00:00You said that on Valentine's Day, you don't let fear that you're happy with your feelings.
00:09How are you right now? Why did you decide to give a chance to love you?
00:16I never really thought, it was never in my plans.
00:25Actually, when you come from a failed marriage, you don't think of that anymore.
00:33But when love comes and a connection that is undeniable,
00:38when you feel safe with someone and they make you feel seen,
00:42they make you feel heard and appreciated and they see you for who you are.
00:47For the longest time, people saw me for my name.
00:50They also saw me as the daughter of Francis, and they would treat me as such.
00:55And to be seen by someone beyond your name, for them to see your heart and your soul,
01:02why will you deny yourself that connection?
01:06And that's something that you only see in movies.
01:09That's something that you never thought you would experience.
01:12So, for me, yes, I'm a public figure.
01:15It may be scary to share something so personal like this.
01:19But why will I choose fear over love, right?
01:23If that energy will be able to help me grow also, di ba?
01:27So, I will always choose love over fear, faith over fear, God over fear.
01:34So, wala. I am not afraid.
01:36Si, ano kasi, si Carla Abeliana, we all know that she also came from a failed marriage.
01:41Mm-hmm.
01:42And sinabi siya sa interview niya na parang,
01:44right now, hindi siya nakikita yung sarili yung kapakasaluli niya.
01:47Mm-hmm.
01:48Pero ikaw ba nakikita may yung sarili mo, we'll also get married someday?
01:51You know what?
01:52With the kind of energy, the kind of partnership that I'm experiencing right now,
01:58I don't even need that label.
02:01Mm-hmm.
02:02So, it's that feeling.
02:03So, I don't need to make this big announcement or make a big ceremony.
02:09When you already feel married, you don't need that.
02:13Yeah.
02:14So, parang for me, I wish Carla well, of course.
02:18It's painful eh.
02:19Of course, it's something na natroma ka eh.
02:21So, sinasabi mo ayaw mo na.
02:23Mm-hmm.
02:24But my advice for anyone out there who also went through what I went through,
02:29don't close your heart.
02:31Don't ever close your heart.
02:33Keep it open.
02:34Because challenges and frustrations, trauma happen to challenge us.
02:41Mm-hmm.
02:42Na kahit gaano ka sakit, even if sobrang painful ang pinagdadaan mo, and you choose to still keep your heart open,
02:48it means you are surrendered.
02:50It means you are not afraid.
02:52Because you know that God is always there with you.
02:54Mm-hmm.
02:55So, yun.
02:56Parang ako for me, that's the reason why I feel I'm experiencing a very good partnership right now,
03:02is because I allowed myself to open and to receive.
03:06Mm-hmm.
03:07Without fear.
03:08Without fear.
03:09Kala sa lang.
03:10Aka lang.
03:11Um, any projects or whatever.
03:14Maknamimuli sa lang ng mga pansin.
03:15Oh!
03:16Okay.
03:17Sorry eh.
03:18Tilikula.
03:19Because nga ang ating state right now is we are surrendered and we flow with the universe.
03:25I am right now at the stage na bilang 38 year old actress, I want to start choosing my roles more.
03:31Mm-hmm.
03:32So that's why sa aking mga fans, huwag kayong mag-alala, I'm sure one day,
03:37magkakaroon tayo ng project ulit.
03:39Pag dumating na.
03:40Kasi right now, mas gusto kong gumawa ng mga project na more about mental health.
03:44Okay.
03:45Like a story about mental health.
03:46Mm-hmm.
03:47Like ayoko na kasi yung mga old ways na parang mga asawa, may kapit, nag-aaway.
03:52Medyo ayoko na ng ganong klaseng story.
03:55Siguro yung iba gusto pa nila yun, but for me as an actor, I would like to choose my roles
04:00and I would like to do more stuff that's related to mental health.
04:03Okay.
04:04Maraming salamat.
04:08You
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