56:11Somewhere in leven
56:12I'm yours forever and a day
56:14I love you
56:15I get straight
56:16I love you
56:16I love you
56:17I love you
56:17I love you
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