00:00That was the closest I've ever been to A, suicide, and B, finishing.
00:04I remember my mobile phone.
00:06Everybody gets the notifications, and it was a Sky Sports notification.
00:10Mark Clamberg being accused of racial discrimination against two Chelsea players.
00:16And I was just like, what?
00:18I'd had a newborn.
00:19She was only six months old.
00:21And Claire's hysterical.
00:22There's press outside the house.
00:24It was the worst 12 hours.
00:26I remember not sleeping.
00:27Never went to bed.
00:28I was soul-searching the thing because I didn't know what I'd said,
00:32that nobody had released what I'd actually said.
00:35So I'm trying to work out, did I say something?
00:37In the heat of the moment, you're questioning yourself, of course.
00:40And that was the hardest thing, thinking I'd done it.
00:44And it was only when time started to elapse
00:48and Chelsea couldn't provide the necessary information.
00:54If I'd said something to a player, that player would have come.
00:58And certainly stopped the game and said something.
01:03And there would have been some altercation.
01:06The longer it went on, the more I felt that I was innocent.
01:10But that was the most difficult bit,
01:12knowing that you were innocent, but you can't speak.
01:14And I think so, I'd also like to use a case of my life.
01:15And if I was innocent, I could also like to get it to each other.
01:17And I would like to see what I was saying.
01:18But I was like in my life.
01:20And now I don't know.
01:21I'll be the next area.
01:22And I was like...
01:23That was the most important thing.
01:23That was the most important thing.
01:24But I know it's great that I am about everything.
01:25And I knew that I had to be able to accomplish something.
01:27And there was something I was just thinking about.
01:29And I thought that was wrong.
01:30I had a lot of different stuff.
01:33But I think that I knew that I was just a lot of stuff.
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